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I Am Dead

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3, 2014

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2014

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    No one cares........i hate life.

    .....i wanna die already
    angelicflare angelicflare 13-15, F Feb 22

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    who's watching walking dead tonight!
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    I find it impossible to find happiness. I hate my life, I hate my job, my friends are all in relationships and have forgotten about me, the guy I have feelings for treats me like...
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    AaliyahLove AaliyahLove 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I feel like i'm not here...nothing is fun...nothing is really worth it...i'm just a dead body walking everyday from my house to school and then back to the house...i want to die...
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    I feel dead inside. Like I can't form opinions and I don't have emotions. I can't concentrate or even focus on anything. I just feel detached from myself, it's so hard to explain...
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    I wish I was dead because this world hates me.First of all I am stuck in a loveless marriage.This morning one of my kids called me fat.I spanked her for it.My husband called his...
    Amethystgem98 Amethystgem98 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    My brother. He's ruined the family's life since he turned 18. We all hate him. We all want him gone. If hiring a hitman wasn't illegal, I'd do it in a heartbeat and have him dead...
    khushali11 khushali11 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Your cruel device, Your blood like ice. One look could kill, My pain, your thrill. I wanna love you, but I better not touch I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I...
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    I don't believe in fidelity. Since finding out my dad cheated on my mom my trust towards people vanished. I don't trust anyone especially man. But do tell me who doesn't cheat...
    Busexx Busexx 16-17, F Feb 6

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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPksTxKfRGY my mother and stepfather when I die. Hahaha
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Feb 7

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    Who's watching the premier tonight???
    miketolike miketolike 18-21, M Feb 8

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