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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    BUT

    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I rarely get angry anymore instead I take it with a great spirit n sense of humor. I know from experience that angry sucks every thing out of u n leave u as a shell with no energy...
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    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F Apr 22

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    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I'm not afraid of dying. I'm afraid of living.
    cuttergirl16 cuttergirl16 13-15, F 5 Responses May 12

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    and so I push people away.. I have lots of things I want to say, at the same time, I don't know what to say.. I am not good with poeple and so I NEVER had any friends, like 0...
    FallingWind FallingWind 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    right now it's not so much "I'm afraid he'll say 'no'" it's more like "I'm afraid he will never talk to me again or things will be awkward between us after he says 'no' (if he does...
    shamrok11 shamrok11 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Im angry at life, cos noone notice me and it is very hard for a human being living like this.
    tokyo60s tokyo60s 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Im so angry.I was expecting to stay off tomorrow cause my class are going on a trip and the principal says if I don't she will come to the house I'm so ******* pissed I hate that...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F Apr 27

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    Holy ****, I'm so ******* angry all the time And I can't seem to understand what's wrong with me, I've been having crazy mood swings all day, My thoughts are driving me insane too...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    im now making my best friend angry. i think she will cry now itself.
    irfusabir irfusabir 22-25, M Apr 30

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    I feel better for now, I'm not so angry anymore.... ****, I need cigarettes. ...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F May 5

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    I don't know. None of this is finalized, but let me try to say it right. I just don't like you right now, but I am trying really hard not to waste "what precious time we have left...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu 18-21, F May 5

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    I have bipolar disorder, so I tend to get angry for no reason or for the smallest of problems. Like, if I bump my head on a corner I lose my temper, not because of the pain, but...
    RisaKazura RisaKazura 22-25, F 1 Response May 12

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    So I am so angry at myself I went to the bar yesterday I smashed my finger Friday and so when I went to the bar they saw my finger and said that they needed to drain it well 2 guys...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 36-40, F 2 Responses May 13

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    i made one of my classmates i always hated mad at me. we hated each other ever since, but in the last few month we became not friends but something normal. and now, he thinks im...
    spiritophile spiritophile 18-21 May 13

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    I'm really ******* angry right now and it only takes one person to do this to me!
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 16-17, F 3 Responses May 14

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    there's this girl that I like and I don't know if I should ask her out..we make a lot of eye contact but barely talk to each other...and I'm afraid of being rejected...
    jullienmccall jullienmccall 16-17, M 5 Responses Apr 22

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    Getting dirty is no big deal. Things are more fun that way. I play Touch Rugby, so taking a dive in the dirt and sliding along the grass is pretty cool. For me, it also shows that...
    Kay06 Kay06 18-21 2 Responses Apr 23

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    My ex bf scares me. He was looking at me with such anger and hatred in his eyes. He was staring so hard without blinking. His gaze was so stern and I felt my heart leap out of my...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    not afraid of the whole failure part but really the whole criticism part that comes after... but then again who gives a **** about what the next MF gotta say!
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Apr 26

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