I Am Bitter

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    I don't want to hear about how happy someone is.

    I'm tired of hearing about others getting married, going on trips, buying a house, etc. I don't want to hear people talk about how happy they are with their lives when I'm miserable. I know it's wrong to feel that way, which makes me even more miserable.
    Dreamlandkirby Dreamlandkirby
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 16

    Enough. I am done. Completely done

    and drained. Back in high school, a career evaluation sheet decided for me what course to take in college. I was a fool. It only made me miserable because it's not what I truly want. Why didn't I listen to myself? I should have taken something that I like instead. It only made...
    bittersweethermit bittersweethermit
    26-30, F
    Feb 9

    I can feel the bitterness resentment

    and hostility like poison in my veins consuming and flourishing as the rest of me decays. If only there was a way to suck the poison from my being. Sigh.
    Kitten222489 Kitten222489
    26-30, F
    May 31, 2014

    Unemployed, Educated And Bitter

    I used to be the most bubbly happy go lucky person...despite a messy divorce, child custody issues etc I was relatively happy with my life.  I had a job I loved and then in January 2010 my world turned upside down and now I am the most bitter angry person I think you'll ever...
    symphonymommy symphonymommy
    46-50
    2 Responses May 27, 2011

    At 42 I Am Truly Jaded And Bitter

    At two years old my father gave me to his mother to raise.  Not because he couldn't afford to.  Because he was a selfish bastard who didn't want the responsibility.  My mom who was completely financially dependent on him, didn't have a say.  Ironically they went on to have...
    nazeeda nazeeda
    41-45
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2011

    Dear Ex, I won't block you,

    nor delete you. I'm keeping you there, so you're able to see how HAPPY I am. #hahaha
    sexela sexela
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 27, 2014

    It happens sometimes.

    Like now. When you can't seem to catch a break. Everything in your life goes sideways. Nothing goes right and no ones around to be the shoulder you cry on.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    I haven't been on in a long time,

    but last time I was I wrote about how a friend of mine committed suicide. It's been months, and everything just keeps crashing down around me. I feel so bitter and furious and depressed at times, and lately it's almost enough to cripple me. When my friend was alive, I'd been so...
    GoldButterfly GoldButterfly
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    Can You Relate ?

    Aside from my quest to finding answers .I think that I for the very first time in a very long time in a ****** mood that i kept for myself .No complaining about It to my closest , No tweeting about it to bunch of strangers too . Just writing about It In a "Diary" that i know by...
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

    Bitterness Is Good..

    I am bitter.  It has taken me a long time to admit that one.  It means that he got one up on me.  right?  WRONG.  It means that I was done wrong.  It means that I remember the wrong done to me.  I have forgiven it, but won't forget it.  I...
    pinkbuttrfly2004 pinkbuttrfly2004
    31-35
    4 Responses May 27, 2008

    I'm the most bitter ******* ***** most of the

    time. I have serious issues with relationships but when other people are in them I just want them to fail. So that way someone will be as lonely as me. I'm ****** up, emotionally.
    ksnaps ksnaps
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2014

    Really bitter. The past 15 months have made me

    this way. I get mad more often. I yell more often. And I don't care how mean I sound anymore. So for those who try to "help" don't be suprised if you get the worst side of me. I just get more and more bitter everyday. And I will be bitter for the rest of my life :(
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31
    18-21, M
    Aug 5, 2014

    I Am Bitter

    My baby died & his dad ddnt help me with burial or anything..... I am BITTER can't get passed this hurt.
    Jan 19, 2013

    Wishing Everything Was Different

    For as long as I can remember I have been miserable with the present. I live in the past and feel helpless with the wrong choices I have made. It has made me a very bitter human being and I resent myself for feeling this way. Where others find happiness and new possibilities I...
    livingalieforsolong livingalieforsolong
    36-40
    Jul 23, 2013

       My flaws get me in more situations

    than my virtues. I remember reading a novel in school, where a young, upbeat, insightful girl would point out deep, thoughtful, and witty things about life and the cracks in society(exaggeration). I would snort out loud at these(actually well-executed) parts, and laugh about...
    Nightolmy Nightolmy
    13-15, F
    Apr 18

    Curmudgeon

    Don't give money to churches. They'll just use it on crack cocaine and fancy boyfriends. Your grandmother watches ****. The grass is green on the other side, but you'll always be walking on brown. Love does not exist. Men will use you. Girlfriends will betray you. At some point...
    Mdear Mdear
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

    In Ways I Cannot Pretend to Understand.

    It's a problem, especially since every new interaction in my life pays a toll because of it. When asked where my sense of romance is I usually refer to one of my favorite quotes from Henry Rollins on the subject: "It's been beaten out of me."  
    ADisposableHero ADisposableHero
    36–, M
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2008

    Just really had a terrible day yesterday,

    and can't stop thinking how my ex would've made me smile regardless. She would have given me a fresh perspective on the current crap in my life and I would've felt 1000% better. But then I think about her living without our love, her life problem free..and yea..it ****** me. It...
    Markjerome Markjerome
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    It Damages People, But Keeps Them Warm.

    The last time I turned bitter was during the last relationship pretty much ruining any chances to get her back. It was really real, we had the exact same interests, and were close friends at the same time. I still can't believe my old self effectively haunted my new selves and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 12, 2011
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Feb 2, 2015

    I don't get depressed,

    I get bitter. Because of getting dumped and stabbed in the back by someone that tricked me into loving him, I am now getting over my sadness and getting bitter. The bad thing is that my mother is the one who feels the effects of my behavior. I have become totally snappy. I...
    moonstruckdelight moonstruckdelight
    41-45, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    Fallen In The Bitter Spiral!

    I never used to be like this, I used to be a happy-go-lucky person quite bouncy and giggly. Things started going downhill for me around the time I turned 17. A friend of mine needed me to stay with her for a weekend as her mum was going into rehab, her mum came back a few days...
    Enasni Enasni
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2010

    A Turtle Without A Shell...

    This is me. "A turtle without a shell."  Isn't that funny too imagine!  lol  It's so important to laugh. My sister tries to teach me the significant importance of laughing ever day.  It's gonna sink in, I tell myself.   Recently, I realized the meaning of bitter for myself...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream
    46-50, F
    Oct 26, 2013

    My senior year of high school made me realize

    how much I hate everyone and everything. I battled depression on my own everyday just to go to school and be told how I don't matter and how I'll never amount to anything. I always used to think that my "friends" never felt that way but then I realized that they do. Everything...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys
    18-21, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    Crippled

    I'm going to sound really ungrateful for this- so bear with me. I live in what a lot of people would consider a perfect life. I'm homeschooled, my parents love me, and I eat REALLY well. But for some reason, I'm still sad. I'm bitter and I can be really cynical sometimes. I'm...
    HappySadAndMad2012 HappySadAndMad2012
    13-15
    Sep 3, 2012

    I'm Bitter

    I'm bitter,Life's been hell,Come on,How about something good,Surely by now,Must be my turn,To smile again.This is how I used to feel, not my current happy state.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2011

    Hi I'm New

    I Am Bitter because I believe the world is made up of simple minded fools living some seemingly **** happy life. 
    Ouranos Ouranos
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2010

    I walk around with a look

    that says f#ck your happiness
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2015

    I Am Washed Up At 17(not That You Care)

    I just need to vent so I don't care if nobody reads this. I know if I was writing some generic **** about boyfriend problems, or a sexless marriage people would care. Since my **** isn't nice and normal....aah, here comes my bitterness again. I don't even know where to start...
    Readerblackchic Readerblackchic
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 6, 2009

    I raised my kids poor,

    I worked two jobs, my drug addict husband stole our stuff and money all the time I was beaten and spit on and abused. locked up and had all my clothes cut up. I am now living in a low income senior community. I have nothing and have attempted suicide 6 or 7 times. I am bitter...
    shelleyme1 shelleyme1
    56-60, F
    Dec 17, 2014

    Two-Timer

    ex-lovers were accidentally off in the same elevator girl: hey you know what it is? boy: sorry no, i don't have a watch girl: really? well aren't you a two timer before? *beng* xD
    chie0429 chie0429
    18-21, F
    Mar 4, 2013

    I think of myself as a relatively nice person,

    I am not the most generous but I try to help when I see someone in need. I dont mind helping a complete stranger,thats the kind of person I am. My problem is that however nice I feel I am in my heart sometimes there is annoying nagging feeling in my heart. I feel a bitterness...
    lonewolph lonewolph
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 10, 2013

    I'm jaded, bitter, but not a quitter.

    I've been used, abused, cast aside There's more than pain behind these eyes Stubborn, resilient, defiant to the end It's what makes you want to be my friend Until you get a peek inside Where all my screaming skeletons lie I'll have you running for your life Make no mistake, my...
    littleblackbuckethat littleblackbuckethat
    26-30, F
    Sep 3, 2014

    I am a very bitter person simply

    because I have gone through so much rejection, hate, humiliation, embarrassment, disappointment. Humans in my eyes are not worthy of respect. The human race is capable of tarnishing a perfectly perfect creation such as this earth, in its path it is also destroying the souls of...
    live2014 live2014
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2015

    Good Girl

    What in the hell is all this about? I work so hard and am in so much pain. emotional pain. I am a nice person who keeps getting kicked in the *** by life. I am depressed and hurting. I make everyone around me so damned happy but how on earth will i make my ownself happy? I am...
    Abriee Abriee
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

    We're full circle now.

    Nothing has changed, nothing ever will change. Isn't it funny how some things never change? I'm still lonely. I'm still shy. I'm still awkward. I still hate myself. I still feel stupid. I'm still lazy. I still say the darnedest things. I'm still quite shallow. Sort of. I still...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2015

    I am a very bitter person.

    I'm bitter towards everyone I went to high school with. Most of them bullied me or talked behind my back. My high school was a small school, only about 500-600 people for all grades. But people constantly talked about eachother. I hate all of them. I deleted 90% of them off...
    MeganBrooke218 MeganBrooke218
    22-25, F
    Mar 21, 2015

    For A Few Reasons And Tired Of It.

    these days most of my bitterness stems from people that i loved and cared about letting me down. like the family member that i used to be able to depend on not being there for me although i was there for him when he needed a helping hand. not a word of explaination from him...
    jerrica jerrica
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Dec 27, 2010

    I Am Bitter Because

    ...I have something against the world. Everyone seems to treat me badly, nothing ever seems to go right, these bad experiences have been going on for a while now. This is what makes someone bitter, they lose hope, lose happiness and hold it all inside. They are angry and ...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2009

    I have witnessed so much in my life.

    Some doubt whether I'm telling the truth; that my naturally corrupt nature prohibits me from telling the truth. It's quite the opposite in fact. I only lie for the entertainment of others' ignorance or simply because I want to do harm to you; which is very rare. My true goal is...
    Orums Orums
    26-30, M
    Feb 15, 2015

    Misery Loves Company

    Bitter...hmmm. No I am not bitter myself however I am rubbed the wrong way by those who are. My ex does everything he can from (im serious) wearing spycam glasses at pickup and drop off for visitation of my son.To following me spying on me hacking my emails trespassing on my...
    Devildriver2013 Devildriver2013
    26-30, F
    Feb 1, 2013

    I realized this valentine's day

    that I am extremely bitter. At 24 years old, I will never understand why I had to go through what I've gone through. The majority of the situations I've had no control over. I took myself out of a bad situation only to land in another. I trusted the worst person in the world...
    dissolution dissolution
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 17, 2015
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