I Am Constantly Searching For My Place In This World

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    I Am Searching For My Place In This World

    Of all the places I've been I think I was happiest in Timmins Ontario.  That might be the place for me if I could find a place to live there. I'm currently in Vernon BC .  I don't know if I belong where I am or not. I'm looking at places.  Right now I can't afford to move...
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    Jan 25, 2012

    Lost/Confused...

    The atmosphere of living in a dieing universe.. A tragic past.. A fearful present..  An uncertain future... Searching for the wisdom of God..  Struggling to find a place you fit in the universe.. Looking for an answer to LIFE.
    UniversalSelf19 UniversalSelf19
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    I would say I’ve got it made I would say I’m lucky, I would say I’m blessed Who chose me out of one thousand To receive the family, the life, the treasure chest? Why is it that I am rich And others sell their bodies for a dime For the last time, I want to know If growing...
    Avit Avit
    16-17, F
    Jan 24, 2013

    Listen

    Under lamplight a girl thinks about the walls that hover around her, like fireflies buzzing together at night Four walls, and one bed, and thousands of words cry out to the girl, but she can't make it out of her own head Her teachers all yearn to cultivate her mind, and make...
    Avit Avit
    16-17, F
    Feb 12, 2013

    Where Do I Belong

    I graduated High School, moved out of my parents house, bought a new car, lived to fab life. I dated and drank myself stupid. I was unhappy. I moved back home with my parents, started dating a guy and girl at the same time. I moved in with him, and she...
    SKEWD88 SKEWD88
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Nov 9, 2008

    Sometimes Good Things Happen.

    When I was about 17 or so my little sisters best friend lived next door to me. They were both in high school together and her friend became pregnant with twins at age 16. They were of Mexican/ Catholic culture and her friend had to go to a home where she had the twins. I...
    misselliev misselliev
    51-55, F
    Dec 6, 2012

    I Have A Headache....

    Too many things to say. I just feel tired now, lol I am working a night shift hahaha that could explain it???? But all jokes aside, life is a ball of mess and I have no guarantee that it will ever be what I believe it should be. Children should be able to grow up and be loved by...
    S33K3R S33K3R
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jan 18, 2011

    The Cosmic Pianist And Lady Ignorance

    Some time ago, someone very special on EP inspired me to write the following message as a letter, and now I wish to inspire all of you: "Each soul can only be compared to a specific tune within the keyboard of the cosmic piano of existence! You can not long to be a "Do" note...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE
    31-35
    4 Responses Aug 11, 2013

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