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I Am Broken Beyond Repair

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    Judge Me. Do It. - You want to judge me? Before you do, you could at least take the time to learn a few things about me... 1. Before you make fun of my weight, you should know...
    mjlover1958 mjlover1958 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Lost My Feel Of Everything - I'm seventeen and i'm going throughthemost important year of my life in high school and i can't seem to feel the pressure. It all started when i...
    Rika95 Rika95 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Every aspect of my life is destroyed. My ex destroyed me financially...I've tried for four years to fix it, unsuccessfully. My career is over. My family despises me. Socially...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Broken - Robbed of love Only mocking laughter Life is the path to the slaughter I am broken Beyond repair Wishing someone Would truly care Begging to die My wrists cry Crimson...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 27, 2013

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    Tonight - I was frayed, at the end of my rope for the longest time...I was okay with staying there, as long as I didn't snap right? I would be fine...I was okay with my unrequited...
    CowgirlMagic CowgirlMagic 18-21, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Do you know how it feels to have everything that was going so good turn for the worst. My heart has been shattered, put back together, and shattered again. Why don't people...
    hearmecryandwatchmedie hearmecryandwatchmedie 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Suddenly... - Suddenly memories and flashbacks hit. I look at pictures, i remember the pain, the love, the loss. I notice how dumb i am and how blind ive been. I feel so bad and i...
    TwistedOak TwistedOak 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    I Think This Will Be The Week - My wife killed herself four years ago out of pain and loneliness from my constant neglect of being wrapped up in my own depression all the time...
    randomseriesofletters randomseriesofletters 36-40 Sep 5, 2012

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    Emotionless - Oh god, I don't even know what I should be writing here. Because I don't have anything to say. I just want to admit that I know I am always either completely...
    dominatedgirl dominatedgirl 18-21, F 7 Responses May 13, 2011

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    A Small Admittance.. - For someone such as me who was already a more then shattered soul I have come to the realization, with the loss of the man I had once given my heart to, that...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Glass Doll. - I'm a glass doll sitting on a shelf. After a while of abuse I'm falling apart. I've fallen in love, then been replaced. The heart I used to have has crumbled up and...
    TwistedOak TwistedOak 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    Betryal.......... - I am broken inside too because for the past year I stuck by a man that has verbally, mentally and pyschologically abused me. I feel the core of my being is so...
    buttercups1966 buttercups1966 41-45, F 9 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    Im ruining my life. I deserve nothing but ******* ****. I just let go of the most beautiful person in my life and i know im gona regret. I already do. Truth is.. Idk how to love...
    MissUnderstoodx MissUnderstoodx 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Need Someone There For Me. - I struggle with self harm and an eating disorder. I need someone there for me. Here is my story. When I first started to feel fat, I was in fourth...
    mjlover1958 mjlover1958 13-15, F Nov 21, 2012

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    Love Hurts - Broken, yes i am. Cant leave my gf for marrying another girl of parent's choice. Feeling blank. I will be nothing if I loose her. Why on earth people love if they are...
    steve43210 steve43210 26-30, M Oct 30, 2013

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    For years I have accepted suicide as an inevitability. Not tomorrow or next week, but sometime. When I have failed for the last time, and it is clear that I cannot be happy and...
    Richard462 Richard462 26-30, M Jan 11

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    All Broke Up - Somethings just can't be fixed and I am one of them.  I've been broken for so long I doubt that I can ever be fixed.
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Oct 5, 2011

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    I realize now that I have to stop lying to myself and face the truth. I am broken. I have lost myself to far back. I have a child inside me that I know I'm not ready for. Im ready...
    ScarletAva ScarletAva 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    Tired And Want To Go To Bed - If you've ever felt like your mind is slowly leaving you and your body is slowly but surely telling you that you're going to die, then you're in the...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2011

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    Down In The Dumps. - I have been dating this guy ever since 2010. everything was strong we were strong, then my living situation got so rocky and unstable he started to cheat on me...
    Godschildd Godschildd 18-21, F Jan 30, 2013

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    It's Hard For Me To Show Emotions - My husband and I married about six years ago.  Now that I look back, I don't know why I married him.  I have lots of excuses, like...
    hope1963 hope1963 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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    Sorry - The logo was too cute, I couldn't resist it.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    Empty - I hate myself...I feel empty...I can't think...I just want to close my eyes and never wake up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2013

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    Why Do You Love The Ones That Hurt The Most? - I am so broken, I can not pick up the pieces. I live in a void of ups and downs. To love someone so much that you would do anything...
    Zarinia Zarinia 36-40 3 Responses Sep 27, 2011

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    God Why? - GOD IS IN CONTROL, RIGHT? SO, WHY DID HE ALLOW THIS PERSON, THIS MAN TO WALK INTO MY LIFE. PLZ GOD TELL ME WHY. SHOW ME .I'M SO BROKEN BY HIM. HE GETS TO WALK OFF INTO...
    veronicamcp veronicamcp 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Reaching Out. - No more love, No more laughter, Only silence, Cold drafters, Take this pain away, Before I go completely Insane, I feel sick, With everything, I knew if I didn't...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Sweet, Sweet Insanity - I guess I'm broken. Even if you don't know it, I won't blame you. Even my parents don't know. Go ahead, hate me. Kill me, if you wish. I won't care. It...
    DivergentWolf DivergentWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2013

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    Lost Everything. - Don't even try to love me. I don't deserve one bit. Resent me, hate me, call me a *****. I've lost my mate. Now my sister. And my rank. Kill me. Send a bullet...
    Goldpaw Goldpaw 13-15 4 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    The Broken - Ha! Funny, i wrote a lot about the broken.......... I would get into detail but, in the end do the details matter? No. Its still the same result. Cracked, shattered...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Jan 29, 2010

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    I'm not pretty; and I know it. Remember how when you broke up with me you said that I could "do better?" You told me that I was out of your league. You lied. You were the one who...
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    She took my heart and ripped apart. I feel absolutely crushed. "How did I not see this coming?" I keep asking myself. I guess when you're so in love with someone you look...
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    God uses broken things beautifully. Broken clouds pour rain; Broken soil sets as field; Broken crop yields seed; Broken seed gives life to a new plant. In any hard situation, if...
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    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Mar 17

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    It started during freshman year I had just had a huge fight with my guy best friend whom I admit I liked i got over him a few months later. Then Mid February this senior started...
    lesseth lesseth 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I drove around today, left the house. I almost drove myself off the road a few times. And I poured myself a tall glass of bleach twenty minutes ago. But I didn't drink it. I didn't...
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    It took for me too reach an all time low of unhappiness and loneliness and misery to realize this. Life isn't a game, it doesn't go how we plan it or how we want it. It is cruel...
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    I think my anorexia is getting worse again. But what do you do when your just beyond help and even hospitals say eventually I will push myself to death and no one will be able to...
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    Irrevocably so. Sometimes I fancy I am so smashed that there is no possible way to reassemble such an entourage of shards let alone know where to begin. Yet I altogether do not...
    DiosesOscuros DiosesOscuros 22-25, M Mar 22

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    I don't understand life. But I hope that it gets better. Work has been amazing but I have been trying so hard to deal with this broken heart. I am reaching a point where I have...
    dmsummerwind dmsummerwind 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    She was broken. Her heart lay in billions of pieces, spread about the floor like tiny specs of dust. It would be impossible to tell that her heart had even been there at all, had...
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    I should have broken so many bones but didn't. 6 months ago I messed up my left foot to were it should have broken it but nope. And then I fell down the stairs like 2-3 weeks ago...
    Chase1997 Chase1997 16-17, M Apr 5

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    So terribly broken that I love the idea of love, but I won't ever be able to love again. I will never be granted the chance . And I have no chance with my childhood love that I can...
    lolaMyheqrt lolaMyheqrt 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I have this account for the longest time ever but I never got the courage to share one of my many stories to be heard or in this case read. But lately I've been feeling a bit down...
    SamyLo SamyLo 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Broken heart on a broken day. She died on this day.
    Dane42 Dane42 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I think that he forgets I have feelings. I'm not a girl that will let a guy just push me around and play with me like I'm a toy. So get out of my life. I'm done having my...
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