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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I dont want to do anything. Cant even work up the energy to shower, clean, watch tv, take a walk, go anywhere. I just feel like a lifeless blob. I am constantly thinking and...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Wow really hating myself today. Wonder what I'm gonna do.
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was in a relationship for a little over a year. We broke up in March. Since then she has moved in with her best friend and has a great life. I am stuck and can't get over it. I...
    Upchurch503 Upchurch503 26-30, M 22 hrs ago

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    I've been "sad" since I was very little. I guess it's because I could see the way the world really was. I've been clinically depressed since I was 10 and I think I'll always just...
    E991010 E991010 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My life thus far, explained in years of age: 1. I cannot remember. For my first birthday I got a cake in the shape of a baseball, based on the few photos from my childhood I...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 3 Responses Jun 24

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    honestly what is there to say but I'm depressed i wake up depressed go to sleep depressed i cry myself to sleep i can give other people advice but i can't take my own advice! i...
    breebreet breebreet 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I don't talk to my parents and to a brother of mine. I haven't talked to my dad for more than a year, after he did something really crazy after drinking. I haven't talked to my...
    mokona95 mokona95 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I don't know if I am depressed or not, I think depressed people are likely to be more devastated while I still have some strength left in me, or maybe I am just too strong as I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I was in third grade. I didn't have friends,I was bullied. One day,my friend approached me and asked "why are you so depressed?" I sat down and cried. I was depressed. I had just...
    Here2helpforfree Here2helpforfree 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My father died when i was 1 year old. He died after being in coma for 9 months. I don't remember anything about him. It's sometimes upset me that the fact i have to grew up without...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I havent felt suicidal in years but today is terrible. The thing that sticks out is that i would never actually kill myself so i think about it and the possible ways knowing i...
    kimmykins kimmykins 26-30, F Jun 23

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    For the last two weeks or so, I've been so depressed. I just really hate myself for so many things. I hate that my life is going no where & that I am just a useless person. I...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I have been struggling with depression for a long time but Today I have just fallen down hill I feel so so depressed. I have lost all motivation to do anything I have sat in a ball...
    milichja milichja 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 24

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    I don't know whether I'm just moody or if I'm actually depressed. I don't feel like this all the time. When I'm distracting myself through books, TV or conversation, I'm fine. But...
    shafaz shafaz 18-21 Jun 27

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    Recently I was placed back on antidepressants after being med-free for 4+ years. This time around the battle is worse, and I can DEFINITELY tell when I've accidentally skipped a...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I know how it is to be depressed cos i was depressed. Now i look at myself like i look on a freak. I was wronged by some people in my past and somehow i allways had this memories...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jun 30

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm so depressed guy seriously I don't what to do. Idk why I'm so depressed my life isn't bad I just can't be happy no matter how hard I try. :'(
    Deidrah Deidrah 18-21, F Jul 3

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    THANKYOU!! On behalf of everyone who has ever felt like they wanted to give up. On behalf of everyone who has ever felt alone. On behalf of everyone who has ever felt loss, hurt...
    accidentalme accidentalme 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    From the beginning of this year I knew I had my work cut out for me. But I didn't know how hard it would truly be. I go to a Private school, we have a small amount of students at...
    rachelharperr rachelharperr 13-15, F Jul 6

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    you came walking through my life, like a sweet butterfly, so beautiful and nice.....you talked to me, although i was reluctant... but your persistant way manage your words...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I am (technically) a Christian. I believed in god until the age of 11. Everything began to mess up from then forward. The first time I cut myself, the first time I misbehaved, the...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F Jul 9

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    it hits me at the most random times lately, i guess depression isn't made to come when convenient, it just happens. i feel so guilty this time around though, because everything in...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I wrote this poem when I was depressed one night. I was 13 when I wrote this and it has been stuck in a folder for 3 years. I want to share it with someone so here goes nothing...
    AnArtistsPrayer AnArtistsPrayer 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My doctor threatened to send me to hospital because of my depression, so I played it down. Now I'm not getting the anti-depressants or psychiatric treatment I need, until I come...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Lately I've just been so sad and down, I don't know what to do anymore, this thing it me out of nowhere. In the past I was relt depressed and I go out of it, never thinking id be...
    JadoK JadoK 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't even know if I'm depressed. I don't know what I feel. I just feel.... Nothing. It's like I don't feel what I should be feeling, I feel less than what everyone else does...
    project46 project46 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I feel like when I cannot control a situation I start to get depressed. Its important to tell yourself to let go and that we are all powerless in this life. The only thing we can...
    CuGuy CuGuy 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I have days where I cannot stand anybody. That the sight of some drive me crazy and I have to leave the area. Most of the time to my room. The only person that can cheer me up is...
    smileymiranda smileymiranda 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I grew up in a very ****** up family. I have a lot of problem going on in my life, between career and relationship. Besides i also have bipolar disorder and depressed. Since i...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Jun 25

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    I grew up in a very ****** up family. I have a lot of problem going on in my life, between career and relationship. Besides i also have bipolar disorder and depressed. Since i...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    i always feel depressed, i always feel sad and have no confidence in myself, i hate the way i look and my body, i literally have no life and im 25, live at home with parents and...
    daavviiiddddd daavviiiddddd 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I was coming home from my Dad's and for some reason I was depressed, idk why nothing bad happened, nothing was wrong. I heard depression comes randomly well unless you where...
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    My parents don't understand that I'm depressed. They just think I'm tired, that I need sleep.
    tilside tilside 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    I m feeling low and depressed but i don't know why... I cant find a proper reason....... Maybe there isn't a reason at all.... :/ maybe i cant find it...
    pedalEve pedalEve 16-17, M Jun 27

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    I need someone to talk to. I always underestimated being undterstood. I feel lik e I have no one to talk to and no one to be there for me. It all started about 4 years ago when my...
    PoisonCherry PoisonCherry 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I hate seeing my friends Depressed because I don't want them to feel pain and hurt because I have felt a lot of it more than anyone can imagine
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I hate it when my friends are depressed. I try and talk to them about my own problems,so they know they aren't alone.
    ColetteMJ ColetteMJ 46-50, F Jun 28

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