and understand what a douchebag I was. Sarcastic, with my stupid jokes, indifferent. I am sorry she spent a year of her life on such an idiot. I want her to find a real prince and gentleman who will love her till the end. She was so fragile and I broke her heart. And my...
but I will never be able to forget him I will never move on I don't know how to live without him I am so truly madly deeply in love with him I am tired of this life I miss my happiness my smile how to tolerate this pain will I survive this ??
when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar depression and Im at this point where Im just done I need to take care of my daughter. on top of that My wife and three others that were close to me died in...
Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
all you need is love.
if it's not enough, add the doze.
don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough.
a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you.
if she loves you, she will think you are the...
when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
I need to talk to someone.
I don't want to be "not trusted" and God knows I have not a drop of Respect for myself.
I didn't come here to hurt anyone and I'm praying to You, my Jesus, to take me in peace and not in pieces.
I don't want to be a woman of the streets, but I am...
With such sadness in my heart I wish I can cry....but I can't. It seems that I can't cry at all these few weeks. I'm crying on the inside but not on the outside..
I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't need anything to lift up my hopes again.
i have been crying in the inside and cry when know ones looking.i want someone to talk too but I don't trust because I'm afraid they won't understand my mom doesn't even understand I told her she called me an idiot and a fool I don't want to live anymore
for many years as can't let it out might cry for a second or two then nothing else comes out. I cry inside as been hurt used and abused and had lose love ones so I just bottle it up now and again it comes out of the bottle and tears flow inside but I have been self tort to suck...
my last experience said that I didn't have to leave my house to have bad things happen.. well yet again, it did. late yesterday evening, my son got a call from his father. his father has been aiding him in the corrispondence between his GF mom and himself. the call told my 15 y...
You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive.
You never believed, what happened to me.
You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised,
Like a deer in the headlights"
Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
there for me and will understand me and nit to sound spoiled or like a brat but will fudging help me with stupid university fees damn
Like universities please stop being so expensive especially for outsiders like really don't you think I have to worry about my grade now money...
Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
No baby again, I see people getting pregnant and having babies everywhere. Literally everywhere I look there it is. Like god why u hate me! Why won't u give me ariel. I've tried so hard done what I needed still I can't get pregnant. What else should I try
I cry even more on the outside. I'm just not happy at all. In all honesty if I came across a button that would put me into a permanent coma once I pushed it I wouldn't hesitate. At least then I'd be free from intense emotional pain and loneliness...
How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be
How am I now?
Can someone do an observation?
Do I look like I enjoy life?
Am I still fake smiling?
Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel?
I hate pretending
I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
people's attention. Yet, when I write, I speak the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I did write a story saying that I'd lost my job because someone may have hacked my computer, but I know why I wrote it.
If by some chance, another person has a shortage in...
so low...my niece was rushed into emerg, she's been sick all weekend and didn't tell anyone. She stopped breathing-I'm on my way to the hospital. I'm asking for prayers for her from the EP family. Her name is Denise. Thank you all in advance.