I Am Crying

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    Crying

    I am not crying.  When I do, my husband says; it is okay, you need cleansing your soul...you will be purer soon.  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 16, 2011

    Tears Are Falling....

    Tears are falling. Trying to hide them. Trying to stop them. Wish they would stop I am so sorry. I am trying.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2010

    do you know how it feels like

    when the other people who really close to you (family and friends) talking something bad about you and laugh it, but you just there and listen all about it? 19 years isn't a short time (yes i'm crying. i just don't know what to do)
    sergiostoykov sergiostoykov
    18-21, M
    Apr 16

    Not replying is hard I didn't hear from you in

    over a week That was torture Now you want to hear from me And I am meant to jump in reply You accuse me of giving you the cold shoulder Yet you have made it clear with your actions you don't want what I want That you don't want me I don't know which way to turn I can't make...
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn
    36-40, F
    Mar 20, 2014

    So Weak

    i don't deserve to cry even. everything is my own damn fault anyway. i just want to leave it all 
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2009

    I can't just believe

    after all the things me and my squad went through, this is what they're giving back to me. I am the creator of the group, they see me as a leader and a starter. I am the reason why all the memories of us was made, all the happy things and the rough times are made. It's because...
    SaarahCarisse SaarahCarisse
    16-17, F
    Feb 5

    Naina barse rim ghim rim ghim ( eyes raining

    dip drop dip drop) Piya tore awan ki aas ( beloved your coming is dearly awaited )
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    Right now. In the middle of class.

    Cool. I was stalking him on here. I'll admit it. I say that I don't miss him, but I do, and sometimes all I want is to know if he's ever thinking about me. Well, he was. He posted something about the fact he lost his virginity to me. He said he regretted it. And honestly...
    LanniLette LanniLette
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 5, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 10, 2015

    I just can't see why my mom gets upset over

    everything I say, do...........and on and on she gave my phone to one of my relative that she got me for my birthday........ That special phone she gave.............I just seem to be just hating her every step of the way
    Rachelray12 Rachelray12
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 11, 2015

    I don't even know why anymore,

    maybe it's a mix of everything...but I feel like I've cried so much I couldn't even have tears left...but they keep coming
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015

    But in a wonderful way.

    Sometimes the kindness of a complete stranger just does me in and is so much more meaningful than you think.
    Sinderhaven Sinderhaven
    26-30, F
    Jun 5, 2014

    Because I Hate Looks

    I am what I look like and I hate how I look right now!!!! fat ugly and gross.  
    HotPinkGirl HotPinkGirl
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 26, 2008

    His Birthday Is Coming.

    He would be 17 this month. He could have gotten a car. He could have gotten a job. He could have lived another year. He could have. . . He would have. . . But he won't, and even if it's not my fault, I can only blame myself. He's dead. I will never see his lips smile again. I...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing
    16-17, F
    Jan 14, 2011

    F*cking crying why am I

    so stupid..ughhh
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2014

    Why....why did you leave.

    ...why did you do this to me. You left without saying goodbye. How can you be so careless. How could you be hurting this much... WHY :'(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    I'm Struggling Today And Very Lonely

    It's weird though because if I had a friend to talk with I don't even know what I would say, but, "How are you doing?" I have PTSD from multiple experiences in my life and I am having flashbacks of abuse I have endured and poor choices I have made. I feel like I am under attack...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321
    31-35, F
    Jul 2, 2012

    I'm supposed to be studying

    for finals but DHR is coming in 3 hours and I'm just kind of done with life :/
    triplehfh4life triplehfh4life
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 20, 2014

    I am crying, because I thought I had a chance.

    But I should have known better, and not gotten my hopes up again. I'm sorry
    thesassiestamerican thesassiestamerican
    16-17, M
    2 Responses May 3, 2014

    "It'S Just My Allergies."

    We all know it's not my allergies. But then why doesn't anyone confront me. Ask me what's really going on. How I really feel. I'm looking for someone to save me and if you can't see that I'm dying inside then you can't help me. I cry too much. But then again, I have my reasons...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 7, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 20, 2015

    I just need to talk to someone.

    Someone understanding and sympathetic, who doesn't judge. I've been stupid, and now I'm paying, please just someone help😔
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 20, 2014

    So I can't stop crying.

    . It's like a piece of me is lost.. I know that with time it will get better..
    0happycamper 0happycamper
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    By the Time You Read This, I Might Not Be

    I hate to cry and when I do, it is genuine. After it is over I feel sad and angry. I also feel phonie somehow, because I don't understand my tears.   I am feeling sad again. I think I am going through a time when I see sadness and not just anger. I would like to change...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 25, 2008

    My mom calls us at 6:00,

    rantin ( as usual ). Long story short I'm really upset cause it turns out she's havin heart problems & she said I'm the cause of it. She also said if she does have a heart attack it's my fault. I just want things back to the way they were. She also said I'm a mistake. I know she...
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 28

    A Faded White Rose.

    I went to his organ recital today. Even in the first piece I couldn't stop crying. At that time I came to a realisation that it must've been difficult for him. It must've been difficult for him to play in all the funerals and memorial services, especially for his family members...
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2012

    for the first time in a long time,

    I have the urge to hurt myself. I thought I was ******* better now, but I'm not so sure right now.
    AlwaysRestless AlwaysRestless
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2015

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