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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    I never was really. I guess since I wanted to be a clown since I was a child I was not really afraid.
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    I am broken. Ever since I was taken from my mom...i am not the same. She's in jail for letting her two kids get touched infront of her face! She can't see her kids until their 18...
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    I have wanted to be a clown ever since I was 6 or 7 years old. I love to play dress up and wear face paint. I can put my strange fashion sense to work. i like the anonymity of...
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    Dreaming comes so easily because its all that i've known True love is a fairytale I'm damaged so how would i know I'm scared and i'm alone i'm ashamed and i need for you to know I...
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    Always kind of knew it but I didn't realize just how much until now. Oh well, I guess I've got a lot of cleaning up to do. :/
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    nedden game. nuff said. *starts immitating the host guy* "lets meet contestant number 1"
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    I'm afraid of clowns. It is officially clown season.
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    I guess I feel attraction/connection for damaged people. sometimes it takes me ages to create a connection with healthy people, I don't know what to do with them, I feel kind of...
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    I vividly remember the first time I became afraid of clowns. It is a memory that will forever scar my mind. I was about 5 years old and at a kiddy birthday party. All the kids...
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    Juggalos are the worst. In fact they are so bad that Piers Morgan is one.
    ZemaLDFM ZemaLDFM 18-21, M Jun 19

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    They murder, rape, kidnap, etc. Who would want to be anywhere near them? They are my second biggest fear. The only clown I like is the one on the Simpsons, other than him, nobody...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 19

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    I hate clowns :S seriously hahaha I mean I'm not afraid of them, but I just don't like them, you never know what is behind of that make up....
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