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I Am Deeply Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 140 People

    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16, 2014

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    I'm basically so hurt to the point

    now that I'm depressed again and I'm hurt so bad that getting hurt by other people doesn't even seem to hurt anymore I'm just like that sucks and I move on with out even caring for myself I'm hurt to the point where I hate myself for getting this hurt I'm just done
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M Dec 16, 2014

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19, 2014

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    The fact that he's moved on so easily, that he's so able to say to me that he has a new girlfriend, it is killing me inside. I try to act strong, put a smile on my face and wish...
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    By people, I mean me. I keep hurting the one I love most, and it's going to tear us apart if I cannot change. My boyfriend is a smart, empathetic, logical, sensible man. I am an...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Yes, they can. You know when I was a child, I use to think when people said that I was like, how can that be so. They are only.....words. And if you don't believe what others...
    zonus zonus 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm sitting in the Costco parking lot crying my eyes out because I hurt so much in life. I'm pathetic.
    DaveofSac DaveofSac 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I hate this! I can never seem to make anyone happy. There is always something I do that just hurts them and makes them hate me. You're right tho. I'm just a little ***** that...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Totally agree! Animals are innocent and have rights!!! Most people hurt animals for no reason.
    FriendlyDragon FriendlyDragon 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm so upset because life hurts.
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    Hi everyone. This is my first post here ever, so please be gentle. I need to tell the story of my current situation, if for no reason other than to get it off my chest. First, I...
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    *points* see the hole over there.. I'm crawling out of it. I've had enough of sitting here thinking - wow that'd be nice if. If I had you here, would I have come back? Would I...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I can't wait to start living my life with TL. I want to hold her in my arms & kiss her every chance I get. I want to come home to her. I want to eat dinner with her. I want to go...
    irishstone irishstone 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    Everyone I think I'm close to someone I am awakened by some horrid event that shows that I'm the only one that feels that way. The only time anyone ever comes to me is for advice...
    Roxas3421 Roxas3421 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I love, love but i can't seem to find someone who looks over physical aspects and looks deeper. but when someone does that. I bet you falling deeply and passionately in love with...
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    I am going to be 30 in 16 days. I have 2 wonderful children who are my world. I grew up in a rough home, moved out at 16. I felt I had to, or I was going to end up just like my...
    sohurtnow sohurtnow 26-30 Jan 15

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    The point of no return lying here in the middle of no where, I don't want to close my eyes from what I see is disappearing faces all around me not wanting them to fade. The voices...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Everyone hurts someone unintentionally on occasion. That is one thing; however there are people out there who seem to take pleasure and/or pride in inflicting hurt and pain on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    he's hurt me so much and I just go right back to him when he wants me to cuz I love him so much I don't think he knows how much he has hurt me... I know I've hurt him but that was...
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I want a boyfriend but tired of getting hurt. I just want a relationship in which the guy loves respects and adores me. Ride or die with me. Im always the one riding or dying...
    legzydawly legzydawly 18-21 4 days ago

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    In 2004 I came across a guy who got me mad .i do not want to mention his nationality for safety reason but he is a white man from a Western European number and I have an Indian...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    In 2004 I came across a guy who got me mad .i do not want to mention his nationality for safety reason but he is a white man from a Western European number and I have an Indian...
    Anonymous79ea Anonymous79ea 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    The only problem with this, is when I end up hurting myself by pushing someone away who I really care about. I don't want to get hurt, but I also don't want to keep pushing people...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When i first met him he was perfect , i couldn't fault him he spoilt me - treat me, made me feeling amazing. Then i found out whilst he was dating me he was also dating someone...
    mysteryheart01 mysteryheart01 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I have always had the wrong picker. I fall in love only to get hurt and taken advantage of. love only works if both people care. if are like me we know how to care but we expect...
    kerac kerac 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    You know what really hurts here? It's coming here and reading all the posts where people are hurting and contemplating suicide - especially when I click through to profiles and see...
    LoneSouls LoneSouls 26-30, F Jan 2

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    I didn't mean to I was trying to bring my girlfriend and a close friend together. I talk to my friend about my girlfriend an it brought them together but then I told my girlfriend...
    robotredneck robotredneck 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 6

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    Wanting someone for you is what any could wish, mostly cause they've been hurt and go thru the pain and fear of going with someone for the fear of getting hurt again, I know I've...
    LunarSky LunarSky 16-17, F Jan 6

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    I remember reading somewhere that it is not the love that hurts, what hurts is the rejection, the heartbreak, the pain of not being loved. The feeling that is left in our hearts...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F Jan 10

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    I feel like my ex is doing everything he can to hurt me. First he broke up with me out of the blue and said "I hurt him too much" by moaning at him during the relationship. Then he...
    GhostGirl97 GhostGirl97 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am so used to being hurt. I don't want to lose him. But what if he does decide to leave. What if one day he wakes up and decides I am no enough. That I am not worth the fight...
    withpaincomesstrength withpaincomesstrength 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Yeah..I've been betrayed many times for no reason. Just to use and hurt me I guess... ️I don't wanna be hurt anymore..
    FriendlyDragon FriendlyDragon 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I feel our culture / society of obedience, authority, and dominance is terrible and it hurts me inside that it exists. There doesn’t seem to be what I define as love in the world...
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