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I Am Dead

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Wtf just happened, I'm home alone

    so am so going to get the blame for this:s. I was in the bathroom, heard a massive bang so went into the kitchen to have a look and saw the devastation that lay in front of me:L, the shelf collapsed Yeah my mums coming home now I think and I'm dead :/
    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    KissItAllBetter0 KissItAllBetter0 18-21, F Sep 3

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15

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    5/9/00-8/9/14 Surgery complications on his

    third surgery. He will be forever missed.
    KoolKandon KoolKandon 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    Someone hacked me or something I'm not dead, I noticed a lot of notifications, but I'm not dead.
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    Sometimes I feel pushed close to the edge, and I just want to disappear. Not necessarily die, but just stop existing. Just have all my problems stop existing. I don't want to stay...
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    I'm addicted to Walking Dead. It's back on in 56 days! I cannot wait.
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    Ok watching The Walking Dead and one thing i don't understand, they drive cars which are for the most part silent running when 'coasting so to speak, so why does daryl still use a...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Ok watching The Walking Dead and one thing i don't understand, they drive cars which are for the most part silent running when 'coasting so to speak, so why does daryl still use a...
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    I wish my life were over.... had a restraing order on me because my child's mother lied about me, claiming I would threaten and stalk her. Got into drugs and depression bad because...
    deadmanwalking1233 deadmanwalking1233 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I finally realize, I'm not meant to exist in this world. I'm not meant to exist in this world where cruelty is rewarded, but kindness is punished. I'm not meant to exist in this...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I was pronounced dead a few months ago. A car hit my car's side, crushing the driver's seating area. I was taken out by the rescuers and the paramedics said this: "He's cold. We...
    WhosChaos WhosChaos 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    I feel dead physically and emotionally.
    Tiwollen Tiwollen 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    L4D2 Witch Glitch: A few weeks ago, I was in Dark Carnival. Right before I was in the "Tunnel of Love" safe house, there was a Witch. Rochelle scared the Witch and starts to...
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    My kids deadbeat dad just got served with paperwork. In 30 days my kid and I can have some peace of mind when it comes to finances
    larisahhh larisahhh 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    But not him as a dead person..I'm in love with what he used to be when he was alive. I think about it him all the time. Sometimes I enjoy it and sometimes it just makes me feel...
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    My dad was talking to the paper & thinking it's amazing that he got 23 kids & he see none of them I see it as he's a deadbeat dad
    donnaxc86 donnaxc86 26-30, F Sep 7

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    I feel dead. i cant be the only one. im only alive for the moment because of one person. I feel like i dont belong anywhere but in his arms. I feel like a fallen angel meant to...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    an empty house doenst need windows, cuz no ones looking in, why would a house need windows anyway when no ones looking out again. that house will stand still, no laughter, no tears...
    NoraWilliams NoraWilliams 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My dad is gone now, but I've made peace with myself, & stopped wasting energy on him. For years I blamed me for him. It wasn't my fault he was a looser. He beat my mom for just...
    nevadiva4u nevadiva4u 41-45 2 days ago

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    In memory of Lisa, who introduced me to trance music.You shall forever remain in our hearts. 
    StillTheDeadman StillTheDeadman 70+ Aug 17

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    StillTheDeadman StillTheDeadman 70+ Aug 18

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    This has got nothing to do with any of you so don't worry it's someone I know off the internet (which is very rare) . Not aiming this at anyone just need to vent... Hes a...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    My dad died in March of 2012. He choked on his food when no one was home. Super dumb. If someone would have been home or he ate better then I would still live with him and my life...
    noavailablenames noavailablenames 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Heyy so I feel like my life is worth nothing, and I can't figure out what to do with it. I nearly ran away last night and I almost attempted suicide. I self harm on my calves and...
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