I Am Dead

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 156 People

    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

    As much as I say I'm okay,

    I'm that much not. I wish I could say I was more alive than dead, but that would be a tragically false lie.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian
    13-15, F
    Mar 16, 2015

    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 30, 2011

    International Woman's Day.

    Oh yeah, all right, take it easy baby, make it last all night. She was an American girl. Tom Petty Heartbreakers. A few of them have broken my heart. So this is my message to the fairer sex. **** off!
    pitchblack9 pitchblack9
    56-60, M
    Mar 8, 2015

    already . I am also dead spiritually .

    I finally know what death feels like and oh it feels bad and terrible. I hate death. I love life just too bad but my life is just soooooooooooooooooooo indescribably terrible and epic in the bad way as in to make my life and me collapse to nothing. I am dead . I just know it . I...
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 28, 2012

    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 3, 2011

    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90
    13-15, M
    1 Response Oct 9, 2014

    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul
    26-30, M
    Aug 5, 2012
    Veterandepression Veterandepression
    26-30
    Mar 15, 2014

    Yes I am a dead demonic spirit stuck in this

    human vessel I wish I was free but I must wait until this human vessel dies and then I am free.
    Necromancer666 Necromancer666
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian
    22-25, M
    22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
    26-30, M
    Apr 21, 2012

    MA ENGLISH PROJECT IS DUE TOMORROW AND I NEED

    TO COMPLETE 4 PROJECCCCTCTTSTTSTCTSTC NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    CrazyYoghurt CrazyYoghurt
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2015

    The world spins ever onward,

    yet I remain, immovable. Put me in a coffin. 😵
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 5

    No one cares........i hate life.

    .....i wanna die already
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 22, 2015

    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000
    18-21
    6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2014

    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn
    13-15, F
    Sep 3, 2014
    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne
    18-21, M
    Dec 16, 2014
    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox
    18-21, F
    Oct 21, 2014

    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2014

    always . life is a ****

    and God is a dude
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123
    22-25, F
    Oct 13, 2015

    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

    silent:- speaking through my fingershunger:-

    food is like a requirement no enjoymentsleep:- a love that last for long and end so soonbreath:- naturally going but when i think about it i stop it!!!water:- there and drink when i remember and that happen like rarely nowmood:- swinging from bad to worst to max at calm i really...
    gamesBOSS gamesBOSS
    22-25, M
    Feb 20

    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    i died 25 years ago yeah,

    I died in 1990, 3 years before I was born, this must be proof that I am insane as I suspect I am. p.s. I've had a "few" drinks and it was lovely!
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101
    22-25, M
    Sep 29, 2015
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