I Am Bulimic and Anorexic

So Hi! my name is Amber and I am 18 and I am a Bulimic / Anorexic (well to people in the medical
field.) And here is my story!
I became a Bulimic / Anorexic about 3 years ago when I was dating this guy I love so much! We...

Today, I threw up again. It's been awhile. And for some reason I felt content, like I am whole again.

I am a strange cookie.  There are periods of times when  I am under stress that I do resort to bulimia, but only when I am under pressure emotionally.  Somehow the release of food makes my feelings feel better...

Where do I start?
I don't really feel like sharing my whole life story, Not after sharing it with so many psychiatrists, psychologists, dietitians, social workers etc'...
This is the only site I found that has any kind of...

Its been worse. So much worse
Before he knew and started called me and insisted I eat, being there to hold me back if I wanted to run to the bathroom and get rid of it.
I am anorexic/bulimic. Both.
Even as I thought I was...

I just want to be lovely
beautiful
I hate my body
I hate fat..

I've been suffering from Bulimia for a while now, I haven't told anyone about it too which is making it way worse by the way, lately every time I even look at food I tell myself it's okay to eat it because I'm going to throw it up 10...

People keep worrying about my food choices... At lunch, my friends yell at me because I'm not eating enough. When I do give in and eat the food that they are pushing at me, I just go and throw it up anyways. They don't know that. No...

Honestly, I don't know where to start. Well, all my life I'm always dubbed as "very thin" or "underweight", around the time I was 12-17 years old, my weight always stays around 35-38kg, and I wasn't depressed much about it, I kinda...

I am 26. I have been anorexic and bulimic for 10+ years now. I have bad enough. I am determined to get well on my own. I tried therapists and treatment centers, now I am doing it on my own. I am really ready now. My highest ( and...

You weren't there for me when I was most troubled,
When the scars on my wrists rapidly doubled,
One tiny gram I was terrified to gain,
My smile hides my horrible pain,
And because you still don't seem to care,
I have put a noose around...

I am starting tomorrow, after six months of release ! shame on me but now i know i' can't without this or "her". of If you would like to join we can email or text. With support I think we will get through it easier.

enjoy day from an...

Hi. I'm almost 14, my height is 162cm and I weigh 36 kg. I'm not sure if I'm anorexic or if I'm just starting to be. But I never vomit - I prefer starving. I eat around 400 calories during week days. On weekends and holidays, I eat...

I started dieting at 19 and for the next 2 years I lowered my intake and became anorexic and weighing from 7-6 stone I'm 5,8 and at the time I wanted to look normal. I had previously been 13-14 stone at 16. I managed to start eating...

Hi, well i put a story up the other day about going mute, i did but my mother got me soo worked up today i shouted at her but i am defiantly mute now..
I got in from school today it has been snowing so i was really cold my mum asked my...

Day 1 of none purging or binging tomorrow I'm so afraid of having a set back but hope I get through .

We are looking for people in Southern CA for a new documentary-style show about people who do not want to end up like their parents. We need men/women 19-27 who have started to exhibit some behavior they have "inherited" from their...

I've been having this urge to be bulimic/anorexic. I am not eating and after a meal I go to the bathroom and well.....yeah. I know most people might look at me and not think I'm fat but this idea in my head is bringing me down and...

I know now that it's become an addiction and I really am trying to stop. It's like I want to get better but I want to get worse, I want to recover but I don't want to gain weight, I love food so much but I hate eating it, I want to keep...

i have a problem, that much is clear. i starve then i binge,starve then binge....that has been like this for a while now at first i didnt know i was starving myself i just didnt feel hungry any more.... then i felt great cause i was...