Here is my bucket list, the order is not according to the priority but as it comes to my mind..
1. Go to Paris
2. Travel to Antarctica
3. Learn Scuba Diving
4. Write a book
5. Eat chocolate whole day
6. Bungee Jumping
7. Love someone more than me
8. Be proud of being a Son, a...
or so i've been told.
if this is crazy, i think i like it.
when i worked at the haunted house, the nights when i wasn't the vampire bride i was 'insane asylum girl'. the costume was a straight jacket, mussed hair, and dark eyes. i sat in a padded room, with a red...
Literally. People tend to distance themselves from you once it's official. Loneliness creaks in. U r told to snap out if it. Yeah sure. Meds don't help unless u like to sleep all day. Of course there's always planning ur death, others death, life sucks. Especially when no one...
is *throws book* screw your reality and I replace it with my madness rainbow everything now make it go boom bang pew laser sharks oh dear God what do we do captain we throw kittens at them yes load the cannons with all the cheese you can find, what the hell happened to my train...
illnesses. They're not the "psychosis" kind, so it's not like I wear a tin-foil hat to keep up communication with the aliens (I just call them on the phone). But crazy isn't the worse thing to be in the world :)
and some boys were throwing my teachers cards around. A boy in my my class yelled at them "Stop throwing the cards." Then my teacher said "say it nicely." Then he said "Will you please stop throwing the cards" he said with an attitude. Then she asked the class what she should do...
Every generation in my family has one that's kinda "off". I guess that's me this time around. I'm crazy in a harmless, weirdo sort, not the, "holy hell, that guy's unstable" sort. I'll generally go about simple tasks in very unusual ways, I...
when it comes to dating. See, I'm all pretty smiles when we first meet. But mess up, and I will unleash the inner monster. Cheating is an absolute death sentence. But did I mention I make killer enchiladas? (;
for him.......and why? You come on to me and I wanna believe you so bad but I don't so I push you away........and I get so hurt to know you are with someone else even though I push you away but you don't know this........I've told you many times I'm a f***ked up person so as...
I love people who are called crazy, but because they have the courage to live and tell you what some normal people wouldn’t tell. Being normal is not a bad thing, but only being normal can be boring too, nothing in life has an ounce of joy if you don‘t have a touch of...
ive been told by my mom,
that crazy i am.
ive been told by my siblings,
that crazy i am,
theres been doctors,
crazy is what they call me,
therapist try to rephrase it,
but crazy is what they call me.
they say i have traumas, & that theres many ways to heal
but naa im fine, pain...
It irritates me that it bothers me.
But if I'm honest with myself about why it bothers me so much, why I find it so irritating, it is because I'm afraid I am her. I'm afraid I'm just a broken, lonely, pathetic girl chasing the fantasy of passion.
I'm afraid that I meant...
If I am crazy, if I am mad. Then this is the kind of mad I want to be.....The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn...
that would possibly freak you out.
Sometimes I just feel like somebody else is trying to take control of me, like I had another personality but it's way too different than normal me. So the thoughts I get often lately are really scary.
I'm not paranoid or anything, no voices...
and shame of being a crazy ex gf.
To be honest. Is it so bad? He did leave me when the fight broke out at the club. He did say some uncalled for things in front of his friends.
And i? I refused to get dropped off home, insisting id want to walk it up. To leave me 2 blocks away...
and I'm not afraid to use it!! >:D MUAHAHAHA!! And you know just what I want to do :3 random lyrics for you guys :} WEEEE ._. need chocolate ;-; I'm tireddddd x.x this was all do random sorry guys I have no life .-.
My hair is butt length, hombre purple, pink and yellow. In a giant white blazer, riving in only tights. Jewelry lacing my arms, a parade of ring for each finger and bracelets up to my elbows. Claws run from my finger tips as I tease at a glass of wine.
I sip as I see a drop...a...
People like to choose comfort over freedom because they fear they would be lost without rules that limits what the world defines sane as. With Freedom comes anything possible.
Comfort being sane and Freedom being insane.
when I wake up I dreamed about cat food with flowers. When I finally come out of my bed I fly around my house several times and then I am going to my work. At my work I do some circus acts and everyone is laughing like spongebob. When I'm flying to my house I become aware of the...
It cleans my face
It can't be beat
Lathering up my short hair
Soap on a rope
Cleaning my shoulders
Down my arms
In my pits too
Can't even try to drop
Soap on a rope
Have to take it
Off my neck
In order to wash
With soap on a rope
Private parts feel
They are parents.
So it cant be them crazy.
They prove humans moronically abusive
And me is caring until enraged.
So me must be crazy.
Since me cares more than them.
I have been telling people I am crazy since I was about 8 years old. Nobody ever believed me because I was more reasonable and rational at 8 than most people are now. It took a very long time for me to find a way to quickly describe the way in which I am insane. Here it is...
and not by coincidence. Synapses firing away, entire lives being lived in the blink of a glossy eye, all on the inside, all constructs of the mind. This isn't real. I'm not a nihilist. This is dangerous. This is digital. There are no consequences veiled in anonymity. I can be...