Post

I Am Complex

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 301 People

    Puzzled

    I used to think I was a simple man until about three years ago. When I mentioned that thought to the few people in my small world pre EP, they laughed. I asked the therapist if she was willing to take me on as a patient after the intial one hour of conversation. Her reply...
    paco35 paco35 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pushing Away!

    If I have made you dislike me and made you so sick of seeing my face or so sick of reading my words then it was all intentional on my part. I pushed you to the limit in order to make you hate me. Why? Because you either did something or said something that put the concrete...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Oh Boi!

    People wonder why their experiences with me are bad so I decided to tell here on EP why that is. I grew up in a childhood of torture and trauma. I have seen the cruelty of humanity because my stepfathers tortured me while my mother sat and did nothing, an accessory more or less...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Questions

    Don't ask my why I do anything that I do unless you want to wait for the answer. I never know why I do the things I do until the answer is given to me.
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Complex Is My Second Name

    I MYSELF IS COMPLEX. i'm made up of billions of cells, of codons, of hormones, of ideas, and of thoughts. as much as i want things to be simple, as much as i want things to appear as they seem, as much as i want to easily get the picture, nope, i just can't there are always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    In My Head, Yes, But My Emo...

    In my head, yes, but my emotions always show themselves on my face, without a word said.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F Feb 21, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Forgiveness

    I strongly believe in unconditional positive regard along with forgiveness. However, I think that there are some things that are simply unforgivable. I am having a inner conflict right now with this and the person(s) in subject I cannot forgive and I will carry this unforgiveness...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Unconditional Positive Regard

    I think one thing that is complex about me is that after all the bullshit is said and done I am one of the easiest persons to talk to as far as unconditional positive regard goes. However, I think my specialty really is children. Teenage girls love me and I can relate to them...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 21, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Faraway.

    But up close i'm not that complicated or that interesting. lol
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Yep, That's What My Friends Al...

    Yep, that's what my friends always say.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 27, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I have for the last several hours walked around my apartment complex, at first just out the door, then down the stairs, then down the stairst to my truck, and last but definitely...
    exhibiter1000 exhibiter1000 51-55, M 2 Responses Mar 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know if I'd call it a complex but I have found it arousing to be called "Daddy." :-)
    utahwriter utahwriter 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Inventory Management / Order Fulfillment: cross channel inventory policy From shopping malls to mail order and telephone order ,the way to buy children's t shirts wholesale now...
    smastar smastar 22-25, M 31 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. It's going to take me a while to write this post because I'm debilitatingly indecisive and always on the fence. 2. I have a slight inferiority & guilt complex but I had it...
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    And my aunt firmly believes you can't find any fulfillment or true happiness from them. Today she wanted me to help her with creating decor for her daughter's wedding, which I have...
    Naxxaras Naxxaras 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He has a superiority complex. He constantly insults and offends me. When I insult him back, he bursts into tears and goes running to Mom and Dad to complain. We were playing ping...
    Nikolas62 Nikolas62 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like it expands your mind. Makes you develop a more complex imagination than the average person. I 110% believe that it makes you smarter as well. I've been buying book...
    93rp 93rp 18-21, F 42 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is exactly what happens to me and gets mis-labelled as 'anxiety' or whatever. http://www.bcepilepsy.com/files/Information_Sheets/All_About_Partial_Seizures.pdf All About...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Part 2The Argument from Design Second, the argument from design moves from what looks like design and order in the universe to a master Designer. It’s like moving from a...
    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Often in life people have problems, life is full of problems and everyone has their issues. Some people have a harder time than others in life and sometimes these people who really...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just hearing a blast beat turns me on. It took some time to discover this awesome world. Earlier, I use to listen to oldschool rap, some rock AC/DC, Run DMC, Guns N' Roses. I had...
    samoralsophy samoralsophy 18-21, M Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had been fascinated with white skin. I even like women who had whiter complexion. Don't get me wrong. I am not interested in something deviant. What I mean was, I envy women with...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Adrenal Fatigue, Hypothyroidism, Heavy metal toxins, elevated melatonin, low vitamin D, food intolerances Its best to start from the beginning, so here goes….I have been a...
    AnxietySoldier AnxietySoldier 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    IWC Portuguese Sidérale Scafusia Watch: Super Complex, Over $750,000 watch releases What you are seeing here is the most complicated IWC watch ever created. It can be referred to...
    Alberta10 Alberta10 31-35, M Mar 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is so shocking and maddening. The bank made a mistake but the boy committed a crime. He is a teenager. And so many wonder why so many older folks think teens are bad. It's...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A Defective-Human-Suit Operator Enduring Confinement on Earth I’ve been pondering the extent to which I come across as obtuse, clumsy, unorthodox, weird, and even insane at times...
    1nverse 1nverse 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I started living openly female everywhere early in 2010. In mid-2013 I began the long complex process of legally changing my identity to a new name and gender. I chose the name...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    these are some weird dreams i am getting from past 2 days,unable to understand what do they suggest. dream 1 this morning I had a dream,in which I am sitting in my bedroom on the...
    dreamer2696 dreamer2696 16-17 1 Response Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYouWONDERS OF GOD’S CREATION: THE FINE TUNING IN THE UNIVERSE“He Who created the seven heavens in...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Fear of the unknown. It’s a vexing quality that nearly every person seems to possess. It’s a fear that has stifled the lives of all that have known it. I’m certainly no...
    GiantKaiju GiantKaiju 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I am new to this site.... Had to find a way to talk about everything I am going thru... So I am involved with a man that has been in a relationship with another woman for 13...
    Jlynn1424 Jlynn1424 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    INTJ Strength of individual traits: Introverted: 100%, Intuitive: 77%, Thinking: 77%, Judging: 77% NTJ in a Nutshell INTJ in a Nutshell INTJs are analytical problem-solvers...
    GlobalInfamy GlobalInfamy 18-21, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've shared some things about me in my stories, so I'm going to sound redundant here. 1) I'm Asian--grew up a Filipina, but I have Chinese, Spanish and Japanese blood 2) I'm weak...
    FoxxySilverCrow FoxxySilverCrow 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My relationship with my father is all wrong. I was the eldest. I was the one he always took out his anger on. I usually had honestly not done anything wrong, or, even if I had, it...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was 18 years old I had a best friend that was LDS but I did not know that. She would always hint about her church but would never want to talk extensively about it for fear...
    Arava Arava 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People say I'm to old to watch cartoons. I don't know why, it's the same as regular tv except the jokes are usually better and it's animated. Some cartoons are actually more...
    Anais92 Anais92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    According to British Fut 14 coins media, The Sun revealed , Messi also love to play FIFA soccer game , love Daojiao delay time lead, but even simply disconnected behind provoke...
    wowgoldmart wowgoldmart 22-25, M Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would like to learn about you and you to learn about me. I am married so I don't want a sexual affair. I just want to seek a way to meet my emotional needs in in order to help...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Affliction with Restriction This disease is killing me, and destroying my life, l know now I can not wait. Please doctor tell me what must be done to escape this inherited fate...
    Somethingelsetotry Somethingelsetotry 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am so sad and scared about the future for myself and my kids because I have come to the realization that I need to file for divorce from my husband of almost 14 yrs. I am...
    tornandhurt tornandhurt 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Parallel blue lines, skipping the very top of course. White paper, red margin, college rule or wide rule? Doesn't seem too complex. Not too hard to picture or decide right? But...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 13-15, F Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    baseball is an allegorical play about America, a poetic, complex, and subtle play of courage, fear, good luck, mistakes, patience about fate, and sober self-esteem. Saul...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love learning the way the human brain works. It's fascinating. And it's so complex. Whoa! O_O
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate failure with a passion!!! I failed today.. I did. I hate failing. I always seem to fail at everything. I am so sick and tired of failing. I always seem to just cut short of...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm re-posting, as there's no edit button anymore. I had something to add. I'm re-posting what I posted, about Scully, and House. I was honest about it. But I have to add something...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am currently a sophomore in high school, and when I was in fifth grade I began to experience minor symptoms of ocd. They have since escalated to me needing to move the furniture...
    Ally271 Ally271 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 26