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I Am Defective

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    I Honestly Think I Am

     I was given the perfect guy! Good looks, musically talented, amazingly sweet, treated me and my daughter like gods! Yet, I could find no connection with this male. I tried! Like the 9 hells, I freakin tried but I couldn't do it. He was fine with it. Said that we could give...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    And I'm Sick Of It

    This chronic depression is really getting to be a pain in the neck. I'm getting really tired of the cycles of ups and downs. Meds, exercise, etc work for a while, then they don't. I hate it. This isn't normal.
    rusted rusted 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Defective

    I am a defective factory reject of God's creation.  I hate it.
    Jacob1080David Jacob1080David 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 15, 2009

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    Not Worth Fixing

    Right now I feel it, an aching certainty that surrounds me. I am so ruined inside I will destroy every chance I will ever have at happiness. What's the point in trying to be loved if you're simply not worth it? I wish I could just be normal, whatever the **** that is. All I know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2012

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    I really don't get whats with this "hot" body or "cool" guy thing. I mean, it's a body, not a cup of tea. Also, can a person be really cold? I mean temperature- and fever-wise, yes...
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    This is the most insecure woman on the planet. She wants to control everything without having done any research or planning and absolutely loses her mind when she's ignored or...
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    Sometimes I feel like I am so anxious that I ruin relationships with the people around me. I feel annoying and defective when people seem to distance themselves.
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    ever since I was a baby I've had 16 heart surgeries because of a defective heart valve it took doctors several tries to fix it when they finally put in a mechanical valve and now...
    jjw1992 jjw1992 22-25, M 2 Responses May 5

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    This society, this world, is like a car that has defective breaks and steering wheel going down the road. No matter who is in the driver set nothing will change. Nothing can be...
    alienatedvirus alienatedvirus 18-21, M May 8

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    Its happening again. At the moment my self esteem, as I've realised over the years is faltering and recently flatlinning. These days its just barely beyond functioning. I've lived...
    lass1 lass1 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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