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I Am Breaking Into Pieces

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I Allowed Myself

    I've been trying really hard not to do it. I don't want to dream anymore. I don't want to have any thoughts of you. I'm tired of being happy in my dreams, only to wake up to my harsh reality.... I was doing great, until last night. Last night I failed....I dreamed of you. It wasn...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Broken Piece..

    Not all stories has a happy ending...sometimes the ending scenes really sucks..just like my story...i end up picking my pieces..i'm trying to put it back again, but it keeps on falling...i'm trying to reconstruct myself again...i must...even without her by my side...it pains a...
    xipher xipher 18-21 Mar 25, 2008

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    I Feel So Alone

    I struggle with depression and am 15 weeks pregnant to my husband. Last thursday I was depressed feeling very unattractive with weight put on since being pregnant. I had been far to sick and there was a threat of miscarriage in the first trimester, so I did not exercise much. Any...
    itsnotavailable itsnotavailable 26-30, F Sep 23, 2013

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    Sigh

    i have an exam it's really important to me and i cant seem to get my facts right. im breakinginto pieces
    aqwr aqwr 18-21 Nov 18, 2012

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    Glue, Somebody?

    I need to find something like a glue or ribbon to hold my life together... All I found by now is a semi-glue
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 11, 2007

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    Sometimes

    i get this feeling sometimes, but i always feel better once i've picked up every single piece i feel i can take on anything
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2008

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    He Doesn't Understand...

    Everyone would say all of this is crazy, and it is, but love has always made me blind. After two weeks of dating each other I decided to move in with him. Big mistake there, clearly there was no way we knew each other well enough to live together. He didn't do anything to...
    alexandra12 alexandra12 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2010

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    I Was.

    Yes I was but now not so much.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F May 16, 2011

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    Dead Inside

    Right now its is like all I am getting is bad news everywhere, last night I found out that my mother passed away. Like lossing my baby wasnt enough for me.. Even though me and my mother had a horrible relationship I still had love for her, after all she is the woman that gave me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    I Feel I'm Drowning

    I've been heart broken twice and i'm reaching my third time. I am currently in a relationship with a guy that i hold very dear to myself, and I know that our relationship is stretched because everyone looks down upon us. He and i have been put under a great deal of stress not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 10, 2010

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    I didn't have a bad childhood.

    I wasn't abused, beaten, raped, nothing like that. Everything was normal for me until a few years ago. I saw all these people changing around me and I wanted to be like all of them. I wanted to do the things they did, be with the people they were with. I wanted to be them, and...
    JohnCCT JohnCCT 18-21, M Feb 12

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    My Husband

    I love my husband with all my heart and soul. He has a serious drinking problem though. He is   Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde when he drinks. He becomes someone  else. He is the most loving caring man when he isn't drinking but add the alcohol into the equation and he changes...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 11 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    Breaking Down...

    i just feel like i am so tired of everything that's happening in my life right now...i feel like, i just wanna get away from it all and forget, and tell my heart to stop being soft so i wouldn't hurt anymore...i'm crushed, devastated, tired...i am trying so hard to be strong, and...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    Love Is Painful......

    I met this incredible guy whom i am dating Frankly speaking he is the best everything that's ever happened to me..... It took him really good time to finally get a yes from him We both have been dating for months now.. He completes me & so do i... he is the only person who knows...
    prizel prizel 22-25, F Nov 17, 2012

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    Dunno What to Do

    faye, who i have written about elsewhere, is having a crapload of tests done tomorrow.  i am worried and scared and hurting...  and feel so d@mn alone.  she has been pushing me away lately, and i know it is because shes scared of what the tests will show.  but...
    SunnyKris SunnyKris 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    I broke down yesterday. Between school, work, and him, I've been under too much stress. I was managing it to an extent, but the break up really pushed me over the edge. In a day I...
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    I thought found the girl id looked for all my life , you know you see couples sitting in a bar , gazing into each others eyes you can just tell they are totally in love, well I...
    kx06zaw kx06zaw 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Well it's too long living in the same old lives (yeah) I feel too cold to live, too young to die (yeah) Will you walk the line, like it's there to choose? (oh) (oh lord) Just...
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    Here's a is post (I don't know who the author is) that always reminds me to appreciate people who come into my life - whether they teach me, hurt me, or love me. *** Sometimes...
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