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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

For those of us that need support and help with our issues. 25 People

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    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I go by Fruitypunch15 on here.I would like to share some thoughts about something.See I was disowned by my parents about 2 weeks ago.And everyone says I should be so angry at them...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 1 day ago

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    4 years ago, I met a sweet lady with whom I had everything in common. She had a tough life, riddled with abusive relationships, and illnesses that affected her in mind and body...
    AndyCLec AndyCLec 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Sometimes I just get angry for no clear reason. I work as a software engineer, and I guess I like it. My co-workers are easy to get along with. I live alone in an apartment, so...
    kchip11 kchip11 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Disclaimer: This may be very depressing. ---------------------------------- Lol. I choose a mood, angry and it made me laugh. But beyond that let me get back to being angry =o...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm always angry when i get mad then there's like a whole different side of me. But it feels like its getting worse to the point of hitting someone. I don't know what to do right...
    Hotspicychilli23 Hotspicychilli23 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    No ones ever seen me angry before they've only seen me frustrated I'm always angry in some way I just never let anyone know I'm angry during sports I'm allowed to release anger...
    natsufairy12 natsufairy12 13-15, M Apr 17

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    I have 3 types of anger: When I'm so angry I cry, when I'm angry and I just snap, and when I'm angry I don't wanna talk to anybody.
    CaribbeanEmpress CaribbeanEmpress 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I am very afraid. I live in turmoil every single day. I depend upon a theory that I substituted my own definition for and this theory is “Mind Over Matter”. The substitution...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My bf is thinking about at least 3 years studding in an other country and it won't be easy for me to move to that land and he knows it. He and a friend of his wish to go that...
    kristhy kristhy 22-25, F Apr 5

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    I'm so angry at myself I wish I could clone myself and beat myself up. I have so much hatred in my heart right now and I don't really know how it came to be. When I'm at work I can...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M Apr 6

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    how to release all this anger? or at least have some sort of control because I do not think I'm doing a good job I'm considering giving up on my friendship.. its like gosh I know...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    "Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you're afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. Its going to hurt. Its going to hurt because it matters." - John...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Apr 21

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    Very easily. It doesn't really take much either. And when I get angry it is however not easily quelled. I sometimes just bottle up my anger and release it when I'm ready. When I'm...
    ThereIsNoName3 ThereIsNoName3 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I baby shop for my cousins shower and always say to myself I will never be at the point where I will have a family. I want a family and am afraid it will never happen to me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    afraid of what will happen, if I speak up, speak out, let them know I'm hurting. but how do you tell someone who thinks you're perfectly fine, that you dread everyday before it...
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F Apr 13

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    I think my biggest fear is the fear of myself getting sick to my stomach or someone else getting sick. Since I was a little girl I have been terrified of it. Everything about it...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Apr 14

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    At first I feel just sorry for him because of his condition, he is suffering from Asperger's disorder, a sort of autistic kind of thing. And he told me that since 4 he was in a lot...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F Apr 22

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    Whenever I finish with school, I'm always afraid to find out what my grades are because I'm afraid I'm going to fail.
    AppleGirl22 AppleGirl22 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    My dad wants me to be a doctor and I wanted to be a doctor too, but i'm starting to doubt myself. I'm not good with socializing, i'm kind of a introvert. My memory is pretty bland...
    Garcinia Garcinia 16-17, F 7 Responses Apr 26

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    I have a few dreams which are seemingly very difficult to accomplish.Already having failed in accomplishing many things due to my mistakes.I am afraid but still have hope for...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Honestly a few months ago I may have been afraid of death now I can't wait to die im not afraid of it because death is happiness it takes u off of this horrible world where...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    whenever i get angry my body starts to shake uncontrollably. I have no idea why, its as if im freezing on the inside
    blackstarunity blackstarunity 16-17, F Apr 6

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    My sister and I have always been close but in the last few years we drifted apart due to life. Whether it be work, our own households so on etc. For the most part we have lost...
    ianbrewman ianbrewman 26-30, T 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am angry because.... The past can never be changed My love will never be able to learn from his mistake that he made The police once again have gotten away with another murder...
    Knightt15 Knightt15 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    To Soft And Gullible I was brought up to never judge others ,unfortunately this has left me open to abuse by others I made friends with and tried to help .Its taken me many years...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M Apr 13

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    And i am legitimately angry too. Like it or not , deal with it.
    MeZero0 MeZero0 41-45 Apr 13

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    For feeling weak!! I'm currently on day 17 of quitting drinking & rather than feel better for it I'm getting worse as the days go on. I feel anxious & depressed to the point I can...
    TrustxxIssues TrustxxIssues 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Here goes the story, why am I angry at myself? Well, I let people use me, they need work done, well sure, they come to me, and without charging them, here I am slaving away on...
    su05 su05 26-30, F Apr 15

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    Posted a story. I censored swear words. I am angry and upset and needed to get it off my chest. EP removed it. Makes me feel angrier I wasted my time writing that all. It helps to...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Apr 18

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    Im angry at life, cos noone notice me and it is very hard for a human being living like this.
    tokyo60s tokyo60s 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Im so angry.I was expecting to stay off tomorrow cause my class are going on a trip and the principal says if I don't she will come to the house I'm so ******* pissed I hate that...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F a week ago

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    Holy ****, I'm so ******* angry all the time And I can't seem to understand what's wrong with me, I've been having crazy mood swings all day, My thoughts are driving me insane too...
    ruthlessbitch13 ruthlessbitch13 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    im now making my best friend angry. i think she will cry now itself.
    irfusabir irfusabir 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    "now I'm not afraid to die. cause birds and bees and bugs, they all die after they ****."
    forkinyoureye forkinyoureye 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    5 years ago when i was younger I wondered what my boyfriend would be like. i still don't have a boyfriend, simply because i don't project myself out to be looking for a...
    vinnyvinyal vinnyvinyal 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I am not afraid of death itself but of the pain I may feel when I die. What scares me even more than the pain is I don't know what comes after death. Heaven? Hell? Paradise...
    LoveIsInTheBlood LoveIsInTheBlood 16-17, F Apr 8

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    For a super shy guy like me i really respect people who aren't afraid to share their feeling with the world
    Cubeball Cubeball 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    This Saturday I'm supposed to go to a big sex positive party with a few friends. The goal is to get these friends to have a good time and jump start their love lives a bit. The...
    bunnyXbunny bunnyXbunny 26-30, M Apr 10

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