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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 16-17, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16, 2014

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19, 2014

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    no one can imagine my pain

    and JESUS CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE IT IS JUST SO BAD
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    ...

    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    So basically, If I am thinking rationally and clearly, its all good, the world at the very least makes some sense. Once I start thinking "deeply" , I'm like YOLO-MODE where I start...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 14 hrs ago

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    love hurts ohh really ? just close your eyes and think of your mum. Does your love for her hurts ? obviously not . be positive all my buddies
    hattit123 hattit123 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I shut people out when they hurt me! Who doesn't,is my question? I think that is a wise way of protecting yourself! Why would you let people in that hurt you? You have two choices...
    Susiedisney Susiedisney 56-60, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am tired of wanting romance, passion and a deep love.. I am what I am but sometimes being me hurts me. I wish that I don't feel as much, I wish I have a switch that I can turn on...
    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It hurts to know that people can't accept me and I'm trying to change, I really do. But if I think you're a true friend and you hurt me by ignoring me, than I get upset really...
    Skork Skork 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    i had walls put up, guarding myself from people. i never wanted to be hurt again because i would open myself so easily just to be let down and neglected, and be pushed away. years...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I'm very sensitive and often get my feelings hurt. I take words and body language personally. I wish that the world was filled with more people who were aware of how their words...
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have come to embrace my sexuality but my attempts at normalcy are coming back to haunt me. I split with this guy we'll call Ian, and he feels the need to destroy my reputation...
    luvvyowl luvvyowl 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    It really hurting right now. I cNt wait for the day where I can look back on this post and maybe delete it because I'm happier. But its hurting so much :( ive been crying a little...
    23kk23 23kk23 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Early this year I met a friend of a friend, who quickly became a close friend. We did everything together, exchanged experiences and all. Our personalities matched on the first...
    AkariYama AkariYama 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    “The only way to know if you can trust somebody is to trust them.” ~Ernest Hemmingway The world is tough. We often hear about and see how one person betrayed another and...
    mindstruggle mindstruggle 22-25, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    But I was hurt more.. It's that moment when you have to say that forced goodbye...When you have to step on your kind heart and "pretend" you don't care! No one can feel that pain...
    hangonthere hangonthere 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Sorry for lying. Sorry for being so destructive, for destroying what is supposed to be our safe haven. Sorry for causing all that work, and I'm so sorry that I lied to you all. I...
    AlmostEmpty AlmostEmpty 13-15, F a week ago

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    Because im hurting everyday , every minute everyone sees the angry side of me but doesn't know its just me being sensitive words and actions really do hurt me and that's what...
    IHoldElegance IHoldElegance 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    We've all been hurt. Hurt by family, friends, strangers, etc. Bottom line is that we've all been hurt and we're trying to recover. About a week ago, a family member broke a piece...
    MyEpochStory MyEpochStory 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    He repeatedly keeps on hurting me and acts as If nothing is wrong. I can't keep living this way because I don't deserve to go through this never ending cycle where I'm supposed to...
    Cal30 Cal30 31-35, F Jun 21

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    I feel like hes lying to me. And that hes talking to other women. I gave up men for him and here I feel hurt when I created a throw away account only to find hes lying to me.
    angelsrsweet angelsrsweet 13-15, F Jun 21

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    I'm so tried of being hurt and used by every guy.I open up to them then the just use me.I am so guarded anymore.I don't even let my family know how i feel. That's how I am i guess...
    punkglampire punkglampire 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I'm so in love I never imagined that I'll be so in love with him so ok I knew him from my friend he's her brother we started as friends I think that was in 2011 then bestfriends...
    sandysunny2 sandysunny2 18-21, F Jun 20

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    I have lost someone I cared about. Someone who I loved or maybe I still love him. Despite what he out my family through, I can't bring myself to hate my father. He may not be gone...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F Jun 20

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    In a deeply intriguing way, I love and feel connected to someone ... who is present and absent at the same time. I've been expressing my feelings whenever they rise to the surface...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Just looking at the old scars makes me want to reopen them all. To feel the cold, dull blade of the scissors clawing away on my wrists, my legs, my whole being. I feel nostalgic...
    oddkinks oddkinks 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    The last thing I wish for answer for her, I losing my mind, I'm worried for her, I'm hoping she still love me, I've fallen down on my face so many times, I'm weaken by the hurt...
    Kerrycrowchild Kerrycrowchild 18-21, M Jun 18

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    My heart is aching and i dont know why. I mean it physically hurts ,the emotional pain to the point that tears flows from my eyes. Im tired of feeling and looking within. But...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Im hurting because of cant spend much time with my bf, and i knew he is hurting because of that, i felt sorry for him. I love you .
    DEEPISHA DEEPISHA 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    I know what it feels like to hurt inside cause I am hurting everyday I have to get up after about 3 hours sleep and take care of my dad who is terminally ill with stage 4 lung...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 17

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    Yes, the truth hurts. But a lie, (or many lies in the case of my Mother's deceptions ) hurt more as they are revealed over time. I would rather have the bitter truth than a sweet...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F Jun 16

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    I feel like throwing up. My head and stomach are hurting. My mom completely doesn't give a **** and is just ignoring it saying it's nothing. It hurts so bad, I need to puke. I feel...
    StayAliveFriend StayAliveFriend 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    hurt again... can't say I'm not used to it though.
    Trvplord92 Trvplord92 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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