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    When you feel like you have two personalities

    and trying to figure out how to combine them together.... I want one thing but also want another, I need to figure out how to balance the two. Yhea, growing up and figuring out yourself is harder than. Life itself haha.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Dec 13, 2014

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    Oh Boi!

    People wonder why their experiences with me are bad so I decided to tell here on EP why that is. I grew up in a childhood of torture and trauma. I have seen the cruelty of humanity because my stepfathers tortured me while my mother sat and did nothing, an accessory more or less...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Unconditional Positive Regard

    I think one thing that is complex about me is that after all the bullshit is said and done I am one of the easiest persons to talk to as far as unconditional positive regard goes. However, I think my specialty really is children. Teenage girls love me and I can relate to them...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 21, 2010

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    Puzzled

    I used to think I was a simple man until about three years ago. When I mentioned that thought to the few people in my small world pre EP, they laughed. I asked the therapist if she was willing to take me on as a patient after the intial one hour of conversation. Her reply...
    paco35 paco35 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Yep, That's What My Friends Al...

    Yep, that's what my friends always say.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F Jan 27, 2007

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    Complex Is My Second Name

    I MYSELF IS COMPLEX. i'm made up of billions of cells, of codons, of hormones, of ideas, and of thoughts. as much as i want things to be simple, as much as i want things to appear as they seem, as much as i want to easily get the picture, nope, i just can't there are always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2012

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    Pushing Away!

    If I have made you dislike me and made you so sick of seeing my face or so sick of reading my words then it was all intentional on my part. I pushed you to the limit in order to make you hate me. Why? Because you either did something or said something that put the concrete...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Faraway.

    But up close i'm not that complicated or that interesting. lol
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Calm The Storm from a favorite song of mine.

    ..... It's hard to believe so many years have passed So many lessons heard and how some things never last Holding on to dreams waiting for tomorrow to come So many bridges were burn from all the things we can't outrun All the pages you turned and how I never learned Well I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2, 2014

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    Forgiveness

    I strongly believe in unconditional positive regard along with forgiveness. However, I think that there are some things that are simply unforgivable. I am having a inner conflict right now with this and the person(s) in subject I cannot forgive and I will carry this unforgiveness...
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 17, 2010

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    In My Head, Yes, But My Emo...

    In my head, yes, but my emotions always show themselves on my face, without a word said.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F Feb 21, 2009

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    Questions

    Don't ask my why I do anything that I do unless you want to wait for the answer. I never know why I do the things I do until the answer is given to me.
    PROprium PROprium 31-35, F Jun 18, 2010

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    I'm deeply afraid that if I show who I truly am, try out new people and activities, I won't be liked.. It sounds so pathetic, but I keep to myself because of this. I might be liked...
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    Most people don't like the way I look like, ahwell that's ****** for them. I am very smart and I am nice too, if they don't like the inside (which is way more complex and beautiful...
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    Back when I was 17, we were having a pool party at the apartment complex I lived at. My friend came up behind me in the pool and pulled down my swim trunks. I caught them when they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 10

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