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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I was always the one that eats the slowest and my mom never had the patience for me. We were supposed to be going to the beach. Because I ate too slow, I was left behind. The rest...
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    Only afraid for not to full fill my responsibility..
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    I know it's not right but I'm angry with my parents for their bad habits, no discipline, being broke and helping everyone else so much that now they can't even help me. I'm...
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F Mar 16

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    its no secret I get angry over a lot things I deal with stress 24 hours a day 7 days a week. I have a major problem coping with anger no matter where I go. I get angry driving...
    airmax78 airmax78 36-40, M Mar 5

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    To anyone else in here I would appreciate how you deal with anger. I have such an issue with it in that I get angry and furious over the littlest things. It's to a point where I...
    Exarch1337 Exarch1337 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    i had so much friends but i lost them all. i'm afraid of meeting new people because they will leave to just like everyone else. i'm afraid that i'm gonna lose all the people i...
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I look at my sister and I can't believe how different we are. When everyone says we are very similar I can't help to agree and disagree. She's so comfortable with herself...
    Amairany Amairany 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling for you! #plottwist
    saeedalu saeedalu 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    As i'm getting older and i'm changing.I used to be a nice kind-hearted girl but in past few months I've changed alot.Before then I wasn't aware if someone was taking advantage of...
    ilres ilres 18-21, F Mar 15

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    I'm on my period And I'm so so so ******* angry ,sad about to cry , kill somebody maybe , when I sleep I'm calm but when I wake up mom comes and say ***** to me wait mom it's not a...
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I have an honest fear. It's not melodramatic or self indulgent, but honest and really really real. It's something that hits you out of nowhere that I'll end up an old woman with a...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    I mean there's no need to be afraid of being loyal. No need to be afraid of sharing the parts of you that honestly not everyone deserves with just one person
    LeeOmar88 LeeOmar88 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Yes I am terrified, but not of you, or who you are, I am terrified of not knowing you, of not knowing more of who you are. Afraid of not hearing, and feeling your heartbeat once...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 28

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    I don't think anyone actually likes me I'm also afraid to take the next step im also afraid to have sex and so I get irrationally anxious bc I think that's all guys want so why...
    tourdeforce tourdeforce 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 2

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    My dad just yelled an f-bomb, stormed down the hall and slammed his door... Now he's yelling at my mom, I want to go upstairs to bed... But I don't want to be anywhere near that...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Mar 12

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    I broke up with my boyfriend last year. He was like no one else. We got along really well and i thought we're gonna marry soon. but thing didn't work out. and finally he broke up...
    hiltonconrad hiltonconrad 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm just afraid I will never find someone who truly loves me. I am afraid I will never find someone who doesn't just care about sex and looks. I want someone who I can have deep...
    holdonpainends143 holdonpainends143 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I am so angry right now my chest is incredibly sore. This complete ******* shoved my 67yo mother around simply because she had the gall to confront him about his illegal behaviour...
    dicavill dicavill 41-45 Feb 28

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    She thinks she's always right! And just can't stand anyone contradicting or not agreeing with her! Everytime I don't agree with her she starts talking with me very agressively and...
    escapemyreality escapemyreality 22-25, F Feb 28

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    Gabby- I'm not angry but my boyfriend Max is. He's mad and all time. Never hits me ofcource or I'd leave. I spend a lot of money on clothes and stuff and I led him on before we got...
    goldiegabbyandmadmax goldiegabbyandmadmax 18-21 Feb 28

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    I am really angry I spend half of my vacation watching a show and in the ending they let me down, maybe the show had ups and down but the ending is really not good it's not a happy...
    sadgirl724639 sadgirl724639 16-17, T Mar 2

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    he didn't ever seem to care when i cry. it feels like out just angers him more. He is quick to anger. i called him an *** today. i probably shouldn't have..but he's just so mean...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F Mar 7

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    My husband is so frustrating. I asked him before we were married to not follow in the footsteps of my father. I wanted a man who would not mentally disconnect from his family and...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    Ignorant people who can't own the things they've said and wimp out with excuses make me angry.
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Whenever my husband makes me angry, I'll buy myself something nice with the supplementary credit cards he gave me and i will not pay it back! i think he knows, LOL! I bought 2...
    iamasuperwoman iamasuperwoman 26-30, F Mar 10

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    I am so angry at myself.I had told myself that I wouldn't look back. I thought I am a strong woman who no man can hurt.I guess I am realising that I am not so strong after all. I...
    FallenAngelStar FallenAngelStar 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I hate it when my friend is trying to help me to improve my art but his criticism makes me so damn angry with myself. Yeah, I'm blocking it out with a reasonable success on the...
    hlaar hlaar 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    So...last year I "won" a prize. (Different prize from before) They moaned about shipping to my country but said "I promise you It will get to you! Don't you worry!". Months went by...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Mar 13

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    Today I realized something super important. I am 17 years old, and most of those 17 years I have lived trying to impress others and live up to their expectations. I'm so angry at...
    xxlolaxx xxlolaxx 16-17 Mar 14

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    I am sorry for angry people- though i don't need to be.
    BUalways BUalways 46-50, M Mar 14

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    Today I really angry with my that basted..yes..he is. That Masari. Most of time I decide to cut off company with him. But sometime forget, because we are working in one office and...
    BenJimmy BenJimmy 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I cut when I'm angry or sad I don't have any scars I'm just waiting for me to accidentally cut to deep and leave a scar
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Im always angry. I cant stand always being everyones problem. I cant stand my friends always treating me like dirt all of the time. Over it all.
    clamsbeestrees clamsbeestrees 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today i had another verbal fight with my spouse. It seems we do this at least once a week now. I promised myself i would try to ignore him when he blamed me for his mistakes...
    mor2life3 mor2life3 51-55, F 2 days ago

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