I Am Content With Myself.

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    So

    I quit smoking after 7 years. Hurrah. I'm not exactly pleased, but I guess I'm proud.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 17, 2008

    I Managed

    to not be a ***** today. I wasn't as irked with the people around me, James and I didn't argue. Though, there's this hollow nagging feeling, because I've been avoiding Ant, since the feelings are ebbing. I feel guilty, cos he's my bestie, but I'm trying to stave off any...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10, 2008

    It's a Little Crude But

    Everytime I look at the people around me, here in Elkton, I am so much more likable to myself. These people are so pathetic. It's awful, but I think I'd kill myself if I were one of the many people I see around me everyday.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 9, 2008

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