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I Am Bi Polar With Major Depression

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    I have an amazing support system. It's too bad I don't let them support me. For some reason I am unable to talk to my family and friends about how I am feeling. I am in such a dark place right now. Nothing is going right, hope is nothing more than a word. Setting goals is so far...
    jeffro499 jeffro499 26-30 2 Responses Sep 27, 2011

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    Building It Up Just To Tear It Back Down...

    As far back as I can remember my life has been a rollercoaster. I can remember flipping out and screaming at my mother for the smallest of things. Twenty minutes later I would be fine, the immense anger a distant memory. My periodical moments of rage would only continue, going to...
    jeffro499 jeffro499 26-30 Sep 27, 2011

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    I Will Not Let My Illness Defeat Or Define Me!

    Getting diagnosed was a pretty deflating thing for me. Hell, I was already in the midst of the worst depressive episode I had ever encountered, why not enlighten me with a more serious disorder as well? I went home and sat on the couch for hours. I didn't speak, eat, or sleep. I...
    jeffro499 jeffro499 26-30 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    It can be so exhausting. Sometimes I wonder if it is harder to date someone with depression than it is to actually have depression. I have to battle it too. I have a choice to...
    hopeful1995 hopeful1995 18-21 Sep 18

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    Recently I feel that I have depression after lots of reasons. I have not been diagnosed but believe I have been facing it in many forms for almost 3-4 years through some traumatic...
    essexgirle essexgirle 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I wish someone had told me when I was younger that my negative and depressive emotions did not make me less human. That it is alright to not be okay, it's alright to admit...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 3 Responses Sep 5

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    So I was officially diagnosed with insomnia today. Add that to the ever growing list of things ****** up in my head. Let's see what we've got here so far... -Major Depression...
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 12

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    I'm on this site as a last resort and reaching out to others for help. Thank you for taking the time to read. I myself have PTSD and major depression disorder. I married a man that...
    Neverfirstforeverlast Neverfirstforeverlast 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    When I was 14, my whole life was inverted. I had been accepted on an academic scholarship to the most prestigious college preparatory institute in my area. Upon starting my 9th...
    yoshmarie yoshmarie 16-17, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Let's talk about suicide. I know, something everyone knows about but nobody will have a real discussion about it. But I want to talk about me as I have had depression for years now...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I feel the worst thing about depression is being depressed and single. At least with those who are married or seriously dating/co-cohabiting you can say "Ok, boo gimme a minute to...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    Well this more than just my depression. I was diagnosed at 13 with clinical depression and. rapid cycling bipolar disorder. A real living hell with the knowledge that my sadness...
    jwolf09 jwolf09 22-25, M Sep 7

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    I don't want to say what happened specifically but in grade 6 my dad did something REALLY bad to me and both my brothers as well as my cousin i started cutting in grade 6 due to...
    piercetheveil22 piercetheveil22 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 14

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    Hi ,I am BogdanI fight with the depression for 10 years ,and nothing change realy , i just change some things but no important things. In my country its easier to fight with...
    bogdancristian20 bogdancristian20 26-30, M Sep 19

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    I have struggled with deep depression and anxiety since the age of 12. Right now it seems to be particularly worse. I've been seeing a psychoanalyst for the past 9 months and it...
    Omchandrayanamaha Omchandrayanamaha 31-35, M Sep 21

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    It's really hard for me as I battled with my depression since I was a kid . I can go from dancing and laughing into deep dark mood where I cry for hours , sometimes I don't even...
    MyLifeOstaviMe MyLifeOstaviMe 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I battle severe depression and eating disorders I was anorexic from 3 to 6 grade and bulimic from 7th to 9th I've always been bullied about my weight and my looks I'm a very...
    oilchick1488 oilchick1488 18-21, F 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend of a year and six months just broke up with me several days ago. Since then, I've been feeling awful, even though I've even trying to get over it. After I feel like I...
    SturmWind SturmWind 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 3

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    The hardest part of dealing with my depression is knowing I have so much to offer. I just struggle to meet the right person
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    I had a beautiful baby girl 8 weeks ago, my third via csection and also had a tubal ligation. I was feeling really good until about a week ago when I went to doctor and started...
    joce32 joce32 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I am dealing with a panic disorder with agoraphobia, depression and seizures and was currently discharged from the military. I developed all of this when I was admitted in a...
    Liddoturrboo Liddoturrboo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I've been doing so well with my depression, I have actually been happy for a little while, but I don't know what happened. I feel so lonely and anxious right now. I don't want to...
    dickdurk dickdurk 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    C Perth Criminal Lawyers & Barristers Pty Ltd five one Evaluation We specialise in really serious prison expenses one example is sex offences, drug...
    Carriele83 Carriele83 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    In order to go on hen-looking at holidays during the Seychelles, then you need to know the nesting year to the sooty terns, fairy terns, the popular noddies plus the booby terns in...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    First of all, I'm 16 years old. I was diagnosed with childhood depression when I was 8 years old, and have been bounced around with various mental diagnoses. Last year, I created...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    A QUICK BREAK DOWN: BI-POLAR TWO It is more than just plain depression, but never delusional or psychotic (in some cases) the "up" moods never reach full blown mania...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Being DID and BiPolar feels like this to me...(I'm probably going to switch half-way through writing this, so bear with me) I live in this physical world that's just so-so and...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 35 mins ago

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    I hate battling depression. I hate always feeling down even though I know I have many reasons that I should be happy and thankful. I feel ashamed about it and for needing...
    lilbirdydoll lilbirdydoll 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    So it began at age 3 when my parents separated . I felt all alone in the world at that time , remembering the fights my mum and dad use to have constantly. I had been sent to my...
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    I just had a tremendous bout of depression.
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    I've had an okay day, woke up pretty late, Haven't had more that 2 up's today.. I was depressed the rest of the time.. But I prefer the constant depression, it hurts way to much to...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 6

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    Being DID and BiPolar feels like this to me...(I'm probably going to switch half-way through writing this, so bear with me) I live in this physical world that's just so-so and...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response 34 mins ago

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    I'm feeling down and just want to draw, but I already know that my artistic abilities are not going to measure up to my expectations. So I sit here staring at a blank piece of...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 2 Responses Sep 19

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    Bi polar runs deep in my family...none of our neuro transmitters transmit properly unless...WE TAKE OUR MEDICATION....take your meds....first and foremost...
    brandilou brandilou 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    Its 1230 PM. For my morning die-ary... A memory... I was 14, warm summer day, fairly happy. Me and a girl Ned Sarah, and a few of our coolegurs from cadets were at the beach...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    For majorities it's like you know, "My girlfriend left me" or "Parents hate me." For me, It's literary a sickness. I have been diagnose with depression since I was around 12-13. I...
    DestreyTheUndead DestreyTheUndead 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Me, according to my bestest of friends: "You are a beautiful human. You deserve the absolute best this world has to offer. Being with you feels like coming home even if all we...
    LilysinWonderland LilysinWonderland 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I almost killed myself today. The sad thing is that it wasn’t because some major traumatic event happened it was because I feel like I can’t escape from the sadness and I feel...
    SomebodyAnybodyEverybody SomebodyAnybodyEverybody 16-17, F 15 Responses 5 days ago

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    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Hi all. I'll condense my first experience post to a reasonable length by stating that I have suffered from depression and anxiety for the majority of my short life. I am in my...
    ResilientBeing ResilientBeing 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I don't know if this falls under depression or not. All I know is I feel like my mental state is about the break. I had one amazing professor who I went to for anything. If I...
    Decade91 Decade91 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I thought I was getting better. But as usual my world has come crumbling down around me again. I've been having counselling sessions but I find it too hard to talk to them, always...
    Crystalcastle Crystalcastle 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Does anyone think Polaroid cameras will last forever? I think they are the sexiest and coolest way to take pictures. Where can I buy one!!!??
    PrincessAnnaT PrincessAnnaT 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I have a Polaroid camera and I love it. I collect and frame them. The way they turn out, the tone and grain on them just scream nostalgia.
    AlwaysBee AlwaysBee 18-21, F Sep 7

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    Im so fckin bi polar right now. Omfg. :"D Anywayy Mrph I'm okay now tho. Thanks for supporting me epeeps. Love ya :*
    KittyKatLuvsYhu KittyKatLuvsYhu 13-15, F Sep 9

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