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I Am Deeply Traumatized

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    I feel like an eighty year old woman

    and a five year old at the same time. I have really conflicted emotions about my mother. She puts me through so much pain, but I can't leave her or put her out because she doesn't have a job and I love her more than anyone else in this world. I wish she would leave me because I...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    How Could You Treat Me That Way?

    I just read an article about "The Danger of Yelling at your Child", and a flood of awful memories slammed me. My mother was a heinous *****. I had learning difficulties (concentration issues) in school, and every kid in my class was a genius. So school was way too fast paced for...
    KayKai KayKai 26-30, F 7 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Maybe too deeply sometimes which leaves me open to be taken advantage of :( I love my offline friends and want to see them being happy and enjoying life and living it to the full...
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    why i am always thinking deeply
    ebrarr ebrarr 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i wish to die out in the elements so that nature can feast among my remains the way that LIFE was intended to be....why stick s body in a box? society standards made a mess of...
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    I am extremely intellectual, which can be wonderfully useful, but sometimes I tend to over think. On the up side, I am a very passionate person, thus heightening the tendency to...
    Olivia1962 Olivia1962 51-55, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    im always thinking deeply an because of this each time i go onto a website i need to be like wow this is exciting this is calm i like this if i dont feel like this i get board an...
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    I am ready to do it again, this time with the right person!
    wonderfulgrayce wonderfulgrayce 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Do you ever stop and think: What am I doing here? It happens to me every day. May it be at work, with friends or family or when I am home alone reading or drawing. We live in a...
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    Always. Too much, in fact. I am always asking myself existential questions. I feel a lot like the Buddha, I just haven't found Enlightenment yet. We're all Enlightened beings, we...
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    I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are or where you live; there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Never take anything at face value and assess and reassess every factor until I have a coherent explanation to satisfy my curiosity.
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    There are times that I thought of maybe an alien invasion would happen and I will be one of the survivors fighting them.
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    Love is a term thrown around much too loosely. It must be tangible, enthralling, and emotional. It must come from deep within one's own self and soul.
    Olivia1962 Olivia1962 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i feel too deeply for people, i feel i push people away or make them feel awkward. i just think think think and its always negative. i think i scare people away that i care for. i...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I've never been in love (I'm 14.) but I love the concept of it. I always want to know how it feels when younlove someone and the fireworks and the butterflies and the smiles and...
    BlazeWS BlazeWS 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    So basically, If I am thinking rationally and clearly, its all good, the world at the very least makes some sense. Once I start thinking "deeply" , I'm like YOLO-MODE where I start...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M a week ago

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    Sometimes stuff happens, yes I know we are active decision makers in the process on a certain level, it's interwoven - interconnected - a cause and effect. What about events that...
    1unusualLass 1unusualLass 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I am tired of wanting romance, passion and a deep love.. I am what I am but sometimes being me hurts me. I wish that I don't feel as much, I wish I have a switch that I can turn on...
    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    why are people so mean especially the horny ones
    jadasmith24 jadasmith24 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    i cry watching commercials iv seen 100 times,im such a wuss lol
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I have a hard time of finding a middle ground. Either i care too much or not enough.. I can't stop thinking about things that most of the time i shouldn't even be worried about.. I...
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    this is my biggest weakness...
    sachanto sachanto 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I am a home care caregiver. 1st day with client, 8hrs. All went wonderful... Forgot to give all 4 doses of her meds on my shift. The caregiver replacing me was pissed. How do I...
    Risika1684 Risika1684 26-30 1 Response Jun 27

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    i had walls put up, guarding myself from people. i never wanted to be hurt again because i would open myself so easily just to be let down and neglected, and be pushed away. years...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M Jun 26

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    I feel as if i am choking and my voice refuses to come out... Feels as if the whole world has turned upside down once i see my mom going around with some other guy and she lies to...
    Aliah1998 Aliah1998 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    About 3 years ago on January 10,2013 my entire world flipped upside down. My sister Mandy was murdered by her supposed "boyfriend". My family found out in early February when my...
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    I feel like hes lying to me. And that hes talking to other women. I gave up men for him and here I feel hurt when I created a throw away account only to find hes lying to me.
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    I'm drowning in emotions today and just can't keep myself together. Between the rejection and herpes and watching everyone else's life progress into something I want and crave...I...
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    Seven things Republicans have blamed the Charleston massacre on apart from race.For some reason, Republican politicians, particularly those running for the White House, seem...
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    hey... tsunade, what's up baby girl (wink) i love you.
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    any chicks out there who aren't in love yet
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    I have lost someone I cared about. Someone who I loved or maybe I still love him. Despite what he out my family through, I can't bring myself to hate my father. He may not be gone...
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    In a deeply intriguing way, I love and feel connected to someone ... who is present and absent at the same time. I've been expressing my feelings whenever they rise to the surface...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I've been more vocal about my feelings lately... Opening up slightly. It's like a floodgate is about to open and I'm not ready for it. It feels strange to speak candidly after...
    May2407 May2407 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    i drew a picture of me and tsunade kissing in the forest i imagined at night in the rain
    iloveblackfire2222 iloveblackfire2222 13-15, M Jun 18

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    Though I have never believed in the concept. I strongly believe I am aromatic/asexual, but I don't want to be this way. I know it's okay, but I don't want to accept myself this way...
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    I am in love with many fictional characters and celebrity's I have a list haha. Do you like any???
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    I am in love with love itself.
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    Yogi from karneval he's nice and caring
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