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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    I Am So Done. - I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Meds -  i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Brain Problem? - I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    A Life I Would Love To Have - A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Guess So. - My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    I really hope no one will mind me kept typing the same frustration and depression related to what I am facing. I tried my best to occupy myself, watch tv, watch YouTube... But once...
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    Ever since this school year started, I have been overly depressed. So many things have been going on in my life-school and home. At home, my parents have been fighting. I've been...
    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    All I want is to have my bladder and prostate ultrasound done, and receive the correct treatment, but it's so hard. The hospital I went for two times the doctor were not helpful...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I just went to the wash room. And the difficulty to release water and just bit by bit make me deeply depressed. God pls help me~ I am sorry I have to keep posting. This is the only...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Everyday is a suffering for me.
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    any words of enlightenment would be nice... I have been battling major depression for 11 years. I still battle with urges to self harm, and I am scared my depression will ruin my...
    ecress ecress 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I feel like i want to kill myself my life is not worth living i spend all day everyday on my own
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I suffer from major depression. It has pretty much consumed me. I guess maybe it is to be expected with major grief either way it is hard to handle. I lost my daughter, grandmother...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I have had so much happen in the past 6 years that I can't hold it in anymore. I've lost so many friends because they don't understand what I go through. I'm not a daughter in my...
    Bebechristine14 Bebechristine14 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I think its starting to take me over.
    deviness deviness 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have written on here once before, about a comment my husband had made awhile ago about our marriage. Now, within a short week, everything has completely crumbled. First let me...
    mbackman678 mbackman678 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    I told my friend I'm severely depressed and cut and have anorexia and then she tried to one-up me by telling me that she is depressed when she has a near perfect life. Then she...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I'm a teenager but I think I'm depressed. I've been depressed in the past before but I think it's come back to haunt me. I wear nothing but giant jackets and jeans all year round...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I just got clinically diagnosed with depression. If only they knew half of what I really do.
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Had a fight with my husband. Every time when we have a fight, I'm depressed....
    hotwifeWA hotwifeWA 36-40, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I am desperate and depressed I need a friend I am a genius compared to others
    LiquidTensionExperiment LiquidTensionExperiment 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I feel depressed almost everyday.... Just a sad thought... It hard not to fall into depression :( i feel depressed a lot and i dont feel like doing much when i am depressed...
    Coolrocker Coolrocker 22-25, F Mar 19

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    I never realized it until today but I actually have been depressed for almost 3 years. Probably longer. I used to be super depressed everyday. But now I'm just depressed in general...
    allytoledodiaz allytoledodiaz 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I go through cycles of horrible clinical depression and feelings of neutrality/apathy. I was on medications for about two and a half years and felt great. So great that my...
    AlyxB AlyxB 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Dear depressed people, you know you mean a lot to some people okay maybe not a lot but there is still that one person that cares,,, always. you know you have one life,right? so why...
    SAVEtheHER0 SAVEtheHER0 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Hi there , im totally depressed and i dont know how to handle my emotions .. Im a christiam believer And im a bisexual .. Im married .. Im happy .. I really want a friend to share...
    daffodils1975 daffodils1975 36-40, M Apr 5

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    Well, it is no secret because I know. Is that all matters? No, but it seems like it. With my circumstances and the live and "family" I am stuck in, I suffer depression and nobody...
    ColourmeAmb ColourmeAmb 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am very depressed due to my prostate problem and my mum with cancer. Yesterday when I went to see the doctor and the doctor said maybe it's prostate enlargement but he said...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I just went to the wash room and starting to feel abit difficult to let it out. I guess there's really something serious about my prostate. I hope is not cancer. I feel really...
    sadboi sadboi 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Why am I depressed? Maybe because no one really cares about me at least that is what it seems. My friends keep walking out of my life. I feel like I disappoint my mom no matter...
    Oreolover27 Oreolover27 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Damn it , if you see my dreams, you will wonder what the hell was going on through my head during the day that I am dreaming this at night, you might even feel threatened thinking...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I don't want to be depressed any more. I go through waves of joy and sorrow and I hate it. My mom had cancer. My sister was in a mental hospital. My dad works but doesn't make much...
    chrisrose925 chrisrose925 13-15, M Mar 22

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    I could write a 30,000 word prose of why I am depressed and why life has led me to the way I feel right now. But none of that really matters. It doesn't matter what life...
    Isabel13 Isabel13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Oh my god, I'm so tired of this. I'm so sick of being alive. I hate myself in every single way. I don't want to keeping living anymore. I want to die. I don't want to go to college...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm just been so depressed lately i mean I have two good friends but they don't understand what I'm going to go through what makes me even more angry is that my mom always tells I...
    saladbarchris saladbarchris 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I don't get it! One minute you'll be having a wonderful day! All excited and happy and the next minute your broken down and sad and you feel like your worthless except for no...
    EmoPanda3 EmoPanda3 13-15, F Mar 26

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    its an unending circle. i am depressed because i am lonely and i feel i am alone because i am depressed. I can start any conversation you want online. i feel ok to be me online...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I am so terribly unhappy and lonely. I cut, I have and eating disorder, and I am so depressed that I can't even get out of bed in the morning. I can't get over this without...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 1

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    Yesterday was a particularly bad day for me, I took a pill for the first time since I tried to kill myself through an overdose and all the feelings from that day came back. The...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    This is another stupid non-'experience' i've seen on here. How does Facebook out of all websites (especially this one) make someone feel depressed? Because you have no friends? No...
    Yogurtree Yogurtree 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Depression comes and goes with me. Last night, it came to me. And this morning, I took an anti-depressant to help me go thru the day at work and whenever. I feel cheerful and...
    littlemisslight littlemisslight 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    ive been this way since middle school. i dont understand why, i gew up in a good home, have loving parents, nice things (kinda lol). but every day i go about with a serious look on...
    Izzyguy007 Izzyguy007 22-25, M Mar 17

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    hi everyone, my name is Chrysa and i am really sad... All this week my -so called bestfriend- wasn't speaking to me and when she was she called me names.... So today she told me...
    chrysaaa chrysaaa 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 18

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    Yes...I had forgotten, now I remember why I stopped trying, why I didn't care anymore. What was I thinking? Why would it be any different? The only thing to do is to remember...
    sfvq9801 sfvq9801 26-30, M Mar 18

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    I don't know if I'm depressed or not. I don't even know if somebody is going to read this or not, haha, but I'm just upset. I've been upset for 2 and a half years now. Ever since...
    jonquil42 jonquil42 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I widowed 49 days ago. I'm 29 and I have two small daughters, 1 and 3. There are days when I'm ok..ish and more or less accepting. What else can we do.. Really.. And there are...
    Tisimi Tisimi 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I need someone to talk to, i am so depressed and broken
    sinshine sinshine 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    It's difficult being that one individual in the family that everyone looks to when everything has gone to hell. Since I was fifteen I was thrusted upon the age experience of an...
    3t0racl3 3t0racl3 22-25, M Mar 19

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    Hello this is my first post. I am 21 years old and I have no friends and family. My mother died when I was 11 and no one has ever really taken any real genuine interest in me...
    ImAlive3000 ImAlive3000 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I am feeling depressed. I don't really enjoy my college. I have been losing a ton of friends. Been in trouble with the law. My mother has been very disappointed in me. Life just...
    Jvibes Jvibes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21