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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    I was particularly scared of clowns when I was a kid.
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    My childhood wasn't so great. Until this day I haven't talk to no one about it, 31 years later I still have this pain bottle up inside of me. I am damaged within because of pain my...
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    I get bullied to much & I am just done . With fighting over nothing! I try to be cool, I try to get everyone to like me but some how at the end I always am the one who "is starting...
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    Omg !!! I don't know what happened!!! My left nut is like stretched to my knees !!!!
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    in modern society, damage is unavoidable.
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    I get so frustrated with life that I often take it out on myself. I've damaged my eyesight and I've broken and bloodied my nose- all from beating myself. If life hates me, then I...
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    More accurately and importantly, I like how I am and do not want to be "fixed" . I see my flaws as adding character!
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    I woke up this morning and realized just how true it is
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    But everyday I will strive to be better man.
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    Not sure if im able to come back from ths place...
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    I was about 5-6 years old when this happen. I used to live directly across from a park as a kid, I used to playing the ball diamond, cause as a kid I played softball. While I was...
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    I have severe emetophobia, and a strong fear of clowns, but I wouldn't say it's a phobia of mine lol.
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