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I Am Dead

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2014

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    Wtf just happened, I'm home alone

    so am so going to get the blame for this:s. I was in the bathroom, heard a massive bang so went into the kitchen to have a look and saw the devastation that lay in front of me:L, the shelf collapsed Yeah my mums coming home now I think and I'm dead :/
    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3, 2014

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    I do believe that the dead can attach themselves to objects they once owned. I have hear of people buying antiques and taking them home. And strangle things start happening in...
    jon2403 jon2403 56-60, M Jan 14

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    74th post..Well you might have noticed I haven't been posting here in a while. I'm still around. The 20th passed and I'm still alive. Had a bad week struggling all week with the...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I AM INVISIBLE AND DEAD TO A WORLD FULL OF **** TECHNOLOGY AND LONLEY AND NO LOVE. GUESS I AM TOO REAL TO BE ALIVE IN A DEAD WORLD LOL
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm obsessed with the walking dead like beyond obsession and once two of my friends told me that the walking dead is a boring show and **** and I was like whaat and I smacked them...
    mysticaldreams mysticaldreams 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Love deadpool My favorite is deadpool killustrated because it really makes you think about chain reactions and such and how there lives intertwined
    Funnychase66 Funnychase66 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    School. Do you mean: dead inside
    Christymaybe Christymaybe 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    LDDs are important to me. My mom doesn't understand me or them. She says they are too bloody and creepy. She doesn't support my collection. She tries and is doing well. I guess...
    LoveLDDs LoveLDDs 13-15, F Jan 9

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    I've seen a few actually... I was an "Auxiliary Policeman" in a large city which was kinda cool even though I didn't get paid. We would drive around and go to accidents and direct...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    This is incorrect. I have walked a dog, choked a chicken, even spanked a monkey! But I have never slapped a monkey with a dead parrot ;)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Dear The Walking Dead, For the love of all that is holy and what not. I miss you terribly, I seem to be going through zombie "I need to eat you brains" withdrawals... Come back I...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 13

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    So, I've been thinking... and I've realised that I won't be able to watch Arrow if my darling Oliver is dead. I just can't. Seeing Felicity deal with the heartbreak of losing...
    OlicityShipper OlicityShipper 70+, F Jan 18

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    Went to 173 Dead shows with Jerry 1985-1995, as well as countless Garcia Band, Rat Dog, Phil & Friends, Other Ones & Further shows. Just sent in my mail order for the 50th...
    Squane Squane 51-55, M Jan 20

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    I missed the email registration for Dead 50. Have to wait till Feb 12th now!😢
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hope to score some tix And keep truckin' on down To Dead 50 in July Soldier Field, Chi Town Be there or be square For one final goodbye!
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    Recent if anyone saw my status it said I was dead this is wrong, I left my laptop on the table and left the sight up and my drunken room mate or I should say EX room mate...
    Jwolf1342 Jwolf1342 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I saw my dead grandparent today at home it was freaky but kind of hot
    llovely llovely 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am constantly moving in slow motion. While everyone else is moving on with their life I am still a mile behind. All I can think about it death and darkness and of how dead I...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've lost both of my parents in the span of a year. My mother developed lung cancer, even though she never had a cigarette in her entire life, and my father to a heart attack about...
    astute99 astute99 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I wish that I could die tonight with a gun to my head!!
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    This is my favorite group so far
    AttackingFoosa AttackingFoosa 18-21, M Jan 1

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    Followthemelody Followthemelody 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    life just doesn't seem to be going for me right now so....
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Laying in the wagon Surrounded by an ocean of misplaced toys and the remnant of last autumn’s leaves In the afternoon light of spring There were no priests No people dressed in...
    samanthathepanther2 samanthathepanther2 18-21, F Jan 4

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