I Am Bulimic

Hey,I'm almost 17 years old. I met mia last year. I was chubby and i was happy with it. I had boobs,ass i thought woman should be curvy so i kept eating like a pig. I wasn't weak at school noone could make fun of me,i was the mean girl...

I tried anorexia, I can't give up the food for I am a fat girl at heart.
So I gag myself into a one(in women)
The high I get from this is indescribable.
It all started very young with who knows what.
I tried meth bu it threatened my...

I am a bulimic. I am also a type one diabetic. I went to treatment at UCLA for two months. It helped but bulimia isn't something that just goes away. Bulimia isn't glamorous at all, although some people make it out to be like that...

My bulimia is triggered by anxiety. Any type of anxiety. I used to think the problem was the binge eating, that I was using food to soothe the pain. The purging was just to fix the problem when I messed up. But I recently realized it...

Hi I've been struggling with bulimia for about 6 months now and I need help. It feels like my life is crumbling because im so unhappy of how I look and feel. It was scary to notice myself how quickly an eating disorder can happen and...

04/22/10

I've restarted this story several times from several different angles. Maybe I should start out small and work my way up. I don't want to pressure myself to make this perfect right now, but one upcoming night the mood will...

It all strated when my mom and dad broke up. Than was when I was born. My dad has always called me fat since I was in 4th grade, and its kind of hard when you are suppose to me your daddys little angel and he thinks that you are fat...

I was introduced to the world of modeling and pagents at the age of 10. It was at the age of eleven that I began forcing myself to throw up. Being told that your arms are "too chubby" for the runway show that you have been trying so...

have you noticed the power of a good song? i been trying to give up mia, and it´s so damn hard, but there´s this song shake it out of florence+the machine that give me some strength, i think many of us can relate to this, why the hell...

yes, i am. i have gotten used to the constant pain of throwing up, it feels like your not just spilling your guts but letting out what you can't and as you flush, it feels like those things are going down the drain. Never to be seen...

It's been a week since I was last sick..... I'm feeling okay, so all's looking good.
I think it's going to stop because of what I did to myself last weekend.
I realized how bad it made my depression when I was doing it...

To the rest of the world I probably look like I have it all put together. I am a recent law school graduate, have a gorgeous husband and a beautiful child. I am actually rather pretty, and in comparison to most I am in okay...

What am I doing to myself ? I know better than this..
Why do I keep doing this ? It hurts my throat but I continue to poke at it anyways
It is disgusting, I know this
It is unhealthy, I learned that
But I still do it
I'm beginning to...

It gives me a high, a sense of accomplishment. Food is evil. Throwing up is like throwing out all the evil, it's like all bad energy is leaving your body, you feel refreshed and new. people say bulimia is like a prison or like a hell...

my daily ritual consists of food, a toilet and a tooth brush. this does not mean i gag myself with a toothbrush, i just have this ruetine where i vomit all of my food, clean the toilet then brush my teeth. this has been going on four...

Two years ago, being proud of myself for not throwing up for a whole day would have been a completely strange thing for me. I used to be normal. What the heck happened?
It usually comes in binges for me. I'll manage to resist it...

(a poem about bulimia)

She kneels desperately as her troubles are flushed alongside the rumble and thrashing of her soul. Demons intrude pilfering her spirit that beckons to be again. She parts from her fleshly existence into a world...

i think my eating disorder has been coming for years. since my family was torn apart. i used to be an extreme overeater. then i saw how fat i was. 160 and 4 foot 7 inches. well. i lost forty pounds and grew almost a foot since then. i...

I haven't been doing it for a while but I wanna know how many times
You do it a day. I was thinking twice a day but don't know if its too much

This is pretty weird for me. I can't believe that my bulimia has gotten to a point where I need to seek help from an online forum. Nonetheless here I am.

I have been a bulimic for 10 years and now at the age of 23 I have to say enough...