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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

For those of us that need support and help with our issues. 25 People

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    This works a lot of the time. It seems that when people are angry, they are not willing to reason and will react with anger to whatever words you say.
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    NewMommy2015 NewMommy2015 18-21, F Feb 17

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    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I think of myself as a patient person, someone who doesn't get all that angry but like everyone, there are times that I snap and today is one of those times. I'm fed up with people...