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I Am Clinically Severely Depressed

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    Meds

     i needa go get my new meds tomorrow & this was my daily note to self moment. the end.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    I Guess So.

    My shrink keeps making appointments to see me again and again and my script for meds keeps getting renewed.  Does that make me "Clinically Depressed"?  It doesn't work anyway, **** it.  I've given up on the meds and have stopped taking them.  They...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 5 Responses Nov 2, 2009

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    A Life I Would Love To Have

    A life where I wake up and everybody is happy to see me when I come out of my room. Where my siblings treat me just as nicely as they treat each other. Where being the youngest doesn't matter. A life I would love to have is one where I have a boyfriend that is affectionate and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2012

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    Brain Problem?

    I must have a brain problem ....   I cannot seem to focus and I feel like a retard who cannot accomplish much right now. It seems like all my life experiences have not helped to mature more and that I have regressed so much.    I go to work and struggle with a project...
    ckennes ckennes 41-45 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    I Am So Done.

    I am feeling the worst I have been since 1999-2005. I feel completely alone. I'm becoming house bound. I don't want to see anyone now. I've finally accepted that all the people I knew have left me behind. In the beginning I tried to commit suicide, nearly did it too. Some people...
    sld57 sld57 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    I became depressed at the tender age of 6. I was severely bullied every single day from grade kindergarten throughout high school. I was frankly the only mixed child of African...
    Symone00 Symone00 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think in the back of my mind, I'm always sad. But it's days like these that I know that I really am depressed. Those days where I'm lying on my bed, staring at my ceiling...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So I am really depressed. I think. I'm trying to just get use to the fact that I'm not gonna find the one. It seems like all guys ever want is just sex. I know there are guys out...
    manders831 manders831 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm so lonely at 32 years old I would never imagine my life being like this I thought I would be married with a couple of kids a career a house and a dog but but I'm single and...
    spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    The reason why I joined EP because I was a little depressed, but over the time, after reading a lot of stories and exploring, I noticed that a lot of people here have worse...
    miggyquin miggyquin 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    The reason why I joined EP because I was a little depressed, but over the time, after reading a lot of stories and exploring, I noticed that a lot of people here have worse...
    miggyquin miggyquin 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a stay home dad and have two daughters (11 and 13) -My 13 year old always wanted to be a big girl and is independent. Makes it very easy on me to watch her grow up. My 11...
    ilikebeingme ilikebeingme 46-50, M a week ago

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    I am a 23 yr old student in college and unfortunately to say, I have been extremely depressed for the past couple of years. This mostly has to do with the fact that I have no...
    lonelyman1113 lonelyman1113 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm depressed. I tried to overcome it, but I sure did fail...
    Christine99 Christine99 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I been depressed since my parents got separated and it's been a while. I guess because of my dad. What he did was wrong and still right now I can't forgive him. I don't think I can...
    Smilegirl1 Smilegirl1 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    i never thought i could be this depressed. i just miss this girl so much and ive heard about things like soulties and stuff like that and idk it might be true cause i feel like...
    pepetheanarchistfrog pepetheanarchistfrog 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    I recently broke up with my ex and I just found she cheated on me and now she is happily either the person they cheated with and I'm just left here alone. It doesn't really seem...
    karizombie07 karizombie07 22-25, T Jun 24

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    Why does everyone come to me when they're depressed or sad or whatever? Just leave me alone! I have my own problems! I can't carry your problems on top of mine. I'm sorry, but I...
    LetForeverBelongToTheDead LetForeverBelongToTheDead 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Someone please put me out of my misery my heart hurts so much and it's depressing me no one loves me and no one ever will im always a second choice it's feels like **** I wanna...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I do not remember a time where I have been 100% happy with myself and with life itself. I was depressed at a very young age because of things at home but no one knew how I was...
    Charli101 Charli101 16-17 Jun 24

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    I always thought people could tell that I was insecure and depressed, but I have a mask that I put on and everyone says I look perfect. You can almost never tell that I'm depressed...
    sirianstarsoul sirianstarsoul 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I see it, my mom, my gf ,my sisters , cousins, everyone sees it, I'm just becoming more and more depressed more and more each day, I literally cut myself out of depression...
    Jerseyboi Jerseyboi 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    I misscarried at 9 weeks it had a inpact so bad that I am still depressed over it and now I can't get pregnant after 1-1/2 year of trying with my bf
    DollFacedBeauty2k15 DollFacedBeauty2k15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Today I am. I'm coming out of it. Slowly but surely. Maybe too slow and I won't make it. Damn, just need a balance in my life. A woman is made to balance a man as a man is...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I get very sad and depressed at night when I'm alone in my room. It usually happens around 11pm and then continues until I can't distract myself. I get depressed because I am...
    JaxxBlackBlood JaxxBlackBlood 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 23

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    I remember having a bad day at school a while ago. I don't recall why I was upset but these two girls noticed and I heard one of them whisper behind me "I think she's depressed...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Jun 23

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    depressed and have no motivation for multiple reasons that i cant change :(
    pepetheanarchistfrog pepetheanarchistfrog 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    If a person has little 'spouts' of depression from time to time, should they be tested clinically.
    An12S An12S 16-17, M Jun 22

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    I am the eldest in my sisters. But i constantly have this pressure to get better grades than my sister, she's quite smart. This makes me depressed a lot. The kids in my class...
    Lalaloopsiebabe Lalaloopsiebabe 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    I'm not depressed right now but I have been in the past. I am more than happy to talk with anyone who needs help dealing with depression. Just don't use me as your only source of...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 22

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    I am depressed for I loved this young man named Asa too much and too far. He is still my ex boyfriend but I still love him truly and purely.
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I wouldn't say depressed, just have a social interaction deficiency...
    Cosmic0Potato Cosmic0Potato 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I feel so depressed. everything is grey. even though there is things for me to be happy for I just feel so depressed. and no one cares
    flo877 flo877 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I finally opened up and became raw and vulnerable. I explained to my husband how I have no drive to do anything, I'm miserable, and I can't focus on anything. I rely on weed for...
    AmayaHoo AmayaHoo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I sometimes think school makes me depressed but i am depressed during the summer too..i just dont have to leave my house
    darkskies7 darkskies7 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I get these few hours each day, where I'm really depressed. Other times I'm just sad or maybe slightly happy. I really don't know why. Nothing happened. I just think of every...
    Imahumanbeing Imahumanbeing 22-25, F Jun 17

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    So, I am depressed. Unfortunately it seems a good amount of people on here are as well. A part of me wishes I could move us all somewhere else, where we could try to be happy. I...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    I have been so depressed because I'm lonely I live alone not seeing anybody right now I am so tired of being alone its not fun to be so depressed
    satinbitch58 satinbitch58 56-60, M 3 Responses Jun 16

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    I texted her last night when I was having a mental breakdown. This was her response and it will restore your faith in humanity: "First off never apologize to me for expressing...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I have a very strong energy about me. I usually very upbeat, funny, loud, and vulgar as hell. I have a very big personality. My best friend told me she can feel my energy when I...
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    Does AnyOne Else Feel Like When There On Their Period They Feel More Depressed And Suicidal?
    JustASkinnyDream JustASkinnyDream 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I don't have anyone to talk to so I'm going to write it on here in hopes to feel a relief I guess. For starters I'm a 19 year old woman I am from SLC, UT. I guess I'll just write a...
    chana801 chana801 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 16