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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    BUT

    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I've never been afraid of being rejected by men. Men are pretty easy to please compared to their female counterparts. I'm a woman but I have few good girlfriends. They are so hard...
    nickels513 nickels513 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    at times, I am a very angry person. There's a lot pent up inside. There's no reason to think I lack control, though. some people need to release their anger, and I think that's...
    anothertheletter anothertheletter 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My dad just hit me on the head cuz I didn't do he's work properly! My head hurt me a lot and I feel so angry and bitter I feel I will cry in any moment no one beat me in years! I...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I am scared to show my anger or too call someone out on what their doing because of how many times people have come for me after they screwed me over big time and I stood up for...
    Zeebabe666 Zeebabe666 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Its one if those damn days. When you dont wanna talk about how ******* pissed off you are, but you want the world to know an suffer for it. I wanna wear a t-shirt that says...
    Chibichaos Chibichaos 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I have been talking a lot lately about how I want someone to talk to who relates to me and what not, but I've realized that I don't really try to reach out. I think on some level I...
    Zbeara Zbeara 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    There was never a point in my life where I was afraid to die. There were times in my life where I wanted to die and times in my life when I didn't want to die, but I was never...
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I used to be so afraid to die. But I'm not anymore, all I want to is die at this moment, just painful and slowly. I feel either depressed or angry and I don't think I can take it...
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i think i admire people who aren't afraid to be themselves because i am afraid. I think it takes a lot of courage not to be afraid of the backlash that comes with it. I want to be...
    chrisscott515 chrisscott515 22-25, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    guess who got angry over an ex and has to pay 300+ for replacing a counter top
    kvera1993 kvera1993 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm angry! jimandsallys is a child molester/rapist! He sent me a pic of his naked obviously underage daughter! DONT be his friend on here! REPORT HIM!!!!!
    Sweetgirl4u2 Sweetgirl4u2 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It is an irrational fear of mine, just like how I am afraid to swallow pills even for medical reasons. The fear of rejection is a big part of it. Being told I'm not good enough...
    Kriptess Kriptess 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My dad died of cancer the day I turned 16 after about two weeks in a coma. It was really fast – less than two months between diagnosis and death. He died in the house. (we had a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    About five years ago I lived downtown in a major city in the US. I’ve always been a night person, so I would often find myself bored after my roommate, who was decidedly not a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    My mother was a heroin addict. She passed away at the age of 44 just a few months before my 21st birthday. I had not seen or spoken to her in 6 years and never got to make peace...
    PrincessPeach08 PrincessPeach08 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I don't want to be angry at my mum but I don't think she accepts me as a Bisexual. She doesn't even like me just having people admire (and maybe have a crush on) as my wallpaper on...
    KingofNorway KingofNorway 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Don't run, but the idea of death has always fascinated me, just the idea that there is nothing, like you can't even think or anything (as you can tell I have no religious views on...
    poppytippy poppytippy 13-15, F Jul 23

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    So I'm still cooling off after something I witnessed at a supermarket the other day. I was walking down the clothes aisle when I saw a guy using unnecessary force on his maybe 4...
    JaySmith9999 JaySmith9999 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    I don't understand how people get angry and hold onto it. When something upsets me, I get angry for a minute, but I cool down very quickly. I get angry for a few mins, then I...
    Prw9 Prw9 18-21, F Jul 23

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    I'm afraid to grow old due to more people dying and the physical effects of it, but I'm also afraid to die because at the same time I also want to live a long, healthy life and...
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I have a bad temper and tend to hit doors and walls when I'm really angry
    sbell88 sbell88 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I am not afraid that I have lost my salvation, I know that I have and yes I am afraid because of that. I gave my life to the Lord in 2008 I had a major encounter with God, I had...
    Coloursearching Coloursearching 22-25 6 Responses Jul 18

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    This was the worst trauma of my childhood. In my church they preached vivid sermons about the horrors of hell and the infinite intensity and duration of the suffering. I was...
    AlanOliver AlanOliver 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Have you ever been so angry that you did a 360 and became at peace with the situation? It's weird I thought I was going to have to do some meditation, more walking, more praying...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F Jul 15

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    My dad died of cancer the day I turned 16 after about two weeks in a coma. It was really fast – less than two months between diagnosis and death. He died in the house. (we had a...
    TheBionicViper TheBionicViper 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    About five years ago I lived downtown in a major city in the US. I’ve always been a night person, so I would often find myself bored after my roommate, who was decidedly not a...
    TheBionicViper TheBionicViper 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I'm afraid to let someone in. What if the dark side of me is just to ugly? What if someone doesn't love every part of me that makes me who I am? What if they see every part of...
    Aflame22 Aflame22 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I really can't help it. I just get so angry. It's like I'm so hot I have to move around really fast to relieve it. It's hard to explain. I try not to but like I said it's like I...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 13

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    At myself. I couldn't face myself with this anger before but I truly feel angry at her. I feel she's been so naive and stupid and did few mistakes that drove us to here. I know...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    From the day I was born to two years before my father passed away my father never hugged me. When I was a toddler dad laughed at the idea of hugging and shook our hands instead. I...
    hospitalrooms hospitalrooms 31-35, F Jul 12

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    I chain smoke when I'm angry.
    xoxoxxooxoxo xoxoxxooxoxo 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    Men at age 40 50 60 and beyond still fantasize about 18-20 year olds. they're young and fertile. they've got youth exuding from them! their natural beauty is so incredibly...
    magicalgirlintraining magicalgirlintraining 18-21, F Jul 12

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    Most people I meet tell me I look like I'm still in high school - anywhere from 16 to 22. It makes me feel good since I am actually 26. However, I'm afraid one day soon I'm going...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl 26-30, F Jul 12

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    I have developed this crazy phobia of death for some reason and it is driving me nuts! I know it sounds dumb but for the past few weeks I have been thinking about it almost every...
    cjmart01 cjmart01 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    A part of me is afraid of being single forever but a part of me is not afraid to be single at the same time it makes life so easy sometimes
    eric8811 eric8811 36-40, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I have spent the past year trying to think positive thoughts and get back to living. Today I am on vacation in a wonderful place with family/friends and I am still depressed...
    texxassmike texxassmike 46-50 Jul 11

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    I'm so angry. I'm so angry that I have to put up with this. I'm so angry that this had to become part of my life. I'm so angry that I have anger problems. I so angry at "god" for...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F Jul 10

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    I just end up getting angry at you anyway; lose -lose situation.
    misanthropicpessimist misanthropicpessimist 13-15, F Jul 10

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