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I Am Crossing the Abyss

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    Crossing The Abyss

    I took the oath of the abyss in 1990. been there ever since!
    Allala Allala 46-50, M May 13, 2010

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    The abyss of trying to reach another love, someone who cares...he feels like an abyss...I don't know if there is any light there....yet I still want to look in and see...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2010

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    I feel lost, so alone and everyday i feel a piece of me die. It seems as though im slowly fading away, sinking, like a ship into the dark depths of the ocean. I cry out for help me...
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    I used to think you could be too humble. I used to remind myself everyday that, if you lay down in front of people, they have no choice but to walk all over you. Popular opinion...
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    If a man is crossing a river and an empty boat collides with his own skiff, even though he be a bad-tempered man he will not become very angry. But if he sees a man in the boat, he...
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    STUCK IN TRAFFIC IS HARD WHEN YOUR BLADDER IS OVERACTIVE ONE DAY THE SIGN FOR THE REST AREA IS 50 MILES AWAY ABOUT 12 MILES DOWN THE ROAD THERE WAS A CAR ACCIDENT NOW WEARING ON...
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    Some of you men may be able to somehow relate to my story headline, so you probably know how much it sucks when you've had the worst luck with women. As a man in my 30s, I have...
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    The Thought of You The thought of you has aroused my most inner thoughts and desires. You have awakened what was once dormant. The light touch of your lips on my skin has awakened...
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    Do you ever feel like you don't belong here? In a place, in a situation, among people, indeed anywhere. Like, you should be living some other life? When I sit in my room at night...
    TheHeartOfALovingSoul TheHeartOfALovingSoul 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    Dark Sided My dark thoughts dim the senses Will not indulge in words like menses Deep down in the abyss low Thoughts considered taboo flow The lust gets a jump start Thoughts...
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    Angry Dogs Ripping and Tearing into me, and my possessions. I shout at them and try to pry their Jaws off... to no avail. they just keep coming. Bystanders all stand watching the...
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    I wander aimlessly in my own mind. Day in and day out the same things. Predictability. Einstein defined insanity as repeating the same thing over and over and expecting a different...
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    It's been a dreary past couple of days. The nights have been filled with tests, mascara stains on my pillows, and stuffy noses. The days have been filled with blank faces wandering...
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    I just love the night sky so much. The stars twinkling in the dark abyss that is such unknown.. Breathtaking to say the least. If I could I would whisk my life away looking at it...
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    I feel so empty today... Like everyday. I can never tell what is real and what isn't. My mind is becoming so foggy, so indistinguishable. Who am i? What is the point of all this...
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    The gap between constant love and a dismal abyss is immediate See my eyes change Feel my pulse slow as my heart stops beating for you It now has a different rhythm One it has...
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    A fallen spirit, Spiraling into the earth. Forgetting all desire and power. A lost soul wondering into an empty abyss. The pain is real, The fire is still, The Light dulls. The...
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    I fear that I am losing all hope for my mother and I’s relationship to be loving and nurturing like I have seen her be with my oldest siblings. I love my mother, more than a lot...
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    "...I saw two roads. One was broad, covered with sand and flowers, full of joy, music and all sorts of pleasures. People walked along it, dancing and enjoying themselves. They...
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    Something I wrote while on the way to class. ;w; Trapped in a dark abyss, of which there is no outlet, I struggle to find that brilliant light. "Where, oh where, could it be...
    ZenoKun ZenoKun 16-17 1 Response Dec 4

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    Today I'll find out. If I lived up to their standard in the background check, and if I can start next week. I'm bracing myself for a fall into the abyss of dark depression. If this...
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    I feel like carving but it's not Halloween Yeah, you can figure out what the **** I mean Writing "I'm fine" on my wrist Acting chill on the outside When inside I'm actually pissed...
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    One of the many views I have, falls under pessimism without giving in to it to become a cynical narcissist. What a sad picture to paint of a dirty little soul. Why are we all so...
    city87 city87 26-30, M Dec 6

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    I Love Unconditionally If given the time and place... All those little details will have surmounted to nothing. My eyes will intake the gloriousness of an abyss. My heart will...
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    My friend Matt died last week of a drug overdose. I'd known home since we were 12. We went to high school together, played football and cricket together, swim, run, laughed, told...
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    I think one of the most frustrating aspects of battling depression is that many people do not understand exactly detrimental it is on your life. Many times, I'm hesitant to mention...
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    Today was terrible. I wasn't able to distract myself anymore and just sank down into the dark abyss. It's always darker than I recall, every single time! The hopelessness is by far...
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    Ah, thank god there is EP when you need it the most. This post will probably come across as a generic self pity story as other teenagers posting in a hormonal abyss. Though, I'll...
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    Love tore us appart, as your Love notes, you have written for me; once written by your heart, destroyed and thrown by your soul to the Abyss; to the Hole of the depth of the...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Love tore us appart, as your Love notes, you have written for me; once written by your heart, destroyed and thrown by your soul to the Abyss; to the Hole of the depth of the...
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    Humans are receptive beings. Praise, criticism, advice, curses, hate, sick and love. We pretend we do not listen, we pretend they don't affect us but the truth is everything we...
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    I feel like everyone has this ideal person that they would fall in love with, the perfect combination of good looks, intelligence, and humor. That person is physically attractive...
    loverofthelight95 loverofthelight95 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I look inside myself and all I ever see is darkness. I feel like I am in a deep abyss that is impossible to climb out of no matter how hard I try. I don't know what to do anymore...