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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    When I am with my friends I am genuinely happy,

    always making jokes, and rarely thinking of negative thoughts, but when I get to be alone basically everything I can think about is negative. I'm not sure why I feel this way, but I just want to be able to change this so I can have happiness all the time
    sassielis sassielis 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    is it common for a guy to suggest being friends

    a couple of days after you had sex with him?
    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I Just Can't Believe He Is Self Centered

    Friends, unfortunately, come in and out of our lives. Some friends make such an impression that they change our lives and others we don't always remember their names. I met this guy when I was seventeen, he had the most amazing teeth and he was a really nice guy to go along with...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    I realized i lost my heart

    and found it crying in the corner...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Why do I bother with this?

    All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't. You can't just tell your feelings to change. **** feelings. **** this. **** everything.
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Confused Doesn't Even Cover It

    like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore.  i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused. i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
    suckfest suckfest 19-21, F 5 Responses Dec 24, 2007

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    So recently i have on

    and off a crush on this guy. I felt like earlier this week was going to go up and talk to me several times. When my friend and i walked passed him and his friend, i heard his friend say "just talk to her already", i felt them staring at me, but i guess he didnt have enough...
    mysteryteen04 mysteryteen04 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Marriage... Friendship... Love... Confusion...

    Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair. Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
    lostle lostle 31-35 5 Responses Nov 18, 2013

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    Feelings

    How do we know what we are feeling is true? How do we feel like we do for someone when we know its irrational? How do we know if its emotional attatchment or something more? How can we feel so much for someone we barely know? How do we know if its mutual or we're making a...
    gem1969 gem1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2013

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    pinkypoo33 pinkypoo33 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    ........

    I’m very confused…. I really don’t know what do I want and I do not even know what to write but I just feel tired of not understanding myself and I feel that I want to get it out….!I’m changing but that’s not a problem because everyone changes, but what do you do when...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    I'd really like some advice on this .

    .. I've been in love with this boy(Mickey) for 3 years .. we were best friends for those years and we both had feelings for each other but never said anything about it. finally last year 13 December we were dating it was great. although we were trying to work long distance...
    MinnieMelaMouse MinnieMelaMouse 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i just want to have a real true friend

    who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 9 Responses Dec 8

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    I sometimes wonder if I'm going on the right

    path or if i am missing certain opportunities... But i have no clue what i am actually searching for. I just feel like i shouldn't be here right now but i have no clue where i need to go.
    DestinyAuthor DestinyAuthor 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I am confused if i like him

    or it was just pity want to talk about it badly.
    Regkid Regkid 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I think im in love with another guy.

    Someone who I've known for years now. He doesn't know and im with someone. I know I need to get him out my system but how do I go about doing this??? Im confused?!?
    JMQBabies3 JMQBabies3 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have body dysmorphia,

    and I get complimented Alot on my looks, when people say "you are so pretty " I automatically think that they mean I'm ugly. then I also want to hear I'm pretty but at the same time I don't. so that's very confusing
    oliviatt oliviatt 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I have fallen into the extreme.

    Like I seriously feel so down. I hate how my head can think of like seven posotive views and how to handle my emotions,but i still feel unsatisfied. I think I got to the point where I only feel lost.
    gecha gecha 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    ok first off i was adopted by my dad (at 5 )so

    im not really his child and thats ok he has always been like a dad to me growing up and him and mom love each other very very much . the thing is my uncle dads older brother ive always called him my bf since i was 7 or 8 years old he was in the military and spent a lot of time...
    crystalbabecal crystalbabecal 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    Every night I think to myself trying to figure

    out who I am, wondering what's wrong with me. I get so depressed at night. My feelings be all over the place, so many thoughts going through my head trying to put things together. everything has been a big blur. Nothing seems right any more, I'm a messed up girl. Recently I told...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    My grandfather grabbed my face

    and pushed rather forcefully me to the couch.. And after that he took my phone and slammed it to the ground .. There was nothing left of it.. He did this all because I apparently spend no time with them.. I'm just the type to be alone .. And I definitely do not want to be around...
    lexiesempathy lexiesempathy 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    We were so happy when we met again!

    I met this guy when I was younger. His birthday is one day after mine's. I always see with with the same girls. He's very cute and I'd be the first to say hi. Then I stopped and he finally said hi. One day he was alone and I said hi. He gave me a nervous wave. Awkward... After...
    Brittanybae Brittanybae 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    So despite of what my fears say I'm starting to

    get feeling for the most sweetest gentleman in my school. I thought my school had zero percentage of men but I'm wrong. Thing is that I'm really scared. Terrified. What happened to me keeps roaming around in my head and today I had a panic attack at school. I just don't want to...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Nov 18

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    MasterTusi MasterTusi 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    sometimes I feel like I'm sick of my life

    and don't wanna live anymore but sometime I really love my self and wish to live more happily
    alexorn alexorn 22-25 Dec 9

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    What A Day...

    Sometimes I just share too much. I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned. Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short. God...
    MizzyH MizzyH 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    Last night, I agreed to see you

    although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 7

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    Is it really worth all the pain

    and jealousy? Am I willing to lose my sleep and mental peace over this? :/
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    There is a man. I don’t know him.

    I’ve watched his conversation in a chat room. Taken part in a few. I follow his twitter - see pictures of his son. Read the details of his life he is willing to share. He isn’t really a friend - but an acquaintance. Someone I always want to talk to but we don’t have...
    TheRuncibleSpoon TheRuncibleSpoon 36-40, F 2 Responses May 6

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    even more so now. why can't I just have a

    crystal ball? Something to tell me what my future holds? Something to tell me what's going to happen? How will I feel? Will I be happy? Miserable? If I knew...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Ugh

    Tonight I just feel lonely..... I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone. Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    i have a friend tim and

    since meeting him i have had an array of changing feelings. it started off with me not caring about him either way and having no opinons about him, really. then i developed a crush on him for some reason i dont even know. it was just, one day i liked him. then we started...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    designer25m designer25m 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    I don't think I'm over my ex

    and I have no idea what to tell my friends let alone my current boyfriend......I am lost.
    mouthyrage mouthyrage 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I Hate When Things Are Kept From Me

    My partner has been acting nice lately but I noticed he was doing sneaky things on the internet. I called him out and I forgave him under the condition of him keeping everything out in the open. Today I found out he changed his facebook password, dang it! I couldn't just leave it...
    cleargerman cleargerman 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    I'm straight.. At least I think I am.

    I like boys all I've ever dated was boys, but I have fantasies about girls. Some of my friends are lesbian & sometimes when they touch me or play around with me, my heart skips a beat. I don't know what I'm into. Maybe I'm bisexual or maybe just bicurious, but I have this...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I know how lucky I am,

    I have great, no absolutely fricking amazing friends, and an awesome, loving family, I have safety, education, nutrition, and medical help available. But for some reason, I get these thoughts. I hate myself, and it just consumes me. I can be happy, and usually when I smile it's...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4

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    I would usually admit this,

    but I feel I have to no I need to. You guys won't judge too harshly... I hope... This will be long and with not good gramma and chiz. So lets start a couple months ago, maybe 3. I came back from a cruise and broke up with my girlfriend, I knew While I loved her I wasn't in love...
    BeautifulMyth BeautifulMyth 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    That feel when your crush definitely sees the

    text you sent in the morning, and doesn't text you back within the day. I feel that feel. Love is one helluva b*tch. Particularly when peeps don't feel the same way.
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    As you walk my way Do you see my face?

    Sad behind a smile Fake it for a while Tell me what should I do? Can I get closer to you? Tell me the truth Can I get an answer from you? Show me a sign Here I stand with my heart in my hands And all I do To get closer to you As I stand alone Sinking like a stone You can save...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I received the most beautiful

    and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend. I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry. Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Why

    Why do I love you? Is there more to it than love? Why have you hurt me so terribly? What can I do to move forward? Can I keep you?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses May 7, 2011

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    I wish life was like the TV show,

    Once Upon A Time. This way, you can rip your own heart out, so it takes away all your feelings. You won't feel anything, towards anything. and you won't die, because you can only die if you crush the heart.
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I can't decide if I'm straight,

    bisexual, pansexual or gay. That narrows it down... I can not for the life of me figure this out. Is sexuality this complex for anyone else? A couple of minutes ago I decided to start an experiment over the next couple weeks where I consciously try to think about males, and...
    IvyEstelle IvyEstelle 16-17, F Dec 2

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    So I got into a relationship.

    And I'm happy with it but everything that has happened in the past it's just I don't know. I know it's effecting me and I don't want it to. He's the most sweetest and respectful guy but it really frightens me to trust. He knows what happened to me without me actually having...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Really confused...like.

    ..I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Yet I don't know what to think about it, how to act upon it...I feel strange, awful and wrong feeling this way. ****.
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 8

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    I have this friend I've known

    for 3 1/2 years and I fell in love with him early in our friendship and I thought ohh this is a temporary thing but to this day I can still say I'm in love with him...... the only problem is that I have a boyfriend...... I don't know what to do.
    katiebug17 katiebug17 18-21, F Nov 22

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