I Am "Bi-polar"

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 96 People

    It Just Keeps Going

    fist full hate. head full of madness. what the hell is going on? lost in my head is the sanity that once was. a feeling of self respect absorbed by self hatred. a biological map that has no significant direction. where am i going? how will i ever stop? my soul, a portal to...
    biiggiig biiggiig
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Mar 24, 2009

    Not Sure..

    I don't understand...Am I or Am I not? I have taken numerous online tests and have done extensive research on Bi-Polar and everything tells me that I am.. All my test results say I need to consult a doctor immediately and according to my research most of the symptoms match.. But...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2011

    My Story

     I am one of the bi-polars who can have a normal life, most of the time, but I think I would be dead if not for the support of my friends. When I have one of those really bad times it's usually set off by really small things, like, for example, when i got 1/2 marks on...
    NinjaMind NinjaMind
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2009

    LoVe hATe EvERyThInG!

    i love loud music but hate it when the song sucks...i love talkin on the phone but hate it when it rings...i love havin a conversation but hate it when i dont get to speak...i love hearing laughter but hate it when its all up in my ear...i love kids but hate...
    ginatude ginatude
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2009

    Fairly Newly Diagnosed

    I was diagnosed about six months ago. I have always been very depressed and attempted suicide more times than I can count. I always thought it had to be something more than just major depression. Nothing ever worked for me, medication wise. I am taking 900mg of lithium a day and...
    Aqua106 Aqua106
    36-40, F
    Dec 28, 2012

    So Very Tired

    i go to my psycharists appointment most times with the intention of trying to really open up to him but somehow when the time comes i jiust can't.  i also have a best friend of over 20 years and i can't even talk to her most of the time.  there are times when i am so...
    amammasluv amammasluv
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2009

    I Have Major Mood Swing's.

    I am only a sixteen year old girl, battling bi-polar disorder. It's a tough disease to have, especially as a teen, which i'm sure that most of you understand what it's like. I've never exactly been a people person, so i always thought that people were just rather annoying to me...
    NuKKeTT NuKKeTT
    16-17
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2009

    BI-POLAR

    I CAN BE HAPPY ONE IN IN MAD THE OTHER BUT SOMETIMES INSTEAD OF BEING MAD I GET AGGRAVATED ..................
    harajukucharries09 harajukucharries09
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2009

    I Am Bi-polar

    I am bi-polar and this is an inherited imbalance. But , I can tell life has been a real roller coaster always up and down.LOL.  It has been a race to keep a sane life or even anyone than can keep up.  When I was 30 years old is when I finally found out the reason as to...
    theexception theexception
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2009

    Sam

    I have had bipolar for about 25 years.  It has really taken a toll on me.  I have attempted suicid at least 9 times.  I see therapist and doctor to help me cope.  I also have reciently tried some cognitive therapy.  I have reciently learned a great deal...
    reach reach
    46-50, F
    Oct 23, 2009

    Doom and Gloom

    Of course others here are going to know what bi-polar is so there is no need to explain that. It effects me in a subtle but serious way every single day and its unfortunately getting worse. On a day to day basis I have to battle my own mind on the unwanted thoughts that it pours...
    NiceAndLonely NiceAndLonely
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2009

    So I go in to get my monthly dosage.

    .. the whole gambit of the cocktail prescribed by this doctor and that. (all with a different set of initials following their name) The pharmacist was rather rude, and it took about 35 seconds of this rudeness to **** me off to the point where I started to get that.... hmmm...
    JLBetts JLBetts
    46-50, M
    Nov 1, 2014

    Sam

    I have had bipolar for about 25 years.  It has really taken a toll on me.  I have attempted suicid at least 9 times.  I see therapist and doctor to help me cope.  I also have reciently tried some cognitive therapy.  I have reciently learned a great deal...
    reach reach
    46-50, F
    Oct 23, 2009

    Advice? Help? Anyone, Any Opinions??

    i was wondering if anyone was familiar with symptoms of this .. I ask because my boyfriend, well now ex because we are constantly on and off because of the way he is. i believe has something a long these lines.. I haven't asked him straight forward yet because I don't want him...
    lOvEisWiCkEd lOvEisWiCkEd
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

    Is There Really Hope

        i am 47 years old and the married mother of 2 children.  i love them more than life itself.  they are my whole heart.  i would be lost without them.  i have been battling with depression since i was 14,  except no one knew it. i have...
    amammasluv amammasluv
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    Medicated For Your Protection

    Same thing every day. Only thing that keeps me going is my kids. I'm tired of being a guinea pig!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 19, 2009

    Medicated For Your Protection

    Same thing every day. Only thing that keeps me going is my kids. I'm tired of being a guinea pig!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2009
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