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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    Abandoned. That is probably the best word

    for it. It may seem as if the world has abandoned you. They either attempt to take away your rights or completely desert you. Leaving you to your thoughts. Neglected. Must find or create a way to persevere on your own.
    xMerakix xMerakix 16-17, F Dec 13, 2015

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I don't know what to do anymore,

    everything is so overwhelming, my family stresses me out, people stress me out, my social anxiety is so bad it feels like someone is holding a gun to my head just talking to random people in person, and sometimes even people I've known for my whole life, I have always been...
    HiiroTenshi HiiroTenshi 18-21, M Aug 15, 2015

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I'm interested in horror genres of movies,

    video games and some such. Although, recently if I watch or play something horror related I almost always have nightmares later that day/night. I think it worsens my insomnia. Not sure if it has to do with the depression in some way or not.
    xMerakix xMerakix 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2015

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    I was told I have the most severe form of

    depression and that it's concerning. It may seem like others don't take it seriously enough sometimes.
    xMerakix xMerakix 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    i am really depressed because i talked to one of my old ex's broke up with me last month and i talked to her today and shes getting married and dosent want to be friends no more...
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    I want to give up. I'm beyond sick of getting disappointed. Why do I even bother maintaining hope anymore?? I'm constantly getting disappointed in every way possible and it's all...
    unpredictableprediction unpredictableprediction 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    what a big topic depression who isn't depressed? I don't beleive everyone in life feels wonderful, I love it when you get those people that say I never get depressed, never catch...
    Diciullo Diciullo 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I have a strong urge to cry at random times, when I'm in the car mostly. I cry at night all the time so no one will know. I am severely over weight and get made fun of...
    ButteryToast ButteryToast 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm not really depressed, but I need someone to talk to. I want a story, something..... please. (desperate for internet friends. Basically someone I can confide in)
    TeRiiFiiC TeRiiFiiC 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    again i am setting in a dark room smoking, having a drink, tv on for background noise. feeling depressed
    kometsr kometsr 61-65, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Heads up not saying I am depressed but lately I've been feeling so unmotivated, quiet, uninterested, giving up and feel like everything is my fault. I just have the urge to not...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I been depressed for a long time now... I was molested four times by different people. Two were girls when i was younger. I just got out of a controlling relationship. I dont have...
    SimplyEbonie SimplyEbonie 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Envying somebody who is about to die or died. This is my feelings right now. Somebody I barely knew had a cancer. That person sent a message to my parents. "I don't want to die...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I feel like a broken record everyday. School, family, and life overall have made me feel overwhelmed. I can't act like myself because I'm too depressed and my school is...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have been depressed over 3 weeks and none of my friends and family realize it because I always fake smile and fake laugh and it's so easy to foul them and I know that they won't...
    Iszy143 Iszy143 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    That moment when smoking with your best friends makes you think more about what's bugging the **** out of you , but you're high and if u think about it for too long you'll end up...
    HolyTears HolyTears 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    They sometimes come by her page and go GO G ET THE PADAL WOWZERS SHE'S HOT! I just sit there like ORZ.. She's also got the Biggest heart on this side of The altantic. You may...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I've noticed a change in my mood in the past month or so and I think it's because of Spring and Summer approaching. I don't know why but I'm dreading the hotter months and the bugs...
    emjm013 emjm013 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Nothing ever goes right for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I randomly came across this website when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I figured out how to fix it. I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I'm bipolar II and it's mostly the severe depression. I'm not sure where to turn to. I was wondering if anyone knew of any good online outlets (besides 7cupsoftea) that would be...
    customconcerned94 customconcerned94 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I dont know if i am really this depressed. I feel sometimes useless and powerless. I was born in a broken family and that makes me becomes insecure in so many ways, ashamed, no one...
    findingmerlyn findingmerlyn 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I like to help the depressed populace because I may not be going through the same situation that they're facing; but depression, that is something I have suffered like so many...
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm depressed because I feel like life isn't getting any better . I feel like I'm trapped in this depressing cage of a life . Every time something bad happens I long for the past...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I wish I hadn't had so much to drink at my friend's birthday party. I got very upset later because I had way too much, possibly the most I've ever had. I think it was because I'd...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    normal people avoid depressed people like the plague. EP is the only place where people listen with empathy
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Self diagnosed and completely hidden in my real life. I've known for a while now that I'd crept past just simply feeling down to something more serious. I'm an intelligent woman...
    snoopysgirl snoopysgirl 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I don't like to use the word "Depressed" lightly. But I think I'm allowed to use it now, after not wanting to admit it for months, maybe even years. It's later than 3 am and I...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 2 Responses Jan 29

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    hi am very very depressed hi do need love in my heart my nasty family have depress me my brother and his daughter
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Jan 28

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    Being depressed sucks. Like why do humans have to feel pain hahah..
    Kylahhh Kylahhh 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    If we are depressed it is to lead us back to the light; and when we're there in the light we can give the light to others!
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou 26-30, M Jan 27

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    I am so sad and can't hold my cries out. There's nobody can understand me, nobody cares. All of my family and friends weren't understand, cares and believes how I felt about...
    jazelynblirz jazelynblirz 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I'm so depressed I can't get out of bed this morning.
    SadCaliforniaDad SadCaliforniaDad 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    This is why I'm so depressed: I feel left out. Okay I have this friend (let's call her Emily since I don't like mentioning their real names) who has been with another friend for a...
    Randompersondemandinghelp Randompersondemandinghelp 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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