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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    It was when i was 8 when my mom notice i was being sad all the time. I remember the first time i wanted to kill myself and cut myself i am 16 now and its getting worse and worse...
    phaselove86 phaselove86 16-17, F Apr 8

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    Everyday I wake up feeling mentally and emotionally drained, uninspired and disconnected. It is a constant psychological struggle, the most difficult part - seeming not to be able...
    meowmix29 meowmix29 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Ok. So I secretly had a boyfriend once, and when I broke up with him, I got so sad. Wait not sad, depressed. I didn't even like him, and yet, I got like super depressed. I thought...
    Jossy7899 Jossy7899 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    Basically I've been depressed for four years and have struggled with suicidal thoughts and actions for this time. Now, I've gone through psychosis and have been diagnosed as...
    hippiesugar hippiesugar 18-21, F Apr 13

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    I feel like I am always living in obscurity, I try to get up and move on with my life but I'm stuck in this nonsense I try my best to get over my depression and my thoughts but it...
    Thedreamer95 Thedreamer95 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I keep myself engaged when I feel I am down and think of the n number of things God has bestowed on me. Just because I do not have a partner now does not make me depressed. I will...
    lesbianrva lesbianrva 31-35 3 hrs ago

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    and this is definitely something to do with the occult ( Satanism ) I have never been so severely scared so far. I think I am headed the wrong way
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I am SEVERELY AFRAID of wind turbines, the blades just freak me out, I can't even look at pictures of them without going nuts!
    cookieporn cookieporn 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I've been depressed for most of my life and I hate it,sometimes I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy,it ****** me off when people think depression isn't a big...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Hi Yesterday I went clubbing with friends for a birthday and had a goodnight. I was dancing all the time cause I love to dance and I can dance very good Shaking, twerking and...
    Bluerosered Bluerosered 26-30, F Apr 6

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    I am 15 years old and I would say I have been depressed for a about four years or at least about the time I began secondary school. Some days I just get to a point where I can't...
    safiya999 safiya999 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Ever since it happened it became a weird habit . I've been depressed before when I'm out my buddies I show sign of happiness but deep inside I'm so depressed I don't know what...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M Mar 27

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    I mentioned "when I was depressed" to my sister while telling a story and she said "you werent depressed at that time" ... little does she know I was and was about to kill myself...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F Mar 27

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    I am sad a lot. But I am not depressed. I can be sad but I don't want to kill my self! I love life I don't want to leave so soon I just have a lot of sad days!! So whatever I say...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Mar 31

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    What random thoughts go through the mind of one depressed person? I decided to expose myself just this once, if not any more in future. If anyone out there relates to this, I know...
    mysteriouseverything mysteriouseverything 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm living in an abusive household, and it's made me depressed. When I wasn't living here, I wasn't suicidal like I am now, and I wasn't depressed. Tim (my father), yells at me...
    Maelui Maelui 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I have had a really tough year. I guess I have reason to feel the way I do. I don't know how anyone wouldn't. why do I feel so ashamed at being depressed. I know I don't really...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    For months I have been getting more and more anxious and depressed. I mostly feel fine through out the day...but when night hits, I always have so many negative thoughts about...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Someone was being mean to be at school and I was already in my depressed mood so I said yes I know I'm emo! So could u please leave this depressed emo b**** alone!
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response Apr 14

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    Why am I always depressed as soon as I get to school? At home I am the happiest girl ever. But I get to school and my mood drops drastically. Why does this happen? I hate it so...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    i ve been depressed lonely most of my life its life been hard on me i have been battling anxiety loneliness i need people in same situation to talk help one another i am friendly...
    anonymousanonimo anonymousanonimo 22-25 Mar 26

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    lately, I am feeling very depressed and lonely. I feel like there is nothing left in the world. I ain't doing anything. Just lying on the bed all day. Face like a duck. As if its...
    BonkerBandar BonkerBandar 22-25, M Mar 28

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    I'm deceitful I'm like an empty shell; I lie about my excitement for my brother and sister in law being pregnant. I lie about my interest in my sister graduating medical school in...
    Quietwonderland Quietwonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I fell in love with a guy who has a two year old. At first I truly believed I could handle everything that came with him and his child. The baby mama was civil and I actually would...
    howfarisheaven howfarisheaven 22-25, F Mar 30

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    Everyday I am secretly depressed but I don't tell the people that surround me because I don't want them to treat me any different or look and me a different way. I'm tired of...
    Unknown7411 Unknown7411 16-17, F Mar 30

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    Really depressed and miserable because there is so much negativity mixed into the good things in life it's hard to ever feel pure happiness. So many bad memories, prison...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 1

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    No friends so lonely and depressed.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Most are. Sad is rare now. Because depressed grew. And few admit that. But the disabled grow.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 2

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    You know one of the worst things You can say to someone (at least me) who is depressed. I know how you feel, it gets better, time will heal. Ok 1, you have no ******* Idea how it...
    TheRealMe99 TheRealMe99 13-15, F Apr 2

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    People think depression is sadness.People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of...
    brok3ngirl brok3ngirl 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    a lot of the time, I can forget the reasons why. I'm depressed, sure, whatever. I ignore it, force my way past it, don't look at it, don't examine it. But then something happens...
    anata1 anata1 22-25, F Apr 4

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    Ive been starving myself for a while and now i started cutting. I am pretty sure I'm depressed :'(
    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Anyone? Im realy depressed Now :(
    antomg1 antomg1 16-17, F Apr 5

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    I am depressed like one week every month and I can't find out why the only poeple I will talk to is my boyfriend and sister and mom can you all help me
    tackett2002 tackett2002 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Id have my moments when I was feeling depressed but then id go back to being the happy person I was, but not this time. Im numb....I feel like the pain and sadness is a permanent...
    Imstillhere122 Imstillhere122 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    It sucks to admit that i am secretly depressed. No one has no clue. I come from a good family and i have friends that care for me. I have problems mainly with letting people in...
    noone852 noone852 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7