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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 73 People

    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I'm new here at experience project... I am really depressed. A sophomore in college struggling to figure out if I want to change the career path I have been on for so long. I had...
    BlueFields BlueFields 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    I have no energy to explain how I feel anymore. All I know I that I hate myself, I'm grotesque, I'm lame and I should've left a long time ago.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    yeah, i can be funny, i can be easy going, i can be silly but truthfully, there is a darkness within me that no light can brighten, no God can fix, no love can mend this side of...
    Dreiman Dreiman 22-25, M May 15

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    It's funny how you're there for others in their time of need when they're struggling, but when you need them they seem to act as if you're some pesky stranger. Isn't it?
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So I guess my girl bff abbi isn't my girl bff anymore because when we were on the way home she was talking to her new friends and then she turned back to me and was like I can't...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel absolutely awful. I am confused, down and paranoid. I feel like I'm trapped in a place where I'm unwanted, surrounded by people I can't please. I don't understand as...
    Lalaleia Lalaleia 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm twenty years old. Female. Born and raised Italian, but recently transplanted into the UK. I've been depressed since as far as I can remember. Not clinically, though, just a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    yeah, so? and i tho have not been severely suicidal for maybe a couple of years. but tonight. i feel so awful.....so what..... everytime i get up when im able to, as i keep...
    MeZero0 MeZero0 41-45 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know why I get depressed. Sometimes I'll just be sitting there and get super depressed for absolutely no reason...and I have no idea why. I wish I wasn't depressed because...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    Dear relasping14 I just want to say that my cuz is really depressed because you have blocked him on everything and he just wanted you to know that you helped him not kill himself...
    MASTERSHERE MASTERSHERE 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    This sounds really selfish, I know. I've just spent my whole entire life surrounded by depressed people. Family, friends, other halves. I'm very quiet and am naturally a very happy...
    Invisibubble Invisibubble 31-35, F 2 Responses May 3

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    My whole life was from all happiness to all this darkness and sadness. My family and I don't get alone so well. Even my friends I don't get alone well. I just feel sad. I get hurt...
    ImJulieTran ImJulieTran 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I keep getting depressed a lot more lately... Sometimes I really don't know why either. Like for the past 4 hours I've been depressed for absolutely no reason. Maybe it's because...
    brooketheunicorn brooketheunicorn 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    I am depressed. I used to be extremely depressed way back. It felt awful, of course. Everyday, I'd feel like my emotions were dead or not functioning properly. All I could really...
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F May 17

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    It’s been quite a long while since I wrote. So excuse any pent-up flashes of brilliance and Oscar-worthy writing that you may encounter in the next few sentences. Well. So...
    spotsinsun spotsinsun 18-21 May 20

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    I have heard so much about how suicide is selfish. I feel so much more selfish for staying alive and burdening everyone with my invisible intangible problems. My mental health...
    theoctopusesbowtie theoctopusesbowtie 18-21, F May 20

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    i am really depressed tonight and having a bad night i have never been this depressed befre and also have been crying too
    JamesB20 JamesB20 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Actually, it is my wife who is depressed and this has been going on for more than five weeks now. She is under the care of a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but morning, moon and...
    VictoriousRex VictoriousRex 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    i am secretly depressed, well at least i think i am, i have felt this way for around 5 years and no one knows. no one not even my parents, i made sure they would never find out...
    xox17xox xox17xox 13-15, F 2 Responses May 2

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    Depressed scars worthless hopeless forgotten this is what I feel everyday of my life
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F May 3

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    I've been feeling realy down lately.. First thing first I'm a 15 year old boy and I love playing video games and that's the reason I preety much suck at every ball sport.I never...
    oneMidnightstar oneMidnightstar 13-15, M 5 Responses May 3

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    You know what hurts... You know??? Letting your feelings go and letting your sadness intertwine with the others. While the others promise that things will be fine. and the fcking...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 1 Response May 4

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    "Do you ever hear your silent cries. They call and call but fall on death ears, without knowing you are being consumed from the inside out. It's upto you to save you from yourself...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 10 Responses May 4

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    Even when I'm not alone it can get lonely when I'm depressed.
    Cutie2013 Cutie2013 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    whenever I have negative thoughts I try to fight them as long as I can, but no matter how hard I try they'll eventually engulf me and I start getting depressed. I get this feeling...
    KValentine17 KValentine17 22-25, M May 7

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    how can i not be depressed?? i dont like feeling this way and i dont know what to do but i know i dont wanna go to tharapy.
    Purcell95 Purcell95 18-21, F May 7

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    This song makes me feel so dark and disconnected. So depressed and messed up. https://youtu.be/n9RVyEy6SKQ
    DetachedCinnamon DetachedCinnamon 18-21, F 2 Responses May 11

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    I don't know if its worth it anymore. This thing we call life is a complete load of crap. The last month ive had 2 people from my school take their own lives, and now it's either...
    DarkSecret62 DarkSecret62 18-21, M 2 Responses May 11

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    I don't want to put "depressed" as one of my experiences. I feel like it makes it seem like I'm begging for attention. Just suffer in silence until it gets too bad, then yes. Post...
    Autumn02 Autumn02 13-15, F May 13

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    Well...Yesterday I had a ****** *** day. I'm just gonna say it here since there's a big chance no one will ever read this but I've been depressed since I was 12, I've got no reason...
    naritacumm naritacumm 16-17, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I've been depressed since i was 11 years old now i am 13 years. i don't know what i'm doing with my life. I'm a dumb stupid piece of ugly ****. I really can't carry on with life...
    dead12001 dead12001 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    I listen to music all the time when I am depressed it helps keep my mind of of bad things.
    JustMe0923 JustMe0923 16-17, M 2 Responses May 16

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    I was diagnosed with clinical depression sometime back and was on and off on anti depressants. Recently I grew sick of the pills and the side effects so gave up on them. Now Im so...
    hanselbabe hanselbabe 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17

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    So this all started in fourth grade, I'm currently about to finish my junior year in high school. No one really suspects that I'm depressed, although I'm currently on medication...
    escapedfeelings escapedfeelings 16-17, F May 17

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    Why does everything I do or everything around me make me angry/insecure and then depressed. I feel trapped as someone I don't want to be because of societal expectations. I feel...
    crypticcrime crypticcrime 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    Hey , i feel quite depressed these days , once in a while my mind just wants to blow up 'cause of all the **** that roams on it and haunts me , and the worse is that there is no...
    Dezsire Dezsire 22-25, M 1 Response May 19

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    You see this girl every day smiling and laughing through the entire day and think about how happy she is. But little do you know she is depressed. She goes home everyday and just...
    shadyshanks2019 shadyshanks2019 13-15, F 1 Response May 19