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I Am Complex

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    Pushing Away!

    If I have made you dislike me and made you so sick of seeing my face or so sick of reading my words then it was all intentional on my part. I pushed you to the limit in order to make you hate me. Why? Because you either did something or said something that put the concrete...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Complex Is My Second Name

    I MYSELF IS COMPLEX. i'm made up of billions of cells, of codons, of hormones, of ideas, and of thoughts. as much as i want things to be simple, as much as i want things to appear as they seem, as much as i want to easily get the picture, nope, i just can't there are always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

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    Calm The Storm from a favorite song of mine.

    ..... It's hard to believe so many years have passed So many lessons heard and how some things never last Holding on to dreams waiting for tomorrow to come So many bridges were burn from all the things we can't outrun All the pages you turned and how I never learned Well I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2, 2014

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    Questions

    Don't ask my why I do anything that I do unless you want to wait for the answer. I never know why I do the things I do until the answer is given to me.
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 18, 2010

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    When you feel like you have two personalities

    and trying to figure out how to combine them together.... I want one thing but also want another, I need to figure out how to balance the two. Yhea, growing up and figuring out yourself is harder than. Life itself haha.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Dec 13, 2014

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    In My Head, Yes, But My Emo...

    In my head, yes, but my emotions always show themselves on my face, without a word said.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F Feb 21, 2009

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    Faraway.

    But up close i'm not that complicated or that interesting. lol
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Oh Boi!

    People wonder why their experiences with me are bad so I decided to tell here on EP why that is. I grew up in a childhood of torture and trauma. I have seen the cruelty of humanity because my stepfathers tortured me while my mother sat and did nothing, an accessory more or less...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Forgiveness

    I strongly believe in unconditional positive regard along with forgiveness. However, I think that there are some things that are simply unforgivable. I am having a inner conflict right now with this and the person(s) in subject I cannot forgive and I will carry this unforgiveness...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Unconditional Positive Regard

    I think one thing that is complex about me is that after all the bullshit is said and done I am one of the easiest persons to talk to as far as unconditional positive regard goes. However, I think my specialty really is children. Teenage girls love me and I can relate to them...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 21, 2010

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    Yep, That's What My Friends Al...

    Yep, that's what my friends always say.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 27, 2007

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    Puzzled

    I used to think I was a simple man until about three years ago. When I mentioned that thought to the few people in my small world pre EP, they laughed. I asked the therapist if she was willing to take me on as a patient after the intial one hour of conversation. Her reply...
    paco35 paco35 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    I'm in a very dark spot right now. My mother and I butted heads again over laundry. I'll admit, I love her very much, but, eerily like my father, who I love just as much, there are...
    AlwaysFacingtheFace AlwaysFacingtheFace 18-21, M 1 Response 45 mins ago

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    My dad can be such an closed minded old fool, judgemental and other things, paranoid. "Where is the TV remote?, these people are starting to sound too clever" He cant handle...
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    Successful men. They seem to really turn me off. Every time I date one, I seem to nitpick and dissect their quirks until I find them unbearable. Bring me a bum and I'll forgive...
    Abayoumi Abayoumi 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Well, I didn't (I have never smoked marijuana, and I NEVER will). But someone at the high school that I graduated from did. He went to the school the year before I transferred...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    It's been since I was young but I never really realized I'm a little i guess I was just in denial but since I've realized it I've been soo much more happier. I've always been...
    bridgemanhippie bridgemanhippie 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    that's an understatement of the century
    Lifessoundtrack85 Lifessoundtrack85 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I have ALWAYS been a Complex Being...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
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    redbduk redbduk 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Using early childhood trauma as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant s*xuality. I have memory of s*xual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Using early childhood trauma as an explanation for an ego-complex and a deviant s*xuality. I have memory of s*xual thoughts from a very young age, years before it was mentioned by...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 2 Responses Jul 27

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    It's about my hubby's business partner. He is dating someone and their relationship is not getting along well. He always tries to involve us in their/his activity: come visit him...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F Jul 24

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    There's a ton of depth and complexity layered into the game. Nevrax promises a completely dynamic world; in fact, the game will evolve differently on each server depending on the...
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    As a bride, you must want your girls looking a stunning on your big day. When choosing bridesmaid dresses, you should hear their thoughts and try fitting your idea into theirs so...
    flywishes flywishes 26-30, F Jul 24

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    I wrote this in HS, feel free to critique. (graphic language ahead) Breathe it in. Go deep. Take it all. Now hold. Count to ten. Count to twenty. Feel the fire in your lungs. Let...
    HeyThereHeather HeyThereHeather 26-30, F Jul 22

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    I try very hard to make it friendly and nice around my apartment. It's an apartment complex, so there are quite a few people living around where I live. I have been living in...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 9 Responses Jul 22

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    How much money do we waste preparing for war, producing the weapons of war, and training nearly-psychotic young men to go kill in the name of their country? The whole endeavor is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 20

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    I am just trying to find love. I don't want to be lied to, let on or propositioned. I don't want to seek empowerment through hookups or one night stands, I honour myself and my...
    brightonion brightonion 26-30, F Jul 18

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    My head and silly thoughts and my family but really it's my head . One major thing that upset me are people that go on holiday to Mexico Cancun India goer Thailand the Caribbean...
    roastlamb roastlamb 36-40, M Jul 18

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    Now, look. Don't judge me or what-not for what I am about to type. Yes it came directly from my mind, but you don't have to read it. This is going to be me rambling about a few...
    blueflareeyes blueflareeyes 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    who needs a psychiatrists when you havea friend like myself?i'll make it alright just you wait
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I keep seeing comments of fundies relating atheism to dictators. I just wanted to put this out there with all the myths present for people who bring up these comments again. One...
    50shadesofexodus 50shadesofexodus 26-30, F Jul 11

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    I am a horrifying mixture of oddities - shy, quiet and introverted. Most people like to be identified only as one of them, they perceive the fine lines of distinction in the...
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