I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

    There's a guy I have been talking to.

    We have been talking for over a month he lives in the same city and we are meeting this Saturday. But he wants to be more than a friend. I know much ab his past relationships (he told me himself).He's the type that can sleep with a girl 3 times and block her if he feels she want...
    darkblue0909 darkblue0909
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 5

    I have a type I guess,

    which makes it hard. You know, the type of girl who is small, tiny and cute, looks up to you for protection, for happiness, the submissive type. Idk. I am confused. On what I want in a relationship. What if I never feel fulfilled?
    NotTheAmericanAveragexx NotTheAmericanAveragexx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 30

    I know what I should feel.

    I just don't feel it at all.
    SlRlN SlRlN
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2015
    TheFluffyGozette TheFluffyGozette
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 18

    Annoying funny yet chill

    when alone tall guy! I like who HE IS. It just attracts me so muchhhh but I'm getting nowhere. We had nothing in common I bet. Nothing to get me closer to him. I'll stay strong
    Beautybomb Beautybomb
    18-21, F
    Mar 8

    At the end of the day,

    I truly believe all I've got is myself. I doubt anyone thinks about me at night, wants to message me, or just cares how I'm doing. This isn't in the "I battle depression" group because I'm not sad, I'm use to this feeling.
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jul 19, 2015

    Why is it that I'm so into this guy I know is

    not good enough for me? We've been talking for a few months and we also work together. He claims to like me and wants to turn it into something, yet has never asked me or taken me on a date. It's always hanging out or wanting to hang out, and I don't consider that a date. He has...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

    Choooo chooo! Everybody on board

    for the feels train 🤐
    Chiro98 Chiro98
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 24, 2015

    I just have this empty feeling

    that bothers me I don't know if I'm upset or what 🤔 it's confusing and I don't know what to do 😖
    herealways2017 herealways2017
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 18

    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    Im insecure and don't really like myself,

    but Ive never been one to change myself for others. All my life I have never changed the way I acted, the way I looked, the things I said or my morals for anyone just so they would like me or so I would fit in. I dont understand how I can be so secure with myself and so insecure...
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 4

    Concerned about who is the father of my unborn

    child. I just need a little advice from the outside. I'm currently 37 weeks pregnant. I have been with somebody on and off for about 4 years. I had got my period on June 5th and based on my cycle length I ovulate between the 18th through the 23rd. I was having problems with my...
    Shel122193 Shel122193
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 21

    How and why is it that you can see real sadness

    in his eyes but he acted like a jerk on the past. Now it seems like you abandoned him and he has no idea how it happened? When he "cares" about you and you don't believe it coz some of his acts proves otherwise so you shrug it off then you suddenly become the "bad guy" in the...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5

    I feel like life is pointless.

    relationships are pointless. love, what is that? It's pointless. I find myself walking in this world of pointlessness and all I've been trying to do is find someone or something to walk it with me. As we would walk, we could talk about all the little things that mean nothing...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 23

    But one thing is for sure.

    My feelings are for him.....
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 2

    My relationship has been over

    for about a year now! Why can't I move on, I find myself comparing him to other men all the time and I hate that I do that! It's cost me my new relationship! He has destroyed my trust as well so in my new relationship I turned out to be a person I didn't want to be! Still I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 26

    I had a crush on this man

    for nearly a year, to a point where I think it is time to let go. I don't exactly know whether it is considered as a crush. I do know my heart pound whenever I text him. I am always looking forward to his replies. However, it was hard to get him open up. Thus, after trying many...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 27

    I don't understand why I am feeling

    so much pain. There is nothing causing harm to me now.
    DreamChristine DreamChristine
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    I give my distance for a reason.

    I act cold around you. I act like I don't care. DEEP INSIDE.... I really do. I still want you to like me. Be crazy over me. Text me. Appreciate me. Miss me. Now, I feel your presence is slowly fading. It hurts.
    Sen22 Sen22
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 8, 2015

    I've come to realize I'll never be first choice

    to anyone.. My father chose his other family over ours. My first love destroyed 6 yrs of friendship for someone she knew for 2 weeks. All my past best friends have betrayed me. My current best friend has two best friends, including me. But at a wedding, the other friend would...
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Nov 20, 2015

    I'm just not built to be normal.

    I used to want to find love in guys who were no good for me just to realize I'm not meant for love 😔😔
    Jgrace07 Jgrace07
    18-21, F
    Mar 27

    I relate a lot more and am willing to share a

    lot more with females and I don't really understand why .-. I think maybe it's because throughout my life males have always put me down when I've shared things with them, whereas females haven't, I'm puzzled with why this is
    1999alone 1999alone
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Honestly I was looking forward to going to

    junior prom this year but since my now ex-boyfriend bailed on me for a childish reason, i feel upset that i dont have anyone to go with and i dont want to go alone.
    ledahaan ledahaan
    18-21, F
    Mar 9

    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    May 19, 2015

    So I did it! Had the best s.

    e.x. I've ever had, with my ex BF. We broke up, in the summer of 2014. We were together for 5 years...he says he still loves me. I'm dating someone else, who's totally great... Really was thinking he's perfect for me, but if that's the case, how can I have such amazing sex with...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Feb 10

    Okay. So there is this guy

    that I've had a crush on like forever. He is the total opposite of me though. I'm girly and innocent while he's a tough guy who has done some bad things. He liked me too and asked me out. After a while I said yes. The day after we went to a movie with some friends and he wouldn...
    Hannahchristie Hannahchristie
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    17 Responses Dec 8, 2014

    There is this guy who has made my life a living

    hell yet a living heaven and I don't know what to think anymore. I am tired of his lying but I can't help but imagine us being together one day...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7

    Okay so this friend of mine is also my roomie

    and she's kinda mean sometimes, but kind other times. I sometimes am very confused as to what she really wants, to me to go or stay a friend? Sometimes she shares stuff, but that's becoming less and less with time, and most conversations are replaced by "I don't need to tell YOU...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21

    I'm so confused with my feelings

    because it's always too quick to feel attracted with someone whom I feel comfortable with, yet we only spend a day together went out to crowded places. it brings me to infatuation which is so exhaustive. I've known how it may end since it happens way too often. So here's the...
    AlianaLeeuwen AlianaLeeuwen
    18-21, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    Today is August 21st.

    Today is my ex best friend's birthday... I really wanted to post something sad, this is the third birthday that we aren't together but I just can't... I don't know if I moved on (I think I do because the last two years I was expecting this date for days and now I just remember...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP
    18-21, F
    Aug 21, 2015

    dont judge its a long story i have a bf

    and i found my 'soulmate' well lets name him Tom this Tom guy understand my thoughts, my emotionally unstabillity, trusting issue, empty feelings, but we wont fit, we have nothing in common i like heavy music, cute ikea home deco he hates everything i like, while my bf Alex...
    DeadEmoStrawberry DeadEmoStrawberry
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I am just so confused.

    Today, you told me about a girl from your group project who has been texting you. That she might be into you. Damn, my instinct about her and you was damn right. That's not the thing, though. I almost felt nothing nor jealous when you told me you two have been texting each...
    Eosaurora Eosaurora
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 21

    I stay so busy with work,

    meetings, classes, etc so I haven't felt lonely in the least bit. I literally don't have the time to feel any loneliness because I'm constantly moving. I recently got out of a long-term relationship so it's been nice having time for myself to, in so many words, find myself again...
    JasonE81 JasonE81
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Oct 11, 2015

    I have trouble expressing myself

    and I push my feelings away without realizing. When my unlce passed away I took it hard and a part of me died. No one cared about my uncle, he was under appreciated by everyone. In my eyes he still is the greatest person ever. Hearing my mom talk about him yesterday made me...
    RoastedCycki RoastedCycki
    70+, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    We have been flirting

    for about a month. Three days ago she broke up with her boyfriend. (cuz he was aweful). She is my ex-girlfriend. Today, we almost kissed. She tends to be the committed relationship type, but I can't tell if she wants a relationship or just a rebound. I am also afraid of...
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 10

    I'm so weird I love affection

    but sometimes I can't stand it
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 17

    I keep telling myself this is what's best

    for us but does it really matter when I'm this miserable?
    Glitterd Glitterd
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 29

    WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN.

    .. U dont know what to do anymore?
    ShalomEk ShalomEk
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 26
    Shel122193 Shel122193
    22-25, F
    Feb 21

    When you know you are hurting someone

    that you really care about. And you just crumble.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    This.. Isn't.. Normal.

    I am crushing on someone. No, I can't. That's not me! I hate people!
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    11 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    I think I'm in love with a gay guy.

    He is my best friend, we've known for 5 school years, and I didn't know about his "tastes".. a few months ago I started to feel something strange, something diffrent when I was with him and a bit confused I told my friend. To make it short, I found out that he is gay and...
    ChiaraChuck ChiaraChuck
    18-21, F
    Feb 29

    I dunno where to start.

    . So I'll start at the beginning I guess. When I was a lad my mom was addicted to pills. It actually wasn't to long ago.. Only about three years since she's been off them. I know I shouldn't judge or blame anyone but I sometimes blame her for a lot of my problems today. I can't...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    I've been dating this boy

    for a few days, but we live pretty far from each other so we can't meet. i liked him at first but i'm starting to loose interest in him. He was cool for the first few days, until i had a breakdown (cause of depression) and he started preaching me, cause he wants to help and he...
    Yuppierobo Yuppierobo
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 3

    Ive been dating a lass

    for around a year but not feeling a connection and ive started checking out guys and keep thinking i want to be with a guy
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 11

    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a

    Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm going to do tomorrow. And the thing about feeling so much better lately, about really learning to explore my feelings of sexuality, is that I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    Some people just know what they want to do with

    their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a little kid I wanted to do something with animals when I grew up. I kind of wanted to be a vet, but quickly decided that wouldn't be for me because...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 11, 2015

    I just don't know anymore,

    I'm just so confused, I don't even know, life is just so confusing about everything
    Fred363 Fred363
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 2, 2015

    Always was, always am,

    and probably always will be? Story of my life. lol.
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5

    I don't know what's worse,

    feeling everything at once or just feeling empty.
    Rozemarijn Rozemarijn
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 5

    How does this look from your view?

    ? short background story, there was an tragic accident here, and not only was the victim a mother to two small children, but she was also a police officer on duty. everyone is very upset over this. lots of rumors and a name. so my boyfriend knows a lot, but not this person in...
    Stargasm Stargasm
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 6

    So either I'm nauseous,

    exhausted, and emotional because I'm pregnant or maybe my period. . . Let's hope for my period.
    WhoseMe WhoseMe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 25
    Shel122193 Shel122193
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 21

    Some days I am happy being alone,

    as I've consciously chosen this path. Then there are some days I wish otherwise.
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
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