when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2 types of cancer. Finding out I have a cousin who's 29. Getting diagnosed with pots syndrome. Quitting all my sports I play because my legs...
when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me
I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind.
They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again.
I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
time) I feel like I'm about to break out into tears because at night my mind is full of so many thoughts and then I literally feel alot of pressure inside my head.
I feel like I'm gonna cry but I never do
I don't really understand it much myself so I can't really explain it..
all you need is love.
if it's not enough, add the doze.
don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough.
a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you.
if she loves you, she will think you are the...
I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears.
By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face.
But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
Pain, hurt and suffering
You'll ask how could she have put up with this all these years.
It's because she is strong, she's built that way.
He took everyone from her remember that...
Innocence gone. Just taken away.
She struggles to keep herself together....
I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
so I had to take summer classes
He was free he graduated he had nothing to do so he would meet up with me after school
We use to go to the park and walk around to my area
The museum near by we went and it was our first time at the museum together so this was really special
No friends at school
Those who I talk to are comforting
The one person I feel so much love for isn't there for me
I isolate myself
I keep things private
I block those who try to enter
And whenever I open up to people I feel pathetic
At the end of the day I find myself...
but he was the one who I found that I honestly truly liked. He and my best guy friend slept together two days after me and him broke up and I haven't ever felt so rejected in my life.
I forgave the both of them after raising hell for a little bit. And I apologized and just let...
Today was horrible. I went from smiling to wanting to cry my eyes out. Everyone was saying how I smell like smoke cuz my parents smoke. Then they say stuff bout acne. And then I notice my thighs touching. And I think bout my break up. And I just wanna die every...
Nobody cares about what I have to say. Nobody understands me. Everything in my life is so complicated for the stupidest reasons.
Lately I've been crying a lot at night. I overthink and everything just comes out. Everything I've been bottling up. It sucks because the person I...
my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together waking up with him cooking for him making love to him crying with him laughing with him breathing the same air with him...
broken boy I've got to feel
Dear, I've fallen in love with you
I cry for the stupidest things when it comes to thoughts of you.
Why are you killing me like this?
Do you think it's funny that a girl loves you more than she can handle? Laugh.
I find it funny, I want to laugh with...
Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
its merely something in my eye.
Of course that something is emotions, the past, the present and the thoughts of future.
the future....a bleak nothing. knowing you were born at the wrong time..the wrong place.
could that be the reason for the feeling of disconnect? that...
I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of The person;
Who she love the most,
she becomes weak..!
a girl won't cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego..!
If a girl cries because of u,
hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with u
for the rest...
I have been gripping on to the frayed strings of my sanity just to keep myself from exploding into an emotional meltdown.
When everything in your life seems to suddenly turn upside down in just a few short months and now you're left trying to get through the day without letting...
I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside.
No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be
How am I now?
Can someone do an observation?
Do I look like I enjoy life?
Am I still fake smiling?
Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel?
I hate pretending