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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today I saw my best friend from high school

    for the first time in years. Completely out of the blue. And we weren't on amicable terms when we last talked. It was a bit of a shock at first, last I heard of my friend, was that they'd moved to the other side of the state. I didn't even hear it from the source but an offhand...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 1 Response May 8

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    when you're in a relationship,

    do you listen to your heart? or your mind? You know you love someone but know that you can't accept that person and gonna have to eventually let him go.
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001 22-25, F 1 Response May 14

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, T 15 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I've been feeling sad lately.

    ..the past 2-3 months tbh. I can't put my finger on where this sadness has come from. I feel like I've been in a deep slump and it's been difficult to get out of it. Many people don't understand me anyway so this sadness I've been going through has many of my friends believing I...
    tomcat3999 tomcat3999 22-25, M 1 Response May 11

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    I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 19.

    . We're together 5 months now and wev been fighting a lot lately.. He hit me last night and I found he left a bruise, this is not the first time either :/
    Leannaax Leannaax 13-15, F 34 Responses Jan 6

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    as much as I want a relationship.

    I also don't want one. I know it doesn't make much sense. I want a girl in my life but I've been alone for so long that if I did find someone, I'm afraid I'll act differently or that I'll change in a way that I won't like.
    Sal395 Sal395 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    sabrinajoyy sabrinajoyy 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13

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    I'm usually a very logical thinking person,

    especially when it comes to relationships. I've been described as cold even. Because I look past the bullshit lines and fronts and am pretty good at predicting who someone is as a person. But now I'm head over heals for someone who I can't even have and know the chances of us...
    Bicurious12345 Bicurious12345 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    **POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING**

    I feel guilty, infuriated, and depressed all at the same time. My guilt is due to the fact that I just realized something; I never reported the person who assaulted me two years ago, as I was very heavily passive. So, if she hurts someone else, then I feel like it'll be my fault...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M 3 Responses May 3

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    I have a set goal of what I don't want in a

    partner . I do have high standards I don't want to be with the person for the heck of it . I want it to be going somewhere with a mature person. I met this guy on campus , cutie he is! I had a conversation with him and realized how mature he was , yet I later found out more...
    lola94dreams lola94dreams 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    There is this guy who is like my best friend

    but isn't at the same time. However, I am really not sure how I feel about him. Like half of me is saying yeah I like you a lot and you are all I want to be with. But the other half is just like no I can't stand you these days because of how much of a jerk you can be. I just don...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I like this guy a lot

    and he slowed danced with me a few times tonight at the dance but we are out if school in a few days. Plus I had another guy hitting on me but now he thinks I'm dating this random guy and he told him I was dating him but I want to date the guy I danced with, but ky the guy I...
    RyRy7400 RyRy7400 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    Recently I have learned a good bit about

    different types of relationships. Now I am questioning my own feelings. I had a great marriage but I wish now some things had been different. But it is too late to start a new type of life, so I will live out this one and try to find an answer to my questions.
    Mae5464 Mae5464 70+, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    gracemoemoe gracemoemoe 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I know what I should feel.

    I just don't feel it at all.
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Who else here feels like this at times.

    .? I love the picture and the way it portrays how powerful your mind can be and how negative thoughts can make you someone you aren't. I hope I'm not the only one.
    Jaye17 Jaye17 18-21 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Their past selves are unworthy of forgiveness.

    Their present is still to be decided. They should feel grateful to those struggling in foreign waters and I can't jump to save. They are the reason my enemies will find my doors wide open. If they hit, they will fall. If they take the help, they will find peace.  ...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 29

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    I really like this guy I've been talking to,

    but sometimes I think about my ex and I always end up going to his Instagram and seeing him posting how great his new relationship is. Why does this make me sad? I'm confused. 😩😭
    goawayyouregross goawayyouregross 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2011

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    Watch me post a ton of horrible awful things

    that go on in my head, and him never even notice. Lol I betcha he won't. He doesn't notice unless I make him notice.
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 22 Responses Jan 1

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    So I don't know if I like him,

    message me and I'll tell you the details :) thanks!!
    JaelleFs JaelleFs 16-17, F May 8

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    designer25m designer25m 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Hey :3, firstly I just want you to know I'm

    quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
    Aethic Aethic 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Some people just know what they want to do with

    their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a little kid I wanted to do something with animals when I grew up. I kind of wanted to be a vet, but quickly decided that wouldn't be for me because...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Most times, I am confused about my feelings

    and how to approach certain things, so I often need time to myself to reflect and digest everything... However, I would most likely just ignore my feelings and move on. Not healthy, but it helps me deal for now.
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F May 5

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    There's a girl at work.

    ..Ive never felt this way about a girl before. Freaking never. Its not what I was raised to believe to be 'okay'. I have many people in my life of all different beliefs, opinions, lifestyles and am not phased that there is one true truth. Though this, this is nothing I've felt...
    Ddnmddbf Ddnmddbf 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lately I have this mix of anger

    and annoyance out of nowhere. Often I'm working on something while chatting with 2 or 3 people and one of the chats just bugs me. Whenever that one lights up with a new message, I feel this pressure build up in my chest and I feel like shouting to shut up already. It happens...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Lonerthestoner Lonerthestoner 18-21 1 Response May 8

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    I met someone from online.

    We are from different place. We chat all day and never stop. Except when sleep or he play games. Im in love with him. Bcs he is really nice and funny. And one day, he said that he loves me. But i dont know why, i feel he didnt. I think he just feel sorry for me or he was joking...
    ochamr ochamr 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Sometimes, I don't feel like I'm me.

    I'm on the mood of suicidal, and then 10 minutes later I'm okay. And the cycle repeats itself. I've never attempted anything as of yet, but I hope curiosity won't get the best of me.
    Syafika Syafika 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    ok, this guy who i think is really cute,

    kinda like him and all that, he's from a different race, Puerto Rican. so idk how they do things but he just told me his ex is his SECOND COUSIN!! kinda grossed out!
    ashworrell ashworrell 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i feel the same way i dont

    even know why i write i cant cope in this world i think when i call my mother im distressed for day old feelings a si need mu mom to be able to cry and let the pain out im so depressed i just want to sleep i seat to cope with pain i just dont car eanymore
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses May 15

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me

    he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and I'm so confused about what i should do
    emjagrace emjagrace 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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