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I Am Dead

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F Mar 22

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Related Experiences

    For the past 5 years i have felt dead on the inside. I use to feel so alive but after the awestruck events of betrayal, backstab, lies, emotional abuse, destruction of my...
    Coolrocker Coolrocker 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    One day I was in my backyard . I was cracking my bullwhip . I started thinking about a dead rat I saw at my friend's house . Then all of a sudden I started looking for a dead...
    chriscool3232 chriscool3232 18-21, M Apr 3

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    My boyfriend rifles through my things. He comes across a box of random things, pictures, memos, trinkets. He lifts up a laminated funeral program. 'Who is this, Who?' The program...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F Mar 24

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    I watched a movie and some of you might have seen it or watched it but is called God's not Dead. I loved this movie so much it inspired me to come closer with God. If your not a...
    wolflover22 wolflover22 13-15, F Mar 26

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    Ever feel as if you keep dying? And for every "death", each time you have awoken from what felt like a death, you're never the same- who said you ever changed? You pull yourself...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    This shouldn't be an experience. None of you are better off dead. I don't know any of you, but I know people, and I know that every one of you are worth something. Your worth...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Mar 27

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    The past goes, the present comes, and the future awaits, yet I wish it didn't. I've never been a people person, always in the background. I am the wallflower of the world. I am...
    UnwantedShadow UnwantedShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Unbelievably fascinating! The areas and histories are legit so you can read up on them and the dead persons if specific names are mentioned. I would watch them nonstop if there...
    merrygentry merrygentry 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    What. The actual **** Lizzie. YES SHES DEAD. Dat episode doe. Can tomorrow come any faster please?
    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    What's the difference between a Tree and A dead baby ? You don't put a tree in a blender.
    TehTapeist TehTapeist 18-21, M Mar 24

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    The dead are lucky they don't to endure a boring life, they don't have any worries, any fears, any boredom, they don't have loneliness
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I love playing Dead Island!!! It is my most favorite game!!!
    ZebraPerfect01 ZebraPerfect01 13-15, F Mar 28

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    I've attempted to kill myself a few times .. I'm over everything I honestly feel dead inside I need someone I'm alone I don't have anyone
    Lauraaaa221 Lauraaaa221 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I wish I'm dead then living here with my this family , I actually don't call them A F A M I L Y !!
    emkayonexx emkayonexx 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am sick of everything , I'm just 42 but most of my life I've not enjoyed myself, i hate how society is, how money and profit come before everything. I don't remember being dead...
    Paulchanning Paulchanning 41-45, M Apr 5

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    Understanding the black male mind Slowly but surley on decline Chasing after another peice of *** When instead he should be focused on the cash Claiming to be all about his money...
    Bach13 Bach13 22-25, M Apr 6

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    Well if I did not get on my mood stabilizers I would be dead. I have been severely depressed for almost 14 years last fall was my closest attempt to actually succeeding in...
    xxsadisticbitchxx xxsadisticbitchxx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Then I would never be able to hurt anyone ever again. I can't hurt people. I just can't. If I do, I'll never forgive myself.
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have had many near death experiences. I was actually a 'mistake' (though my mum says I was just an 'unexpected gift' :-) ) and when I was a baby (about 2 weeks old) I was very...
    cityfolk cityfolk 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I astroproject occasionally and have see my great grandmother Vera stroke my head at my bedside. Call me crazy but after that experience, I told my mom and a moment after we saw...
    cityfolk cityfolk 13-15, F Mar 22

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    When I was a teenager, my mother informed me I was an identical twin, and that Brian died 3 days after being born. I still miss him. The first 9 months of my life, I was as close...
    jeffat jeffat 41-45, M Mar 25

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    This picture is me at a bar with an Elvis guy and doll. 3 days after my fathers death...
    xxemopikachuxx xxemopikachuxx 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I believe that I am falling in love with a guy who died less than 2 years ago. He would have been in his late 30s had he lived. I wondered what it will be like if he were alive...
    erykah123 erykah123 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I wonder if anyone will miss me when I am gone. Its something that I think about at all. Will anyone come to my funeral, will there even be a funeral. Will you hear a song on the...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    It all comes down to tonight I can not wait. What do you think will happen?
    amarie0710 amarie0710 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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