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I Am Deeply Traumatized

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I feel like an eighty year old woman

    and a five year old at the same time. I have really conflicted emotions about my mother. She puts me through so much pain, but I can't leave her or put her out because she doesn't have a job and I love her more than anyone else in this world. I wish she would leave me because I...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    How Could You Treat Me That Way?

    I just read an article about "The Danger of Yelling at your Child", and a flood of awful memories slammed me. My mother was a heinous *****. I had learning difficulties (concentration issues) in school, and every kid in my class was a genius. So school was way too fast paced for...
    KayKai KayKai 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Please excuse my bad grammar and words usage. I think I'm traumatized of sex because I got punished roughly by my dad when I was younger. I can't remember exactly but when our...
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    Yesterday I spent the day with my boyfriend, mom, aunt, and my moms friend and her daughter. My boyfriend just touched my hand and I jumped. I felt so terrified. He knows I was...
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    So I was on my way downstairs going to take a quick pee. I started hearing faint moaning sounds from my parents bedroom. ...You guessed it. My parents were having sex. Now, I'm...
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    To be in love with a man.And so deeply and I let him hurt my feeling over and over again.Love can bring happiness but to me love brings sadness.A,just wanna tell you..I've been in...
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    Today, the world lost a beautiful soul. Most importantly, I lost a man who was a father to me. My heart is deeply saddened. He was my best friends dad and he always treated me...
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    It is my friend's wedding today, and I do secretly admit that I envy her for finding the one that greatly loved her. I just wish that someday I can find that person who will love...
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    It's been a long time since I though about this! As time goes by and you're over with your teens stuffs you realize that how much you have lost by ignoring little things! one of...
    fantaci123 fantaci123 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    No...it wouldn't be good for me to have time off, I think too much. Think too deeply, about absolutely nothing half the time. I honestly feel that's why I try to overdo occupying...
    YourSweetestAddiction YourSweetestAddiction 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I am usually a happy person. I am fine. As long as I don’t think too deeply.
    LnL84 LnL84 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love thinking, I love playing out scenarios in my mind deciding which path to take. I love navigating through a concept that I've been struggling with and gaining new distance...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Too deeply, sometimes. If I said this to somebody, what would you get from it? "That's cool, just give me the slip, but you can talk to dena, and other ******* that don't give a...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I had a talk with my therapist about sex. I can't seem to have an ****** and it's possibly bc of my trauma. I can feel good having sex but there comes a point to where I'm like...
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F Apr 30

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    Oh my gosh i saw a man in the bus ************ and he was sitting right beside me i was so shocked i didnt know what to and worst of all i could move because i was sitting in the...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F May 3

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    I love you my sweet angel more than any words could be expressed. you are my bestfriend, my soul mate, my confident, my life, my everything. you are the woman i wanna marry, the...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F Apr 26

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    a lot of people said that being involved in a consecrated one is setting up a competition to the One that's up there, well yeah its true i have a friend who's in a relationship to...
    peecee13 peecee13 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    He doesn't pretend he's American. He IS American, born and raised. He doesn't throw fits when a girl doesn't like him. He loves me and sets my heart ablaze. He and I come from the...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F Apr 26

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    Who's up at this hour ?????
    mykwill2000 mykwill2000 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    Kim, I love you, plain and simple, you are my bestfriend, my confident, my love, my babe. i wanna spend the rest of my life by your side. can't wait for the day we finally spend...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    People stay sticks and stones will break your bones but names will never hurt you. Well hate to tell you but they lie. Names hurt even if it's just a joke to them. it can have...
    ItsJustRebecca ItsJustRebecca 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    And I mean who doesnt? But does any one really stop to get to know a person long enough these days?
    SophisticatedPsychopath SophisticatedPsychopath 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    How i show my feelings > Cry on the bathroom floor with the door locked ??
    JustSomeThoughtfulShit JustSomeThoughtfulShit 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I was about 3 miles away when the bomb went off 4/19/95 killing 168 people including 19 babies in daycare. history is going to repeat itself! I know for the first 10 yrs or so, the...
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    I want the world to hear my music... I want to be famous...
    mykwill2000 mykwill2000 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    Four months ago, little did I know my life would change for the better, on a December day, an angel walked into my life and the second we first talked, I knew that I would never be...
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    Sometimes people come into your life needing something, and you help them. Sometimes you never know if they are manipulating you, but again, you help them anyway. Then you find...
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    I am tired of being disappointed and having my heart broken. Why can't people just be honest about who they are and what they really want from you?
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    The problem is I let them in too easy. I need to start building some titanium walls.
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    I'm in love with a man who's 15 years older then me. I've loved him for nearly a year and I wish he would think of me the way I think of him.
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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
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    I think Ive been quite lonely for some time now... I suppose I will try now to find a young man who would like to fall madly, passionately in love with me...
    SophisticatedPsychopath SophisticatedPsychopath 22-25, F 7 Responses May 6

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    i'm drowning. nobody's here for me
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 8

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    All I seem to do lately is cry. I've cried for 16 days straight cause I missed my boyfriend who was in America and then the day he came back I found out he's been on here messaging...
    PrettyPrincess23 PrettyPrincess23 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I am a heavy thinker and ones I think of something I conclude at it . If he doesn't call or text me then I start thinking . Can't sleep then I conclude that maybe we are over he...
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    Walking amorously along the beach Under the moonlight out of reach For only witnesses to our love The millions of stars up above Soft wind appears as we sit in the sand...
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