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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a

    Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm going to do tomorrow. And the thing about feeling so much better lately, about really learning to explore my feelings of sexuality, is that I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Hmm. Well, I recently began talking with a girl

    and liked her within a couple of days. We kept talking and it grew more and more and..I really really like her now. Like, a lot. From what I know, she did too. I got the courage to ask her out yesterday and was so ready to do so. Everything about her was perfect. She is...
    brainiak13 brainiak13 13-15, M Jul 26

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    i thought i was over my ex (it's been just

    over a year and i ve had a gf since) but i now have all these feelings flooding back. im on really good terms with her and everytime i see her/talk to her my heart melts a little. im too scared to tell her in case she rejects me again or worse i lose her as the friend i have...
    iceman223 iceman223 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    So I recently posted one of my experiences

    and everything is getting better. My mom loves me ig. Everyone who lied or caused us split, they got cut off. I have maintained my amount of friends...But one thing is kinda going wrong.....My brother doesn't like me anymore. Its not bad its just that he has been nice and caring...
    SDavis3543 SDavis3543 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M May 19

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    I am becoming far too close to a man

    who should be off limits. It's so hard when we both enjoy each other's company.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 20

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    I just don't know anymore,

    I'm just so confused, I don't even know, life is just so confusing about everything
    Fred363 Fred363 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    i feel like i want to cry,

    and im not sure why.
    PacirickMoon PacirickMoon 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm a bit concerned about myself.

    Ever since I left a very rough period of my life, my life's been pretty boring...and I hate boring. I find myself seeking extremes whether high or low. If I can't be extremely happy, I want to be sad. Or angry. I just can't stand boring. Can anyone relate to this? Is this bad...
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I know what I should feel.

    I just don't feel it at all.
    decentraIized decentraIized 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    *This is kind of a continuation of my last

    experience so to better understand this one you might want to read the other really quick* But this guy I work with and I have been talking for about three months now. He says he likes me and basically wants me to be sure I like him. There's things about him that I don't...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i want u to be happy,

    but you're my happiness. may i let u go? i love you
    marinexmaciel marinexmaciel 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    "Bittersweet" Every now

    and then I still get a flashback Of the time I spent Thinking you could be that one Should I have just kept your love? As I understand, We did have some good times On the other hand, Got me crying all night and It was too much for my mind So even though I left you I can't...
    LanaKane LanaKane 70+, F Jul 26

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    I am only 14 but i want to have sex.

    Be molested to be more exact. I would fantasize about someone breaking into my house and doing it. Is something wrong with me
    Potaytoe Potaytoe 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    Why is it that I'm so into this guy I know is

    not good enough for me? We've been talking for a few months and we also work together. He claims to like me and wants to turn it into something, yet has never asked me or taken me on a date. It's always hanging out or wanting to hang out, and I don't consider that a date. He has...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Their past selves are unworthy of forgiveness.

    Their present is still to be decided. They should feel grateful to those struggling in foreign waters and I can't jump to save. They are the reason my enemies will find my doors wide open. If they hit, they will fall. If they take the help, they will find peace.  ...
    decentraIized decentraIized 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 29

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    Why do I so crave being with a woman,

    feeling her touches, smelling her hair, holding her close, the intimacy and yet I want to be alone? I can't have it both ways, can I?
    flirtingjoe flirtingjoe 61-65, M 6 hrs ago

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Why is it I find a person

    that I think is the one but their baggage is a wall that ends up hurting me? I have past experiences that also have hurt me. Guys act like their experiences are worse than mine. I try to go in & do all kinds of things for them. I open my heart & let them inside. I try to provide...
    purtyinpink17 purtyinpink17 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Its weird, one minute I'll be fairly happy then

    the next I will suddenly feel really depressed and start crying :/
    EmilyyLouise EmilyyLouise 13-15, F Jul 21

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    I dunno where to start.

    . So I'll start at the beginning I guess. When I was a lad my mom was addicted to pills. It actually wasn't to long ago.. Only about three years since she's been off them. I know I shouldn't judge or blame anyone but I sometimes blame her for a lot of my problems today. I can't...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    decentraIized decentraIized 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 21 Responses Jan 1

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me

    he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and I'm so confused about what i should do
    emjagrace emjagrace 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    There is this guy who is like my best friend

    but isn't at the same time. However, I am really not sure how I feel about him. Like half of me is saying yeah I like you a lot and you are all I want to be with. But the other half is just like no I can't stand you these days because of how much of a jerk you can be. I just don...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I've always my whole life feel like I'm sitting

    on a flat surface feeling like there's no one else around me and empty dark room it feels like it's falling beneath me and I'm drifting into a abyss I don't know what to do?
    H3l1o H3l1o 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    It seems as if I could thrust a dagger into my

    stomach and feel less pain than I do now. But this pain, no, it's not in my stomach. It's in my heart and it's piecing through it. Like the waves of electricity flowing through your heart muscles with every beat, waves of deep rooted pain flow through mine. In all this, I...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 13

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    Feeling like some kind of criminal

    for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses me, because I think that my feelings were wrong and it makes me feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back.
    Angieinthewonderland Angieinthewonderland 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 20

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    decentraIized decentraIized 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    At times .. I just can have this other side of

    me that doesn't sound me. It is just frustrated and fed up and angry a bit. I think I do it to myself actually because I allow my thoughts to go there, in areas I don't like or enjoy. I sometimes just want to tell my brain : **** ! Concentrate on things that matter to you...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    At the end of the day,

    I truly believe all I've got is myself. I doubt anyone thinks about me at night, wants to message me, or just cares how I'm doing. This isn't in the "I battle depression" group because I'm not sad, I'm use to this feeling.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 19

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    im literally feeling like 200 emotions at the

    same time right now and its hard tbh.
    nsfwtbh nsfwtbh 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a really close guy friend

    that I think I have feelings for. However, I'm not sure if I want anything to happen between us. I'm also confused if he likes me or not. Maybe the timing just isn't right. I don't know what I'm feeling hahaha
    fadedenim fadedenim 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    This.. Isn't.. Normal.

    I am crushing on someone. No, I can't. That's not me! I hate people!
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 13 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish I could me a happier person

    but things are so complicated.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    I really am questioning all of my emotions.

    . what I'm feeling and who I'm really feeling them for. My head is so full of a mixture of logic and desire that I don't know what is true.
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Hey :3, firstly I just want you to know I'm

    quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
    Aethic Aethic 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I decided to let go of him.

    I was strong enough. I told him about it. But he comes back after every few days asking me about life . I tried acting cool and normal. But Last time the lava of my emotions bursted like a volcano and I told him to stay away and said some rude things to him. After that I...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 4

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    I'm so confused....I ended up talking to a guy

    on a random chat site and we have been talking for a few months now. I'm confused because he is telling me that he loves me and I don't know how to reply... I do love him but I can't bring myself to say it back to him. I think it's mainly because he's half way across the world...
    deni444 deni444 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I AM confused about my feelings.

    I have no idea what I feel right now. An hour or so ago..wait..actually till this very moment, my father and sister are fighting their lungs out. Shouting and cursing at each other. They shouted so loud that I thought my father might have a heart attack on the moment, and my...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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