Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be
How am I now?
Can someone do an observation?
Do I look like I enjoy life?
Am I still fake smiling?
Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel?
I hate pretending
my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
my last experience said that I didn't have to leave my house to have bad things happen.. well yet again, it did. late yesterday evening, my son got a call from his father. his father has been aiding him in the corrispondence between his GF mom and himself. the call told my 15 y...
all you need is love.
if it's not enough, add the doze.
don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough.
a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you.
if she loves you, she will think you are the...
I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar depression and Im at this point where Im just done I need to take care of my daughter. on top of that My wife and three others that were close to me died in...
I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
people's attention. Yet, when I write, I speak the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I did write a story saying that I'd lost my job because someone may have hacked my computer, but I know why I wrote it.
If by some chance, another person has a shortage in...
With such sadness in my heart I wish I can cry....but I can't. It seems that I can't cry at all these few weeks. I'm crying on the inside but not on the outside..
I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't need anything to lift up my hopes again.
I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
My 'friends' only talk to me when I offer to buy things, and my sister and brother only talk to me when I am either pretending to be happy or buying stuff. I'm so sick of it.
I don't think they realize they make me feel worthless.
I just want them to go away. I'm better of...
when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
there for me and will understand me and nit to sound spoiled or like a brat but will fudging help me with stupid university fees damn
Like universities please stop being so expensive especially for outsiders like really don't you think I have to worry about my grade now money...
No baby again, I see people getting pregnant and having babies everywhere. Literally everywhere I look there it is. Like god why u hate me! Why won't u give me ariel. I've tried so hard done what I needed still I can't get pregnant. What else should I try
stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive.
You never believed, what happened to me.
You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised,
Like a deer in the headlights"
Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
now that I don't even get to try to make friends; as a result, I have none. I feel like everything I'm going through internally and the external factors around me are making me crazy and I just wish it would go away.
i have been crying in the inside and cry when know ones looking.i want someone to talk too but I don't trust because I'm afraid they won't understand my mom doesn't even understand I told her she called me an idiot and a fool I don't want to live anymore
when she found out that I hurt myself again, I told her I am bi and she explained how she hopes that I'm not, and I'm too young to know that I am, and I'm just following other people and not actually being myself. But she always asks me if she's ever given me any indication that...
so low...my niece was rushed into emerg, she's been sick all weekend and didn't tell anyone. She stopped breathing-I'm on my way to the hospital. I'm asking for prayers for her from the EP family. Her name is Denise. Thank you all in advance.
but I will never be able to forget him I will never move on I don't know how to live without him I am so truly madly deeply in love with him I am tired of this life I miss my happiness my smile how to tolerate this pain will I survive this ??