today the shadows of the darkest cloud have been casted, over my very head as i look up i trip and stumble back to this familiar ground, falling down and once again landing on my back i laid there and cried, and i cried for hours today, cried and didn't eat until late evening...
today i am feeling alone mainly because my friends have been being stupid and not caring and thats been happening alot no i don't want it to be like this but what can i do? when no one cares what do i say? is it even worth being around here? or at all?
If I could stand beside myself,
Would I see me or maybe someone else?
When I’m inside looking out,
I see others as they cannot see themselves,
For no one can see themselves,
No one can know themselves,
As others see them -
Inside looking out.
I am standing here but not very still.
I standing here beside myself
Trying to hold on and see
That I am still me.
It is difficult when everything
Seems to always go flying by
To stand in me and just be.
I can't say one reason today
Why I stand beside myself
But many things in...