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I Am Bulimic and Anorexic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 249 People

    My Story - I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 7 years old because I was massively picked on That I was too fat and too ugly. Shortly after that I was diagnosed with bulimia...
    Lycankicker Lycankicker 22-25, F Oct 14, 2013

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    Realizing - I always thought that in order to be an anorexic or a bulimic u had to be super super skinny. But I was wrong. I came to realise that after having read many articles...
    Iwant2bsize0 Iwant2bsize0 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2013

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    Im Bulimic And Part Anorexic. - It started one night when I puked up my dinner, because I felt fat after getting a new bathing suit. Every night I puked up just my dinner, telling...
    kkatiett kkatiett 13-15 Jul 8, 2011

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    Stop Trying, It'S Not Fixing Anything - People keep worrying about my food choices... At lunch, my friends yell at me because I'm not eating enough. When I do give in and eat the...
    Ineverknow Ineverknow 13-15, F Apr 12, 2013

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    Starting Over: - I have been slack lately and now I'm starting to see the effects, I can feel my weight gaining and I hate it. Today I stopped myself from eating all day and when...
    Rhiibear101 Rhiibear101 18-21, F Jun 24, 2013

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    Have I Got A Problem? - I've even eating about 400 calories a day at the moment, when I eat dinner I make sure I throw it up afterwards and then exercise to that I would be at -50...
    Libbyjx Libbyjx 16-17, F Nov 8, 2013

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    Seven Years.. - This is my first post on this site, and may or may not be my last. Yes, I've been prominently bulimic for the majority of my teenage life (I'm now 19), slipping in...
    fauxpheonix fauxpheonix 18-21 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    Hey! My Sh*t Life.. - Hi, well i put a story up the other day about going mute, i did but my mother got me soo worked up today i shouted at her but i am defiantly mute now.. I got...
    Pippa321 Pippa321 13-15, F Jan 18, 2013

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    eating disorders. male 42 its grown to offshoot of mental
    ivegotasecret71 ivegotasecret71 41-45, M Feb 18

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    Hit Rock Bottom - Today i Weighed my self Its 34.8 kg why do i feel Fatter like i gained weight? he Keeps telling me i Have..only drinking coffee and Tea everyday all I'm living...
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M 9 Responses Nov 28, 2010

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    My Best Friend. - I have a best friend and her name is ana. She’s been my friend since I was about 5 or 6, she’s the mean girl of the school type but only mean to me.. She...
    ConfessionsOfThatGirl ConfessionsOfThatGirl 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    The Worst Of It All - Hands smell of vomit, throat swollen, bad breath. All of this to be thin? And i'm never thin enough. Oh what I'd do to give up this controlling part of life...
    ConfessionsOfThatGirl ConfessionsOfThatGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2013

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    Been Through Alot And Still Am. Need Advice - I started dieting at 19 and for the next 2 years I lowered my intake and became anorexic and weighing from 7-6 stone I'm 5,8 and at...
    Struggling4 Struggling4 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    Anorexic - i have been anorexic for about 8 months now , i am just looking for someone to motivate me cos i find i very hard at times but i love the feeling of being empty its...
    blondie19931 blondie19931 18-21 2 Responses Sep 11, 2010

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    I Have Never Been Diagnosed... Edno -  I am a strange cookie.  There are periods of times when  I am under stress that I do resort to bulimia, but only when I...
    beautyfull beautyfull 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

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    The Beginning - When I was 12, my sister came home from college because of a terrible event. It turned out to be an eating disorder. Because she thought she was fat, I thought I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    How Did It Get This Bad? - Its been worse. So much worse Before he knew and started called me and insisted I eat, being there to hold me back if I wanted to run to the...
    Londynne Londynne 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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    Need Help. -   hi all. im not really sure what im meant to say in this.have never been good with talking about myself. I have never been happy with the way i look. My...
    endtransmission endtransmission 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2009

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    Day 1 - Day 1 of none purging or binging tomorrow I'm so afraid of having a set back but hope I get through .
    Struggling4 Struggling4 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    Secretly Happy About Bulimia - I've been suffering from Bulimia for a while now, I haven't told anyone about it too which is making it way worse by the way, lately every time I...
    code95 code95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    I've been throwing up for months. I've been skipping meals. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier for everyone if I was just gone. No one cares, like actually cares, except my...
    BeAnAlly BeAnAlly 13-15, F Jan 30

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    I Just Feel Fat - I've been having this urge to be bulimic/anorexic. I am not eating and after a meal I go to the bathroom and well.....yeah. I know most people might look at me...
    messImade messImade 16-17, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Failed. - Today, I threw up again. It's been awhile. And for some reason I felt content, like I am whole again.
    bLuuejewels bLuuejewels 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    How It All Started... - 5 years old sitting in a ballet studio starring up at the older ballerinas, I admired those girls more than anything... They where all so thin, so pretty...
    ConfessionsOfThatGirl ConfessionsOfThatGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12, 2013

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    Not Enough - one thing that i have learned is this ED totaly consumes everything i do in every way. i really started trying to lose weight last september i was 120lbs(i'm 5'2) so...
    fatgurl09 fatgurl09 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2009

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    I'M Tired - I am starting tomorrow, after six months of release ! shame on me but now i know i' can't without this or "her". of If you would like to join we can email or text...
    Cocorosa Cocorosa 22-25, F Feb 10, 2013

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    A Scary Life I Have Come to Love -    So Hi! my name is Amber and I am 18 and I am a Bulimic / Anorexic (well to people in the medical field.) And here is my story! I...
    thefatskinny1 thefatskinny1 18-21 8 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    Ambivalence Of An Eating Disordered Mind - I know now that it's become an addiction and I really am trying to stop. It's like I want to get better but I want to get worse, I want...
    messImade messImade 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    I ate a brownie today, and I cried for about an hour... I had well over 2,000 calories. I binged some of it out.. But I know some of it is still in my system.😣 I need to...
    SimplySuicidal SimplySuicidal 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I Hope That I Will Be Skinny - I just want to be lovely beautiful I hate my body I hate fat..
    LinaJonesD LinaJonesD 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    I Guess I Am Both - i have a problem, that much is clear. i starve then i binge,starve then binge....that has been like this for a while now at first i didnt know i was starving...
    bellamajors bellamajors 13-15, F Aug 25, 2012

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    Help. Please Take The Time To Read And Help Me Out, Im Desperate - So it all started last summer. Things had been bad with my boyfriend for a while, he constantly made me feel...
    lils18 lils18 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2012

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    Really Some Need Advice... - Honestly, I don't know where to start. Well, all my life I'm always dubbed as "very thin" or "underweight", around the time I was 12-17 years old, my...
    snownymph snownymph 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 24, 2012

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    Enough! - I am 26. I have been anorexic and bulimic for 10+ years now. I have bad enough. I am determined to get well on my own. I tried therapists and treatment centers, now I am...
    o0kymmie0o o0kymmie0o 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    Mute.. - I don't no if i should go mute again? I am bored of people telling me what to do with my life if i don't talk everything's better! I didn't speak for a year because of my...
    Pippa321 Pippa321 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    My Life Is Destroyed. - It all started when my 'friends' said I'm fat and ugly. They laughed 'cause apparently it was a joke. But I didn't think like that. So I skipped a few meals...
    perfectlyl0st perfectlyl0st 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Anorexic In Los Angeles? - We are looking for people in Southern CA for a new documentary-style show about people who do not want to end up like their parents. We need men/women 19...
    janesmith12 janesmith12 36-40, F Apr 24, 2013

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    Losing Hope -  Where do I start? I don't really feel like sharing my whole life story, Not after sharing it with so many psychiatrists, psychologists, dietitians, social...
    JelizaRoze JelizaRoze 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    Am I Bulimic? - Hi, I don't binge, I rarely eat junk.  I mainly eat protein and vegies (i love veggies) and I have never really been a fan of junk food (except McDonalds...
    itzjustme itzjustme 31-35 1 Response Jul 30, 2009

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    How I Feel - A Little Poem By Me. Sorry It's Not Good But It'S The Only Way I Can Express My Emotions. - You weren't there for me when I was most troubled, When the scars on my...
    AlisonDI AlisonDI 13-15 Apr 11, 2013

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    Size Is All That Matters - The highest weight I've ever been was 175 lbs. I was 14 years old at the time. Even then, my weight fluctuated, which was normal. At 15-16 I was 165 lbs...
    Skinnylovesme Skinnylovesme 18-21, F Nov 27, 2013

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    My Life - i have lived with anorexia and bulimia since i was in middle school,i always just wanted to be a bit skinnier and then it got out of control. It is so easy now with work...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 24, 2013

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    My daily schedule: 8 am: Drink water, go to school 12 pm: Eat an apple 6:30 pm: Eat dinner 7 pm: Vomit dinner I hate it. I hate living like this. Someone please help me :c
    icantno1 icantno1 13-15, F Apr 1

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    This Defines My Life - My heart beats slow, my body feels heavy, my mind is empty, and I am feeling nothing. I am numb. I can't cry. I can't laugh. What is feeling? I don't...
    squelettique squelettique 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2013

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    Wanting 2 B Skinny - i constantly obsess over my weight of 100lbs i want 2 be 95 i know thats 2 skinny and i know it's wrong what i am doing and part of me wants help sometimes and...
    fatgurl09 fatgurl09 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2009

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    My Hopeless Life - I have been diagnosed with bulimic anorexia or anorexia with binge/purging tendencies. My parents are currently paying an extortionate amount for recovery, but I...
    fatanamia fatanamia 16-17, F Jun 5, 2013

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    Hospital - I woke up at 1:54 am in a pain I have never felt before. A pain that felt like someone was cutting my stomach open with a shredded knife. In tears, I call my girlfriend...
    squelettique squelettique 18-21, F Aug 30, 2013

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    Not Enough - one thing that i have learned is this ED totaly consumes everything i do in every way. i really started trying to lose weight last september i was 120lbs(i'm 5'2) so...
    fatgurl09 fatgurl09 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    Two Months Progress - I'VE LOST 13.5KG SO FAR!!! Yay=)))))
    xbrokenangel xbrokenangel 16-17, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Binge, Purge, Starve, Repeat. - This has been a constant cycle for nearly a year now and it's become normal to me. This disorder has taken over my entire life. I eat based on what...
    enterthebatcave enterthebatcave 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    Have been for quite a while now too :)
    popcornpillows popcornpillows 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8