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I Am Dead

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Wtf just happened, I'm home alone

    so am so going to get the blame for this:s. I was in the bathroom, heard a massive bang so went into the kitchen to have a look and saw the devastation that lay in front of me:L, the shelf collapsed Yeah my mums coming home now I think and I'm dead :/
    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    iamstillrighthere iamstillrighthere 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    gabscaussigh gabscaussigh 18-21, F Aug 4

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    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    ImportedGentleman ImportedGentleman 51-55, M Aug 6

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    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Ok watching The Walking Dead and one thing i don't understand, they drive cars which are for the most part silent running when 'coasting so to speak, so why does daryl still use a...
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    I feel dead physically and emotionally.
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    PaintedPoemCpl PaintedPoemCpl 36-40 16 hrs ago

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    Took 3 sleepers and with a bottle of beer, it knocked me out in less than 30 minutes. I actually slept well... But right now I feel as if I have a hangover... Meh still alive thou...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M Aug 1

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    justice is for people who can manipulate it especially if they have friends from authorities.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I'm popular at school everyone loves me, little do they know I find no joy or meaning in anything anymore. All I feel is pain and hurt, I think of the ways I could kill myself...
    teenghostt teenghostt 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Krissy1029 Krissy1029 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    Watched It recently with my dad and u live it it's so funny :)
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    ohiomomof2 ohiomomof2 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 4

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    officialwanderer officialwanderer 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    He is awesome Nuff said
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    Nell5885 Nell5885 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    In memory of Lisa, who introduced me to trance music.You shall forever remain in our hearts. 
    stillthedeadman stillthedeadman 70+ Aug 17

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    ​SkyFlair - SunFlower 
    stillthedeadman stillthedeadman 70+ Aug 18