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I Am Confused About Who I Really Am

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    Unseen Pain

    Hi I am thirteen and my name is Georgia. When I was younger I got hit by belts, wooden spoons etc. I have depression and anxiety; I go to 3 different counsellors and have flash back of what I do, did and had done to me when I was younger and now. I am catholic and love god, but I...
    gmtg1 gmtg1 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    Two People In One?

    I'm so confused about myself. I feel as though I have two sides of me, & this really confuses me about my identity. Sometimes I can be a strong-willed, non self-conscious, directly honest, hard-shelled person, saying whatever's on my mind & being somewhat mean, cold, or proud...
    ConcealedChivalrousHeart ConcealedChivalrousHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16, 2010

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    Can't Figure It Out

    Who am I? I wish i could answer that question. I really don't know. I don't really have a personality in the real world. I tend to take on a personality similar to whoever i am hanging out with at the time. I have a bit of a personality on here which leaves me wondering if I am...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 1 Response May 19, 2008

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    My Past Is Conflicting My Future...

    i think because of my past and the way that i may talk to someone that i may get mis understood. I say this because lately people have been responding to me and i have made several friends. Some who i can relate to, others who want to get in my pants, and others who i have a lot...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 22, 2012

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    2nd Wife Issues

    My husband was married for 31 years his Ex. Wanted a divorce. When I came into the picture he was in the last stages of getting his Divorced finalized. He kept our dating a secret(I felt this was wrong, but I respected his decision) when I finally met his 30 year old twin sons we...
    Jan 12, 2013

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    I'm Confused

    The more life goes on,The more I'm confused,Used to know my way,Now,Don't even know,Who I am!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 28, 2012

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    Bipolar And Its Toll On Me!

    My name is John. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder in 1998. I want to tell anyone who reads this that I am being consumed by my disorder. I was at one time an aggressive young man that didn't take any crap period. Had friends went everywhere did everything with my kids. My...
    jhargra70 jhargra70 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2012

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    I Am Confused With Who I Really Am..

    i Dont kno anymore..i use to have everything going great...but now years pass and changes start..i dont know who i am anymore..and i dont want to be something im not...this really sucks because i dont know Where i fit in anymore.... im just so depressed lately with the fact that...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2007

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    And It Suddenly Hit Me..

    .. that I have no idea who and what I am anymore. After a big bereavement I plucked up the courage to quit my job which I hated, and am now planning to move to another city, go to University again. Now, when the moving date is looming closer, it's suddenly...
    personadesignata personadesignata 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    I Have No Idea Who I Am

    Sometimes I'm so sweet and innocent. The type of person who raises for charity and champions for the needy. I have a sweet smile and a heart of gold!! Yet other times I can be so fiery and strong; championing for change for myself and others!  Sometimes I am such a hopeless...
    lagatta lagatta 41-45, F 6 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    I'm Confused About Who I Am

    I can honestly tell you that I really don't know who I am.
    Chubby411 Chubby411 26-30, F Jul 10, 2013

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    Was It A Waste Of My Life

    were to start,have the last 15 years been real,going through every day ,working ,kids trying to be happy,not really knowing what the next day will bring,but you keep going for everyone else,without ever really  being yourself, then again who is yourself,are you the same...
    lionsroar lionsroar 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2010

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    Who Am I?

    I never really fit in much. When I am with my friends I feel like I am a broken mirror. I reflect what they do, but not quite right. They all know who they are...and they are firm in their beliefs. I feel like I don't know who I am, what I like, not even what I'm good at! It's...
    LadyRose LadyRose 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2007

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    I Don't Know Anymore.

    I used to think I knew exactly who I was and what I was going to do, how my life is going to turn out. But I'm so confused now. I'm not sure how I feel about my religion, and I have so many controversial views. I've been having all sorts of problems in my life, from family...
    l3luel3abe l3luel3abe 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2007

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    Save Me From Myself Plz

    i am most times confused my bestfriend has said i act like i have slip personalities and i did the online test and it proofs i have boaderline personality disorder. an i am starting to believe every day i am a different person, one day i am nice,  the next i am emo, the next...
    kikio kikio 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2009

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    Unseen Pain

    Hi I am thirteen and my name is Georgia. When I was younger I got hit by belts, wooden spoons etc. I have depression and anxiety; I go to 3 different counsellors and have flash back of what I do, did and had done to me when I was younger and now. I am catholic and love god, but I...
    gmtg gmtg 13-15, F Nov 25, 2012

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    Who I Really Am...

    Who am I you may well ask I really wish I knew If I am not myself at all Then maybe I am you To discover who I really am Is really quite a task Maybe I am someone else Who wears a funny mask I strive so hard to know myself To discover the “real me” My thoughts and feelings...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Jul 20, 2013

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    What Do I Like? I Have No Idea.

    I am so busy with life. With school, work, responsibilities. I am so busy with so much that everything I do is half way. Instead of doing a few things spectacular, I am doing many things mediocre. When I do have a spare moment, and they are few and far between, I am lost. I...
    elizabeth1618 elizabeth1618 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    Coming Out Story

    H i! You may find this interesting.    Please pass this on too... it can be helpful to someone http://www.amazon.com/Figuring-Out-N-S-B/dp/0979216303 http://www.myspace.com/figuringitoutbook Figuring IT Out by NSB - A Coming Out Story. This books has been rated...
    grehyzz grehyzz 26-30 Dec 3, 2008

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    Lost In Ego

    Recently i have realized that my self image doesnt line up with who i really am. I think the solution is I am. I think. Thats what im confused about, It seems I have fossils in my mind that are twisted truths. That is my biases or interpretations of...
    jonnyvautour jonnyvautour 18-21 Nov 5, 2008

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    What Has Happened to Me?

     About 16 months ago I got a job that I have wanted to do all my life. I love my colleagues, and even though the job is not all it was cracked up to be, I still loved it. Obsessed with it, even. I worked unpaid overtime, thought about the job at all times. I was my job...
    personadesignata personadesignata 26-30, F Jan 12, 2008

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    Im Lost And Need The Right Guidance

    I dont know much about me besides my favorite color (greean and blue) and for a while I really wanted to know what I had cause its driving me crazy (my thoughts of thinking I have adhd/add, personality disorder etc..) I know I have anxiety. but I need to move on and discover the...
    theunspoken97 theunspoken97 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    Most definitely. Sometimes I'm up sometimes

    I'm down sometimes I'm completely isolated sometimes all I want is to be surrounded by my friends and family, the only thing I know for sure is that I'm more unpredictable then English weather.
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    Really Confused And Need Some Help.

    Recently, I don't know why, but I've been asking questions like "Am I a lesbian?" I researched it a lot and I don't know if I'm going through a phase or whatever, but I just want to know who I am. I've had boyfriends in the past, and have felt kind of awkward and nervous around...
    lacrossegal lacrossegal 18-21, F Jun 12, 2013

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    Wonder what it would be like if I was single. My boyfriend and I have been together since we were 17. were both 20, he's almost 21. I have to admit that at the beginning, things...
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    I am 13 years old and right now I am so confused about all the changes that are taking place in my life right now. I am changing from a little girl to a young woman and sometimes...
    jillmyers91901 jillmyers91901 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I love my best friend he already know it , he told me that he 's confused right now and he couldn't start any relationship for this moment . at the same time he said that he...
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    *sigh* Just tired of things. My 'spouse' keeps putting me down and talking down to me like I haven't worked and helped to support his *** for 8 years. I've been unemployed now for...
    karmakarma00 karmakarma00 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a had now and we live together everything was ok until recently I've met this guy and I get this feeling about him that my boyfriend...
    donno644 donno644 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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