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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 75 People

    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I´m feeling very depressed because I´m lonely already my whole life. I wish so much to have a person where I can share the lucky moments in my life and the bad ones, too. But...
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Sigh..what's the point. Highschool friends and my whole family would abandon me if they knew I was an atheist, so I keep them out of my head. But there isn't else inside. I only...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I am new member but infact have been reading stories/experiences for about six months. It seems to be a good site to express oneself as well as seek advice/suggestions. My problem...
    sologhost sologhost 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    As well as me being depressed, I make my friends depressed... Even if im happy, I still manage to make my friends depressed.... im such a bad friend..
    bpc2415 bpc2415 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    If anyone is depressed, I'm depressed too.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    The reasons why I feel depressed is because i was going to go to a family wedding but now I'm left alone abandoned at home doing nothing and now I'm drinking more alcohol heavily...
    agdnn agdnn 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I don't understand people who care about me. I get that I'm a nice person, but does my mental/emotional well being really matter? I don't think so, maybe that's why I sit here...
    Thequietwithin Thequietwithin 22-25, M Jul 24

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    I don't really think I'm depressed. I've felt this way for a while, and I don't necessarily correlate it with one singular event or period. Maybe it started after I changed schools...
    amazingamelia amazingamelia 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I'm on immigration process and am not allowed to work or get a driver's license until I'm authorized. My husband needs to take me places even though he is exhausted with hard work...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I was talking to my mom about one of my friends. This friend got in an argument with her parents and needed to get out of the house. Knowing all too well how it feels to be in a...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98 16-17, F Jul 22

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    I was already drowning in the dark and you had to push me down further to make yourself feel better and free. I can't believe you would do this to me. You knew it would hurt me...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    In 7th grade I had minor depression, but I overcame it. But now I can feel it coming back. I can only fake being happy for so long. I am going to try my hardest to not get...
    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I was diagnosed in November, 2014, but I've been depressed for a little over 2 years. Eventually life just catches up to you, your parents verbally abusing you, you verbally...
    ForeverOnMyGuard ForeverOnMyGuard 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 18

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    I am not sure why, but I always do, I get depressed and feel low in holidays. The only thing I remember from my psychology class in high school is that when people feel low during...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Am I depressed because I am lonely, or am I lonely because I am depressed?? I don't know the difference..
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    i am the most depressed teenager in my family i lock myself in my room i isolate myself from friends and fily and the only way i can stay sane is to paint things with nail varnish
    hater2610 hater2610 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I don't even mind being depressed anymore. It's just life. Life sucks and then you die.
    Thequietwithin Thequietwithin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I don't struggle with clinical depression. I'm not what you would probably think of as someone who struggles with depression. I don't have a chemical imbalance or anything like...
    anewman1993 anewman1993 22-25, M Jul 16

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    And when I do get depressed, I just want to be alone. I push everyone away for fear that I'll just bother or annoy them. Or perhaps it's because I just don't want to talk about it...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Six things to tell yourself today! 1. I matter 2. I'll get through this 3. I am beautiful 4. I deserve to be loved 5. I can find peace, happiness, and contentment 6. I have the...
    giathedancer giathedancer 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    If you need a sign to stay, this is it. If you need a reason to stay, I'll tell you some. Life is very short unless you believe in reincarnation, we probably only have one life on...
    giathedancer giathedancer 13-15, F Jul 16

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    I'm already depressed but I want to get away from the hurt the sorrow the yelling the fighting everything I'm 13 but for years everybody said I'm the good one I'm the one that's...
    ASR3292 ASR3292 13-15, F Jul 15

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    ravimailin ravimailin 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I think I'm more depressed than I've ever been before. Everything is spiraling out of control. I feel different, worse than before and sometimes even numb. I know I need help but I...
    starling156 starling156 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'm so depressed right now everything seems like it is not getting better my leg my life my spirit
    Bill19641111 Bill19641111 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Hi, thank you for being so kind. I think what made me feel depressed in the first place was that I fell out with my best friend but it wasn't just a typical fall out. Then I was...
    GDPunk GDPunk 16-17, F Jul 14

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    Hey guys, so it was my birthday today(it's 1 in the morning so it was actually yesterday) it was the lamest birthday ever. I was depressed all day. I have a tutor for the ACR and I...
    bendadrummer21 bendadrummer21 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Once I was told that I have "darkness inside" but, actually, I feel depressed because I see darkness all around me, in the people who I cross into, so I think that mine is just a...
    hashsoul hashsoul 26-30, F Jul 13

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    I'm 17 and tonight I had what felt like a midlife crisis. I never thought I would feel so depressed. I can't remember the last time I was happy. I just feel numb now, with the odd...
    GDPunk GDPunk 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I feel really depressed and I need help I'm not attention seeking at all I just feel like I need to let it out so I can be honest with someone and make me feel better Please talk...
    amylashes amylashes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I have been depressed on and off since early middle school and it reached a high level after my first semester of college where it got to the point that even on my good days i...
    Jesswhy Jesswhy 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    SO I have been depressed for over six months now. And nothing is helping. I recently watched this lecture called, "Stephen Ilardi: Therapeutic Lifestyle Change for Depression...
    4Rae 4Rae 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I am so depressed I don't even know what to write. I'm all alone here like a hermit with no energy to do anything. I've alienated my former friends and family members. I fear for...
    Jas376 Jas376 51-55, M Jul 12