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I Am Bulimic

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    How are all of your teeth?
    insertnicknamehere insertnicknamehere 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    My Bulimia - Two years ago, being proud of myself for not throwing up for a whole day would have been a completely strange thing for me. I used to be normal. What the heck...
    NormaJean NormaJean 18-21, F 22 Responses Apr 5, 2008

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    The doctor says all the help they can give me as much help as I need for my bulimia, but unless i actually want to quit myself then i wont be able, how do i get to the point that i...
    confusedegg confusedegg 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Falling Back Into It All Again! - Chistmas times supposed to be a happy time, and for a moment I actually was, but all the stress and hasstle has made me keep on purging again...
    SekritObsession SekritObsession 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    I Am Bulimia - It gives me a high, a sense of accomplishment. Food is evil. Throwing up is like throwing out all the evil, it's like all bad energy is leaving your body, you feel...
    abbywhitaker abbywhitaker 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 2, 2010

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    I am an overweight bulimic. My mind races and I think about food all day everyday. My body is under too much stress and I'm dying, I know it. I can feel my body shutting down. I...
    peculiarperegrine peculiarperegrine 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Threw Up Blood...What Do I Do? - I'm a bit freaked out... I just threw up blood for the first time. I've been bulimic a bit over 2 years now (after being anorexic for 4 years) and...
    dancer4444 dancer4444 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 23, 2013

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    Hell - It all strated when my mom and dad broke up. Than was when I was born. My dad has always called me fat since I was in 4th grade, and its kind of hard when you are suppose to...
    barbie215 barbie215 16-18, F 16 Responses Mar 15, 2008

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    I hate when I am at work and can't find a place to quietly purge. I just feel so helpless
    pgl88 pgl88 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Help me! I'm scared of tomorrow. I really really am.
    jamiieeee jamiieeee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I ate again today, I was doing so well until I fell into temptation. It isn't easy getting food off my mind. it is constantly there, mocking me, calling out to me. I know that...
    jamiieeee jamiieeee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Ive been bulimic for 9 years been to numerous rehabs even went to the same rehab as kesha and demi lovato but I choose not to stop dont think I could even if I wanted to. I messed...
    SweetAsSugar10 SweetAsSugar10 22-25 1 day ago

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    I think I threw up blood. Only a little, what do I do? How do I know if it's serious?
    BeAnAlly BeAnAlly 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Sigh... I tried so hard but fell so short. Will I ever get better 😢
    peculiarperegrine peculiarperegrine 22-25, F Feb 1

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    Why - I am thirty years old and I have been bulimic since I was 15. It all started when I ate a whole bag of cheddar sour cream chips. Dang those things were so good...lol! I...
    Sesheppard Sesheppard 26-30 Jul 16, 2011

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    Bulimia and My Life - it started a year ago..yes, it has not been that long but it has done a lot to ruin my life. I was always self concious, and a mirror addict. Every time i...
    MissDependent MissDependent 16-17 2 Responses Sep 29, 2008

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    Yep and not a day goes by that i don't hate myself😩
    picKLe47 picKLe47 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Okay, seriously. I'm trying to do my coursework and I can't focus. All I keep thinking about is food and wanting to binge so badly. Maybe if I let myself b/p I will be able to...
    peculiarperegrine peculiarperegrine 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    it all started in the 8th grade for me. i was always made fun of for my weight by family members and the easiest thing to do for me was to throw up. i am now 24 and i struggle with...
    arsnow arsnow 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    I am an Addict. I love the feeling in my throat when food comes out. I love the feeling of my heart pounding; the tears that roll down my cheeks. I love how cold my body gets after...
    jamiieeee jamiieeee 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    There Is Hope - I could have swore to God and all living things that I was the most miserable sap on the surface of the earth about 12 years ago. I was thick in my eating...
    anadas anadas 31-35 Jul 23, 2013

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    I Stuffed My Face I Ate Until I Couldn't Take It Anymore...As I Was About To Purge It All Out I Remembered A Promise That I Made To Someone That I Love So Very Much. At That Moment...
    DalaKumono DalaKumono 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    My Secret Told For The First Time, Advice Please!!!! - So I have never ever actually said I have an eating disorder. I still dont beleive I have a problem, but then the logical...
    babydoll333 babydoll333 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 10, 2011

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    Im a Happy Bulimic - Well it may sound weird but i am happy being a bulimic!.I was not fat but due to my small height i wanted to slim down more.So i started with a very strict...
    ayushi ayushi 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I've got a friend over. With a nickname like "cooking mama #1" my friends look forward to my meals. I always make it something nice. I eat with them too, but I fight purging after...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F Feb 27

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    Dark Little Ritual... - I used to be anorexic; I had a very controlled routine of ‘meals’ throughout the week and a daily exercise regime of 4-8hrs depending on the...
    nessian nessian 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2010

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    Today I are over 3500 calories and then spent 1-2 hours purging i can't stand myself I really really hate myself.. My mom said I have to lose weight then that same day my sister...
    picKLe47 picKLe47 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Bulimia Free Verse - Well, I am obviously bulimic. So I don't know where to start. It started in 8th grade, along with a lot of things. I told myself I tried purging out of...
    HaveQuestion HaveQuestion 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 19, 2008

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    TO EVERYONE STRUGGLING WITH BULIMIA I can't even begin to keep up with the new stories everyday but I can share a story of hope and desire to help you all through your battles. It...
    Faith4869 Faith4869 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2013

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    My Secret - I was introduced to the world of modeling and pagents at the age of 10. It was at the age of eleven that I began forcing myself to throw up. Being told that your arms...
    jrctahoe jrctahoe 18-21 6 Responses May 18, 2011

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    I'm almost 16 and this has been a problem of mine for only over a year... I can't even begin to imagine living like this for another year, let alone another day. I threw up blood...
    cynthiarosee cynthiarosee 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Nothing Tastes As Good As Skinny Feels - Where do I start?! I'm 25 and have been bulimic on and off for 5 years. I couldn't even say how it started. Unfortunately there is a...
    DeeLacey DeeLacey 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Somebody please help me. I can't stop eating. I want to purge so badly but I've been clean for a week. Can somebody talk? Please
    BeAnAlly BeAnAlly 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Raising Its Ugly Head - it started in my teens i coped with it 4 years i seeked help and began to deal with it felt like it had gon away guess what its back and out of control im...
    SINISTERCC SINISTERCC 2 Responses Jan 26, 2008

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    Only 15... Any Advice?? - Hi I am 15 years old. I am not sure why I am here but maybe you can tell me/help me. The first time I vomited was in march of 2013 and during that month I...
    belieber1 belieber1 16-17, F Nov 18, 2013

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    Have you ever experienced doing something you knew was bad but you cant stop doing it because it gives you comfort and reassurance? yeah, that's me and Mia (bulimia).
    jamiieeee jamiieeee 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I'm fine. - It's been a week since I was last sick..... I'm feeling okay, so all's looking good. I think it's going to stop because of what I did to myself last weekend. I...
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    A Fraction Of Introduction - 04/22/10 I've restarted this story several times from several different angles. Maybe I should start out small and work my way up. I don't want to...
    LancyG LancyG 18-21, F Apr 22, 2010

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    Untitled - It started when some kid broke my heart. Albeit, it sounds childish, this planted the seed to my self destruction. I was with someone for 1 year and gave him my...
    sarahkirtley sarahkirtley 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    You Won't Do This Again - That's what I tell myself every time I find myself there, huddled in the corner of the bathroom. I know I should probably get up and brush my teeth. I've...
    KnaveOfClubs KnaveOfClubs 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I have been bulimic for 6.5 years. I was always the "Fat girl". When i was 9 years old my dad told me i was fat and ugly. i weighed 135lbs. I hit my heaviest at 15 when i got to 20...
    LamboGirly LamboGirly 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Recovery. My Battle Against Bully-mia. - I am a bulimic. I am also a type one diabetic. I went to treatment at UCLA for two months. It helped but bulimia isn't something that just...
    meowrissa meowrissa 16-17 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    My fiends went to the school guidance counselor to apparently get me help. I don't want to go. I don't want to get help. My friends say this is "stressing them out" but it's my...
    BeAnAlly BeAnAlly 13-15, F Feb 3

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    It all started last year. I was asked out by my friend, this is when I was a little heavier than what I am now. Currently, I am in my sophomore year. Freshman year was the 'push...
    SlateCandy SlateCandy 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    Crazy Inside - To the rest of the world I probably look like I have it all put together. I am a recent law school graduate, have a gorgeous husband and a beautiful child. I am ...
    meglnk meglnk 26-30, F 23 Responses Jan 4, 2008

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    I'll Never Be Perfect - I'm bulimic with anorexic tendencies. I don't purge, but I exercise five or six hours and take 25-30 laxatives everyday. I have a hard time eating, and I'm...
    nikki98 nikki98 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2008

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    Never Good Enough - I'm a 19 year old female college student. I'm also in a sorority. About 5 months ago in February, my boyfriend cheated on me in front of my face. Needless to...
    localred1245 localred1245 18-21 2 Responses Jul 6, 2009

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    Distant Self - (a poem about bulimia) She kneels desperately as her troubles are flushed alongside the rumble and thrashing of her soul. Demons intrude pilfering her spirit that...
    enblanco enblanco 46-50, F 2 Responses May 14, 2012

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    Opus - my daily ritual consists of food, a toilet and a tooth brush. this does not mean i gag myself with a toothbrush, i just have this ruetine where i vomit all of my food, clean...
    elizabethdoe elizabethdoe 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    All Over The Place - I can't even really remember how my bulimia started, or why. I love myself, absolutely one-hundred percent. Anyone who says all bulimics are depressed is...
    howdyma howdyma 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    No one knows but I have major self esteem issues especially about my weight. I eat when I'm stressed so I ate a lot one day and was crying my eyes out because I felt like a pig so...
    madisonanna madisonanna 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 8

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