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I Am Breaking Into Pieces

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I Allowed Myself

    I've been trying really hard not to do it. I don't want to dream anymore. I don't want to have any thoughts of you. I'm tired of being happy in my dreams, only to wake up to my harsh reality.... I was doing great, until last night. Last night I failed....I dreamed of you. It wasn...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    Dunno What to Do

    faye, who i have written about elsewhere, is having a crapload of tests done tomorrow.  i am worried and scared and hurting...  and feel so d@mn alone.  she has been pushing me away lately, and i know it is because shes scared of what the tests will show.  but...
    SunnyKris SunnyKris 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    My Husband

    I love my husband with all my heart and soul. He has a serious drinking problem though. He is   Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde when he drinks. He becomes someone  else. He is the most loving caring man when he isn't drinking but add the alcohol into the equation and he changes...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 11 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I Feel I'm Drowning

    I've been heart broken twice and i'm reaching my third time. I am currently in a relationship with a guy that i hold very dear to myself, and I know that our relationship is stretched because everyone looks down upon us. He and i have been put under a great deal of stress not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 10, 2010

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    Love Is Painful......

    I met this incredible guy whom i am dating Frankly speaking he is the best everything that's ever happened to me..... It took him really good time to finally get a yes from him We both have been dating for months now.. He completes me & so do i... he is the only person who knows...
    prizel prizel 22-25, F Nov 17, 2012

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    I Feel So Alone

    I struggle with depression and am 15 weeks pregnant to my husband. Last thursday I was depressed feeling very unattractive with weight put on since being pregnant. I had been far to sick and there was a threat of miscarriage in the first trimester, so I did not exercise much. Any...
    itsnotavailable itsnotavailable 26-30, F Sep 23, 2013

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    Glue, Somebody?

    I need to find something like a glue or ribbon to hold my life together... All I found by now is a semi-glue
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 11, 2007

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    He Doesn't Understand...

    Everyone would say all of this is crazy, and it is, but love has always made me blind. After two weeks of dating each other I decided to move in with him. Big mistake there, clearly there was no way we knew each other well enough to live together. He didn't do anything to...
    alexandra12 alexandra12 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2010

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    Breaking Down...

    i just feel like i am so tired of everything that's happening in my life right now...i feel like, i just wanna get away from it all and forget, and tell my heart to stop being soft so i wouldn't hurt anymore...i'm crushed, devastated, tired...i am trying so hard to be strong, and...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    Sometimes

    i get this feeling sometimes, but i always feel better once i've picked up every single piece i feel i can take on anything
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2008

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    I didn't have a bad childhood.

    I wasn't abused, beaten, raped, nothing like that. Everything was normal for me until a few years ago. I saw all these people changing around me and I wanted to be like all of them. I wanted to do the things they did, be with the people they were with. I wanted to be them, and...
    JohnCCT JohnCCT 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Sigh

    i have an exam it's really important to me and i cant seem to get my facts right. im breakinginto pieces
    aqwr aqwr 18-21 Nov 18, 2012

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    I Was.

    Yes I was but now not so much.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F May 16, 2011

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    Broken Piece..

    Not all stories has a happy ending...sometimes the ending scenes really sucks..just like my story...i end up picking my pieces..i'm trying to put it back again, but it keeps on falling...i'm trying to reconstruct myself again...i must...even without her by my side...it pains a...
    xipher xipher 18-21 Mar 25, 2008

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    Dead Inside

    Right now its is like all I am getting is bad news everywhere, last night I found out that my mother passed away. Like lossing my baby wasnt enough for me.. Even though me and my mother had a horrible relationship I still had love for her, after all she is the woman that gave me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    This is going to be long, We are together since 4 years ago and she is the only girlfriend I ever had. She is wonderful, her smile is beautiful, her brown eyes and red hair, she...
    lawrenalds lawrenalds 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    Whoever said that that "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" clearly has no idea what he/she was talking about. Falling in love is such a wonderful...
    webkoala webkoala 26-30 Oct 12

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    There they go. Spent so much time. Closer than ever. This time it was more emotional than physical. For the first time maybe. When she had felt that it was not a complete friends...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    I broke down yesterday. Between school, work, and him, I've been under too much stress. I was managing it to an extent, but the break up really pushed me over the edge. In a day I...
    danii92 danii92 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    Enough with some of these traditions! Start thinking for yourselves, tradition isn't perfect! It was invented by man, and man is far from perfect. Look at the world now, I don't...
    marilynnrox marilynnrox 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I am breaking the cycle of my abusive parents. They were abused when they were children, and I bet their parents were abused when they were children. Me and my brothers were abused...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Breaking up with a guy you've been dating for 3months Well at first I thought I was ready for a relationship and then last week I call him my exes name which has made me realise I...
    Ffirebrand Ffirebrand 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Help ! I work crazy shifts due to being a nurse .. I have been breaking out on my cheeks only ... Small pimples any way to get rid of them ???
    fiestychica fiestychica 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    Push for Outcomes: We have been resilient and provide the courage and resolve to thrive, and hold ourselves accountable for building sturdy, fact-based mostly speedy selections for...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    It was a beautiful spring day, where the sunlight was like a waterfall, streaming through the still green leaves of the trees and rippling merrily over the clover and daisies.  I...
    Faerylightinexile Faerylightinexile 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    It's not that I hate the people that do it. Honestly, you can't blame them for what they've been taught or what ideas they believe are true. We all have freedom to believe what we...
    BallinBae BallinBae 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    This is written as a comment for gypsyciganka's last post which was deleted and cannot find her account either. I will leave it here for an hour or two only with the hope she will...
    laughingsoul laughingsoul 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    I don't mind if a person worships God, Allah, Charles Manson, etc I won't try make you change your view, I won't turn up to your house or place of worship and tell you what not to...
    paragra paragra 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    today when I was in my second block my school was put into lockdown. I thought absolutely nothing about it even though the principal had said it was due to "some disturbances...
    acgirl12 acgirl12 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Our arms are open. .. Dear auwayz420 and sweethawaiianhoney.....our family is a close and tight knit family. ..sharing in all thr ups and downs of our daily lives together...for...
    SimplyK SimplyK 56-60, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Well, it all started at the beginning of this school year, I'm almost done with high school now and college is LITERALLY right around the corner. I have been buckling down even...
    anagnorisis16 anagnorisis16 16-17, F Oct 5

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    It happened two years ago. I was a friend of another girl, that had a feud with a gang of females older and bigger than us, my friend was dumb enough to have angered one of them...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    When I was 11 or 12 I returned to school. (Can't remember if it was after the weekend or just the following day after a school day) Went into class and saw a top window behind the...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 13

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    I've found here lately, to my surprise , that I have tendency a toward exhibitionism. I've enjoyed sharing xxx pics with men online. I have never gotten into this sort of thing...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I went through a period in my life where the only thing I could think to do was throw a punch. It wasn't just at school, but at home, too. My dad told me I needed to be more...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    One of the many poems I have memorized. I think it is suitable, only I didn't live 35 years with someone who loved me. While her pain is terrible, at least there was always love. I...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 17 hrs ago

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    Darkness clouds many judgement, and I was once told to face life and stop hiding in this darkness, but how am I to leave this darkness when the light burns my very skin. My...
    Yuzuru Yuzuru 16-17, M Sep 26

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    I already have. I was slowly getting out if it but I just fell into a black hole and couldn't get out. I now know it's where I belong. Being surrounded by black.
    SavedByBands SavedByBands 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    When I was at school i was always getting into trouble with my friend David and often the Master would spank us both. In those days we were made to bend over while the Master...
    gaylord13 gaylord13 46-50 1 Response Sep 26

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    Late night, I went to a mini concert at a college. It was me, my older brother and his gf. We made it up to the front and there was this guy in front of us. He was talking to my...
    justagirl18 justagirl18 16-17, F Sep 27

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    My mum and dad, the only mum and dad I know, had 3 children of their own, all boys. Mum tried to conceive but kept miscarrying. Then a friend who worked at a clinic told her of...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    and I hate that about myself. I have adhd and bipolar so I get bored very fast if I'm doing the same thing all the time. I love learning new things and being able to move around a...
    chroma14 chroma14 41-45 1 Response Sep 29

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    "I don't believe everything happens for a reason. But I still search for reasons anyway. It's like I don't want to admit that maybe everything really is totally random...that...
    TheFieryWoman TheFieryWoman 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 29

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    Any one into nappies around York Harrogate ripon
    DjDiaper97 DjDiaper97 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 4

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    I want a massive all natural large breasted woman to come into my life ...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    Here's the thing I hate looking into my lovers eyes at times , cause I see the things he's covering up that hurt him. When I see it all I do is do anything I can to make him...
    LT167 LT167 31-35, F Oct 6

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    Whether they are passing thorough , stay for awhile , or forever , there is a reason that people come into our lives. I believe the universe will give us what we need . We just...
    GhostRider88 GhostRider88 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    People come and go into our life. It hurts when they go. But the important thing is, they will leave a lesson.
    JustOrdinaryGirl JustOrdinaryGirl 18-21, F Oct 8

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    Only the second person who feels like this on here. I hope others join us. Why? Well I'm still growing as a person, so much to learn about life. I want to change direction in...
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