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I Am Crushed

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    At the ripe age of 20,

    my biggest dream is to go to college. I just finished my first year but I fear I shall not return. Let me explain: Last semester there was a very tragic death in my family. We lost someone very young, very sudden, and it left quite this gaping rift within my family. During...
    oh00236 oh00236 22-25, F Jan 3, 2014

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    I just have to see her,

    just have to see her, just have to see her, know that im breaking in two................
    pchela pchela 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    Crushed By My Parents

    For years, I've done things that I'm really talented in, to show my parents what I'm passionate about (photography), only to realize that they were more willing to give the things that I need to my brother who had just entered photography for less than a year They're actually...
    artxrain artxrain 22-25 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Confused, Hurt, Heartbroken. Please Help

    Here's a cliché story for you all. I fell in love, got my heart broken, then dated the same guy multiple times. Why? I was inlove. I have dated many guys, and told them I love them, but I never got that feeling that I got when I was with michael. He was absolutely adorable with...
    Gracexadele Gracexadele 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    Last night my boyfriend

    and I got into an argument and we almost broke up. He cried and begged me to stay with him. We've been going out for almost two years now and I don't remember him telling me about this girl. I found out that he used to have a crush on this girl name Sarada. I was so mad that he...
    babysunnyy babysunnyy 18-21, F Jan 7, 2014

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    I Woke Up Lonely, I Wish I Could Still Be Sleeping.

    A family member started texting me, to see if I'm okay. It woke me up. I see you've not called or texted since last night and you didn't come and get your work truck so i know you didn't go. Our lease is up in a few days, you decided to not pay next months rent before i was...
    Dellem Dellem 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Confined

    The soul is crushed ,the heart is ripped ,the smile is lost who is to be blamed, why life took such an ugly turn? Unanswered querries torture mind ,no analization makes sense.unending thoughts , mind screams aloud but voice chokes. The tears from yesterday, they are unable to...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 22, 2012

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    Devistated

    I just took my husband back, he is up to his old tricks again. I have given the man 4 kids and my teens as well as my 20's. I am mid 20's now. He totally crushed me again, this isn't the first time he has cheated. I would have had a 5th child with him except I lost the...
    Preminitions Preminitions 22-25, F 18 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    Heart Broken<|3

    I remember meeting this guy named Jesse.He was the new kid and nobody would talk to him because he looked stuck up.I don't like seeing people lonely so I started talking to him and I started to like him.Everything about him was perfect!We had so much in common and he has green...
    Itzyboo Itzyboo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    I use to spend a lot of time crushing on women

    that I liked. Instead of talking I would say random things and lead them to believe I'm weird. After building the courage to ask them out they reflect on how random I've been and decline the invitation. It humours me on how I would crush on someone and for the reasons I don't...
    XnOXnO XnOXnO 22-25, M Dec 14, 2014

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    TO BE CRUSHED IN A MARRIAGE IS A POWERFUL

    SITUATION. ESPECIALLY IF YOU REALLY LOVED YOUR SPOUSE. IN THE PASS, I WOULD JUST MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSE. AND BE DONE WITH THE SITUATION. BUT SINCE I 'M OLDER AND MORE STABLE IN LIFE. IT'S A WHOLE DIFFERENT BALL GAME. I'M STILL HEALING FROM THIS MARRIAGE.YET, I HAVE TIMES...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 17, 2014

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    Her heart is now long gone from me.

    No matter what i do or say now can change the course of this totally mucked reality. she says that it will be ok. I know it will be for her .I will lick my wounds that will never heal . i will try to muster up my heart again but i m not sure whats left of it. I gave , gave gave...
    momentsnotice momentsnotice 70+, M 5 Responses Feb 27, 2014

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    Lies Upon Lies... Feels Like I'm A Joke Of Cosmic Proportions.

    I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel I just can't cope. I'm not eating or sleeping properly, I feel sick with anxiety pretty much constantly. I've even been crying in work. I'm a professional so this is really not good news. I'm a wreck and I can't see a way forward. I...
    joolzzz joolzzz 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    You're beautiful but you don't mean a thing to

    me. It's hard to fabricate lies when you don't want to make someone sad. When you really really like them...but not in that way. You can't just blatantly lie to them and pretend you love them...they're too beautiful for that. The thing is, they're also too beautiful to lie to...
    bellabong bellabong 26-30, F 1 Response May 7, 2014

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    My Wife Is A Mess

    she thinks im not attracted to her cant get her to believe nuffing i say anyone got any advice ive got some kind of anxiety that keeps me from getting an erection i love her more than anything i just want to see her ok and fine and shes thinks its time for a change
    chrismoniz chrismoniz 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    A Case of An Ex

    Usually when I go to a bar, or a club I never intend on giving out my number. My reason for this is, is that the men are there usually just hoping to hook up with a female. Possibly take her home. It was a Saturday night when I went to celebrate my birthday. We got out of the bar...
    KataFeline KataFeline 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345 13-15, M Sep 14, 2014

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    I Feel Neglected And Insulted...All Of A Sudden

    The pain of breaking up with my boyfriend had hardly faded when now I got a fresh wound to mend. It's about a person whom I looked up for support, sort of a role model for me, a guardian angel who helped me keep away from the pervert in my life but suddenly this person is...
    asadbutterfly asadbutterfly 22-25, F Feb 6, 2013

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    Knowing

    knowing... I don't want this information, yet I dig for it It crushes me finding these things out. I am done searching My heart feels crushed I can't even explain why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 5, 2010

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    So through rumors, hindsight,

    and family investigations I found out my daughter is not mine. After catching my Girlfriend with lies after lies, which she would always deny, and always stalling the DNA test that she said she was all for, and never getting around to it, I finally took a home DNA kit and...
    Truromantic Truromantic 26-30, M Jan 17

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 14, 2014

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    2011 - Crushing Start To The Year

    Depression. It’s an adjective that has followed me around my whole entire life. While it can and does mean many things to many different people, it means so much more than a word to me. It means failure, self negating thoughts, low self esteem, dejected negative self talk...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2011

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    My Badgers just lost in the NCAA basketball finals. In all fairness Duke has a great team. Look at all the McDonald's All Americans that they have. No one from North Carolina...
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    The worst part of it is that it can get worse. I'm at the edge of the cliff between being okay and slipping back down. I've come so far but I've recently realized it might have...
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    It really is strange. I've always preferred the idea of going out & being friends with fictional characters over real life people.I've had a lot of fictional crushes in the past...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    My best friend, Jake, killed himself earlier this week. I knew him for almost half of my entire life so far. We became best friends in third grade, and I always knew him as a very...
    kurtjaeger kurtjaeger 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 18

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    I have always enjoyed watching a pair of critters disappear and get destroyed under a sexy woman. However when I was 19 and was returning from a trip, saw some snails on the way...
    aliathe aliathe 26-30, M Apr 19

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    I'm getting a divorce. How silly to say I didn't think this would happen. I thought my husbands intimacy issues would disappear. I thought me having an affair would not affect us...
    Zoe82 Zoe82 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    Ok so there is this guy, we'll call him adam. adam is super sweet and funny and we get along pretty well. we sit together at school sometimes and we have most of our classes...
    lalibrenner lalibrenner 16-17, F a week ago

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    Communication......Merriam Webster tells us the following....": the act or process of using words, sounds, signs, or behaviors to express or exchange information or to express your...
    2BlossomBlue 2BlossomBlue 51-55, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    Doing me , it's sad but hey you can only hold on so much. Never trusting anyone again & I doubt I will ever give it 100% in any relationship again not that I'm going to be in one...
    FreedomPeaceHappiness FreedomPeaceHappiness 18-21 2 Responses Apr 6

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    CHEESY POST ALERT Not so much though. I'm still on the process of reevaluating whether I am legitimately falling in love, or I already am, or it's just a whole new level of...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 1 Response Apr 6

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    "It is late, the sun has dropped behind the storefronts, it's last rays shooting toward a distant pagoda upthrust from the maze of hutungs, leaving the narrow lanes awash in blue...
    Seanonymous Seanonymous 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I know they're not. It's just a façade. Sooo many people pretend to have perfect lives. Why do they settle for pretend? Don't rush into a relationship because you feel you're...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Ever since I was little, I've had crushes on cartoon characters (usually nonhuman). My first crush was admittably Marie, from the Disney movie, the Aristocats. As ridiculous as it...
    StewieGriffin16 StewieGriffin16 16-17, M Apr 6

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    My first play-date was with a guy. He is now one of the most athletic, (people call him) cute, and crushed on guys in my whole school. Beat that fangirl stalkers!
    Tsubaki16 Tsubaki16 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    There was a guy that really wanted me to see his eggshell collection. It was boring and weird. I remember one was some sort of dangling mobile thingy. Another looked like eggs...
    ImJustHereForTheFreeNegativity ImJustHereForTheFreeNegativity 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I had a grandmother who had a tragic thing happen.When she was young , an area boy and her were in love. He was the love of her life. But an area girl wanted him for herself. He...
    Darkmoonshadow Darkmoonshadow 46-50 4 Responses Apr 7

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    To all of you with a broken heart, those of you who find it difficult to make it through the day, those of you who are in pain, those who can't picture happiness...I just want to...
    teenagemutantninjaturtles teenagemutantninjaturtles 26-30, M Apr 7

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    first there's the river of crocodiles, then there is a wall of blazing fire, then idk dragons, monsters whatever that will go around killing off any intruders then you got the...
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F Apr 7

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