I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    I was told I have the most severe form of

    depression and that it's concerning. It may seem like others don't take it seriously enough sometimes.
    MidnightMeraki MidnightMeraki
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes
    41-45
    1 Response Mar 8, 2012

    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    I don't know what to do anymore,

    everything is so overwhelming, my family stresses me out, people stress me out, my social anxiety is so bad it feels like someone is holding a gun to my head just talking to random people in person, and sometimes even people I've known for my whole life, I have always been...
    HiiroTenshi HiiroTenshi
    18-21, M
    Aug 15, 2015

    Abandoned. That is probably the best word

    for it. It may seem as if the world has abandoned you. They either attempt to take away your rights or completely desert you. Leaving you to your thoughts. Neglected. Must find or create a way to persevere on your own.
    MidnightMeraki MidnightMeraki
    16-17, F
    Dec 13, 2015

    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 14, 2012

    I'm interested in horror genres of movies,

    video games and some such. Although, recently if I watch or play something horror related I almost always have nightmares later that day/night. I think it worsens my insomnia. Not sure if it has to do with the depression in some way or not.
    MidnightMeraki MidnightMeraki
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2015

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    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
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