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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16, 2014

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F Apr 17, 2014

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19, 2014

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    Sometimes I hate that I am still too nice and care too much. I just don't have the energy to take care of myself, yet I have the energy to go out of my ways to make others happy...
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    Its been two mornings and two nights not talking to Tim ,I don't know if he is hurting but I am torn apart I cry all the time I miss his voice so much my chest hurts .I want to...
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    I am so deeply depressed and have been hurt. I have even gone so far and started cutting up my arms since I was in my teens. The people that have seen it just rolled there eyes and...
    jasmineintoxicatingscent jasmineintoxicatingscent 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I don't know why I do it. I cannot forgive. Small petty things do not get to me but if you really hurt me, everything I feel towards you shuts down and I no longer want to look at...
    fwxo fwxo 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    Because unfortunately...ignorance can kill. The thoughtless actions taken by those who are oblivious to feelings and pain...those who can't see the tears that explain hurt...
    LeeOmar88 LeeOmar88 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm a very insecure person. I've been this way for as long as I can remember. I'm a sensitive person and get my feelings hurt very easily. When I was young, I would get picked...
    JennieThorne JennieThorne 41-45, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    How Could She???How could she? How could a smart sucessful woman with control of her own life get tangled up dating a man on work release from prison? She has more than 15 years on...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 9 Responses Feb 21

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    Need help/advice! Here's my story: My mom and dad split up before I was born, so I never really saw much of my dad or his side of the family growing up. When I was about 17, my dad...
    Italy21 Italy21 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    Slow Reaction - Ever been hit before, and at first, you do not realize how painful it was until much later? That happens a bit with me. Someone will say or do something towards...
    LysanderFremont LysanderFremont 26-30, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I take friendships and relationships seriously. I value people. I care about your life, happiness and well being. And when I call you friend - you truly are. That's why I hurt so...
    Charmedheart Charmedheart 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 3

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    You know you're in love with someone, when you can actually feel pain when something goes wrong. If you didn't love them, you wouldn't hurt so much if they ****** up, had a fight...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Thinking very deeply about something or someone has always been that I do almost daily. Sometimes, I find it strange that I do this. I guess this is where I get my drive to gain...
    growingwisdom growingwisdom 22-25, M Feb 15

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    I just do. When i let myself feel and love that someone special i do with my whole heart and as much as possible. As much as i try to fight it or ignore the growing emotions...
    violet1698 violet1698 31-35, F Feb 18

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    I wake up with the same feeling as I went to sleep. My heart beats extremely fast. My thoughts are continuous. I just want to be happy again. Why can't I get that? I am not perfect...
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's one of the reasons I love this place. I can't talk deeply with people on Facebook.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Time and time again, I have been hurt by ppl I believed in and thought were my friends. I have been hurt by someone who was stupid. I have been hurt by someone who is intelligent...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F Feb 1

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    sometimes I want a chance. I want to be loved cared for and respected I don't want to be called a freak I want people to respect who I am in the heart I want to have friend that...
    wintter54 wintter54 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I want to fall asleep in your soft, warm arms. Each night I want to lay snuggled close to you, close enough to hear your heartbeat, close enough to smell your sweet fragrance. I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response Feb 20

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    This argument tonight is worst then when she found out I cheated. I cheated yeah and she found out I didn't tell her yeah. She took me back. I lost all of her trust and I deserve...
    OaklandCA OaklandCA 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I really don't know if anyone really knows. A few of my closer friends know what I'm going through, but honestly I don't think they could ever understand how useless I feel. I'm...
    lowellwolf lowellwolf 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Nothing really much Just feeling hurt that I fell So fast and Got hurt at the same time Really Feeling like the only people who can care anymore I don't know Ask me question talk...
    MonstersInMe MonstersInMe 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    So I dated this girl for a few months and I was really in love with her . She was too . It was fast but it was real . I really ******* loved her but she hurt me so much . She did...
    ish1234567 ish1234567 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I hate it because I know what's it like to be hurt and to hurt. I don't understand people who hurt others for fun
    ScreamingWhispers ScreamingWhispers 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    A couple of posts regarding infidelity on here reminded me of this: When I was a girl my mother kept telling me she had a friend, a woman, who she went out with at times. She said...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Why does love have to hurt so much.. Maybe it's my fault because I'm stupid but we're together 20yrs, 3 children.. He was always the bad boy and I fell for him. He done the dirt on...
    Maynoothmeath1 Maynoothmeath1 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I started talking to a guy about five months ago. He and I started dating three months ago, and last week he told me he loved me. The other day, he informed me that he and his ex...
    SimplyEm SimplyEm 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Guys,he just told me that he loves me and I know he means it. I'm just scared because sometimes I feel like he doesn't want me half as bad as I want him and doesn't make as much of...
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I really liked a guy from the UK. I can't forget when he sent me pictures of himself and they ended up in my spam mail. I retrieved them and he asked "Am I still spam?" He was an...
    DG2008 DG2008 31-35 1 Response Feb 5

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    I know I'm in a much better place in my life right now compared to when I hadn't dealt with the rape at all, but I feel so much pain still. I am still hurting so bad and I'm scared...
    Jmemma Jmemma 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    That hurting is a sample of the hurt going on in others. That sample is given to you so you can try to untie it and cure it. I do this whenever I realize it.
    cheesesausage cheesesausage 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Why do people try to hurt others? Especially on the Internet. I'm sure they realized their words or action hurt other EP members. Of course also in reality, people know what they...
    Kayu96 Kayu96 31-35, F Feb 14

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    so I truly need help forgiving people who have hurt me... I have a hard time trusting people as Is and I decided to let a guy in my life come into it and be apart of my life we got...
    alexmorales123 alexmorales123 18-21, F Feb 16

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    The more I try.. the more I'm falling apart. Seven years after my divorce I never saw myself feeling so alone and still not having a solid relationship. I've yet to move in with...
    SelfishShellfish SelfishShellfish 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    For the past several months I have been hurting more and more. My close friends have been tearing me down. It is not their intent to hurt me, but they do not exactly help...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 18

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    Why does it hurt so much when people leave you. My best friend from 2011 she like my sister left me. It wasn't her decision cause I know and she wanted to stay but her mom told her...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 2 Responses