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I Am Crushed

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    Her heart is now long gone from me.

    No matter what i do or say now can change the course of this totally mucked reality. she says that it will be ok. I know it will be for her .I will lick my wounds that will never heal . i will try to muster up my heart again but i m not sure whats left of it. I gave , gave gave...
    momentsnotice momentsnotice 36-40, M 5 Responses Feb 27

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    Devistated

    I just took my husband back, he is up to his old tricks again. I have given the man 4 kids and my teens as well as my 20's. I am mid 20's now. He totally crushed me again, this isn't the first time he has cheated. I would have had a 5th child with him except I lost the...
    Preminitions Preminitions 22-25, F 18 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    TO BE CRUSHED IN A MARRIAGE IS A POWERFUL

    SITUATION. ESPECIALLY IF YOU REALLY LOVED YOUR SPOUSE. IN THE PASS, I WOULD JUST MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSE. AND BE DONE WITH THE SITUATION. BUT SINCE I 'M OLDER AND MORE STABLE IN LIFE. IT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT BALL GAME. I'M STILL HEALING FROM THIS MARRIAGE.YET, I HAVE TIMES...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 17

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    Last night my boyfriend

    and I got into an argument and we almost broke up. He cried and begged me to stay with him. We've been going out for almost two years now and I don't remember him telling me about this girl. I found out that he used to have a crush on this girl name Sarada. I was so mad that he...
    babysunnyy babysunnyy 18-21, F Jan 7

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    My Wife Is A Mess

    she thinks im not attracted to her cant get her to believe nuffing i say anyone got any advice ive got some kind of anxiety that keeps me from getting an erection i love her more than anything i just want to see her ok and fine and shes thinks its time for a change
    chrismoniz chrismoniz 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345 13-15, M Sep 14

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    Crushed By My Parents

    For years, I've done things that I'm really talented in, to show my parents what I'm passionate about (photography), only to realize that they were more willing to give the things that I need to my brother who had just entered photography for less than a year They're actually...
    artxrain artxrain 22-25 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    At the ripe age of 20,

    my biggest dream is to go to college. I just finished my first year but I fear I shall not return. Let me explain: Last semester there was a very tragic death in my family. We lost someone very young, very sudden, and it left quite this gaping rift within my family. During...
    oh00236 oh00236 18-21, F Jan 3

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    I Feel Neglected And Insulted...All Of A Sudden

    The pain of breaking up with my boyfriend had hardly faded when now I got a fresh wound to mend. It's about a person whom I looked up for support, sort of a role model for me, a guardian angel who helped me keep away from the pervert in my life but suddenly this person is...
    asadbutterfly asadbutterfly 22-25, F Feb 6, 2013

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    Confused, Hurt, Heartbroken. Please Help

    Here's a cliché story for you all. I fell in love, got my heart broken, then dated the same guy multiple times. Why? I was inlove. I have dated many guys, and told them I love them, but I never got that feeling that I got when I was with michael. He was absolutely adorable with...
    Gracexadele Gracexadele 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    You're beautiful but you don't mean a thing to

    me. It's hard to fabricate lies when you don't want to make someone sad. When you really really like them...but not in that way. You can't just blatantly lie to them and pretend you love them...they're too beautiful for that. The thing is, they're also too beautiful to lie to...
    bellabong bellabong 26-30, F 1 Response May 7

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    A Case of An Ex

    Usually when I go to a bar, or a club I never intend on giving out my number. My reason for this is, is that the men are there usually just hoping to hook up with a female. Possibly take her home. It was a Saturday night when I went to celebrate my birthday. We got out of the bar...
    KataFeline KataFeline 16-18, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    I Woke Up Lonely, I Wish I Could Still Be Sleeping.

    A family member started texting me, to see if I'm okay. It woke me up. I see you've not called or texted since last night and you didn't come and get your work truck so i know you didn't go. Our lease is up in a few days, you decided to not pay next months rent before i was...
    Dellem Dellem 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Knowing

    knowing... I don't want this information, yet I dig for it It crushes me finding these things out. I am done searching My heart feels crushed I can't even explain why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 5, 2010

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    Lies Upon Lies... Feels Like I'm A Joke Of Cosmic Proportions.

    I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel I just can't cope. I'm not eating or sleeping properly, I feel sick with anxiety pretty much constantly. I've even been crying in work. I'm a professional so this is really not good news. I'm a wreck and I can't see a way forward. I...
    joolzzz joolzzz 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    Confined

    The soul is crushed ,the heart is ripped ,the smile is lost who is to be blamed, why life took such an ugly turn? Unanswered querries torture mind ,no analization makes sense.unending thoughts , mind screams aloud but voice chokes. The tears from yesterday, they are unable to...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    2011 - Crushing Start To The Year

    Depression. It’s an adjective that has followed me around my whole entire life. While it can and does mean many things to many different people, it means so much more than a word to me. It means failure, self negating thoughts, low self esteem, dejected negative self talk...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2011

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    Heart Broken<|3

    I remember meeting this guy named Jesse.He was the new kid and nobody would talk to him because he looked stuck up.I don't like seeing people lonely so I started talking to him and I started to like him.Everything about him was perfect!We had so much in common and he has green...
    Itzyboo Itzyboo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    He is just so freaking cute... I haven't crushed on anyone as long as I've crushed on him. It's mostly because I admire him. He takes care of his wife and baby... even with their...
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    I just wished he crushed on me as i have crushed on him? why cant it be him? Out of the six billion people in thus planet i really hope to find someone that understands me. i...
    LiLkoala LiLkoala 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There was a girl I was friends with. I was 11 at the time. Let's call her friend A. A was bossy and controlling and I didn't want to be friends with her anymore. She could be mean...
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    after what seems like a lifetime, i feel in control of my life again to the point i don't need to be on any substance or under any influence to be myself. to say i was lost was an...
    stevenmichaelsawers stevenmichaelsawers 22-25, M Sep 25

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    Some of you know that my mother and I have problems, if not feel free to read my other stories. I'm sharing this one because I want people to know what's really going on. My mom...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I mourn for my youth. In my late teens, it seemed like anything in the world was possible, and just there for the taking! I miss my time in the military. I miss the travel, the...
    Phaedrus1975 Phaedrus1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I really really really like this guy. This Crush has been going on since year 9 and now I'm year 12, however I haven't got the guts to to tell him. Basically I'm a really shy...
    Anonlovexoxo Anonlovexoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    I hate coming from money, its hard to tell who is a real friend but I know of a couple for sure. Rachel is a true friend. I got a beamer when I graduated high school, she was...
    neversaynohoe neversaynohoe 22-25, F 16 Responses Sep 26

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    I'm having a really hard day today :( a family member just passed away.. :( my world is crashing down.. I fill like I should just go to.. I have no reason.. I'm being crushed.. I...
    zacksamazing zacksamazing 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 26

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    My husband is a heavy drinker and likes ****.. I thought that was normal... and didn't mind. However, I noticed he was looking up old friends on the internet, looking for them...
    williams10 williams10 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    frog2000 frog2000 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I need some serious advice. Maybe just someone to listen. I've been in a wonderful five year relationship. Two of which we've been engaged. A year after our engagement we decided...
    secret911 secret911 31-35, F 15 Responses Sep 27

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    “Our Tui Experience in February was Completely astounding! Our guides were magnificent as well as itinerary was properly believed out and bundled so a lot of things we by no...
    Wendolynce106 Wendolynce106 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    I'm crushed and continue to be. Like an orphaned child who is reminded of his present situation in contrast to the potential of his new life only to awake and find it was a dream...
    ukblak ukblak 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Why do children on this site have to be so cruel to each other? It makes me sick.....my heart is breaking watching friends have their mentalities and hearts crushed by breakups in...
    rorytheawesomeboy rorytheawesomeboy 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 27

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    I know I should be replying but I'm not in the mood. My bae's heart is crushed not once , not twice, but three times. I feel useless. That I wasn't there to protect and help him...
    xxxfakerhaterxxx xxxfakerhaterxxx 13-15, M Sep 28

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    Hello! I would just like to rant about something that is bothering me tonight. So first off I have known this boy for awhile and we went to the same school. I have graduated and he...
    morgana777 morgana777 18-21, F Sep 28

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    Your parents are meant to he people that are there for you, so why do my parents call me a mistake every single day, they say they wish I'm the one with cancer and not my grandad...
    BethHawkins BethHawkins 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 28

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    The Lord is close to the broken hearted.He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F Sep 28

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    One step forward two steps back... After last week's successful event, I decided to try to give it another go last night. Unfortunately, my body simply would not respond to my...
    coffeeIover coffeeIover 26-30, F 19 Responses Sep 29

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    I am tired of being disappointed. I know better than to get my hopes up, but I put my heart out there just to get crushed again and again. I have got my kids and that is all I...
    Edanamarie Edanamarie 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I just found out that i've been betrayed and cut deep so hard. The one i thought i honestly love blocks me on everything(it's an online relationship) including ep and for the past...
    Joshuadd07 Joshuadd07 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 29

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    A poem I wrote about Bipolar, which I call simply 'River'. Pain like a river, a tsunami if you will I feel it deep within my veins, god how it makes me feel ill. I cast out...
    RealJax0009 RealJax0009 26-30, M Sep 30

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    I just discovered this term. It was literally just an hour ago that I googled "obsessive daydreaming" and came across maladaptive daydreaming. I never thought it was a problem; in...
    lic92 lic92 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I'm wasting my life because I'm too afraid of screwing it up to actually live it. I've never understood when people my age say that they're excited because they have their whole...
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    It absolutely crushed me. He was a paramedic and my hero. He was taken so suddenly from me but I'm so grateful that we spoke the day before on the phone. I miss him more and more...
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F Oct 2

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