I Am Constantly Thinking, All the Time

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    Always Thinking

    I am constantly always thinking about something.....I just want my brain to shutt off.  Even when I watch TV my brain doesn't stop going............I need some medication or something!!!!  So frustrating.....
    danie1234 danie1234
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2009

    Always Thinking

    I am constantly always thinking about something.....I just want my brain to shutt off.  Even when I watch TV my brain doesn't stop going............I need some medication or something!!!!  So frustrating.....
    danie1234 danie1234
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

    I'm Thinking All The Time

    I'm thinking about what to do, where to go,  what to say  just thinking almost all the time.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    Jan 23, 2012

    Every step of my life I think about him.

    How he was sooo rude, how he was such a big jerk, and how he was so gentle and kind towards me. He doesn't try to be kind, he just does what he wants. He doesn't try to be gentle, he just does what he thinks is right. And I liked him for that. Sure, we always fight even when...
    Starry5Jaden Starry5Jaden
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2015

    Thinking, thinking, thinking.

    That's all that I could do. Thinking about simple things as big things and big things just gets bigger and bigger until my heart breaks down. They say, I am bless to have such an imaginative mind because with simple things, I could pull something out. But the real truth behind...
    Starry5Jaden Starry5Jaden
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2015

    Frightening Times..

    i dont know what exactly iam experiencing..but its like i feel as if nothing can sustain my attention, not the things which are in my control. iam fraid of thinking too much from the fear of losing appeal in everything that has always interested me. or probably the thing is i...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2013

    Iam The Most Vulgar.. For Iam The Attention Seeker : Self Therapy

    Ever since I could remember I have always sought the company of men as a solution to all my problems. Companionship to me was more important than the basic needs for food and water since I couldn’t survive without it. But in theory I believed in something totally different, in...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2011

    Self Analysis 1

    The emotions still reside and are pretty much flowing under the thin veil of pretense and prevention. What is it exactly that I am feeling? I feel like crying, which should have been okay coz iam used to crying by myself. But what makes it a little more twisted is that I want to...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2013

    Wait! ...just One More Minute... Please!

    From the get-go, i knew you. I loved you. The moments we shared were magical. It is hard for me to even think about not having you in my life. I see you turning away, my heart breaks. I know your thoughts on us. I know you think you are not what i need in life.... you are wrong...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

    My Thougts About Several Things In My Life

    so im seventeen yeary old an im from switzerland. actually i dont know where to start i just know that i want to talk or write or something and i think its gonna help me. i cant talk with my friends they dont listen to me and they just talk about theyr own problems. but thats...
    derpina95 derpina95
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2013

    Thinking Trip

    When i go into my think mode, it's like a journey. One thing leads to another. Normally when i go on this trip... It's when i am on overload. When enough is enough. I know it's time to deal head on with what is triggering my moods and to sort out what i need to do besides think...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2011

    Probably Not So Good!

    Yeah I think when the mind races and is allowed to run without guidance or proper supervision, then things can get all out of place upstairs if you know what I'm sayin.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12, 2011

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