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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    I don't know what to do anymore,

    everything is so overwhelming, my family stresses me out, people stress me out, my social anxiety is so bad it feels like someone is holding a gun to my head just talking to random people in person, and sometimes even people I've known for my whole life, I have always been...
    HiiroTenshi HiiroTenshi 18-21, M Aug 15

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel depressed to be alive.
    bluebunny01 bluebunny01 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i actually think i am depressed but i am only like 98% sure!!!
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    Being depressed has to affect every aspect of my life. My wife hates me. I'm tired of medical doctors and it stresses me watching her struggle. Driving down the road the other day...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M a week ago

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    Idk why sometimes I just feel depressed and to get rid of it I drink to try to forget and then take pill to just knock out .
    sioma17 sioma17 18-21, F a week ago

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    :-( I'm so depressed and hopeless well maybe I have a microscopic particle of hope left but the rest is history .
    WishesComeTrue WishesComeTrue 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My mother died on November 11, 2011. My dad died on June 10 this year. My older brother ran away with all the inheritance money that was supposed to be for both of us because he...
    xingru xingru 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    So recently I've been dating this guy. I am going to be a senior in high school and he is on his way to college. My parents have been asking me when is he starting , I told them in...
    maryblake maryblake 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    mom (over phone): I need on ur fb. me: No mom: why not? me: bc when ur on my fb u get on my stuff and never log out. plus I'm not a way for you to mess **** up even more for...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    No one knows. No one needs to know. I've been secretly depressed for a year now. Way too many things have been happening in my so far short life. But, I won't tell anyone...
    Ai101 Ai101 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    So my friend came over and she had a headache, which I don't blame her because her family is a hot mess. She didn't know I'm depressed or that I take meds or that I see a therapist...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19

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    bad things keep happening to me and I don't know why. As hard as I work and as nice as I am to people, nothing is ever good enough. No one ever talks to me and I am bad at making...
    tm193 tm193 18-21, F Aug 18

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    People think that I am lazy. But I'm just depressed.. Er, maybe I'm actually lazy. But I'm depressed.
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    my 'friends' failed and left me when I need them my family only tell me bad things about myself my parents ignore me always that I need to talk with them I feel so lonely and...
    faithtobehappy faithtobehappy 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm depressed. I just want to talk to someone who understands. I haven't cut for about a month and that seems like the best thing to do right now.
    lifeasgracie lifeasgracie 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I've been like this for quite a week now ! Im like feeeling sooo down nd having zero will to live nd enjoy life. I havent had a good laugh n quitee a while , nd its been so hard...
    ROB44OTTO ROB44OTTO 16-17, M Aug 16

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    I wish I was normal like everybody else. I hate my social anxiety! It has destroyed my life. I had to give up on my dream to be an actor. I loved to be on stage and front of the...
    Erivalentino Erivalentino 22-25, M Aug 16

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    I always feel my partner doesn't love me the way I do her. Then I get totally depressed,I start feeling there must be something Terribly wrong with me. I cry then I get mad at...
    Depdude Depdude 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    This is how my summers been going. So I was a junior camp counselor for 4 weeks, where I was sexually harassed by the kids. I also had to deal with kids with special needs. And I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 14

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    These voices in my head just tell me I'm not good enough. I never will be. Is this what depressed feel's like, being trapped in your own head. i think so. I feel suicidal but i...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F Aug 14

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    coming from a crappy family with my mom being a drug addict with her dumb *** boyfriend, I've been depressed for a number of years because of him. i don't like the way he treats my...
    BurningBlade BurningBlade 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I'm not good at building relationships, I have an eating disorder, I have low self esteem, I'm single, and I think I'm depressed. Lately I find myself thinking how I wish I wasn't...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F Aug 13

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    Today my counselor tells me my husband is probably depressed. It's been an emotional roller coaster with mood swings, isolation and.his constant accusations of cheating. Tonight I...
    ariuri1 ariuri1 31-35, F Aug 12

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    I feel so much more vulnerable and sad and lonely and... DEPRESSED. My dad is literally making my family's life HELL. Always scolds my mom, and when he goes to work I'm happier...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I don't like financially depressed people. If they live close to me, and are needy... i never resist myself from helping them. But yes, many beggars that ask for money "Give me...
    Drombov Drombov 18-21, M Aug 9

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    My husband died about 6 months after our only child, a son, was born. It has been just the two of us for 26 years. He went to a local university and graduated with his master's...
    Justanightmare Justanightmare 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I don't have anybody connected to me in reality. Thus I turn to the web for my social needs. When I hope there are people concerned about my business, I check my Facebook from time...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Ever since yesterday when I woke up from a nightmare that my dog had died. I have been so depressed ever since and I don't know what to do. Plus seems like I ruined everything I...
    Igotskillz327 Igotskillz327 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 9

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    Yep, sometimes I feel depressed but I have no idea why :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 9

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    I think I'm depressed I just wanna stay home and cry and be with my bf and just cuddle with him and cry Sometimes I have thoughts of killing myself and I listen to depressing...
    xoxtiaxoxo12 xoxtiaxoxo12 13-15, F Aug 8

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    My feelings are all over the place. Idk how I feel. I love this guy I met in rehab and I never felt like this before but I have strong feelings for this other guy and I've just...
    xoxtiaxoxo12 xoxtiaxoxo12 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    disturbed's music makes feel better when I'm depressed. I guess it's the way it makes me feel. it brings out my, other side
    shadewolf7 shadewolf7 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 7

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