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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, T 12 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    *Some background information about me to

    help* -15 year old male in 9th Grade (just turned 15) -Really young looking/short for my age -Very self conscious About 2 months ago, I asked out this girl from 10th grade (I'm in ninth). She said yes, surprisingly. Now, ever since I started dating her, I have become EXTREMELY...
    petegrund petegrund 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    Hey :3, firstly I just want you to know I'm

    quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
    Aethic Aethic 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    i've been great friends with this girl

    and i think in simple terms i've liked her on and off for a year. when i dont like her, i force myself not to talk/think about her bc i dont want to feel this way, and i focus my attention on guys..i also don't like any other girls. (neither of us are out as lesbian/bi..) i...
    whydoineeddone whydoineeddone 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Do u think its worth being with someone

    if you know it's not going to last forever ?
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 25

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    There's one guy I have a unique connection

    with. I may actually like him, which never happens! On the other hand, my Sir may not appreciate sharing me, but I also can't experience things with Sir the way I can with the other guy. I love that Sir knows how to treat me like a child but at the same time, I hate how...
    indecisivewitch indecisivewitch 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I've known this girl my whole life

    and just recently I had a dream about her, and we where making out and it was amazing and beautiful. And now I can't take my eyes off of her, she's beautiful and cocky and just brilliant I want her all the time now but I don't know what to do.
    NarnianCloset NarnianCloset 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was a Junior in high school I dated this

    boy and we were madly in love. We dated until after graduation, we went to Junior and Senior prom together and lost our virginity to each other. He was a wonderful guy and person and was very dear to me. The only problem was that I had this very close guy friend who I had...
    Rah04 Rah04 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    On mental illness. Specifically my own.

    I still don't consider myself mentally ill, despite having been diagnosed with a psychotic and anxiety disorder. I'm just the same me that I've always been. I remember when my friend first made me aware that I was delusional. I thought I could just stop now that I knew. I was...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I had my girlfriend Sara a long time ago,

    and out of all the girls I've had, I loved her most. I have a girlfriend now but I had a dream about meeting with Sara for the first time. She was so excited to see me and I her. Then I decided to stay the night at her house and we kissed... The dream tells me that I miss her so...
    coltonfawley coltonfawley 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    StellatedOdin StellatedOdin 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    .i dont know, right now.

    . i can't figure out what to do with my life... i feel burdened and cold.. i need love but i dont know what kind of love it is... i miss something but i dont know what and who... i need spice in my life... ahhhhh so confusing
    Nyxh Nyxh 22-25 Mar 16

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    A short while ago my boyfriend was sending

    dirty messages to one of his female 'friends'. It turns out it was him sending those messages and she was just brushing it off, not replying in the same manner. We've got past that as a couple after them both saying it was just a joke and nothing was meant by it. He has been to...
    RedPizza RedPizza 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me

    he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and I'm so confused about what i should do
    emjagrace emjagrace 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 24

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    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Why do I bother with this?

    All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't. You can't just tell your feelings to change. **** feelings. **** this. **** everything.
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    I'm just not sure anymore.

    I have no idea. Life is confusing.
    NobodyOfConcern NobodyOfConcern 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Really confused...like.

    ..I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Yet I don't know what to think about it, how to act upon it...I feel strange, awful and wrong feeling this way. ****.
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 19.

    . We're together 5 months now and wev been fighting a lot lately.. He hit me last night and I found he left a bruise, this is not the first time either :/
    Leannaax Leannaax 13-15, F 38 Responses Jan 6

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    My husband and I have been trying

    for a baby for a few years. He is a cancer survivor and our difficulties in conceiving are related to his previous treatments. We had gotten pregnant a year before his cancer diagnosis, but sadly I had lost our baby son when I went into pre-term labor at 22.5 weeks. The cause of...
    perfectlyimperfect2 perfectlyimperfect2 26-30, F Feb 25

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    Been a month and nine days.

    .. Yeah, we spent valentines together, and the next morning, I woke up to a text which wasn't too fun to read. A day later, after a tiny bit of talking, something put her off, and it's nothing that can change, but she refused to tell me what it is. Been over a month without...
    SeeJayEss SeeJayEss 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Confused Feelings.

    the pain that i feel, the hole in my chest i think of you when i just want to rest i can't seem to sleep when i'm without your face i can't seem to think about the blackened days Those days of depression when I'm left without you Darkened days when you don't know what to do i...
    SweetLana123 SweetLana123 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    designer25m designer25m 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I cant even think I cant

    even stop depressed I hate this all I want is love but it driving me crazy I cant stop listening to one last time by ariana grande I cant this I cant control myself
    eltrakills eltrakills 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    He kissed me! Finally!

    He kissed me :) but it was nothing like I thought it would be. There was no spark like I imagined. I mean it was great but not quite what I thought it would be like... Still really happy!
    indecisivewitch indecisivewitch 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    It really pains me to see my mum

    so sad. My grandma's really ill in hospital I don't know how to react I feel sick and stressed at the same time I need to make a plan I'm meant to have a lot going on next week I need to make a list
    so24601 so24601 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2011

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    There is no easy way to explain the confusion I

    have right now. I've been very lucky to be able to "escape" to Hawaii for the week and get away from all the stress and things going on in my regular life. However, one thing has recently made me get to thinking. On multiple occasions, a link has been made between cute girls...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I am really confused about my feelings,

    things have changed alot recently. Would like another female to talk to
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I received the most beautiful

    and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend. I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry. Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    Ilovemybunny Ilovemybunny 70+, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know how to feel about anything anymore.

    I'm lost, confused and don't know what to do.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    I cannot pin down my feelings They slip with my

    thoughts Empathy and sympathy dodging me Meanings are flipped This predicament sticks Have I gone mad? I want someone to understand Except I already know no one can No lending hands can bandage my mind Either cracking or broken We live our lives’ hoping Hoping for the...
    Talking2myself Talking2myself 18-21, M Feb 25

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    i actually dont know

    if I can love again but... I'm trying and I'm failing every single time! don't what to say to him. i made a mistake!
    NawelClarck NawelClarck 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    after my now Ex girlfirend of 11.

    97 months left me and went off to screw with another guy less then a few weeks after breaking up with me (strange I know right I wonder if there is a correlation) anyway I go through these mix emotions and I hate them.. where one moment I hate her and wish she never existed to...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 3 Responses