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I Am Complex

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    Yep, That's What My Friends Al...

    Yep, that's what my friends always say.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 27, 2007

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    In My Head, Yes, But My Emo...

    In my head, yes, but my emotions always show themselves on my face, without a word said.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F Feb 21, 2009

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    Calm The Storm from a favorite song of mine.

    ..... It's hard to believe so many years have passed So many lessons heard and how some things never last Holding on to dreams waiting for tomorrow to come So many bridges were burn from all the things we can't outrun All the pages you turned and how I never learned Well I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2, 2014

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    Questions

    Don't ask my why I do anything that I do unless you want to wait for the answer. I never know why I do the things I do until the answer is given to me.
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 18, 2010

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    Puzzled

    I used to think I was a simple man until about three years ago. When I mentioned that thought to the few people in my small world pre EP, they laughed. I asked the therapist if she was willing to take me on as a patient after the intial one hour of conversation. Her reply...
    paco35 paco35 56-60, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Unconditional Positive Regard

    I think one thing that is complex about me is that after all the bullshit is said and done I am one of the easiest persons to talk to as far as unconditional positive regard goes. However, I think my specialty really is children. Teenage girls love me and I can relate to them...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 21, 2010

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    Complex Is My Second Name

    I MYSELF IS COMPLEX. i'm made up of billions of cells, of codons, of hormones, of ideas, and of thoughts. as much as i want things to be simple, as much as i want things to appear as they seem, as much as i want to easily get the picture, nope, i just can't there are always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

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    When you feel like you have two personalities

    and trying to figure out how to combine them together.... I want one thing but also want another, I need to figure out how to balance the two. Yhea, growing up and figuring out yourself is harder than. Life itself haha.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Dec 13, 2014

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    Oh Boi!

    People wonder why their experiences with me are bad so I decided to tell here on EP why that is. I grew up in a childhood of torture and trauma. I have seen the cruelty of humanity because my stepfathers tortured me while my mother sat and did nothing, an accessory more or less...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Pushing Away!

    If I have made you dislike me and made you so sick of seeing my face or so sick of reading my words then it was all intentional on my part. I pushed you to the limit in order to make you hate me. Why? Because you either did something or said something that put the concrete...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Faraway.

    But up close i'm not that complicated or that interesting. lol
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Forgiveness

    I strongly believe in unconditional positive regard along with forgiveness. However, I think that there are some things that are simply unforgivable. I am having a inner conflict right now with this and the person(s) in subject I cannot forgive and I will carry this unforgiveness...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Hi,I always feel depressed! Broken, So many thoughts in my mind,I'm inferiority complex person need to change my mind want to make new friends and some good long conversations with...
    MIMlII MIMlII 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am very smart but can be shallow. I love yoga pants. At 50, lately I connect intellectually, emotionally and sexually with women half my age. I have lost my guilty feelings with...
    profoundlycomplex profoundlycomplex 46-50, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5qcvRVysXq8 I was in Hong Kong recently. Not being good in Cantonese, I ordered my food in English at the McDonald's outlet. I do not know if I was...
    novembermoon novembermoon 41-45, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    While some of the things it covers seem beneficial, I am entirely against this piece of legislature. It spans many aspects of taxation, sets national trade quotas, touches on...
    Multitude Multitude 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Sometimes even I have a hard time keeping track of all my lies.
    AzabethTV AzabethTV 56-60, T 1 day ago

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    "Come down , the boy's side family has come." "I don't want to get married. They all see me and then go, rejecting. How much more rejection do I need to bear?" "Not all boys are...
    Shivang05 Shivang05 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Good God I miss having my lil girl in my lap, rest below . . .
    joey1111 joey1111 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hi Everyone, I would like to start a peer support group in Oxford and/or ONLINE. Would anyone be interested? I suffered severe neglect since I was 2 months old, I was physically...
    Etherscape Etherscape 31-35 2 days ago

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    2 weeks ago a man knocked on my door and my husband answered. He asked if someone lived here. My husband replied no one by that name lives here. Well later on the afternoon the...
    brenda533 brenda533 26-30 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am from Spain. My partner is from another country and has been here a couple of times. She has made often commenrs praising the vastness and beauty of the landscapes, and the...
    Cierzo Cierzo 41-45, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    15 loopholes in the evolutionary theory of the origin of life: Summary by Jonathan Sarfati Dr Sarfati, a Ph.D. chemist, explores some of the most-cited ‘explanations’ of...
    churinga churinga 70+, M Feb 1

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    Farewell Mahlon Chapter 1:The five or six glasses of ouzo I had downed the night before to drown the anger that had had me wanting to strangle my own child were punishing my head...
    HellenicinHouston HellenicinHouston 41-45, M Jan 30

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    Today I realized that the things I'm unable to explain, are the mysteries I live for...
    MsInquisitive MsInquisitive 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I always Had this Inferiority Complex Problem. . Since Childhood The way my Childhood was and I was a very Timid Person .. I have faced Problems in my Life and Relationships...
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    "For every complex problem, there's a simple answer... ...and it's wrong!" My friends, I want you all to understand that I am a complicated man, and my wife is a complicated...
    BinaryBill BinaryBill 61-65, M 5 Responses Jan 20

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    To be born human is both a privilege and a curse. The human mind is fascinating.. Dominant in intelligence and destructive by nature. The brain is wildly complex. To be more...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    LEGAL PROBRLEMS THAT JUST DON’T WANT TO GO AWAY. However much I love my country, Italy is still a damned complicated country and still has a very complex public sector that is...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Domination and Control. These are two of the tools that I use with my sub. Control is the framework of our relationship, rules clearly define my expectations of her conduct. It's...
    Ourjourneyoftrust Ourjourneyoftrust 70+ 1 Response Jan 19

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    I have always held a fascination for the complexity of linguistics and my first forays into the realm of polyglossary began with a desire to speak French in order to impress a very...
    heqawaset heqawaset 70+, M Jan 19

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    As hard as I try to resist some of the changes in my life in regards to how I think and feel it seems to get harder with each passing year. What used to be cut and dry in my head...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 18

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    This piece was written by Ijeoma Oluo and published in theStranger. "Taking the Christ Out of Christmas " I've been an atheist since I was 4 or 5, when my mother told me the...
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 Jan 18

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    I've always been captivated by mythology and ancient stories. I think it's the concept of these almighty, all powerful beings and how they acted always staggered me. It was the...
    shadowpuppet1 shadowpuppet1 22-25, M Jan 18

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    1. It's hard to understand me even though I am not a complex person. 2. I am not easily influenced by others, if ever, and am not superficial. 3. People find me very sociable...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 18

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    just because you are looking for someone real it doesn't mean the real genuine people are obligated to be with you. everyone has preferences and they have to actually be attracted...
    niceguycursed niceguycursed 31-35, M Jan 17

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    As a Sociopath this is my point of view from how the world views what Sociopathy must be. People argue saying sociopathy & psychopathy are the same when I entirely disagree...
    Socio1172 Socio1172 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Having BPD is the worst feeling I ever experienced. I truly felt lonely, misunderstood and miserable. The feeling that I wasn't even human. That I was just a good body for people...
    MichaelPemulis MichaelPemulis 18-21, F Jan 16

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    Okay so this is my story... it's a little strange and people may find parts of it strange. I grew up,in an abusive family, in a tough place to live, where I was always expected...
    summermaiix summermaiix 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    "this distant swansong" safe in the fortress of my heart i looked out on the mysteries of my world reveled in the complex dance of lovers united in burning desires and passionate...
    mudmen mudmen 70+ 1 Response Jan 16

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    You create complexity When all i need is simplicity You told me you like feel me I am surprised and happy I started to be near you Hoping you will move closer too But days...
    nalbyan nalbyan 31-35, F Jan 16

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