I Am Deeply In Love With My Ex

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    So I spoke to my ex today.

    We broke up just over 3 months ago. We haven't spoken in almost 3 weeks. The last time we spoke, he said all kinds of nasty things, called me vile names. I took it from him, without retaliating. I called over to his house today, I needed a number from his father. But he...
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    26-30
    Jun 3, 2015

    I wish it wasn't so hard to see pictures of him

    with other women. I want him to be happy but it kills me to see the pictures or hear about it from him. I don't think he understands how much control he has over me. I hate how I react to him. I wish it didn't hurt so much. I don't want to still love him.
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    26-30
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    The last time I saw my ex was four days ago.

    I am bleeding on the inside, and I don't know how to make it stop. What makes it even worse is that I know he does not deserve me. And I feel so sorry for his girlfriend. I feel even worse for my boyfriend...
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    26-30, F
    Jun 4, 2015

    I don't think I'll ever get over her.

    And to be honest? I don't want to. I promised I'd never stop loving her, over and over again. Just because we're apart doesn't mean I can switch that off. It sucks, it sucks a whole ******* lot, but there's not much I can do about it, so I'm just trying to learn to live with it...
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    26-30
    Jun 3, 2015

    So I gave it a shot with someone new.

    But it just didn't feel right. I still love my ex, and this new guy deserves someone who can give him their whole heart. I can't give him that. So I ended it. I feel awful, because I know that this guy is hurting now. But he deserves someone who can give him their all, and that...
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    26-30
    Jun 4, 2015
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