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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    I dunno where to start.

    . So I'll start at the beginning I guess. When I was a lad my mom was addicted to pills. It actually wasn't to long ago.. Only about three years since she's been off them. I know I shouldn't judge or blame anyone but I sometimes blame her for a lot of my problems today. I can't...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 20 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    What do you do when you log on

    and feel so awkward and uninspired to post or interact with others?
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 39 Responses Aug 24

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    I know what I should feel.

    I just don't feel it at all.
    BodyOfWar BodyOfWar 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I just started the semester of college

    and I already don't like it. I know it is bc of my inability to be outgoing. But I'm also ******* confused. Why the hell ami going to college?! My major is nursing now. My family says it's great work! You'll get paid a lot! I'm trying so hard to be realistic here and stick with...
    Smelyalata97 Smelyalata97 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    My best friend just moved into her college dorm

    today. We both got into our #1 choices, so I'm happy for her, but at the same time, I'm really depressed and frustrated. My best friend and I are like sisters, but our colleges are about four hours away from each other. I'm moving into my dorm in a few days, but that won't be...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    i m confused that why i m feeling like this.

    .... i don't know what the hell is wrong with me n my feelings today i m very sad n missing you........ n you don't know..... i don't want you to know my feelings.... i feel like i m not suitable for the world all i have to do is to lock my self in a room n live my life alone at...
    imluckygirl90 imluckygirl90 18-21 1 day ago

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    I have a boyfriend who had loved me

    for a year and a guy who likes me a lot for a month. Honestly, I'm running out of passion for my boyfriend. should i choose the one i love or the rich one? i don't want to look back and regret the choice
    DeadEmoStrawberry DeadEmoStrawberry 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Today is August 21st.

    Today is my ex best friend's birthday... I really wanted to post something sad, this is the third birthday that we aren't together but I just can't... I don't know if I moved on (I think I do because the last two years I was expecting this date for days and now I just remember...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I decided to let go of him.

    I was strong enough. I told him about it. But he comes back after every few days asking me about life . I tried acting cool and normal. But Last time the lava of my emotions bursted like a volcano and I told him to stay away and said some rude things to him. After that I...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 4

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    Their past selves are unworthy of forgiveness.

    Their present is still to be decided. They should feel grateful to those struggling in foreign waters and I can't jump to save. They are the reason my enemies will find my doors wide open. If they hit, they will fall. If they take the help, they will find peace.  ...
    BodyOfWar BodyOfWar 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 29

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    So today my close friend didn't come to school,

    and me and her both have a history with this guy. I wasn't able to forget about him for a couple years until me and my friend told each other our experiences with this guy, which happened quite recently. I really have no feelings for him anymore, but today she didn't came, and...
    CatCuddles CatCuddles 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    At the end of the day,

    I truly believe all I've got is myself. I doubt anyone thinks about me at night, wants to message me, or just cares how I'm doing. This isn't in the "I battle depression" group because I'm not sad, I'm use to this feeling.
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 19

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    Okay. So there is this guy

    that I've had a crush on like forever. He is the total opposite of me though. I'm girly and innocent while he's a tough guy who has done some bad things. He liked me too and asked me out. After a while I said yes. The day after we went to a movie with some friends and he wouldn...
    Hannahchristie Hannahchristie 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 24

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    I always say that I am confused with what I

    feel. I stopped say that and decided to be authentic with myself. I just am not sure how I feel. I don't know where I stand yet. what do I want to create with this or that. it was the talk that change how free I was to feel. something so simple stopped me for so long.
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    There is the person I want to be.

    The vision of myself that I dream of, fantasize about, that picture of what I want myself to be. Lately I have had some dramatic changes in my life that have altered what my, "dream me" looks like. I'm at a point in my life where I want friends to hang out with, to talk with, a...
    Bean2015 Bean2015 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 15

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    Hey :3, firstly I just want you to know I'm

    quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
    Aethic Aethic 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M May 19

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    M very confused abt ma feelin .

    .pls someone inbox me...Indians pls
    keshu12345 keshu12345 22-25, M Aug 22

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    The moment I realized

    that this whole time I was trying to convince myself to love you was the moment I realized I can never be with you. I'm so sorry.
    MyOwnMuse MyOwnMuse 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 21 Responses Jan 1

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    I don't know what to do about my feelings

    for you. I shouldn't have them and I can stop them with time but I don't want to. There something different with you that keeps me pull in. I don't understand why. I thought it was because you gave me attention, but we don't see each other anymore and don't talk like we use too...
    lisabar89 lisabar89 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just don't know anymore,

    I'm just so confused, I don't even know, life is just so confusing about everything
    Fred363 Fred363 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I relate a lot more and am willing to share a

    lot more with females and I don't really understand why .-. I think maybe it's because throughout my life males have always put me down when I've shared things with them, whereas females haven't, I'm puzzled with why this is
    1999alone 1999alone 16-17, M 5 Responses Aug 24

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    so, i am not sure if i like this guy

    for not. he is my best friends guy best friend (if that makes sense) and i have had off and on feelings about him. i like him for a while, then i dont, then i do, and then i dont. we only see each other a couple times a year though, and we never hang out alone, its always in a...
    soccer2001 soccer2001 13-15, F Aug 5

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    This.. Isn't.. Normal.

    I am crushing on someone. No, I can't. That's not me! I hate people!
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 11 Responses Jul 13

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    I don't think it's love.

    .or maybe I'm refusing to believe that it is...no it's not love..I'm still very unsure about my feelings but...why heart why??? Don't skip a beat when it's not suppose to dammit- I can't fall in love again nor have him anyway
    Yoyoko Yoyoko 16-17, F a week ago

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    I found out an old friend died.

    we knew each other from an old boyfriend and most of our memories are tied to him. The way the news brings up so many emotions, so many memories. It almost feels unfair to feel this way, but I did know him and for a bit we were a big part of each others lives. He has a part in...
    lilcakes77 lilcakes77 18-21, F Aug 22

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    To my best friend in boot camp.

    So, for some reason, I've been watching romantic comedies non-stop for the last week or so....like A LOT of romantic comedies.... and I don't even LIKE romantic comedies! What is happening to me? I'm becoming...normal...or I've been possessed by aliens. I think I'm just becoming...
    MyOwnMuse MyOwnMuse 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    When you know you are hurting someone

    that you really care about. And you just crumble.
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    It seems as if I could thrust a dagger into my

    stomach and feel less pain than I do now. But this pain, no, it's not in my stomach. It's in my heart and it's piecing through it. Like the waves of electricity flowing through your heart muscles with every beat, waves of deep rooted pain flow through mine. In all this, I...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 13

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    I don't know what to do I think I just friend

    zoned someone that I have a sorta crush on and I don't know what is going on he said he was just messing with me though but why would someone do that ...oh I hate humans sometimes
    DNDgirl DNDgirl 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    i admitted something

    that I didn't know what in my heart tonight and I don't think I was ready for that. But i needed to do it for the one person who's been there for me. I needed to do it for that person to show them and prove to them that they do matter. to show that they are a bigger influence...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F Aug 16

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    What do you do what your heart aches?

    If this is falling in love it really hurts.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have moved to a new country with my job.

    .I left my fiance behind...this was very hard in the first few weeks and month...I then meet someone who I have become really close to in my new city...I am so confused with how i feel!!
    niceone632 niceone632 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    keshu12345 keshu12345 22-25, M Aug 15

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    A lot of times I confuse feeling platonically

    close to someone with feelings of attraction, so often times I block people out because I don't know how I feel. I don't have very many close friends because of this. Whenever I begin getting close to someone the line blurs. I forgot the rest of what I was going to say
    Wowzersgeewilly Wowzersgeewilly 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a

    Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm going to do tomorrow. And the thing about feeling so much better lately, about really learning to explore my feelings of sexuality, is that I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I'll admit as much as I love being alone

    and don't like close connections, sometimes I really wish I had at least one friend, a best friend, to tell everything and anything about anything. But of course I just remind myself I can't.
    ThatOneN3rd ThatOneN3rd 16-17, M 1 Response