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I Am Defective

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    And I'm Sick Of It

    This chronic depression is really getting to be a pain in the neck. I'm getting really tired of the cycles of ups and downs. Meds, exercise, etc work for a while, then they don't. I hate it. This isn't normal.
    rusted rusted 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    I Honestly Think I Am

     I was given the perfect guy! Good looks, musically talented, amazingly sweet, treated me and my daughter like gods! Yet, I could find no connection with this male. I tried! Like the 9 hells, I freakin tried but I couldn't do it. He was fine with it. Said that we could give...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    Not Worth Fixing

    Right now I feel it, an aching certainty that surrounds me. I am so ruined inside I will destroy every chance I will ever have at happiness. What's the point in trying to be loved if you're simply not worth it? I wish I could just be normal, whatever the **** that is. All I know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    Defective

    I am a defective factory reject of God's creation.  I hate it.
    Jacob1080David Jacob1080David 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 15, 2009

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    I feel defective for many many many reasons but there are times when I look at them with a clear mind and think I'm being weird about it. So here is a list of concerns. 1. Spend a...
    BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen BoronActiniumOxygenNitrogen 13-15, F Jul 1

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    "musclebound mind" rain day grey all in the muscle of my head flex it but the thoughts still there running round an round in empty space strong head weak heart send my head on...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 1 Response Jun 26

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    I'm Brian and suffered a life changing football injury! I was wearing a defective football helmet! I was hit and suffered a subdurral hemmatoma! I was in a coma for 5 weeks and...
    Majerle1972 Majerle1972 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    Feels like everyone is leaving me. What will happen when there is no one left? I used to feel like I mattered but now No one understands or cares what's happening to me on the...
    naomilocke2444 naomilocke2444 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I suffered a tbi when I was 16 years old while playing high school football!! I suffered a brain hemmorage and a stroke!! I was wearing a defective football helmet!! It's because...
    bdropkin bdropkin 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    you know in a way you people are brilliant I dont mean brilliant in the normal sense. I mean in the way your behaviour is designed. People not being able to to tell if someone is...
    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    It's like in the Lord of the Rings when Smeagol says to Gollum, "Go away, and never come back!" and then starts laughing and jumping up and down, shouting, "Smeagol is free!" That...
    selbeditor selbeditor 18-21, F a week ago

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    Some days I feel so lonely. Even though Facebook and my Contacts are full of people I know, I never hear from them. I'm never genuinely invited to things, and when I am, I'm so...
    nickrif nickrif 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I recently got diagnosed with ADD. It makes sense when I think about it but while it gives me some hope of achieving academic sucess. It feels like I am defective...its a bit of a...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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