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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    Smiling on the outside,

    crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    I Love This Quote...

    "I am crying on the inside and no one knows it but ME...." I love that quote, because that usually reflects how I am feeling, and how it is for me, that crying, but I won't let anyone see..... ♥  
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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    Silent Hidden Tears

    I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears. By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face. But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    I have been through so much in my life.

    Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2 types of cancer. Finding out I have a cousin who's 29. Getting diagnosed with pots syndrome. Quitting all my sports I play because my legs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19

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    Broken.. I don't remember how I got this

    way How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be How am I now? Can someone do an observation? Do I look like I enjoy life? I don't.. Am I still fake smiling? It's fake. Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel? I hate pretending Someone please...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Tears are just getting harder by the second to

    stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    anytime I have hope, it feels like things go

    wrong all the time. fate/destiny/future/god is a real douchebag
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Feb 9

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    6 days without incident - clock reset,

    after this morning 0 days and counting
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 15

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    I really want to cry right now

    but the tears aren't coming I feel so broken inside that I am crying there
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F Jan 23

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    Sometimes memories sneak out of my eyes

    and roll down my cheeks.
    Miklee02 Miklee02 41-45, F 8 Responses Jul 5

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    With all the smiles you brought me,

    i never thought that you could cause me so many tears.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F Apr 23

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    I figured it out - why I've been feeling

    so low...my niece was rushed into emerg, she's been sick all weekend and didn't tell anyone. She stopped breathing-I'm on my way to the hospital. I'm asking for prayers for her from the EP family. Her name is Denise. Thank you all in advance.
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 3 Responses May 25

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    Every single day. I have no one to talk to.

    Nobody cares about what I have to say. Nobody understands me. Everything in my life is so complicated for the stupidest reasons. Lately I've been crying a lot at night. I overthink and everything just comes out. Everything I've been bottling up. It sucks because the person I...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I'm not really happy anymore,

    time to face reality and deal with the stress and anger again. I tell myself to suck it up and be appreciative, someone out there has it worst
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 28

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    Am crying so mush inside

    and they're about to come out why do I feel like this ohh I hate this every ******* summer
    Kellyfoster2000 Kellyfoster2000 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I'm so depressed today .

    .. Literally feel crippled 😭😰😵
    haymorgan15 haymorgan15 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    He is sitting across from me.

    ........... Yet there is a wall that makes the Great Wall of China look like a dwarf
    andrew24601 andrew24601 18-21, M Mar 3

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    I cry on the inside until I can hold it no more.

    I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar depression and Im at this point where Im just done I need to take care of my daughter. on top of that My wife and three others that were close to me died in...
    TANQ247 TANQ247 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Yes I am. Can't I have a really nice guy,

    there for me and will understand me and nit to sound spoiled or like a brat but will fudging help me with stupid university fees damn Like universities please stop being so expensive especially for outsiders like really don't you think I have to worry about my grade now money...
    lilacadventures lilacadventures 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Do you ever have them moment

    when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    "You never believed, what happened to me.

    You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive. You never believed, what happened to me. You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised, Like a deer in the headlights" Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Mar 12

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    How Much Can One Bear?

    I am crying on the inside.No one would ever know it because I keep a smile on my face even when I feel like dying on the inside.The pain is so intense but I don't let anyone else know how I am really feeling.I try to be strong for everyone else.I am the sounding board,I am that...
    dreamer33 dreamer33 31-35 5 Responses May 21, 2008

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    Balling my eyes out in the shower

    and hyperventilating
    Just23478 Just23478 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    You would never guess

    when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    I put a smile on and laugh

    and have fun but in the inside I am crying because I have a lot of different thing wrong with me and I am just to scared to show people what I truly feel like
    PinkyChristina PinkyChristina 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    *crack crack* You hear that?

    That's the sound of me breaking..
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 15

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    i wish i could just fall asleep

    whenever i wanted to... i don't want to be awake in this reality at the moment...why do i care so much about people,even the ones that treat me like ****? ... it's a curse...
    mistywillow mistywillow 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    Everyday I smile and laugh a lot.

    i have been crying in the inside and cry when know ones looking.i want someone to talk too but I don't trust because I'm afraid they won't understand my mom doesn't even understand I told her she called me an idiot and a fool I don't want to live anymore
    GamerJock GamerJock 13-15, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Working with tearful eye .

    I don't know what's hurting me from inside .
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 6, 2014

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    chocolateisbae chocolateisbae 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My eyes hurt from crying,

    my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy...
    Moody95 Moody95 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 5, 2014

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    Nobody Knows It But Me

    I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside. No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    My heart is breaking.

    No baby again, I see people getting pregnant and having babies everywhere. Literally everywhere I look there it is. Like god why u hate me! Why won't u give me ariel. I've tried so hard done what I needed still I can't get pregnant. What else should I try
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I am not crying anymore

    because I know it's bad for me..... Yet it just feels so sad that it is really not working out......
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    I haven't even cried

    for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together waking up with him cooking for him making love to him crying with him laughing with him breathing the same air with him...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    12 days without incident - clock just reset

    earlier this evening 0 days and counting....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 10

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    And now I'm on the brim of crying on the

    outside.. Not a day has gone by where I hasn't felt this
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I hate it. I wish I can cry.

    With such sadness in my heart I wish I can cry....but I can't. It seems that I can't cry at all these few weeks. I'm crying on the inside but not on the outside.. I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't need anything to lift up my hopes again.
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I know that he will ditch me soon

    but I will never be able to forget him I will never move on I don't know how to live without him I am so truly madly deeply in love with him I am tired of this life I miss my happiness my smile how to tolerate this pain will I survive this ??
    Diyadev Diyadev 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I Miss someone who doesn't miss me I hate being

    alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind. They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again. I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
    Cristi11 Cristi11 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    I think today is one of those days

    when I wish I was a little girl again, so I could climb onto my mother's lap, and cry until the hurt goes away.