I Am Bulimic and Need Help

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    I'M Sick Of Living Like This

    So I'm 15 years old. I'm almost 5'2 and my weight goes up and down from 97 to 102. It's always somewhere in between there. I never let it get over that. I'd probably have a heart attack. Anyways, my problem started after an ex told me I was getting fat. I was around 125 at the...
    Lostgirl831 Lostgirl831
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2013

    7 Years and Going Strong ... :/

    So, this is definitely my first blog on here....and I admit, its kind of awkward. but anyways, the whole reason why I joined this project/website thingy is because I have been dealing with bulimia for about 7 years now...and I am only 17. It really helped me drop weight quickly...
    kazuoswife kazuoswife
    Aug 21, 2009

    Just Joined.. Hopeful For Help

    This is fairly hard for me. Not sure how everyone else felt when doing this but I'm so ashamed and embarrassed but I know I have to do something. I started when I was 13. I was very involved with sports but I always controlled the food. Most of the times I didn't eat lunch so...
    tmburns tmburns
    May 4, 2011

    Helping Myself

    I didn't puke today.Go me.I take it one day at a time.And unfortunately I did binge :/But no puking. So yay.And I try avoiding triggering stuff. Like the song below. It depresses me but it's what my life is like at the moment. 
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    13 Responses Apr 14, 2011

    I Am Severely Bulimic And Have Been For 10 Years

    Well the title says it all. I have been severely bulimic and have been for 10 years. I'm now 25. It's starting to take a tole on my health... I've not had a period for about 6 years, my teeth are rotting at the back, I've lost one tooth altogether, I have problems with my...
    willow86 willow86
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 8, 2012

    I Need Help Urgently

    This is my first time revealing my dark and disturbing habit, and it feels so good to finally get it out: I moved to a completely unknown city about two years ago for school. It was a difficult and lonely transition. Food had always been my go to comfort drug so once I felt i was...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    So Sick Of It All

    Ok so I am a 16 year old girl and I started having problems with food when I was 10. in seventh grade I got visibly bad because I became extremely bad. I would only let myself eat about 100 calories a day. They almost hospitalized me but said I wouldent have to be hospitilized if...
    Dancer246 Dancer246
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2013

    I have been bulimic for 13 years now

    and I am ready for help. There was a time in my life for a 3-4 month span when I quit purging but I went right back to it. I will throw up even if I drink water. I am sick and tired of "going to the bathroom" after I eat. I am tired of "stopping by the gas station" after lunch...
    gorejess gorejess
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014


    I'm sat in bed with a million worries in my head and no one to talk to.I should be sensible and talk it out but i can't speak to family or husband.I'm 37, no children, having a baby is in my head, a lot.If i don't have children though, i don't want to be fat.I was a dancer most...
    Issaben Issaben
    May 2, 2011

    I am bulimic teenager boy Hey guys !

    A lot of people believe that beiing anorexic and bulimic is only for girlz... But what about boys ? I don't think that I am the only one ! I'm looking for another boy or man who went there before. I wanna escape from the bulimia. I feel like I'm diying on the inside...
    baku2014 baku2014
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 31, 2013

    I Don't Know How To Stop

    I've been overweight my whole life.  I struggled with it until I was 25 and then I turned into a health nut and became obsessed with working out and eating right.  Then one day I discovered I could keep eating all the junk food I loved and still stay small if I made...
    tracker969 tracker969
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 14, 2010

    I Am 18 And Bulimic

    I'm 18 almost 19 and I have been bulimic since I was 15. I'm 5'5" and weight 100-105 pounds but when i look in the mirror all I see is fat. Lately my mom and my whole family has become worried that Im too skinny and I'm not healthy. I live with my boyfriend who kreps threatening...
    PleaseHelpMe2818 PleaseHelpMe2818
    Jun 15, 2012


    First of all i'm sure that i am going to be the old lady on this site but here goes.  I'm 40 and going thru my binging and purging period.  I'm having a hard time getting out of the funk.  I do ok most of the time during the day but by the time work is done i am...
    dolphin1469 dolphin1469
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2010


    I've been around looking for a place to vent or find help. I already have, or am at serious danger of developing bulimia. I don't vomit or anything, but I fast. And abuse prescribed medication that, if you OD on, works as an appetite suppressant, diuretic and laxative all in...
    Analouise Analouise
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2013

    When The Low Is At Its Lowest

    This has completely taken over my life, I literally think I am going insane and I have never felt so low, ugly, repulsive to look at and so much more. I am scared to ask for help because I truley don't know where to get it. All my friends have done is "acting like they care" by...
    SoLost44 SoLost44
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

    5 Years

    I've been bulimic for 5 years almost 6 years now. Now I'm 18 years old and a freshman in college. I've been athletic since the age of 3, but I was always on the chubby side. I was always picked on and was called names; kids then didn't care how other people thought. So when...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    Binge Is Taking Over My Life.

    HI , I'm a 17 yr old athlete. Last summer I started working out and barely eating and lost about 15 lbs. I weigh around 145 now and am 5'6'' so I don't look big. I'm mostly muscle too. I feel fat all the time, when I work out I feel great and happy and skinny. I started to binge...
    NeedHelp17 NeedHelp17
    1 Response May 11, 2012

    Im So Lost

    i dont know where to begin my life is so messed up i use to be so happy and outgoing now im to scared to leave my house but i have no choice i cant say for sure when things started going wrong but they have i know its because of my weight im so sick with myself i have spent the...
    samanthaleeanne samanthaleeanne
    1 Response Sep 26, 2011

    I Want To Stop Being A Bulimic Now

    I woke up this morning feeling depressed, really tired and drained, demotivated and annoyed! Today is the day i'm going to stop binging and making myself sick! I've only been doing it for less than two weeks, but already I feel awful and its getting out of control! The best...
    ejwool ejwool
    5 Responses Jun 25, 2011

    It's Okay To Eat

    It's okay to eat. This has become my mantra. But still don't really believe it. I've always had issues with my weight, but this year especially I have lost control. At the beginning of this semester, I purposely took on so much work that I literally didn't have time to eat. I...
    golegos17 golegos17
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2012


    I have been bulimic for about 3 years now. I have always been overweight. But afteri gave birth to my daughter I became obese. By definition. I originally lost about 70 lbs when I started binging and purging and eventually stopped for awhile with the help of an ex boyfriend but...
    anird1333 anird1333
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 15, 2013

    I Have To Stop

    I have been bulimic for the past six months. It started when I joined a sorority. I wasn't told to lose weight or anything I just couldn't stand being around all these girls with perfect bodies all the time. So I started binging in purging at night so that during my normal day I...
    ashleymay12 ashleymay12
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2012

    The Perfect Problem

    I am 15 and on the outside it looks as though I live the ideal life. Between being student council representative of my sophmore class, an all-state swimmer, varsity team runner and lacrosse player, co-founder of a private community service group, and published author. On top...
    dotgrace dotgrace
    Jun 11, 2012


    Has anyone tried "the bulimia help method"? Its a program on the internet that you pay for.
    tornado6 tornado6
    51-55, F
    Aug 27, 2012

    I Can't Believe I Continue Doing It!

    It might seem unusual, but males develop bulimia too. I am a 20 year-old guy who is obsessed with food and can't stop that cycle of overeating and purging afterwards. I've been active trhough all my life: 5 years in the swimming team, soccer, basketball, and I've been skiing...
    nasko nasko
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

    Stuck In A Rut

    I can't actually remember when I first started becoming bulimic. I remember it hurt the first time and that I had long hair. I can't remember whether I was doing it to be skinny or because I was upset over something, I must've been 12 or 13. I am a perfectionist, I get anxious...
    Iwantthismorethananything Iwantthismorethananything
    Mar 2, 2013

    I Need Advice On How To Get Help

    I used to be overweight. When I hit 181 lbs. I knew something had to change. I became a Vegetarian at 14 but I was still overeating because that was what I had been doing my whole life. When I was 16 my closest girl friend introduced me to bulimia. I asked her to teach me how...
    msham msham
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2011

    May Be Im Not Too Good?

    im danny, 22. im in college for now. well, yeah, with a body weigh 187 pounds, and 5'5 feet tall. yes, im considering myself fat.regarding that matter, some friends just be nice with me, some are not.they call me with such terrible name.and i was like having this so called 'low...
    dannydean dannydean
    Feb 5, 2012

    What Am I Doing?

    Okay so this has been going on for a while now. I'm not fat but I'm not skinny. An the thought of being skinny is now engraved in my head. I have made myselfthrow up about a months ago an i promised myself I wouldn't do it again. But now im starting to do it again. I know i...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 20, 2012

    I Am Periodically Bulimic

    Hi, I am twenty two years old, in considerably good shape with extremely healthy eating habits. When I was between the ages of 18 and 21 I used to have fairly frequent bulimic episodes on purpose as I had very low self esteem and was about 170lbs standing 5'7'. At the age of 20...
    Chanel7557 Chanel7557
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2012
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