I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

For those of us that need support and help with our issues. 26 People

    BUT

    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123
    13-15
    1 Response Jul 31, 2012

    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87
    22-25, F
    Sep 5, 2009

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