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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I cried myself to sleep last night because a bully here just found my weakness and decided to use it against me. Only because an argument! Now headaches and swollen eyes is what I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    I am living in Northern England, rapidly approaching the age of 35, depressed that I've never been able to have a real social life. The problem is that I'm still living with my...
    CodemonkeyNE CodemonkeyNE 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    My mom is severely depressed. My dad is too and he has thought about suicide often. My little sister has Autism and she sees hallucin
    DarlingItWillBeOkay DarlingItWillBeOkay 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am depressed and feeling down. just want go away somewhere.
    takalexd takalexd 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    severely. no one cares about me. i will be the one to not get married while my sisters get married and have the happy lives god destined them to have. while i have the saddist life...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I am 38 year old single i am feeling depressed since my childhood. Now everyday of my is more depressed and i am looking as end of life. Each night i am taking sleeping pills and...
    amarindersingh amarindersingh 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 10

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    Don't even know why i am doing this, but here it goes. I am 22 year old guy, who had his share of sorrow trough most of my life. My first memories as child are of my grandfather...
    TheLostSoulTravaler TheLostSoulTravaler 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    I hear people tell me I'm pretty on this website but not in my real life. I get called ugly, fat, a looser and so much more. Even if I actually was pretty(I'm not) it wouldn't...
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I try to tell my friends what it's like to be depressed but unless they have been themselves they don't understand. It's just so hard to explain unless you've been there. I think...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I always thought that I am an unemotional person who doesn't get too sad or depressed with whatever happens. But, recently all this changed with an incident where I hurt a person...
    amiabadguy amiabadguy 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Just in case something happens to me... Been depressed for: two years Symptoms of depression: >loss of interests: music and playing the flute (last year) >there are some days when...
    mokona95 mokona95 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I have been depressed like always and I tried to make myself feel better and I couldn't and a lot of things that are not ok crossed my mind suicide/cutting and I curled up in a...
    joshjudgment joshjudgment 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Im not saying im completely depressed all the time, but i know that even when im happy ill always be sad.. y'know? It's like im not meant to be happy... I get into depressed states...
    Gallobaby Gallobaby 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Today I had to run the mile in gym while on my period. Which as you can imagine was fantastic. My entire body aches. I find it hard to tell if it is from physical activities or my...
    BlueSailboat BlueSailboat 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I have been depressed before~ People I knew had cancer 2 died 1 is surviving 1my grandma -died 2my friend -died 3 my mum -lived I was depressed The first time is when I found...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I feel like nobody gives an effing **** about me. That nobody cares about me, nobody notices me, nobody wants to talk to me, that everybody hates me, that everybody talks about me...
    gotohell227 gotohell227 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    Hi, I'm a 29 year woman who has been depressed since I was 12 for many reasons, the main is that I'm ugly. I live and 3rd world country that I hate, I had many family problems...
    MinekoChan MinekoChan 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Ok, I know I shouldn't feel depressed but I do. I have always had a great relationship with my dad and thought I did with my mom up until I lost my job of 12 years, 3 years ago. I...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The worst day of school I've had all year so far. Had a complete gasping for breath ugly crying panic attack in front of my old teacher who held my hand. He sat with me for a bit...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I have days where I have ups and downs or just occurrences that make me depressed. It just really depends on the situation but most of the time I am usually happy or just have...
    MiZShortiiE MiZShortiiE 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Depression is complicated. Like your sad but you have no real reason for it. I have reasons but there excuses. Because in the end I'm not sad because of things happening to me. I'm...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i can't believe i'm deeply depressed again... i guess i was just holding my depressed feelings down so now they're stronger, 0 days clean... again...
    jayissosadlike jayissosadlike 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Lately i haven't been myself yes i smile and laugh but i just been so depressed because i don't know why just have
    LovelessTeen LovelessTeen 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Lately I've felt as if no one is by my side anymore. I feel as if everyone is against me. Even my best friend has stopped hanging out with me and I asked him why and he never...
    AdamBomb645 AdamBomb645 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm destroyed! Ill give you an example. Imagine a mom and dad putting seeds in the ground to "grow" a beautiful plant. as the plant grows they start to forget about the plant. They...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Definitely depressed than most people around me would realize. But I am used to it now & as long as people around me are happy I feel content. I feel it's a phase and this shall...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I feel so fvcking helpless and sad and here's why. Everything. School starts tomorrow & i'm in shock. Summer really did go by , but then again it's only a couple weeks long. For me...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Things in my life at this every moment just seem to be out of my control and its overwhelming. i feel like i lost all sense of direction. I’m constantly feeling lost and no idea...
    tony183 tony183 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I want to just start off by saying, I know most would not care to reply, and I completely understand. I have gone through this for.. Well my entire life, I just didn't know it. All...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M Aug 19

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    It seems like a stupid reason to be depressed considering that there are 7 billion people on Earth, but I can't interact with them properly. They don't seem to like me. I try to...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    Take me Away GingerSlim (Chorus) God please take me I can't do it anymore I need a call to say that I'm good Because I just can't take much more Vs1 I feel like Ive caused so...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    i took a quote and reworded it so it is my new mantra i hope it helps someone "I’m depressed, and that’s ok. I will be happy one day, and that’s all i really want. There’s...
    jdub582 jdub582 22-25, M Aug 19

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    What's the point of not being depressed still being shy and expressionless, I can't even react why would I ever wanna be out of depression. I guess I'll just stick to my...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I was depressed for a long time. Then it became on and off. I will talk others about they're problems and be there no matter how late it is, if you feel like you commit suicide, if...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I don't know what else to do. Well, I should start at the beginning. Back in January my Mom got really sick. She had double pneumonia in both of her lungs. She came close to...
    JepMasta JepMasta 31-35, M Aug 20

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    I have manic depression and I am a self-harmer (clean for a month and three days) but I am so close to relapsing! I have been talking to a girl I like daily for a while now and I...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 20

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