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I Am Crying Right Now

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    You know when you do something behind someone's

    back just to see a smile on their face but it ends up backfiring?? That's exactly what's happening to me. I ruined everything..literally I did something that I shouldn't have done and oh my gosh it backfired completely. I can't stop crying right now cause everything I touch, I...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I've always been told

    that guys aren't supposed to cry, as it shows weakness. Whenever I get depressed, I'll hold it in. I push people away because I feel like I'll only be a bother to them. They get upset because of it, and I feel even worse. I hold everything in until something triggers the pain...
    AgentSickler AgentSickler 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Because my life is so ****** up

    and so many things are going all wrong.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 24

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    It is the first time in I believe years

    since I reenter experience project. I'm reviewing every circle I belonged to, and slowly, clicking on the garbage icon on those which i don't really feel belong to anymore... So much has changed. I relapsed for the first time in three years. I cut my breasts, and I'm just so...
    Sagata Sagata 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    My face feels so wet cuz I'm crying.

    I can't breath, I had a fun yet stressful am tiring day and I only have 5 mins to rest cuz then I have to eat supper then leave for guitar and singing lessons! How does my mother expect me to do all of this in one day! I can't breath which means I could pass out at singing (not...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    I'm tired of being in pain,

    I want help. Someone please please please help me. I just got blocked because I was being for help. I'm tired of cutting I'm tired of living like this. I'm crying
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Is it weird for a guy to cry at Marley

    and Me? This just happened. And now, i'm going to eat an entire cow whilst it's still alive, just to redeem my masculinity. Such a great movie! One of the best, poor doggy :(
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 29 Responses Jul 21

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    Watching Animal Cops Miami,

    cat serial killer on the loose, beating peoples loved cats to death, half skinning them, then leaving them on the owners lawn. I am against animal cruelty. 😭
    NightWalker6676 NightWalker6676 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Can't Hold Back the Tears

    weight of the world on my shoulders one more slight dealt to me trying to help someone else One more truth simply told only to be ignored, not over something that would move the earth shatter a soul or tear apart a life, just something meant to make things easier...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 11 Responses May 26, 2008

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    I feel like dying, I am

    that lonely… I wish I was so gorgeous that I could have any guy I want and I would be so happy that some guy loved me and in general people would admire me and love me… I want a good man to come into my life right now.
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 21

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    I am so tired of feeling hurt I can never turn

    to the people I'm supposed to trust I just wanna be able to tell my family why I'm so hurt but the my just sort of push my feelings aside I'm crying right now for many reasons I'm just so tired of this I just can't I just want someone to hold me and say it will be ok
    Duchanne Duchanne 16-17, F May 28

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    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Same Thing, Different Day

    I am so freakin' sick of this! I feel like I can't stand up for myself because in the end I always get hurt. I make him mad while trying to help, so I let him be. When I see if he is still mad, I try and explain myself and BAM he is mad again. I guess I go back to getting...
    laDamedeFer laDamedeFer 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Just watched "End of Watch"

    and I'm still sobbing!! I love sad movies--any suggestions?
    macncheesevoy macncheesevoy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I'm fed up with the loneliness,

    with feeling like a useless imitation of a viable human being, with feeling like nobody really cares whether I live or die, alone and unloved my entire life. Every day I think about ending my life, because at least then I'd finally be released from the constant pain. I think...
    NightfallCorpse NightfallCorpse 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Been A While...

    It has been a while, since I have cried like this, or even cried more than a few tears here or there. I am not one to cry often, because I hate how it makes me feel afterwards, and even during, but right now, I feel like I can't stop crying. I hate this so ******* bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    My day was going great,

    but tonight at bible study I had a panic attack. I haven't been with people especially girls in almost a year. The group was talking our self esteem and stuff like that. Well it hit me in many ways, going through the book it talked about eating disorders and all the other stuff...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Why is God torturing me?

    I tried my best to be a good daughter, a friend, a sibling and a Christian. So why? I don't deserve this torment.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Sitting here with tears on my face

    and every breath keeps coming in a strangled gasp. I can't let go. I can't relieve this pressure inside of me. I would be heard, be found out, and so when the pain swamps over me I close my eyes and bury my face in my arms and grit my teeth while the tears come and burn my eyes...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    I found out I like someone

    but I'll keep the identity a secret from everyone and even him . I never cried for a boy before .
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Can somebody comfort me?

    Like I try so hard in school but one of my teachers just wants me to fail, then I get yelled at for having 0's even though I do all my work and turn it all in!!
    Somethingawful Somethingawful 13-15, F 2 Responses May 11

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    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1

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    Yup my heart hurts and I need to sleep

    but I can't I tried to chat but it's just stabbing me more .
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    Funny thing is , I'll hurt more

    if I let go than if I stay . That a sign that I'm not ready to give up ? I'm hurting myself being in love. He's my heart. Can anyone describe it ? That feeling you have when he's not yours. That feeling when your in your bed and crying in agony . Your holding yourself and...
    AliForever AliForever 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 8

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    So today was not a good day

    for me! My anorexic side was very strong today. I ate so don't worry. But I hate the feeling of being to full and that's what I was today...too full! I don't mind eating the three main meals but I can't stand snacks. So when ever my mom tells me to eat a snack I just die a...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    I think i haven't been careful enough to let

    someone into my life. I ran straight into it without any caution and fell for him too quickly and too much. It's been only 4 months but now it's over and it hurts like never before and I feel like a rain cloud and I wish I would just evaporate. I hate myself for feeling like...
    iwanttomeltaway iwanttomeltaway 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I can't stop crying right now.

    I'm so angry at myself for allowing a person treat me so bad and to make me think bad things about myself. I'm so lonely. I just want someone to care. Actually want to get to know me. :(
    Prettygirl8726 Prettygirl8726 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    Shadow

    My neighbor just called and said that my Sheltie was ran over sometime this morning. The gate somehow swung open and he got out.... Whoever hit him just left him lying in the road This is a picture of Shadow....the only one I have access to at the moment.  
    Lexus Lexus 36-40, F 60 Responses Dec 18, 2007

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    Our tears are diamonds,

    don't waste them on ****** people
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    xenababy7 xenababy7 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Thinking....

    i am suppose to be laying in bed, sleeping, but instead, i am laying in bed, texting lookhowtheyshine, and watching high school musical 3, and while im doing that, i am doing nothing but crying. Crying is all i know how to do right now! i am dealing with so much ****, and so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I Feel So Tortured... Not For Me... But Someone Else

    I went out tonight, trying to rid myself thoughts of last night. I cashed my check, went out to get some food. I ran into an old friend there who asked me how I was. We talked for awhile, and I realize how I missed her. She was my first high school crush. We had some fun, but in...
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2007

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    I feel so ****** right now

    and my eyes are so red. I hate this feeling
    steffielovesyou steffielovesyou 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    When I Left

    I don't no why but this morning I was struck in the heart thinking of my son and how he must of felt 10 years ago when I abruptly left. I had good reason but that's not the point now. How did this little boy feel when his Dad suddenly left. He is the oldest and was old enough...
    rweston rweston 51-55, M Feb 8, 2013

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    My ex boyfriend desided to message me today

    and ask how I was... I am still shattered but I fake a smile and pretend everything is alright.. I cry everytime I see his name or see his picture.. He doesn't understand that he helped me become stronger only to shatter my heart.
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    my parents dosen't like my decisions they are

    forcing me to follow their way
    jimmybf jimmybf 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    I can't make it stop.

    .. I need someone, just someone who care...
    MiniZachary MiniZachary 13-15, M 7 Responses May 7

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    I just found out my favorite actor robin

    Williams commuted suicide. WHY!?!?!?!?!
    BooBear99 BooBear99 13-15, F Aug 11

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    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    It's 11:00pm where I am

    and I can't sleep. I am secretly crying right now not trying to make a lot of noise because I sorb want my mom/dad to wake up. I don't want to sleep because I'm sick of having the same nightmare over and over again. That's why I'm crying is I had the same nightmare again. I...
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    :'( Im so sad I wish my boyfriend loved me I'm

    sick of getting bruises I can barely walk Im so sore and my lip hurts really bad i dont know what i do to deserve that i just want his love.. Not to be choked hit and violated by someone who claims to be your soulmate.
    LightenSky LightenSky 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 11

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    Not that anyone cares tough.

    . I'm just really sad cause of everything and I don't know how to fix it.. I mess up everything....
    MiniZachary MiniZachary 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Right now this very moment is too much.

    Just all the visions when my parents fought are all circling my mind right now. On top of that I'm scared my boyfriend is gonna break up with me. My friends blew me off. Today is just a horrible day. I've cried pretty much all day including right now. My parents are still...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I finished at 10 pm just to found out my mother

    and step father took my dog to another home i am heartbroken he was just a baby and he was such a annoying dog but i loved him so much. He was always so happy to see me, when i got home. and when i got home tonight i was waiting for him to come see me but he never came. ive...
    AnnaDevigne AnnaDevigne 18-21, F Jul 8

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    ...I cry because I am overwhelmed.

    I have never cried because I'm sad. I cry because I don't know how to deal with the sadness. I cry when I feel stuck. I cry because I don't know how to fix it. I am crying right now. Always softly. Always. I keep my mouth shut even though my lips want to tear open. I can taste...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F Mar 10

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    A lot of you credit me

    for my strength through these words. Thank you, but the strongest can also fall the hardest. This is so hard today. I may lose my home due to lack of awareness of what someone else was not doing. I'm very worried, and it's very cold outside. I have a court hearing tomorrow to...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I just saw something quite amazing.

    It's sad how us as humans can walk by and hurry past people how suffer day after day, isolated and focused on ourselves that we forget the people around us. I say today we change it. We help he people we live by and next to who need our help. Today I saw a homeless man sitting...
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M Aug 7

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