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I Am Crossing the Abyss

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    Crossing The Abyss

    I took the oath of the abyss in 1990. been there ever since!
    Allala Allala 46-50, M May 13, 2010

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    The abyss of trying to reach another love, someone who cares...he feels like an abyss...I don't know if there is any light there....yet I still want to look in and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    I am about five seconds from taking that step off of the cliff and into the dark abyss that souls like mine are not meant for "love" and worlds of that nature. I raise one foot and...
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    "When you look long into an abyss, the abyss looks into you." - Gideon, Criminal Minds ~Friedrich Nietzsche~
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    There's a lady sitting next to me with a Mickey Mouse bag. Into my head popped the image of myself walking to school for kindergarten. It was four blocks away. I had a Mickey Mouse...
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    Alright universe, you are mocking me so magnificently that I may just plunge my head into an abyss. Have a good laugh my friend, for you obviously are the devil.
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    I was listening to this thing on the radio about space. 4.5 billion years ago, a planet roughly the size of Mars whammed into the earth and became the moon. But at that time, it...
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    It is in my destiny is it not… To be here nor there, free yet bound, lost and forgot… Or is it a gift of weapons which angels had begot Ethereal battles never won, never lost...
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    A dark abyss of doubt... pain... guilt... Horizons of hope.... and faith.... Arises from the ashes of a burnt soul.
    SensualPassionbbw SensualPassionbbw 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    THE KISS The fire begins as a smolder at first As embers take hold one by one No liquid can quench it's unceasing thirst It's like the golden rays of the Sun And as each minute...
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    About two dozen policemen and investigative staff lined the cordoned corridor over the ninth flooring. Numerous far more in uniform have been stationed with the void deck. It had...
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