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I Am Crossing the Abyss

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    The abyss of trying to reach another love, someone who cares...he feels like an abyss...I don't know if there is any light there....yet I still want to look in and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    Crossing The Abyss

    I took the oath of the abyss in 1990. been there ever since!
    Allala Allala 46-50, M May 13, 2010

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