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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

For those of us that need support and help with our issues. 25 People

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I'm afraid that I'll end up alone. I'm afraid of being sad for the rest of my life. I'm afraid of bugs. I'm afraid my mother will get tired of me- that EVERYONE will get tired of...
    queercutie queercutie 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    She used to be abusive towards me. She'd get frustrated partially because I was not the child she hoped for and because of something else. She took it out on me mostly because I...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    I'm afraid of elevators cause I got stuck in one.
    bvbandmcr bvbandmcr 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm so angry, my room is a mess and I'm sitting on the floor in tears. It hurts so much to lose somebody that means so much to you. Im angry at the stupid doctors for not being...
    xsimplysara xsimplysara 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I don't think people are afraid of falling in love, i think that people are afraid to meet someone who they already have met last year or the last time they broke up with. And the...
    Manuala Manuala 18-21, F Sep 23

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    Not afraid but i don't love anyone. I just love myself, i spend my all time with myself cause i don't like to have any friends, i solve my problems by myself, talk to myself, i do...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Sep 23

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    I'm afraid that if I ever got together with my crush, people would try to split us up. I'm afraid of ill-willed people spreading rumors and lies about us. I'm afraid of losing the...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Sep 29

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    How do I stop my husband from being angry at pretty much anything. If we breath, he goes crazy. There is nothing that can make him happy. No matter what me and our kids do, he is...
    sadlyme79 sadlyme79 31-35 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I think I just snapped. I have completely lost it. I feel so angry at myself. No not angry, more like anguishly livid. I have so much hate. I hate my ex, and all the lies. She...
    TheManInBlack1836 TheManInBlack1836 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 5

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    As much as I truly want to experience someone mentally physically emotionally & spiritually. I am so afraid. Afraid of not being enough, if not getting the love right back. I...
    beautifullywrittenambition beautifullywrittenambition 18-21, F a week ago

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    No I don't .. What a waste of human Space they are. I realise that past experiences can rightfully taint the way that people view life, and often times make them angry and bitter...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm actually angry all the time and I don't know why.... I usually fake happiness or whatever because I hate people who question me instead of just dealing with it. They're...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Sep 21

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    I so want to admire myself for being brave and not hiding myself so I don't get hurt but I can't because I'm afraid. I don't try to be someone I'm not...I'm not a phony. That would...
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 Sep 21

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    I am very much afraid of this girl I really like saying no, I like her A LOT, I really want to be with her but I am afraid, I have told her how i feel about her, help?
    JeremyRamm JeremyRamm 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I had the biggest crush on my friend since 8th-11th grade and I told him how I felt but he said he wasn't ready for a relationship, I was fine with that but then I started asking...
    LostCause LostCause 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I don't think I'm afraid of it, I think I'm afraid of what will happen whilst I'm there. I think it's just the initial fear of trying something new and not knowing exactly what it...
    ChloeMiller ChloeMiller 18-21, F Sep 23

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    Facing a clock on how much time I have left, I'm not afraid to go...I am afraid of not having someone to hold my hand while I pass, but as it grows nearer, I've even started to...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    I am afraid of being turned down, but I think I am more afraid of being hurt. The few times I've asked a girl out, I felt like I was standing way out on a swaying branch. I mean...
    Hellcat43 Hellcat43 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I am scared of death but mostly it scares me to think where my soul will go. I mean I believe in God and pray to him but I don't go to Church because I work on the weekends so I'm...
    Moonstripe1993 Moonstripe1993 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I'm not really afraid of singledom nor am I afraid to be a single parent but with my lack of experience I'm sure it'd drive any guy away. I try to think of the positives about...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    This photo I took during a not so fun time in life. I am afraid of my own darkness. I have a temper that I can't control and a sadness so great. I lose all control. And that is...
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I'm not afraid of commitment, but I'm afraid of being hurt, mistreated and replaced.
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm afraid to fall in love because when I think about love now...all I think of is cheating,lying,being used..I easily fall in love.. I'm afraid to fall in love.
    quackboo quackboo 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My anxiety could be the cause of all my worrying over this, but I am afraid of being nonexistent after I die, and I don't understand how most people are fine with it. I do believe...
    DeniseD17 DeniseD17 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every time I find someone I really like it always ends up bad. Either I get my heart broken, I get cheated on, or they lie to me about some dumb ****. I'm afraid that I'm going to...
    tay143 tay143 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    lately i noticed that i get really angry easily and i am not surprised , my life start falling apart when i was about 12 (maybe thats when i got old enough to realize the world isn...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I am literally angry probably.... 14 out of the 16 hours I'm awake every day. The littlest things p*ss me off. It's like never ending. Maybe I'm nuts lol!
    schliz33 schliz33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    In fact I WAS angry. I had to get stitches cause I punched a mirror with my fists and cracked the glass. I did that cause I f#ckin hate the sight of me. I literally disgust...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    I get angry when it goes really slow. I hate when it freezes. I can't stand when a youtube video has to buffer near the end of a video. Sometimes I even think about just throwing...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 25

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    Feeling so angry that you can't sleep :-(.....
    stars90 stars90 22-25 1 Response Sep 28

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    It's just really random, and it hit me all of the sudden. I'm not even sure what I'm angry at :( I feel like punching something... Just a very irritated feeling
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 2

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    Some girls whom I meet, talk... usually get so angry at me, coz I din't kiss them when the time was right...
    santees santees 26-30, M Oct 5

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    HELL YEAH!! So I had to do something important today. That went okay. I mean it could have been worse. But when someone you basically looked up to your whole life. Someone you...
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I can get very angry but I can control it but why hate
    mrloweco mrloweco 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I have social anxiety and i'm afraid of everything i do. To be honest i don't really know what to do anymore lately. Anyone with me?
    ninaaaxx ninaaaxx 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 20

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    I constantly avoid talking with people, asking them questions, or doing new things just because i'm afraid I won't be accepted. It sucks yes, but I can't help it.
    franceleey franceleey 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    And I have plenty of reasons to be afraid. It really is all I know when it comes yo girls. Literally every time I've had any sort of feelings for a girl,there has ended up being a...
    225pro 225pro 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 20

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    Going alone! Thats a horrible thought for me... I wont move out unless im going to live with someone else but never on my own no way! I would feel so lonely living on my own plus...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I reach out, then pull back. I'm like a rubber band that bounce, never going forward. I don't know why I am like this. I want to be strong, so I tell myself that I will do things...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F Sep 22

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    So i fall and rejected and loves to reject people .. I still don't know whats wrong with me .. Am i not attractive .. Why do those guys i liked never like me back .. How come you...
    Christinamayday Christinamayday 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    She was the best thing to ever happen to me, but because I was afraid of getting hurt again, I pushed her away, which caused me to hurt her, and myself.
    AgentSickler AgentSickler 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I'm afraid of giving my everything when falling in love with this guy and later finding out he's not a good guy. I'm scared to give my all and later be played and thrown away...
    KarinaLin KarinaLin 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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