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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19, 2014

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    no one can imagine my pain

    and JESUS CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE IT IS JUST SO BAD
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16, 2014

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 16-17, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    I really have no idea what to do:/ A couple weeks ago I went on holiday with my dad and while I was away my mum went onto my laptop and she read through my conversation to my best...
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    It's hurting tonight. I should take some Advil it lay on a heating pad alternating with ice. Instead I'm sitting with terrible posture in bed typing on my phone with a glass of...
    lookin4sumthin lookin4sumthin 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I started talking to someone on here. I told them a lot about myself we had a lot in common and instantly became great friends, or so i thought. I thought we really connected. I...
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    allisonhashope allisonhashope 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I say im really fine when I am torn up inside. This weekend my bestie and I got into a huge fight. He asked my opinion non something I told him that I didn't want to go there...
    Sassychick06 Sassychick06 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    So I ve been going thru a situation with a relative. She is the type of person that would point fingers , judge and say really cruel things about a individual she will use what...
    XoxoJLN XoxoJLN 22-25, F Aug 16

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    I don't trust a lot of people, but when I do I will be completely honest and open with you, but I will shut them out when they hurt me. I start to feel depressed and alone because...
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 16

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    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I really want to. Are you the person I am meant to fall madly, deeply, passionately in love with?
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    I was born to the black sheep of four sons. For the first part of life I lived with my mother. Her side of things was awesome until the abuse happened. My sisters and I almost died...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M Aug 14

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