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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    I know that he will ditch me soon

    but I will never be able to forget him I will never move on I don't know how to live without him I am so truly madly deeply in love with him I am tired of this life I miss my happiness my smile how to tolerate this pain will I survive this ??
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 7, 2015

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    And now I'm on the brim of crying on the

    outside.. Not a day has gone by where I hasn't felt this
    AngelAmongClouds AngelAmongClouds 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2015

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    BradleytheBeast BradleytheBeast 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2015

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    I hate it. I wish I can cry.

    With such sadness in my heart I wish I can cry....but I can't. It seems that I can't cry at all these few weeks. I'm crying on the inside but not on the outside.. I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't need anything to lift up my hopes again.
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2015

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    You would never guess

    when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    the worst day ever...

    my last experience said that I didn't have to leave my house to have bad things happen.. well yet again, it did. late yesterday evening, my son got a call from his father. his father has been aiding him in the corrispondence between his GF mom and himself. the call told my 15 y...
    wnt2bneeded wnt2bneeded 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2015

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    Yes I am. Can't I have a really nice guy,

    there for me and will understand me and nit to sound spoiled or like a brat but will fudging help me with stupid university fees damn Like universities please stop being so expensive especially for outsiders like really don't you think I have to worry about my grade now money...
    lilacadventures lilacadventures 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2015

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I always say that I'm fine

    or okay but I just want to fall on my knees and cry.
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2015

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    "You never believed, what happened to me.

    You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive. You never believed, what happened to me. You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised, Like a deer in the headlights" Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Mar 12, 2015

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    I think today is one of those days

    when I wish I was a little girl again, so I could climb onto my mother's lap, and cry until the hurt goes away.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    i love myself enough to know

    that i wont make it without him
    amari101 amari101 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2015

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    How Much Can One Bear?

    I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 5 Responses May 21, 2008

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    So, I sometimes write certain things to get

    people's attention. Yet, when I write, I speak the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I did write a story saying that I'd lost my job because someone may have hacked my computer, but I know why I wrote it. If by some chance, another person has a shortage in...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 5, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2015

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    I just love being the wallet of a group.

    My 'friends' only talk to me when I offer to buy things, and my sister and brother only talk to me when I am either pretending to be happy or buying stuff. I'm so sick of it. I don't think they realize they make me feel worthless. I just want them to go away. I'm better of...
    BlackSunCrimsonFyre BlackSunCrimsonFyre 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8, 2015

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    I'm confused and depressed.

    I need to talk to someone. I don't want to be "not trusted" and God knows I have not a drop of Respect for myself. I didn't come here to hurt anyone and I'm praying to You, my Jesus, to take me in peace and not in pieces. I don't want to be a woman of the streets, but I am...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2015

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    Im Tired

    Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    Sometimes memories sneak out of my eyes

    and roll down my cheeks.
    Miklee02 Miklee02 41-45, F 8 Responses Jul 5, 2015

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    I cry every time he says good night to me

    and ends the call and I'm left alone in bed...without his voice or breathing on then other end, without his company.. I cry...every time inside and out
    EvelynElf EvelynElf 18-21, F Dec 10, 2015

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    so sick of depression

    and anxiety crippling my emotions why can't I just have that one special person? instead I get to lay back and let them rip appart my emotions while I be lonely
    dsalter dsalter 22-25, M Sep 1, 2015

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    I am not crying anymore

    because I know it's bad for me..... Yet it just feels so sad that it is really not working out......
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    Smiling on the outside,

    crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    Is it normal to want to cry all the time?

    You get teary and anything can set you off?
    CuteLittleScrewUp CuteLittleScrewUp 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2015

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    When you cry SO much

    that everything starts to get blurry and it's hard to type on your pheon3. ii4fmciflp
    Sen22 Sen22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2015

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    Do you ever have them moment

    when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jul 20, 2015

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    *crack crack* You hear that?

    That's the sound of me breaking..
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 15, 2015

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    You're the single person

    that I ******* need right now and you're not ******* there for me. thanks a ******* lot.
    Ohshewayoutt Ohshewayoutt 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 20, 2015

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    Depressed for no reason again.

    intensive therapy, medication, mindfulness practice, living healthy... and yet it remains.. popping up every now and then to make my day miserable.
    BoBeara BoBeara 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2015

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    I am rereading our old messages

    and understand what a douchebag I was. Sarcastic, with my stupid jokes, indifferent. I am sorry she spent a year of her life on such an idiot. I want her to find a real prince and gentleman who will love her till the end. She was so fragile and I broke her heart. And my...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    One smile can hide a million tears One laugh

    can hide many painful screams
    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 16-17, F Dec 10, 2014

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    I cry on the inside until I can hold it no more.

    I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar depression and Im at this point where Im just done I need to take care of my daughter. on top of that My wife and three others that were close to me died in...
    TANQ247 TANQ247 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5, 2015

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    I opened up to my mom the other day

    when she found out that I hurt myself again, I told her I am bi and she explained how she hopes that I'm not, and I'm too young to know that I am, and I'm just following other people and not actually being myself. But she always asks me if she's ever given me any indication that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2015

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    Ruinsky Ruinsky 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2015

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    I'm just so overwhelmed with school right

    now that I don't even get to try to make friends; as a result, I have none. I feel like everything I'm going through internally and the external factors around me are making me crazy and I just wish it would go away.
    yasyaysgabgab yasyaysgabgab 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2015

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    I've been crying on the inside

    for many years as can't let it out might cry for a second or two then nothing else comes out. I cry inside as been hurt used and abused and had lose love ones so I just bottle it up now and again it comes out of the bottle and tears flow inside but I have been self tort to suck...
    Leylandlad Leylandlad 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2015

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    Everyday I smile and laugh a lot.

    i have been crying in the inside and cry when know ones looking.i want someone to talk too but I don't trust because I'm afraid they won't understand my mom doesn't even understand I told her she called me an idiot and a fool I don't want to live anymore
    GamerJock GamerJock 13-15, F 2 Responses May 20, 2015

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    Broken.. I don't remember how I got this

    way How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be How am I now? Can someone do an observation? Do I look like I enjoy life? I don't.. Am I still fake smiling? It's fake. Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel? I hate pretending Someone please...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Aeril Aeril 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2015

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    I figured it out - why I've been feeling

    so low...my niece was rushed into emerg, she's been sick all weekend and didn't tell anyone. She stopped breathing-I'm on my way to the hospital. I'm asking for prayers for her from the EP family. Her name is Denise. Thank you all in advance.
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 Responses May 25, 2015

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    My eyes hurt from crying,

    my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
    Moody95 Moody95 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    My heart is breaking.

    No baby again, I see people getting pregnant and having babies everywhere. Literally everywhere I look there it is. Like god why u hate me! Why won't u give me ariel. I've tried so hard done what I needed still I can't get pregnant. What else should I try
    BooBear99 BooBear99 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2015

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