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I Am Concerned About My Future

Everyone has a future, but not everyone is concerned about it. If you are, whether is it finacially, mentally, physically, or in some other way, here is somehwere to share those anxieties. 507 People

    I have no idea on what could happen

    if I told my parents what I really am
    unicornzcharlie unicornzcharlie 16-17 4 Responses Jan 10

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    Im Dreaming The Futur, Why!?????!??? And More!!! Precgnition!!!

    I have been dreaming stuff and days after they happen ! Its just creppy! It started BAD on my 13th birthday. I have also just said things and sometimes I make up storys and tell them to my friends. They are always based on me or my best friends. So what I say happens to the...
    annabellemermaid annabellemermaid 13-15, F Jun 8, 2013

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    I Know My Life Is In My Hand But I Can't...

    Hi everyone?I'm in high school and 2 years later I will be graduate my school.I need to choose my career,my college.I'm not good for my math.And my family is poor They don't have money for sent me a college.So I need to find scholarship. MY family is poor ALSO MY COUNTRY IS POOR...
    Haliun Haliun 13-15 Dec 9, 2012

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    My parents knows I am good at school.

    I've always had good grades, I've always listened to them etc. In 1 month I am going to have my big exam , and I am so tired. I feel like I cannot push myself anymore. I am so full of things and people don't get this. Nobody but myself. And i am exhausted. . Really
    Adriannast Adriannast 16-17, F Apr 20, 2014

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    I Am Really Concerned About Myself And What's Going To Happen With Me

    What can I say about me... when I was in university, I had lots of friends and a lovely girlfriend, but everything turns down because of a girl. I think I was, and still am, too proud, specially when people make some mistakes and they just don't accept them. I am really a hard...
    dep007 dep007 26-30 1 Response Jul 12, 2011

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    My Life

    I have to face it; I'm not getting any younger. I just turned 60 in July, but don't feel or look my age. However, I want a different life, with a new woman. I'm just not content with my present life. To give you an idea of how far apart my wife and I are, let me tell you this...
    IanMatthew IanMatthew 56-60, M 7 Responses Oct 18, 2010

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    With all these expectations,

    I'll be surprised if I even make it anywhere
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    In A State Of Ambiguous Loss

    Oh my.. how to say this... Fans might follow where I am leading to with this story. Last scribble inked here talks about depression in its finest form, the best way I can describe it. And, thinking that I can escape the temporary prison for my inanimate existence I resorted back...
    PsychjiLL PsychjiLL 22-25 2 Responses Jun 22, 2013

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    Might As Well End It Now

    what point/reason is there to live now? we are ruining the planet that gave us life so if we keep doing it there wont be life. i also want to have my own offsprings one day and teach them everything i have learned. i want to have a family who understands me and loves me...
    akamj akamj 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 11, 2010

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    I'm having extreme anxiety right

    now especially because of my college apps. It's eating me alive.... If I don't get into the college I want... Gosh
    4EVRANDEVR 4EVRANDEVR 16-17, F Jan 5

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    When Do I Start

    Every day, my hope for my future gets a little foggier. I keep telling myself there’s time to swim the ocean. That there’s time to swim this uncertain journey and make it across to a destination a little further off from the horizon and I still have plenty of time to start...
    SirMugatu SirMugatu 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 21, 2011

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    I'm not very smart, or strong,

    or fast, or well okay let's just leave it at that I'm not good at anything, nor am I bad something to be given and known for a title. It's not secret I'm unimportant and a nobody, it's not that which concerns me. I know why my future might be a failure, today to be and to do...
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M Oct 20, 2014

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    This certainly describes me.

    I did well in school despite my laziness thanks to my parents making sure I didn't procrastinate much. Not having a social life helped too. But in college, both of those "checks" went away. My first couple years were terrible because of this (changing majors hurt a lot too), but...
    ACasualGuy ACasualGuy 22-25, M Aug 13, 2014

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    Future

    I like to ponder the future. I enjoy setting up situations to play out for the benifit of all or as many as I can. Taking care of people is the last bastion of my soul untarnished. The future is grim. Isolated in my work. Low pay. No way out. Cornered trapped stuck. There are no...
    glenlewis82 glenlewis82 22-25 Jun 18, 2013

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    Where Am I Going?

    I am reaching 40 soon and feel that I have not accomplished the things I wanted to in life. I am not nearly close to where I want to be. This is my 2nd marraige and I have no children yet (planning to), but many times I feel disillusioned with life and where I am, what I...
    puggy puggy 36-40 1 Response Jul 2, 2009

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    My Life Is Not Progressing

    I Fear for my future. I'm a highschool drop out , I have no real talents nor am I naturally smart. I can't find a job and if I do it's impossible for me to keep then because I have huge social anxiety disorder. My family won't let me get checked out by a doctor because they think...
    Mintcloud Mintcloud 22-25 Aug 13, 2012

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    It took 9 years to have this opportunity to go

    to college, as a breadwinner of four i was not able to study. Today I will make a life decision inspired by hardship and people who continually support me. I'm kinda nervous because it's going to be difficult for my age and to work full time while studying is a big challenge. I...
    thenatebook thenatebook 26-30, M Apr 20, 2014

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    I had just gotten done scrubbing our downstairs

    white tiled floor. I had a tiny section left and he was helping a little bit here and there, etc. We started having a convo about money and bills and I thought I heard him say he had 100 bucks left while I had about 50 left. He wanted to buy some MJ and asked if I wanted to use...
    vonbender2010 vonbender2010 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 15, 2014

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    I am nearly 79, live alone

    and am a widower. The older I get the further away my four children go 3 are abroad and the other 400 miles away. I am unsure how long I can live on my own but I enjoy looking after myself. What makes it worse is that I live in a place where there are very few decent...
    Wulfstan Wulfstan 70+, M 2 Responses Jan 14, 2014

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    On A Quest

    Am on a quest ,not searching for mony nor for a soul mate but searching for my self,am on a quest to find my true identity cuz am really lost and dont know who i am and wat i really want,to get things worse uni is on doors and i need to decide what i want to do,so am really...
    alphali alphali 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29, 2010

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    So So Much

    There is just so much I want to do, see, make happen and as the years roll by I wonder if that's going to happen. I know I can make a difference in this world if given the chance, means and help of others. I want more for my children, more for those around me who...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2009

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    Finances can really put a person in a somber

    mood. I try to tell myself "Stop stressing what you cannot change". My ex wife and had a verbal agreement that I would claim one child and she would claim the other 2. Moving out the apartment I was forced to take out loans from my retirement to furnish my one bedroom apartment...
    LionHeartOfGold LionHeartOfGold 36-40, M Mar 10, 2014

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    Choices????

    I am an actress for stage plays, in out local theatre, and I recently got married and had a baby, and am now pregnant again. If I want to raise my family the way I want, my acting career is going to be put on hold, for a really long time. My family is the most important thing to...
    stevie02 stevie02 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I Am Concerned About My Future

    Its not so much that I am afraid, but I am nervous. I want to be successful and happy and I want my life to be okay. I need reassurance, but who could possibly tell me that everything will be okay? I have great grades currently and Im trying to work hard but Im not sure what...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 7, 2013

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    Oh man my heart has been so bad. I'm so concerned about it. It has gotten worse since I haven't been exercising in nearly three days. I'm back at exercising now. I run out of a...
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    I don't want to be here anymore. I want to disappear. I think about it all the time, I mimic putting a gun to my head and shooting myself. When I'm driving I imagine driving into a...
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    I was actually sobbing at the end. My mum was very concerned that her daughter had burst out sobbing and mumbling at the laptop screen.
    isabelfey isabelfey 18-21, F Mar 21

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    Merging of reality and dream 343). 10th March, 1979. Sunday. Place: Kalimpong Early morning dream of the first night: Binay Mukherjee, a devotee was in a standing posture...
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    I wonder if my future husband thinks about his future wife. Lol - All Random.
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    This letter to be sent on March 2024 Hi There Future Self! :D I want you to remember that when you were typing this, You have successfully passed your board exam and got your...
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    There is something not quite right about me. I'm sure lots of people say this and you just think 'Yeah well nobody's perfect..' But I actually think there is something quite wrong...
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    Doctor called. He said the scan was ok and blood test was ok. I felt sick about what he was going to say. I asked about blood clot signs and he says the results aren't high enough...
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    It's Friday....ten minutes left before work is done. One of the ladies I work with and get along well with invited me to walk down to the pub with her and have a few drinks. I...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I had even made a small list of possible-future job and workplaces but I want them all. But I am realistic enough that it will not happen. I planned for which high school or...
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