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    Am I Saying Goodbye Or Am I Waiting?

    I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place! I believe in love! But does love believes in me? I'm not always a best friend, but I'm never the enemy. I sometimes worry, but I'll always believe in me. When he texted to say it was over, I wished my phone was off.. It some how became...
    Ema122 Ema122 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2013

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    All it took was for one

    so called human being to say something and my day is now not so happy. 10:17a atm, come on day go faster.
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M a week ago

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    I had broken up with my ex bf

    and I have been trying to move on for 2 months. We decided to remain friends although I was still hoping that one day we'll get back together. I just disappointed myself by expecting we still have a chance to be together, but then he clearly said no. So I decided to stop talking...
    Jelliii Jelliii 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 6

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    Isn't it strange when guys say the opposite of

    what they think? And even stranger when it works? Why don't all guys realize that throwing fake compliments and trying to flatter is corny? But then again every guy I like turns out to be bad...very bad actually lol Don't take guy advice from me!
    brusquebrunette brusquebrunette 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Somebodys happiness is someone elses

    unhappiness thats saying the same thing that if there is a winner there is also a loser...Does that mean not everyone was supposed to have happiness?
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 13

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    At 32 years of age, I still haven't found my

    true calling. I enjoy many things, most of which are nearly impossible to make a living doing. I volunteer and participate in what I enjoy, but these are, of course, part time endeavors. I am a mother, and that's very important to me, but in this day and age, and with my life in...
    lovely9me lovely9me 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    So I get a call from a girl Me : Hello?

    Her : It's Moon I need your mom number Me : Do I know you? No can I help you? no (Long story short about moon. She's absolutely insane. Will be explained more below) Her : Well this is moon Me : Okay... So I get a call from my sister Her (my sister) : OMG Monet she's in...
    LovelyDeadly LovelyDeadly 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Definitely Confused

    I Stood up and declared myself free But am I free Sometimes yes Sometimes no I am confused But am an optimist I was always free or so My heart says But my mind defers I dont know Aint mind and heart the same I am confused I doubt am I sane or insane I dont know But am...
    akhilsnath akhilsnath 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    I first met one girl I like

    and she has told me she likes me a lot and flirt but she has bf and idk if I should wait or follow my heart and break them up cause now I have found another girl I like and she likes but she has no bf and idk which girl I like more.
    Keanu1991 Keanu1991 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 12

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    Idk how I feel rn I'm hornyyy asf

    but I wanna cut too. It's like tf is going on in my brain?!
    kittykat6918 kittykat6918 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ..what if a man you love

    so much replied "it's over now"?
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I'm not sure if I'm depressed.

    I mean, I'm not sad, but I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh, joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night, I forget how to feel.
    MarissaSimmonds MarissaSimmonds 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    About myself. Since my 8yr relationship ended,

    i have been trying to focus on myself. Since i lost all my friends due to the relationship, i have been alone and just thinking. Most people my age are settling down, having kids and im not. I have always said i will be content either way (to have kids/get married or to remain...
    Navia55 Navia55 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Im just wondering, why is it everyday

    whenever I wear my clothes it looks like Im shrinking by the minute 😲
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    My hubby invited his best mate to our wedding

    anniversary lunch after I told them I had a sex dream with both of them in it. My hubby sat on one side and his best mate sat on the other side. Are they ******* with me????
    Sjb36 Sjb36 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 19

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    I Need Help! They Hate Me But Pretend To Love Me!

    Okay.. this is my first story, and I'm not a writer so i don't know how to start.. But I'm lost and i need helpI don't know how to deal with those people....I got my aunt who hates me.. hates me so much and every time she sees me she have to say something that makes me really...
    JustJennah JustJennah 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 22, 2012

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    Feeling a lot more lonely

    than usual tonight
    Lonerstoner420 Lonerstoner420 16-17, M Sep 20

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    I am afraid and scared.

    I don't want to fail. I'm planning to go abroad and look for a job but I'm too afraid.I don't know what to do.
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So not sure what I did

    but my toe is now bleeding quite a bit. Yay.
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M Sep 11

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    Is it just me or has ep turned into a dating

    site? Every day there are more s.exual posts
    Heyitsme69 Heyitsme69 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 11

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    I find it odd how strongly people will support

    your happiness yet so easily turn their backs when it isn't on their terms.
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Okay. So this is really hard

    for me to explain without people thinking I'm a complete weirdo. So basically school just started for us and we have a whole new set of teachers. There is one teacher which really stands out though. She's my favourite teacher but I don't think of her as a teacher I think of...
    Kasbii Kasbii 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    Hippie Sheets

    I have strange body chemistry.  I first noticed it in high school when my sterling silver jewelry would turn black within hours of putting it on.  My boyfriend gave me a beautiful birthstone ring set in gold.  It was real gold and I was impressed.  That turned...
    Myonis108 Myonis108 56-60, F 38 Responses Aug 19, 2009

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    So this one girl on EP says

    that she is new and is looking for new friend around her age group (16-17). I message her saying "Hi :) How do you like EP so far?" Then she blocks me. I am guessing the pervs bombarded her inbox already. I don't know why else I would have been blocked for saying hi.
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Just Smile and Nod.

    But more than just that.....I think sometimes my train of thought is confusing to follow for some people. I am random..I am flakey. But would I be a better person if I made sense to everyone? NO. Random thoughts : Why do some cleaning chemicals say that they are approved by the...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 128 Responses Sep 20, 2009

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    I just have to many things going thru my mind I

    just want to lay down on the floor and just be engulfed into the lyrics of my music
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F Apr 16

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    I am 13 I am confused

    why people actual real live people are talking to me right now... What's special about me. Is it because they expect something? What do they expect? Are we actually gonna be friends? Will they hate me? Do they secretly hate me and want to know all my secrets to tell the world...
    EmotionaLila EmotionaLila 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    Hey everyone. I'm Warren,

    and I'm 17 years old. This is my first post on here, and it might be a little long, but I'd really appreciate if someone would take the time to read it. I'm posting this because I'm confused about my life in general, but I just don't know exactly what to say or do. So I'll try...
    Warren97 Warren97 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 22

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    i am super confused about

    who i am and what im doing with my life
    wubles wubles 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Can somebody please explain to me what the hell

    throwing a bucket of cold water over your head is for... I know it's in support of ALS or MND etc. but why can people not just donate to a charity and leave it at that?! I'm fourteen and most of my friends have done it, and it's only just occurred to me that what the hell are...
    Lbdavid Lbdavid 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 29

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    I have always wandered what genaside is

    but never researched it. So what is genaside?
    Heyitsme69 Heyitsme69 18-21, F Sep 17

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    Do you ever get the feeling

    that you don't even know yourself anymore? That empty, anxious feeling you get when you realize that you're completely unsure of who you are? That feeling of utter confusion? That's what I'm experiencing right now. Up until recently I've been fairly sure of who I am as a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jul 9

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    about how to interpret media.

    Here are two sites that explore behavior of children nowadays: 1. http://www.buzzfeed.com/dlknowles/why-yours-is-the-most-boring-generation-in-history-fm44#2cx0qpg 2.http://www.thefreeradical.ca/girlsExploitation/stolenChildhood.html The first one is much more current than...
    janeastin janeastin 22-25 1 Response Sep 18

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    I tried cutting today

    but when i did it it hurt and i was angry at myself but then i thought to myself i deserved the pain and now i want to do it again. I have friends and a good family, i don't know why i feel the urge to cut.
    EvanescenceGirl EvanescenceGirl 18-21, F Sep 14

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    I am confused about what I really want at this

    time in my life I have been through so much it tore me down emotionally and I hate that I am overly emotional some times I need to be strong for my son but some times it's hard with all I been through I just want to move forward and focus in the future not the past
    slynn999 slynn999 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I'm not really sure why I keep getting campaign

    ads for Senator for Tennessee and North Carolina on TV, especially when it's three months until election season and I don't even live in those states.
    JazzieAV JazzieAV 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Sometimes I don't know

    if I should like a sad experiance.....should I or should I not
    jamorah jamorah 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    Here it all goes... About 9 months ago,

    I causally started talking to this amazing woman. We agreed, that neither of us were looking for a relationship at the moment, but just wanted to enjoy each other’s company and have fun. We are both busy individuals; I am in school, work full time and training for the Olympics...
    asunriseandme asunriseandme 22-25, F a week ago

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    So I have PTSD I watched my mother get rapped

    and beaten, I watched her battle with heroin addiction, my father is dead, my little brother has a brain problem causing him to have seizures and I...I am confused. I don't know how to feel I'm not certain I even have feelings. I don't want to live but I guess that's just...
    Insanelylabeled Insanelylabeled 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    So today I had some church thing cause I'm 14

    and there's this hot girl and she new and the church thing was over and I'm on crutches cause I broke my leg so she opens the door for me and I say "thanks" and she says turn around and she starts kissing me then we makeout and she gives me her number but she has a bf but she...
    maybeyesornah maybeyesornah 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    The day after my 26th birthday my mom took my

    for coffee and what I thought was going to be a catch-up session turned out to be a one-way conversation about what I've been doing wrong. Today my mom and brother did it again, but at least this time I wasn't in public and could sit comfortably on my bed while they blamed me...
    heresthestory heresthestory 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Why do boys think girls want **** pics.

    We don't. That **** is ugly.
    Bambi9987 Bambi9987 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    Okay 2 things 1) some kid said suck my **** I'm

    like but u don't have one And 2) wtf are testicles?!
    PANDASAREAWESOME67 PANDASAREAWESOME67 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Today, a mate of mine told me I stand out in a

    crowd, I said 'why, is it cos I'm short lol ' he said ' no' I said 'how then' he said its cos I'm good looking which I find very weird and confusing because my friends are way more gorgeous than me and I don't stand out, except for the fact my hair is awesome and I'm a midget...
    littlecrazymia littlecrazymia 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 16

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    trampy89 trampy89 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 7

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    Just got off the phone with my ex.

    We talked, having a decent conversation. And then she started getting all "cute" on me, and starts growling! (She knows growling makes me really "happy") I'm trying to mend things out so that we can be friends, but it's like she's trying to torture me or something. She's the...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M Sep 17

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    I'm so confused I guess.

    Sometimes I yearn to be loved and to love other times I want to be alone and independent. I feel like I would be wasting my time trying to be in a relationship and create a social life because I don't have my career established, my life where I want it to be. Often I catch...
    ColdDayMemory ColdDayMemory 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 2

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    You made a decision. A very bad decision.

    You didn't talk to me or consult with me before you did it. Why am I forced to deal with it. You screwed up now you should be the one to fix it. You have ruined our life. You have caused a lot of pain and you can't turn your back on that.
    hasinalady hasinalady 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    ?

    She waited the whole day for her lover and at the end of the day she needs love, while the man comes home after work and is very tired.The man fails to satisfy her need.What's the point of living together?
    Riemann Riemann 18-21, M 1 Response May 13, 2011

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    I slept with my ex boyfriend the other day (we

    still love each other well so he says buts he's got a new girlfriend) anyway he kept reminding me to take the pill infact I totally forgot coz I was busy so I lied to him that I took it and I haven't spoken to him since. Kinda stupid of me...
    bella132 bella132 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 6

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    There was a homecoming dance.

    Im in 9th grade. There was a girl i danced with. I heard a friend tell her to kiss me but she said she wouldn't because she thought that might be rude to just kiss me. But when i thought of it, i could think of letting her cause theres another girl i have feelings for. ( and i...
    lifequestsearcher243 lifequestsearcher243 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I don't even know where to begin.

    I laid in bed and pretended to be asleep while he got dressed. He came in and out a bunch of times and each time he came back, I hoped he'd lean over and say goodbye. I heard the door shut and the lock turn and I started to cry. Knot's are in my heart.