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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    Did you ever felt like your mind is a mess?

    , that all you ever tought about you is now wrong? You tought that you know things, you have good opinions, you are something here, and then, suddenly, you meet that personaj, who is important to you, who you sart to love and you realize how insignifiant you are, how stupid, how...
    RosaryLaCroix RosaryLaCroix 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    He kissed me! Finally!

    He kissed me :) but it was nothing like I thought it would be. There was no spark like I imagined. I mean it was great but not quite what I thought it would be like... Still really happy!
    indecisivewitch indecisivewitch 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I just don't know what to think about anything

    anymore. I guess I just feel lost.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    There is a man. I don’t know him.

    I’ve watched his conversation in a chat room. Taken part in a few. I follow his twitter - see pictures of his son. Read the details of his life he is willing to share. He isn’t really a friend - but an acquaintance. Someone I always want to talk to but we don’t have...
    TheRuncibleSpoon TheRuncibleSpoon 36-40, F 2 Responses May 6, 2014

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    I have been in love with my bestfriend

    since I was 5. the thing is, I have this great girl who's 2 years older who loves me and I am about to date. And there's another girl I've known since I was 5 who is really flirtatious with me and I really like her. idk what to do and I feel so selfish....
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Feb 8

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    Really confused...like.

    ..I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Yet I don't know what to think about it, how to act upon it...I feel strange, awful and wrong feeling this way. ****.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Why do I bother with this?

    All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't. You can't just tell your feelings to change. **** feelings. **** this. **** everything.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    one second ill be thinking of every way to die

    and how horrible life is then five minutes later ill be totally fine.
    kyuko kyuko 16-17 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm straight.. At least I think I am.

    I like boys all I've ever dated was boys, but I have fantasies about girls. Some of my friends are lesbian & sometimes when they touch me or play around with me, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what I'm into. Maybe I'm bisexual or maybe just bicurious, but I have this...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2014

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    There is no easy way to explain the confusion I

    have right now. I've been very lucky to be able to "escape" to Hawaii for the week and get away from all the stress and things going on in my regular life. However, one thing has recently made me get to thinking. On multiple occasions, a link has been made between cute girls...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend

    because I'm not over my ex. My ex has a girlfriend. But I don't feel like I did the right thing because I want to be with my boyfriend and like him a lot. My ex put me through hell and I don't want to be with him. I'm confused
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    I am currently in that stage

    where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be about love, I'll start off by saying I'm demisexual. Anyway, my best friend is really close to me, and I'm close to her. We both...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    I received the most beautiful

    and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend. I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry. Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 21, 2014

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    LionPrincess03 LionPrincess03 18-21, F Feb 7

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    designer25m designer25m 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 19.

    . We're together 5 months now and wev been fighting a lot lately.. He hit me last night and I found he left a bruise, this is not the first time either :/
    Leannaax Leannaax 13-15, F 39 Responses Jan 6

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    i am talking to this girl

    that lives in Ohio. Now I've never dated a girl in my life but i really like her and she likes me, but I'm not sure how i feel... if im lesbian, bisexual or straight. i like men more then i like girls.
    unexperiencedfemale unexperiencedfemale 18-21, F Feb 17

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    i am 19 turning 20 years old this year

    and been single for 3 and half year. I can't get over my ex boyfriend, i still keep all gifts, doll, movie ticket he gave to me. He was warm, caring, forgiving, smart guy and i've been such a foolish to break up with him for another crush. now we attend same university, but a...
    kikipopin kikipopin 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Honestly to make a long story short,

    in having an identity crisis. yes I'm young but I'm too mature for this. I've been through too much for this. I mean I should've seen this coming given my bipolar depression disorder. but I was hoping that who I am out what I like wouldn't be a question. idk maybe I'm just...
    struggle13 struggle13 13-15, F Feb 6

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    I want to close the partially open relationship

    I have with my partner (we can kiss/go on dates with whoever, but romantic/sexual stuff is just for us) but I don't want to make them unhappy because they're really the only one actually taking advantage of what we have going on
    coolsgold coolsgold 18-21, T Feb 12

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 22 Responses Jan 1

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    ive been talking to this guy.

    . hes tall, handsome, sweet, amazing. but he said i love you last friday.. i just got out of a long term relationship 2 months ago, and i was/have been majorly heartbroken, i fell in love with him.. now that he said the 3 words, i dont know what to do. i cant say it back, at...
    courrtttxx courrtttxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am really confused about my feelings,

    things have changed alot recently. Would like another female to talk to
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    soooo my bestfried kiss me last nite

    and happy have valintimes.. then message mr saying she was sorry and she was needy for love. i dont know i kinda feel used.:s worst part she has a boyfiend and so do i
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    I love her, show it,

    and say it. She does not always reply to emails or texts. She gets annoyed with me and says so. We had a passionate encounter a few times but I think it is over! I treat her well but maybe not good enough...
    ngnomore ngnomore 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I don't know how I'm feeling right now.

    There's this guy, and everytime he texts or talks to me, my mood gets better. My face lights up and I can't stop the sudden increase of my heartbeat. It scares me really. Because he doesn't like me for sure.. I already sort of hooked him up with my friend because he always told...
    MyLonelyDesires MyLonelyDesires 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think I'm done with video games,

    and anime, and just everything that makes me happy. my parents told me all of those things are childish and I should grow up. I mean I think they're right and I should just give up on all that stuff and get into office work and fixing cars, because that sounds more mature...
    shammymane shammymane 18-21, M 7 Responses Feb 16

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me

    he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and I'm so confused about what i should do
    emjagrace emjagrace 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Confused Feelings.

    the pain that i feel, the hole in my chest i think of you when i just want to rest i can't seem to sleep when i'm without your face i can't seem to think about the blackened days Those days of depression when I'm left without you Darkened days when you don't know what to do i...
    SweetLana123 SweetLana123 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    My husband and I have been trying

    for a baby for a few years. He is a cancer survivor and our difficulties in conceiving are related to his previous treatments. We had gotten pregnant a year before his cancer diagnosis, but sadly I had lost our baby son when I went into pre-term labor at 22.5 weeks. The cause of...
    perfectlyimperfect2 perfectlyimperfect2 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Do u think its worth being with someone

    if you know it's not going to last forever ?
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know how to feel about anything anymore.

    I'm lost, confused and don't know what to do.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2011

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    My significant other just informed me drunkenly

    that they are bi sexual. I'm not sure how to feel or what to do. I'm ashamed about how I'm making this into a big deal when really I have no problems with gays / bi sexuals...
    brokengirl2394 brokengirl2394 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Every night I think to myself trying to figure

    out who I am, wondering what's wrong with me. I get so depressed at night. My feelings be all over the place, so many thoughts going through my head trying to put things together. everything has been a big blur. Nothing seems right any more, I'm a messed up girl. Recently I told...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    After all my past experiences etc,

    I have literally come out of it all with no trust in anyone. No emotion. A feeling of emptiness. And lack of sexual drive. I don't know what to do! I can't understand "me anymore".
    Youniquorns245 Youniquorns245 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I Just Can't Believe He Is Self Centered

    Friends, unfortunately, come in and out of our lives. Some friends make such an impression that they change our lives and others we don't always remember their names. I met this guy when I was seventeen, he had the most amazing teeth and he was a really nice guy to go along with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    I would usually admit this,

    but I feel I have to no I need to. You guys won't judge too harshly... I hope... This will be long and with not good gramma and chiz. So lets start a couple months ago, maybe 3. I came back from a cruise and broke up with my girlfriend, I knew While I loved her I wasn't in love...
    BeautifulMyth BeautifulMyth 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    I cannot pin down my feelings They slip with my

    thoughts Empathy and sympathy dodging me Meanings are flipped This predicament sticks Have I gone mad? I want someone to understand Except I already know no one can No lending hands can bandage my mind Either cracking or broken We live our lives’ hoping Hoping for the...
    Talking2myself Talking2myself 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I have no idea what i feel right now.

    Not sure if i am numb, pissed, relieved or what. I have had suspicions and questions about how mom died since the day it happened ten years ago. I guess i am happy someone finally had the balls to tell me it was suicide, but a big part of me is still thinking, "nah, they are...
    cme4u cme4u 22-25, F Feb 10

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    Just warning, this might get slightly long.

    So, I am a 13 year old girl. (Please don't judge me by my age). I have always been kind of "boyish" or however you want to call it. I have had three crushes. One was a guy. That was over a year ago. He was a nice guy, intelligent and cool, but after a few months it stoped. I...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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