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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    Let It Out

    I am sitting here with tears that have been pinned up for the longest.It feels like I may explode if I don't let them out soon.I am going through so much and I am so tired of it all.I think a good cry may do me some good.I have to let it out and maybe I will feel relieved for a...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I guess the worlds to focused on others to see

    me in my problems every I e thinks I'm fine no one sees the pain... I literally sit there and smile and on the inside my body is screaming for some I e to notice to hold me to tell me they see the pain they see how much I help others they see how miserable I am they see the hurt...
    shyannsmilezx shyannsmilezx 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    Tears That Won't Fall

    Everything that I have grown up learning and accepting as truth is now being questioned.I am going through intense turmoil in my life.I was taught to trust God and everything will work out but everything is so hard right now.The tears are ready to flow at any moment and I've been...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 5 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Smiling on the outside,

    crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I am not crying anymore

    because I know it's bad for me..... Yet it just feels so sad that it is really not working out......
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I have given up so much of

    who I am and it feels like I fall on deaf ears sometimes when all I ask for is some communication.
    ellequence ellequence 26-30, F Feb 21

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    I have been so dow.,depressed,

    sad,.that now I am comfortably numb...from outside..but most of the tines I am crying from inside...but no one to give a **** about me.
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M Aug 13

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    His Gone

    I love him,i always have and always will...but now his gone forever..and now im lost as hell...iv never had anybody..until he came along...and today his gone forever..oh what the hell..i miss his touch..i miss his kisses...maybe its all my fault..maybe im the reason why..he left...
    bitterpleasures bitterpleasures 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 7, 2012

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    How Much Can One Bear?

    I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 4 Responses May 21, 2008

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    I Miss someone who doesn't miss me I hate being

    alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind. They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again. I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
    Cristi11 Cristi11 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    I broke down today. My parents,

    I feel they don't care. My mother anyway. She likes to play mind games. To show me that I will never be in control. That no matter what she does everyone will side with her. Today I cut for the first time in months. I couldn't stop once I started, only when my whole arm was...
    bethytie bethytie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm crying inside and out!

    !! :'( Feel rejected again!!!! :'(
    anykkah2478 anykkah2478 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M Feb 1

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    Day 1 after being fired from my job.

    Woke up this morning wishing I had not. My world is crumbling and I don't know what to do. Im drowning Im dying
    azuzu azuzu 51-55, M Apr 2

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    I Love This Quote...

    "I am crying on the inside and no one knows it but ME...." I love that quote, because that usually reflects how I am feeling, and how it is for me, that crying, but I won't let anyone see..... ♥  
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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    Im Different And This Is My Story

    i was different from the way i was born. i have left sided hemiplegia. thats what makes me different from everyone else. i know my family hates me, even though they dont show it, i know they do, i know they wish they had a normal daughter. im not gonna lie my mum is the best...
    hiyoo hiyoo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2012

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    Something

    Just yesterday I found his profile on Instagram. I saw baby pictures. thanks to my friend helping out. I can't add him as my friend. he doesn't want me to see those pictures. It hurt me so much. I decide to have a drink to relax my mind after massage. I just can't BELEIVE in...
    Natalya86 Natalya86 26-30, F Nov 7, 2013

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    I don't want to live anymore

    but lack the courage to suicide. I exist in a state of purgatory, waiting for it all to just end. Day after day after day. Year after year after year.
    lwl1009 lwl1009 41-45, F Jul 6

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    Dukedean Dukedean 36-40, M Jan 29

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    I hate my stepdad he's a jerk

    and is mean to me and my sister and mom. Last night after holding it in for 10 years I told her I hate him, she told me to be patient. I wish they would break up
    Bellabellam41 Bellabellam41 13-15, F Jun 20

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    Why A Girls Cry??

    A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of The person; Who she love the most, she becomes weak..! a girl won't cry easily, only when she love u the most, she put down her ego..! If a girl cries because of u, hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with u for the rest...
    Rietha Rietha 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    I just turned 16 and the hardest thing

    for me is missing my mom. A year ago, she was in the hospital with sever liver problems. There was no hope for her. Me and my two brothers barely had time to talk to her in the hospital before she went unconscious. In fact, she went unconscious on my birthday last year. I miss...
    andrew426 andrew426 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I'm so tired of feeling this way it's like I

    find the light in my darkness and just as I'm bout to reach it and it's snapped up and I'm back to the same darkness the utter pain of everything the feeling of no way out a place where my emotions and fears begin to swallow me up
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Jul 18

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    Silent Hidden Tears

    I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears. By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face. But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    Yes I am. I heard 1D is coming this March 22,

    2015. It's official and I was like OMG..and the problem is I don't have much 💰 to buy a ticket, it cost like 17K 😭 I'm still at school, Pre-med student and mom won't let me though...can't help myself, I'm so jelly to everyone who is going to come and see the boys! If you...
    ThyleeHoran ThyleeHoran 16-17, F 1 Response May 26

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    I just feel really bummed out.

    I feel like i hate myself. I hate all the small things. I hate how I look. I hate how I yell back at my mom. I hate how I don't spend enough time with them anymore or how I barely give them a hug anymore before I sleep or ever at all. Oh God, the tears are real at the moment...
    MissCheekyFaced MissCheekyFaced 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I dont know why but the tears wont come out.

    On the inside is a flood of tears, maybe I should kill myself. No I cant end it. I just wish I knew how to tell my friend.
    tribetown tribetown 16-17, M Aug 9

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    I am going crazy about him

    and he is lost. I don't expect him to be there all the time but it doesn't take much time to be nice and say a one minute hello. Right?
    eshe20 eshe20 22-25, F Apr 25

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    Working with tearful eye .

    I don't know what's hurting me from inside .
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 6

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    I am bound by the chains of society's social

    norms and the unreasonable expectations of my family and "friends".
    foevaliyah foevaliyah 16-17 May 29

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    I Want To Come Home Now.

    Please bring me home.
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 3 Responses May 10, 2010

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    I have no idea why I am

    so sad. I feel like I could just start crying any second. I feel empty inside and no idea what the problem is
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    For my entire adult life!

    !!!!!!!!! Just maintaining an even strain.
    minnadt minnadt 46-50, M Jun 20

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    They say men, statistically,

    only cry about six times in a year. I call bullshit. I cried six times just yesterday... I have lost myself, along with everyone and everything I care... I find no passion in what I do. everyday just feels empty. My friends seem more shallow with every day that passes...
    jsabina11 jsabina11 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    My eyes hurt from crying,

    my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
    Moody95 Moody95 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I Thought I Saw An Angel

    A beautiful soul who touched my SOUL in different ways. I am saved from the deep well of PAIN. Gave me the true meaning of LIFE. Inspired me to move on with my life and keep moving. The reason why I smiled even at my darkest moment. Now, you have said Goodbye for some reason...
    angelindisguise85 angelindisguise85 26-30, F Sep 12, 2013

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    Nobody Knows It But Me

    I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside. No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Patsy

    I am crying inside and feel so sad, I pray and try so hard.  I ve been taken for granted so many times, I cannot even count.  My heart has been ripped apart but now it is starting to mend.  People don't seem to understand my pain but think that there needs are more...
    lindeyann2 lindeyann2 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    Im Tired

    Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    I think today is one of those days

    when I wish I was a little girl again, so I could climb onto my mother's lap, and cry until the hurt goes away.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I'm crying right now. I can't even...