I Am Confused About Some Things That Are Going On In My Life

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    I wish I knew why he left.

    What his reasons were. Why he changed his mind. For all these months, I have turned it over in my head -all the possibilities- yet none of them make any sense. And then I think, perhaps it was because he never loved me. But that makes the least sense of all.
    paupaw paupaw
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    For the last 10 years of my life i was diagnosed

    as a MPD patient, did years of counselling and ways to further develop my life within the circumstance, now all of a sudden i found out i was mis-diagnosed, wasted 12 grand for counselling and cognitive therapy to find out i suffer from aspergers syndrome.. How the fudge do you...
    CaraBlossom CaraBlossom
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 14
    Elexxa Elexxa
    26-30, T
    Mar 2

    what is the meaning of this life?

    there's a lot of people who have worse story than me, yet still smiling. I'm thinking to go on with this path or not. It's stressful and I'm not in comfort zone anymore. I dunno who I am and what I want. just....plain.
    inspirit05 inspirit05
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    So the guy who I asked

    for his number saw me today & asked me to give him a ring later on because he wanted just us to hang out. He hugged me but it was only with one arm so I don't think he's that interested in me. Anyway, I gave him a ring later on & asked him what time he wanted to hang out & he...
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 18, 2015

    I don't understand whats going on,

    please don't tell me after all this time that it wasn't who I thought it was. Please don't tell me I was wrong, I don't want to let go, I don't want anyone else instead. For so long I've hoped, prayed and kept hope alive, please don't switch it around on me, please don't give...
    Nikonic Nikonic
    70+, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    Always have felt like there's something

    mentally wrong with me - I'm never happy enough even though I know I don't have a bad life, it's like I make my life negative by the way I think about things. I'm showing signs of depression and anxiety and it's fine I'm going to see a doctor about it but it's just been for...
    Bellare20 Bellare20
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 1, 2014
    cloudydays75 cloudydays75
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2014

    No. Basically about my life itself.

    I have no idea what I'm doing?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    So me and my ex recently became friends.

    And I feel much better now. It's just I sometimes can't stop thinking about us as a couple. It's strange and heartbreaking not dating him.. and still be talking to him. He has a gf now.. So I would never interfere with that. And no matter how hard I want to... I will try and...
    mayks3 mayks3
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2014

    I'll Try To Explain

    ...but it's a little hard for me to describe how I feel these days.I'm listening to a Jon McLaughlin CD. And one of my favourite songs of his is Beautiful Disaster, and I think it might sort of explain how I'm feeling about my life right now...sort of..."Beautiful Disaster"She...
    kes36 kes36
    22-25, F
    Oct 7, 2012

    A few months ago a male coworker gave me a

    thank you card. I was very surprised because he had never done anything like that at work. It thanked me for listening to him. We are both married and have worked together for more than 5 years. We have always been friends. I feel strange.
    aberka32 aberka32
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2014

    I look outside the window & I see a lonely road,

    I see outside the window & I see a lonely sky, I see outside the window & I see lonely humans, Why is everything I see so lonely or is it the lonliness inside me!!!
    sexyrahul2014 sexyrahul2014
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015

    I need some advise from all my friends I really

    like this man I started talking to he lives far from where I live we talk all the time on the phone but most of the time he makes me feel bad if I don't drop everything to talk to him I don't get way but even when I am working he calls my phone knowing I am at work and wants to...
    monica0215 monica0215
    51-55, F
    Jan 24, 2015

    I've been in a rut for the last few years

    that I can't seem to get out of. A doctor said it's paranoid schizophrenia, who knew.
    xBlackyChan xBlackyChan
    26-30, M
    Mar 15

    So there this guy and he's really annoying me

    because he's been texting my friend! And I'm feeling like my friend is completely cheating on me when the texts this guy! I mean okay he got the right to text everyone he feels to but I'm his best friend(at least that's what I thought) but suddenly I discovered he's been texting...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    So I kept telling my fwb(for the sake of

    conversation) that I would think about us starting a relationship in the future . I said that because I really don't think he wants to date me . I think he feels obligated but I'm not the type to ruin a good thing or put pressure on someone . Anyway I wished him a happy new...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    Jan 5

    I'm in one thing currently.

    It's not a bad thing, but it is not giving me any benefits. I wish to change to another thing, but their results are in waiting. I'm not sure that I get a chance to the new thing. But the problem is if I don't get out from my current thing within 2 or 3 days, I won't be able to...
    Solutionist Solutionist
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2014

    I was once confident

    and outgoing with girls. Not that I was a player, but I could easily maintain a conversation with them and flirt every now and then. When I reached my freshman summer ,however, I wanted something more intimate than a hookup. I had never really had a crush on anyone and I had...
    NoPseudonym NoPseudonym
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2014

    Like why is my first year seminar professor

    always bragging about how she has a doctorate yet she works at a community college.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789
    18-21, M
    Apr 7, 2014

    Uncertainty...this is the one thing

    that I don't know how to cope with. I've been living with my boyfriend for the past 3 years and I must say I have never seen more unstable relationship in my life! From the very beginning this relationship wasn't going well as we used to date 10years ago as teenagers. When we...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    I had a normal childhood.

    Though Parents divorced, I was young, all parents got along. no complaints at all, dad and stepdad walked me down isle. At 45 I'm discovering that my corrupt underbelly lifestyle once I turned 18 is not so normal. because I'm an artist? repressed memories?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 8, 2015

    Always am probably because there's no promises

    for my future or ohs I've had 2 , taking something good out of this is just enjoying each day and not over thinking (easier said then done!) but getting there , if I decide mentally no operation 3 .... Mind over matter?
    laylajade86 laylajade86
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 7, 2014

    STOP! And think for a sec

    both the Nazis, and KKK have functioning groups and followings and yet bisexuals like me are the ones who are frowned on fu.ck you America you've got bigger problems like ones that actually are real problems
    Drsoftpaw Drsoftpaw
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    potentially moving into a new place

    but know its going to be hell expensive. stressed out at the financial impact it may have.
    lidl21 lidl21
    26-30, M
    Nov 4, 2015

    So I recently went away abroad,

    to think that I would come across not one spiritual person or two but three this was something new to me by far. automatically I thought it would be good news or something that I already new but it wasn't it was something that they opened me up to this got me so shocked it was...
    aniixx aniixx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    yeah just... idk... its frustrating

    and also very saddening... just some things I thought the way they were now seem like they will not be...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 23

    My mother has always had a great influence in

    my decisions in life. From petty things like what clothes to shop to important matters such as my career, she's always had a say in (almost) everything. I just realize now (after a small argument with my mom) that even with her strong influence since childhood, I still grew to...
    thecasualdilettante thecasualdilettante
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 17, 2015

    Confusion

    I am in my sixties, whol my past life as a medical doctor I was so happy full with hope every thing seems to beautiful ----- just of asudden every thing collapsed (that was sinc three years back ) my wife divorsed me, my two children avoiding me I got limited vision due to...
    roubaiy roubaiy
    61-65, M
    Jun 1, 2012

    I told this man I was not interested in a

    boyfriend when he first showed obvious interest..but said I'd love to be friends, we get along good..truth is, I would love a boyfriend, just not him!! He said fine, he was into being friends but now is calling me "babe" and getting jelous, but I still like hanging out with him...
    saravonpein saravonpein
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    They say whatever happens in life happens

    for some type of reason, they also say if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger. But.. Like.. I've lost a lot of friends... I've gone through unepected situations.. And I feel miserable not stronger or anything. I feel broken and weak and like a target for the guys.
    mkmoore mkmoore
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2014

    So he texted me again

    after ignored me for 3 days.. Telling bout his internship and stuffs innocently.. And I was nicely responding to him and wish him a very good luck with his internship and that he is amazing and he gotta nail it.. And then I told him that I believe he is a good and nice person...
    paupaw paupaw
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    I know this is going to sound very weird,

    but i've considered actually having my first child over the coarse of the last few months. I met this really sweet country man named Julien and we've been dating for roughly 3 1/2 months. We're the same age (22) and he's nothing but supportive and kind. He's told me he's got no...
    CaraBlossom CaraBlossom
    22-25, F
    Mar 1

    I woke up this morning to the tragic news

    that my best friend's son passed away suddenly during the night. My heart obviously breaks for my friend and her family. Tragedy such as this makes me realize that I need to be grateful for the people in my life- most importantly, my own 2 sons- and to not worry so much about...
    alexis1215 alexis1215
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2015

    Im not really sure how to start.

    Theres really so much going on and anyone could give me some kind of insight this would help a whole lot, even if its a few words. Im sorry for rambling my thoughts arent straight tonight. and im getting everything out on the table. So, im 17 f, a senior and about to leave for...
    ConfusedNote ConfusedNote
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    I'm 3 months into the school year

    and I've missed 8 days already.I don't know what is wrong with me. I just feel horrible and disgusting about myself. I don't even know why i still try; i have zero friends, my teachers don't even like me, my parents didn't care when i had good grades, I'm 99.9 percent sure i...
    StahpCopyingMyName StahpCopyingMyName
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2015
    TracyMason TracyMason
    56-60, F
    3 Responses May 9, 2015

    My Little Sister's Boyfriend Likes Me......

    I am 21 years old and my cousin is 17. She has been interested in this guy(19) for more than 2 years now and they just started getting close. My family was visiting hers this summer and I met the guy for the first time. He seemed nice but within 2 weeks of my stay he told me that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 28, 2013

    I am so so so confused !

    My life was going so well till about last year. It seems someone cast a bad spell on my life. If you look at my life from outside, my statement may seem ridiculous. But, only I know what I am going through on the inside. My husband keeps telling me to be happy, he says "you have...
    marriagesecretdiaries marriagesecretdiaries
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    Over the past few weeks my friends are talking

    about who they like, which guy is hot, who would be great in bed, and I'm thinking to myself... Why doesn't this appeal to me? Why do men not appeal to me? Lots of people have said to me why don't you talk about guys? Do you not like guys? In my head, my conscience is saying, no...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 9

    it is better you move on.

    ..he doesn't want to be controlled and he love to do things in his own way hell no...he should give you some space too,let you feel the real love if he really loves you he should be able to do things the way you want sometime if not he just wasting your time ..its a relationship...
    otamm otamm
    26-30, M
    Nov 1, 2014

    boy, this is defiently an experiment

    for me.. putting my bussiness out in the open for the world to see.. haha here goes nothin.. well i am married for litttle over 3 years..... my marriage in a nut shell is lonley.. my husbands seems to see me as a friend. which dont get me wrong is great.. however wheres the...
    brebsky brebsky
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 7, 2014
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