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I Am Defective

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    And I'm Sick Of It

    This chronic depression is really getting to be a pain in the neck. I'm getting really tired of the cycles of ups and downs. Meds, exercise, etc work for a while, then they don't. I hate it. This isn't normal.
    rusted rusted 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Defective

    I am a defective factory reject of God's creation.  I hate it.
    Jacob1080David Jacob1080David 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 15, 2009

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    Not Worth Fixing

    Right now I feel it, an aching certainty that surrounds me. I am so ruined inside I will destroy every chance I will ever have at happiness. What's the point in trying to be loved if you're simply not worth it? I wish I could just be normal, whatever the **** that is. All I know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I Honestly Think I Am

     I was given the perfect guy! Good looks, musically talented, amazingly sweet, treated me and my daughter like gods! Yet, I could find no connection with this male. I tried! Like the 9 hells, I freakin tried but I couldn't do it. He was fine with it. Said that we could give...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    It helps me to think of depression as a sort of addiction: I am addicted to thinking/feeling poorly. Takes the pressure of being defective off. My mother thinks we're defective...
    SimplyPerson SimplyPerson 26-30 2 Responses Feb 9

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    We've observed a lot of lovely homes where blocked drains have brought about sewerage overflowing and destroying everything inside. Think about your family room, kitchen and also...
    Nathan3691sfs9 Nathan3691sfs9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I don’t think I am cursed... I KNOW I am cursed. What has happened to me and my wife in the last 18 years is not even believable. Whenever we tell people even 1% of it, they...
    18yearsofhell 18yearsofhell 51-55, M 17 hrs ago

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    Lack of Discernment in Modern Christianity part 2 Peter Ditzel Pastors who follow Paul's example try to empower their congregations by encouraging them to study the Bible and...
    churinga churinga 70+, M Feb 3

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    Though we still get spam within the article box it is no in which near has aggravating has the spam in our Inbox. Regardless that it brings about no waste during the dumps and isn...
    vaguegroup8833 vaguegroup8833 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    Whenever you learn that the exterior sewer pipes Have got a crack or have joints that are becoming unsealed chances are you'll Feel You'll need a sewer line replacement. This can...
    Noah5284psu4 Noah5284psu4 31-35, M Feb 10

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    THE SILENT LILYPAD you may think this is all introspective, and I remain here, deeply reflective, as I seek for a way to be better than they. whose opinion is wildly defective...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M Feb 12

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    Thank you to your eloquence, and for Placing the voice of my son to start with, before the "mum or dad/grand parent" and community voice.Thank you! I understand it was a tough...
    Joseph9257jwj6 Joseph9257jwj6 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    As an Aspie, I get very tired having to socialize and talk to people. I'm often accused of being aloof, standoffish, or downright rude. It's not my intention to be mean or...
    Sorgun Sorgun 26-30, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was working a banquet event last summer and had to move two heat lamps (they keep the food warm on buffets) to a different place on the buffet table. As I had done many times...
    MellyMelly MellyMelly 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The song Strange by Tokio Hotel comes to mind when I think of how I came to this conclusion. I was 19 and had never showed any real interest in dating anyone. I thought maybe I'd...
    1WithOutLOVE 1WithOutLOVE 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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