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I Am Crossing the Abyss

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    Crossing The Abyss

    I took the oath of the abyss in 1990. been there ever since!
    Allala Allala 46-50, M May 13, 2010

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    The abyss of trying to reach another love, someone who cares...he feels like an abyss...I don't know if there is any light there....yet I still want to look in and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    Heavy with the need to numb, the insatiable appetite for self destruction, I stagger over to my bed and collapse. The embrace of orange light hugs the room as my vision flickers...
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    The other day you called me up for a chat. I was busy so we agreed I'd call you later. Later you were in the middle of something, but said you'd gladly (<-- key word) stop to...
    sbj120 sbj120 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I’d like to get lost in the darkest corners of your mind. When I wrote her this line, I was lost, lost in life. One day you wake up and realise your life has past by and you...
    Krist0f Krist0f 41-45, M Feb 14

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    WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD? Aristotle: To actualize its potential. Francis Bacon: To retain his own dignity without intruding upon the liberty of others. Jacques Derrida...
    Johndoe10000 Johndoe10000 46-50, M 3 Responses Feb 19

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    hills to to march over, battles to fight, and wars to be won or lose... you told me to keep fighting, but than you refuse to answer my text, you beg me to make promises. and I told...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Is it meant to be like this? Was it meant to be easy? The light shines sometimes highlighting the abyss The road beyond is a challenge of will The road just travelled was...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 7

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    Don't know where to go from here My thoughts are tangled, twisted gears Been waitin' a while now on the dawn Seems like the sun may never come I made my way through the darkest...
    Classangel00A Classangel00A 31-35, F Feb 8

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    I was crossing the main road when two guys spot me, they drive passed and honk theyre loud ************* horn as if to innitiate abusive contact they could of meant 'hey **** you...
    australianhater115 australianhater115 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    My boyfriend's name is David. I met this lovely soul in late April and he's been in my heart ever since. We were physically together for three months and then he had to leave to NY...
    livelifeForte livelifeForte 18-21, F Feb 2

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    im here waiting. who is she. where is she. did I found her. I see a beauty. I say hi. now were friends. but I like her. she has a boyfriend. she is not interested. she is only a...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    It's not just the people I come across in my daily life, it's the world itself. I will feel a sense of joy and hope and find myself smiling until I turn on the television, look at...
    marladurden13 marladurden13 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I am definitely suffering. Severe depression is like being in hell on earth. It's like crawling through the abyss in reverse. The pain, the anxiety and the feeling of...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 46-50, F Feb 5

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    Romans 10:1-13New American Bible (Revised Edition) (NABRE) Chapter 10 1 [a]Brothers, my heart’s desire and prayer to God on their behalf is for salvation. 2 I testify with...
    jopava jopava 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    Does weed help you?...serious question I feel like even a small amount sends me into a swirling abyss of self-loathing and anxiety. I mean not every strain affects me so bad, and...
    MMckay15 MMckay15 22-25, F Feb 5

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    Acquaint Thu 12th Jun 2014 1100 by Sammy Barker Top draw Place your holder Sony was sitting about a roulette wheel, it would accept placed all of its chips on Activision’s first...
    fifacoinsarc fifacoinsarc 26-30, F Feb 5

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    This week, the depression lifted for the first time in more than 3-years, and without the help of medication. I've been doing so well, even felt happy, but today I feel that black...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    I love writing scary stories heres one ive been working On tell me if you like it: Hello, my name is Alice. This is my story. No no, Not the cliche story of falling down a rabbit...
    lunerfang lunerfang 13-15 1 Response Feb 5

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    The precursor to my current subversive relentless darkness was a blinding rapturous starlight. I ponder if I have manifested this hell, then again maybe not, maybe this is a type...
    LovingDead LovingDead 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    Disclaimer: This really is an unofficial site and it has no connections with GungHo Online. Utilization of our Site as well as the information is at your very own hazard.On...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    Truthfully I might somewhat They simply buffed Zaerog's stats then diminished the Enhance his Uvos have to give him so that he will get even a passing mention, definitely.The...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'd say The main reason this Zaerog's leader skill is inferior to D/D Zaerog is as the evo supplies are arguable easier to get than D/D Zaerog. Its less difficult to have the...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    Dark, bleak, hopeless falling into the abyss.
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Honestly I'd relatively They only buffed Zaerog's stats and then diminished the Strengthen his Uvos need to give him to make sure that he receives even a passing point out...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'd say the reason this Zaerog's chief ability is inferior to D/D Zaerog is since the evo materials are arguable much easier to get than D/D Zaerog. Its much simpler to obtain the...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M Feb 11

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    I'd say The main reason this Zaerog's leader ability is inferior to D/D Zaerog is as the evo resources are arguable much easier to get than D/D Zaerog. Its less of a challenge to...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    We had been “best friends” for years and dating exclusively for months when she suggested we live together. Knowing our shared love of handwritten notes, she of course set out...
    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 12

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    My best friend also happens to be a enthusiastic writer as well. His mind works along the same lines as mine in terms of deep metaphorical context and moralistic truths. This is a...
    peacekeeper15 peacekeeper15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Depression is my infection, a parasite eating away at my soul, in-crumbering me. My legs become one with the waves I so desperately fight against. The intoxication fills my lungs...
    DeathMayCome DeathMayCome 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Debauchery and Mischief shall be my friends!! Tonight we paint the town, mixed colors of red and black. I've been good far too long, my senses ache.....The hungers of the flesh...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 4 Responses Feb 14

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    In painful moments of dire discouragement, please know that your soul has a resiliency and a capacity to endure suffering that is beyond anything you can imagine. Even the softest...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I feel alone, isolated, held down by the darkness, Like I can't breath, I can't see, all there is, is darkness everywhere surrounding me, I can't escape, even if I try my hardest...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes I feel manic,on the verge of some hysterical breakdown.I used to think it was the caffeine but I don't drink caffeinated beverages anymore.Not in ages.It's like I want to...
    KurMujunTheJoker KurMujunTheJoker 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    you may wonder what's amiss; I don't need that; I don't need this, and yes, I'd tell you true if I only knew. we're hanging on the edge of an abyss. (Feb.24, 2015)
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    The Man of Straw Father, father! The wicked Crow cries! In vast spillage my soul seeps out, out of the crack drifting up thy heart! With each drop of crimson love, betrayed by...
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    I have stared deep into the abyss that is my soul. A life lived and lives destroyed. Having loved and lost. Ploughing through the mist of anger and hate with the little sanity that...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Common sense, can such a saying be justifiably credible? What is common sense in this abstract and forever changing world? This world is dictated by laws and notions, for which my...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Out of my head out of my brain.I don't want your negative thoughts to poison me. You were just a pawn in this game of life. You failed to maneuver through the board. You didn't...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Two am and the room's empty and so is she- staring vacantly at the ceiling, lost amid a swirling maelstrom of fragmented thoughts. When floating face-up on an endless ocean of...
    EverythingYouNeverKnew EverythingYouNeverKnew 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    For trains, concentrate on if the pink crossing gentle is on. This suggests a train is going to go by. Also remember if a train has not too long ago passed through there. YouR17;ll...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M Feb 2

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    For trains, know about if the red crossing light-weight is on. This implies a practice is about to go by. Also remember if a teach has not too long ago handed through there. YouR17...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M Feb 2

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    Cuz some dumb @$$ guy thinks if he hits some one with a car while she's crossing the street at the walking signal in from if her work place isn't illegal and charges shouldn't be...
    tatianaxo tatianaxo 13-15, F Feb 2

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    A walking stick is a device used by many people to facilitate balancing while walking. A support when going uphill or a brake when going downhill; as a balance point when crossing...
    Lisinda Lisinda 31-35, F Feb 3

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    He was the same age as me. He was in a bus that got hit by a train at a crossing.😩 he couldn't escape in time and lost his life cos of a dumb bus driver. R.I.P
    tommy2207 tommy2207 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 3

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