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I Am Crossing the Abyss

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    What Abyss?

    The abyss of trying to reach another love, someone who cares...he feels like an abyss...I don't know if there is any light there....yet I still want to look in and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    Crossing The Abyss

    I took the oath of the abyss in 1990. been there ever since!
    Allala Allala 46-50, M May 13, 2010

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    In 2009, whenever I crossed the road, I noticed lot of scooters and cars driving on the road. Before crossing the road, I waited for the traffic to pass. As I stood watching, I...
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    If I see a turtle crossing the street, I help it out. Sure, I may be blocking traffic, but I really don't care. I know how some people are. They love running over animals, and I...
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    guilty, i'm one of those guys that builds a cool town and makes cash, i use it mainly to play with my friends and help them :P
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    The state of unbelievers after death. The State of Unbelievers After Death This, I am sorry to say, is a far simpler issue. As previously mentioned, the spirits of all people...
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    Title: Storm Sail Part I I was swallowed to the sky, A helpless babe to her mother's Arms, culled from comfort, carried Off by artificial dragons. Seeing, hearing, frantic as...
    SourPennies SourPennies 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I realized if I don't monitor myself on there. I easily slide to the dark abyss. does that happen to anyone?
    vange12 vange12 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    "A man looks into the Abyss and sees nothing but darkness staring back at him...in that moment,he finds himself,his soul....it is what he decides to do with his life,whether good...
    Spitbak Spitbak 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    Another day, spent here. This place, this job. Life happens, all around me, and i exist as the same mechanical redundant rituals set to repeat. Its no secret anymore, as everyone...
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Last night, an event has occurred that will change the multiverse forever. I have risen from my slumber in the abyss of the 3rd-dimensional plane. I am an incarnated Goddess and...
    ogjasminex ogjasminex 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The deep is deep, this is only K I to death Seance and breath when they play on the flesh A queen like Neferu lay on his chest The dean is forever, take pray on success I could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    this is a true experience, and just for note I don't like peeing myself at all. I don't mind desperation in private, but I don't like it in public or find it fun at all. This for...
    kgirl17 kgirl17 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I talk to myself all the time. At least I have voices in my head that talk back rather than jusrpt shouting into an endless abyss.
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Im finally emerging from a 3 week abyss. Those days that you dont talk to anyone, and people insist on asking whats wrong, and you can only say youre tired so much. I get droughts...
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Fallen further than I thought possible only to bring myself out of the abyss, the shattered pieces of myself molded into something quite different than before.
    Disobey247 Disobey247 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's dark and light all at the same time. we're sitting on top of the highest peak in the night sky with all the stars to be our witness. The witness to tell us. That we are alive...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F a week ago

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    The sad fact is that I have to wear a smiling mask just so I am not regarded as a psychopathic asylum inmate. I've killed people in dreams, in my head, I draw the way they die and...
    SanguineNoire SanguineNoire 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    No Beginning nor end, in the image of my Father from whence I came. The immeasurable vastness of my souls abyss you could not begin to fathom. So far past the depths of sorrow...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F Aug 20

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    I have been suffering from depression for quite some time, months or more. Pain has a lot to do with it, but so does circumstance. I am continually tired, and unable to function...
    Glennr67 Glennr67 46-50, M Aug 19

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    Thank You...Thank You... Thank You for keeping your word, If it weren't for you, My voice wouldn't have been heard, Indeed I cherish you... I saw myself in a new time...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 19

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    what god revealed lately is that the abyss is a tool for disposing of our mistakes in human form. That the god of the abyss if you will is actually there to assist us in ridding...
    verndewd verndewd 41-45 Aug 18

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    Without a doubt I have self-sabotaged myself into a corner. All stemming from one long term relationship and fleeting relationships that I bounced to in succession thereafter...
    SoberingBabySteps SoberingBabySteps 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    The soul burdened with a constant invisible craving. Desperation looming. The abandonment of decency, rational thought & priorities completely flown away. Split second life...
    BreakingBored BreakingBored 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    The bell tolls on as the rain comes down On my face, the drops, they sound I slowly melt into grey abyss Depression and her endless kiss I hope to feel the life again End the...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Oracle of futureā€”It may be possible for human being to see Sri Jibankrishna in physical body 388 ) 25th December, 1979, Monday . Early morning...
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    I am stuck. I can't leave or will lose my career and possibly my life. I'm dying inside and no one knows because I live with a charismatic narcissist who people love but have no...
    AnnDroid7 AnnDroid7 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 16

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    We used to have such great conversations.we told our days, our dreams, our plans...It was always fun,even the rough times,tho not fun were not like the abyss of our conversations...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 8 Responses Aug 16

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    hopes..dreams wake up and expecting to witness some change disappointed again..thinking why do i try why not live the rest in my cage realizing it's the only place i belong...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    Take me away and wrap me in your world, Allow the rest to fall away until it is just you and me. Two hearts beating in unison, Two minds on the same path. Envelop my soul in the...
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    It is such a peaceful joy to watch the flickering flames against the darkness of the night.. To sit and smell the burning wood as wisps of smoke sting my eyes and stir my thoughts...
    LeChemineau LeChemineau 41-45, M 5 Responses Aug 14

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    A few months ago, after watching some documentaries and reading some books, and spending weeks lost in thought, I went through a quick, chaotic phase in my life. It was almost like...
    wanderingmind86 wanderingmind86 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    minorconfusion minorconfusion 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Deepest fear, a black turbulent soul of ash, seeking the lite of day, searching for hope in a black filled world. Glimmers of starlight in the deep, but only just glimmers...
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