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I Am Dead

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    The dead want those who are living.

    Everyone wants the living, that vital life.
    mariatheresae mariatheresae 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    Hm..

    What else could I possibly be?!  Alive?! -scoffs-.  
    Krayons Krayons 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2008

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    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    Dead

    Dead,Sometimes,That's how I feel,Death warmed up,This place,Worse than hell,Wanna move on,Can't wait,Get outta 'ere,Be free again,Start livin' again,And most of all,Be alive!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    No one cares........i hate life.

    .....i wanna die already
    angelicflare angelicflare 16-17, F Feb 22

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    Alive Outside, Dead Inside

    What will you do if you failed so many times? Can't find a new start? Are totally lost? Well here is my life story briefly: I'm 16 this year, and 3 years back I was very rebellious, I didn't think straight, I never expected things would turn out this way. I've been through a fair...
    choices195 choices195 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    Inside...

    inside i am dead. right now i am just existing. I don't feel alive at all, and I feel like life be better for everyone is i already was dead. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    MA ENGLISH PROJECT IS DUE TOMORROW AND I NEED

    TO COMPLETE 4 PROJECCCCTCTTSTTSTCTSTC NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    CrazyYoghurt CrazyYoghurt 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    I Am Dead

    You already are Everything experienced illuminated You have always been Illumination Is pure memory made real From the belief in each other As the collective source of light Giving bright golden awareness Actively everywhere Living through everything Flowing through you As you...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul 26-30, M Aug 5, 2012

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    Well Yeah

    Its about her. A year and half since she left me. Maybe i should tell you first we were together for 30+ long months. It was intense those 30 months. Life was good all was well, then her friend intefered but lets save that story for another day. she left me, it was a blow, i got...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 22 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    International Woman's Day.

    Oh yeah, all right, take it easy baby, make it last all night. She was an American girl. Tom Petty Heartbreakers. A few of them have broken my heart. So this is my message to the fairer sex. **** off!
    pitchblack9 pitchblack9 56-60, M Mar 8

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    The Things That Keep This A Metaphor

    I know I am dead because there are only two things that make me stay alive. There is my cat, who has lived a hard life. She is old and was unloved for many years at her house. Now she is sweet and happy with me. So I do not want to make her suffer living in a pet shelter for...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25, 2010

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    I died a long time ago,

    I'm rotting. I'm a fool. I have the lowes IQ in the world! hah I'm laughing at myself!! haha I was so stupid to ever think that I deserve to be happy! pff i deserve to die a horrible way to die slow really slow that I can feel all the pain that I desirve !
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    I Want to Live Again

     I dream of emotions, whether they be anger, frustration, love, happiness, distress, whatever the emotion, I want to feel again.   Its been since the 22nd of June that I have lost my ability to feel and it was instead replaced with numbness. I wonder if the people...
    Andre3000 Andre3000 18-21 6 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    Hey guys, this isn't your normal Marshall,

    in fact this is his friend, Gabe. Marshall killed himself June 29th, 2014. We've been trying to get into his account for months now. He wrote individual suicide notes for everybody that made his life miserable, and everyone that kept him afloat for his short 13 years...
    Marshallman90 Marshallman90 13-15, M 3 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    HeartBrokenxox HeartBrokenxox 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    No, I Didn't Do It.

    No, I didn't do it. But it's getting there. How can I believe in them without believing in myself? I guess I just don't make the cut anymore. But I was a tool. I faked it as hard as I could. And will until the day I die. They will see. They will see.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    People say you live with the scars you choose.

    That's not true.. Sometimes the scars choose you.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F Sep 3, 2014

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    No, not really... I just don't tan

    so if I lay still I could almost pass for a corpse.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    As much as I say I'm okay,

    I'm that much not. I wish I could say I was more alive than dead, but that would be a tragically false lie.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F Mar 16

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    I cannot stand the suicide squad trailer ! I am a harsh film critic especially when it comes to my babies (dc comics) getting turned into movies. First thing I noticed that sucked...
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    My husband and I have been exposed to some of Greatful Dead's music, from watching an old TV show. I love Box of Rain.
    kmhb kmhb 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    im fucken terrifried that hes dead and i dnt want to lose him :'(
    misscutiepie123 misscutiepie123 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I had gone out for a night of drinking in Newport Rhode Island for my buddies 21st birthday. We had parked the car off of the main ***** and another friend had to take a ****, so...
    steve52513 steve52513 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I still want excitement. I still want friendship. I still want sex.
    tgrip tgrip 56-60, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Things seem better if I wasn't around and I wouldn't feel this pain anymore inside my body. Feels like I'm numb and I'm tired of feeling this way
    Bri301 Bri301 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    When does the new season start??
    Niceandcold Niceandcold 26-30, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    My parents died when I was 3 years old. There was a car accident but I wasn’t with them. I have lived with my aunt ever since. I sometimes wonder what my life would be like if...
    meneme2050 meneme2050 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I like to go to a park nearby.. With a stream.. And a fountain.. And green fields. It is full of rabbits and bunnies. I like to sit on the bench under the shade and watch them hop...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Stay -(ft. Deadmau5) Colleen D'agostino I love the buildup!! Deadmau5 has such a cool distinct style ...I keep listening to this song on repeat
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I dreamt that I'm not good in English and then my new teacher was mad at me because I'm not good and then i told her I'm good and I wrote some English she said ok I can see it and...
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I started crying for no reason. I just became overwhelming depressed. It's as if a wave of sadness splashed over me, flooding the beaches of my mind with its ever-present blueness...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i love deadpool my husband got me into him can't wait to see the movie just hope they don't f*** it up and thank goodness its rated R XD
    sweety7268 sweety7268 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Nobody would miss me. I have no friends. Nobody would even notice i am gone. It will end all the pain. How can people make it so far in life?
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 21 Responses Jul 20

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    working in the hospital helping on patient's movilization in the many years working I saw tens of death bodies, because part of my work is transport them to the frozen chamber. A...
    ivafermay ivafermay 26-30, M Jul 18

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    They **** up with more lies and pound in more repeated blogs So she looks like win All fake
    morningall123 morningall123 51-55, F Jul 16

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    all is futile. It means nothing.....
    squirrand squirrand 36-40, F Jul 14

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    MAJOR withdrawal!! I'm a huge fan! Zombies are real!
    mrsrshaw mrsrshaw 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    "Fare you well, fare you well I love you more than words can tell. Listen to the river sing sweet songs to rock my soul"
    NobleDebaucher NobleDebaucher 46-50, M Jul 9

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    WHCALOVNFKAPQJTBJVNALOITHWQPKRBCBKSUUTVTBNOWJT SMMKKKLL!!!!!!! YASSSSS
    Piercethechemicalsirens Piercethechemicalsirens 13-15, F Jul 8

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    you get 100 years in a alternate reality screw up and it ends fast,life is an illusion *evil grin ,tapping fingertips*
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F Jul 7