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I Am Dead

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3, 2014

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    As much as I say I'm okay,

    I'm that much not. I wish I could say I was more alive than dead, but that would be a tragically false lie.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F Mar 16

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    MA ENGLISH PROJECT IS DUE TOMORROW AND I NEED

    TO COMPLETE 4 PROJECCCCTCTTSTTSTCTSTC NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    CrazyYoghurt CrazyYoghurt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    No one cares........i hate life.

    .....i wanna die already
    angelicflare angelicflare 13-15, F Feb 22

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    International Woman's Day.

    Oh yeah, all right, take it easy baby, make it last all night. She was an American girl. Tom Petty Heartbreakers. A few of them have broken my heart. So this is my message to the fairer sex. **** off!
    pitchblack9 pitchblack9 56-60, M Mar 8

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Today, I think I would have been dead. I would take my anti-acid pills all down, take a bunch of painkillers, then take pills at random, not knowing what they were, then I would...
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    I'm having "The Walking Dead" withdrawals......... I am so ready for the new season to come out, like right now.... I never thought I would like the show but after playing Blacks...
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    Someone might as well just k!ll me.... No one likes me... My sisters treat me like crap they team up on me and they're my dad's favorite so it's like I don't exist... I'm ugly I'm...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 5 Responses May 12

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    i feel dead im empty inside no love left my life has died im just a body now going from day to day making the motions nothing to say my lungs breathe air blood flows...
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    This is the beauty of a leather coat made from a dead cow. Vegans & vegetarians may be offended. Get over it. The animal is dead. I did not kill it. Only wear it. How can...
    rockerlinda15 rockerlinda15 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I am dead tho. I died from suicide. no one believes me but.... I'm not human anymore
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta 18-21, T Apr 26

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    I don't know if he's dead or not. He flew away when I was 9 and I haven't seen him ever since.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 30

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    Hopefully, it will be deadly for him before I can get my feelings truly hurt.
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 May 16

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    Three years ago I cheated on my husband. He found out and we went to counseling and are still together. I feel like a worthless piece of crap. All the time. Every day. If we...
    Hollowandhopeless Hollowandhopeless 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    Coral!
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    well half of one at the train station after school there was police and stuff everywhere and when i walked to my platform there it was clear as day half the body of someone who had...
    noolybabe14 noolybabe14 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    he force feeds vegitarians meatloaf
    Mike3569 Mike3569 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    ive been searching for an exit but ive been lost inside my head. sometimes i really wonder if its worth it anymore. ha! its funny honestly, i wish for someone to tell me that im...
    stillbroken17 stillbroken17 16-17, F 2 Responses May 1

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    Well he cleaned up Found Jesus Things are good Or so I hear
    Danilyna Danilyna 13-15, F May 1

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    gamesformolly gamesformolly 13-15, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I cannot wait until the new season starts!!!
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    mistywillow mistywillow 22-25, M 1 Response May 6

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