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I Am Dead Inside

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    All Others Are Missing Out - Does anyone else have the feeling that when you claim you are dead inside the beautiful stupid people simply wish you were dead? It upsets them deeply...
    phurthur phurthur 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 7, 2009

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    I feel alone, my peers hate me, my family hates me, when people get to know me they don't like me and walk away from me when I am talking mid sentence, I get looked at funny, and...
    PurgatoryHeart PurgatoryHeart 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Dead Inside - everybody i am dead inside iv had my heart ripped out and torn to pieces nothing will change, i hate myself and have realized i am worthless so as soon as u all...
    adynji adynji 18-21, M 10 Responses Jun 11, 2013

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    Wearing A Facade For Too Long - I feel like over the past few years all I have been doing is what people wanted me to do. I haven't tried to make myself happy in a long time. I can...
    kalinakat kalinakat 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    I Feel Depressed But Don't Know Why - Did you ever get the feeling of being depressed but have no idea why?...Well i have. sometimes i will literally feel like killing myself in...
    Lithium4mySoul Lithium4mySoul 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 9, 2008

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    I am but an empty shell a wast of space that shouldn't exsist
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    my life is a whole bunch of emptyness and it just started. this whole year I felt nothing but sorrow, sadness, anger and rage. nobody cares what I do or where I am. When I am...
    RadioX RadioX 16-17, M Mar 5

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    I'm Litterally A Zombie... - I’ve been reading a lot about Dysthymia. Everything about it seems to fit me. It’s where I feel I belong. I’m afraid I can’t feel much of...
    diana1987 diana1987 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    I Will Never Live! -  ever since the man in my life left me I never moved on or stopped crying myself to sleep!
    kittykittydeathbang kittykittydeathbang 16-17, F 1 Response May 3, 2008

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    Just Something I Was Thinking - okay. well its as simple as this. what do you think. if a person sees that there is no help for them what so ever, and they are just destined to...
    deadwithinlight deadwithinlight 22-25, M Nov 2, 2013

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    No Hope For My Marriage - I am a Father of a beautiful three year old little girl and the husband of a wife who does not want to have sex with me. I know other people have bigger...
    1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    I'm Dead! - I don't believe anyone anymore, Their words are just empty in my world. Their plea's are laughable, as soon as something better comes along their plea's are gone and...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    My world has ended,the world that I am living now is my enemy
    Appolo123 Appolo123 13-15, M Mar 24

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    Dead - where have I gone.... I am not really here. I am a robot, I am numb, yet it hurts.    I am killing myself and not slowly.  
    solarcybele solarcybele 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2009

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    On the Inside, I am done. On the inside I have died.. and it's only a matter of time before I kill the outside too. This world is better of without me. When the love of your life...
    TryingFailing TryingFailing 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    No Hope At All - Ifeel lonely, depresse, anxious, unloved, unwanted, everyday. Somtimes Its hard to breath with out tearing up. It's a hard life when one just lives for pills or...
    mexluver009 mexluver009 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19, 2013

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    Were I live, I'd be killed for wearing this shirt ^
    BloodlessVein BloodlessVein 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    If You've Ever Felt Hopeless... Read This Please. - There might be an answer to the problem that constantly consumes you!!Dysthymia...
    diana1987 diana1987 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2011

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    The True Is I Can Be Alone - i don't know why but as long as i cant remember i never being happy i always felt as if i was empty but then i met her and she made me feel happy but...
    thedudefromtheshield thedudefromtheshield 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2013

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    Can all the people on this page pull themselves together and start living a life.
    projectgwyn101 projectgwyn101 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Inside.. - You can keep calling me stupid, dumb , retarded, dumbass(that's a popular one), ugly, fat, im the stupidest person you've ever met. Everyone has said it so many times, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 19, 2013

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    Do You Know What Dead Inside Means? - it means i don't give a **** about anything/anyone based on this definition i'm 80-90% dead inside i can feel myself dying
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    Im Going Crazy I Cant Feel, I Cant Breath And Im Just Fading Away Into The Mist - well i guess this is a start of a journey, im not sure where to, not even sure if i wanna go, but...
    deadwithinlight deadwithinlight 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2013

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    Clearly Im Not.... - because... well... id be dead then.... but everything feels far away. like my feelings are packed in bubble wrap. i know theyre there, but i dont feel them...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 17 Responses Jun 22, 2008

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    Imagine A Boot Stomping A Human Face, Forever. - From before I was born the cards were stacked against me and, ever since, I have experienced little of what people call human...
    hopelessabandoned hopelessabandoned 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 27, 2013

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    Very Much So.... - I am very much Dead Inside, if I was dead outside, well than, everything would be, A O K again, but sadly, suicide just ins't an option for me anymore, I wish it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2010

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    Completely... - I am dead inside, I am just here physical, emotions are long gone. I am comfortablly numb. There is nothing left in me, I don't have the strength to deal anymore...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    i have nothing to give anymore. sad, but true
    TrueLondon TrueLondon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    The Deadly Volcano - I act like i am okay, but inside is a volcano waiting to explode with pain, remorse, guilt, pleasure, lies, screams, and cries....it's wrong to hold it in, but...
    Theonethatlivesatnight Theonethatlivesatnight 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    I'm Dead Inside - Isn't that a horried thing to admit....I'm dead inside. There's a great big world out there, full of stuff...I see it on the television...I read about it... I...
    whoeverami whoeverami 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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    I Can'T Do This - I know some people may think this is all one big act for attention but it's not, it's anything but. If you want my mental illness you can have it because I can't...
    herebutinvisible herebutinvisible 16-17, F 10 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    Numb - By the time I was eight years old I felt a lack of any emotion but depression. My life hasn't improved, I'm 12 now. My family was abusive, verbally and has admitted to that...
    Faith4ever131 Faith4ever131 18-21, F Aug 7, 2013

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    For the past 5 years i have felt dead on the inside. I use to feel so alive but after the awestruck events of betrayal, backstab, lies, emotional abuse, destruction of my...
    Coolrocker Coolrocker 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Emptiness - I have been coping with my feelings pretty well for the past few weeks. But on certain nights like tonight, It just all comes out and attacks me... I'm not sure why. A...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    Why Am I Alive - im asking this because I cant figure out why I cant just die I mean no body wants me around anyway and my soul has already shriveled up and disappated already...
    lunamariemoon lunamariemoon 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2013

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    I Don't Understand Emotions Other People Feel Or Have - I have always had trouble with my emotions. I was abandoned by my dad after being abused for 2 years. My brother died when I...
    inn3rshadow inn3rshadow 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    Hope is gone... But there's so much left to feel: sadness, fear, despair, anguish, anger, frustration, helplessness, loneliness ... I guess hell and heaven are right here. Life...
    Stelutza Stelutza 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Emptiness - I don't have any reason to pursue anything worthwhile: a career, a relationship, anything. Every morning, I wake and question why I even bothered. I question why I feel...
    powersauce powersauce 26-30 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    The world may be full of people, but it's just as empty as my heart
    inkedmommy inkedmommy 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    Like That Song, Numb - I wouldn`t call myself exactly dead but..it`s like, I`ve been through so many rough waves, that I guess I`ve become this numb thing inside. Cold, empty..dry...
    gia99 gia99 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2011

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    Every Day Is The Same When You Cant Feel The World Turning - Hi possible reader, I’m Gabriel Lara and I’m a complete and utter failure as a human being and a full-time looser...
    GABRIELxxLARA GABRIELxxLARA 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 14, 2013

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    I am a disappointment to all of my family and friends. I have lost everything that kept my heart beating. I have failed at everything I tried in life. I'm am heart broken, ashamed...
    MrStayPositive MrStayPositive 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    The void cannot be filled no matter what
    inkedmommy inkedmommy 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Will I Ever Feel? - My whole life I have been emotionally crippled. I've been dead inside for as long as I can remember. All I ever wanted was o be normal, until I got older. I...
    TheHumanIceCube TheHumanIceCube 26-30, M 52 Responses Feb 27, 2008

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    Will this pain ever cease? Once again i find myself feeling hurt, depressed, even suicidal.. i Just dont know how long i can put up with this, right now i Cant see the light at the...
    onnokul onnokul 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    Dead Inside Ofcourse - Hi. I consider myself as having been dead inside all my life. I have had severe depression since i was 11 and now I'm in my 30s and it's just got...
    Xunter Xunter 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2011

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    Utterly Alone - I might as well be dead.  I don't feel much of anything anymore.  I have no real interest in anything.
    Spectre822 Spectre822 31-35, M 4 Responses Jun 26, 2009

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    Its Hard To Describe Why I Feel Like This. - i have been feeling down, for over 2 years now,  and i litterally seem to have lost every feeling of happiness, i moved away from...
    brokenalonehelp brokenalonehelp 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    You Whom I Think I Am Inlove With! - I will always repeteadly say sorry to you. I've come and learn to like you so much, that makes me cry every time I remember you. Maybe, this...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2012

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    No one cares. Not my wife or my sons. No one sees me, or even makes the effort. I try to reach out, to show the world who i am, but it's futile. I just wish I had someone to...
    IamMimic IamMimic 70+, M Feb 11

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    I'm afraid that I'll never crack away my shell enough to be happy. I hurt people who get too close. I don't let anyone in, and I feel increasingly desperate. What am I to do?
    swiftofoot swiftofoot 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm a empty shell with no soul