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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    severely. no one cares about me. i will be the one to not get married while my sisters get married and have the happy lives god destined them to have. while i have the saddist life...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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    My mother tried to help me get of my depression by making me feel guilty for having it. "Everyone has it harder then you, I don't see why you're so depressed," and, "If you knew...
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 7

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    It's really sad with all the money and fame that he still felt bad enough that he didn't want to live anymore. He was a well loved celebrity. Goes to show you that true depression...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't want to remember the past. I wish that I could live in the moment and not have all my hash memories to hold me back in daily activities. I have so much to be grateful for...
    notokayrightnow notokayrightnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I feel utterly depressed, because I do feel lonely most of the time. I think it began when I had a disagreement with my parents 2 years ago. I tried writing a letter which I have...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    im depressed. i hate the world i hate my parents i hate everything all i do is cut and i have nearly completly blocked out the social world. and all i do is sit in dark corners and...
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Today i think i'm having a depression mood swing. I have this summer assignment that i basically have to get done in 1 day or else i have go to the lake with my step-mom where i...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm not usually depressed, but right now I'm in such a depressed mood. :(
    ShimmerSquirrels13 ShimmerSquirrels13 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Just in case something happens to me... Been depressed for: two years Symptoms of depression: >loss of interests: music and playing the flute (last year) >there are some days when...
    mokona95 mokona95 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I have been depressed like always and I tried to make myself feel better and I couldn't and a lot of things that are not ok crossed my mind suicide/cutting and I curled up in a...
    joshjudgment joshjudgment 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    For the first time I can truthfully use this word. I am utterly depressed. And yes I know that after you read this you'll think, "She shouldn't be depressed because almost everyone...
    ForeverSmiling ForeverSmiling 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm so depressed that my body is like sick and I feel terrible. I'm always tired and just feel like straight ****
    Brudy6 Brudy6 18-21, M Aug 2

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    I wanna quit. I want to let him go. He's such a dumb A-Rod I'm sick of it....I'm fighting dying of cervical cancer and have a family to care for 3 little ones and I'm doing it...
    sammysj8899 sammysj8899 31-35 Aug 2

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    i'm depressed :( i'm losing my life
    mido133 mido133 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 3

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    You know those days when you have nothing to be sad over, but you're sad anyway? It's one of those days for me. Somehow, I've ended up alone in the house I share. My brother is...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    http://www.ustream.tv/channel/superhero-tutorial Hey I'm making a livestream for anyone who is upset or anxious or depressed or anything, I will listen to you and try to help. I...
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    http://www.ustream.tv/channel/here-for-anyone-whos-depressed-or-anxious I want to start making livestreams where I can try and inspire people or assure then everything is going to...
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 16-17, M Aug 5

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    I feel really depressed right now. I always feel like my family and friends have someone else. I always tell people that I'm fine by myself, but I'm not. I hate where I am in life...
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    This has been happening at least once a week for the last 4 months. I don't know what I'm feeling. I see a wedding, or a graduation, or a reuniting on tv. A lot of the time it just...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I am in the millitary in singapore. In here they call it national service. Every singaporean citizen who turns 18 automatically will recieve a letter stating that you are supposed...
    AravinZiltoid AravinZiltoid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    My wife has been on Prozac for (8) years. It is really bad when she decides not to take them anymore. The early years of marriage were good and we raised (3) great children whom...
    RIDJEMAN RIDJEMAN 56-60, M Aug 6

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    I've become so depressed I made myself sick :(
    Doof00 Doof00 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Need to talk to some one now.. Very much depressed
    Phairux Phairux 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Life is wayyyy too much for me lately. Dont get me wrong, Im not suicidal, just depressed in a "mild" sense I guess... Ive been having trouble sleeping, crying alot & wanting to...
    Contrarthodox Contrarthodox 26-30, F Aug 7

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    sasamigirl909 sasamigirl909 31-35, F Aug 8

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    I have learned that I'm just not suppose to ever be happy. It's not for me. I'm suppose to be depressed and lonely for the rest of my life. And I'm just going to have to find away...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    I feel so down these days. Like worst than ever. I wanna rip everything out of my life and start over. I know people are gonna comment 'attention seeker' and stuff. Feel free to...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    maybe someone can offer me some kind words of comfort? i had to move back home becase of financial situations. my parents live in the middle of nowhere. on top of this i cant take...
    lost3458 lost3458 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    im depressed most of the time for many reasons but there is never a solution to all of my pain and suffering what should i do
    mrgears20 mrgears20 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    You ever find it that sleep seems to be the only peace you can get when you're in super depressed state? I feel that being way we can be mentally tormented, exhausted, haunted...
    Brisco221 Brisco221 31-35, M 5 Responses Aug 9

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