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    His Birthday Is Coming.

    He would be 17 this month. He could have gotten a car. He could have gotten a job. He could have lived another year. He could have. . . He would have. . . But he won't, and even if it's not my fault, I can only blame myself. He's dead. I will never see his lips smile again. I...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Jan 14, 2011

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    Because I Hate Looks

    I am what I look like and I hate how I look right now!!!! fat ugly and gross.  
    HotPinkGirl HotPinkGirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 26, 2008

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    I just need to talk to someone.

    Someone understanding and sympathetic, who doesn't judge. I've been stupid, and now I'm paying, please just someone help😔
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 1 Response May 20

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    Not replying is hard I didn't hear from you in

    over a week That was torture Now you want to hear from me And I am meant to jump in reply You accuse me of giving you the cold shoulder Yet you have made it clear with your actions you don't want what I want That you don't want me I don't know which way to turn I can't make...
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    So Weak

    i don't deserve to cry even. everything is my own damn fault anyway. i just want to leave it all 
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 11, 2009

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    Crying

    I am not crying.  When I do, my husband says; it is okay, you need cleansing your soul...you will be purer soon.  ;P
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 16, 2011

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    So I can't stop crying.

    . It's like a piece of me is lost.. I know that with time it will get better..
    0happycamper 0happycamper 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I'm bawling my eyes out to the end of the

    little mermaid. Now that its over, anyone wanna chat? Please no sexual innuendos.
    sarahest1986 sarahest1986 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    "It'S Just My Allergies."

    We all know it's not my allergies. But then why doesn't anyone confront me. Ask me what's really going on. How I really feel. I'm looking for someone to save me and if you can't see that I'm dying inside then you can't help me. I cry too much. But then again, I have my reasons...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M Nov 7, 2013

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    Tears Are Falling....

    Tears are falling. Trying to hide them. Trying to stop them. Wish they would stop I am so sorry. I am trying.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 8, 2010

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    By the Time You Read This, I Might Not Be

    I hate to cry and when I do, it is genuine. After it is over I feel sad and angry. I also feel phonie somehow, because I don't understand my tears.   I am feeling sad again. I think I am going through a time when I see sadness and not just anger. I would like to change...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    Why....why did you leave.

    ...why did you do this to me. You left without saying goodbye. How can you be so careless. How could you be hurting this much... WHY :'(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    A Faded White Rose.

    I went to his organ recital today. Even in the first piece I couldn't stop crying. At that time I came to a realisation that it must've been difficult for him. It must've been difficult for him to play in all the funerals and memorial services, especially for his family members...
    lntel lntel 22-25 2 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    I'm Struggling Today And Very Lonely

    It's weird though because if I had a friend to talk with I don't even know what I would say, but, "How are you doing?" I have PTSD from multiple experiences in my life and I am having flashbacks of abuse I have endured and poor choices I have made. I feel like I am under attack...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321 31-35, F Jul 2, 2012

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    F*cking crying why am I

    so stupid..ughhh
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    But in a wonderful way.

    Sometimes the kindness of a complete stranger just does me in and is so much more meaningful than you think.
    Sinderhaven Sinderhaven 22-25, F Jun 5

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    I am crying, because I thought I had a chance.

    But I should have known better, and not gotten my hopes up again. I'm sorry
    thesassiestamerican thesassiestamerican 13-15, M 2 Responses May 3

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    I'm supposed to be studying

    for finals but DHR is coming in 3 hours and I'm just kind of done with life :/
    triplehfh4life triplehfh4life 18-21, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
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    I was informed Wednesday that after 12 years at my job, I am being laid off my job in January, I held it together until Thursday night... even with as much anger, pain...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I have been on and off with my boyfriend. We are back together and I just cannot stop crying because I am scared this will go wrong again. I just miss him too much we don't get to...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Im crying over a memory I said I would have long forgot by now...
    SheUnidentified SheUnidentified 13-15, F Dec 9

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    I was just reading a book and just had this heavy feeling all of a sudden then my eyes started to water. I tried to assess the cause but I'm not even sure what's happening. I still...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    The firsts of everything after losing an only parent is the worst feeling ever! It's been 7 months n with the holidays fast approaching, I can't stop crying. I just want my mom...
    mbezah mbezah 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Tears are just getting harder by the second to stop, I don't even show them but I can just feel them on the inside of me wanting to come out all the time lately. Though I hate...
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    That moment when you lay there and you know that you are fixing to start crying and the thoughts are horrible and you just want them to go away.... you feel scares and panicked and...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F Dec 14

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    My face is all covered in black smudges from my mascara and I just want to stop crying but my thoughts just keep going and going. Why does this have to hurt so much </3
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    It was three or four years go I had a dream that my ex-childhood friend and I were friends again. I guess I was crying because I realized it wasn't true. Haha pathetic...
    TransmutedHeart TransmutedHeart 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Well there are no "others" to see me crying...but i would feel weaker and more sad to show them my pain...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    About two months ago I went to the doctors. There was a baby there with its mother than continually wouldn't stop screaming. I got such a nasty headache. I was so annoyed. She...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I didn't know you could be in a room full of people but feel so alone it isn't like they are strangers they're my friends, teachers, family people I've known my whole life and it...
    coffeecake420 coffeecake420 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    All I've got to say is: Thanksgiving sucks! :'(
    MiniZachary MiniZachary 13-15, M 5 Responses Nov 27

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    Omg I am just on the verge of tears right now. Im highly depressed, and apparently none of my "friends" gives a crap so im just gonna go to the bathroom and bawling my eyes out
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I'm getting accused of **** I haven't done. Like really why I didn't do it but nobody believes me and I've never lied to them. Everyone wants me to get better but nobody will...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Dec 2

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    There a just some things you don't have to be phychic to know what is going to happen :'(
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    It's just one of those things where you plaster a fake smile, yet on the inside you just wanna bawl up in a corner and cry your eyes out.
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm so confused, I have just started to cry for no apparent reason. My grandad has recently started living with me as he is suffering from depression, which is sad but I know and...
    AHelpfulLover AHelpfulLover 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I really do I just want to sit in my room cry and listen to music and just block out society
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 16

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    Yeah. This is one of those kinds of nights for sure...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    I see beauty in it. Its not because I'm sa**stic. I just think its moving and beautiful to see the softness in a woman. I like women to be soft, emotional, and sensual, but not...
    Cetacean Cetacean 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I miss my boyfriend too much right now. He left on monday morning and we message back and forth a little and had a phone call. I have to wait till saturday and I'm really sad right...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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