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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    Silent Hidden Tears

    I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears. By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face. But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    Why A Girls Cry??

    A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of The person; Who she love the most, she becomes weak..! a girl won't cry easily, only when she love u the most, she put down her ego..! If a girl cries because of u, hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with u for the rest...
    Rietha Rietha 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F Jan 19

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    I haven't even cried

    for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together waking up with him cooking for him making love to him crying with him laughing with him breathing the same air with him...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I dont know why but the tears wont come out.

    On the inside is a flood of tears, maybe I should kill myself. No I cant end it. I just wish I knew how to tell my friend.
    Stressed14 Stressed14 16-17, M Aug 9, 2014

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    Tears That Won't Fall

    Everything that I have grown up learning and accepting as truth is now being questioned.I am going through intense turmoil in my life.I was taught to trust God and everything will work out but everything is so hard right now.The tears are ready to flow at any moment and I've been...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 5 Responses May 22, 2008

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    Im Tired

    Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I Love This Quote...

    "I am crying on the inside and no one knows it but ME...." I love that quote, because that usually reflects how I am feeling, and how it is for me, that crying, but I won't let anyone see..... ♥  
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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    I am not crying anymore

    because I know it's bad for me..... Yet it just feels so sad that it is really not working out......
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    Smiling on the outside,

    crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    12 days without incident - clock just reset

    earlier this evening 0 days and counting....
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M Jan 10

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    Patsy

    I am crying inside and feel so sad, I pray and try so hard.  I ve been taken for granted so many times, I cannot even count.  My heart has been ripped apart but now it is starting to mend.  People don't seem to understand my pain but think that there needs are more...
    lindeyann2 lindeyann2 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    Tears are just getting harder by the second to

    stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    I just feel really bummed out.

    I feel like i hate myself. I hate all the small things. I hate how I look. I hate how I yell back at my mom. I hate how I don't spend enough time with them anymore or how I barely give them a hug anymore before I sleep or ever at all. Oh God, the tears are real at the moment...
    MissCheekyFaced MissCheekyFaced 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    My ex and I lasted for 5 days,

    but he was the one who I found that I honestly truly liked. He and my best guy friend slept together two days after me and him broke up and I haven't ever felt so rejected in my life. I forgave the both of them after raising hell for a little bit. And I apologized and just let...
    andrew24601 andrew24601 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I Miss someone who doesn't miss me I hate being

    alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind. They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again. I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
    Cristi11 Cristi11 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    My eyes hurt from crying,

    my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
    Moody95 Moody95 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    The tears are getting harder to stop by the

    second... Don't know if I can hold them too much longer. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    Working with tearful eye .

    I don't know what's hurting me from inside .
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 6, 2014

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    Nobody Knows It But Me

    I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside. No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Broken.. I don't remember how I got this

    way How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be How am I now? Can someone do an observation? Do I look like I enjoy life? I don't.. Am I still fake smiling? It's fake. Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel? I hate pretending Someone please...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Let It Out

    I am sitting here with tears that have been pinned up for the longest.It feels like I may explode if I don't let them out soon.I am going through so much and I am so tired of it all.I think a good cry may do me some good.I have to let it out and maybe I will feel relieved for a...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    From the stupid boy I've gotten to know To the

    broken boy I've got to feel Dear, I've fallen in love with you I cry for the stupidest things when it comes to thoughts of you. Why are you killing me like this? Do you think it's funny that a girl loves you more than she can handle? Laugh. I find it funny, I want to laugh with...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F Nov 5, 2014

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    I'm so tired of feeling this way it's like I

    find the light in my darkness and just as I'm bout to reach it and it's snapped up and I'm back to the same darkness the utter pain of everything the feeling of no way out a place where my emotions and fears begin to swallow me up
    Duchanne Duchanne 16-17, F Jul 18, 2014

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    Every single day. I have no one to talk to.

    Nobody cares about what I have to say. Nobody understands me. Everything in my life is so complicated for the stupidest reasons. Lately I've been crying a lot at night. I overthink and everything just comes out. Everything I've been bottling up. It sucks because the person I...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I have been so dow.,depressed,

    sad,.that now I am comfortably numb...from outside..but most of the tines I am crying from inside...but no one to give a **** about me.
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M Aug 13, 2014

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    I fake a smile and cry on the inside.

    .. I'm not sure home much longer I can deal with this
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    How Much Can One Bear?

    I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 4 Responses May 21, 2008

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    Why? Telling you love me

    and then starting dating someone else. I am sorry, but I need my time. I just need this.
    ineedthis2 ineedthis2 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    One smile can hide a million tears One laugh

    can hide many painful screams
    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    You would never guess

    when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    I have no idea why I am

    so sad. I feel like I could just start crying any second. I feel empty inside and no idea what the problem is
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    I really want to cry right now

    but the tears aren't coming I feel so broken inside that I am crying there
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Do you ever have them moment

    when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    I don't want to live anymore

    but lack the courage to suicide. I exist in a state of purgatory, waiting for it all to just end. Day after day after day. Year after year after year.
    lwl1009 lwl1009 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2014

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    His Gone

    I love him,i always have and always will...but now his gone forever..and now im lost as hell...iv never had anybody..until he came along...and today his gone forever..oh what the hell..i miss his touch..i miss his kisses...maybe its all my fault..maybe im the reason why..he left...
    bitterpleasures bitterpleasures 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 7, 2012

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    This song tho. http://youtu.

    be/xjX2KYuAJcA Today was horrible. I went from smiling to wanting to cry my eyes out. Everyone was saying how I smell like smoke cuz my parents smoke. Then they say stuff bout acne. And then I notice my thighs touching. And I think bout my break up. And I just wanna die every...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    I have been through so much in my life.

    Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2 types of cancer. Finding out I have a cousin who's 29. Getting diagnosed with pots syndrome. Quitting all my sports I play because my legs...
    Kru24 Kru24 16-17 Jan 19

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    Balling my eyes out in the shower

    and hyperventilating
    Just23478 Just23478 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    For my entire adult life!

    !!!!!!!!! Just maintaining an even strain.
    minnadt minnadt 46-50, M Jun 20, 2014

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    I'm feeling all teary

    and vulnerable lately. I hope can cope with missing him.
    Sybilla89 Sybilla89 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    6 days without incident - clock reset,

    after this morning 0 days and counting
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    Whenever I'm awake at night (so most of the

    time) I feel like I'm about to break out into tears because at night my mind is full of so many thoughts and then I literally feel alot of pressure inside my head. I feel like I'm gonna cry but I never do I don't really understand it much myself so I can't really explain it..
    RelaxingMelody RelaxingMelody 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    I think today is one of those days

    when I wish I was a little girl again, so I could climb onto my mother's lap, and cry until the hurt goes away.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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