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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    no one can imagine my pain

    and JESUS CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE IT IS JUST SO BAD
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F Apr 17, 2014

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16, 2014

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19, 2014

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    Whenever I think too deeply, I tend to dig myself into a hole, whether the topic was pertaining to me or not. It almost always ends with me thinking, " It doesn't matter. I'm going...
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    Phoenixxoxo Phoenixxoxo 13-15, F Apr 11

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    it hurts so badly.. even after getting hurt so many times, I just end up expecting for that one single text that'd make me smile.. after a long day, I just wana see that single...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Why do i care so much i guess its just who i am. Some log off and do not give a second thought to those on line for me that has never ever been the case. I care too much for people...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 17 Responses Apr 3

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    It's one of the sad facts of cyberspace....if you engage people, sooner or later you are going to hurt someone, even if it was completely unintended. Everyone comes here looking...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 17 Responses Apr 4

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