I Am Bipolar and Take No Medication

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    How I Cured My Bipolar Disorder I read

    that omega-3 was being used for psychiatric disorders and gave it a try for myself. It didn’t work, but I noticed that after 13 years my urine had no calcium sediments in it anymore. Before omega-3 supplements any extra calcium I ate showed up as extra urine sediment. I then...
    marlowg marlowg
    56-60, M
    Dec 22, 2013

    No Help And Exams Looming

    I'm 17 and are being 'tested' for bipolar at the moment however, it hasn't been a short process. For 2 years I have been trying to get someone to listen to me, been with Camhsbwitj relatively no hope. Recently I have been on a downer with many suicidal thoughts and self harming...
    Smirkingrev Smirkingrev
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    I still wonder how and

    why it turned out this way... So I just can't take medication without my parents knowing, and i can't tell them... even if I did, they would just laugh in my face and act like nothing ever happened the next day... Every time i tried telling them something serious about me they...
    PinkClaudia35 PinkClaudia35
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2013

    Iam Off Me Meds. I Want An End To This Madness

    tartface tartface
    6 Responses Jan 10, 2011

    I thought I was just moody

    but when these mood swings turned into full blown cycles of happiness and extreme despair I didn't even realize, and now I feel so helpless and frustrated. I feel irritated and angry at the same people whom I loved the most in the world:-my family and best friend, and so life...
    p1992s p1992s
    May 26, 2015

    Why don't people understand

    even a pin drop distracts me? Why don't need silence & no interference to do my work the right way? Why doesn't my boss (also my dad) understand I can't take this pressure anymore? Why do they keep questioning me and getting me mad? Why can't I have a 'friend'?
    theqp theqp
    26-30, M
    Apr 14, 2016

    Will I Always Be Alone?

    i've been off meds for over a year now. i stopped on my own, and didn't look back. i felt fine. thought i was handling things great. then i started dating this guy. i'm crazy about him. but my anxiety went through the roof. i had a couple of mixed episode days. i vaguely started...
    windshine windshine
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2012

    Memorial Day

    i stopped taking antidepressants on memorial day. my doctor screwed me up putting me on celexa after taking remeron with no problems for 2 years. the pills were making me go crazy and the side effects were awful. to stop the shaking i craved liquor and morphine. so i just stopped...
    rorer714 rorer714
    26-30, M
    Jun 1, 2013

    Bipolar Or Drug Use

    Is there anyone out there that can relate? I'm looking for a answer to a question that may not be able to be answered. I had my first manic episode when I was 21. I am 32 now. I have had 4 or 5 manic episodes in that 11yr time frame. During this time I have been on lithium the...
    ready4aNewpath ready4aNewpath
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2012

    At Times I Just Really Hate Myself.

     I was diagnosed with bipolar when I was 15 years old.  My mother is bi-polar and depressed.  My sister is also bipolar (at least I'm 99% sure she is).  My life has been a dramatic roller coaster. I have not taken meds pretty much since I was...
    brandym85 brandym85
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2009

    I have a therapy appointment today

    and I really don't want to waste my time going. what are they gonna do, ask me a shitload of questions because they evidently can't write anything down or try to remember me. and then tell me facts about manic depressive disorder that I already know? I'm dealing with it just...
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2015

    These last couple of days have been the worst

    of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but I mean I'm 21.. I didn't seriously think of it. My sister yelled at me and called me a bunch of things for worrying enough to even go to the doc...
    lily449 lily449
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2015
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    Dec 14, 2015

    The Remedy For Weakness Is Not Brooding Over Weakness, But Thinking Of Strength.

    Thinking all the time that we are diseased, will not cure us; medicine is necessary. Being reminded of weakness does not help much. Give strength; and strength does not come by thinking of weakness all the time. The remedy for weakness is not brooding over weakness, but thinking...
    Abhih123 Abhih123
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2013

    The "med Free" Experiment.

    I have been living with bipolar for half my life. I had early teenage onset at 14, although this was not recognised till I was 23.   After some how surviving high school I started Uni in a new city. I was manic, but you can't be manic for ever and eventually I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2010

    I'm so depressed and my birthday is soon .

    All I wanna do is get high and slit my throat but I know I can't
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    I looked at my posts

    and realized my mind was getting out of control. I woke up in the morning seeing so disturbing new. Living in the bipolar spectrum with out medication is new for me. I am under nutritional supplementation but it's new for my mind and body. Slowing down the mind was needed today...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 1, 2015

    As A Student It Is Not Possible To Take These Medicatons And Pass My Exams..

    I know medication is the best treatment As I will be a future doctor.. Please dont judge me. I am not lazy, or careless about my health. i have been trying to find a right combo that works for me. and can make me FUNCTIONAL in school. I am a 2nd year medical student, and I cannot...
    auriel85 auriel85
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2011

    I'm 21 years old. I was diagnosed with Bipolar

    Type 1, Rapid Cycling when I was just 8 years old. I've been on medication basically since then. I was really lucky as a kid because my mom is a psychologist, and she specialized in Bipolar so that she could understand what I was going through, and so she could explain it to me...
    sweetsmarts sweetsmarts
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2015

    Addicted To My Illness?

    What my mental illness means to me. I'm not a meds person, even if there were some magic pill I don't know if I would take it, I don't know who I am without my mental disorder. I identify myself so strongly to being bipolar, I'm not sure I could live on a level mind anymore. A...
    mittskitty mittskitty
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

    It's Just Not Working For Me Anymore

    I was diagnosed with bipolar II a few months ago, and so far the medication I’ve been taking have varied and haven’t been helpful. I’ve been on Risperdal, Wellbutrin, Abilify, Lamictal, and Depakote (among other ADD meds and antidepressants), and none of them have been able...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2013

    Gone through hell

    Wish you know Well, call it Bipolar, call it personality, it's all caused to be. we were not born mentally ill.
    absolutehillpower absolutehillpower
    22-25, F
    Feb 18, 2013

    I like who I am off of medication more

    than I like who I am on it... My doctors wouldn't offer me counseling, a friendly ear, or even support... I was always given pills... and they wondered why there wouldn't be any change in my mood. It had been something deeper that fueled the bipolar in me. Pills help the...
    briannawolf briannawolf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    Crack heads wish they had my trip.

    ...but it is very hard for me at times...because the people who are my family and friends whom I have contact with from day too day...drive me insane and I drive them insane....only for them I feel so bad....Once I I had a vision it came in three parts one was me in the universe...
    RainbowBMFF1122 RainbowBMFF1122
    56-60, F
    Jan 14, 2016

    Everyone tells me I should

    because of how bad it is at times. Along with the Depression.. It just feels like nothing will ever help me.
    MichaelClifford MichaelClifford
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    It's Not So Much That I'm Against It...

    I have been diagnosed as bipolar since the age of 15, and been on just about every medication that exists. Many different doctors have tried many different mixes and uppers and downers. I noticed, the older I got, the less able I was to feel ANY kind of feelings, good or bad...
    justforpenpals8185 justforpenpals8185
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 8, 2009


    ok so not being able to sleep is part of the fun of being bipolar, but i have reached an all new personal best, 3 weeks! of coarse i have slept a couple of times but only because i knocked myself out with the sleep meds i used to take. other than that i go for days and days. its...
    obleena1963 obleena1963
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2011
    Cosmomax Cosmomax
    26-30, M
    Oct 21, 2014

    Raging Dragon, Puppy Dog Sad

    At sixteen, I was diagnosed with depression. I suffered severely from this for years before I discovered I was actually bipolar. Kinda guts but it came as no surprise really as there is a history of mental illness in my family. And I don't take any sort of meds for it anymore cos...
    NicotineAndFadedDreams NicotineAndFadedDreams
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013
    slugkitty slugkitty
    22-25, F
    May 13, 2014

    It's new this life without the meds.

    It take a little work to live bipolar and med free. I know I need to meditate daily, exercise and eat nutrition food. Sometimes I jump into things and wonder if I'm a little because I think I out to save the world. Though things are a lot better since the meds. But I know I'll...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 3, 2015

    Not Ashamed....anymore

      I am 43 and was diagnosed at 18, after what can only be called a very interesting teen-hood lol. I am one of those bi-polar people who absolutely love the manic stage..now. I have slept with countless people, drank copious amounts of alcohol, tried almost every drug out...
    tryingAGAINnomeds tryingAGAINnomeds
    1 Response Dec 29, 2012

    I Hate Being Bipolar

    I'm 17 years old, I have been diagnosed since I was 16, & it's driving me crazy, I hate being depressed all the time, I don't like treating my family like crap all the time, I'm affecting all of the people around me, I'm sick of laying in bed crying all the time.. I take no...
    ovi456 ovi456
    4 Responses Mar 5, 2013

    Just Listen....

    I was recently diagnosed as Bipolar 1 at the age of 22. I was molested by 3 different ppl between the ages of 5-6 yrs old. My mom took me to therapy and went through every possible coping mechanism she could to help me. It's so crazy that all my life I thought the way I acted was...
    Aminaj Aminaj
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2013

    I am a bipolar type II

    and not too extreme in the highs. I quit taking meds in 1975 and have not taken any since then. This is not for most especially type I where you need something for the severe manic times. I do believe that meds are over prescribed for people in my situation, however this is my...
    Golondrinas Golondrinas
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    I Am Bipolar

    i hate that i am bipolar it drives me crazy that i cant just feel the same as every one but i have a lot of good day and love that so i working on it
    crazyamanda crazyamanda
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2009

    Bipolar Husband

    My husband has struggled probably his whole life with ADHD, and bipolar. He was never properly treated. He became a drug addict. He went into drug rehab for addiction, but his moods never improved. He tries very hard, but often cannot get his ducks in a row. He has too many ideas...
    Feb 14, 2013

    At the end of my Recovery Speech I quoted this,

    un medicated and alive 👿😇
    Cosmomax Cosmomax
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 21, 2014

    I took medication for 7 years

    and it about destroyed me. I've been medication free since Feb 2014 and I feel ok but I'm wary about the future.
    sunny875 sunny875
    41-45, F
    Jun 21, 2014

    I am anti medication ever

    since I saw my mother die of cancer. She took pills all her life for digestion problems. I also dated a bipolar woman who was anti med even before I knew about my own illness. (I believe in synchronicity) My illness is not severe and this is why I am amazed that the doctors...
    MysticDude MysticDude
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2014

    I've been doing good

    but until today. It got triggered and Im psychotic and depressed. I can't live in a home that tells me I need to go back on meds. If I don't get out they'll call the thought police. I'll be medicated again feel no joy. I just want to run away.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015
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