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I Am Bitter

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    Really bitter. The past 15 months have made me

    this way. I get mad more often. I yell more often. And I don't care how mean I sound anymore. So for those who try to "help" don't be suprised if you get the worst side of me. I just get more and more bitter everyday. And I will be bitter for the rest of my life :(
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Aug 5

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    It Damages People, But Keeps Them Warm.

    The last time I turned bitter was during the last relationship pretty much ruining any chances to get her back. It was really real, we had the exact same interests, and were close friends at the same time. I still can't believe my old self effectively haunted my new selves and...
    Themsen Themsen 22-25, M May 12, 2011

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    Hi I'm New

    I Am Bitter because I believe the world is made up of simple minded fools living some seemingly **** happy life. 
    Ouranos Ouranos 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    Mentally I'm a grumpy old man

    and Squidward is my spirit animal.
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M Sep 20

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    Misery Loves Company

    Bitter...hmmm. No I am not bitter myself however I am rubbed the wrong way by those who are. My ex does everything he can from (im serious) wearing spycam glasses at pickup and drop off for visitation of my son.To following me spying on me hacking my emails trespassing on my...
    Devildriver2013 Devildriver2013 26-30, F Feb 1, 2013

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    Fallen In The Bitter Spiral!

    I never used to be like this, I used to be a happy-go-lucky person quite bouncy and giggly. Things started going downhill for me around the time I turned 17. A friend of mine needed me to stay with her for a weekend as her mum was going into rehab, her mum came back a few days...
    Enasni Enasni 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    Can You Relate ?

    Aside from my quest to finding answers .I think that I for the very first time in a very long time in a ****** mood that i kept for myself .No complaining about It to my closest , No tweeting about it to bunch of strangers too . Just writing about It In a "Diary" that i know by...
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2013

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    I Am Bitter

    My baby died & his dad ddnt help me with burial or anything..... I am BITTER can't get passed this hurt.
    Jan 19, 2013

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    Unemployed, Educated And Bitter

    I used to be the most bubbly happy go lucky person...despite a messy divorce, child custody issues etc I was relatively happy with my life.  I had a job I loved and then in January 2010 my world turned upside down and now I am the most bitter angry person I think you'll ever...
    symphonymommy symphonymommy 46-50 2 Responses May 27, 2011

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    Wishing Everything Was Different

    For as long as I can remember I have been miserable with the present. I live in the past and feel helpless with the wrong choices I have made. It has made me a very bitter human being and I resent myself for feeling this way. Where others find happiness and new possibilities I...
    livingalieforsolong livingalieforsolong 31-35 Jul 23, 2013

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    Just really had a terrible day yesterday,

    and can't stop thinking how my ex would've made me smile regardless. She would have given me a fresh perspective on the current crap in my life and I would've felt 1000% better. But then I think about her living without our love, her life problem free..and yea..it ****** me. It...
    Markjerome Markjerome 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I Am Washed Up At 17(not That You Care)

    I just need to vent so I don't care if nobody reads this. I know if I was writing some generic **** about boyfriend problems, or a sexless marriage people would care. Since my **** isn't nice and normal....aah, here comes my bitterness again. I don't even know where to start...
    Readerblackchic Readerblackchic 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    In Ways I Cannot Pretend to Understand.

    It's a problem, especially since every new interaction in my life pays a toll because of it. When asked where my sense of romance is I usually refer to one of my favorite quotes from Henry Rollins on the subject: "It's been beaten out of me."  
    ADisposableHero ADisposableHero 36–, M 4 Responses Nov 15, 2008

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    Bitterness Is Good..

    I am bitter.  It has taken me a long time to admit that one.  It means that he got one up on me.  right?  WRONG.  It means that I was done wrong.  It means that I remember the wrong done to me.  I have forgiven it, but won't forget it.  I...
    pinkbuttrfly2004 pinkbuttrfly2004 31-35 4 Responses May 27, 2008

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    For A Few Reasons And Tired Of It.

    these days most of my bitterness stems from people that i loved and cared about letting me down. like the family member that i used to be able to depend on not being there for me although i was there for him when he needed a helping hand. not a word of explaination from him...
    jerrica jerrica 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    Curmudgeon

    Don't give money to churches. They'll just use it on crack cocaine and fancy boyfriends. Your grandmother watches ****. The grass is green on the other side, but you'll always be walking on brown. Love does not exist. Men will use you. Girlfriends will betray you. At some point...
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

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    I can feel the bitterness resentment

    and hostility like poison in my veins consuming and flourishing as the rest of me decays. If only there was a way to suck the poison from my being. Sigh.
    Kitten222489 Kitten222489 22-25, F May 31

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    A Turtle Without A Shell...

    This is me. "A turtle without a shell."  Isn't that funny too imagine!  lol  It's so important to laugh. My sister tries to teach me the significant importance of laughing ever day.  It's gonna sink in, I tell myself.   Recently, I realized the meaning of bitter for myself...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 41-45, F Oct 26, 2013

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    I think of myself as a relatively nice person,

    I am not the most generous but I try to help when I see someone in need. I dont mind helping a complete stranger,thats the kind of person I am. My problem is that however nice I feel I am in my heart sometimes there is annoying nagging feeling in my heart. I feel a bitterness...
    lonewolph lonewolph 22-25 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    My senior year of high school made me realize

    how much I hate everyone and everything. I battled depression on my own everyday just to go to school and be told how I don't matter and how I'll never amount to anything. I always used to think that my "friends" never felt that way but then I realized that they do. Everything...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I'm the most bitter ******* ***** most of the

    time. I have serious issues with relationships but when other people are in them I just want them to fail. So that way someone will be as lonely as me. I'm ****** up, emotionally.
    ksnaps ksnaps 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm Bitter

    I'm bitter,Life's been hell,Come on,How about something good,Surely by now,Must be my turn,To smile again.This is how I used to feel, not my current happy state.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 2, 2011

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    At 42 I Am Truly Jaded And Bitter

    At two years old my father gave me to his mother to raise.  Not because he couldn't afford to.  Because he was a selfish bastard who didn't want the responsibility.  My mom who was completely financially dependent on him, didn't have a say.  Ironically they went on to have...
    nazeeda nazeeda 41-45 2 Responses Nov 2, 2011

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    Good Girl

    What in the hell is all this about? I work so hard and am in so much pain. emotional pain. I am a nice person who keeps getting kicked in the *** by life. I am depressed and hurting. I make everyone around me so damned happy but how on earth will i make my ownself happy? I am...
    Abriee Abriee 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Bitter

    I think I'm bitter because I'm judgemental.
    emptyroads emptyroads 26-30, M Jun 7, 2010

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    Dear Ex, I won't block you,

    nor delete you. I'm keeping you there, so you're able to see how HAPPY I am. #hahaha
    sexela sexela 22-25, F 1 Response May 27

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    I Am Bitter Because

    ...I have something against the world. Everyone seems to treat me badly, nothing ever seems to go right, these bad experiences have been going on for a while now. This is what makes someone bitter, they lose hope, lose happiness and hold it all inside. They are angry and ...
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2009

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    I Yam Bitter

    Cant stop being bitter...... I had what I wanted and needed, too bad somebody showed me what i want and needed. Didnt really know exactly what i wanted and needed until he showed me. Was crazy about him, loved being around him and listening to him and seeing him and feeling him...
    meteorite meteorite 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Crippled

    I'm going to sound really ungrateful for this- so bear with me. I live in what a lot of people would consider a perfect life. I'm homeschooled, my parents love me, and I eat REALLY well. But for some reason, I'm still sad. I'm bitter and I can be really cynical sometimes. I'm...
    HappySadAndMad2012 HappySadAndMad2012 13-15 Sep 3, 2012

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    I'm jaded, bitter, but not a quitter.

    I've been used, abused, cast aside There's more than pain behind these eyes Stubborn, resilient, defiant to the end It's what makes you want to be my friend Until you get a peek inside Where all my screaming skeletons lie I'll have you running for your life Make no mistake, my...
    littleblackbuckethat littleblackbuckethat 22-25, F Sep 3

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    Two-Timer

    ex-lovers were accidentally off in the same elevator girl: hey you know what it is? boy: sorry no, i don't have a watch girl: really? well aren't you a two timer before? *beng* xD
    chie0429 chie0429 18-21, F Mar 4, 2013

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