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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    So if you've read stuff on my profile then you

    know I've been through seriously bad stuff. My friend asked, have you ever just sat down and cried? No I have not. I have added others if they think that's strange and everyone says yes. I have lived my whole life in survival mode. I realize that bad things happened to me. I...
    mslvr01 mslvr01 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I received the most beautiful

    and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend. I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry. Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    i do always feel lonely

    and miss someone i haven't met. though i'm in crowded people and my beloved family. what happen to me?
    elvirayy elvirayy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    There is a man. I don’t know him.

    I’ve watched his conversation in a chat room. Taken part in a few. I follow his twitter - see pictures of his son. Read the details of his life he is willing to share. He isn’t really a friend - but an acquaintance. Someone I always want to talk to but we don’t have...
    TheRuncibleSpoon TheRuncibleSpoon 36-40, F 2 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 22 Responses Jan 1

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    I am happier alone. Thinking about taking a

    break or being done completely with him. I want him to find what he really wants and not be with me because I'm a sweet person.
    earthlysoul earthlysoul 18-21, F Jan 16

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    i was such a carefree person

    before i stepped into my university life i wish i had been all that simple without all the boys drama in my life , i wish would have stayed feelingless the way i was
    tinna20 tinna20 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Wow.. I thought I had overcome

    so many things. I feel like I'm falling apart again. Can I be sad? I mean I don't think I can put on a tough act for long. Sometimes I don't even take my own advices or follow anything I've read that were up lifting. I feel so confused.. lost.. heartbroken.. I feel like a fool...
    SleepyRose22 SleepyRose22 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Have you ever wondered

    that a question mark looks like a half a heart?
    thoughtfulheart thoughtfulheart 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2014

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    Airscan2001 Airscan2001 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Dotcom2 Dotcom2 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 19.

    . We're together 5 months now and wev been fighting a lot lately.. He hit me last night and I found he left a bruise, this is not the first time either :/
    Leannaax Leannaax 13-15, F 42 Responses Jan 6

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    UGH, where to begin. I've come to the conclusion

    that I should probably join an emotions anonymous group the way my emotions roller coaster. Lets see, problem 1. I could possibly be in love with the most complicated person I've ever met, and this could either end really poorly or really well. I live with my best friend of the...
    moobly1 moobly1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I don't know whether to laugh

    or cry. I received this text message this morning: Hi...happy Australia Day & happy birthday. I want to laugh because it's not my birthday today and yes a couple days does make a difference ( especially considering the person that sent it. I want to cry because this is not...
    Viviq66 Viviq66 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My feelings come to me in waves of randomness.

    It gets so confusing, but I eventually figure out the general meaning of it all. I try to pay attention to more of what is going on to make me feel this way than actually feeling a certain way. I am a genuinely happy person nearly all the time. When that changes, it is always...
    MoMolicious93 MoMolicious93 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    When he leaves, I want him.

    When I have him, I don't want him. Wth is wrong with me??? This always happens to me and idk why. Maybe i don't really like him THAT way, and maybe I just use him to make myself happy and to cure my boredom. Idk idk idk. I know he likes me.. But I don't think I like him.. Bcs...
    lunazteca lunazteca 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Ugh. I just don't know what to do!

    Feelings for certain people suck.
    Mason400 Mason400 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    why people is so mean sometime.

    i say "hi" and no reply.
    KevinAng KevinAng 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I would usually admit this,

    but I feel I have to no I need to. You guys won't judge too harshly... I hope... This will be long and with not good gramma and chiz. So lets start a couple months ago, maybe 3. I came back from a cruise and broke up with my girlfriend, I knew While I loved her I wasn't in love...
    BeautifulMyth BeautifulMyth 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    EpicBrotato EpicBrotato 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Does anyone else ever feel like they're

    emotionally hyper sensitive? I often get a lump in my throat or have a lot of difficulty seeing at other beings in suffering. I'm not sure if it's because I'm weak or missing something but my heart breaks a little everytime. I suppose this is something I have to get under...
    LillBills LillBills 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 13 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    Control... A lot of things I can control.

    . but my emotions? tsk. Why, oh why do I have to feel these...these distractions... I hate this feeling. Am I in love? Am I disgusted? Could it be both? (is that even possible?) I'm not that...experienced when it comes to the matters of the "heart". Which doesn't make my...
    aiQui aiQui 18-21, F Dec 28, 2014

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    its hard to: understand what your feeling

    when some one a asks what's wrong with you and you have so many emotions running
    justincarlgren justincarlgren 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I appear to be awake,

    regretting parts of my past and feeling uncomfortable. Hmm not the most predictive use of my time.
    JuniperHendrix JuniperHendrix 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    I'm straight.. At least I think I am.

    I like boys all I've ever dated was boys, but I have fantasies about girls. Some of my friends are lesbian & sometimes when they touch me or play around with me, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what I'm into. Maybe I'm bisexual or maybe just bicurious, but I have this...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    I have a big friend. A huge one!

    I have never had a friend who's not a girl like him, and that's why I wonder if I am really in love or if he's just a friend. I really like and care about him. It's alwyas the same ****, I never know what I want!!
    mosbyy mosbyy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2011

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I am so nervous about finals.

    But then at the same time, I couldn't care less. I hate that feeling!
    indecisivewitch indecisivewitch 18-21, F Jan 17

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    Really confused...like.

    ..I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Yet I don't know what to think about it, how to act upon it...I feel strange, awful and wrong feeling this way. ****.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    Still in love with my ex .

    . He has a gf now .. really miss him .. shall I text him???
    MinnieMelaMouse MinnieMelaMouse 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Why do I bother with this?

    All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't. You can't just tell your feelings to change. **** feelings. **** this. **** everything.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    I Just Can't Believe He Is Self Centered

    Friends, unfortunately, come in and out of our lives. Some friends make such an impression that they change our lives and others we don't always remember their names. I met this guy when I was seventeen, he had the most amazing teeth and he was a really nice guy to go along with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    designer25m designer25m 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend

    for 5 years and we have been very happy. he is my best friend and frankly the kindest person i have ever dated . I know he will soon propose and i know i will say yes. however, i recently took a trip alone and met one of my oldest friends whom i also had a crush on for...
    Evolution7 Evolution7 26-30 1 Response Jan 16

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    I hate life and I hate most humans,

    they're all idiots.. I just want to sleep
    keke8714127 keke8714127 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I don't know how to feel about anything anymore.

    I'm lost, confused and don't know what to do.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    im always lost in my feelings

    and never no what to do
    tylerstevens031397 tylerstevens031397 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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