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I Am Confused About What Really Happened

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 104 People

    10 Years of Fate? Or 9 Years of Silly Fantasies?

    I suppose it seems silly to dwell on a relationship that never happened or could never happen. But my heart was given away -at least, I'm convinced it was given away, since I'd never been in love before and what I was feeling was something new I was experiencing- Oh, I'd had...
    fatedheart fatedheart 21-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    Loving A Narcissistic Psychopath

    I will always be confused about what happened and I will never get answers.
    BPBitch BPBitch 41-45, F Feb 2, 2013

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    Why Did He Have To Go?

    I first saw him when I was 13 years old.  He walked into the Mosque and it was as if a glow was around him.  I had a strange feeling in my heart that he was the one.. I had no idea what his name was or how old he was, all I knew was that this was the man I was suppose to marry...
    TaraRani TaraRani 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 24, 2011

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    What Happened?

    me and my fiance were in a relationship for almost 3 years. we had been engaged for almost a year and a half. we had plans to get married and everything and things were well, or so i thought. he even suggested to move the wedding date up, but b/c of school, i couldn't add that...
    kkstorm04 kkstorm04 21-25, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2007

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    At the Beginning of the Year

    me and my boyfriend of two a half years split up. I feel that I'm over him now, I no longer want to be with him and although I miss him it's being close to someone in a relationship that I miss rather than him. Despite all of this, I am confused as to what happened. We were...
    juniper juniper 21-25, F 5 Responses Dec 31, 2007

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    When I was in kindergarden my dads best friend

    was staying with my family. He had just gotten through a serious accident which resulted in a traumatic brain injury, and a shift in personalities. In recent years when i've seen him i've always felt nervous around him, or extremely uncomfortable unless i'm with a parent. I...
    obliviousthinker obliviousthinker 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 16

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    I am in college, and recently had my first sexual encounter with another girl, and it has left me feeling very confused. I can remember being curious about my sexuality since...
    TashaIIL TashaIIL 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    i have a friend tim and since meeting him i have had an array of changing feelings. it started off with me not caring about him either way and having no opinons about him, really...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    A couple of days ago I allowed the 53 year old black man in a t shirt and jeans from across the street to make love to my 15 year old white body in a dress, white pantyhose, and...
    tracywatson tracywatson 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My best friend, Tim is gay. But lately I have been confused about our relationship. He and I have recently started having sex and sharing parts of each other we never did with...
    silentscreamer24 silentscreamer24 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I don't even know what to say honestly. But imma try my hardest to tell you what's on my mind right now in the best way possible!! I literately just faced a blunt. Now there is all...
    Casspper Casspper 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    You ask me how I am, I say I'm not feeling the best.. im not fine. it takes so much of me to answer that in honesty. But then you ask me why.. what happened... I smile my tears...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am in a really healthy relationship. My boyfriend may not know exactly what I am going through but he does very well at comforting and showing that he cares. He does and says...
    Alexandra1996 Alexandra1996 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I have always cared about what people thought about me. Even when I was a kid. I wanted to please everyone, be what everyone wanted me to be. It brought my self-esteem way down...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Nov 23

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    I am quite a philosophical person, however, I constantly worry about what others think of me both in school and out of school.
    RyderSebastian RyderSebastian 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    I care a lot about what people think about me and it hurts my feelings when people don't like me. Like it makes me want to cry and I wish I didn't care but I don't have friends I...
    dazedandconfused6666 dazedandconfused6666 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Because i don't like to talk about what hurts
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    So I got into a relationship. And I'm happy with it but everything that has happened in the past it's just I don't know. I know it's effecting me and I don't want it to. He's the...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    So, this has been on my mind for a number of reasons, but those reasons don't matter at the moment. What matters is that I fear one of the most important of human emotions, if not...
    Aletheia14 Aletheia14 31-35, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Not certain if being in a relationship has a particular mode for that. But I'm positive that every couples surely have their own mode of relationship. Not that we ve to tell each...
    JonDanny JonDanny 18-21, F Nov 19

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    Have you ever tried getting hurt,left,just played around,then you cried,then you already did everything just to have them back,then they still dumped you,then comes the suicidal...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F Nov 27

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    I'm about to meet the Lady I pledged to marry. that was 2 yrs ago. we've fought since then. a lot. but in doing so we have avoided those fights later in life - we will simply...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Firstly, I love dogs. I grew up with them all my life. Secondly, I am dating a guy who has two dogs. He loves them to death like any other parent loves their child. Having them...
    crimsonfleur609 crimsonfleur609 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    well I'm back , and this time everything is not rainbows and flowers with my relationship . to make this short , my boyfriend thinks that I complain way too much now and that...
    bananasxoxo bananasxoxo 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Really confused...like...I hate the way I'm feeling right now. Yet I don't know what to think about it, how to act upon it...I feel strange, awful and wrong feeling this way...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 8

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    This is the first time I've ever talked about my confusion as I don't really have many friends and it's much easier to say to a bunch of strangers! I am attracted to both men and...
    Jodieeee95 Jodieeee95 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I dont really know what is my personality. i somtimes feel iam honest, sometimes feel that iam the most bad person on earth. its been 24 years now i might me living more 30 year...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I'd really like some advice on this ... I've been in love with this boy(Mickey) for 3 years .. we were best friends for those years and we both had feelings for each other but...
    MinnieMelaMouse MinnieMelaMouse 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Do you ever think "why am i still with this person"?? Like all he does is nitpick about the little things i do that **** him off and all he seems to want to do is ****. Hes either...
    undoing321 undoing321 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 22

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    So recently i have on and off a crush on this guy. I felt like earlier this week was going to go up and talk to me several times. When my friend and i walked passed him and his...
    mysteryteen04 mysteryteen04 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We'll it all started in the summer inbetween June and July I met this girl who lives across the street from me . We became some what good friends I would usually talk to her when I...
    piaseh piaseh 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    So my ex now boyfriend and I who we have a two year old daughter with we go up and down with our relationship... I want to be with him but I can't do the up and down anymore with...
    skipper444 skipper444 26-30, F 6 Responses Dec 11

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    I am a bisexual girl in a relationship with another bi girl. We have been dating for almost 4 years but things had been a bit off for the past few months. A couple weeks ago I met...
    bbarnes197 bbarnes197 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know what to think right now. my girlfriend of 2 years said that she needs to be single for a while so that she can grow and become more independent. So even though we are...
    ShyGuy90 ShyGuy90 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I currently identify as genderqueer, but sometimes I get really upset over having been born a girl. I've been imagining myself as a guy a lot recently and I feel like I would be...
    beingbrye beingbrye 22-25, T 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I'm currently in a relationship with a girl who I've known for about 4 1/2 years. We've been together for a month and she's really happy about the relationship. Problem is, I don't...
    JuleSinger JuleSinger 18-21, F Dec 9

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    I'm a 15 year old girl who seems attracted to women as well as men. I find myself checking out other girls when out in public, but I'm too scared to ask one out. I'm afraid that if...
    AllisonJ23 AllisonJ23 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    well yesterday i caught my husband trying to hook with a another female he has never met before when i confront him about it he trying to act cool calm and selective if it was me a...
    blackwidow86 blackwidow86 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I have a boyfriend, we'll be 8 months together very soon. I'm really cofused. The way we are just doesn't seem healthy at all. We hit eachother all the time. And I'm attached to...
    gorgeoushobo gorgeoushobo 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I am confused if i like him or it was just pity want to talk about it badly.
    Regkid Regkid 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Im going through some rough times. I came out to my wife about crossdressing about 5 months ago. She has taken it rather hard and is not sure how to deal with it. Frankly now im...
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 9 Responses Dec 8

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    There's this girl who I'm really good friends with and I think i want to be in a relationship with except for a few things. 1. I don't want to lose her friendship 2. I have never...
    halcyondays2 halcyondays2 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I think im in love with another guy. Someone who I've known for years now. He doesn't know and im with someone. I know I need to get him out my system but how do I go about doing...
    JMQBabies3 JMQBabies3 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm a male, 24 years old. I've gone back and forth on my sexuality. Sometimes I feel I'm gay, sometimes I feel I'm bi, other times I feel I'm straight. I feel like deep down I'm...
    hunterrrama hunterrrama 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    ok first off i was adopted by my dad (at 5 )so im not really his child and thats ok he has always been like a dad to me growing up and him and mom love each other very very much...
    crystalbabecal crystalbabecal 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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