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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    I wouldn't really say I'm SCARED of clowns per se, but I have always found them unsettling and not at all cute or cuddly. They freak me out. What is endearing about someone that...
    licoriceandlace licoriceandlace 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    Clowns have always been creepy. John Wayne Gacy and Stephen King's "It," made things so worse.
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jun 29

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    I have the hugest fear of clowns 😭
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I love too hard. I care too much. I hate too little. I always forgive even when I shouldn't. I bury my pain deep inside my heart. All the hurt I carry leads back to my faults. I am...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 10

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    Years of abuse...little confidence. Im getting to be a better person but i still cant shake the insecurities. I know i have the insecurities of a 14 year old but they are very real...
    Annirox Annirox 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    both are creepy and up to no good.
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T Jul 2

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    For me it's the painted on smile.
    IndigoOne IndigoOne 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I cut. I starve myself. I have trust issues. I can't function sometimes. I want to die sometimes. I was sexually abused but all of my brokenness can't be just from that. I have...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I am right now. gosh I'm so pathetic I messed it up. please give me around of applause. I deserve a standing ovation. :'<
    Ranessa Ranessa 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Sometimes when I'm out doing random things with my friends, I get random flashbacks of my past. I either almost faint or cry. I end up feeling ill and numb for the rest of the day...
    neptunegurl neptunegurl 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I was taken for granted I was the one who lead the big social circle of my classmates back in 7th grade, but then two girls were fighting over a boy, it makes all the classmates...
    LilyGlass LilyGlass 13-15, F Jun 27

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    I wAtched my sister die. Watched her lowered into the ground. There is no pill for that
    wolfe2012 wolfe2012 41-45, M Jun 27

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    Climbing the mountain....sometimes I am dragging myself up, feel like I'm going to fall back down again. Sometimes I am holding on by my fingertips...some days I want to give up...
    00flyaway 00flyaway 41-45, F 6 Responses Jun 30

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    Don't tell me that I'm pretty, Cause I won't believe you. Don't tell me that I'm cute, Because I still won't believe you. Don't tell me I'm beautiful, I just won't believe you...
    obeseoreo obeseoreo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    Hong Kong turned me into one of the wrinkled faced people who work a lot for little money. I am a Canadian autistic who has never had anyone truly care for him and I was never...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been through so much. I'm such a good person but I always hook up with the wrong type of people. Once they get to know me they me they find a weakness and use me. Or try to...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm actually stronger these days. No meds and working.
    1sweetsoul 1sweetsoul 36-40, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Stopped meds and now feeling like I should go back onto them. I feel like I will never get better. I am so scared. It is not normal to feel this terrible all the time. How will I...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate living because life sucks
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    "haiku's of a madwomans mind" her silent monologue inside the cage of her mind leaves fleeting expressions catapulting across her vacant face like a strange circus act the pasty...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 1 hr ago

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    Whenever I get up on stage or in class my legs shake like crazy! But the funny thing is, im none for being the center of attention, the class clown. I just like doing that in the...
    asianlame asianlame 13-15, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm considering deleting my account here and leaving the site for good, so far I got hurt enough, it seems the more I explain about me the worse it gets...maybe I'm too sincere...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Ok so, a clown kidnapped's five Muslims and locks them in a big freezer. The Muslims are freezing cold, but know that the freezer will unlock itself in one hour and let the Muslims...
    adamfducas adamfducas 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    "Tennis Court" Don't you think that it's boring how people talk Making smart with their words again, well I'm bored Because I'm doing this for the thrill of it, killin' it...
    Anaaaaa345 Anaaaaa345 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Precious and fragile things, Need special handling, My God what have we done to You? We always try to share, The tenderest of care, Now look what we have put You through. Things...
    Virgo4Whore Virgo4Whore 41-45, M Jun 26

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    This may appeal to be your regular, cliché, stereotypical 'I have trust issues' post. One cannot deny the simple fact that actually, yes, it is that. My trust issues stemmed from...
    boneache boneache 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I had just been arrested for being a really really gayy rent boy. The cops took me to the police station and said they had to do a ***** search. When I was naked the cop said bend...
    RichardTouchesUpLittleBoys RichardTouchesUpLittleBoys 41-45 1 Response Jun 26

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    My main fears are clowns and then the basic being cheated on/being alone fears. But anyone here scared of clowns?
    labyrinthandinfinity labyrinthandinfinity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    When we went shopping my aunt went to the makeup section at Walmart and my little cousin told me "Is mama going to be a clown?" I was laughing my buns off XD She thought makeup...
    DysfunctionalPiano DysfunctionalPiano 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    God, I love our therapist. Wives - if you've read my post about the ESCAPE affair, this further info might help. So after my husband and I learned about the ESCAPE affair, I had...
    Uht2014 Uht2014 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    this is me. damaged, broken me. there nothing special about me, im just an average women trying to muddle through life with ease. i was always a 'strange' child according to people...
    littlemiss052014 littlemiss052014 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I fell in love with an angel. My angel was more than anything I could ever ask for and he loves me and supports me despite that I am very damaged. I hate that I'm damaged. I spit...
    bentocoffin bentocoffin 13-15 1 Response Jul 8

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    The void I felt as I fell apart was, at least to what I could imagine in my mind, probably equal to what you felt when I'd left you in the hospital. I began to feel very sad. I...
    justderek justderek 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    Marriage is a total trap for men. Like a lot of people, this experience starts with a relationship between 2 people, then life happens. Anyhow there's these 2 people, they...
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    I have always been the class clown and never been afraid to speak in front of people I don't always like being the center of attention but it does come naturally
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    So I woke up and had to pee pretty bad. I was walking to the bathroom real fast trying to hold. After I got in there and was about to sit down. My friend jumps out from the shower...
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    "great poets" one of the masters could have captured this for you one of the great poets could have spoken to you with such moving beauty as to stir your soul could have painted...
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    adventuretimer adventuretimer 16-17, F Jun 24

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    In yo face by insane clown posse
    stanmagicman2 stanmagicman2 13-15, M Jun 25

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    The Forking Road by HingHaitian ------------------ I am at a divide and I just can’t devise an escape from this place that I am inside of which God has forsaken I’m hyped up...
    HungHaitian HungHaitian 36-40, M Jun 26

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    Anything juggalo related. Twiztid,insane clown posse, boondox,blaze ya dead homie,(abk) anybody killa
    stanmagicman2 stanmagicman2 13-15, M Jun 27

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    Someone obviously didn't show ukno1 and keepinitrealalways attention when they were children. 😂😂😂😂 Keep on trolling you two. My page must be very entertaining to you...
    XxVivaLaBellaxX XxVivaLaBellaxX 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I feel really uncomfortable if someone tries to pressure me into it- I'm just like, "Nah, I'll stick to my chapstick. Thanks." I tried on foundation once out of boredom and just...
    MindvsHeartAJ MindvsHeartAJ 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 29

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    CHER LYRICS "I Got You Babe" [HER:] They say we're young and we don't know We won't find out until we grow [HIM:] Well I don't know if all that's true 'Cause you got me, and...
    sherrianna sherrianna 22-25, F Jun 29

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    "Send In The Clowns"-Frank Sinatra
    maverick1962 maverick1962 51-55, M 1 Response Jun 30