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I Am Breaking Into Pieces

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 187 People

    I Feel I'm Drowning

    I've been heart broken twice and i'm reaching my third time. I am currently in a relationship with a guy that i hold very dear to myself, and I know that our relationship is stretched because everyone looks down upon us. He and i have been put under a great deal of stress not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 10, 2010

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    Sigh

    i have an exam it's really important to me and i cant seem to get my facts right. im breakinginto pieces
    aqwr aqwr 18-21 Nov 18, 2012

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    Breaking Down...

    i just feel like i am so tired of everything that's happening in my life right now...i feel like, i just wanna get away from it all and forget, and tell my heart to stop being soft so i wouldn't hurt anymore...i'm crushed, devastated, tired...i am trying so hard to be strong, and...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27, 2008

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    Every day I leave another little piece behind.

    Soon I'm not going to have any left. I'm hurting so much
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Feb 8

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    Glue, Somebody?

    I need to find something like a glue or ribbon to hold my life together... All I found by now is a semi-glue
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 11, 2007

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    Sometimes

    i get this feeling sometimes, but i always feel better once i've picked up every single piece i feel i can take on anything
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2008

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    Just got back together

    and Girlfriend is moving because her dad.
    blackhawks37 blackhawks37 22-25, M Feb 8

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    I'm slowly slipping into this state of mind

    where everything hurts... what do I do to rid this feeling? I feel it when I am alone and it will not go away. I wish I would just break into pieces and disintegrate, so I no longer have to be here... I no longer have to exist. I'm giving up. I'm giving up on me...
    CharlotteTeller CharlotteTeller 26-30, F Jan 17

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    My Husband

    I love my husband with all my heart and soul. He has a serious drinking problem though. He is   Dr Jekyll Mr Hyde when he drinks. He becomes someone  else. He is the most loving caring man when he isn't drinking but add the alcohol into the equation and he changes...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 11 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I didn't have a bad childhood.

    I wasn't abused, beaten, raped, nothing like that. Everything was normal for me until a few years ago. I saw all these people changing around me and I wanted to be like all of them. I wanted to do the things they did, be with the people they were with. I wanted to be them, and...
    JohnCCT JohnCCT 18-21, M Feb 12, 2014

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    Dunno What to Do

    faye, who i have written about elsewhere, is having a crapload of tests done tomorrow.  i am worried and scared and hurting...  and feel so d@mn alone.  she has been pushing me away lately, and i know it is because shes scared of what the tests will show.  but...
    SunnyKris SunnyKris 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2007

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    justhatgurl justhatgurl 16-17, F Feb 8

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    I Feel So Alone

    I struggle with depression and am 15 weeks pregnant to my husband. Last thursday I was depressed feeling very unattractive with weight put on since being pregnant. I had been far to sick and there was a threat of miscarriage in the first trimester, so I did not exercise much. Any...
    itsnotavailable itsnotavailable 26-30, F Sep 23, 2013

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    Breaking down is sometimes the only way to cope

    when so many things that just frustrate you and pressure you happen all at once and just crying your heart out an even shutting people out helps but... I just wanna... Ugh
    youngandinexperienced youngandinexperienced 16-17, F Feb 7

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    He Doesn't Understand...

    Everyone would say all of this is crazy, and it is, but love has always made me blind. After two weeks of dating each other I decided to move in with him. Big mistake there, clearly there was no way we knew each other well enough to live together. He didn't do anything to...
    alexandra12 alexandra12 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2010

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    I Allowed Myself

    I've been trying really hard not to do it. I don't want to dream anymore. I don't want to have any thoughts of you. I'm tired of being happy in my dreams, only to wake up to my harsh reality.... I was doing great, until last night. Last night I failed....I dreamed of you. It wasn...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    I'm either going to cry myself to sleep

    or stay awake for too late..
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I get that I'm pretty young to be

    so depressed. Honestly I understand that there are other adults that are worse off. But you can't tell me I'm just a kid and have no reason to be depressed, especially since you don't know my life.
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Broken Piece..

    Not all stories has a happy ending...sometimes the ending scenes really sucks..just like my story...i end up picking my pieces..i'm trying to put it back again, but it keeps on falling...i'm trying to reconstruct myself again...i must...even without her by my side...it pains a...
    xipher xipher 18-21 Mar 25, 2008

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    Dead Inside

    Right now its is like all I am getting is bad news everywhere, last night I found out that my mother passed away. Like lossing my baby wasnt enough for me.. Even though me and my mother had a horrible relationship I still had love for her, after all she is the woman that gave me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Love Is Painful......

    I met this incredible guy whom i am dating Frankly speaking he is the best everything that's ever happened to me..... It took him really good time to finally get a yes from him We both have been dating for months now.. He completes me & so do i... he is the only person who knows...
    prizel prizel 22-25, F Nov 17, 2012

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    I Was.

    Yes I was but now not so much.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F May 16, 2011

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