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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    If truth be told, I have in fact realised, recently, that I am, a little afraid of clowns, some of them, not all. I do maintain, however, that I am not racist.
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    dear god if your not too busy right now stop right here PLEASE. its happening again and i dont think im strong enough this time around. what have I gotten myself into I'm not sure...
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    I mean damaged sounds like a good word to use u don't realize how hurt u are and u need someone but there's no one there for u there all fake
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    I am damaged in so many says. From heart breaks to headaches. From boys to blades. From parents leaving to friends being fake. I still haven't been healed but I just wanted...
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    all the hurt people have put me through that I've suffered in silence I just don't know if I can go back to the days before
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    It's too late.. I feel death coming closer
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    I've been told that I have everything going for me. I am young, educated, decent job, child-less (which is suppose to be a plus) and attractive. Just down play that I am separated...
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    I have trust issues...thinking I'm damaged goods.
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    I hallucinate weird things in my head. But it's almost like there's something more to it? Idk. But I sometimes visually see myself standing in a room, but I'm a lot thinner and...
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    When I was a boy, I was timid and gullible, I was that kid which was always left behind, bullied, and laughed at,I remember being nicknamed Hobbo for a year, perhaps it was the way...
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    It's one feeling that's hard to avoid because when pieces of you are damaged. It's hard picking up the pieces because you don't know where to start.
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    Hate hate clowns with a passion. I will never get with one ever.
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    Who isn't? Have stared at a clown, like really looked at them. They are crazy scary and especially that movie "It" scared me for LIFE
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