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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F Apr 17

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    I'm the type of person who when im think about stuff I get deeply into it. And when it's a tiny sad I make it a big deal. And like I want to stop but I'm always thinking .
    BabyGurl0420 BabyGurl0420 18-21, F 2 Responses 18 mins ago

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    I don't write letters to those who have hurt me, I have to say. I strategise how I get my own back without using physical violence but emotional shattering pictures or people they...
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    But unintentional hurt seems inevitable when dealing with human beings. It especially hard to face when you hurt someone you love and never get to apologize.
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    If I like someone, I would do anything to please that person. Sadly, some can't appreciate it, others are oblivious. I hate how I love people deeply. I always end up getting hurt...
    Ranessa Ranessa 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Deep down I'm hurting. I know it's all my fault, and karma has kicked in. The only man I've ever loved and ridiculed has moved on with another woman and expecting a baby. I wanted...
    lickem30 lickem30 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I remember the heartbreaking time a close "friend" & my boyfriend plotted against me and started dating in 2012 and still dating. I lost a lot friends along with this. Me being a...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F Jul 13

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    I'm a type of person, who is hard to fall in love , but once i do, it will be really hard for me to move on.. Well there's a guy, he treated me like a princess, every girl loves...
    CamillaMillys CamillaMillys 16-17, F a week ago

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    God is of love and I choose to follow in his footsteps. Hurting people that I love or people in General is never in my attentions.
    kissssmykiki kissssmykiki 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I need advise or comment from you guys. If your love's one try to hide things and manipulate you. Is this good sign of starting a relationship. I'm being confuse here. And I feel...
    neha79 neha79 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm deeply heart broken due to a devastating situation. When will it get better?
    lanns lanns 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    It just makes me feel so lucky to be listening to the person I love talking about something so deeply and it's just so amazing. I automatically am listening and smiling.
    Britt199b Britt199b 16-17, F Jul 21

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    Love hurts, love scars Love wounds, and mars Any heart, not tough Or strong enough To take a lot of pain Take a lot of pain Love is like a cloud Holds a lot of rain Love hurts...
    Pawsforthought Pawsforthought 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I am hurt by my family, they don't care about anything but religion I am hurt by religion they tell me how god will no love me if I became who I am, that I would burn in hellfire...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    So going through a break up... I have an auto immune disorder and while I'm normal I get sick somewhat easier, and additionally get break outs sometimes caused by my body's hyper...
    Bayblood Bayblood 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    It amazes me how i never judge on anyone or do hurt in real life or at ep... But the return is to rip my heart off my chest and step on and squash repeatedly for the amuse of...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    Not physically. At least not anymore. But I always wanna put myself in danger. I always talk to people who I know will just hurt me. I always do dangerous things, especially if I...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    It terrifies me when a guy says they like me it gives me anxiety. My ex went out with my bestfriend and she didnt care that it might hurt me. I tried to be ok and suddenly i just...
    Hope6800 Hope6800 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    Someone told me that when you love someone, it's not about how you feel, it's choosing to feel that way. You chose to love that person even how good, bad or different he/she. You...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mum tells me since my heart is so good many people take advantage of my heart I like making people happy so what ever it is they ask for I try to do and since this is who I am...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Dear you these are my thoughts this very moment, Why is it that other girls are on your mind? Am I not good enough? What'd i do wrong? I am hurt... So basically we've been...
    Sunshinebarbie Sunshinebarbie 16-17, F Jul 16

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    they hurt me first. They always say the wrong things, they spit hateful words and the worst part is that they have no idea how much it hurts. They think they're being "helpful" by...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F a week ago

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    Dear *******, I don't think you realize how much you hurt me, how much everything you did affected me in a bad way. I hope that one day, a girl you love makes you feel worthless...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F Jun 29

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    I remember a year or two ago, you posted a status saying that if you hurt anyone, for them to like it, and maybe comment why or how you hurt them. I commented that you'd never hurt...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F Jul 3

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    I know its a matter of time and he will hurt me again... My heart wont be able to take it if he does, am tip toeing around him, scared of saying something or doing something that...
    anonymousandlost anonymousandlost 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    People who hurted me has no clue to what extend they have made me broken.Perhaps some of them would be even glad to know.Anyhow if they could feel what I feel...that would be...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Yeah it really hurts. I realize your hurting but I'm just trying to help. Stop taking me for granite. And she doesn't even notice it hurt me afterwards. She acts like nothing...
    Britt199b Britt199b 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I am happy, maybe not with everything but im happy that i got to meet such an amazing girl and getting to know her this past few months have been amazing. Im over my ex of 4yrs i...
    rescueme27 rescueme27 18-21, F Jul 14

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    i hate when someone tells you they love you and then tells you that there done with life. you blow up there phone phone to get ahold of them and they ignore you. then they get...
    keyheart14 keyheart14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    My mum said something that really struck a chord with me. I have been really hurt by somebody in my past who has left a mark on me. I don't like to talk about it anymore. I just...
    leo1292 leo1292 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Im not sure if its true. I was hurt all my life by several people. They werent unhappy, not all of them. The biggest emotional pain i had as my ex- boss female started to be rude...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I got hurt in my first relationship so I did not want to get hurt again. Instead I accidentally hurt someone else. I never meant for it to happen as I know how hard and painful it...
    fragilityelegance fragilityelegance 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is a big part of who I am. I never want to hurt anyone. I've always put that before myself, always watching what I say and how I react and do things so I don't hurt others. I...
    KilljoyTillTheEnd KilljoyTillTheEnd 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I met this guy John February of 2013. We gotten really close, feelings started to develop, then finally he told me he loved me around May. I know it only took us 4 months to fall...
    Nroses77 Nroses77 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The hurt just doesn't go away I'm just so hurt and I don't deserve
    R3b3llion32 R3b3llion32 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Just because you been hurt doesn't mean you should turn into someone your not. Don't give up and put aside your emotions and who you truly are just because of a few bad experiences...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F Jul 1

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    I believed in a lie and planned my future based on a lie. I loved with my everything and like never before the only person who has hurt me so bad and left me heart broken and empty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 1