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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    BUT

    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I don't even know how to say this but I need to let it out somehow. I'm just so angry. I'm mad at everything. I'm mad at life. I'm mad a my family. I'm mad at society. I'm mad at...
    mybonerandme mybonerandme 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    PEOPLE DISGUST ME. I AM UNHAPPY ALONE, UNHAPPY WITH COMPANY. IT'S NEVER ENOUGH FOR ME. IT SHOULD NOT BE THIS COMPLICATED.WHY DO PEOPLE RUN FROM ME?WHAT IS IT ABOUT ME THAT MAKES...
    LEMONkinks LEMONkinks 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    And I am angry because I dont want to be angry And i am angry because I cant bo what I want to do And I am angry because I cant be who I want to be And I feel angry because I cant...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Yes, I am f-ucking angry. And I have no clue how to relieve this anger or let the situation go. Fair warning, this is a long story... It all started late last year, when I was...
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 12

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    I often feel angry against others for trivial things, specially my boyfriend if he spends time away from me it drives me crazy, or with his friends i don't like them and i want him...
    Ensamflicka Ensamflicka 18-21, F Aug 8

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    i can feel it bubbling in my chest, so I know that if I don't leave the situation that is making me angry then it will boil over and I'll explode. Most of the people I know cry...
    InMybubble InMybubble 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I am not afraid to let go. I am not afraid to cut negative people out of my life. I am not afraid to love myself because you failed to do so. But I am afraid of never feeling the...
    brokenhearted7108 brokenhearted7108 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I am afraid of dieing without someone. I am afraid to be tortured. I am afraid of my only family member left dieing. I am afraid I will be stupid. Last but notleast I am afraid of...
    ginny1q1q ginny1q1q 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's been a few days and this anger seems to stay. Mainly because I'm angry at ignorant people who make false informations travel fast, and they grow like weeds. They don't want to...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ever since the start of the year I've been feeling so stressed and angry with the whole gay thing and people finding out especially my step dad. I started counselling in school and...
    Finniechinnz313 Finniechinnz313 13-15, M Aug 8

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    I'm afraid of falling in love. Nothing can ever end well when two people are in love. I'm afraid my heart will be broken,shattered. I want to live life because it's so short.sh...
    itsgemma01 itsgemma01 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I live in Saint Louis County, and am currently in the middle of a bombardment of media judgement about the situation in Ferguson. I'm also in a workplace where my views are the...
    scmemma91 scmemma91 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    All the "friends" I have are locked up in a mind set that was set before them by their parents, religion, television, and sex appeal. They wouldn't dare hit their parents if they...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M Aug 20

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    I am angry at the people on this planet for programming their children since birth to believe in what they do, so that whenever they grow to an age in which they are mature enough...
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I am afraid of showing my true self to the world... I sincerely show my feeling to my friends but.. I am afraid of being me.. I don't hate me but I'm afraid other people would hate...
    hooncaramello hooncaramello 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi. I know this is really stupid and complicated, and I'm sorry for being so upset for seemingly no reason, but I sort of have a problem. It's barely a problem at all, I know--I'm...
    MysteryMe110 MysteryMe110 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 5

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    Not saying I don't want to get married. I really want. Who doesn't? Especially if it is with your beloved one. But some reasons haunt me. Some members of my family were divorced...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    It's not that I am and afraid to fall in love,but I am afraid to fall for the wrong person...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    Isn't everybody, somehow, afraid of dying alone? Nobody remembering you or your life story? I'm not really afraid of how I die.. it's just dying with out anyone there..
    SilverEyedWolf SilverEyedWolf 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    It seems worthless to be afraid of something that everyone will eventually go through. An if you're worried no one will remember you, you're right. The Second Law of Thermodynamics...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    My Chartered Accountant Intermediate result will announce on 18/08/14. oh my gosh! I'd not done well I'm confirm that i'll not pass I'm afraid that how to meet my parents? I also...
    Frank1994 Frank1994 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I have never been in a romantic relationship in my whole life. For a while it didn't bother me that much (it bothered me a little, but I occupied my time and my mind with other...
    rarariri rarariri 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Rejection is one of my biggest fears. It's even made me so anxious, that I've slowly backed out of the real world and onto the internet world. I know that all you need to do is to...
    Tazzu Tazzu 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I'm not afraid of mirrors I'm afraid of looking into mirrors becuz I know.for fact I'm ugly so when I look in the mirror I feel sad and depressed and ugly and be like...
    ticklon ticklon 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My name is mohaaa, am in high school, I like having girl friend but am afraid talking to girls and having fun with them COZ am afraid to be rejected. So can anybody help me out of...
    mabdulle1996 mabdulle1996 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I have seen how it is when you start to grow up. You get more responsibilities and some of them can be good but there are others like paying for insurance, paying for bills and all...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M Aug 22

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    So it's been a while since I've been here, it's almost the end of summer, and that means it's time to look back and reminisce. I've again stumbled upon something that has been...
    Zoey09 Zoey09 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I am afraid, there will be no one ever to love me. All I find around me are people who abuse my kindness. People who use me. It was like that ever since I remember and that's why...
    Poisonedrose Poisonedrose 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I have a date on Saturday. The guy's cute and nice and whatever I guess, but I am so afraid. He's pretty muscular because of basic training and I don't know why but when guys are...
    sarcasm4427 sarcasm4427 18-21, F a week ago

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    Or let's just call it "I'm not afraid" because I used to fear EVERYTHING. that's what anxiety does to you. you stay home one day it turns into two weeks. Can't leave your room. Can...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm afraid of dying a virgin. I'm afraid of dying without anyone to cry and miss me. I don't open to females. I'm not good enough. I haven't kissed a girl, seen a girl nude, been...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Can you blame me? Father walked out on us when I was 3, I was molested by a relative at 8, bullied from elementary school up until HS. String of intensely close friendships where...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I know why I've been afraid to say it.. I'm afraid to lose him.. Even though I feel like I will never truly have his heart..
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not usually the type of person to get angry at something or someone but there are times when things push me over the ******* edge, like how the **** am I meant to wait around...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    Sometimes I'll think about the STUPIDEST things and I get angry about them. Then I have to remind myself that's I was just thinking about stupid stuff.
    OzarksTrucker OzarksTrucker 36-40, M Aug 19

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    Whenever I'm upset or Angry at someone or something, I play the song; "******* Problems" by ASAP Rocky.
    moviemania14 moviemania14 22-25, M Aug 20

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    This has been going on for a while now, but I've constantly been angry and annoyed at everyone and everything, including myself, and I've just felt so alone and worthless. Recently...
    Nicolicious1 Nicolicious1 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I don't know what's wrong with me but whenever someone cuts me off in a conversation or is just plain rude I cannot stand it and I just end up blowing, I just want to tell them...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I get angry at the slightest of things, usually I can absorb it and just take it in until I reach boiling point and blow up.
    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M Aug 22

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    I'm just too fkin angry at this world right now... Muslim brotherhood... is fkin wrong Egyptian government.... is fkin wrong Israeli army... is fkin wrong Palestinian Hammas... is...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24

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    You would think in our day and age, with technology and practice of medicine so high, that we'd be a little better, perhaps a little smarter than this.I have a sister in a severe...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm so ******* angry on the inside that i just want to physically mentally and emotionally hurt people so bad. augh!!!!!!!! **** this ******* bullshit. ******* people i hate you...
    Persayous Persayous 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I had an affair with a married man who I believed loved me for 11 months. He was my best friend. He came to my Mothers grave with me, met my children, openly showed affection in...
    Faerylak Faerylak 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Even little things make me soso angry i end up punching walls or trying to harm myself... I must have smashed my phone about 5 times and my ipad once and last week I was really mad...
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago