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I Am Dead

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    5/9/00-8/9/14 Surgery complications on his

    third surgery. He will be forever missed.
    KoolKandon KoolKandon 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    Wtf just happened, I'm home alone

    so am so going to get the blame for this:s. I was in the bathroom, heard a massive bang so went into the kitchen to have a look and saw the devastation that lay in front of me:L, the shelf collapsed Yeah my mums coming home now I think and I'm dead :/
    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    When I first met Wade, it was while playing X-Men Legends II: Rise of Apocalypse, he appeared completely brainwashed by Mr Sinister. And the funny thing is that he was aware of it...
    PeterPalmer PeterPalmer 22-25, M Nov 30

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    13th post. "Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me." I wish it would end, I wish it would end, I wish it would end. My life that is, and I can't seem to stop thinking...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    me in bed: i wish i was dead me peeing: i wish i was dead me eating: i wish i was dead me 24/7: i wish i was dead
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 23

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    I belong to a fair number of experience groups but none as inspiring to me (and apparently none less understood by everyone else) as this one. I think the lack of understanding...
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M Nov 29

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    I haven't been able to sleep all night and I can't stop thinking it would be better if I was dead. I don't just think it, I FEEL like I need to be dead. I don't live, I only exist...
    c130patra c130patra 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    Don't get me wrong I love love love the Walking Dead but tonight's episode just... Killed me! It was a good episode other than Beth's death!!! She was just reuniting with Daryl...
    Trinityde Trinityde 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm 33 single mom can't get a boyfriend no one wants to date a single mom. I've been lonely for so many years I have no family. The only family I had was my brother and he died...
    mysadlife1111 mysadlife1111 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    My husband and I love watching the walking dead. Talking dead is really good too!
    planejayne planejayne 56-60, F Dec 5

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    I feel very uncomfortable being in my own body. I know it doesn't make any sense, but this is what I feel. I feel awkward moving around, functioning. Just like only body is moving...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Rik Mayall, may he rest in peace, was amazing in drop dead fred. I ran around for ages repeating all my favorite lines lol
    littlemisslonelyheart littlemisslonelyheart 13-15, F Nov 19

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    Who is your favorite character on The Walking Dead? This is a tough one for me because I love them as a group and am rooting for them all, but I will say that my girl Michonne is...
    Refugeblue83 Refugeblue83 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 20

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    Well I'm Egyptian! and I'm not here to support certain person or anything or talk in politics,there's lot of death from citizens cause of the police and the army,me and my brother...
    Ammar9009 Ammar9009 13-15, M Nov 23

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    I just feel dead. The only emotions I have are sad ones. I hide it. I hade it very well. I always smile regardless of what I'm feeling. My life feels so pointless right now. Just...
    confusedforever132 confusedforever132 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I mean honestly guys? What's so pretty about that...nothing I would rather be dead than alive
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 1

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    I can't wait to go home and watch the walking dead 😄😄😄😄😃😃😃
    sabrinaaron1996 sabrinaaron1996 18-21, F Dec 8

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    Maybe in the last season Rick will wake up from a coma, and find out everything was just a dream, and then the whole season will be about him finding everyone that he was with...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I survived meningitis when I was 3, I had a lung infection which made me really ill when I was 17 and I have attempted numerous times to kill myself. And I'm still here... Should...
    NotSuchAnInnocentGirl NotSuchAnInnocentGirl 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wonder cause it seems like no one would miss me cause people have told me since i was 7 that i I'm better off dead.
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Every year I get a little closer to the "...plenty of time to be dead..." part of this statement. On the other hand, I've waited all my life to be this age and, in truth, I'm...
    Oldboxy Oldboxy 70+, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Grateful Dead - Truckin'
    CarolinaShores CarolinaShores 22-25, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Even though its been over 2 years since my Best Friend was killed, I still find myself thinking that shes alive. I'll wake up some mornings and grab my phone to text her. It makes...
    MacKenzie2943 MacKenzie2943 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    Can't wait for season 2! please make it happen.
    Hmaster69 Hmaster69 18-21, M Nov 18

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