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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    Being aware of the damage bcoz of the way I were raised sure gave me the choice to not act upon it n let it in latent state. I know that bcoz of my dad I feel undeserving he said...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 4 Responses May 13

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    I honestly like being damaged, it means I know how to survive.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Thanks to Gamzee Makara, now even more so.
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    I don't think my broken but I feel like because of my past and the fact I get scared easily. I scare men away. I need someone who is patient. I am worth the trouble. But I just...
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 4 Responses May 8

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    I get very uncomfortable, sometimes angry, when people stare at me. Everywhere I go, it happens. Women stare at me and give me these bitchy looks and men, they just stare. And...
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    I used to just brush it aside....but I can't...today I feel the whole world against me and nobody can or will help me....I feel like an alien on a new planet where I know nobody...
    LibertyFailure LibertyFailure 16-17, F May 14

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    I want to experience love but I'm scared of it too.. I'm almost scared of guys because once upon a time all I knew was rejection and guys chasing me trying to have sex. No one's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    to grow up in fear pain and terror
    littlebabybell littlebabybell 13-15, T 3 days ago

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    I'm scared to death of balloons I know it's a irrational fear I know balloons can't really hurt me I know that I should like them but I don't and no matter how many times people...
    colorfulshadow colorfulshadow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I had a dream that my family and I went to this mansion to stay for a little.The next morning my uncle and I were walking down the stairs.there was this clown in a box decoration...
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    A lady is throwing a party for her granddaughter, and had gone all out..... a caterer, band, and a hired clown. Just before the party started, two bums showed up looking for a...
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    I am issuing another challenge to thosefags the nuts. 1. Save up your money 2. Quit your job 3. Apply for clown college 4. Get accepted 5. Go to clown college. 6. Graduate from...
    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F May 11

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    Before starting your business, of course, you have to make sure you are into the safety department before and during the process. For the construction of your business office to...
    MarkPaulLucas MarkPaulLucas 22-25, M Apr 28

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    Toys of Years Gone Past Look around you Up in your attic Upon old play things And grew up with Like some old friends That you once knew A Tin Soldier stands, Tall and stiffly...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M 1 Response May 3

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    Just when I think I have figured everything out ! Today ... I need to use a Hydrology Report ... to explain to a church ... about a clown ... that paves the way for a Hospital...
    questionWeaver questionWeaver 56-60, M 2 Responses May 6

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    When Tomorrow Comes Part Nine - Chapter Three Although I said I was hungry, I picked at what was set before me. Mother was watching me closely, and Dada seemed preoccupied...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Apr 24

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    Does anyone wanna hear a story? It's copyright but I'm happy to share! It's not too good but I try, so enjoy I guess!😄 Pothcrome unplugged Story Chapter 1 *Whiirrrrrrrrrr...
    Penelton Penelton 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    I wonder what it is like being Richard and the nuts? They are such losers. Imagine being so damaged that the only way you can feel good about yourself is by living out power and...
    notoveryetlololollol notoveryetlololollol 51-55 May 10

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    I can tell what sort of person rent boy is. I can tell what sort of people the nuts are I have gone on. About their bizarre damaged power fantasies. These people are seriously...
    notoveryetlololollol notoveryetlololollol 51-55 May 10

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    Similar to you'll be able to feign remaining Ill on your own, some other person you already know can also supposedly slide Unwell. Bail oneself out from being forced to show up at...
    Michael0962opo3 Michael0962opo3 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always wonder what would have happened if I said no when she asked me out, instead of being scared to lose my only friendship. I never really wanted to date her, she was just my...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    when a relationship is damaged once, it's forever damaged!
    pgalsh pgalsh 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    Living in a world where reality no longer makes any sense, Justice and truth now taking offense, What wickedness this way comes, Laughing in your face and throwing you a few...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M Apr 23

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    I remember last night I had a fever and suddenly I started to hallucinate very bad. I hallucinate like there are two people who want to kill me, and my f*** mother instead of...
    Alirezatm Alirezatm 13-15 1 Response Apr 25

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    so im scared of balloons tho to be honest i like hot air balloons now tho i did used to be scared of them coz well there a balloon but there not like other balloons 1 they not...
    colorfulshadow colorfulshadow 22-25, F Apr 25

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    I got into Visual Kei when I was 13/14 2006/2007 and I still love it my favorite band is The Pumpkin Head/パンプキンヘッド the members are the vocalist...
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    I love to sleep I don't like negative people I love chocolate ice cream but hate chocolate bars am scared of heights I can't be in small places I love animals I hate clowns love...
    belladolla1510 belladolla1510 22-25, F Apr 25

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    1 - I am Scottish 2 - I love Shannen Doherty ridiculous amounts 3 - I wish I could win the lottery so I could be a cove guardian in Japan 4 - I'm a student nurse 5 - I have a weird...
    Charmedgirl113 Charmedgirl113 22-25, F Apr 26

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    my SIL is pregnant with her 6th child, there are times I just wish I could say "it's a vag*na not a clown car" ...but I don't feel like being beaten by a pregnant woman
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    Clowns don't bother me, neither so snakes , heights , elevators .... But if I see a spider in my house i kinda have a panic attack
    Mattsdragons Mattsdragons 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 29

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    You can't put a crown on a clown and expect the king...
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I just read this and WOooow is that me. "Placater" - "Mascot" - "Caretaker" This child takes responsibility for the emotional well-being of the family. They become the families...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response May 1

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    My mum tries to pressure me into looking a certain way with the way I dress, my hair and my makeup. The last time I let my mum do eye shadow on me, I looked like a clown! What...
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    the reason I don't enjoy birthdays is because when I was 6 the clown of the party told me he had a secret present for me in the basement....he fuc*** me in two hours in a row...my...
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    tired of being the whipping board for everyone tired if being pushed away from my own family because they don't want anything to do with me. for no good real reason tired of...
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    1.) I was born in Frankfurt, Germany 2.) I have three cats and one dog. 3.) College graduate, but hoping to go back to school for psychology. 4.) I'm attracted mainly to...
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