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I Am Crazy

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    That is to say, I have three to four mental

    illnesses. They're not the "psychosis" kind, so it's not like I wear a tin-foil hat to keep up communication with the aliens (I just call them on the phone). But crazy isn't the worse thing to be in the world :)
    hangingbyshoestrings hangingbyshoestrings 22-25, M May 22, 2014

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    It irritates me that I care.

    It irritates me that it bothers me. But if I'm honest with myself about why it bothers me so much, why I find it so irritating, it is because I'm afraid I am her. I'm afraid I'm just a broken, lonely, pathetic girl chasing the fantasy of passion. I'm afraid that I meant...
    ninjabopeep ninjabopeep 31-35, F Feb 27

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    I LIKE CIRCLES!!! WOO HOOO!

    !! now who else likes..... door knobs??
    gramafey gramafey 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm losing it. I just asked a dear friend to

    become a spy for me. The worst part about it is when he said no and actually gave genuine advice (the right answer) in the back of my mind I was disappointed. After all it wouldn't be hurting him in any way. My friend would simply get him to add him on Facebook and then...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M Jan 6

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    Do you ever just think "did I dream that

    or not?". Sometimes I just don't even know if they are memories or just dreams I had.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Feb 19

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    Me.

    I still believe that there can be peace on earth. I must be crazy.
    monkeysintheattic monkeysintheattic 36-40 7 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    gramafey gramafey 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I guess you are wondering "crazy in what

    concept?".........surely NOT in a $exual concept!!!!!!! so why am I considered crazy? the answer is three reasons. 1-My personal choices: I usually choose crazy choices for my life, such that any sane person wouldn't chose such a way. 2-My crazy ideas: for every problem in...
    JustCallMeDude JustCallMeDude 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Before It Was Cool

    in elementary school I was the kid who ate dirt and swallowed worms and frogs. dug up gopher snakes in the fields as long as I was tall, and wore them like fashion accessories to terrify the girls. I turned 'safe and sane' fireworks into pipe bombs in the family garage. I did...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 11, 2012

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    I Dont Mind Hearing It Again

    ive been told by my mom, that crazy i am. ive been told by my siblings, that crazy i am, theres been doctors, crazy is what they call me, therapist try to rephrase it, but crazy is what they call me. they say i have traumas, & that theres many ways to heal but naa im fine, pain...
    AdriLovesDenver AdriLovesDenver 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2012

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    styxc styxc 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    Comfort Over Freedom

    People like to choose comfort over freedom because they fear they would be lost without rules that limits what the world defines sane as. With Freedom comes anything possible. Comfort being sane and Freedom being insane.
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon 18-21, F Feb 24, 2013

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    I sometimes wonder if I am crazy.

    Not that I am particularly opposed to the idea. But I certainly do not seem to think like others do. But what really is crazy? Isn't it relative? Could mental illness be a gift rather than an illness? Could I be the only sane one?
    figaromary figaromary 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Ok so I posted how I hear this melody at 2

    or 1 AM I try to record it but it never shows up on recording like the music is not there? Or something Am I just imagining the music!?!
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Literally. Idk when and

    who to talk to. I'm always afraid people won't get it and they'll judge me. I'd judge me . I just watched Call Me Crazy . I identify with all but the Schizophrenic character . I can't just live life .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I Am Crazy.

    or so i've been told. ::considers:: if this is crazy, i think i like it. when i worked at the haunted house, the nights when i wasn't the vampire bride i was 'insane asylum girl'. the costume was a straight jacket, mussed hair, and dark eyes. i sat in a padded room, with a red...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F 17 Responses Mar 4, 2008

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    I Prefer the Term Eccentric

    Every generation in my family has one that's kinda "off".  I guess that's me this time around.  I'm crazy in a harmless, weirdo sort, not the, "holy hell, that guy's unstable" sort.  I'll generally go about simple tasks in very unusual ways, I...
    AppleJelle AppleJelle 22-25, M 2 Responses May 14, 2009

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    This guy means so much to me

    and I've known him for 4 hours WOW
    sassyjay sassyjay 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 10, 2014

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    I'm convinced that the lost moon is in the

    keyboard. The letter C looks like a ******* moon, I mean look at it. C A MOON I TELL YOU
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone 13-15, F Jan 5

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    Don't call me babe or ask me out

    if u push my buttons u will DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It always helps to no some1 b4 u ask them out Ya that's how crazy I am I feel like I could kill some1 anywhere anytime and feel nothing no regret or remorse I'm insane rnt I
    sassygirl48 sassygirl48 13-15, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Why? I'd tell you...but

    that would possibly freak you out. Sometimes I just feel like somebody else is trying to take control of me, like I had another personality but it's way too different than normal me. So the thoughts I get often lately are really scary. I'm not paranoid or anything, no voices...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31

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    Aireena Aireena 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Did I just smile at a msg ?

    Or did i just logg on expecting to find that "someone" Online ? EP you sneaky devil did you just sneak up one on me!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 12, 2014

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    I am insane. Do I spout random objects

    for attention? Or scream so I look strange? No. There is this thing in my head where I know it shouldn't be. It this little thing inside my brain, which talks me, which helps me cry to sleep. I have nothing to cry about though. Quite strange, huh? My teacher stares at me, I am...
    SHADOWSAYSNO SHADOWSAYSNO 16-17, F Dec 21, 2013

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    I have a black belt in sarcasm

    and I'm not afraid to use it!! >:D MUAHAHAHA!! And you know just what I want to do :3 random lyrics for you guys :} WEEEE ._. need chocolate ;-; I'm tireddddd x.x this was all do random sorry guys I have no life .-.
    Uhilikepizza Uhilikepizza 13-15, F Feb 9

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    It Only Takes A Spark

    Keep rubbing the stones...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    "you're ******* crazy" I'M NOT CRAZY I JUST

    WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD INTO A BRICK WALL AND KISS YOU
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    There are all those stuff in my head,

    they never stop. I am losing my mind. I'm so tired. I just want it to stop. To get some peace but it's always there. So noisy.
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F Feb 25

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    When people are nice to me,

    when I get presents, when finally someone cares about me, I just feel sad and guilty like I don't deserve all this. I just feel like wanting to cry but don't because that's so stupid. What's ******* wrong with me seriously ?!
    SpecialButReal SpecialButReal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Today I was in class

    and some boys were throwing my teachers cards around. A boy in my my class yelled at them "Stop throwing the cards." Then my teacher said "say it nicely." Then he said "Will you please stop throwing the cards" he said with an attitude. Then she asked the class what she should do...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Hey Man

    You know.. I'm really okay... THE GUN IN MY HAND WILL TELL YOU THE SAME xP Gotta love Offspring..
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2014

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    yeah, especially in my school!

    ive been called the ****-star of my schol! XD cause i keep using the that word! i just go crazy wen i get angry!
    priyadharshan0 priyadharshan0 13-15, M Feb 7

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    Lol only a little bit ;).

    ...But isn't everyone a little crazy?
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2014

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    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    I think I'm going Crazy!

    !!!!! At 1:00 or 2:00 am I hear this melody it go on and on them fades away and come back! It's a creepy melody
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    Yep. I was even diagnosed.

    I am officially insane.
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M Apr 13

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    25 Things I Want To Do

    Here is my bucket list, the order is not according to the priority but as it comes to my mind.. 1. Go to Paris 2. Travel to Antarctica 3. Learn Scuba Diving 4. Write a book 5. Eat chocolate whole day 6. Bungee Jumping 7. Love someone more than me 8. Be proud of being a Son, a...
    crazihilary crazihilary 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    In a vision of myself in a white room.

    My hair is butt length, hombre purple, pink and yellow. In a giant white blazer, riving in only tights. Jewelry lacing my arms, a parade of ring for each finger and bracelets up to my elbows. Claws run from my finger tips as I tease at a glass of wine. I sip as I see a drop...a...
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M Apr 13

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    I am a catterfly. Every morning

    when I wake up I dreamed about cat food with flowers. When I finally come out of my bed I fly around my house several times and then I am going to my work. At my work I do some circus acts and everyone is laughing like spongebob. When I'm flying to my house I become aware of the...
    bearhacker bearhacker 16-17, M Mar 8

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    I Found This Quotation On A Card.

    If I am crazy, if I am mad.  Then this is the kind of mad I want to be.....The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn...
    charlie248 charlie248 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 20, 2011

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    coraimaal coraimaal 18-21, F Apr 13

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    Yes I am. It is me..

    I don't know Why
    kaylapan kaylapan 13-15 2 Responses Jan 22

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    HannahB15 HannahB15 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Examples Of My Insanity #001: The Litmus Test

    I have been telling people I am crazy since I was about 8 years old. Nobody ever believed me because I was more reasonable and rational at 8 than most people are now. It took a very long time for me to find a way to quickly describe the way in which I am insane. Here it is...
    Contranym Contranym 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    Crazy?

    I was crazy once. They locked me in a rubber room. They told me I was crazy. Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a rubber room. They told me I was crazy. Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a rubber room. They told me I was crazy... ...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 4 Responses Jul 10, 2008

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