I Am Building This Wall Around My Heart

If you ever read this, i want you to know that i love you with all my heart. You are my life. My reason for breathing. I want to have your children. I want to be with you for as long as i live. There is only 1 problem, you dont love me...

This pretty much says it all.....

Quote: sometimes we build up walls - not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down?

Outgoing and sarcastic, fun loving, loyal....
Always up for a new adventure, this is the illusion that I portray to everyone.....

In reality I'm the complete opposite. I will always assume that you have a hidden motive in getting to...

I don't want to have another broken heart ever. It's humiliating, dillusioning, wasteful, egotistical and pathetic. I don't tell people of the pain I feel, I have people at armslength but not even my closest friends know of my perpetual...

No matter what i do in a relationship they always leave me for someone else and take a piece of my heart with them. I'm so sick of being hurt because everytime i let someone into my heart they turn around and hurt me. So this time i...

Has anyone see the sponge bob episode where he has the old krappy pati in the cage and it braked and growled everytime someone came near. That's like my heart. Has a cage around it..

Ever since I was a small girl I have always kept people at a distance. Useing masks or remaining emotionless, keeping others who stand in the light of life away from the dark shadows in which I seek sanctuary. Why? I'm not entirely sure...

I am a wall builder..ask anyone that knows me well.

If you hurt me- up the wall goes, if you betray me- up the wall goes... higher and higher each time. And while I know this is a defense mechanism it is so hard not to do even to...

Finished.  End.  No more love from me.  I just can't keep giving it out when i never seem to get it back.  In the end, it's just me here, always.  Shame I don't really like myself. 

I have watched so many failed marriages growing up that it really tainted my views of love and relationships. My parents have been married several times each. My mom left two out of three of her husbands for another man and my dad...

Sometimes we build walls not to keep people out,but to see who cares enough to knock them down.You may say that Im hiding
i say im protecting my heart,for it has been broke way too many times because i let all of the wrong people in...

I realize that I am doing now but it isn't to keep one person out but all others. 

Why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human...