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I Am Deeply Hurt

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    I belong also under I love a drug addict.

    ..I have been married for going on five years. I have a little boy and one on the way. Me and my husband have been together for almost 10 years total now. He's addicted to pills. In the ten years I have been with him, I honestly couldn't tell you exactly which one: methadone...
    achingheart123 achingheart123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Just Heartbroken By Life....

    Sounds dramatic but it's true. At the moment, all I seem to do is feel hurt and it cuts deep into my soul and leaves me powerless and frightened. Frightened because I start to feel out of control and I know there is no-one there in real life to help me. I am tired of being strong...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Right now, I am so ******* hurt, I can't even put into words how bad I am feeling right now. I can't express ho wmuch it hurts, and how bad I just want to run away from it all again...i ******* hate this pain, no ine should feel it. **** i cant take it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    I met my boyfriend in 2010,

    in 2012 he asked for my hand in marriage. My dad said no, I should finish university. My boyfriend started working as a nurse in 2009. In 2013 my bf dated this other girl saying he wants a baby with her because I didn't want to marry him. The girl agreed, she got pregnant, then...
    Depthpain Depthpain 22-25, F Apr 16

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    Why the person with whum I have got attached

    easily and I am close always hurts me , recently my best freind hurted me . Then one of the persons whum I liked very much here on EP , recently just blocked me :( I had just asked wheter she smokes weed along with a troubled smiley , her reply was also positive It's okay it...
    1nfern0 1nfern0 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I Feel Betrayed

    I was with my ex for three years. She was my first girlfriend. We were really close. I gave up all my friends for her, I only wanted her. She had no one when she met me. Over time, she made friends and lost friends. She always had me and I always had her. We argued a lot because...
    aH17 aH17 22-25, M Nov 25, 2013

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    Super tore up... Driving just driving,

    bottle f wine in me, you got on a plane with her after I gave 8 years you said you wouldn't fly... She know you still f*ing me?? F-you!! I'm better without you..
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    :L Me and my step brother have had a very

    complicated relationship (romantic/sexual) in the past, but it stopped (please look at my other posts for further details on that)Anyway a few days ago I slapped him (for good reason) and ran off. He made me breakfast the next day after we argued....I didn't say anything because...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    One time I was happy,

    a long time ago
    lysschris lysschris 13-15, F Apr 17

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    Scott Is Carved Into My Heart...

    He has deeply hurt me, hurt me beyond imaginable, i know that he doesnt know it, and i know he doesnt know how much he has hurt me, but he has. And the scar in my heart is now, and will be there forever. I dont get the answers i want from him, and lately he doesnt even look at...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx 16-17, F Apr 7, 2010

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    I met my boyfriend two years ago.

    We are the same age and have children from previous relationships. We committed really soon to one another and soon after that I became pregnant. This was the last thing I could have ever expected but I was very happy about it. He was too. We didn't live together, but...
    shadyontheinside shadyontheinside 31-35, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Ughh

    Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee. Its all urine Pee Pee
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2010

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    No one knows why I am hurting deeply even If I tell them what's wrong. I mean it's nothing that they could do. College starts in a few weeks.. Don't know about these loans which I...
    MoMo2018 MoMo2018 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I sometimes think soo deeply my head starts to hurt a lot
    Qcf257 Qcf257 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
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    Everyone is hurting or fighting some kind of battle, I hear it said a lot. Perhaps that is why I shrink back into myself when I am hurting and depressed. People are not equipped...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    you hurt me deeply b.itch, ur f.ucking words touched me.dont do that again gobshit.ı say this whn they hurt me :/
    idunnowhttodo idunnowhttodo 22-25, F Aug 16

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    People are drawn to me, they call upon me, they often ask me for advice which I have no qualifications to give. I am very careful not to give advice, but to give factual accounts...
    Human0xymoron Human0xymoron 41-45, F Aug 1

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    Today I arranged to go into the city centre with my new friend Sara-Jade to go shopping. As we left Topshop to go back into the mall, I saw a group of guys walk in our direction...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I get hurt because of my own stupid feelings.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just wanna scream at you and I can't I cant deal with the fact you dont love me and its making me crazy Im not good enough I did something wrong it has to be something I need...
    BellaRose1986 BellaRose1986 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    The truth is everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to figure out who is worth the pain. written by....1~
    shen8 shen8 36-40, F 19 hrs ago

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    I have a chance to be with the guy I love but I'm letting him go...I don't deserve him and I will only hurt him if we get together. It breaks my heart in half but all my mental...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Ricky- US Navy Air Pilot .I was blessed to have my soldier for the time I did but it was his time to go and he did it serving our country I miss him everyday it hurts deeper than...
    ChandlerTitus1 ChandlerTitus1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    "In the confusion of it all your heart grows fonder, yet your mind grows tired." Everything seemed so perfect, so right that nothing could ever go wrong. Yet, wrong was there...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Aug 17

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    Often I heard people say that the most important thing in life is love. Others say it's all about sex. Another one says it's all about family. This got me thinking. What if you...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have never loved someone like this before, known someone so well it's like they are part of me and my day to day life....we are almost like twins, know what the other persons...
    OtakuGirl911 OtakuGirl911 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm the type of person who when im think about stuff I get deeply into it. And when it's a tiny sad I make it a big deal. And like I want to stop but I'm always thinking .
    BabyGurl0420 BabyGurl0420 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    I am deeply In Love with a girl (blush) She is the ****
    SoulInfluence SoulInfluence 22-25, M Aug 13

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    I want to want to fall head over heels, deeply and passionately in love with an awesome guy, I want it to be magical and to be like something out of a fairy tale or like one of...
    thando007 thando007 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    For all the confusions and depression ive been getting through in my past im glad that it gives me the direction of my life as what i am standing now, i post my experienced last...
    fitty22 fitty22 22-25, F Aug 17

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    Simon Lewis. I am deeply in love with Simon Lewis from The Mortal Instruments. (Please no spoilers, I'm just starting Book Four.)
    mslainiegrace mslainiegrace 13-15, F Aug 18

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    Everybody Hurts - Avril Lavigne Don't know, don't know if I can do this on my own Why do you have to leave me? It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me Hold on onto me Now...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I hurt myself again. After several years, I hurt myself again. I chose to hurt myself rather than hurt others. Everything is coming back to me. The pain, agony, self-pity and...
    purplefreespirit purplefreespirit 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    It really does help to understand why. I think most people really inherently good. We just make bad choices or have moments when we really are not good. Something just hits us...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F Aug 18

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    Dear hurt, Why can't you leave me alone? Why is it that you always find your way to suck me in, with no fair warning? Hurt, you put me down so many times. You keep telling my...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Aug 4

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    Dear hurt, Why can't you leave me alone? Why is it that you always find your way to suck me in, with no fair warning? Hurt, you put me down so many times. You keep telling my...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Dear hurt, Why can't you leave me alone? Why is it that you always find your way to suck me in, with no fair warning? Hurt, you put me down so many times. You keep telling my...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    I accidentally read words written by someone I care about a lot to someone he cared about a lot in the past. It was years ago when these messages were sent, but it still affects me...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX 18-21, F Aug 6

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    Song-time! Nothing cheers up like a spontaneous musical act! (Well, I can think of quite a few things actually, but that's besides the point!) When the day is long and the...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Every painful moment has led me here. We all hurt in different ways. No one "hurts worse" than someone else. We have to stop pretending that everyone else hurts for the sake of...
    tinywoman tinywoman 18-21 1 Response Jul 30

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    Most people wouldn't understand and I don't expect you too. No one knows I hurt myself not even my closest friends, I only punch myself in the ribs and punch walls and throw...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Too much to say, enough tears to flow over this page. Can't stop this feeling of sadness that overwhelms me as a whole. Why must I hurt so? It feels near all my life have done...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    i feel more alone than ever, i just dont want to talk to anyone. if someone askes me if im okay i just say yes but, im not. im dying inside and i just want it to stop. it hurts, it...
    lostsolee lostsolee 18-21, F Aug 17

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    It's like a trigger goes off in my head... And I completely shut down when I feel I've been wronged or hurt in some way sometimes I don't even realize im doing it's like my heart...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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