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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    All of a sudden I have this overwhelming

    sadness come over me out of the blue. Nothing traumatic has happened so I have no reason for this. I don't know why but I feel so anxious and depressed lately and I can't fix it. I feel like such an attention seeker being all sad when other lives are worse than mine. But I don't...
    hellasad hellasad 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    Feeling like some kind of criminal

    for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses me, because I think that my feelings were wrong and it makes me feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back.
    Angieinthewonderland Angieinthewonderland 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 20

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    I've always liked girls

    and am very masculine I guess but the past few months Figured that I like guys and have no feelings towards girls at all anymore. It's not guys my age I'm attracted to but older men, and when I say older I mean like over 40s. Me and my friends were out a while ago and met a few...
    Seth2015 Seth2015 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 16

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    caught feelings for a guy

    who is close to my family which is my sisters godbrother and we were on good terms but then he suddenly stopped talking to me and yes my feelings was crushed because it confused me i really didnt understand me and his mother have a good relationship
    Mzhoney Mzhoney 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I can't work out what my sexuality is.

    I think I am attracted to women most of the time, but I feel this huge amount of shame and guilt sometimes. And I don't think I could ever come out as bisexual or lesbian because my sister already has and I'd look like I am copying her, but I'm not. I told her about a year ago...
    EaAnonymous EaAnonymous 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    My best friend that moved to South Carolina

    and never spoke to me again is really confusing me and I don't know what to do. She texts me practically every 6 months and she thinks we're like best friends again but I'm so unattached from her and I've changed my morals and everything and i'm not so sure if I even like her...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F Jun 23

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    honesty I didn't know

    that the antidepressants would end up being useful for something, I have been taking them for a long while now and its only been a week since I noticed that they are making me confused, I would rather be confused though rather than depressed or down
    cardsinthecloset cardsinthecloset 13-15 Jun 23

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    I am confused with my feelings to my husband.

    I felt really incomplete but I don't want to lose him too.
    Aleks99 Aleks99 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Way to many thoughts

    and feelings about the numerous men in my life right now... 1) My first real boyfriend- we dated for 2 years and he was my first kiss and love. we Broke up because he was unsure about his sexuality that was 4 plus years ago and we are best friends and he is sure that he likes...
    laxmeg9 laxmeg9 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    acquaintances are nothing

    but stimulation.
    jjaynes01 jjaynes01 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I decided to let go of him.

    I was strong enough. I told him about it. But he comes back after every few days asking me about life . I tried acting cool and normal. But Last time the lava of my emotions bursted like a volcano and I told him to stay away and said some rude things to him. After that I...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 4

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    How I feel today... I am usually an upbeat

    and emotional person but during these past few days I've been feeling depressed, sad, alone... nas a bit apathic too. My grandmother died 5 months ago so I guess that has to do with how I feel. Also I haven't seen the person I like in a week... I miss them. So yeah. This is how...
    mssparkles mssparkles 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i broke up with a boy i was with

    and believe me i felt so strongly about him, still do. my family said i shouldn't be focusing on those things right now, and my family is so important to me. so i was honest with him, and to prevent him and me getting hurt i just had to end it. and he tried to understand but i...
    avy1212 avy1212 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 19 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Advice on how to become friends with an ex.

    .without feeling like you are bothering them?
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want to start this by asking

    for no hate. I need help. I am suicidal. I am 16. I believe in god but sometimes I believe he has forsaken me. my therapist told me to try this site so I am. Can anyone help me?
    justb3inme justb3inme 16-17, F 21 Responses Jan 1

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    Different year, same day.

    Different person, same actions. Different feelings, same pain. LoL.. O.o
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me

    he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and I'm so confused about what i should do
    emjagrace emjagrace 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    Hey :3, firstly I just want you to know I'm

    quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
    Aethic Aethic 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Some people just know what they want to do with

    their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a little kid I wanted to do something with animals when I grew up. I kind of wanted to be a vet, but quickly decided that wouldn't be for me because...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses May 11

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    pepetheanarchistfrog pepetheanarchistfrog 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 19.

    . We're together 5 months now and wev been fighting a lot lately.. He hit me last night and I found he left a bruise, this is not the first time either :/
    Leannaax Leannaax 13-15, F 33 Responses Jan 6

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    I dunno where to start.

    . So I'll start at the beginning I guess. When I was a lad my mom was addicted to pills. It actually wasn't to long ago.. Only about three years since she's been off them. I know I shouldn't judge or blame anyone but I sometimes blame her for a lot of my problems today. I can't...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 7 Responses Jun 16

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Hey everyone, so I'm married

    for 8 years I have 3 amazing kids and my husband is my life my best friend... And these past year or so I have been openeda bout who I am .. I am bi sexual.. and he understands and love me for who I am ... But I can't seem to feel the same way . I am not having any luck finding...
    caribbean87 caribbean87 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Why do I love people

    that hurt me?
    RippledRose RippledRose 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    There is this guy who is like my best friend

    but isn't at the same time. However, I am really not sure how I feel about him. Like half of me is saying yeah I like you a lot and you are all I want to be with. But the other half is just like no I can't stand you these days because of how much of a jerk you can be. I just don...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I am really confuse ,

    for some reason I just can't seem to fall in love .There is this girl that i have love for 7 years but now for some reason i lose that affection towards her anymore .I really hate myself for that and it really hurt her in many way ,but i don't know what to do anymore
    Appolo123 Appolo123 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I did'nt control my feelings sometimes I feel

    that I have to do that thing but on the next moment I feel no this not appropriate so I sudden change my idea and set up a new thought to do in life. I can't stay at one point. can't think about onething. I could not make good decisions on time. I'm much worried about my such...
    Faizi21 Faizi21 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7, 2011

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M May 19

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    I try to be happy because

    when I'm sad I'm a burden on my mom that's what it feels like anyways. I'm hurting because I feel like a disabled burden yet I'm told by the people who hurt me the most I'm not. I can't tell who to listen o anymore but my feelings are clear as day just hiding them to long the...
    RippledRose RippledRose 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think I like one of my good friends

    and we are getting closer but i'm going to a new school next year and I don't know how I feel about him. I'm just really confused,
    xlauren15 xlauren15 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    And that pretty much says it all.

    Not even a clue of how I got here and I need to get out as soon as possible and go back to being my awesome self again and not this pathetic "I don't know how I feel" girl.
    QueenElla QueenElla 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I have trouble expressing myself

    and I push my feelings away without realizing. When my unlce passed away I took it hard and a part of me died. No one cared about my uncle, he was under appreciated by everyone. In my eyes he still is the greatest person ever. Hearing my mom talk about him yesterday made me...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a

    Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm going to do tomorrow. And the thing about feeling so much better lately, about really learning to explore my feelings of sexuality, is that I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Hi :) ... I had relationship to guys in the

    past months and most of them was I met online. Yes, i'm bisexual or something. I realized i can'not really find love by online and then arrange a date to meet them. You know, everything was about lust.. lust ..lust. There is always the s word and i kind of being addicted to it...
    Niel17 Niel17 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 18

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