I Am Bulimic and Not Sure I Want Help

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    Hello, I am 18 years old.

    Sense I was 15 or 14 years and up til' now I have been trying to figure out if I am bulimic or not. For a while now I struggled with the constant hunger and self inducing vomiting. I have a problem with insecurity, anxiety, and sometimes I'll make myself depressed (like self...
    whateverxp whateverxp
    18-21, F
    Jun 26, 2015


    Hello just wanted to say hi to everyone and touch base. Am now 26 and haven't been a "bulimic" (stupid word) because now my sister is living with me so it's hard to sneak to the bathroom cause she tends to be nosey and I don't want any red flags raised... I've kept this my little...
    ladyfierce ladyfierce
    26-30, F
    Mar 28, 2011

    My Story..my Problem

    The day I started, it seemed so weird at first..but when I was done and all the food was gone from my body a feeling of happiness and joy came over. Now when I eat I feel disgusted, sad, depressed, and I just want to cry...until I puke it all out..than I feel fine and happy again...
    secrethidding secrethidding
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2011

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    Chicfortv Chicfortv
    31-35, F
    Jan 16, 2013

    It Finally Hit Me...i Don't Want To Be Bulimic Anymore :(

    I've been a bulimic for almost 12 years. I'm 26 now. ..and just recently, like yesterday, I finally realized that I don't want to do this anymore :( I don't want to eat and purge...I don't want to binge and purge...I JUST DON'T WANT TO!!! It just hit me....I was so okay with...
    ladyfierce ladyfierce
    26-30, F
    Jun 1, 2011

    I Am Bulimic

    I am 29 years old and I am very unhappy with my life. I had a problem with bulimia when i was about 15 years old and  at that time I was able to stop no problem. At this point in my life I am once again turning to bulimia to control my weight. I know how bad it is for my...
    rarah rarah
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2009

    I Dont Want To Stay This Way Forever, Just Until I Reach My Goal

    I'm not sure if I really am bulimic or just a drama queen, I think I'm being dramatic maybe. Everything I've heard about it always makes Bulimia sound like something thats horrible and a HUGE problem like the big bad wolf blah blah blah. I dont throw up after every meal...
    cameronsime cameronsime
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2011

    I Am Bulimic

    I am almost sixteen... And I have been bulimic for four years. I was recovering for about a year but have recently relapsed and I am scared that this vicious cycle is starting all over again. I was institutionalized a couple years ago for bulimia and self injury and addiction and...
    elzbeth elzbeth
    16-17, F
    Nov 12, 2009

    Hey There !

    I have also problems with bulimia.. Now it's going well but I know soon it will change.. I think I have to blame my grandfather who forced me to eat always everything up and shouted at me, never could talk in a normal way to me.. I'm 16 and my boyfriend broke up with me 3 months...
    NINA00 NINA00
    1 Response Dec 11, 2012

    How Did I Get Here?

    Why didn’t this bother me yesterday? Or did it bother me so much that I am only remembering now, as I stare into the bleak hole that has become a common sight throughout my daily life. Days that I spend in a bathroom that perpetually smells like vomit and lemon cleaning...
    downthisroad downthisroad
    18-21, F
    Oct 29, 2012

    I Wish I Was Able To Help Myself

    I dont know how else to explain this other than just saying it. Mentally, I'm sick and tired of being this way. I've had an eating disorder for 3 years now, and I've been on and off depressed those past years as well. Now I'm at a worse state than ever before and it's killing me...
    waterpologrrl66 waterpologrrl66
    18-21, F
    Mar 19, 2013

    Bulimia For 11 Years..no Problem

    I am 25 years old and have been "dealing" with bulimia for about 11 years. I say "dealing" because I don't believe i have a problem. I am overweight and so when i overindulge, i get rid of it so that i won't get bigger. At one point i felt I had a problem but...
    ladyfierce ladyfierce
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2009
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