I Am Comfortably Numb

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    "My heart is an endless winter filled with rage.

    I'm looking forward to forgetting yesterday." -5FDP "Cold"
    city87 city87
    26-30, M
    Dec 14, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 28, 2015

    Almost Back Home I'm almost back back

    where the sun doesn't shine back where the grass doesn't grow. back where you can't touch my heart back in my black lair. no more running fingers thru my hair, or whispered words of love. no more hurt, no more pain no more dancing in the rain. I'm tired of trying tired of...
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester
    41-45, F
    Aug 24, 2014

    I enjoy being sad.,gloomy.

    .living in the sad past...regretting and feeling and then dying in its guilt. Its like I enjoy it. But sometimes when I feel rhe real happiness I really wish to be happy and new...so yea...the battle is long...but I will want my positivity to win...
    divich420 divich420
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 7, 2014

    Hangin out with my Buddy Weiser

    and some good ol moonshine !!!!!!!🍺🍺
    Dustrated Dustrated
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 21, 2015

    I think nothing is better

    than to be numb, i have felt many things in my life , and to be numb in ur heart and soul is a lot better than anything else. With love u feel pain,joy pain once again, it is the cruel wheel that spins to balance the universe.. when you are numb there is no spinning.. only...
    Nichalas Nichalas
    26-30, M
    May 8, 2014

    my depression seems to be getting worse,

    but thats okay. there isnt anything i can do anyway. nothing hurts anymore. im numb, emotionally and physically. but i dont get why all these bad things happen to me, im a good person. i do good all the time and get **** back. so whatever.
    untamedperrie untamedperrie
    16-17, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    I'm used to feeling neutral,

    empty, and numb and I used to feel bad about it, but now it's just the norm.
    NeuroticNorah NeuroticNorah
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    This is the best feeling

    because I don't feel the hurt anymore. I listen to upbeat music and smile and am generally happy. I go whole hours with out thinking about _. When I realize that I was able to get on without the thought of _, I feel like I have accomplished something. I am comfortably numb...
    Romantical Romantical
    26-30
    Feb 12, 2014

    Do not mourn for me, You have your work,

    I have my world. My vessel has not become empty To fill it is my mission. I shall be pleased If anybody keeps waiting Anxiously for me. But now I shall offer myself to Him Who can brighten the darkness with light And see me as I am Transcending what is good or bad...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 23, 2014

    did you ever ponder the possibility of some day

    becoming comfortably numb once again? Just allowing drugs and alcohol to slowly eat away at all emotions. I can only imagine the relief it might bring, But I have experienced first hand the pain, the high, the sting. Can the flesh truly desire a substance that the soul can...
    AndyOceans AndyOceans
    18-21, M
    Dec 30, 2014

    Almost Back Home I'm almost back back

    where the sun doesn't shine back where the grass doesn't grow. back where you can't touch my heart back in my black lair. no more running fingers thru my hair, or whispered words of love. no more hurt, no more pain no more dancing in the rain. I'm tired of trying tired of...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 3, 2014
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