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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I have a tendency to express sadness in a very aggressive manner. Though I am sad in these situations, I come off as angry. Once when I was a child, I walked into the living room...
    glhflol glhflol 22-25, M 22 hrs ago

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    All I see is a long future of working at jobs I hate, while having conversations with people who bore me. Until I reach retirement age, after which I'll finally be allowed to live...
    Emeryael Emeryael 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    They say that fear is what stands between you and your dreams. Around the age of 16, I decided to do things I was afraid of. Not anything too dangerous, just awkward, embarassing...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I bottle things up and when I get angry I have never hit someone but I hit myself as hard as I can multiple times usually in the leg. I also have a tendency to slam doors and break...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm in a relationship with a beautiful person and he's great and I always feel crappy when he compliments me because it only makes me think about how terrible I think I am and...
    Trashboat1 Trashboat1 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Hi, my name is Tré, I'm 15 years old and I'm really angry, upset and confused. I'm gay and my parents won't accept it because (1) I haven't gone through anything in life or (2...
    tokyotre tokyotre 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I had a cruel past. Everytime I take a nap, series of fear will awaken me. 2 years ago, I was bullied. It started when I was 6 until I turned 17. I was bullied for 11 years. They...
    lavendermist07 lavendermist07 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Just Once Just once in my Life. It would be nice If someone Was afraid Of Losing me I am always Afraid That I am going To lose someone I Love that someone will decide they no...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    If you ever meet me or talk to me at the wrong time or the wrong day it's a likely chance you're going to get your throat ripped out I'm extremely aggravated often on the wrong day...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21 4 days ago

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    My moods to the point of being angry with everyone or everything I see, not only that but I also feel kinda depressed for everything that's happening to me. I'm thinking thoughts...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I thought I was an angry person but it turned out that I am not LOL! Once you see this funny scene from friends, you realise that you are such a cool person!   
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F a week ago

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    The **** is this?! The actual ****? No. Hell no. You don't ******* say that - that is a shallow, bitchy thing to say. I am angry because my minimum wage job couldn't dream of...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F a week ago

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    I get so angry if I can't eat omg
    nachocheese0987 nachocheese0987 18-21, F a week ago

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    I don't know why but lately I have been so angry about everything and anything even if there is no point of being angry about it. Sometimes I can hard that I am angry but if you...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F Jun 29

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    Right now I'm angry but I'm cooking down. I didn't take it seriously. Though I cannot say it in their face now, I want them to know that some point later in life... ******* Y O U...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I am afraid. I am afraid of spiders, heights, death, all of it, all of the petty and more complex creatures, things, and instances, but that is of the least importance as of right...
    ASMRLegion ASMRLegion 18-21, T Jun 27

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    I'm so angry i feel like crying.
    opiumm opiumm 16-17, F Jun 27

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    I can't stand being woken up by other people, it doesn't seem to matter how long I have been sleeping. If I don't wake up of my own accord I get really angry. I was kicking the...
    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 Jun 26

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    I'm only a teen but I've been noticing this year I've been getting very rude and angry. I just can't control myself. I'll list why. 1) Culture clash - I can't do what I want...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    all of you jerks saying how to raise my cats are ********. I have a family that all loves cats. We keep then inside for a reason. Last time one of my cats got out the coyotes...
    Brittni73 Brittni73 13-15, F 6 Responses Jun 24

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    All day long a I am around angry people and I hate my life. My life will always be horrible. I am sick of pissed off people.
    atr7887 atr7887 26-30, M Jun 22

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    For everyone who is afraid- You can't spend the rest of your life being afraid of people rejecting you, and you have to start by not rejecting yourself, you don't deserve it. From...
    AnyaW AnyaW 13-15 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I had a dream which helped me realize I am afraid of scrutiny. I can't post things and leave them up because I heavily scrutinize everything I write. I don't just express what's...
    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 Jun 22

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    I live on my own. I am so angry at my mother that I always curse her out and call her a ***** when she calls me. And, I said it in a very angry tone too. I have a girl, who I am...
    Jabx82 Jabx82 31-35, M Jun 21

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    When people are stupid in gonna get angry it's very simple
    renguard renguard 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I'm afraid of falling back into depression, but the fear of depression can almost be a debilitating and lethargic as depression, because I don't want to do anything that could...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 20

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    not such afraid but useless to try and thought it frustrates me at times, I accept it and for most part. I let one person know the worst of me and they are no longer around. Sooo...
    ollifer ollifer 36-40, F Jun 19

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    I am only 20 but I feel like I will never find love. I see so many people my age that have long relationships and I feel like a total loser. I just had a break up... the...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    I get REALLY angry when i hear or see men beating women...no woman deservea to be hurt
    mustangkid2025 mustangkid2025 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    I'm afraid I'll be alone for the rest of my life. That I'll never find someone I can connect with someone. That scares me a lot.
    ChainedHeart ChainedHeart 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I'm about to freak out right now. My anxiety is kicking in. Haven't been this angry in a while. And then I get **** on as usual when other people decide to take advantage. All the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Okay, so this whole experience seems silly, but I have two words for you my bunny-fearing friends: Donnie. Darko. Once I saw that movie, bunnies were out. Easter is the worst...
    karabbit9 karabbit9 26-30, F Jun 17

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    doesnt matter who i talk to if its girls i know or if its girls i meet on EP I always end up alone i cant be in any freaking relationship and i am afraid i will be like that...
    ThePsychoMantis ThePsychoMantis 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Every time I get comfortable with someone, they always leave. Even when they save they're not going to leave, they do. I'm afraid to get close with anyone because they always end...
    thatlonelygirl69 thatlonelygirl69 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    It is always at the back of my mind. I am always wondering. Especially when my cousins and friends announce their engagements. I always wonder...when? How? I know a few older...
    Espiallidocious Espiallidocious 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Lately i find myself being angry all the time. Most of my anger is centered around my boyfriend. I literally can't try not to get upset with him, i catch myself taking deep breaths...
    Fidelfroufrou Fidelfroufrou 26-30, F Jun 15

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    I used to be afraid to die even though it really far off. I'm not afraid anymore because I think there a several things that could happen in tandem with my body decaying. 1 I will...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 15

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    http://youtu.be/PNUqicbFBN0 Being who you are, unabashedly takes true courage. Never give up on yourself, never stop trying to be the best individual you can be. If other people...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 15

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