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I Am Breaking Into Pieces

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 197 People

    I get that I'm pretty young to be

    so depressed. Honestly I understand that there are other adults that are worse off. But you can't tell me I'm just a kid and have no reason to be depressed, especially since you don't know my life.
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    He Doesn't Understand...

    Everyone would say all of this is crazy, and it is, but love has always made me blind. After two weeks of dating each other I decided to move in with him. Big mistake there, clearly there was no way we knew each other well enough to live together. He didn't do anything to...
    alexandra12 alexandra12 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2010

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    I Feel I'm Drowning

    I've been heart broken twice and i'm reaching my third time. I am currently in a relationship with a guy that i hold very dear to myself, and I know that our relationship is stretched because everyone looks down upon us. He and i have been put under a great deal of stress not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 10, 2010

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    Broken Piece..

    Not all stories has a happy ending...sometimes the ending scenes really sucks..just like my story...i end up picking my pieces..i'm trying to put it back again, but it keeps on falling...i'm trying to reconstruct myself again...i must...even without her by my side...it pains a...
    xipher xipher 18-21 Mar 25, 2008

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    Breaking Down...

    i just feel like i am so tired of everything that's happening in my life right now...i feel like, i just wanna get away from it all and forget, and tell my heart to stop being soft so i wouldn't hurt anymore...i'm crushed, devastated, tired...i am trying so hard to be strong, and...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    I'm slowly slipping into this state of mind

    where everything hurts... what do I do to rid this feeling? I feel it when I am alone and it will not go away. I wish I would just break into pieces and disintegrate, so I no longer have to be here... I no longer have to exist. I'm giving up. I'm giving up on me...
    CharlotteTeller CharlotteTeller 26-30, F Jan 17

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    Every day I leave another little piece behind.

    Soon I'm not going to have any left. I'm hurting so much
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Feb 8

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    Glue, Somebody?

    I need to find something like a glue or ribbon to hold my life together... All I found by now is a semi-glue
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 11, 2007

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    Dunno What to Do

    faye, who i have written about elsewhere, is having a crapload of tests done tomorrow.  i am worried and scared and hurting...  and feel so d@mn alone.  she has been pushing me away lately, and i know it is because shes scared of what the tests will show.  but...
    SunnyKris SunnyKris 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    I Allowed Myself

    I've been trying really hard not to do it. I don't want to dream anymore. I don't want to have any thoughts of you. I'm tired of being happy in my dreams, only to wake up to my harsh reality.... I was doing great, until last night. Last night I failed....I dreamed of you. It wasn...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    My Husband

    I love my husband with all my heart and soul. He has a serious drinking problem though. He is   Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde when he drinks. He becomes someone  else. He is the most loving caring man when he isn't drinking but add the alcohol into the equation and he changes...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 11 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F Feb 8

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    I'm either going to cry myself to sleep

    or stay awake for too late..
    jiayong jiayong 13-15 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I didn't have a bad childhood.

    I wasn't abused, beaten, raped, nothing like that. Everything was normal for me until a few years ago. I saw all these people changing around me and I wanted to be like all of them. I wanted to do the things they did, be with the people they were with. I wanted to be them, and...
    JohnCCT JohnCCT 18-21, M Feb 12, 2014

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    Just got back together

    and Girlfriend is moving because her dad.
    blackhawks37 blackhawks37 22-25, M Feb 8

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    Love Is Painful......

    I met this incredible guy whom i am dating Frankly speaking he is the best everything that's ever happened to me..... It took him really good time to finally get a yes from him We both have been dating for months now.. He completes me & so do i... he is the only person who knows...
    prizel prizel 22-25, F Nov 17, 2012

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    I Was.

    Yes I was but now not so much.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F May 16, 2011

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    I hate this feeling of being completely unable

    to bring happiness and comfort to those I love most.... Here I sit feeling discarded and useless once again, wondering why my love is such an easy thing to abuse and push aside... Why wont anybody ever take the time to hold me and tell me everything is alright? Im constantly...
    EclecticDay EclecticDay 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    Dead Inside

    Right now its is like all I am getting is bad news everywhere, last night I found out that my mother passed away. Like lossing my baby wasnt enough for me.. Even though me and my mother had a horrible relationship I still had love for her, after all she is the woman that gave me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Breaking down is sometimes the only way to cope

    when so many things that just frustrate you and pressure you happen all at once and just crying your heart out an even shutting people out helps but... I just wanna... Ugh
    youngandinexperienced youngandinexperienced 16-17, F Feb 7

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    I Feel So Alone

    I struggle with depression and am 15 weeks pregnant to my husband. Last thursday I was depressed feeling very unattractive with weight put on since being pregnant. I had been far to sick and there was a threat of miscarriage in the first trimester, so I did not exercise much. Any...
    itsnotavailable itsnotavailable 26-30, F Sep 23, 2013

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    Sometimes

    i get this feeling sometimes, but i always feel better once i've picked up every single piece i feel i can take on anything
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2008

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    Sigh

    i have an exam it's really important to me and i cant seem to get my facts right. im breakinginto pieces
    aqwr aqwr 18-21 Nov 18, 2012

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    startrek1011 startrek1011 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    don't you hate it when you have heart burn in bed and feel like throwing up because of it...
    devon9677 devon9677 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Willing to talk about anything as long as it's real. It's kinda late, at least for me, but is anyone game?
    embricon embricon 36-40, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Judging from the experience, I can say I relate. Then I look at the picture and it's of a guy (about to) get deep into something else...
    Cosmic0Potato Cosmic0Potato 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I love it so much, I'd like to have a master or learn about it more and especially people who are into bigger girls thou ;)
    Chloeebarb Chloeebarb 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    So many thoughts that when I look up into the sky, I am at peace
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    A friend of mine was forced into activities that he wasn't consensual with. It's horrible to hear to and to think that a person doesn't understand the words "no" or "stop" They...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I rember that night... omg i bump into the table and said shhhh im sleeping...
    paperangel15 paperangel15 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    We just had a long discussion/disagreement/misunderstanding about a hypothetical question I asked that obviously escalated into us questioning our future as a couple T.T And...
    MissPandamonium MissPandamonium 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Marriage is sacred.Vows must be forever.But there are cheating hearts.Who love to betrayTheir promises go astrayBlinded eyes seek no oneA man suddenly found his womanLong lost...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've long thought/believed that People Come Into Your Life For A Reason... I've just not always been clear on what the reason Is, y'know? To learn & grow, of course. To share...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    damn I wish I could find a woman who's into *******
    Tarmigan113 Tarmigan113 61-65, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just recently discovered that I'm lactose intolerant and its a fairly knew development because I never had issues before. I'm not terribly surprised because my paternal grandma...
    LFunk82 LFunk82 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I got an anonymous letter in the mailbox from a neighbor telling me that my husband stands in the front window of our home with no clothes on so all the middle aged ladies can see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life...
    Curiousmissy Curiousmissy 31-35, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    My heart keeps breaking with every second that goes by. My state of mind is not in a very good position right now with everything that's going on. Most of my close friends know...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 22-25, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Believe People Come Into Your Life For a Reason I believe this whole heartedly. A man came into my life this past January. I didn't know then that talking to him would change...
    Elpis11 Elpis11 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi, I personally cannot see into other dimensions, but I see them though the eyes of one of my past selves, J.D.K whom had this neat ability to traverse these dimensions, and he...
    JDKay JDKay 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wish to get over all this pain inside my heart and soul and especially those people who come into my life care about me I open my heart and tell everything then one day they hit...
    emmadarko emmadarko 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Not REALLY, but my discovery of Auntie Flow today Does Help put my last week of INSANITY into a Slightly more "scientifically sound" Sense-Making setting. ;) *Not that I've EVER...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 5 days ago

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