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I Am Crying On the Inside

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    Balling my eyes out in the shower

    and hyperventilating
    Just23478 Just23478 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    You would never guess

    when you are around me I'm near a panic attack, looking for the nearest exit, and often sobbing on the inside. All the while I'm sobbing on the inside the inside. The confidence you see and many say is very intimidating is really titanium wall around me.
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    Look into her eyes yes you will see into her

    soul Pain, hurt and suffering You'll ask how could she have put up with this all these years. It's because she is strong, she's built that way. He took everyone from her remember that... Innocence gone. Just taken away. She struggles to keep herself together.... Ongoing battle...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 22

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    Im Tired

    Every day I wake up hating myself and crying. Im hurt, destroyed, im a worthless person. But every day I get up and front to be happy, put my brave face on and go on about my business. And im so tired of hiding my pain I drink to be happy and I am but when im not with my friends...
    bethinwonderland bethinwonderland 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    This song tho. http://youtu.

    be/xjX2KYuAJcA Today was horrible. I went from smiling to wanting to cry my eyes out. Everyone was saying how I smell like smoke cuz my parents smoke. Then they say stuff bout acne. And then I notice my thighs touching. And I think bout my break up. And I just wanna die every...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    anytime I have hope, it feels like things go

    wrong all the time. fate/destiny/future/god is a real douchebag
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Feb 9

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    My ex and I lasted for 5 days,

    but he was the one who I found that I honestly truly liked. He and my best guy friend slept together two days after me and him broke up and I haven't ever felt so rejected in my life. I forgave the both of them after raising hell for a little bit. And I apologized and just let...
    andrew24601 andrew24601 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I haven't even cried

    for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together waking up with him cooking for him making love to him crying with him laughing with him breathing the same air with him...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I failed one of my exams

    so I had to take summer classes He was free he graduated he had nothing to do so he would meet up with me after school We use to go to the park and walk around to my area The museum near by we went and it was our first time at the museum together so this was really special My...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    The tears are getting harder to stop by the

    second... Don't know if I can hold them too much longer. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2014

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    Literally, as of this moment.

    I have been gripping on to the frayed strings of my sanity just to keep myself from exploding into an emotional meltdown. When everything in your life seems to suddenly turn upside down in just a few short months and now you're left trying to get through the day without letting...
    TheCasualChick TheCasualChick 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    With all the smiles you brought me,

    i never thought that you could cause me so many tears.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Why? Telling you love me

    and then starting dating someone else. I am sorry, but I need my time. I just need this.
    ineedthis2 ineedthis2 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    He is sitting across from me.

    ........... Yet there is a wall that makes the Great Wall of China look like a dwarf
    andrew24601 andrew24601 18-21, M Mar 3

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    To Be Or Not To Be

    all you need is love. if it's not enough, add the doze. be yourself, don't worry if you aren't funny enough, cool enough, smart enough, or any good enough. a girl who meant to be with you will attracted to you because you are you. if she loves you, she will think you are the...
    Nelangsa Nelangsa 22-25, T Sep 10, 2013

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    Smiling on the outside,

    crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    Do you ever have them moment

    when you just break down crying for ages alone and know that nobody can really see the inside of you and how you feel so you just break down into a thousand piece and wish it could just all be over with 😌😌👏👏
    ForeverLife ForeverLife 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    At the end of the day I still find my self to

    be alone No friends at school Those who I talk to are comforting The one person I feel so much love for isn't there for me I isolate myself I keep things private I block those who try to enter And whenever I open up to people I feel pathetic At the end of the day I find myself...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Whenever I'm awake at night (so most of the

    time) I feel like I'm about to break out into tears because at night my mind is full of so many thoughts and then I literally feel alot of pressure inside my head. I feel like I'm gonna cry but I never do I don't really understand it much myself so I can't really explain it..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Every single day. I have no one to talk to.

    Nobody cares about what I have to say. Nobody understands me. Everything in my life is so complicated for the stupidest reasons. Lately I've been crying a lot at night. I overthink and everything just comes out. Everything I've been bottling up. It sucks because the person I...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Working with tearful eye .

    I don't know what's hurting me from inside .
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jul 6, 2014

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    Nobody Knows It But Me

    I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside. No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 3 Responses Oct 10, 2008

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    Silent Hidden Tears

    I know it`s not ok, but it`s all I can do. My silent hidden tears. By your rules I have to be strong, I have to be an example, I have to be "normal", I have to be happy no matter what and take what life gives me with a smile on my face. But you know what? I`m not strong, I`m far...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    I really want to cry right now

    but the tears aren't coming I feel so broken inside that I am crying there
    Theoldmaid Theoldmaid 16-17, F Jan 23

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    For my entire adult life!

    !!!!!!!!! Just maintaining an even strain.
    minnadt minnadt 46-50, M Jun 20, 2014

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    I am not crying anymore

    because I know it's bad for me..... Yet it just feels so sad that it is really not working out......
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    My head hurts for no reasons sometimes.

    .. My mental problem is getting worse....
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 19

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    prashik1996 prashik1996 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Cold Tears

    I cry on the inside, and you will never see it. You know when you can just feel yourself ripping yourself piece by piece on the inside, that's how I feel. Some people you know when something is wrong by their eyes, you will never know by looking at me, I have been crying for so...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F Aug 20, 2013

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    I have no idea why I am

    so sad. I feel like I could just start crying any second. I feel empty inside and no idea what the problem is
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 12

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    12 days without incident - clock just reset

    earlier this evening 0 days and counting....
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M Jan 10

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    Got Through Number 1!

    Well my baby turned 10 on tuesday, the first birthday with just mummy and no daddy, by god it was hard...but I did it! I didnt cry, she was over the moon with her pressies and the rest of the week has been a jumbled chaos, I am working on a new shop for my yummies :) nearly there...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 1 Response May 10, 2013

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    I think today is one of those days

    when I wish I was a little girl again, so I could climb onto my mother's lap, and cry until the hurt goes away.
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16, 2014

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    I Love This Quote...

    "I am crying on the inside and no one knows it but ME...." I love that quote, because that usually reflects how I am feeling, and how it is for me, that crying, but I won't let anyone see..... ♥  
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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    One smile can hide a million tears One laugh

    can hide many painful screams
    EternallyHeartBroken EternallyHeartBroken 13-15, F Dec 10, 2014

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    I have been through so much in my life.

    Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2 types of cancer. Finding out I have a cousin who's 29. Getting diagnosed with pots syndrome. Quitting all my sports I play because my legs...
    Kru24 Kru24 18-21 Jan 19

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    Broken.. I don't remember how I got this

    way How I cried for nights on end wondering who I use to be How am I now? Can someone do an observation? Do I look like I enjoy life? I don't.. Am I still fake smiling? It's fake. Am I still routinely grooming myself like the perfect angel? I hate pretending Someone please...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Why A Girls Cry??

    A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of The person; Who she love the most, she becomes weak..! a girl won't cry easily, only when she love u the most, she put down her ego..! If a girl cries because of u, hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with u for the rest...
    Rietha Rietha 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2013

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    I Miss someone who doesn't miss me I hate being

    alone because I was alone when bad things happend to me I've been crying but on the inside because I don't want anyone to know what's on my mind. They will be scared to death and maybe they'll leave and I'll be left alone again. I've been crying on the inside because I'm a mess...
    Cristi11 Cristi11 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    6 days without incident - clock reset,

    after this morning 0 days and counting
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    "You never believed, what happened to me.

    You always just tore me down and wished that I would die, but I'm still alive. You never believed, what happened to me. You always just tore me down, now that I've survived, you look so surprised, Like a deer in the headlights" Deer in the Headlights - Dead Rabbits
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Mar 12

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    From the stupid boy I've gotten to know To the

    broken boy I've got to feel Dear, I've fallen in love with you I cry for the stupidest things when it comes to thoughts of you. Why are you killing me like this? Do you think it's funny that a girl loves you more than she can handle? Laugh. I find it funny, I want to laugh with...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F Nov 5, 2014

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    I'm feeling all teary

    and vulnerable lately. I hope can cope with missing him.
    Sybilla89 Sybilla89 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    Tears are just getting harder by the second to

    stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate crying in front if people, because when I can't tell them what's wrong they worry and then I get even more upset on the inside.
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014