and I'm not afraid to use it!! >:D MUAHAHAHA!! And you know just what I want to do :3 random lyrics for you guys :} WEEEE ._. need chocolate ;-; I'm tireddddd x.x this was all do random sorry guys I have no life .-.
if u push my buttons u will DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It always helps to no some1 b4 u ask them out
Ya that's how crazy I am I feel like I could kill some1 anywhere anytime and feel nothing no regret or remorse I'm insane rnt I
Every generation in my family has one that's kinda "off". I guess that's me this time around. I'm crazy in a harmless, weirdo sort, not the, "holy hell, that guy's unstable" sort. I'll generally go about simple tasks in very unusual ways, I...
or so i've been told.
if this is crazy, i think i like it.
when i worked at the haunted house, the nights when i wasn't the vampire bride i was 'insane asylum girl'. the costume was a straight jacket, mussed hair, and dark eyes. i sat in a padded room, with a red...
I really have a problem making friends/maintaining friendships everyone seems fine and I'm just alone.... even my family I don't want to deal with them most of the time. also I can be overly happy then go to feeling miserable in like a minute I'm nuts
that would possibly freak you out.
Sometimes I just feel like somebody else is trying to take control of me, like I had another personality but it's way too different than normal me. So the thoughts I get often lately are really scary.
I'm not paranoid or anything, no voices...
It cleans my face
It can't be beat
Lathering up my short hair
Soap on a rope
Cleaning my shoulders
Down my arms
In my pits too
Can't even try to drop
Soap on a rope
Have to take it
Off my neck
In order to wash
With soap on a rope
Private parts feel
ive been told by my mom,
that crazy i am.
ive been told by my siblings,
that crazy i am,
theres been doctors,
crazy is what they call me,
therapist try to rephrase it,
but crazy is what they call me.
they say i have traumas, & that theres many ways to heal
but naa im fine, pain...
If I am crazy, if I am mad. Then this is the kind of mad I want to be.....The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn...
for attention? Or scream so I look strange? No. There is this thing in my head where I know it shouldn't be. It this little thing inside my brain, which talks me, which helps me cry to sleep. I have nothing to cry about though. Quite strange, huh? My teacher stares at me, I am...
is *throws book* screw your reality and I replace it with my madness rainbow everything now make it go boom bang pew laser sharks oh dear God what do we do captain we throw kittens at them yes load the cannons with all the cheese you can find, what the hell happened to my train...
Literally. People tend to distance themselves from you once it's official. Loneliness creaks in. U r told to snap out if it. Yeah sure. Meds don't help unless u like to sleep all day. Of course there's always planning ur death, others death, life sucks. Especially when no one...
when i say how crazy i am. Let's start with sky diving as for sure mom don't know that i made it although for having a diabetes i was prohibited from taking the pyramid deep down as just could do the sky diving and just the camera broke so couldn't tape it for the future. I...
when I wake up I dreamed about cat food with flowers. When I finally come out of my bed I fly around my house several times and then I am going to my work. At my work I do some circus acts and everyone is laughing like spongebob. When I'm flying to my house I become aware of the...
Here is my bucket list, the order is not according to the priority but as it comes to my mind..
1. Go to Paris
2. Travel to Antarctica
3. Learn Scuba Diving
4. Write a book
5. Eat chocolate whole day
6. Bungee Jumping
7. Love someone more than me
8. Be proud of being a Son, a...
become a spy for me. The worst part about it is when he said no and actually gave genuine advice (the right answer) in the back of my mind I was disappointed.
After all it wouldn't be hurting him in any way. My friend would simply get him to add him on Facebook and then...
in elementary school I was the kid who ate dirt and swallowed worms and frogs. dug up gopher snakes in the fields as long as I was tall, and wore them like fashion accessories to terrify the girls. I turned 'safe and sane' fireworks into pipe bombs in the family garage. I did...
when I get presents, when finally someone cares about me, I just feel sad and guilty like I don't deserve all this. I just feel like wanting to cry but don't because that's so stupid. What's ******* wrong with me seriously ?!
It irritates me that it bothers me.
But if I'm honest with myself about why it bothers me so much, why I find it so irritating, it is because I'm afraid I am her. I'm afraid I'm just a broken, lonely, pathetic girl chasing the fantasy of passion.
I'm afraid that I meant...
and some boys were throwing my teachers cards around. A boy in my my class yelled at them "Stop throwing the cards." Then my teacher said "say it nicely." Then he said "Will you please stop throwing the cards" he said with an attitude. Then she asked the class what she should do...
I love people who are called crazy, but because they have the courage to live and tell you what some normal people wouldn’t tell. Being normal is not a bad thing, but only being normal can be boring too, nothing in life has an ounce of joy if you don‘t have a touch of...
illnesses. They're not the "psychosis" kind, so it's not like I wear a tin-foil hat to keep up communication with the aliens (I just call them on the phone). But crazy isn't the worse thing to be in the world :)
and not by coincidence. Synapses firing away, entire lives being lived in the blink of a glossy eye, all on the inside, all constructs of the mind. This isn't real. I'm not a nihilist. This is dangerous. This is digital. There are no consequences veiled in anonymity. I can be...
People like to choose comfort over freedom because they fear they would be lost without rules that limits what the world defines sane as. With Freedom comes anything possible.
Comfort being sane and Freedom being insane.