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I Am Complex

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    Calm The Storm from a favorite song of mine.

    ..... It's hard to believe so many years have passed So many lessons heard and how some things never last Holding on to dreams waiting for tomorrow to come So many bridges were burn from all the things we can't outrun All the pages you turned and how I never learned Well I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2

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    Pushing Away!

    If I have made you dislike me and made you so sick of seeing my face or so sick of reading my words then it was all intentional on my part. I pushed you to the limit in order to make you hate me. Why? Because you either did something or said something that put the concrete...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Complex Is My Second Name

    I MYSELF IS COMPLEX. i'm made up of billions of cells, of codons, of hormones, of ideas, and of thoughts. as much as i want things to be simple, as much as i want things to appear as they seem, as much as i want to easily get the picture, nope, i just can't there are always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

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    Forgiveness

    I strongly believe in unconditional positive regard along with forgiveness. However, I think that there are some things that are simply unforgivable. I am having a inner conflict right now with this and the person(s) in subject I cannot forgive and I will carry this unforgiveness...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    In My Head, Yes, But My Emo...

    In my head, yes, but my emotions always show themselves on my face, without a word said.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F Feb 21, 2009

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    Puzzled

    I used to think I was a simple man until about three years ago. When I mentioned that thought to the few people in my small world pre EP, they laughed. I asked the therapist if she was willing to take me on as a patient after the intial one hour of conversation. Her reply...
    paco35 paco35 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Unconditional Positive Regard

    I think one thing that is complex about me is that after all the bullshit is said and done I am one of the easiest persons to talk to as far as unconditional positive regard goes. However, I think my specialty really is children. Teenage girls love me and I can relate to them...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 21, 2010

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    Yep, That's What My Friends Al...

    Yep, that's what my friends always say.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 27, 2007

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    Faraway.

    But up close i'm not that complicated or that interesting. lol
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Oh Boi!

    People wonder why their experiences with me are bad so I decided to tell here on EP why that is. I grew up in a childhood of torture and trauma. I have seen the cruelty of humanity because my stepfathers tortured me while my mother sat and did nothing, an accessory more or less...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Questions

    Don't ask my why I do anything that I do unless you want to wait for the answer. I never know why I do the things I do until the answer is given to me.
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 18, 2010

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