Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I have had suicidal thoughts. I have had too many failures. I cannot handle more. My mother feels I am worth nothing, she has even asked me to leave home. I am technically disowned...
    evanescentme evanescentme 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I feel depressed the thought of eating sickens me. If I am severely depressed I could starve myself for days on end up to a week, instead I drink up to 4 V cans a day (a drink...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had a major breakdown a couple of days ago and my family had to call the ambulance cause I was completely out of it. We were almost at the hospital when I began coming back to my...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't want to live. I am so sick I can't do anything but I've been in college anyways suicidal because I'm severely exhausted and have severe pain when I do basically anything. I...
    fallenstar23 fallenstar23 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    it's always on and of . im starting to wonder if depression ever truly goes away. I thought my meds were working and I was getting better and then all of a sudden one afternoon I...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's weird to admit that. Actually it's almost scary to admit being depressed. Until recently I couldn't even form the words 'I'm depressed', and honestly I still have trouble...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So, I'm a 16 y/o who's depressed, big deal... That's what I want to be believe. Anyway, I've been depressed for over 2 years, it affected me so much that it got to the point that...
    freedeer freedeer 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I do not know what to ******* do right now!!! I have been depressed these days!!! I feel lonely, I feel like no cares for me and it is like everyday !!! I feel ugly !!! I am so...
    Katt007 Katt007 18-21, F Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been feeling depressed for so many years now I'd rather not count, but I am really starting to question will ever get any bettet for me. As every time I allow myself to...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I won't lie, I have suicidal thoughts.. I constantly have a battle with my thoughts and I'm very depressed. I can't even find someone who is loyal enough for me, I am bullied, I...
    YoyoDuckyMomo YoyoDuckyMomo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    At first I did not know I am depressed. I was just...sad, and completely lack motivation in everything. My chest always feels heavy?not literally?and it is like having a dark and...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't been on here in a really long time. But I'm getting really desperate. I've been in so much physical pain I can't even watch tv anymore. I just wandered around my house...
    Invisibleninja12 Invisibleninja12 18-21, F Jan 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everywhere I go I don't belong Everywhere I go I am lonely Everywhere I go I am ignored Everywhere I go I am talked about Everywhere I go I am depressed All I want to do is die...
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Depression sucks it is something hat cannot be removed easily , when u tell someone not to be depressed it is like telling a blind man to see clearly . Getting depressed cannot be...
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate it that I don't know what to say when I see a depressed person's story on here. I am an albino with weak eyesight and I hate the sun. My father passed away when I was nine...
    anonymousmuslimteen anonymousmuslimteen 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm depressed, very depressed I could use a trustworthy person to talk to ...
    blondiebieber17 blondiebieber17 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just depressed... Wanna cry kinda depressed.
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 5 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i didnt ever wanted to be fall in love with someone from the starting as i didnt liked it. but, i did i dont know how or why but i did and i love her a lot she's my classmate and...
    Varun99 Varun99 13-15, M Dec 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is how i look like these past few months being depressed and all. Idk i just don't feel like wearing make up at house or even going out... 
    yalalast yalalast 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am engaged to the love of my life yet I can't be happy about it or feel excited about wedding planning because I am still depressed over the loss of my parents. I was happy and...
    cicisays13 cicisays13 26-30, F Dec 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This happens every few months. I get super depressed and don't even want to get out of bed. It's also not helping that people are being jerks. A friend of mine was suppose to text...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was really depressed when me and my boyfriend broke it. It felt so weird. I could barely breathe, my heart felt heavy, I lost a lot of weight, I was always alone (but what's new...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm depressed and I really needed someone (knows who she is) but she left The time I needed her the most and i would be so happy if she replied back to me
    TimePrincess TimePrincess 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My family thinks I'm anti social but really I'm just depressed because the guy I'm in love with hates me.
    bearsgirl03 bearsgirl03 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My only friend never wants to hang out with me. Every time I ask her she says she is not feeling well or is busy. Today I asked why she never wanted to hangout with me , she said...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Been depressed lately, just shook it off now finally. Now get my sh-t back on track, new year resolution drink more water, dehydration can lead to depression.
    YellowBrightLight YellowBrightLight 18-21 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just can't shake this feeling. I've been depressed for a very long time. it just keeps getting worse and worse. it physically hurts. No matter what i do, the pain won't go away...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Hate being at parties or around people when I feel depressed. I feel like I will cry at any moment and that would be a disaster. Everyone asking what's wrong when I don't know...
    nadia50 nadia50 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so frigging depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's one of those mornings. I feel beyond depressed, and I don't want to die at the moment... but that constantly changes. I feel like there is no hope and nothing in my life will...
    ally109 ally109 22-25, F Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    really depressed right now
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm so depressed latly and it's getting worse
    SykikGhost1 SykikGhost1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    my best friend hasen't txted me back, or kik-ed me back for the entire winter break. i'm so depressed and i really miss her a lot, idk WTF to do, he sister will only talk to me for...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Don't read this thanks. I get depressed a lot of times. My social anxiety is through the roof and far worse than it was a year ago. Are they going to fix all of my problems and...
    Mittons Mittons 18-21 Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a massage therapist and I just started working last month in a new area I just moved to. I've had a decent amount of people but today I had two no shows. :-( So I feel...
    faerieshimmer87 faerieshimmer87 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think it's more uncommon to find somebody who hasn't been depressed, which is pretty messed it.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't what I'm going to do with my life. I'm failing school when I used to be a straight a student. I try studying but I have a hard time being able to focus. Even when I do...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can back for a friend and I got told to leave them alone... I just wanted to help you I mean I cared about that person a lot So yeah now just a bit depressed
    Chesher Chesher 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel that if you knew me you'd be depressed just by the sight of me....
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I get everything I ******* want, I have lots of friends, I do good in school. Why do I continue to feel this way? I have no back story. I have never had to feel the grief of a loss...
    Spookitty Spookitty 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

    Your Response

    Please respond with authenticity, support