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I Am Continually Angry and Afraid

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    Recently I became more serious with my religion (Christianity), but I feel like i'm not worthy. I continually feel bad for no reason. I don't know if it's because I feel like a hypocrite, or if i'm simply not trying hard enough. I'm reading the bible, I pray, I plan to go to...
    mrcalac123 mrcalac123 13-15 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I have decided these emotions are not going to rule me anymore. Oh, I suspect they aren't finished playing havoc with my mind, but I will be watching, waiting & strong enough to beat them back. There are so many better emotions to feel, why would I want to waste my life only...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Wish I Knew Why

    Sometimes I will sit still and look inside my mind only to be consumed by a horrid explosion of anger and destruction.  My entire body tenses up and I have these visions of myself completely destroying the area around me.  Fighting others, destroying walls and other...
    lonelyhands87 lonelyhands87 22-25, F Sep 5, 2009

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    I have a bad temper problem. Always feeling this seething rage burning inside me that can't be extinguish. :( It's so scary and i am afraid it will only get worse later if i didn't...
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    I am angry and sad after read the news about two Indian sisters to be raped as punishment. The ‘sentence’ was handed down as punishment after their brother eloped with a...
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    I’m a plus-size pansexual Russian girl. All 24 years of my life I was a very quiet and modest, my family brought me up in a rather traditional way, gave me a good education and...
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    Only its not something I am afraid of, but something that I've convinced myself of and gladly accepted. I know that if I die alone it will be my own fault. Why? Because I have no...
    Curlatte3845 Curlatte3845 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    the only times in my life I will get angry enough to want to fight back is if someone messes with friends or family. Other than that, I can take in any threat towards me and burn...
    musikid48 musikid48 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    im still angry and bitter...........
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    because my past experiences with my peers in school left me bitter and angry because of the numerous bullying **** they did to me
    Unknown3455 Unknown3455 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My grandma passed away Sunday and my family is trying to kill my mom because she got all of her possessions and the full inheritance, meanwhile up here my stepdad and me are...
    Manuel1Martinez Manuel1Martinez 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm tired of being angry and sad. I just want to be happy.
    FromAPoorDesign FromAPoorDesign 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Pretty sure this either causes or is caused by my social anxiety. I can't talk to people properly because I'm so afraid they'll just give me a 'wtf why would you even approach me...
    conflictinglives conflictinglives 13-15, M 6 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm 24 and I wasn't like other kids in my family growing up. For one thing I have Mild Cerebral Palsy and growing up has been slow for me. I didn't get my id until I was 20, my...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm not at all afraid to die, I'm afraid of tomorrow
    LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy 56-60, F Aug 24

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    It's not like I really want to die or something. But there are things that are much worse than death. Many people are forced to undergo unbearable suffering because euthanasia is...
    UchuuStranger UchuuStranger 18-21, M Aug 24

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    Not just angry, but i apparently sometimes look like a murderer or something haha or a ninja appearing out of nowhere XD i use it to my advantage
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    At school when I walk in the hallways and stuff or enter classrooms my friends are always like "why do you look angry?" Im just like "what do you mean?? This is my resting face!" I...
    subi44 subi44 16-17, F Aug 22

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    Why is my face like that? I'm not even angry though
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Aug 22

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    I got so angry today I smashed a photo frame that had a picture of my family & ex in.. I'm so pissed off I don't know what to do
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I don't know when this anger will subside. It's like a raging fire, inextinguishable, lashing out tongues of fury. I am angry because I have been used like a housemaid for 12 years...
    xezeep xezeep 36-40, F Aug 20

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    I am not afraid of it and honestly thats mainly what I am here for. My friend told me about this site because it helped her explore her sexuality and talk to a lot of cool people...
    emmastewart emmastewart 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 19

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    I think I know why. I still feel bad. I wake up pissy spend my day angry then come home mad and get more mad with every word. I got my own things with work happening. I work at a...
    animalexpert1128 animalexpert1128 22-25, F Aug 19

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    It really does depend, but I generally feel very very uncomfortable if I am in a room with men only or if a guy is near me. I am gay and am attracted to men but I am afraid of them...
    chemistry6 chemistry6 18-21, M Aug 19

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    Sometimes she's calm and happy and funny, but sometimes she controls me with fear. She'll yell at me for even the tiniest problem, and I'm not even trying to make her angry. She...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F Aug 18

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    I have notice a few guys walk around with angry faces but isn't upset or angry.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    for me getting rejected had been a big part of my life growing up. I was tall really slim , athletic and wrestled on the team for 5 years, when I was born I had a problem with my...
    teknon0513 teknon0513 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    my junior scared of me. my supervisor always asking am I alrite? boys are afraid to approach me. my close friends said I am dumb at hostel but turns into serious fella in class...
    inspirit05 inspirit05 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Very, very afraid. Rejection and abuse have probably played a big part. From both family and everyone else. An unwanted sexual encounter at 14 with an older woman also kind of made...
    zeframcochrane zeframcochrane 18-21 Aug 16

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    This isn't true..I actually have a happy smiling face when I'm actually angry as FECK. I try not to bite without warning though.
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    I'm afraid I will end up alone. since I did the mess up thing to the girl I love nothing feels the same. I feel she is going apart and away from me. why on earth did I think I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 15

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    This is a Highlighted Experience... If there was any cartoon character that I resembled, it would be "Angry Kid"... I have an angry face, but I'm not angry at all. My face must...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 15

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    Why is that people are afraid of dying?? I mean is going to happen right it could happen today right now or maybe even in a hundred years, the truth is that you are dying since the...
    maeve106 maeve106 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    All the people out there who are afraid of rejection.. ! Jux knw guys tht those rejecting you are of no worth.. What matters is you believing in yourself.. Its there loss who...
    Aarya196 Aarya196 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 15

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    I think deeply and I know what I think about many subjects on a very complex level but sometimes my thoughts come out jumbled or I will say what I mean incorrectly (more than your...
    Zbeara Zbeara 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    I am afraid of rejection. I get depressed and suicidal if someone says they're busy or they don't have time for me. Yet when a person assures me they won't leave, I instantly push...
    driftingalone driftingalone 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 15

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    A lot of youngsters nowadays are depressed and saying that they aren't afraid of death. But none of them know how excruciating the pain is when death approaches. And that includes...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I too am afraid I'll be single forever. What guy or girl would ever accept the fact I have bathroom accidents?
    clarityy188 clarityy188 18-21, F 20 Responses Aug 14

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    I have whiskers and I swear I'm not angry.
    SkylerAsh SkylerAsh 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I get so freaked about rejection. I'm afraid of it, this is why I just keep everything to myself.
    xAngell xAngell 16-17, M 5 Responses Aug 14

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    im so afraid I keep failing my girlfriend shadow. even though she says I dont I feel like I do
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 14

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