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I Am Confused About My Feelings

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    What am i doing ?what have i lost in life ?

    friendship ? Love? Or is it my pride
    Appolo123 Appolo123 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I have trouble expressing myself

    and I push my feelings away without realizing. When my unlce passed away I took it hard and a part of me died. No one cared about my uncle, he was under appreciated by everyone. In my eyes he still is the greatest person ever. Hearing my mom talk about him yesterday made me...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2015

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    After years of silence,

    you remind me how it feels to speak. To speak and be heard, to speak and be understood. Thoughts transposed into Words that mean more than courtesies. Time wasted in silence, A fear of being misunderstood. Of losing what was never mine. It's an apologetic truth, A...
    annalea annalea 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    There's this guy at my university.

    .. and I never should've given him another chance, but I did, and now look at what I've done! I've confused myself. I'm so confused about how I feel... I don't even know how I SHOULD feel, really. To give some background -- we vaguely knew each other in passing before this...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    Okay. So there is this guy

    that I've had a crush on like forever. He is the total opposite of me though. I'm girly and innocent while he's a tough guy who has done some bad things. He liked me too and asked me out. After a while I said yes. The day after we went to a movie with some friends and he wouldn...
    Hannahchristie Hannahchristie 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    Not sure what's going on with my feelings.

    I have been seeing this man and everything has been perfect so far. This upcoming weekend I positive were going to make our relationship exclusive. But, as I was leaving his house last evening I felt the need to step back and not talk to him for a few days. I have no idea where...
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Confused- unable to think clearly; bewildered.

    Confused because I'm treading in the unknown. Confused because I don't know what the future holds. Confused because the one place I want to be, I am not. Confused because my black and white world now glitters throughout. Confused because I've gambled this road before and lost...
    lavioletta lavioletta 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    Have you ever felt like there's something,

    but not at the same time?
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M May 19, 2015

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    Im going through some rough times.

    I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im not either. I dont want this to be the end all. Last night we had a pretty good conversation about it but today doesnt seem like it...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 56-60, M 18 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I relate a lot more and am willing to share a

    lot more with females and I don't really understand why .-. I think maybe it's because throughout my life males have always put me down when I've shared things with them, whereas females haven't, I'm puzzled with why this is
    1999alone 1999alone 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    Today is August 21st.

    Today is my ex best friend's birthday... I really wanted to post something sad, this is the third birthday that we aren't together but I just can't... I don't know if I moved on (I think I do because the last two years I was expecting this date for days and now I just remember...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP 18-21, F Aug 21, 2015

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    I've always accepting of the lgbt+ community

    but like never consider myself part of it. I have a strong passion to fight for anyone who fights against prejudges. I got to rally's and stuff because I believe that everyone should be created equal. I know for a fact I like boys but one time I was petitioning some girl...
    teaandsugarcubes teaandsugarcubes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Some people just know what they want to do with

    their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a little kid I wanted to do something with animals when I grew up. I kind of wanted to be a vet, but quickly decided that wouldn't be for me because...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response May 11, 2015

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    I stay so busy with work,

    meetings, classes, etc so I haven't felt lonely in the least bit. I literally don't have the time to feel any loneliness because I'm constantly moving. I recently got out of a long-term relationship so it's been nice having time for myself to, in so many words, find myself again...
    JasonE81 JasonE81 31-35, M 5 Responses Oct 11, 2015

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a

    Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm going to do tomorrow. And the thing about feeling so much better lately, about really learning to explore my feelings of sexuality, is that I...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

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    So I did it! Had the best s.

    e.x. I've ever had, with my ex BF. We broke up, in the summer of 2014. We were together for 5 years...he says he still loves me. I'm dating someone else, who's totally great... Really was thinking he's perfect for me, but if that's the case, how can I have such amazing sex with...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    idiotoff idiotoff 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Okay so this friend of mine is also my roomie

    and she's kinda mean sometimes, but kind other times. I sometimes am very confused as to what she really wants, to me to go or stay a friend? Sometimes she shares stuff, but that's becoming less and less with time, and most conversations are replaced by "I don't need to tell YOU...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    It seems as if I could thrust a dagger into my

    stomach and feel less pain than I do now. But this pain, no, it's not in my stomach. It's in my heart and it's piecing through it. Like the waves of electricity flowing through your heart muscles with every beat, waves of deep rooted pain flow through mine. In all this, I...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 13, 2015

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    I know I shouldn't be.

    I know I shouldn't feel all of these. I know, but still here I am spilling my feelings knowing that it is not even right. Feeling betrayed just because my guy best friend seems like he was getting too close to the girl that my boyfriend once courted for five years. Silly as it...
    smilemelove smilemelove 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I've come to realize I'll never be first choice

    to anyone.. My father chose his other family over ours. My first love destroyed 6 yrs of friendship for someone she knew for 2 weeks. All my past best friends have betrayed me. My current best friend has two best friends, including me. But at a wedding, the other friend would...
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 20, 2015

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    I don't understand why I am feeling

    so much pain. There is nothing causing harm to me now.
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 13, 2015

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    And confused. My dad has been ignoring my

    mother due to a situation, and last night they were arguing from 9 to 12 in their room. I eavesdropped with my sister to check up on whats going on and they weren't screaming or cussing they were just yelling and it came to some points where my mother would laugh at what my dad...
    carazami carazami 16-17 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I feel like **** today But this was the best

    day ever But I wanna cuddle with something/one But I want a puppy But I also wanna go to bed .....help?
    sixpackbookworm sixpackbookworm 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    Okay help me out with this situation.

    It's serious and important...there's this guy and we've been talking for awhile. He has crushed on me in the past and just recently he has shown major interest in me again. We say "I love you" a lot, we haven't seen each other in about 3 months because school ended but the love...
    purplepumpkin17 purplepumpkin17 16-17, F 13 Responses Aug 10, 2015

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    so there is this guy

    that is my friend but when ever he says he cares about me ( but I don't know in which way he means) or says he never wants me to get hurt I get a weird feeling in my stomache. like butterflies or a pull. I don't know of I like him or not. he was having some problems with his...
    BrokenGoddess333 BrokenGoddess333 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I dunno where to start.

    . So I'll start at the beginning I guess. When I was a lad my mom was addicted to pills. It actually wasn't to long ago.. Only about three years since she's been off them. I know I shouldn't judge or blame anyone but I sometimes blame her for a lot of my problems today. I can't...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 16, 2015

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    When you know you are hurting someone

    that you really care about. And you just crumble.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

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    I just don't know anymore,

    I'm just so confused, I don't even know, life is just so confusing about everything
    Fred363 Fred363 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 2, 2015

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    I know what I should feel.

    I just don't feel it at all.
    SlRlN SlRlN 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2015

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    I have been so confused

    for over a month. Feeling so crushed. Now I am wondering. Was it all a lie? Everything you told me....was it all just a lie? I am seriously starting to rethink everything that happened, everything that was said. Did you play me like a fool? Wow...just wow.
    ElephantSH0ES ElephantSH0ES 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I decided to let go of him.

    I was strong enough. I told him about it. But he comes back after every few days asking me about life . I tried acting cool and normal. But Last time the lava of my emotions bursted like a volcano and I told him to stay away and said some rude things to him. After that I...
    Hazeleyes2010 Hazeleyes2010 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 4, 2015

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    I dont know if i like this guy

    or not. But i feel hurt whenever he interacts with another girl, im too shy to talk to him, but we chat so its kinda fine but recently he replied less and less and his replies became short and whenever i start a convo with him , he always 'coincidentally' becomes offline, tell...
    LittleGirlBlue14 LittleGirlBlue14 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 12

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    Confused. Oh so very confused.

    Mixed feelings.. so overwhelming. The good things and the bad things constantly clutter my mind. Which outweighs the other? Are they equal? Not like it matters. I have no choice anyway. I want this. I don't want this. This is good. This is bad. This is fair. This is...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2015

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    I don't know how to feel today.

    My dad died last summer. What am I suppose to feel? Where is he? I can't bear to think of watching him die anymore. No one should have to suffer the way he did. I want him to still be alive in some way. Dad, can you hear me?
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I am completely confused about my feelings.

    I can't believe I found an experience called this'. I know for most they will interpret the title to refer to romantic feelings about a relationship. For me it's not that way. It's about MY WORK. IM COMPLETELY CONFUSED ABOUT MY WORK. They are horrible malicious downright...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Hi everyone my name is James

    and the truth of the matter is that I like to wear ladies clothes. Only 2 people know but both moved and I'm afraid to tell anyone I mean I have close friends but I don't know how they would react. And I definitely cannot tell my family. But I am confused on weather or not I...
    james452 james452 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I am back from a good travel

    but feel strange..maybe feeling miss my father..maybe.. i have to go to work tommorow its 00:47am here and i cant sleep..so if you wanna talk ,,why not? message me
    CassieJess CassieJess 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I do not know if I like my ex again,

    because I am lonely and she is the only one that I have ever known to like me, because we had one good day together alone and I miss having her around (we are really good friends, but she has a boyfriend now), because I want to prove to myself that I am now ready for a committed...
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I like to cut myself off from things,

    from propel, to feelings, to life in general. I like to sit in my bed and just let myself think for awhile, almost like sleeping in a way. I can focus on the touch of my fingertips on my blanket, and hear the fan that rocks slightly in the position that it is currently in...
    BB4082 BB4082 22-25, M Jan 12

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    I just don't know what to dk

    or which path to take. looking for answers
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    There's a guy I have been talking to.

    We have been talking for over a month he lives in the same city and we are meeting this Saturday. But he wants to be more than a friend. I know much ab his past relationships (he told me himself).He's the type that can sleep with a girl 3 times and block her if he feels she want...
    darkblue0909 darkblue0909 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    At the end of the day,

    I truly believe all I've got is myself. I doubt anyone thinks about me at night, wants to message me, or just cares how I'm doing. This isn't in the "I battle depression" group because I'm not sad, I'm use to this feeling.
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 19, 2015

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    I'm confused about what I felt

    for you last night. In the year and a half we've known each other, we have become very good friends. I know you feel more for me--that you have... affections. Yet I always knew, with certainty, that I did not return those affections. You were just my friend. Last night at the...
    Albaine Albaine 22-25, F Jan 24

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