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I Am Constantly Thinking, All the Time

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    I'm Thinking All The Time

    I'm thinking about what to do, where to go,  what to say  just thinking almost all the time.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 1 Response Jan 23, 2012

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    Frightening Times..

    i dont know what exactly iam experiencing..but its like i feel as if nothing can sustain my attention, not the things which are in my control. iam fraid of thinking too much from the fear of losing appeal in everything that has always interested me. or probably the thing is i...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2013

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    Probably Not So Good!

    Yeah I think when the mind races and is allowed to run without guidance or proper supervision, then things can get all out of place upstairs if you know what I'm sayin.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 12, 2011

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    Self Analysis 1

    The emotions still reside and are pretty much flowing under the thin veil of pretense and prevention. What is it exactly that I am feeling? I feel like crying, which should have been okay coz iam used to crying by myself. But what makes it a little more twisted is that I want to...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17, 2013

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    Always...

    Sometimes I think about the simple things. Some days I think about the complex things. Occasionally, I'll devote an entire day to "cheeky" things.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    Thinking Trip

    When i go into my think mode, it's like a journey. One thing leads to another. Normally when i go on this trip... It's when i am on overload. When enough is enough. I know it's time to deal head on with what is triggering my moods and to sort out what i need to do besides think...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 26, 2011

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    Always Thinking

    I am constantly always thinking about something.....I just want my brain to shutt off.  Even when I watch TV my brain doesn't stop going............I need some medication or something!!!!  So frustrating.....
    danie1234 danie1234 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Iam The Most Vulgar.. For Iam The Attention Seeker : Self Therapy

    Ever since I could remember I have always sought the company of men as a solution to all my problems. Companionship to me was more important than the basic needs for food and water since I couldn’t survive without it. But in theory I believed in something totally different, in...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2011

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    Always Thinking

    I am constantly always thinking about something.....I just want my brain to shutt off.  Even when I watch TV my brain doesn't stop going............I need some medication or something!!!!  So frustrating.....
    danie1234 danie1234 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2009

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    Wait! ...just One More Minute... Please!

    From the get-go, i knew you. I loved you. The moments we shared were magical. It is hard for me to even think about not having you in my life. I see you turning away, my heart breaks. I know your thoughts on us. I know you think you are not what i need in life.... you are wrong...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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    My Thougts About Several Things In My Life

    so im seventeen yeary old an im from switzerland. actually i dont know where to start i just know that i want to talk or write or something and i think its gonna help me. i cant talk with my friends they dont listen to me and they just talk about theyr own problems. but thats...
    derpina95 derpina95 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    I'm a bean pole. I'm "that girl" that gained 45 lbs during pregnancy, and had no problem shedding it all within a couple months. I don't work out. I look good in a bikini and...
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    I would go back to November 2013 when my brother was still here. We just had thanksgiving at my house and played Xbox 360. It was the best day ever. I miss him terribly. I wish I...
    blackjack1808 blackjack1808 31-35, M 10 Responses Nov 30

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    I finally snapped. I thought it wouldn't ever get to this but I have been having suicidal thoughts and one time when I was on my bike I saw a car and I didn't stop I didn't grip my...
    colt109 colt109 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 16

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    well I was always the black sheep of the family. You know like getting the fault of everything and being called ugly and useless for the first 15 years of your life kinda messes up...
    kkkmmm123 kkkmmm123 18-21, F Dec 6

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    I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't stop thinking about my ex. For some reason, I think about him constantly including the memories and the whole "we should get back...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Everyday I'm awake all night thinking about something but don't really know what but always awake these days and it's 9.15 am and still awake
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    I want to cry and scream, but I'm trying so hard to keep my composure. I hate this, I hate the past 12hrs. Its all my fault. I'm worthless, I am the cause of everything wrong in my...
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M 19 mins ago

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    I've lost all senses. or have I gained them , as I find my self in the solitude of my thoughts I start to awaken my self to this reality that we call life . I see the puppeteers...
    RSlorenzo RSlorenzo 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    44th post. Well I'm almost done telling my story, maybe about 10 more in depth posts to come, and a few randoms. I've saved the best for last, as in the events that led up to my...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    40th post...Wow, it's my 40th birthday in 3 months and this is my 40th post. I'm going to take this post as being symbolic. How am I feeling today?? I can feel the bad feelings...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Once upon a time there was a woman who believed in being polite and respectful, besides sincere to everyone she met and talked with...not only in real life but on the internet...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 17

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    Events like holidays: Christmas, new year etc... are like 'landmarks' in my life, I use them to measure the change in myself, how I was and what I am now... .. Yeah, I remember...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    27th post. So basically my husband bashed me for years and years. There were things thrown at me such as plates, glass ashtrays, tables, punches, choking, whatever he felt like at...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    Well... I really am sad today. It's not that big of a surprise. I really think I screwed life up pretty astoundingly. I wish I was dumber, but instead I'm kinda bright, but have...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm trying to keep my thoughts in control. I'm trying to keep my actions in control. I'm trying to keep my words coherent. My thoughts are everywhere, I want to hear your voice...
    PokeCotard PokeCotard 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    65th post.. Totally unrelated but I was looking in the mirror earlier to apply my old ladies face cream, when I noticed something scary. A grey hair. No, not on my head like most...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Yes, every single human being in life struggles including me. Struggle is something every human being has encountered at some point in their lives. We are constantly battling our...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 15

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    We are not going to see one another over the whole of the Christmas holidays and all I want to do is take her in my arms and kiss her she is on my mind constantly when I'm awake...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I have a confession and some stories to tell. Confession: when I was around four I still slept in the same bed as my parents one night they were having s*x and I woke up. I...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 20

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    63rd post. Now I'm going to start delving into the issues that have caused me the most anxiety over the years, and which I believe have led to who I am today. Firstly I will talk...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I’m thinking of doing something stupid and incredibly time wasting. It probably won’t make a huge difference…but you never know right? In fact, I’ll probably get kicked...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    I haven't been on here in a long time.. So I guess time to fill in the blanks. I relapsed. Really badly. My body is littered with new scars, all along my wrist and thighs. And God...
    MakaWolf MakaWolf 13-15, F Dec 4

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    It seems like I can't get over being sick :/ A little bit before thanksgiving, I was sick with a nasty virus and I finally am over it ( took it a lil over 2-3 weeks ), and then my...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 13-15, M Dec 16

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    67th post...Helloooo world. Deliriously happy today. The world is a beautiful place and I can't stop smiling. Like I've said before would like to bottle up these feelings. They...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    If you are unfamiliar with beauty regimens, you most likely feel that you could use some advice regarding beauty products, techniques and applications that are out there. The...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I'm a survivor of an abusive relationship and I've been single for almost three years now. During this time I have been doing a lot of thinking. I reflected on the things I want to...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    This is something I do too much, I have already stopped analyzing what the person I love (complicated and long) does and says and what it could mean. I'm trough with it just steals...
    HelenaMai HelenaMai 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    42nd post...Just my random thought and rant for the day...Do you ever wonder where sock pairs go?? If you're anything like me then you have more singles than pairs..I actually have...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I dont really know what is my personality. i somtimes feel iam honest, sometimes feel that iam the most bad person on earth. its been 24 years now i might me living more 30 year...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 13

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