I Am Crazy

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    That is to say, I have three to four mental

    illnesses. They're not the "psychosis" kind, so it's not like I wear a tin-foil hat to keep up communication with the aliens (I just call them on the phone). But crazy isn't the worse thing to be in the world :)
    hangingbyshoestrings hangingbyshoestrings
    22-25, M
    May 22, 2014

    Hi. It's nice to meet you.

    I am a freak. I've experienced many things in my lifetime that perhaps would make others go insane but apparently I just go with. Was highly delusional for most if not all of my childhood. Yet I had the common sense to not share my beliefs and experiences with others, aside...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    Yup. You guys are my only friends,

    and not by coincidence. Synapses firing away, entire lives being lived in the blink of a glossy eye, all on the inside, all constructs of the mind. This isn't real. I'm not a nihilist. This is dangerous. This is digital. There are no consequences veiled in anonymity. I can be...
    adianoeta adianoeta
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Lol only a little bit ;).

    ...But isn't everyone a little crazy?
    Smileeboo Smileeboo
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2014

    I can't picture the feeling of being in pain

    or just really sick, and falling asleep permanently. Is it painful, scary, numbing, or relieving? Sometimes I want to get a gun and shoot myself just to find out. Everyone knows how hard and ****** up life is, but no one knows what death is like. What if death is no easier than...
    deathday deathday
    16-17, M
    1 Response Feb 13

    many odd things run through my mind

    as I try to get back to sleep. Crazy expressions or sayings I recall from when I was young. Few made sense at the time and that still holds true today. While I struggle, yet continue my search for the one they call "The Sandman" I flash on my grand saying "no rest for the...
    lovedulongtime lovedulongtime
    31-35, F
    Jan 27
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 14

    "you're ******* crazy" I'M NOT CRAZY I JUST

    WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD INTO A BRICK WALL AND KISS YOU
    Angelcum Angelcum
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Nov 19, 2014
    HannahB15 HannahB15
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    I think I'm going Crazy!

    !!!!! At 1:00 or 2:00 am I hear this melody it go on and on them fades away and come back! It's a creepy melody
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2015

    I got all bit **** crazy over my moms pen at

    school because my stupid ***** friend had snatched it from me and lost it somewhere...then she said its on the floor and says u freaked out over nothing and it was on the floor the whole time. Now that's when **** got real for me I told her back who snatched my pen? Who lost it...
    wtfwatpgatu wtfwatpgatu
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    Booty like plea! What power the electrical bill

    is *throws book* screw your reality and I replace it with my madness rainbow everything now make it go boom bang pew laser sharks oh dear God what do we do captain we throw kittens at them yes load the cannons with all the cheese you can find, what the hell happened to my train...
    poeticnightmare poeticnightmare
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jul 16, 2014

    I may or may not be a unicorn.

    ... I have ate cat food before I hate pizza YouTube is life Help me, I'm psycho Oh look, is that a flying pig? I'm made a song based off of Hawaii I've played with tigers and wolves before I got sea sick when I went parasailing I've had a dream about Shrek in the past Why am I...
    ThaniXD ThaniXD
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015
    LostInADream96 LostInADream96
    18-21, F
    Mar 12

    The only certainty is uncertainty.

    Certainly, but then how does one know anything? Maybe one does not. But one likes to pretend, yes? They're all actors, they're all crazy. They lie and lie and lie and hide and blame others for things that bother them. Is one seriously so ignorant, or simply unwilling? Is it...
    MisteryGuy MisteryGuy
    18-21, M
    Feb 12
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 12

    Comfort Over Freedom

    People like to choose comfort over freedom because they fear they would be lost without rules that limits what the world defines sane as. With Freedom comes anything possible. Comfort being sane and Freedom being insane.
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2013

    Someone **** me RAW! that's how horny

    and wet I am right now. :O
    Sen22 Sen22
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 22, 2015

    It Only Takes A Spark

    Keep rubbing the stones...
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2012

    I Found This Quotation On A Card.

    If I am crazy, if I am mad.  Then this is the kind of mad I want to be.....The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn...
    charlie248 charlie248
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Aug 20, 2011

    I am going through so many emotions.

    I am so up, down, left, right, hateful, lovey. ****** up in the head is what I am and I don't know what to do. I always have contradicting feelings and take them out on the most important people in my life. Why do I have to feel so many crazy emotions?. I just want someone to...
    LostInADream96 LostInADream96
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10

    Do you ever have a relatively good day

    yet you just feel dark? Like you just want to set fire to something just to watch it burn. And that makes you feel happy, a twisted sick happiness but happy all the same. I'm in my head way too much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 1, 2015

    Talking with friends

    and they were joking about instead of ending break just extending it through the whole semester. I said yeah I'll take it off too but then said just kidding I go mildly insane when I'm not busy. *Majorly. I've been really, really struggling this break. First week back home I...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Jan 9
    ktjade ktjade
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    Crazy Me

    I love people who are called crazy, but because they have the courage to live and tell you what some normal people wouldn’t tell. Being normal is not a bad thing, but only being normal can be boring too, nothing in life has an ounce of joy if you don‘t have a touch of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Mar 15, 2012
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    Okay so I know it's weird stupid crazy whatever

    but ugh it's really silly but I can't help it. So in crying right now because I'm reading a sad book lmfao (I'm laughing at how silly I'm being btw) and I'm daydreaming too of something close to what the book is but I'm creating it in my mind and it's sad and I'm crying because...
    wtfwatpgatu wtfwatpgatu
    16-17, F
    Dec 13, 2015

    To the people who commented on my last post on

    here that everyone has an angel and devil in them, I just want to clarify. I'm not being rude I'm just genuinely interested in finding out what's normal and what isn't. When I say I have a saint in me, I mean that I have a deep respect and love for all living things. I cried...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Did I just smile at a msg ?

    Or did i just logg on expecting to find that "someone" Online ? EP you sneaky devil did you just sneak up one on me!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    And I'm about to prove it here now!

    So today I was quite a freezing day in my country. I had a class. After waking up I rushed out in my class. I didn't realize it'd be THAT cold. So I wore plain shirt, hoody and jeans. I was almost running! Didn't realize still it was so cold. I saw everyone walking very slow...
    MysterySci MysterySci
    13-15, F
    Jan 22
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2014
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 5, 2015

    My body is inhabited by a saint

    and a psychopath, and it is driving me insane.
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    D*mn straight I am! Especially

    when it comes to dating. See, I'm all pretty smiles when we first meet. But mess up, and I will unleash the inner monster. Cheating is an absolute death sentence. But did I mention I make killer enchiladas? (;
    Dezaria Dezaria
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    Yep, this is me. Especially the March hare bit.

    cra·zy ˈkrāzē/ informal adjective 
mentally deranged, especially as manifested in a wild or aggressive way."Stella went crazy and assaulted a visitor" synonyms: mad, insane, out of one's mind, deranged, demented, not in one's right mind, crazed, lunatic, non compos...
    ktjade ktjade
    31-35, F
    Dec 7, 2015

    At my early years, at our hostel we used to

    sneak out on midnight s for a movie or for a bottle from the near by parlour...on the way back, once I got too naughty to flash my boobs to a near by atm counter security was too surprised to see us all topless running by...it was later I discovered I had lost my top which I had...
    swtlve swtlve
    22-25
    Apr 16
    TooTricky2Trick TooTricky2Trick
    41-45, M
    Mar 27

    It doesn't matter how crazy you are

    if you're good looking enough.
    concedead concedead
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    Sometimes I like that I have anxiety

    and depression lol cause it makes me think twice about things and I can get sometimes wise or be in my feelings and think about other people instead of being the real me...selfish & a ***** :)
    wtfwatpgatu wtfwatpgatu
    16-17, F
    Nov 26, 2015
    nevets68 nevets68
    46-50, M
    Feb 3

    Hahahaha didn't sleep well last night haven't

    slept well in a while and now I'm completely tripping out woooo
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Feb 8

    It's official.. I have lost my mind.

    I am sitting here laughing to myself for no reason. I should go sit in a corner and rock back and forth too.
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Mar 7

    Yeah, that's so true.

    It happened like a month ago. I bought a chocolate shake and I started drinking it at once. I drank it half and I was getting out of the shop slightly dancing. Pop and the whole shake on my body. Everyone was staring at me. But I started laughing at myself. A guy was sitting on...
    earthsmoon13 earthsmoon13
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    I've had a previous outburst at work.

    I'm wondering if I'm bipolar. I cry every time I come. I can't control myself, and wonder, how I will make it the rest of my life.
    Senicarain Senicarain
    26-30, F
    Feb 23

    I need to rant Lol so I was sitting in math

    class when I remembered something So I was in China like 4 years ago (so I was like 10) And I had a yoda backpack from Disney land that I really liked and was expensive Some stupid *** ***** in the Chinese school colored in yodas nails I got really mad and she goes, so what...
    shiyinglu shiyinglu
    16-17, F
    Dec 15, 2015

    I have papers to prove it.

    I get to say this. My friend gets to say this. We are joking. Trying to look at the lighter side. You don't get to say it, and you most certainly don't get to hold up my paper and tap it while saying it. You on the other hand are f'n nuts. What the hell is wrong with you...
    ktjade ktjade
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    I think I'm literally going crazy.

    Like I hear stuff that idk if it's there. I have this feeling that something bad is gonna happen then earlier I heard a train horn in a weird pattern for a longer amount of time than usual then 10 minutes later lots of sirens.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 29, 2015

    25 Things I Want To Do

    Here is my bucket list, the order is not according to the priority but as it comes to my mind.. 1. Go to Paris 2. Travel to Antarctica 3. Learn Scuba Diving 4. Write a book 5. Eat chocolate whole day 6. Bungee Jumping 7. Love someone more than me 8. Be proud of being a Son, a...
    crazihilary crazihilary
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

    I am so damaged. Bloody

    and broken. Hehehe :D
    BuryMeAlive BuryMeAlive
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2015

    Me.

    I still believe that there can be peace on earth. I must be crazy.
    monkeysintheattic monkeysintheattic
    36-40
    7 Responses Jul 23, 2012

    Yes, I'm crazy and I think you're suffering

    from a lack of Vitamin ME. ^__________^
    ThisDame ThisDame
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Dec 24, 2015

    i m sometimes crazy and

    that i be it intentionally. love to let myself freeeeeeee. it feels gr8. u should try it too lol. yeah everybody.... xoxoxoxo
    imthespirit imthespirit
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    If I ever flirted with you

    or said some freaky shxt, I was probably just bored I don't really wanna fwu. Drink milk and stay strong😊😊😊😊
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2015

    National Weatherman's Day Date When Celebrated

    : Always February 5 National Weatherman's Day honors weathermen, and woman who work hard to accurately predict the often fickle weather. Despite major technological advances and supercomputers, forecasting the weather is still a tricky, and ever changing business. Knowing the...
    nevets68 nevets68
    46-50, M
    Feb 5

    Yes I am. It is me..

    I don't know Why
    kaylapan kaylapan
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015
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