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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like just curling up on the floor and clawing at my own face. Picking at my skin, ripping and scarring because I can’t handle all the noise going on inside. It...
    Sapphirefayth Sapphirefayth 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I can sit in a room of people and act kind to every single one yet I always end up in my room curled up in a corner pouring out my pain into my writing. I honestly am really...
    TheBlackDove368 TheBlackDove368 22-25, F Apr 8

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    So I'm going to be open about something. Something I'm usually not open about to very many people. I was raped. And being raped is difficult to deal with. Actually that's quite the...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty 16-17, F 5 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Hurt people hurt. So when im feeling like that. I do. "Push, kick", you name it l.(Not literary off course) Its wierd but thats when I need people more but dont want to feel...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    how to Let Go of Someone Who you Deeply Loved. when your in love with someone, you become attached to them very deeply. it becomes hard for you to let go even, though you know he...
    urveteardrop urveteardrop 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Scared to be hurt and scared that I might be the one to hurt someone else.
    Naxxaras Naxxaras 16-17, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    There is a man I'm deeply in love. I met him 6 years ago in an online chat room. I was skipping through a bunch of rooms and I was fortunate enough to end up in the room he was. We...
    oathtoorder oathtoorder 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I miss him..so much. He broke up with me. It hurts a lot. It's all my fault. I was clingy, i get mad a lot and get jealous a lot. What do i do? He was my everything. Well, he's...
    ilycomewhatmay ilycomewhatmay 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    As the days pass by i feel more & more depressed, more dead inside & i cant even talk to anyone about it because the last time i was open about how depressed i was people veiwed me...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 6

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    My big brother passed away 2 years ago and everyone's gradually movin on and I'm stuck behind not wanting to believe it still. Everyone's getting over it together and so no one...
    Freddie13leigh Freddie13leigh 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    As abused as a child life is not the same for me as someone has not been hurt, it is catching up w/me
    godswish49 godswish49 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    ....I couldn't believe you did that, you gave a thing to your new love what I gave it to you when we were together. It's the only think between us, right now It's belongs to her...
    FreakTurtle FreakTurtle 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    Why would you hurt someone on purpose? How does that make you feel better about yourself? I don't get it, making someone cry and self-harm, possibly commit suicide. How can you do...
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I don't think he deserves a letter but I know that writing one will make me feel better so I'm doing this for me. I want to thank you for helping me get over him, but I also want...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    only when you feel you can't deal another day seem to act off and walk as if your feet are not on the ground, what you feel? a cocktail of emotions, no explanation but a raging...
    Vladek Vladek 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Ok..here it goes. I was adopted from Russia in 2004. Both my parents. My biological parents are dead. I have two sisters. It seems their all I got.. :( my parents seem to want to...
    Emptiness130 Emptiness130 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    I've recently found and fallen for who could be the "one", Its a crazy, awesome, heart pounding, scary roller coaster ride of emotions. I love it and it scares me to death at the...
    StephanieDan StephanieDan 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Never judge a book by it's cover,I may appear to be very happy but beneath the smile lies a hurting girl who has alot of emotional scars.I am a bit different I am tired of being...
    xMisunderstoodgirlx xMisunderstoodgirlx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I am a designer and in order to be a good designer you have to be sensitive and process things very deeply and thoroughly and really think about feedback. Conversely however I...
    needlessthings needlessthings 31-35, M Apr 1

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    what to do ?im deeply in love with a seminarian,He steals time just to visit me and date with me .But sometimes my conscience kills me :( i dont know what to do .My family knows...
    lhangen lhangen 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I'm over thinking deeply always trying to figure out how to better my financial situation and feeling my goals are so far away. I have so many desires to better my quality of life...
    krissylouise krissylouise 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I fall deeper and deeper every day. I don't know who he is. I can't put an exact point in who I'm in love with, but I know it's someone. My emotions haven't been exactly easy to...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F Apr 5

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    Just feeling. The life. I've left #myworld for a bit. To let me find a way. My way. To find me. In peace. In control. When everything is real and no fiction. Not a moment is the...
    Peachh Peachh 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Think lightly of your self and deeply of the world.
    Emma307 Emma307 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I dont know how or why we do it, but we ALWAYS hurt those we love most. Even in the past, i hurt my closest friends. Theres this guy ive been friends with for about three years...
    chooseyourownlife chooseyourownlife 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I don't know what it is about me, but people just institutionally turn against me for reasons I never find out, if the person ever actually knows why they hate me. Every time. I...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 Mar 23

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    I’m really scared of losing him, and yet I know if that happened I could survive. But this is so precious, the relationship I love so much. And it scares me that I could think...
    iridescentgurl iridescentgurl 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I believe this is the major reasoning for all that holds me back from many things in my life. I allow myself to only get so close. I have deep rooted fears of being hurt again. Not...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 23

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    I have a pretty awful relationship with my parents, as I have mentioned with other experiences. Its not as bad as some, but it still hurts. But last night was different. It was...
    RedDawn19 RedDawn19 13-15, F Mar 20

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    It feels as though just as soon as I manage to learn to live with a current level of hurt, the hurt becomes deeper. Sharper. And I have to adjust to managing the new level over and...
    Jules2576 Jules2576 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    hurts so much ...... to see her hurting like that it just hurts so much
    Dove9 Dove9 26-30, F Mar 22

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    Hey I need help. it's URGENT! My doctor was concerned in the past because my last blood test my thyroid was on the line. Not bad not good but she was worried it was getting worse...
    shybutkindd shybutkindd 13-15, F Mar 23

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    it hurts being ignored...it hurts when someone promised not leave you but is the only one who's ignoring you right now...why does there's such that kind of person easily breaking...
    19Mariya77 19Mariya77 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm constantly hurting emotionally... I used to self harm.. it helped deal with all the problems for a while.. for a while, I was in control of my problems.. no one could hurt me...
    ForeverSilenced1126 ForeverSilenced1126 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I am always afraid of hurting those who I care about, and those who care about me. I am always afraid that I am going to do, or say something that will hurt them, that is why I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I will do whatever it takes not to get hurt again....ive been hurt so much and it has really torn me apart at times....I am recovering from depression and am terrified someone will...
    marie0559 marie0559 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    i don't know what's happening to me:( I always please ppl even it hurts me :(( and pretend that I'm ok and put a fake smile on my face like there's nothing and i enjoy it :( I...
    questioner16 questioner16 13-15, F Apr 6

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    my spouse bought a cologne that he says he wears just for me. but this past weekend he wore it to a family gathering that I wasnt going to. he does have other colognes. my feelings...
    Neverthoughtit Neverthoughtit 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I have never believed in internet relationships, so I sent a fake picture to a group of people. What I had no idea about is that I would start liking one of the guys extremely much...
    dorixoxo dorixoxo 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    No. It does not work like that. You do not forgive because you want people to walk right over you...even though sometimes it could be interpreted that way and they call you a...
    Psychologica Psychologica 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm pain of hurt..6 people hurt me in the same time :( thank u for hurting me
    JingNean JingNean 16-17, F Apr 11

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    Looking at this group and all the stories i think its fair to say at some point we are hurt badly by the one we love. But that's why there is a thing called forgiveness. Sometimes...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F