I Am Dealing With the Death of My Brother Every Day

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    Older Brother

    I lost my older brother on June 27,2004 to sleep apnea.Even almost 7 years later I find myself thinking about him and what he would be like if he was still alive.He was not even married a year when he died.He and his wife were getting ready to buy their own house and start a...
    BethShcN BethShcN
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2011

    Lost Faith

    on febuary 10 2012 i lost my 19 yr old brother in a car accident. my brother struggled with being an adult he had alot on anger inside hiself. we all thought with the help of ''GOD'' things would get better and to an extent they did he cleaned up was gonna join the national gaurd...
    packi packi
    Apr 30, 2012

    My life has been altered,

    or, as one woman I met told me, "transformed." I liked that word because something positive can be associated with it. It reminded me that even in the midst of devastation, glimpses of hope and happiness can be found. Three months ago, my younger brother passed away at age 24...
    christina1219 christina1219
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    Dealing With The Death Of My Brother

    I am dealing with the death of my baby brother every day.  He was killed at the end of May and I cannot believe it has been almost seven months.  He and his girlfriend were riding his motorbike home from dinner and a lady drove in front of them and killed them instantly...
    mandmplus1 mandmplus1
    6 Responses Dec 3, 2009

    God Saved Me

    My brother was bullied because he had bad hearing, and he had a headset so he could hear the teacher. The kids bullied him for it, so he stopped wearing it his grades dropped. And even without the headset they bullied him. He couldnt handle that at the age 12, so he took in his...
    soccergirl16 soccergirl16
    1 Response May 7, 2012

    Just Lost My "baby" Brother

    My baby brother passed away a little over a week ago.  We lost our mother almost 4 years ago, and now I've lost him and I have never felt so alone in my life.  While I have a wonderful extended family and great friends, growing up, it was always our mother, my brother and I...
    liliansantamaria liliansantamaria
    Apr 19, 2011

    It is My fault He Died.

    ... He was my little brother. I was Dylan's older sister, and it was my job to keep him safe. I did not do that. No, I did everything I was not supposed to do. I killed him. That night, January 10 - when I did the exact opposite of what I should have. That night, when we were...
    deleted deleted
    13 Responses Jan 9, 2014


    I'm only 14 and I don't know how to deal with this. My brother and I were so close that every time I hear his name it feels like my heart is being ripped apart. I just want to die with him. I see no point in going back to school or even getting out of bed. I wish time would...
    Killmeplease3 Killmeplease3
    Apr 15, 2012

    Younger Brother

    My younger Brother had a real bad heart and was asked a year ago to go on the heart Transplant list and he had refused.  Over Thanksgiving this year he had a pacemaker put in and was doing a little better.   Two weeks ago he passed away and all the family was there...
    lilfern lilfern
    51-55, F
    Dec 25, 2009

    I feel guilty every single day.

    The fact that I'm here and he isn't is so wrong. He was too young. He had so much life ahead of him. He had so many people that loved him. I feel like half of me has been ripped away. You don't even have to ask how my mom is doing. I hate myself for not being there for him in...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

    Does Anyone Feel The Pain Of A Sister-in-law's Dismissal

    my big brother died on March 3rd, one week away from his 49th b-day. He had a massive heart attack and died within 5 minutes. My nephew and sister-in-law tried to revive him, but he died instantly. My sister-in-law is depressed and bitter against my mom, sisters and me and I don...
    gaarycarole gaarycarole
    May 19, 2012

    Death Of My Older Brother

    I lost my older brother Nicky on June 20th 2009. It still feels like yesterday that it happened. I still miss him and think about him every single day. I miss him so much. His heart gave out and his liver was failing he was 40 years old and he had Down...
    countryangel23 countryangel23
    Jun 24, 2011

    My Big Brother

    I don't know how to deal with my brothers death especially Thur these holidays. He was only 30 he died on nov 1st 2012 he was a heavy heavy drinker and his liver was completely shot. People may think will he's stupid why would he drink so much but he was good in the head. He...
    Ms892 Ms892
    1 Response Dec 15, 2012

    81 Days And Counting...

    Dear big brother… It’s not even that close to January 4th and yet I am already getting sadder and sadder as the days go by. It’s really hitting me early this year. I miss you so much, like crazy bananas applesauce…I love you darling brother. I can’t believe you’ve...
    LiquidPeace LiquidPeace
    Oct 15, 2011
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