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I Am Completely Alone

For people who have no family or friends and are literally completely alone in life 201 People

    I've no friends at all.

    I've no life. I've been this way for the last four years, and even before then I never felt I fitted in. the isolation is killing me. I feel worthless and that I should kill myself. I don't want to feel this way and pretend I don't most of the time. but the last few weeks have...
    NorthenSoul NorthenSoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    The only thing I have close to a friend is my

    family. I have no bess friends boyfriends cousins anything. & I knew it would come to this but it's cool I don't have anyone's burdens on my shoulder I just can't wait until college & get to start off my career because I've been told you win some you loose some the people you...
    aubreylovell aubreylovell 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Why I can't get friends.

    .. 1. I'm Muslim so I can't go clubbing, drinking, partying, or stare at boys with you 2. I'm fat 3. I'm short so people alway have to bend down to talk to me which is very awkward and uncomfortable 4. I might dress differently from you 5. If you come over you have to be...
    joseey joseey 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    What's the point and getting out of bed

    if I have no job to go to or no friends to hang with? I screwed up my life and having trouble fixing it.
    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    My Loneliness

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Friends...

    I use to be popular.. At least i thought i use till i found out they use to just hang with me to ditch me an have me walk home an talk **** about me too my face.. Then i started to smoke weed sophmore year in highschool.. It became an everyday thing how i passed sophmore year i...
    Idkvince Idkvince 18-21, M Apr 23, 2013

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    It's just like I look at facebook tonight

    and everyone is having the such good times. I see them all laughing and having fun in there pictures. I know i've made mistakes but like i deleted a few of my friends because they hadn't talked to me in weeks and they never even bothered to ask me what was wrong or add me back...
    sweetbaboo1990 sweetbaboo1990 22-25, F May 19

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    Wrong Again

    The party is over. I am old now. In the past I could endear myself to people by appearing to be talented and full of potential. No longer. I moved up north to get away from the "bad scene". I removed the bad influences from my life, got off the drugs, got a job, and am stable...
    porkchop276 porkchop276 31-35 1 Response Dec 17, 2011

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    Alone And Lonely

    i do have a family but i haven't talked to them for 12 years. my parents were seriously abusive **** ups.  we moved constantly my whole life so i never stayed anywhere long enough to make any friends.  i have recently moved to NYC and am completely alone.  i work...
    sadgirlx sadgirlx 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    For The Last 26 Years...

    I've felt like I had so many people in my life whom I could trust, turn to, hang out with, share experiences with... and you know what I realized?  For the last 26 years... I've been wrong. Let's start with the most recently celebrated US holiday... Mother's Day...
    taquitobelle taquitobelle 26-30, F 3 Responses May 13, 2010

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    It Never Really Bothered Me Before.....

    Foster care, group homes...and now in adulthood.... No friends.. No relationship with my family. It really sucks.
    misshall1217 misshall1217 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    Back After So Long

    So I've come back to ep after afew months. Am no longer takin antidepressants as I put on so much weight. So much has happened since n not enuff tym to say!! At the moment am feeling all alone and lost. Have had massive arguments at home n jus feel like whole world is against me...
    sosadallthetime sosadallthetime 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    All Alone... But For The First Time It's Really Bothering Me

    I've never been a very social person.  I don't mind being by myself, which is good, because I've never been great at keeping friends around for too long.  I have on friend in the world.  He's stuck by me through everything.  He's awesome, and smart, and loyal...
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F 1 Response May 21, 2010

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    Is This Really The New Definition Of Friendship?

    When did it become okay for friends to have strong opinions about my diet, lifestyle and marriage? I grew up in a world where you supported your friends no matter what, and the only grounds for dumping a friend was if they were unpleasant directly to YOU. Nowadays, it seems the...
    MaxineR MaxineR 36-40, F Oct 7, 2012

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    Alone. I have no one.

    In the hallways of my highschool, I pass my fellow students, shoved here and there. I see so many faces, yet no one to call a friend. They look at me with their smirks. I don't know who to trust. I just want someone to open up to. Suffering from of a drug abusive mother...
    HardTimesOfTristen HardTimesOfTristen 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    Surrounded But Alone

    My sadness isn't because I'm alone. It's because I'm surrounded but I feel as if I'm alone. Aren't siblings supposed to help you and even if your not that close they'll come to save you when things get hard. I have two brothers and they treat me like I don't exist. All of my...
    DriftingCloud DriftingCloud 16-17 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    fav777 fav777 18-21 3 Responses Nov 21

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    Right Now

    Physically and emotionally alone, if I needed someone right now, well I'd be screwed. Thankfully I'm quite anti social. That's a god damn relief isn't it? Some people say they would go crazy if they didn't have human interaction for days or weeks on end. I don't really...
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I can be with my husband, yet feel completely alone. We're not really communicating anymore. After the holidays, I'm going back to school. When I'm finished and have a job, it's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I am going to be alone forever... I use to be able to deal with it.. Now I don't think I can. Completely alone.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    People always bleat on about relationships...but in fact a relationship takes two to work. I thankfully have found my life partner and we are blissfully happy. If your with the...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    it's hard when nobody understands you when you're always misunderstood cannot handle this feeling all the walls are caving in i wish there were just one day just one day where i...
    sixlives sixlives 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    I'm not sure if I took the question completely correct... I'll take a drink of alcohol but I might have company or I might not...alcohol as with pizza is something I consume...It's...
    karlatta karlatta 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore and I'm constantly telling myself that everything will be ok when I know it's not. None of my "friends" want anything to do with me...
    xocarasoulxo xocarasoulxo 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I have pushed everyone away... No one knows the hurt I feel. Don't want to burden anyone. So I make myself a cocktail and wish I feel nothing. Is it so wrong to push people away...
    LisetteBrown LisetteBrown 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    Today is my birthday... And every year it gets more depressing, not because of some superficial dislike of having aged . I completely love my age!! But because for just this day I...
    Jadelicious Jadelicious 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I am 17 years old and last year I began talking to a boy on the internet! I live in a college town and he was a college freshman and I was a high school junior! We decided to meet...
    Kitkat25 Kitkat25 16-17, F Dec 17

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    I am terrible with this! I am constantly changing my schedule, stating I am either working late or completely forgot about other arrangements. When in reality, the only reason...
    cassandrawilkinson cassandrawilkinson 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Years ago, I was lonely and living in a new city and signed up for a dating site. I was looking for anyone; love, friendship, sex, or drugs, it didn't matter. I met many people...
    UrbanArtFan UrbanArtFan 26-30, T 5 days ago

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    Alone without anyone around... Just alone with my thoughts... I am better off this way... I don't do good with any kind of relationship... Every time I grow close with someone they...
    BeautifulEvilEyes BeautifulEvilEyes 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's true. Like at school. Huge classroom with about 20-25 students. I still felt lonely. Some of my friends are even there! I feel invisible, alone, forgotten, hated. I don't...
    TheLoner1234 TheLoner1234 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    I've always preferred being alone. No one to yell at me, no one to worry about. I don't really fancy large crowds much.... I feel caved in, and claustrophobic. I like being alone...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Nov 28

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    So being alone is something I love yet hate? I like to be alone because it'll leave me to my own thoughts, but the silent kills as well where my overthinking just jumps in. So...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I have a pretty demanding job, young child and a partner who barely comes near me despite the effort I make. When I'm alone I feel so much better like the stress just vanishes and...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    A former friend said that he felt I liked being alone. That is true. I do like my alone time but at times, I wish I had someone special. The point is, I am going to be happy...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 14 Responses Dec 9

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    About 90 percent of my work day, I'm left Alone. I live Alone. I go out to eat, I'm Alone. (I hate that because of the pity-eyes I can feel on my back.) No one calls, unless they...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 17

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    Women should NEVER be permitted to be seen, heard, talked about or exist except for their husbands pleasure. They have NEVER had anything to speak about or even think with out the...
    canuckrider canuckrider 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I have removed all of my hair from head to toe, so i completely hairless, including eyebrows and eyelashes. there is not a single hair in any of my photos
    lifeuniverseeverything lifeuniverseeverything 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    I've been bald for about half my life now (I'm 16 now). It started back in the summer of 4th grade, when my hair suddenly started falling out really fast. We went to the doctor...
    blah991 blah991 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    its like every where i go and no matter what i do the outcome is the same. me left behind in an empty house haunted by these 4 naked walls. ive never known security and i doubt...
    livingpositively livingpositively 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I wish I could be left alone, but in a house of seven people, it difficult. When I want to be alone, there are people surrounding me, but when I don't want to be alone, there is no...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I moved to Texas 12 years ago, and rarely have I spent the holidays alone. I have traveled to see family or been with friends but I still feel alone or like I am crashing someone...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Dec 7

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    Just One of Those Days!!!Today after finals I returned loaned books to the college bookstore and after than leaving the campus made me feel very alone. All of those people I no...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    I'm 22 years old and I'm terrified about living alone. I grew up with lots of siblings. In my country, extended families were very coomon and I was part of one. I've never had...
    gethro gethro 22-25, M Dec 12

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    I so cherish my alone time. I need it to function. I never feel more alone in this world then when I am out and surrounded by people. I feel so much better when I am alone. That's...
    wanion wanion 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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