It's always hard after you find out the truth! :(
It's even more hard when you cry yourself to sleep because it hurts terribly.
I wish this never happened!
The lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those whose spirits have been crushed.
I'm in so much emotional pain. I physically cannot cry though so I turned to the blade again. Good thing it's amazingly easy to act happy over text.
Trying so hard to not let the tears show on the outside. So much had happened in a day and I can't cope. I need to see my uncle in the ICU but nobody will take me and my mom won't...
First day down and a ton left. Cried a few periods, was on the edge of tears for a few more and was numb for a period an a half. At least the only person saw me break down was...
And outside the pain is unbearable. Suicide take me away
I'm buzzed again. Bought a lighter today and gonna get an eighth tmrw. I broke down to a teacher at school today so now he knows I'm not happy. He doesn't know the extent of my...