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I Am Beside Myself Today

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    Another One Of Them Days...

    Another Winter Night Here By Myself... Love Really Makes Or Breaks You.
    iLegend iLegend 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 2, 2009

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    Hello Me

    I am standing here but not very still. I standing here beside myself Trying to hold on and see That I am still me. It is difficult when everything Seems to always go flying by To stand in me and just be. I can't say one reason today Why I stand beside myself But many things in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    If I Could Stand Beside Myself

      If I could stand beside myself, Would I see me or maybe someone else? When I’m inside looking out, I see others as they cannot see themselves, For no one can see themselves, No one can know themselves, As others see them - Inside looking out.
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Today I Don't Care

    today i am feeling alone mainly because my friends have been being stupid and not caring and thats been happening alot no i don't want it to be like this but what can i do? when no one cares what do i say? is it even worth being around here? or at all?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 21, 2010

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    The Strongest Will Always Stand

    today the shadows of the darkest cloud have been casted, over my very head as i look up i trip and stumble back to this familiar ground, falling down and once again landing on my back i laid there and cried, and i cried for hours today, cried and didn't eat until late evening...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 23, 2010

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    I have no more pieces of myself to give to you, You have taken and taken without giving in return. When I see your name, I no longer feel gladness, just a hollow weariness. It...
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    Today I almost lost my girlfriend and I never hated myself more than now. They diagnosed her with carbon monoxide poisoning. She tried to kill herself and it's my fault! I hate...
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    today has been pretty good. I had a normal conversation with one of my friends that didn't involve school work. I was actually concerned for my club advisor that got sick so she...
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    Messy, sort of There are parts of me that really have it all together. I function, pretty good all things considered. I have great purpose. I am the most fit physically that I've...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    There's nobody else to talk to besides myself
    RainbowCrayon666 RainbowCrayon666 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    Today I felt the need to draw a goddess card again... Yes, I am into esoterics and I know- I may be a little weird for some, but I choose to deal with my problems using my ways...
    swallow90 swallow90 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    I wish I could bottle the feelings that come with days like today, and sprinkle them on myself on my low days....like fairy dust. I feel completely like the old me. The strong...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    ...I just have to be... I feel like my unattractiveness initiates a constant friction between the eye and mouths of many, many people. You may not like what you see, but you know...
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    driving home from college today felt really close to wetting myself so i shoved my hand into my jeans and unbuttoned the buttons, that relieved the pressure for a small while but...
    pisschris pisschris 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 18

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    So, today I did it! I've been wanting to take Violin lessons for years. I always chickened out thinking I was too old. Today I called one of my colleagues and asked him to teach me...
    Lena1982 Lena1982 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    its been 7 years since I left you. you told me gym is for people who have money. I love goin to the gym thesedays besides I can swim unlike you.... now I listen to hiphop music...
    lazysundayafternoon lazysundayafternoon 31-35, F Jan 18

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    Who all is playing with there self besides me
    outlawdan outlawdan 56-60, M 8 Responses Jan 18

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    mirrorimage99 mirrorimage99 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 18

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