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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    Family troubles. I love my family

    but they're so much work. I'm the oldest of 5 so I am kind of like a mini mom. It gives me a lot of conflict because I want to come home to visit with everyone and continue our close relationships even though I'm away at college most of the time, but at the same time it's...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I have been in a relationship

    for 4 years. He was so close to perfection for so long, but here recently, he has been very depressed and there isn't a lot of communication. He has his on days though, where we talk and it's happy things. But I have a friend, whom I have been friends with for 3-4 years-ish. He...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm afraid to fly And I don't know why I'm

    jealous of the people who are not afraid to die It's just that I recall Back when I was small Someone promise that they'd catch me But then they let me fall And now I'm fallin Fallin fast again Why do I always take a fall When I fall in love You think by now I've learned...
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    a part of me loves my best friend

    and another part of me still loves my ex of 6 months. but i dont know what to do and to make things even more confusing i dont have anyone to go to for advice on this..... ): idk
    MaddiJade16 MaddiJade16 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    This is the story of my life,

    from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm having autumn holiday, and needed something else to do than the usual music listening and video gaming, so I decided to write this...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    designer25m designer25m 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I'm straight.. At least I think I am.

    I like boys all I've ever dated was boys, but I have fantasies about girls. Some of my friends are lesbian & sometimes when they touch me or play around with me, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what I'm into. Maybe I'm bisexual or maybe just bicurious, but I have this...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    ........

    I’m very confused…. I really don’t know what do I want and I do not even know what to write but I just feel tired of not understanding myself and I feel that I want to get it out….!I’m changing but that’s not a problem because everyone changes, but what do you do when...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    I've been feeling confused lately.

    I've been single for 3 years now, before that I was dating my best friend of the last 11 years. I had moved back to his home town back in 2011 and we got serious really fast, it just felt right at the time. We had started talking about getting together when I was 14 but the two...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Sep 26

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    I don't know if I should ever trust another man

    again. every time I do they get distant. I guess I am the "clingy type" lol or maybe they were never into me :'( I wonder what I do wrong? I wonder if it's the way I act/behave?? I wish I knew...
    veronica4ever veronica4ever 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    My ex just admitted to me he still loves me.

    .. I just moved 10 hours away from him (and all my friends) less than a year ago. And he decides to do this now. We've agreed to meet halfway and spend a weekend hanging out to see if there's still something actual there, but i'm terrified to the point of shaking. He has a child...
    Lillith86 Lillith86 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    That moment when the Girl you like says she

    doesn't want you to like her because according to her you deserve better...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm gender fluid/a cross dresser

    and I desperately want male g*nitalia. I don't even know why.
    DieWithYourMaskOn DieWithYourMaskOn 13-15 Oct 15

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    You know you had to stay away

    or just give up on someone But you can't Cause there is too much feelings and emotions involved
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Working Towards Simplicity And Gratitude

    Mind was in an unusual reflective state today - Caught in a giant whirl of emotions. And whilst oscillating between finding life meaningful and not, I thought, our lives seem so complex, even unnatural. Struggling, as a helpless child thrown into the vast ocean, The mind slowly...
    benthicflare benthicflare 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 22, 2012

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    I feel so strange this morning I am not happy,

    but I am not sad... I am not excited, but not bored... I can't put my finger on what it is that's wrong but there is something missing and it's so strange
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 22

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    Have you ever wondered

    that a question mark looks like a half a heart?
    thoughtfulheart thoughtfulheart 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    My relationship is on the rocks right

    now especially we both just got promoted, worst is were in a LDR, its OK before work is not an issue coz theres not much to do he is in UAE I'm in the Philippines, i really wanna be with him most of the time and just talk to him I dunno y, I just need him more now,but he don't...
    faith1927 faith1927 18-21, F Oct 6

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    some days, i feel everything at

    once other days, i feel nothing at all i dont know what's worse .. drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst
    violla violla 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    Not sure if the one person I want to talk to

    will see this, but it is worth a shot. I tried to understand where you stood, I guess I had it wrong. If you see this, I would like to talk. Talk is a two way street, I need to know why.
    MC1228 MC1228 41-45, M Sep 23

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    Leaving

    I’m haunted by the ghosts.The pictures that move through my roomWhere you laid next to meThat’s where you smiledAnd I fell in love. Memories seep into my thoughtsRemembering you strong and perfectNothing like who you really are.Nothing like who I really am.I knew it was...
    shamrock17 shamrock17 18-21, F Jan 12, 2012

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    Ok so this is going to be very long

    but if you are willing to help then that would mean the world to me:) I have told this to some people but I want others opinions on this as well. So ok you might get confused because I just posted a story about me liking a boy that doesn't like me back. This is a different...
    Candice321 Candice321 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I hate you, and then I love you.

    It's like I want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you.
    AsuraIV AsuraIV 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    Feeling the difference,

    losing the fight I didn't think I would have to make... Something about my life recently has changed and it is all focused around two things... Back in that tunnel again, no way back, and seemingly no way forward... Maybe that light will come soon? Except this time I doubt it...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    There is a man. I don’t know him.

    I’ve watched his conversation in a chat room. Taken part in a few. I follow his twitter - see pictures of his son. Read the details of his life he is willing to share. He isn’t really a friend - but an acquaintance. Someone I always want to talk to but we don’t have...
    TheRuncibleSpoon TheRuncibleSpoon 36-40, F 2 Responses May 6

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Aren'T We All?

    I am married. I love my husband. But the other day, I felt like it was all going south. I thought, after a series of things going on, that he didn't love me anymore. When I thought about this, I then started thinking about an ex and I was like "that guy really did love me" then...
    laDamedeFer laDamedeFer 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    My heart pounds rapidly My hands shake without

    reason I feel lost and empty As I try to piece the puzzle Together I wonder if I'll ever see the full picture Maybe someday things will make sense But for now it's still a struggle
    missunfortunatesoul missunfortunatesoul 18-21, F Sep 14

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    Have feelings for someone

    who you know you can't have and probably don't even feel the same. This sucks. Like I'm trying not to like him but I catch myself thinking about him and missing him. It's way to soon for me to feel like this. :(
    ToriDianne ToriDianne 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 14

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    Morality is one of the recurring themes in my

    life at this point. I desperately want to be good. I live a life filled with guilt. I see evil in every single one of my actions. I look to the saints and aspire to be like them, but it just doesn't work. I'm too cowardly for that. And even when I just try to be a normal level...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    What if a guy seems not really interested in

    you,but still trying to pUll your leg to make you Nervous and to make you jealous ? should i just pull away forever from him ? i started to like him,but when he gave me all this feeling,i think i changed my mind and i think he is too. Any advice what should i do ? Thanx
    Kategemini Kategemini 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Every time I feel some emotion it gets sucked

    away leaving nothing but that sickening numbness
    Br0KenWhisper Br0KenWhisper 13-15, F Oct 2

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    I have a guy friend who I am basically best

    friends with, we have so much in common... And I really don't know if I want to be just friends with him anymore, I mean I was disgusted when my friends told me they think he has a crush on me a few months ago, but now I'm not so sure. Also turns out that he dated this girl for...
    moonstonecrow moonstonecrow 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 1

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    Ugh! Damn you feelings!

    ....... I'm just going to sit in my corner and eat crackers all day.
    FallingUp23 FallingUp23 13-15, M Sep 16

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    As short as I can make this.

    Recently I went through a heart break. My ex told me he wasn't in love with me. Yet I am? The end. So I thought. We met up to give back our stuff, he hugged me so tight and I was confused ?Then he says to give him time. Space. I'm all like ok! Take whatever time you want. We had...
    Betty288 Betty288 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 19-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    So, there's this guy

    that I've been talking to, and he's a really, really nice and romantic guy. He says he feels comfortable talking to me, when I'm gone he tells me he misses me, he's cheesy and cute... But he's straight. While he supposedly only likes girls, he says he feels "different" talking...
    miumiuganda miumiuganda 18-21, M Oct 1

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    I sometimes wonder if I'm going on the right

    path or if i am missing certain opportunities... But i have no clue what i am actually searching for. I just feel like i shouldn't be here right now but i have no clue where i need to go.
    DestinyAuthor DestinyAuthor 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    They say if the feeling

    after you're distance (and not keeping in touch)with a guy after a month doesn't last then it's not love? He'll be back in 2 months. Should I get going?
    NicoSapphire NicoSapphire 22-25, F Oct 12

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses May 7, 2011

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I Hate When Things Are Kept From Me

    My partner has been acting nice lately but I noticed he was doing sneaky things on the internet. I called him out and I forgave him under the condition of him keeping everything out in the open. Today I found out he changed his facebook password, dang it! I couldn't just leave it...
    cleargerman cleargerman 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    i hate it when i have

    so much to say but i can't put in words
    ElizabethSwannTurner ElizabethSwannTurner 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You see, this may sound stupid

    because I'm very young but I feel like if I don't say this I will keep thinking it over and over and just get more stressed. I am fourteen and I completely defenitely hate myself. I fon't like anything I do, the way I act, the way I talk, the way I stay. I think I'm stuggling...
    ValeriyaIvanov ValeriyaIvanov 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Every night I think to myself trying to figure

    out who I am, wondering what's wrong with me. I get so depressed at night. My feelings be all over the place, so many thoughts going through my head trying to put things together. everything has been a big blur. Nothing seems right any more, I'm a messed up girl. Recently I told...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7

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