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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    Maybe not damaged but very selective based on past abuse given towards me. I give everyone one chance now. Not one to give more the one. My heart or mind can't take it.
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    I have been acting like a kid for almost60 years. Why would any think I would stop now.
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    .. as this life is a f***ing joke.
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