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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    Im Different And This Is My Story

    i was different from the way i was born. i have left sided hemiplegia. thats what makes me different from everyone else. i know my family hates me, even though they dont show it, i know they do, i know they wish they had a normal daughter. im not gonna lie my mum is the best...
    hiyoo hiyoo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2012

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    Nobody Knows It But Me

    I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside. No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    I can't stop crying anymore.

    I need help. I haven't cried physically in a while now because I'm holding in my tears. It still doesn't mean I'm not crying. I don't know what to do. I want to cry out and scream. I want to show my frustration. Even though everything is okay out in the world..I can't help but...
    RainbowDalia RainbowDalia 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I Felt You So Close

    You gently sit on the side of my bed, I'm fast asleep what i wouldnt give to see a glimpse of my Father. You sat and caught my tears and when my hart was broken in pieces you mend it together again with yout gentle voice you consoled me, when dawn broke that morning I gave thank...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 25, 2012

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    No More Tears!

    The Bible is sooo accurate when it says at Proverbs 14:13: "Even in laughter the heart may be in pain; and grief is what rejoicing ends up in." Whenever we are goin' through a crisis or facing challenges, tests, anxieties, and trials; we use laughing and a sense of humor as a...
    seotelkniwt seotelkniwt 61-65, F Jun 15, 2013

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    Tears That Won't Fall

    Everything that I have grown up learning and accepting as truth is now being questioned.I am going through intense turmoil in my life.I was taught to trust God and everything will work out but everything is so hard right now.The tears are ready to flow at any moment and I've been...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 5 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 26-30, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I feel like all my life people have not liked

    me. That there's something about me and really turns people away. I hate to botch about it I really do but it just ****** me off. I really want to loved and liked and I'm sick of being rejected by the whole world constantly! I just give up on life, I can't make it here...
    Dracogirl Dracogirl 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    My eyes hurt from crying,

    my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
    Moody95 Moody95 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    How Much Can One Bear?

    I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 4 Responses May 21, 2008

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    Patsy

    I am crying inside and feel so sad, I pray and try so hard.  I ve been taken for granted so many times, I cannot even count.  My heart has been ripped apart but now it is starting to mend.  People don't seem to understand my pain but think that there needs are more...
    lindeyann2 lindeyann2 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    Mind Over Emotion

    Not too long ago...I severed the connections between the lives of mine and my ex. I love her I do. But I am of no use, I know I will never be important to her again. And with that I finally freed her and myself. And I did so with the utmost logical of decision making. All emotion...
    InfiniteArgus InfiniteArgus 22-25, M Sep 11, 2010

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    Dukedean Dukedean 36-40, M Jan 29

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    I Prefer To Suffer In Silence

    When I close my eyes I rember asclearly as if it was yesterday every moment we where together but I rember every painful memory we were apart. With only my tears as my witness to those nights I longed for you. I could feel your heart beat so clear but as time passed your heart...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24, 2012

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I'm crying inside and out!

    !! :'( Feel rejected again!!!! :'(
    anykkah2478 anykkah2478 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I Love This Quote...

    "I am crying on the inside and no one knows it but ME...." I love that quote, because that usually reflects how I am feeling, and how it is for me, that crying, but I won't let anyone see..... ♥  
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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    Silent Tears

    These silent tears are what no one can see, or for that matter, even begin to comprehend. As I go through my every day life, I can't believe that everyone is so oblivious to this overwhelming amount of hurt that I carry inside of me. When I see my co workers, friends, etc, they...
    JamesOMC JamesOMC 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 3, 2010

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    His Gone

    I love him,i always have and always will...but now his gone forever..and now im lost as hell...iv never had anybody..until he came along...and today his gone forever..oh what the hell..i miss his touch..i miss his kisses...maybe its all my fault..maybe im the reason why..he left...
    bitterpleasures bitterpleasures 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 7, 2012

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    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M Feb 1

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    Jealousy is such a powerful emotion.

    I rarely experience it, but when I do it consumes me. The worst part is the hurt that accompanies it...that feeling of not being good enough or that I'm constantly being compared to another. So why would anyone purposely make me feel that way?
    smhinterrupted smhinterrupted 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    So Lost And Lost Everything

    My eyes are throbbing and my heart feels like it beats despite me.   My thoughts are hooked right into the well-formed path from head to burn center of my heart.  How did this happen?  How could this happen to someone who has very specifically set out to do good, to make...
    prayin4us prayin4us 41-45 Jan 8, 2012

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    Why A Girls Cry??

    A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of The person; Who she love the most, she becomes weak..! a girl won't cry easily, only when she love u the most, she put down her ego..! If a girl cries because of u, hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with u for the rest...
    Rietha Rietha 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    On the Inside

    Crying on the inside, with a smile on my face, All my emotions i do erase. All alone I break apart, My heart is like abstract art . No beginning, no ending, My thoughts of not offending. Just another face, the heart unseen, To you a clean blank screen.  
    ConfusionOfTheMind ConfusionOfTheMind 41-45 2 Responses Sep 25, 2008

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    This Is Why I Cry

    No one can see when you r crying inside. Nobody knows. Nobody cares. No matter how close they stand, they are blind to see.Even if they could... Would they care? would they ask. why? Cause I dont belong here, cause Im lonely, no matter how many people are...
    cherrey cherrey 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 27, 2010

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    Silent Hidden Tears

    I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears. By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face. But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    I Always Do

    Today I'm crying inside because I feel a little bit resented with my family, especially my parents......I feel like I don't belong with them bcause we are so different and as far as I remember they have made me feel so alone and miserable  for a long time....I just...
    Christineb Christineb 26-30, F 5 Responses May 10, 2010

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    ...

    I didn't want to see my sister, step bro, step dad till later tonight but here they are at the hospital. I just wanted to be alone or just here with my mom and the baby. Seeing them makes me happy and not want to scream and cry. I walked 2 miles to get here and when they showed...
    flyingunicorn1 flyingunicorn1 16-17, F Jul 26, 2013

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    I broke down today. My parents,

    I feel they don't care. My mother anyway. She likes to play mind games. To show me that I will never be in control. That no matter what she does everyone will side with her. Today I cut for the first time in months. I couldn't stop once I started, only when my whole arm was...
    bethytie bethytie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I Thought I Saw An Angel

    A beautiful soul who touched my SOUL in different ways. I am saved from the deep well of PAIN. Gave me the true meaning of LIFE. Inspired me to move on with my life and keep moving. The reason why I smiled even at my darkest moment. Now, you have said Goodbye for some reason...
    angelindisguise85 angelindisguise85 26-30, F Sep 12, 2013

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    :(

    Depression makes me forget the world. Depression makes me sick, what does depression give me? I'm so far gone you wouldn't even know so far gone I won't even show. I'm too far gone you can't help me. So far gone, I wish you could understand how much pain one could withstand. I'm...
    Beara Beara 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2012

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    I Miss someone who doesn't miss me I hate being

    alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind. They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again. I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
    Cristi11 Cristi11 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    I have given up so much of

    who I am and it feels like I fall on deaf ears sometimes when all I ask for is some communication.
    ellequence ellequence 22-25, F Feb 21

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    Crying

    It has been too long since I started crying. The worst part is that I cannot stop. I have no more tears to spill. The battle is now inside me. I wish things get better someday. I dream they do everyday.
    amoabetty amoabetty 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2008

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    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    She Goes To Her Safe Place

    she goes to the only safe place, little does she know it's hurting her more she stands in the bathroom mirror hating everything she sees guess what? that girls me...
    findingthatsomething findingthatsomething 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    I Want To Come Home Now.

    Please bring me home.
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 3 Responses May 10, 2010

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    For Almost A Week

    And right now, I feel like I will start to cry any minute. I don't want to, but I feel like i'm about too.
    NDR1987 NDR1987 26-30, M Feb 22, 2013

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    Pain Hidden Within; Making Its Presence Known Out.

    For the past few days now, it seems like all I can ever really do is cry, internally and on the out. Deep within, all I ever do is cry, so on the out, I look very stressed, tired, etc. I try my best not to cry on the out, at least not in front of others. Instead, I wait until the...
    Destati Destati 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2012

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    Im Tired

    Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Let It Out

    I am sitting here with tears that have been pinned up for the longest.It feels like I may explode if I don't let them out soon.I am going through so much and I am so tired of it all.I think a good cry may do me some good.I have to let it out and maybe I will feel relieved for a...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    Situational Depression

    That's what my therapist called my "condition"... Situational depression. First time I'd heard that term. Apparently it means I'm a moderately happy person who gets overly sad when something happens in my life, such as my "ex" moving, anything sad at all, sends me spiraling...
    WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn WhatAMadWorldWeAreIn 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2011

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    Day 1 after being fired from my job.

    Woke up this morning wishing I had not. My world is crumbling and I don't know what to do. Im drowning Im dying
    azuzu azuzu 51-55, M Apr 2

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    Related Experiences

    I always keep my emotions bottled up and it drives me crazy. Sometimes I just feel like I wanna scream and cry but I keep it inside so people will think im ok even though im not.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    There was a time when I never cried.. Oh how things have changed. Literally 20 minutes ago I was fine and now I'm crying. When did I lose control? Why am I always crying? I hate it...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I put on a happy facade but inside I feel burning pain because I am a grown man at the mercy of a person who is trying to help me recover from personal issues in my life. Last...
    opiumbliss opiumbliss 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Every single time someone says, "Hi, how are you?" I always try to smile and lie and say, "great!" or "I'm fine." "I'm great" usually translates to "I'm barely okay" and "I'm fine...
    darkanddesolate darkanddesolate 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have this guy best friend. Name's Kyle. I sit next to him in class. I've been sitting with him for 2 sems. I got to know the real him. He's tall, funny, muscular but he's short...
    Tinkernathy Tinkernathy 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I guess I'm sad a lot. I just feel like crying sometimes for no reason even. What I don't quite understand is why when I'm sad and crying, guys seem to think sex is what will make...
    overthinkinglife overthinkinglife 26-30, F Mar 22

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    Since yesterday, my husband, who left two months ago and came over the house everyday to see our baby, stopped doing that. Instead, he takes her to his place. And I could take...
    bettyajz bettyajz 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I just spent the last 5-10 minutes crying. Now just sobbing... But.. Laying in bed facing the ceiling... Silent screaming because it feels like your heart is being ripped out and...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Crying. I despise crying. It's amazing how a person's simple words or actions can alter your mood. I cry for you (if you seem incapable). I cry with you (when you need a...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F Apr 6

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    Once my mum scolded me and sort of slapped me, I cried. I was asked to stop. "No one's dying, why r u crying?" that's what she said. If i'm hurt, why can't i cry? Do i not have the...
    xxrara xxrara 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Ah, there's nothing quite like waking up to the muffled sounds of your own sobbing... I sometimes wake up crying, though it happens less frequently of late. It is not every night...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F Apr 7