Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
so low...my niece was rushed into emerg, she's been sick all weekend and didn't tell anyone. She stopped breathing-I'm on my way to the hospital. I'm asking for prayers for her from the EP family. Her name is Denise. Thank you all in advance.
How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be
How am I now?
Can someone do an observation?
Do I look like I enjoy life?
Am I still fake smiling?
Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel?
I hate pretending
all you need is love.
if it's not enough, add the doze.
don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough.
a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you.
if she loves you, she will think you are the...
I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside.
No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
i have been crying in the inside and cry when know ones looking.i want someone to talk too but I don't trust because I'm afraid they won't understand my mom doesn't even understand I told her she called me an idiot and a fool I don't want to live anymore
I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar depression and Im at this point where Im just done I need to take care of my daughter. on top of that My wife and three others that were close to me died in...
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of The person;
Who she love the most,
she becomes weak..!
a girl won't cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego..!
If a girl cries because of u,
hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with u
for the rest...
time) I feel like I'm about to break out into tears because at night my mind is full of so many thoughts and then I literally feel alot of pressure inside my head.
I feel like I'm gonna cry but I never do
I don't really understand it much myself so I can't really explain it..
for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together waking up with him cooking for him making love to him crying with him laughing with him breathing the same air with him...
alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me
I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind.
They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again.
I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive.
You never believed, what happened to me.
You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised,
Like a deer in the headlights"
Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2 types of cancer. Finding out I have a cousin who's 29. Getting diagnosed with pots syndrome. Quitting all my sports I play because my legs...
my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears.
By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face.
But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
Today was horrible. I went from smiling to wanting to cry my eyes out. Everyone was saying how I smell like smoke cuz my parents smoke. Then they say stuff bout acne. And then I notice my thighs touching. And I think bout my break up. And I just wanna die every...
Nobody cares about what I have to say. Nobody understands me. Everything in my life is so complicated for the stupidest reasons.
Lately I've been crying a lot at night. I overthink and everything just comes out. Everything I've been bottling up. It sucks because the person I...