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I Am Deeply Traumatized

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    How Could You Treat Me That Way?

    I just read an article about "The Danger of Yelling at your Child", and a flood of awful memories slammed me. My mother was a heinous *****. I had learning difficulties (concentration issues) in school, and every kid in my class was a genius. So school was way too fast paced for...
    KayKai KayKai 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    You'd Never Understand.

    It comes and goes. I work hard and it gets dangerous. It's due to content of material I promote and confidential projects with different forces that I can't share. My past history comes back to haunt me sometimes. When I feel it's about to get better then I'm forced...
    champ4life champ4life 51-55, M 8 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I feel like an eighty year old woman

    and a five year old at the same time. I have really conflicted emotions about my mother. She puts me through so much pain, but I can't leave her or put her out because she doesn't have a job and I love her more than anyone else in this world. I wish she would leave me because I...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F Aug 28

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