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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    This is why...I remember every damn negative thing my parents said to me. "You know your friends and family members they're nice to you only because on us. Without us you're...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    I've been depressed since I was about 6 years old. I started self-harming at 9 and tried to commit suicide for the first time at 11. I used to hate it when people would ask me...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I was trying to get my life back together.... I was trying to be a better person with the one person who treated me like I was normal and I didn't need to change...Today... my...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 Sep 28

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    I guess I shouldn't stay selfish forever so I started pretending today. I smiled and laughed and it's making the pain worse but hey I can fake it! Finally! Thank god :)
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Learn to find goals and improve your life...what life? Lol what life? It's so funny what life exactly are they talking about? I'm so ******* tired of people telling me you're lazy...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    “ If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were. ― Kahlil Gibran I love Kahlil Gibran no offense but this...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    If you have kids and you're rich please don't spoil them with material things and shelter them so much and teach that money is everything okay? I never have to work hard to get...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I and very sad and lonely because this guy I like I know he doesn't like me back. But other reasons are just because I know Im not liked by people and they get annoyed by me and I...
    Malia1010 Malia1010 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi I like to pretend that im not depressed to everyone around but the truth is I am severely depressed and I have even tried to end it all. I don't like people knowing how I feel...
    rhondaclarke rhondaclarke 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    So I saw something that to be clinically depressed you have to have 5 out of 9 symptoms and have them persist for at least 2 weeks... I think I have 3 of them, with persistence...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    The worst thing I think someone can say to a depressed person is.. "Come on, why are you so sad? Just be happy!!" Statements like that are so invalidating. If you've ever been...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I seriously have no idea why I am writing this down. I've told a few people that I haven't been feeling well, and some even know how depressed I am. All they could say was "I hope...
    Esturrr Esturrr 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So, I know someone who is depressed. That someone is not just a someone either, it's surprisingly, a teacher. People don't notice that he has been depressed, but I actually do...
    andiminlovewithyou andiminlovewithyou 22-25 Oct 3

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    There's a battle going on inside me that no one can see. Two forces are fighting for power and control, they are gripping every part of me. How can i be happy, when I am in total...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    for the longest time, when I was younger, I thought I was special. I thought I was unique and I thought I was going to change the world. Of course as I got older I realized I wasn...
    darkestpartofmymind33 darkestpartofmymind33 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    My story is probably similar to a lot of people's but I just wanted to get it out there in the world to tell somebody how I feel. I've grown up in what many would call the...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 5 Responses Oct 10

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    The depression went away i was back to myself. After the summer was over i became depressed again. Everyday i wake up i just stay in my bed my house is a mess . The summer house...
    sadmoma sadmoma 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Yes i am depressed i tried so hard not to be and to keep optimistic and all that **** but its just not working! I have no reason not to be depressed! Im a senior so i should get...
    Nobody112 Nobody112 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    My heart aches. My soul crushed. You can read about why, in detail, in my other stories. I don't feel I can truly relate to many people. The one woman I thought I had truly...
    ctguitardude ctguitardude 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Sometimes I think so much that it's my mind is my own worst enemy. Usually when it's my girly time of the month, (sorry) I get super emotional and start thinking about everything...
    lydianneverly lydianneverly 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Im losing interest in everything I have except vary few things, can't focus, mind wont stop racing with countless things, emotions have been diminished or higher then usual (which...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I have recently started graduate school, I have worked so hard to get here. My partner and I moved across the country so that I could attend this school. Now that I am here I am...
    StrongSong StrongSong 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Hello everyone! I am at a very low place in my life and would like some insight. I have no one to turn to and I will try to explain the situation the best that I can. And I will...
    B3autiii B3autiii 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    "Ugh. I'm depressed." We've all said it, and even the most happy-go-lucky among us will have an occasional bout of the blues. Sometimes it's the big stuff that triggers it—like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm miserable! Lately i don't even know myself.. I have never been this depressed! It's affecting my senior year at college, my grades aren't good! Plus i've lost 2 close friends...
    lara15 lara15 18-21, F Oct 13

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    I have always been the happy, go-lucky type of person. I always had a smile on my face...even now i smile more than the usual person, and to most i seem to be the same person but I...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yay!! I'm getting depressed again. I ******* hate the winter and fall because I get too damn depressed and I never go out!! I just stay inside in the dark 24/7!! Fuckk my life
    ItsRyyman ItsRyyman 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Seriously I took a depressed quiz because I feel like **** today, I got extremely high for cyclothemia and it says I get highs and lows, it's absolutely right, and idk if it's...
    gigglesOfTrutheroni gigglesOfTrutheroni 13-15, F Sep 23

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    I feel stressed and depressed from my work !!!!
    SEAMAN113 SEAMAN113 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    i'm honestly not sure I will ever recover from depression. I just think that i have a depressed personality and that it is a part of me and that I will never become truly happy. I...
    unhappinesss unhappinesss 13-15, F Sep 24

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    I got extremely depressed at school and accidentally cried in class as if someone just die. The whole class, my science teacher and my home room teacher (she's my year level...
    humairaaiman humairaaiman 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Last few weeks my marriage has gone from bad to worse. I'm too depressed to get out of bed, to do something about it. I feel so defeated. :(
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Evanescence is my savior when I'm depressed
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F Sep 25

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    I always feel depressed. but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F Sep 25

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    I hate being depressed .....
    agent268 agent268 16-17, M Sep 28

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    I knew that going off my medication would bring back bad depression days... I just really hated taking pills... When I get depressed out of nowhere all I want to do is lay in my...
    MarissaDreams MarissaDreams 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I'm a senior In High school, I have been going through a lot of stress lately . I just don't know what to do anymore.... My life right now is making me become depressed lately. I'm...
    livinglife27 livinglife27 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I depressed because of the loneliness. When can I ever change my life. Going through a routine life can be very depressing, how to get this of this feeling... ...
    Steve2186 Steve2186 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    I really need help. I'm feeling depressed :( and I'm very alone right now because I feel no one cares to talk or to even listen to me . I try my best to care for everybody but...
    helpmeplease10 helpmeplease10 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    It's like a dark cloud that likes to hover over me when i'm doing great. I don't choose it, although people think that giving up is my choice. Of course i don't want this. I want...
    ElenaExplaina ElenaExplaina 22-25 1 Response Oct 1

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    So today something triggered me and I just got so depressed but I'm stuck in social situations for the next 4-5 hours
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I wonder if I am depressed. The only point of reference I have is my past self. If I compared my current self to how I once was, everything would seem fine; in fact, it would seem...
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 2

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