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I Am Currently A Childless Mother

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    I Don'T Think I'Ll Ever Be The Same

    When I found out I was pregnant, I became a mom. Something just changed in me and I don't think I can ever go back to the way I was before. It's like once you're a mom, you're a mom until the day you die, even if you don't have a child. I had a miscarriage at five weeks and it...
    halfbloodprincess halfbloodprincess 18-21, F Oct 7, 2013

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    There And Back And Thoughts On Home....

    25 hour bus ride, back to Texas, back to my home town. The old house I grew up in still stands and hasn't changed all that much. The marks on the door frame still mark my growth. I've only grown 4" since 1989. My father and mother, grown old. The trees in the yard...
    TriumphGirl TriumphGirl 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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