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I Am Currently A Childless Mother

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    I Don'T Think I'Ll Ever Be The Same

    When I found out I was pregnant, I became a mom. Something just changed in me and I don't think I can ever go back to the way I was before. It's like once you're a mom, you're a mom until the day you die, even if you don't have a child. I had a miscarriage at five weeks and it...
    halfbloodprincess halfbloodprincess 18-21, F Oct 7, 2013

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    There And Back And Thoughts On Home....

    25 hour bus ride, back to Texas, back to my home town. The old house I grew up in still stands and hasn't changed all that much. The marks on the door frame still mark my growth. I've only grown 4" since 1989. My father and mother, grown old. The trees in the yard...
    TriumphGirl TriumphGirl 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    I ******* hate this day with every fiber of my being. This is worse than her birthday or the anniversary of her passing. But, Mom, I don't need a holiday to miss you or tell you...
    andie2007 andie2007 41-45, F May 10

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    My true story is a mix of choice and not by choice. From a young age everyone expected me to have a baby on my hip every chance I could . I was a late bloomer and held onto my...
    lovewillkeepus2gether lovewillkeepus2gether 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    The mother I do have isnt the mother I need. When I was younger, I grew up being irrationally beaten with belts and spanked for reasons blown out of proportion. Like for wetting...
    Nolabunny Nolabunny 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    First of all, I consider myself to be very science oriented. I've always been a science geek I guess. And I've ALWAYS found the classic bible stories to be just too full of holes...
    feministman feministman 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    hiya! I'm 42, had 2 miscarriages, both at times in my life when the relationships I was in were terrible or ending. I'm now alone. it's 2.30am and I feel like my heart is...
    Jules5150 Jules5150 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    My mother had sex with a stranger. She and my dad separated a while ago, and I was okay with that, but I'm not okay with this. I'm so disappointed in her, and I resent her...
    Libbitron Libbitron 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I don't have a mother in law. I have a MONSTER in law! 😑
    takemeawayx3 takemeawayx3 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My mother-in-law had 12 grand children. For gifts when they were born she said she opened bank accounts in their names. Say it was a birthday, she'd send a card saying she...
    yooper01 yooper01 56-60, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Let me start off with a story first. My soon to be husband had his lower wisdom teeth pulled almost a week ago. So of course he's been in a bit of pain, not much because he's a man...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm the 2nd born and the only girl. I was born to a woman who was convinced that it was impossible for her to birth a female. I was nameless for the first 3 weeks of my life. I...
    SheepishlyMe SheepishlyMe 26-30 5 Responses Apr 26

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    I'm not good at writing but here it goes. I am the youngest and only girl out of 4. My mom is very old fashioned and conservative. I live constantly lying to not only her but my...
    shegi20 shegi20 26-30, F May 2

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    I am going to vent so much right now... My mom is so ungrateful and miserable with her life and she takes it out on me. I'm currently in a relationship and let's say her and my...
    ypxo ypxo 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    la vie en rose.I was watching obe of the last episodes of how I met your mother, and the mother did a beautiful la vie eb rose.
    omss omss 18-21, M May 16

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    I'm 25, and she was diagnosed about 1 year ago, but is in denial. She admits she loves the mania (she calls it ADD) and proclaims that it's "fun" but can't see that her behavior is...
    ftiofiji ftiofiji 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    We need to protect and nurture her, and reverse all the hurt our race has inflicted. Currently googling ways to "prevent" global warming (or contribute to it less) and now...
    PaxTerra PaxTerra 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    The more days that go on it seems my mother is becoming her own version of my grandmother. Not the same but similarities. My grandmother was awful to my mother. Cold and unloving...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 28

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    I am currently reading: - The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald - The Collected Short Stories of Louis L'Amour Volume 1 by Louis L'Amour - Failing Forward by John C. Maxwell...
    lookingxyz2014 lookingxyz2014 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I am currently reading Prince Lestat, the latest work in Anne Rice´s vampire chronicles
    MissLunaDomina MissLunaDomina 31-35, F 3 Responses May 4

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    My parents and I never had a very close relationship. I will admit that it is partially my fault, but it felt it necessary since I was little to put a distance between myself and...
    Marchi Marchi 22-25 May 6

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    So, tomorrow is Mothers Day. It's an interesting day. The whole mother thing...mothers present, mothers passed, mothers-in-waiting, mothers of angels, mothers estranged...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 3 Responses May 9

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    I am currently reading The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan, also the author of Sagwa the Chinese Kitten and good friends with Stephen King. I started this book in high school as a reading...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    Another Mother's Day is here,And I still miss having you near.You were the best mom you could be,At times we were distant,And at times we would disagree,I never once doubted your...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 21 Responses May 10

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    So I have written on here before.. I think like most, I do it to vent because the crap that is pulled is just insane.. Before I decided to write, I read a lot of post on here, some...
    bekah930 bekah930 46-50 7 Responses May 10

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    My guilt tears me apart for saying this. Now, as I'm approaching adulthood and is a full time student in college, my mother can't seem to comprehend what is happening to me. She...
    LoveSoLife LoveSoLife 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I’ve always put so much of my anger onto my dad and how he treated me, but sometimes I think that is misplaced. First, I don’t have a pity party for myself most of the time...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    My mother is emotionally abusive and I’ve only just began to see it. My mother is a sole parent to me and my younger brother. She left my father taking me and my brother with...
    throwawaybro throwawaybro 22-25, M May 5

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    For years I have thought of my first Mother's Day. Of being able to claim that title. For years on Mother's Day I have mourned the child that died in my womb. For years I...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 13 Responses May 5

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    My mother in law and sister in law really do the most! I am so fed up of them I wished there was a place I could banish them to, never to be seen again. As indicated in the...
    ZolaJam ZolaJam 26-30, F 9 Responses May 7

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    This will make my second year of being a mommy. And in just a few weeks or months ill be a mom of five little ones and OMG that scares me. My second set of twins! Every moment has...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 22-25, F 4 Responses May 10

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    Happy Mothers day to everyone. mothers day is kinda happy and dad for me. one reason being that my mother wasn't a very good mother and she abused me terribly but I am grateful...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F May 10

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    I’m so relieved to have found this thread. There’s so much I want to write and I just don’t know where to begin, but here it goes… I come from a culture where mothers...
    latinamerican35 latinamerican35 31-35, M 2 Responses May 12

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    As a wheel is circular, so it goes around in circles; my in laws fit this pattern. It was so interesting to hear my husband say to me yesterday that his sister, toxic, b**** sister...
    ZolaJam ZolaJam 26-30, F 3 Responses May 12

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    To my dearest mother, Whose soul never grows old. Your smile outshines the sun, Your heart is made of pure gold. Deep down in my heart, You hold a spot that brightens my days...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M May 16

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    I think my mother is psychotic...I'm not sure how to deal with her anymore. I'm 17 and I have been dreaming of the day when I turn 18 for so long now. As long as I can remember, my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 3

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    I'm in my 30s and confronting what happened to me as a child for the first time. Every week or so, something new occurs to me. This week I am thinking about just how hard my...
    desdemonamcphee desdemonamcphee 31-35 1 Response May 8

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    As we embark on another Mother's Day weekend... We will thank our own mothers and wives but what about all those mothers we've had throughout our lives... Is it any coincidence...
    CrownedSprite CrownedSprite 41-45, M May 9

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    I would like to wish my mother / best friend a happy Mothers Day. Today has been the hardest most emotional day I have truly ever encountered. Oh how is wish you were still here...
    enchantingsub enchantingsub 41-45, F 1 Response May 9

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    MOTHER IS ALWAYS WITH YOU......Mother is always with you....She is the whisper of leavesas you walk down the streetshe is the smell of bleach and softenerin your fresh laundered...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response May 9

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    Happy Mothers Day to all mothers!!! A much more special Happy Day to men out there like my Father raising children on their own without the help of a parent. A mother is given the...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F May 10

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