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I Am Dead

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    No one cares........i hate life.

    .....i wanna die already
    angelicflare angelicflare 13-15, F Feb 22

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2014

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    International Woman's Day.

    Oh yeah, all right, take it easy baby, make it last all night. She was an American girl. Tom Petty Heartbreakers. A few of them have broken my heart. So this is my message to the fairer sex. **** off!
    pitchblack9 pitchblack9 56-60, M Mar 8

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    MA ENGLISH PROJECT IS DUE TOMORROW AND I NEED

    TO COMPLETE 4 PROJECCCCTCTTSTTSTCTSTC NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    CrazyYoghurt CrazyYoghurt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3, 2014

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    As much as I say I'm okay,

    I'm that much not. I wish I could say I was more alive than dead, but that would be a tragically false lie.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F Mar 16

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    Listening on Deadcast.net, anyone else wanna share this trip? Pm me if interested, will talk about anything. I'm a 25-year old deadhead who never got a chance to see them live...
    Johnny7909 Johnny7909 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I'm having "The Walking Dead" withdrawals......... I am so ready for the new season to come out, like right now.... I never thought I would like the show but after playing Blacks...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    Big brown eyes...used to be sharp....look deep inside, they are dull, lifeless, nothing there but emptiness...once used to sparkle and shine...capture....now dead dark pools....A...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Never been to a dead show, first one gunna be Chicago got a 3 day pass with 6 mates woop woop
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo 18-21, M Apr 6

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    It was 13 July 2011,my dad came to pick me up from school.I was waiting to meet my pet SPARROW at my home. But suddenly he said...she is dead. I suddenly broke down at my school...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    i went to get help for myself but in the end it destroyed me. i hate feeling like this. i am dead inside and so sick of it.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I wish I was dead too. Please let me die.
    domo73 domo73 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I feel dead. inside, but im still here.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 19

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    I am dead tho. I died from suicide. no one believes me but.... I'm not human anymore
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta 18-21, T Apr 26

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    As a dedicated vegetarian I just love wearing dead cow. Some may consider this odd but to me wearing leather is a fantastc experience. I believe once the cow has been slaughtered...
    rockerlinda15 rockerlinda15 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Bye carter, enjoy life on the other side Carter jones- 1993-2014
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Been all over Santa Clarita looking for a battery, no one carries them any more it seems but finally found The Battery Store and it was closed. I'll get a battery in the morning...
    isftpoawawh isftpoawawh 61-65, M Apr 6

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    Ok I like this tv series but it's giving heartbreak all the time They let us love the characters only to kills them later like.. Wth! Urghhhhhhh dunno.. Maybe it's part of the...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F Apr 7

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    The damage done I caught you knockin' at my cellar door I love you, baby, can I have some more Ooh, ooh, the damage done. I hit the city and I lost my band I watched the needle...
    thomasxoxo thomasxoxo 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I feel like everyone I love would just be better off if I had never existed at all. All I bring to everyone who knows me is pain and sorrow. I can't do anything right unless you...
    Serantha Serantha 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    A knight's Tale is on TV. It is such good movie, romance, comedy, adventure. To die at 28, what a tragedy, can't believe more than 7 years have gone by. Truly 美人薄命
    Donny1965 Donny1965 46-50, M Apr 18

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    Your love is poisonous. Every time I get sucked back into loving you, I always end up getting stung. Girls like me are always fooled by beautiful boys like you. Kinky sex and...
    XPinkX XPinkX 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 18

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    If I could disappear I would. It would be the greatest feeling possible! Just leave without anyone knowing a thing, no trace, no nothing, and just be gone! Leave everything...
    Relaxed9x3 Relaxed9x3 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    Im 15 years old, Me and my mum both are able to see and communicate withe entities, my mum has had it since she was my age but i started seeing them when i was 12. At first i was...
    anatomy99 anatomy99 13-15, F Apr 19

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    I hate myself and know that one day, regardless of me wanting to live that I will have to call it Quits... In other stories, I ask that you pick up on facts...and if you come...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I always dreamed about someone That I known or don't know who died talking to me in my dreams its weird
    americangal americangal 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing but not living...if that makes any sense.