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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    I Just Can't Believe He Is Self Centered

    Friends, unfortunately, come in and out of our lives. Some friends make such an impression that they change our lives and others we don't always remember their names. I met this guy when I was seventeen, he had the most amazing teeth and he was a really nice guy to go along with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    I would usually admit this,

    but I feel I have to no I need to. You guys won't judge too harshly... I hope... This will be long and with not good gramma and chiz. So lets start a couple months ago, maybe 3. I came back from a cruise and broke up with my girlfriend, I knew While I loved her I wasn't in love...
    BeautifulMyth BeautifulMyth 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    Have you ever wondered

    that a question mark looks like a half a heart?
    thoughtfulheart thoughtfulheart 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    designer25m designer25m 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Every night I think to myself trying to figure

    out who I am, wondering what's wrong with me. I get so depressed at night. My feelings be all over the place, so many thoughts going through my head trying to put things together. everything has been a big blur. Nothing seems right any more, I'm a messed up girl. Recently I told...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    Sometimes my feeling start killing me.

    ... sometimes i just had lovable feelings.... i dont know how do i get them and how do i get rid of them but i know i got those feelings when i see humans behaving UNhuman way :'(
    MuhammadyawarSiddiqui MuhammadyawarSiddiqui 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I put too much pressure on myself,

    I just don't care, I feel mixed emotions all the time and have no social life.
    blueworldsapart blueworldsapart 13-15, F Nov 14

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    My feelings are confusing

    when my heart says one thing, contradicting any thought about my feelings that have been rationalised in my head, then to top it off a girl comes along and my **** try's to jump into the argument....
    SickMofo18 SickMofo18 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    Aren'T We All?

    I am married. I love my husband. But the other day, I felt like it was all going south. I thought, after a series of things going on, that he didn't love me anymore. When I thought about this, I then started thinking about an ex and I was like "that guy really did love me" then...
    laDamedeFer laDamedeFer 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I'm straight.. At least I think I am.

    I like boys all I've ever dated was boys, but I have fantasies about girls. Some of my friends are lesbian & sometimes when they touch me or play around with me, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what I'm into. Maybe I'm bisexual or maybe just bicurious, but I have this...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    So, I have really strong feelings

    for one of my close friends. Last year I flirted with her a lot and we texted all the time and have gotten much closer. She recently got into a relationship with a new guy, and I can't think of anything but her. She's always on my mind. I know I have strong feelings for her but...
    andrewmatthews142 andrewmatthews142 31-35, M Oct 30

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    So despite of what my fears say I'm starting to

    get feeling for the most sweetest gentleman in my school. I thought my school had zero percentage of men but I'm wrong. Thing is that I'm really scared. Terrified. What happened to me keeps roaming around in my head and today I had a panic attack at school. I just don't want to...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Nov 18

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    I know you're not good

    for me, but why do I find myself wanting you more and more?
    smeckledorfed smeckledorfed 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 14

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    That feel when your crush definitely sees the

    text you sent in the morning, and doesn't text you back within the day. I feel that feel. Love is one helluva b*tch. Particularly when peeps don't feel the same way.
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 19-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    It's conflicting right

    now honestly...I've just been told by my dad's secretary that I'll have to move to stay at a temple next month for 3 - 6 months. They hope it'll cleanse my mind...then straight to Taipei for one or two years or forever...that's exactly what my dad said. My mom repetitively told...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 18

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    Just recently, I browsed through my husband's

    email and had found out that he's been on Craigslist. Looking for girls. He emailed many girls, yet only one replied. He deleted that email instead of replying back. Maybe because he felt guilty. Regardless of him feeling guilty doing this behind my back, it's just not fair to...
    Elephant5991 Elephant5991 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    I'm afraid to fly And I don't know why I'm

    jealous of the people who are not afraid to die It's just that I recall Back when I was small Someone promise that they'd catch me But then they let me fall And now I'm fallin Fallin fast again Why do I always take a fall When I fall in love You think by now I've learned...
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F Oct 21

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    I sometimes wonder if I'm going on the right

    path or if i am missing certain opportunities... But i have no clue what i am actually searching for. I just feel like i shouldn't be here right now but i have no clue where i need to go.
    DestinyAuthor DestinyAuthor 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7

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    I have a conflict going on inside

    that has been tormenting me for years. I grew up in a religious home where being gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender etc is wrong. At a young age I realized I was fascinated by women and thought they were beautiful. As I got older I began having sexual attraction toward some...
    23wonderwoman 23wonderwoman 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I had a situation today with a person

    and I am confused about my feelings. This person happened to be my father. He has never thought I did anything right. He constantly fault finds. As a kid I was told I was fat. Then when I lost weight as an adult that still wasn't good enough. Then he asked a few months ago if I...
    sml4 sml4 46-50, F 4 Responses Oct 25

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    i hate it when i have

    so much to say but i can't put in words
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    ........

    I’m very confused…. I really don’t know what do I want and I do not even know what to write but I just feel tired of not understanding myself and I feel that I want to get it out….!I’m changing but that’s not a problem because everyone changes, but what do you do when...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    That moment when the Girl you like says she

    doesn't want you to like her because according to her you deserve better...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 18

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    Leaving

    I’m haunted by the ghosts.The pictures that move through my roomWhere you laid next to meThat’s where you smiledAnd I fell in love. Memories seep into my thoughtsRemembering you strong and perfectNothing like who you really are.Nothing like who I really am.I knew it was...
    shamrock17 shamrock17 18-21, F Jan 12, 2012

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    I have this friend I've known

    for 3 1/2 years and I fell in love with him early in our friendship and I thought ohh this is a temporary thing but to this day I can still say I'm in love with him...... the only problem is that I have a boyfriend...... I don't know what to do.
    katiebug17 katiebug17 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Not sure if I am depressed

    or what, the later it gets at night the more this feeling aches in my chest. I'm not sure why. I don't even know what to call this feeling. I just ache and I want it to stop.
    JBW54 JBW54 18-21, M Oct 29

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    Ok, so I nice girl who I like asked me out.

    Naturally, I said yes, however she has now stopped answering my texts and has just posted to Facebook something to the effect of being forever alone ect. I don't get it. Was I just played? xD
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 27

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    I Hate When Things Are Kept From Me

    My partner has been acting nice lately but I noticed he was doing sneaky things on the internet. I called him out and I forgave him under the condition of him keeping everything out in the open. Today I found out he changed his facebook password, dang it! I couldn't just leave it...
    cleargerman cleargerman 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    Don't know what I'm feeling.

    .. I hate the numbness. It's like I either feel something so strong or nothing at all.
    clairemariec clairemariec 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    smeckledorfed smeckledorfed 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 30

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    I'm a little confused right now.

    I'm happy when I shouldn't be. Please don't ask me to explain. I need to work through this myself.
    Imtoosexy42 Imtoosexy42 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think Im bi but I don't want to be bi.

    I'm a Christian! But I'm very attracted to girls Ughh what do I do?
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 29

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    I have body dysmorphia,

    and I get complimented Alot on my looks, when people say "you are so pretty " I automatically think that they mean I'm ugly. then I also want to hear I'm pretty but at the same time I don't. so that's very confusing
    oliviatt oliviatt 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I received the most beautiful

    and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend. I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry. Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4

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    Okay. He would always just look at me then wait

    for me to say hi first so I would always be the first to say hi. I got tired of it so I didn't today. I just glanced at him with a half smile then looked away as I passed by him. He quickly reacted by saying hi and waving close by my face. Lol why now of all the times, he...
    Beautybomb Beautybomb 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm so confused about my feelings,

    about my thoughts, I know what u want, but to get it I must hurt people who care about me, one who may not care as much as he pretends to, but I'm not sure what to do..
    FoxyRose FoxyRose 18-21, F Nov 6

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    some days, i feel everything at

    once other days, i feel nothing at all i dont know what's worse .. drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst
    Viiola Viiola 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    You know you had to stay away

    or just give up on someone But you can't Cause there is too much feelings and emotions involved
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Is it wrong and selfish to leave a long term

    relationship because you have grown unhappy? My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years, he stuggles with depression so he never talks to me. What really bugs me is he doesn't try to get better. I am also depressed but I see someone regularly. I have suggested he find a...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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