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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    My Religion

    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I am very much afraid of this girl I really like saying no, I like her A LOT, I really want to be with her but I am afraid, I have told her how i feel about her, help?
    JeremyRamm JeremyRamm 26-30, M 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I had the biggest crush on my friend since 8th-11th grade and I told him how I felt but he said he wasn't ready for a relationship, I was fine with that but then I started asking...
    LostCause LostCause 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I don't even know how to say this but I need to let it out somehow. I'm just so angry. I'm mad at everything. I'm mad at life. I'm mad a my family. I'm mad at society. I'm mad at...
    mybonerandme mybonerandme 18-21, M 7 Responses Aug 27

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    I reach out, then pull back. I'm like a rubber band that bounce, never going forward. I don't know why I am like this. I want to be strong, so I tell myself that I will do things...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    So i fall and rejected and loves to reject people .. I still don't know whats wrong with me .. Am i not attractive .. Why do those guys i liked never like me back .. How come you...
    Christinamayday Christinamayday 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    She was the best thing to ever happen to me, but because I was afraid of getting hurt again, I pushed her away, which caused me to hurt her, and myself.
    AgentSickler AgentSickler 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I heard about EP and I thought it might help me, because nothing else has. I'm currently 16 years old living in Matthews, North Carolina. I've always been the kind of kid that put...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have always been easily annoyed by silly things which makes me so angry. for instance tonight I was just having our a typical normal talk with my best friend and when he just...
    effiestro effiestro 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    " my whole life I've been telling myself don't be afraid and it is only now that I am realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid is like saying don't move out of the way when...
    rachnixon rachnixon 26-30, F a week ago

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    I am not afraid to let go. I am not afraid to cut negative people out of my life. I am not afraid to love myself because you failed to do so. But I am afraid of never feeling the...
    brokenhearted7108 brokenhearted7108 31-35, F Aug 26

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    I am afraid of dieing without someone. I am afraid to be tortured. I am afraid of my only family member left dieing. I am afraid I will be stupid. Last but notleast I am afraid of...
    ginny1q1q ginny1q1q 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    It's been a few days and this anger seems to stay. Mainly because I'm angry at ignorant people who make false informations travel fast, and they grow like weeds. They don't want to...
    AyanasSight AyanasSight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I feel red face angry. I'm not sure why. I'm tired. Nothing in particular has happened in last couple of days. Maybe it's pmt. I don't know. I feel really really angry. Really...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F Sep 8

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    Usually people who are afraid of falling in love are those who were left down by their boy/girlfriend. I'm this kind of persons who broke up in a relationship. I had 4 relationship...
    otoumie otoumie 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    so so so so angry. I don't get angry very often but god in so angry.
    internetrodo internetrodo 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am angry at the people on this planet for programming their children since birth to believe in what they do, so that whenever they grow to an age in which they are mature enough...
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I am afraid of showing my true self to the world... I sincerely show my feeling to my friends but.. I am afraid of being me.. I don't hate me but I'm afraid other people would hate...
    hooncaramello hooncaramello 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I'm a 24yo female newlywed, happily married to DH. I also have (had) a 25yo male friend I've known for years. Let's call him Erik. I've known Erik longer than I've known DH...
    ohhwanderlust ohhwanderlust 22-25, F Sep 2

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    I get angry at the times. I am always angry for any reason. I don't want to be like that anymore. I have even started to do yoga in order to control it. But it seems that any...
    princesadehielo princesadehielo 22-25, F Sep 4

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    Once i get my hopes togheter it falls apart , i'm afraid to love people i'm afraid to get my hopes togheter again , i'm afraid that i will expect to much
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Sep 7

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    Why am I so angry??? Why I can't I move past these feelings? There are a ton of people in the world that have stressful lives that aren't constantly angry. So then why me? What...
    Sarahberrycakes Sarahberrycakes 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    i am afraid of rejection thats why i put up with everything you say ... just so i wouldn't end up alone ... no matter how unfair and stupid your demands are i put up with them...
    curiousmoi curiousmoi 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have seen how it is when you start to grow up. You get more responsibilities and some of them can be good but there are others like paying for insurance, paying for bills and all...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M Aug 22

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    So it's been a while since I've been here, it's almost the end of summer, and that means it's time to look back and reminisce. I've again stumbled upon something that has been...
    Zoey09 Zoey09 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I am afraid, there will be no one ever to love me. All I find around me are people who abuse my kindness. People who use me. It was like that ever since I remember and that's why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Or let's just call it "I'm not afraid" because I used to fear EVERYTHING. that's what anxiety does to you. you stay home one day it turns into two weeks. Can't leave your room. Can...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I'm afraid of dying a virgin. I'm afraid of dying without anyone to cry and miss me. I don't open to females. I'm not good enough. I haven't kissed a girl, seen a girl nude, been...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Can you blame me? Father walked out on us when I was 3, I was molested by a relative at 8, bullied from elementary school up until HS. String of intensely close friendships where...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F Aug 28

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    I know why I've been afraid to say it.. I'm afraid to lose him.. Even though I feel like I will never truly have his heart..
    bribri590 bribri590 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I have a date on Saturday. The guy's cute and nice and whatever I guess, but I am so afraid. He's pretty muscular because of basic training and I don't know why but when guys are...
    sarcasm4427 sarcasm4427 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I'm simple not afraid of dying and I haven't been sense 7 years old. I know some of you are going say that bull **** but it the truth. I learn at very young age to accept death and...
    Custos1 Custos1 18-21, M Sep 5

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    I have a friend who is truly not afraid to be herself. She's blunt with her interests and doesn't care what others think. The first time she met my sister openly told her she was...
    blueamber blueamber 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    Growing up, many strange things used to happen around me. I'm not sure when I began to notice this.. thing that was following me around. At first it was sounds, shadows, and...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I'm afraid to tell him how I feel about him, Mr. Boston. I am falling in love with him. I know he will be gone soon...never to return with my heart. I know I shouldn't have...
    Coffeetyme Coffeetyme 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm not afraid to make decisions but I'm afraid if I make that decision people will judge me on that decision I made
    sillyrose1994 sillyrose1994 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    brokenhope4ever brokenhope4ever 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I so want to admire myself for being brave and not hiding myself so I don't get hurt but I can't because I'm afraid. I don't try to be someone I'm not...I'm not a phony. That would...
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 22 hrs ago

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    This has been going on for a while now, but I've constantly been angry and annoyed at everyone and everything, including myself, and I've just felt so alone and worthless. Recently...
    Nicolicious1 Nicolicious1 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I don't know what's wrong with me but whenever someone cuts me off in a conversation or is just plain rude I cannot stand it and I just end up blowing, I just want to tell them...
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I get angry at the slightest of things, usually I can absorb it and just take it in until I reach boiling point and blow up.
    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M Aug 22

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    I'm just too fkin angry at this world right now... Muslim brotherhood... is fkin wrong Egyptian government.... is fkin wrong Israeli army... is fkin wrong Palestinian Hammas... is...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 2 Responses Aug 24

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    You would think in our day and age, with technology and practice of medicine so high, that we'd be a little better, perhaps a little smarter than this.I have a sister in a severe...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm so ******* angry on the inside that i just want to physically mentally and emotionally hurt people so bad. augh!!!!!!!! **** this ******* bullshit. ******* people i hate you...
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I had an affair with a married man who I believed loved me for 11 months. He was my best friend. He came to my Mothers grave with me, met my children, openly showed affection in...
    Faerylak Faerylak 31-35, F Aug 31

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