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I Am Completely Alone

For people who have no family or friends and are literally completely alone in life 208 People

    Alone And Lonely

    i do have a family but i haven't talked to them for 12 years. my parents were seriously abusive **** ups.  we moved constantly my whole life so i never stayed anywhere long enough to make any friends.  i have recently moved to NYC and am completely alone.  i work...
    sadgirlx sadgirlx 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    For The Last 26 Years...

    I've felt like I had so many people in my life whom I could trust, turn to, hang out with, share experiences with... and you know what I realized?  For the last 26 years... I've been wrong. Let's start with the most recently celebrated US holiday... Mother's Day...
    taquitobelle taquitobelle 26-30, F 3 Responses May 13, 2010

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    It Never Really Bothered Me Before.....

    Foster care, group homes...and now in adulthood.... No friends.. No relationship with my family. It really sucks.
    misshall1217 misshall1217 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    All Alone... But For The First Time It's Really Bothering Me

    I've never been a very social person.  I don't mind being by myself, which is good, because I've never been great at keeping friends around for too long.  I have on friend in the world.  He's stuck by me through everything.  He's awesome, and smart, and loyal...
    Iamnobodywhoareyou Iamnobodywhoareyou 22-25, F 1 Response May 21, 2010

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    What's the point and getting out of bed

    if I have no job to go to or no friends to hang with? I screwed up my life and having trouble fixing it.
    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I've no friends at all.

    I've no life. I've been this way for the last four years, and even before then I never felt I fitted in. the isolation is killing me. I feel worthless and that I should kill myself. I don't want to feel this way and pretend I don't most of the time. but the last few weeks have...
    NorthenSoul NorthenSoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 5, 2014

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    Is This Really The New Definition Of Friendship?

    When did it become okay for friends to have strong opinions about my diet, lifestyle and marriage? I grew up in a world where you supported your friends no matter what, and the only grounds for dumping a friend was if they were unpleasant directly to YOU. Nowadays, it seems the...
    MaxineR MaxineR 36-40, F Oct 7, 2012

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    My Loneliness

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Wrong Again

    The party is over. I am old now. In the past I could endear myself to people by appearing to be talented and full of potential. No longer. I moved up north to get away from the "bad scene". I removed the bad influences from my life, got off the drugs, got a job, and am stable...
    porkchop276 porkchop276 31-35 1 Response Dec 17, 2011

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    It's just like I look at facebook tonight

    and everyone is having the such good times. I see them all laughing and having fun in there pictures. I know i've made mistakes but like i deleted a few of my friends because they hadn't talked to me in weeks and they never even bothered to ask me what was wrong or add me back...
    sweetbaboo1990 sweetbaboo1990 22-25, F May 19, 2014

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    Surrounded by people,

    but always alone
    sayhellotothebadguy sayhellotothebadguy 18-21, M Jan 9

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    Friends...

    I use to be popular.. At least i thought i use till i found out they use to just hang with me to ditch me an have me walk home an talk **** about me too my face.. Then i started to smoke weed sophmore year in highschool.. It became an everyday thing how i passed sophmore year i...
    Idkvince Idkvince 18-21, M Apr 23, 2013

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    Back After So Long

    So I've come back to ep after afew months. Am no longer takin antidepressants as I put on so much weight. So much has happened since n not enuff tym to say!! At the moment am feeling all alone and lost. Have had massive arguments at home n jus feel like whole world is against me...
    sosadallthetime sosadallthetime 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    fav777 fav777 18-21 2 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    Surrounded But Alone

    My sadness isn't because I'm alone. It's because I'm surrounded but I feel as if I'm alone. Aren't siblings supposed to help you and even if your not that close they'll come to save you when things get hard. I have two brothers and they treat me like I don't exist. All of my...
    DriftingCloud DriftingCloud 16-17 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    The only thing I have close to a friend is my

    family. I have no bess friends boyfriends cousins anything. & I knew it would come to this but it's cool I don't have anyone's burdens on my shoulder I just can't wait until college & get to start off my career because I've been told you win some you loose some the people you...
    aubreylovell aubreylovell 16-17, F Jan 11, 2014

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    Alone. I have no one.

    In the hallways of my highschool, I pass my fellow students, shoved here and there. I see so many faces, yet no one to call a friend. They look at me with their smirks. I don't know who to trust. I just want someone to open up to. Suffering from of a drug abusive mother...
    HardTimesOfTristen HardTimesOfTristen 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Right Now

    Physically and emotionally alone, if I needed someone right now, well I'd be screwed. Thankfully I'm quite anti social. That's a god damn relief isn't it? Some people say they would go crazy if they didn't have human interaction for days or weeks on end. I don't really...
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ 2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I haven't had some in a while, being a mother of a little baby girl didn't leave much room for alone time, unless her daddy watches her for a me. That's very rare but it dose...
    VolcanicMermaid VolcanicMermaid 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I never really feel completely alone, I feel fortunate to have so many amazing people in my life, both friends and family..but as for intimate relationships, that's a different...
    silvera73 silvera73 41-45, F 2 days ago

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    It's funny when guys who you know will be awful make it seem like you'll be missing out on the ultimate "sure thing" when you reject them. Been alone forever, it's starting to...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Since my birth I have very strong emotions. I lived in fear and fantasy. When I became older I learned to handle myself. I'm not stupid, I always get the compliment that I sound so...
    bearhacker bearhacker 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I feel so incredibly, overwhelmingly lost right now. Today is my birthday, and my Dad forgot. Everyday it seems I just spend the time wondering if I should kill myself today or...
    katalina22 katalina22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I am 27 years old male. i am very afraid of the idea that I will never find my true love and being alone for the rest of my life. I have dated a few women, but they don;t work out...
    manesh515 manesh515 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    it simply blows my mind...seeing how many people feel completely and utterly useless and ALONE
    IFoundYourDiary IFoundYourDiary 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so lonely. It is so sad that I am such a young bride and just recently got married, and I am already so sad. My husband doesn't want me to work, doesn't like when I go out...
    mrstsanders mrstsanders 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    She clearly hasn't completely let go... I mean I've moved on and been with my current girlfriend for about 6 months now, living in CT and back in NY my ex is still finding ways to...
    LeeOmar88 LeeOmar88 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Most social situations end up with me being alone or wanting to go home. Many of the times I've gone out, I'd end up with the wrong crowd- people who do drugs and drink, despite it...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 16

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    Being alone never seemed to bother me until we had to put my dog down in December. I always got excited for when my parents would go away on business and I got the house to myself...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    Alone !! You know I have felt very lonely in a crowded room Just last weekend I took the side of a young boy with ADHD he was screaming and yelling everyone was walking by...
    brnize brnize 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    After a long day at work, coming back to your room, only to find your roomate and her friends talking...and you have to talk and chitchat, when you really want to shut the door and...
    starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F Feb 20

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    I love being alone, walking, on the bus, lisening to music or with My phone, i love it. But on work i have to be 1 hour alone, without music or phone, just alone with myself, And...
    Sorrowonmyheart Sorrowonmyheart 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

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    As a person heals, they pass through Gateways, it's part of the process of healing completely. At every Gateway in your life, there is work to be done ... both inside and outside...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 11 Responses Feb 19

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    I believe, as a nudist, to feel the full feeling and sensation of freedom and relaxation, you have to be completely naked. When we are nude at home it is not a clothing optional...
    EastTNNudist EastTNNudist 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I went totally nuts with them during the last relationship. During a withdrawal I totally cussed out my ex to the point of devastation. I'm still zapped but I'm completely off...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    Being alone isn't so bad. I love me and value my own time. I don't need the validation of someone else to know how lucky I really am. I have my friends, I have my family, but at...
    RuffledRainbows RuffledRainbows 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I don't understand. People tell me they don't want to be alone, but if they are "with" someone they don't love they are still alone, they are just alone together... . It's a...
    immortalisaenigma immortalisaenigma 18-21 Feb 10

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    It's not like I want to be alone all the time, but things can get pretty ugly if I don't get at least SOME alone time. Even if I'm with my favorite people in the entire world...
    BigBearHug BigBearHug 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Well there is good times to be left alone but I'm usually left alone every weekend which starts out good because I get the house to myself. But as the weekend goes on It gets...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm almost always "around" people. but I feel you need to enjoy the company in order to not feel alone :/ You can deduce that I'm not often pleased with my company or the people...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I feel alone. Not because I don't have anyone around. No. I have a lot of friends, a boyfriend, and a huge family. I feel alone because I don't know anyone like me. Like, not many...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am so alone, depressed and unmotivated. I have no idea what it is with me. Is t just they way my brain is? Am I prone to depression and loneliness? I thought I was doing fine but...
    dipeelee dipeelee 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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