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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Noow I'm not afraid every one who want to se my pictures just message me I'll show everything no matter what
    alexxxa123 alexxxa123 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Sexuality is natural, so no reason to be afraid or ashamed. I love everything sexual and talking about it and exchanging experiences is just fun. So dont be shy! ;)
    sxylaura sxylaura 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its kind of funny, all my life. Every girl I was ever the least bit interested in...was always taken or unavailable. I tend to get stuck on one girl for a while and not really feel...
    Jason947 Jason947 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    YES! They certainly are! Hahaha it's so awesome too! I wanted to post this because I speak my mind on ep in a lot of debates about men, animals women's rights and so on. I...
    Kornisone Kornisone 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm afraid, ok? I admit it, I'm afraid, Afraid of what you may ask? I don't know, Afraid of knowing, Afraid of having the chance to get hurt, That's why I never let people come...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I used to be afraid of being alone but I realise you have to be happy with your lot and being alone because being in a relationship will not bring long lasting love and the...
    hurtwontheal hurtwontheal 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not afraid to say Jesus Christ is Lord.
    cobalt997 cobalt997 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    No one should be afraid of this. Everyone is different and i have met so many people who couldn't be more different to one another..
    SubmissiveKitty09 SubmissiveKitty09 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had a table of 3 tonight eating and i thought all was going well UNTIL they came up to pay first off the mum was like "that was so disgusting i hated it" i thought she was...
    champagneroses champagneroses 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I used to be afraid to talk about what I feel and how I feel about my sexuality. Not so much anymore. It isnt healthy to not discuss your sexuality.
    kbrasswell kbrasswell 13-15, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate that I fall for someone so quickly... I've never been in love but this man that I'm dating now I think it's real && I think that I'm falling for him... Of course I'm afraid...
    NaturallyRomantic NaturallyRomantic 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    well you shouldn't be afraid of what people think cause what people think doesn't matter ??
    donnylevi511 donnylevi511 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    The fact that I am afraid of commitment because of being walked away from once I put my all into it... I constantly drive people away!!! Sad but it's true
    NaturallyRomantic NaturallyRomantic 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Time calls us by a name we know none of, and brands us with it for life. Time is but a fraction of the sun dancing to discover and rediscover distant shadows carved to perfection...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
    LexiMory LexiMory 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I volunteer I'm a shelter for battered women and children. last Wednesday evening a mother came in very badly beaten and with what turned out to be a broken arm. She had a 9 year...
    g4it g4it 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I am afraid of sharing my feelings around me. Maybe thats why i am ignored all the time. Maybe i am secretive or that my smile is a lie. Is just a mask. I don't wanna be a burden...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M Feb 1

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    I'm not really afraid I just know when it's gona be my time to go I'm going to have to face death alone.
    RobertXavier19 RobertXavier19 18-21, M 6 Responses Feb 1

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    i cant i just cant i had so much advice but i am afraid of rejection and then they would laugh at me an tell everyone else and they will say ew ur ugly and i want to change my...
    genericusername23 genericusername23 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Except I already have. The best friends I managed to keep throughout high school and some college...they are all gone. Of course, I blame no one but myself. I had a best friend in...
    DremeJolie DremeJolie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I am a licensed educator who was never able to find a teaching job. I tried different things in my life but I have always wanted to teach kindergarten. I am afraid that because of...
    ahughes27 ahughes27 26-30, F Jan 30

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    I am angry!!! Ha that's an understatement!!!
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I lost my best friend and my grandma in the same year. Ever since then I've been afraid of losing everyone who's close to me
    Thornton2 Thornton2 16-17, F Jan 30

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    I get angry at two-faced, egocentric, pretentious curmudgeons who like to play the role of victim.
    10786y 10786y 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    People who aren't afraid to be themselves are neat people. Though, being yourself doesn't mean being a horrible person, it's okay to reserve certain parts of yourself for yourself...
    TellyLuv TellyLuv 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    When I'm angry I don't need comfort. I don't want your hugs, I don't want to hear your voice and I definitely don't want to see you. Just leave me alone and let me deal with it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 28

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    I seem to always be preoccupied with her and all these feelings I have for her. Yes I am married, for almost fifty years now but this goes beyond that. Yes I am alot older but age...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M Jan 28

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    Being my age and still not being able to forgive, to forgo and not being hurt by my childhood or my mother, that is not nice is it, I'm so angry, angry and angry inside, it doesn't...
    peterbelelius peterbelelius 51-55, M Jan 28

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    To have an o.r.g.a.s.m. Its not that I can't reach ****** it's that I am afraid of what will happen. I've heard so many horror stories of women that lose control of my bladder, or...
    kewlchicc kewlchicc 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    Jesus is the reason i live and don't break everyday, yet i am afraid and have trouble trusting him that everything will be alright. i have NF. it sucks and it is genetic. I'm the...
    carapisciotta carapisciotta 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I am 34, never had a boyfriend, and I am afraid I'm going to be single forever. If by 34 I have never had a boyfriend, there must be something wrong with me. Guys just don't like...
    AMIAROM AMIAROM 31-35, F 18 Responses Jan 27

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    I wouldn't know what rejection is felt like, although the term 'heart-break' seems a bit melodramatic to me. Opinion wise, if you are afraid to engage in a love interest then you...
    RosenFlight RosenFlight 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I need help controlling my anger, the way I deal with it is by just pushing my feelings down until someone pokes at me too much then I snap on them. I'm always angry because I get...
    Jason2111 Jason2111 13-15, M Jan 24

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    They still scare me. I'm always afraid that someone will decide to drain the pool while I'm in it. This would create a whirlpool that I would desperately try to swim out of. I know...
    davidschild37 davidschild37 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 24

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    That's the story of my life. Just when i feel i am getting attached to someone. There they go far, far away. I keep searching for them, until i get tired of the tears and the pains...
    uniqueguy91 uniqueguy91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I am afraid that I won't find a job in the future. When I told my parents about what I want to do in the future my mom said are you sure you're good enough for this.
    Chloe1o Chloe1o 16-17, F 9 Responses Jan 24

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    Not afraid...more like I know. I think I like this guy, but I know for sure he doesn't like me, or at least thinks I'm an idiot. lol
    FerysT FerysT 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 23