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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    And with this I am not afraid to state what I believe in. When there is a greater cause I will not fight, nor shall I speak to damn age the possible outs come if I see that...
    yourfavoriteassshole yourfavoriteassshole 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    Hey, friends. So I've been doing extremely well at moving on from my last relationship. We have no contact, I've been on a couple dates that didn't go anywhere, and I've spent most...
    velvetskies velvetskies 22-25, F 15 Responses Jan 15

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    There's a few things I hate, and one thing I hate is when someone tries to hide things from me especially when it's my husband. We were taking a nap, and I felt my husband wake...
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F Jan 2

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    I'm in my late 20's and found out that the guy I was seeing and trusted gave me STDs. One of the STDs is not curable (Genital Warts/HPV). Who is ever going to want to date me? I'm...
    CurlsNPearls CurlsNPearls 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I am afraid of dying I am afraid of losing my family I am afraid of guns I am afraid of people who have guns I am afraid of spiders I am afraid of anything that has more than 4...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Sorry but no. As an atheist I have more to fear from a sicko that believes he is the vengeful hand of god than he has to fear from me. Islam has become a code word for the angry...
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 22 Responses Jan 8

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    Three years ago, I was engaged to a guy who later on turned abusive physically and emotionally. The relationship lasted over two years and it ended because my ex fiance cheated on...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    ive becoming more and more angry lately and I know why im angry. I have had a hard past. And ive been broken hearted more than once and I hardly cry so much now but I get more and...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    My boyfriend told me today that he wants to live in my city...halfway across the globe from where he lives. It made me so happy, as it was what I was hoping for because it means...
    Cranksta Cranksta 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    People are so disrespectful and down right rude ... I am so angry yet want to talk to them why can't they like me I am angry at them for trying to make out they are a saint...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Specially when I am going to help them for free they misunderstand about me..normally I'm not a.person who gets angry frequently..but feel angry when some EP friends's way of...
    chethaki chethaki 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Well, its something I have always lived with. I have a tenancy to get really angry, and I hit things, sometimes people. And every time I get angry, I can feel myself getting closer...
    tanesha98 tanesha98 16-17, F Jan 18

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    Really angry! Down right pissed off!!! My husband of 30 years committed suicide this past summer. My mom has attempted suicide 9 times! NINE TIMES!! The most recent one 2 weeks...
    mSunUp mSunUp 41-45 12 hrs ago

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    I just found out that I am pregnant. I shouldn't even be ABLE to have kids with my body issues, But whatever higher power is there deemed that I have a child. Right now. With that...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I am not afraid of dying, due to being suicidal in the past. I am not afraid of sadness because of depression. I am not afraid of being alone because I'm a loner. I'm not afraid to...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Im so afraid. Its the one thing that scares me the most. i have a hard time holding on to people. I just, drift away. Growing up i was isolated and i went through a lot. And it...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My ex beat my on multiple occasions over nothing. He has his issues but I really don't care to explain away his behaviors anymore. All I know is that he brutalized me, over and...
    thirdgirl thirdgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Yep, I am very angry. not just today, but I think I been angry for a good half of my life.
    Jabx82 Jabx82 31-35, M Jan 2

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    I've been lied to and I've been hurt a lot throughout my life. I worry that I will never be able to trust people again. I'm afraid to bring new people into my life, I'm afraid to...
    smileyryley smileyryley 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    Really angry. People get in habits of playing a certain game with people. Not all people fall for the game. I feel less angry now I've expressed that. It is good to share.
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I'm afraid to grow up. I'm scared everything will fall. I'm terrified that I'll end up poor and become a failure. I'm afraid I'll be in debt my whole life. I barely even know what...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 10

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    Guys, I have a lot of emotional baggage that I have to work through. Would you guys give me advice? I'll just elaborate a bit to help... Whenever things don't go the way they're...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    After many years amassing countless hours rummaging through a variety of WebMD articles online, and any ruling out a multitude of various rare medical conditions based on a...
    bluemountains36 bluemountains36 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    At times I experience an episode of depression, and I always overthink, especially after I had to meet people and socialize and stuff. I am afraid of people and what they think...
    24moonlight 24moonlight 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    In completely surrendering my broken marriage to God with so much sorrow last week its finally surfaced...I am sooo angry...Like I have never been so enraged at my situation, at...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I mean I know I won't be, or at least it's highly unlikely. I'm only 19, I have plenty of time left. But every time I start liking someone, I give up before anything starts. I'm...
    StrangelyWrinkledMammal StrangelyWrinkledMammal 18-21, F 26 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not that I am afraid but rather I know someone who is afraid of getting close to me. We met online and right from the start we connected. We had a great time chatting online and...
    freestyler605 freestyler605 22-25, M Jan 3

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    i dont know why, i just.. afraid to be alone, rejection, i'm afraid that if there's no one love me..
    preciouscrx preciouscrx 13-15 Jan 4

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    For two years I've been nothing but hurt by people. I've lost the last person in my life because I couldn't let him in. It's not that I'm afraid, I'm not afraid of anything. I just...
    StrandedandAlonr StrandedandAlonr 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Couldnt find a suitable headline for this, so this will do i think. My problem is that i am a bit shy, not because im afraid of people, but im afraid of people rejecting me...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci 22-25, M Jan 5

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    Too many of us hide behind a mask afraid to show the world who we are out of fear and the possibility of rejection. The people that are unabashedly themselves despite what others...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    So there's this girl that I am acquainted with from a class in high school last year. We only talked a couple times and she was one of the more popular girls in my class. She seems...
    Andre195 Andre195 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 9

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    It's so weird in an amazing way..I am so afraid to speak my mind because though it is my opinion I worry so much of. Disagreement I think of it as me being wrong, but when I talk...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 10

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    I am horribly, pathetically, afraid of this little being inside of me. Ever since I was young I loved being alone, everybody knew it and they didn't mind. Nowadays, it's like a...
    00Wieme00 00Wieme00 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Or rather that am never going to meet a cool, attractive, skinny girl. Ideally she'd be into something positive, something artistic and be into it passionately and not afraid of...
    Photons Photons 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I should clarify. I'm a hypochondriac, but I'm not a coward. I might be afraid of the fictitious diseases in my own brain, but I'm not scared of pushing you out of the way of an...
    bluemountains36 bluemountains36 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    They made me deem that I should not have feelings such as annoyance, resentment, depression, or anxiety. They suppose I should always be rational and in control of my emotions. I...
    aiofa aiofa 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    No man is an island. It is vital for our survival to belong, to fit in. However, not to the extent of being too alike with each other. We are called individuals for a reason. We...
    Elizabeth161223 Elizabeth161223 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I am only a teenager so this might sound crazy, but this is one of my biggest fears. im afraid that when im old i wont be loved and ill regret my life. i wanna live a happy and fun...
    Lostinthoughtandimissu Lostinthoughtandimissu 18-21, F a week ago

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    Well, when I was little, I suffered bullying from a girl that just would not let people talk to the "strange ones". I couldn't even talk with my "best friend" – She didn't talk...
    anusualgirl anusualgirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    quit my job recently, my family is in the opposite side of the continent, and I'm angry because my life is no where near what I wanted.
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    today i was walking with my friend to drop some applications at the university and suddenly this guy in a motorcycle comes out of nowhere and grabs my butt! yes you read right, he...
    wendym98 wendym98 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    It ended badly. As they all do, right? We have been "having fun" together for 10 months. Sometimes a couple days a week, and sometimes every couple weeks. We sort of had a...