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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I am definitely suffering. Severe depression is like being in hell on earth. It's like crawling through the abyss in reverse. The pain, the anxiety and the feeling of...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 46-50, F Feb 5

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    I love homework. I love doing it. Last year, I got into a period of worse depression. I stopped doing my homework. I still got good enough grades, but I'm sure my teacher noticed...
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    So for the last few months my husband has been severely depressed. I've been on his side before, but never let others know about it. Plus it was way before him and I met. Not that...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I am severely depressed and don't know how to get out of it :(
    jamesb22 jamesb22 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Whenever I see someone smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see someone smart person smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see a mother loving her baby I...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T Feb 8

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    Its funny how people use the word 'depressed' so freely. Some dont even know the true meaning of depression yet they seem to be saying they are depressed like its the same as the...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F Feb 21

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    oke so i guess its time 2 post some stories so eh i was kinda always depressed already since i was young it started when my parents divorced i had to live with my mom that i hate...
    Mirasel Mirasel 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I've just recently come to terms with being depressed. I didn't feel I was. Depressed was for people who were sad, upset, hated themselves, cut themselves, thought about suicide...
    Haerodiel Haerodiel 22-25, F Feb 4

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I spent my two week Xmas holiday depressed in bed, I'm on day 10 of lying to work saying I'm working, but I'm depressed in bed. My relationship is tearing me down
    RoseTintedB RoseTintedB 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I know, I shouldn't let it get to me....but when it's Valentines Day, and I'm very romantic, and all I have is silence as my companion....then I get depressed. Which hurts my...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    For three years now I have been depressed. It started out as repeated failure, then spiraled out from their to isolation, anti-social disorder and social anxiety. I thought that if...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    I've been randomly feeling depressed since I was in the third grade. At least that's the earliest that I can remember, and remember vividly. I locked myself in my room and put a...
    Jaivous Jaivous 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I walk around with a smile. Joke around with everyone I know on campus. Though, no one knows that I'm depressed. No one truly understands and no one takes the time to actually see...
    DesignBlack DesignBlack 18-21, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    A friend is leaving EP and I am overly depressed over it, I don't know what to do anymore
    deanratzloff deanratzloff 13-15 1 Response Feb 4

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    I feel depressed when I stay alone..
    Taurus1993s Taurus1993s 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I eat until I throw up when I'm so depressed, like now, I got yelled at and can't do anything for the rest of the month
    Ceaser55 Ceaser55 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I don't have a fake smile. I have a full on mask. A mask that smiles giggles and tells jokes. instead of the real me crying and brooding and depressed
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I'm not really depressed right now, but I'm listening to a depressing, but good, song.
    Woot2u Woot2u 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    even that everything in my life looks fine , im very depressed girl .. :( i feel very bad and i dont know why. im tired acting like im fine when im really dead inside ..
    neyah20 neyah20 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I don't have much to say anymore, I'm practically ignoring everyone who loves me and I feel so crappy about it, I treat them terribly because I'm perpetually angry and ashamed of...
    cuntcake cuntcake 16-17, F Feb 8

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    I suffer from depression. I have for the last ten years. I just can't snap out of it. I never asked to be depressed. I really hate when people say just get over it and be happy...
    themagijudal themagijudal 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Um hi. I've never really told people or came out with my depression. I believe i have an undiagnosed form of depression. I feel as if people would treat me different, or they would...
    pxxbdxxd pxxbdxxd 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Sometimes i feel like i shouldnt be allowed to call myself depressed because so many people have it worse
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M Feb 8

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    Have you ever had a friend that was depressed? Have you ever helped anyone that seriously needed help? And i dont mean because they failed an exam or broke up with their boyfriend...
    KatherineSnow KatherineSnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I don't think I've felt more alone and depressed.
    theperz217 theperz217 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    No one knows this but I been depressed lately I been losing lot of weight I bearly eat anything my mom makes me eat more Tonight I was the most I ate in weeks I don't feel...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    I'm just all of the above and then it's heightened by my overactive mind. My main crush doesn't like me back and I know cuz I told him. He's not into guys, but he has an over...
    NobodyLove NobodyLove 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'm so sick and tired of my parents telling me I don't have a right to be depressed because I live a healthy life. I can't help it. Yet they show no support.I'm pissed off.
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I don't know how much more of this sh*t I can take. I'm 15 and feel like I'm 80. I'm suppose to be having fun not waiting for my psycho mom to show up and kill me and my dad...
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I'm emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausted. I have a chronic illness, I've messed up and now I can't go to my dad's, and my grandma is dying. My friends and I aren't close...
    cheesecrackers99 cheesecrackers99 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Generally my news feed only shows stuff I can cope with like world news or something, but once in a while I still get posts from those overachievers/get everything they want people...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Feb 14

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    So much has happened these past 6 months I'm about to literally have a mental break down.... I have battled with major depression for over 9 years of my life but have never seeked...
    Kayyslack Kayyslack 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm 20 years old female, I'm fat and depressed, I'm afraid that in the long run i will be alone and lonely with no one to love
    inzp inzp 18-21, F Feb 15

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    My boyfriend of one year just broke up with me. Our relationship was rocky before it even started. Four months into our relationship I found out he gave me a STD not one that can...
    QueenxLo QueenxLo 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I shouldn't be, i mean, i have the best girlfriend in the world! I have nothing to BE depressed about, yet i am. I feel like crying, but i can't get the tears out. I feel like...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M Feb 15

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