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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete TheRoseThatGrewFromConcrete 70+, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    There's never really fulfillment and closure, in life...in my case there isn't :/
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Clearly I am and I don't know why whenever thinking about how I'll get upset and cry about something and don't really understand myself why I'm crying like now it's really...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So for the last few months my husband has been severely depressed. I've been on his side before, but never let others know about it. Plus it was way before him and I met. Not that...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F Mar 3

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    If you are suicidal, please get help if you can't find help within yourself. But, please, do not seek help from your teenage friends, especially if they struggle with their own...
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F Mar 12

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    lately, I am feeling very depressed and lonely. I feel like there is nothing left in the world. I ain't doing anything. Just lying on the bed all day. Face like a duck. As if its...
    BonkerBandar BonkerBandar 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    Depression is the worst. Not because of what it feels like, but because I feel more judged as a depressed person. everyday, people say "today is depressing", "I feel so depressed...
    WeArePilots WeArePilots 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I think I might be depressed. I have been in a lower mood than ever lately. I am shy, lonely, with no friends. I don't do anything except going to school and studying. I see...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    If you have been feeling depressed and you are just tired of it and you want to be in peace, I invite you to surrender the war you have with depression. Our society judges...
    SatsangWithTathina SatsangWithTathina 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    I've been going through a really rough patch. I lost my job at the beginning of the year. I went on one interview, tried to remain hopeful, kept looking for work but not really...
    WildWoman25 WildWoman25 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I'm at a mall, and I see soooo many people and it makes me sooo anxious and depressed. Anxious because I don't feel like I fit in and I feel like I stand out. I feel depressed...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I walk around with a smile. Joke around with everyone I know on campus. Though, no one knows that I'm depressed. No one truly understands and no one takes the time to actually see...
    DesignBlack DesignBlack 18-21, M 6 Responses Mar 2

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    when I'm feeling really depressed I listen to music and lately I've been listening to it constantly because it tends to help me. this time its not. I'm feeling extremely depressed...
    Imstillhere122 Imstillhere122 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I think I am depressed. I am 16 years old and gosh do I feel like life is dragging on forever but also flying past my eyes. It all started last year. My family moved to...
    Rubyalexander Rubyalexander 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    Am 20 years old and lonely and depressed. Am a guy who is meant to have friends am tall handsome am a dancer and am loving to people i meet but i don't have any one. Have been...
    jamie1994 jamie1994 18-21 1 Response Mar 14

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    I don't FEEL depressed necessarily....but I've haven't been going to class. Sometimes I don't do any of my homework and never leave my dorm. Sometimes I can't get out of bed...
    inspirefyre inspirefyre 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Whenever I think deeply of this life , how it works and think of people , I always get back to rule #1:- Reality is depressing . and what makes us happy is our imagination or...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ever since it happened it became a weird habit . I've been depressed before when I'm out my buddies I show sign of happiness but deep inside I'm so depressed I don't know what...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 23 hrs ago

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    I mentioned "when I was depressed" to my sister while telling a story and she said "you werent depressed at that time" ... little does she know I was and was about to kill myself...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    My weekend is ruined, my only joy, now i am depressed.
    Nobunaga88 Nobunaga88 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 28

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    So yesterday I travelled back from Dublin to Eindhoven yesterday and after a while me and a really cute and beautiful girl caught sitting a few rows to the front on the other side...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    If anyone here is depressed, message me and I'll give you a way to contact me and we can talk.
    helppp4u helppp4u 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    The saddest thing about betrayal is, it doesn't come from enemies. I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger then what I feel. The only reason you won't let go of what is making...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F Mar 1

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    So depressed about my kids leaving home. I'm a single mother
    cws1806 cws1806 66-70, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    My husband and I have only been married for going on 4 yrs but we have been to together for over 20 yrs. We have had some ups and downs. Seems like more downs than up. I am so...
    beautifullyjaded beautifullyjaded 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I get depressed at times and don't know why and my parents add to that depression. Especially my mom, all she does is ***** at me for smoking weed and make me feel bad about it yet...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Am sick of it all I want is to be like everyone els have friends and a gf and abill to go places with them and talk talk the time but cos my social anxiety I can't and my social...
    thebigscottishguy thebigscottishguy 22-25, M Mar 3

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    My husband is depressed and everything I say makes him feel bad. I can't talk to him about anything. I feel like I have to bottle everything up because he thinks anything bad is...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I have been feeling very depressed lately. I just want to be alone.
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F Mar 4

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    My ADHD medicine gave me focus today, but all I could focus on was the negative, and then I noticed I was doing so and was trying to think of positive things in my life, and I...
    quike23 quike23 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I am not really depressed, I'd like to think I'm not at least. I am just constantly feeling angry at everything. I have a great hard working family. Two gorgeous sisters. I'd like...
    aDesperado aDesperado 18-21, M Mar 5

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    I hate myself so much. I'm so stupid, lame and a failure . I am paranoid. I also have mood swings.I'm so depressed. I can't hardly do my work..I feel like I can’t do anything...
    qwerty724360 qwerty724360 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Hi everyone, I luckily enough have a part time job which gets me out of the house. However, suddenly my hours have been cut and I am there only once a week. This has made me feel...
    dreamer3214 dreamer3214 22-25, F Mar 5

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    I am depressed not for myself, but for the world, a world which is damned to fall apart, a world dying slowly around us, with humanity being fully blind to it... Though life is...
    BlossomTheMeganium BlossomTheMeganium 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I'm a junior in college and I study Literature. I picked Literature as my major because I thought I was a talented writer and had things to say that no one else had said quite like...
    alliemacd alliemacd 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    It's gotten a lot easier, the fake smile is easily plastered on. I'm always the person who seems happy go lucky, always helping out other people, and always with a smile and a skip...
    nicias nicias 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    So I thought that I was getting a little bit better , but I feel so fückîng depressed tonight ... I just need someone , anyone ( Close to my age ) to just message me please . I...
    KatelynKillz KatelynKillz 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I've never been more depressed in my life I'm falling deeper and deeper into depression everyday and idk how to snap out of it I'm so incredibly alone 😢
    TlovesLouise TlovesLouise 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 11

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