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I Am Clown Damaged

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    Clowns Are Scary

    When I was a kid, despite my mother’s history of being abused, she occasionally left me to stay with my grandparents. Apparently, she minimized her childhood in her head. That’s the only way that I can really comprehend why she would even think of leaving me alone there. It...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 26, 2013

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    justpaint justpaint 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    But scary !!! Lol I used to have nightmares when child!!!Lol And the clown from the movie "" it"" don't help it at all!!! :D Terribly scary!!! Lol
    Divine82 Divine82 26-30, F Dec 10

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    I'm just ****** up and broken. There is no bloody hope for me. I'm destined to hurt the people I love and it destroys me. I never mean it, I never do it on purpose i'm just damaged...
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    My life got better and I have people that make me happy but it seems like I just can't be ok. When I'm with them I feel good and fine but something deep inside me hurts. Something...
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    I have had a lot of hurt in my life. I know no ones life is perfect but I feel like I have been truly damaged for years.... And it's something I work on everyday.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I don't even know where to start, I've been lurking the posts of this site looking at all the experiences others have had and comparing them to my own, and some of them are quite...
    HOUSEofWOLVES HOUSEofWOLVES 16-17, F Dec 11

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    Yes i am to mentally damaged n i will never recover from it
    howard1945 howard1945 51-55, M Dec 19

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    Let me rephrase... I am not damaged. I have some little scars in my mind from the past, but I do not let it rule my life. I let it go and move forward with life. I become a better...
    MissyMo MissyMo 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    i feel like i have more problems than solutions. like everytime i figure out how to deal with one another one comes up and i get so overwhelmed. i can't help but wonder if im just...
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    NorCal420Bear NorCal420Bear 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    no matter where I go, the pain follows me.
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    And that's why I cannot be positive. I feel bad that I have nothing positive to offer to anyone. I can't inspire people. And yet I love someone who inspires so many people with his...
    EternalWanderer EternalWanderer 31-35, F Dec 3

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    it was my bday a day ago... My hubby made no effort what's so ever... his text messages were so informal, the writings in the card too...No attempt make me special, as my GP and...
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    I haven't slept with anyone in over three years. That's because I know I crave an abusive relationship that will take over my life...
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    its irreversible and i miss how things were before i was broke down into nothing.
    zanityone zanityone 18-21, M Dec 18

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    I lost my job and my roommate has been helping me with the bills. In exchange, she makes me get drunk every night and talk to horny people online. I'm starting to crave alcohol and...
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    Im not the one who crossed the line of normal thinking. Well kind-ish. I am just mentally and emotionally depressed. That and the voices that kept hunting me. Like they say Im a...
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    My mind is broken. People say "it's the illness" but I'm having my doubts. It's not just an illness. This is who I am. This is who I will forever be.
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    How can I be so ****** up that I want to die on Christmas? How can I be so selfish... So many caring and giving people, yet I feel as if though they don't care.. Maybe it's just...
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    Okay, I started off really happy, had tough times but no trauma or issues, very optimistic, resilient and really good at anything I tried. Had a bright future and a loving family...
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