who will listen to my feelings everytime i have problems..... this is so fustrating cause im goin through some bs rite now and all my friends seemed to have all of sudden changed and now are fake friends they only wanna talk to me when they have problems or when they need...
I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
-15 year old male in 9th Grade (just turned 15)
-Really young looking/short for my age
-Very self conscious
About 2 months ago, I asked out this girl from 10th grade (I'm in ninth). She said yes, surprisingly. Now, ever since I started dating her, I have become EXTREMELY...
quite happy, this isn't making me feel down or anything. I really want to start dating, but at the same time I don't. It's hard to explain. Its like I think I'll easily get bored in a relationship... don't get me wrong, my heart's in the right place when it comes to treating...
Confused... In Love... With An Amazing Man... Who Happened To Be My Husband's Ex Husband... My husband had a few years long affair.
Did I know? Yes, I knew about it. Hoping, no, fooling myself that one day it will become pure friendship. He claimed it was at the beginning and...
and i think in simple terms i've liked her on and off for a year. when i dont like her, i force myself not to talk/think about her bc i dont want to feel this way, and i focus my attention on guys..i also don't like any other girls. (neither of us are out as lesbian/bi..)
with. I may actually like him, which never happens!
On the other hand, my Sir may not appreciate sharing me, but I also can't experience things with Sir the way I can with the other guy.
I love that Sir knows how to treat me like a child but at the same time, I hate how...
and just recently I had a dream about her, and we where making out and it was amazing and beautiful. And now I can't take my eyes off of her, she's beautiful and cocky and just brilliant I want her all the time now but I don't know what to do.
boy and we were madly in love. We dated until after graduation, we went to Junior and Senior prom together and lost our virginity to each other. He was a wonderful guy and person and was very dear to me. The only problem was that I had this very close guy friend who I had...
I still don't consider myself mentally ill, despite having been diagnosed with a psychotic and anxiety disorder. I'm just the same me that I've always been.
I remember when my friend first made me aware that I was delusional. I thought I could just stop now that I knew. I was...
and out of all the girls I've had, I loved her most. I have a girlfriend now but I had a dream about meeting with Sara for the first time. She was so excited to see me and I her. Then I decided to stay the night at her house and we kissed... The dream tells me that I miss her so...
. i can't figure out what to do with my life... i feel burdened and cold.. i need love but i dont know what kind of love it is... i miss something but i dont know what and who... i need spice in my life... ahhhhh so confusing
dirty messages to one of his female 'friends'. It turns out it was him sending those messages and she was just brushing it off, not replying in the same manner. We've got past that as a couple after them both saying it was just a joke and nothing was meant by it. He has been to...
All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't. You can't just tell your feelings to change. **** feelings. **** this. **** everything.
Tonight I just feel lonely.....
I'm desperately wanting to just have someone hold me, play with my hair, look at me face to face, and just not feel so alone.
Never had that before, I don't want sex either lol I just want....I don't know...something.... I feel stupid even writing...
for a baby for a few years. He is a cancer survivor and our difficulties in conceiving are related to his previous treatments. We had gotten pregnant a year before his cancer diagnosis, but sadly I had lost our baby son when I went into pre-term labor at 22.5 weeks. The cause of...
Yeah, we spent valentines together, and the next morning, I woke up to a text which wasn't too fun to read.
A day later, after a tiny bit of talking, something put her off, and it's nothing that can change, but she refused to tell me what it is.
Been over a month without...
the pain that i feel, the hole in my chest
i think of you when i just want to rest
i can't seem to sleep when i'm without your face
i can't seem to think about the blackened days
Those days of depression when I'm left without you
Darkened days when you don't know what to do
have right now.
I've been very lucky to be able to "escape" to Hawaii for the week and get away from all the stress and things going on in my regular life. However, one thing has recently made me get to thinking.
On multiple occasions, a link has been made between cute girls...
Confused because I'm treading in the unknown.
Confused because I don't know what the future holds.
Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not.
Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout.
Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
and sincere message one can ever hope to get. Just a kind word, just a I hope u feel better wish, just a true friend.
I saw it, was blown away by the pure beauty of it, made me shiver and cry.
Just a few simple words, but coming from a friend, they mean so much more. So much...
Sometimes I just share too much.
I'll kick myself for a few days and get over it. Maybe I won't get over losing what I thought was a very good friend, but I will remember the lesson I've learned.
Forgive and be thankful for the things you learn, life is far too short.
you remind me how it feels to speak.
To speak and be heard,
to speak and be understood.
Thoughts transposed into
Words that mean more than courtesies.
Time wasted in silence,
A fear of being misunderstood.
Of losing what was never mine.
It's an apologetic truth,
like the person below me i was a college kid that had a lot of ideals and dreams that i don't so much believe in anymore. i am depressed about this and other things, and my mood swings leave me very confused.
i come up with all these 'theories' in my head on how i got this...
Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming.
The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind.
Which outweighs the other?
Are they equal?
Not like it matters.
I have no choice anyway.
I want this.
I don't want this.
This is good.
This is bad.
This is fair.
Empathy and sympathy dodging me
Meanings are flipped
This predicament sticks
Have I gone mad?
I want someone to understand
Except I already know no one can
No lending hands can bandage my mind
Either cracking or broken
We live our lives’ hoping
Hoping for the...
although you were drunk. I should've known what was destined to occur, but instead I choose to be oblivious to the facts. After everything has been done, I realized that I do miss you, but you're not right for me. Our relationship was supposed to be a partnership, but the way...
97 months left me and went off to screw with another guy less then a few weeks after breaking up with me (strange I know right I wonder if there is a correlation) anyway I go through these mix emotions and I hate them.. where one moment I hate her and wish she never existed to...