I Am Better Off Dead

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    I Hate My Life

    The only reason I do not kill myself is it would leave my kids alone with their mother. I am 49, made one mistake that resulted in me getting 30k in excess mone. I never intended tovget anything I did not earn but the feds deevided I must plead guilty and be. Cooperating witness...
    wronglife wronglife
    46-50
    1 Response Feb 21, 2012

    Ever since I opened my eyes

    as a baby, I knew life was never worth it for me. I never had any motivation. I've always been behind schedule and uncertain. I am only alive to see miracles happen in the world, or to just take note of major events and current affairs around the world. I want to live to see the...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Mar 28

    I feel like everyone I love would just be

    better off if I had never existed at all. All I bring to everyone who knows me is pain and sorrow. I can't do anything right unless you count hurting people as a skill. I just want to go away and be all alone so everyone I love can move on with their lives and be happy again.
    Serantha Serantha
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2015

    I'm better off dead. My mom doesn't care,

    she's too ****** up to even notice me gone for the weekend. No one cares. I'm useless. I'm failing school. I'm a disappointment and a waste of space
    matti1342 matti1342
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2014

    I Am Better Off Dead.

    Since a child, my life has been a nightmare. My father was abusive - he would hit is for no justifiable reason. I recall getting spanked like crazy for touching a. Christmas tree, looking out the Window and reading a harry potter book. I was teased in school, insulted for what I...
    Cecillia504 Cecillia504
    22-25
    1 Response Jun 15, 2012

    I Feel That Way...

    I feel like I am better off dead, I mean what good am I to anyone. I just think that it would be better for everyone around me, if I was just dead. I think that it would be better for everyone if I was just dead, if I was just gone from this world, and than I wouldn't be a hassle...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 30, 2009

    I don't know why I'm still living

    if no one even cares if I'm here. I do everything wrong. I'm a terrible person. I have my life. I want it to end. No one will miss me. I actually think people will be happy. I hate this. I can't cut. I won't cut. But I can't promise that I won't kill myself sooner or later.
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 27, 2014

    This shouldn't be an experience.

    None of you are better off dead. I don't know any of you, but I know people, and I know that every one of you are worth something. Your worth something to me, and to someone else out there, even if you don't see it. I care for every single person in this experience, and you...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    Wouldn't Make Much Of A Difference If I Really Looked At It

      A new cold breeze in the air Wish i could take you up there Where we would drown in the sun But summertime is gone A chilly wind through my spine And heavy clouds in decline Winter's work has begun And summertime is gone And i wanna see you once again And i wanna tough...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    Oct 28, 2010

    Uh, Correction, Half Dead. :p

    I'm like a zombie, who prefers to be zombie-like a lot of the time. :p It's just better that way sometimes. But zombies can't do what I do either, sooooo, it's kinda hard to decide.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 9, 2011
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