I Am Delusional

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    I Am Definately Delusional..

    ..and I fear it has gotten the best of me tonight!
    Chomieann313 Chomieann313
    31-35, F
    Mar 14, 2012

    A delusion is a firmly-held idea

    that a person has despite clear and obvious evidence that it isn't true. Delusions are extremely common in schizophrenia, occurring in more than 90% of those who have the disorder. Often, these delusions involve illogical or bizarre ideas or fantasies. Common schizophrenic...
    Forgettotrust Forgettotrust
    26-30, F
    3 Responses May 10, 2014

    I look back at the things I've posted here

    and I am filled with self-disgust. How could I have thought those things? There is no way he reciprocated my feelings - no way at all. He's a married man with two kids, what could he possibly see in me? I could maybe understand if he is interested in other girls as he's flirted...
    jollybeanses jollybeanses
    41-45, F
    Jun 8, 2015

    Sometimes

    I think I'm okay most of the time,but now and then I do get a little weird.Yesterday I spent a long time playing crazy eights with a tree,and then I started wandering around the woods talking to all the trees.Once I thought I was an alien,because I have very vivid(and very fake...
    PantherShadow PantherShadow
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

    Sometime I Worry I Have Had Delusional Disorders

    I have gone through extreme anxiety thinking I have done things and that the images I have seen in my head I am not sure are real I know I was sexually abused... for certain but there are other things that confuse me like I can't remember things about Werners funeral  or there...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Oct 2, 2011

    I have this complete impossible scenario in my

    mind, that over the years I convinced my self was real, and now no mater how hard I try I can't stop thinking everything relates back to this delusion. Also even though I understand it's impossible I do think and react to thing that happen in the created life.
    Bracelets Bracelets
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    I Have anger

    I believe bad things happen to me after milking myself.I think its God punishing me. Not rubbing one out makes me angry, nobody understands why. I drive a semi and get 4 to 5 really hard episodes a day.Sometimes I want to cut a hole.in the floor of my pickup and sharpen my...
    larrymindfuck larrymindfuck
    36-40, M
    Apr 19, 2012

    I purposely make up delusional realizations

    and ideas that make me feel bad, then choose to believe them. One: people with less freckles in their eyes are getting closer to nirvana, the smoother their eyes are the more perfect their souls are. Colors as well-brown is lowest, next blue, then green. What a ridiculous...
    Dinorat Dinorat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2014

    Today's Hallucinations

    Today i am hallucinating badly.  The olfactory hallucinations are back.  Old man's dirty dentures.  Sharp chemicals on rotting meat.  Burning rubber and leather.  I can't get them out of my nose.  The shadows are also trembling on the wall. They...
    SGlide SGlide
    51-55, M
    Sep 6, 2009

    Split Perceptions In Delusional Thinking

    I am delusional because I am partly not in touch with reality. First of all, I believe I have magical powers and am a witch. Second of all, I believe my father's parents were part of the Illuminati. Third, I believe my father has praticed Illuminati mind control methods on me...
    roseshideinthemind roseshideinthemind
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2013
    ftnote66 ftnote66
    51-55, F
    Dec 10, 2015

    Disassociative To Delusional

    I AM Delusional... I disassociate from my real life. One of my alters is carefree and crazy, and is closely matched with my everyday alter. When I am in my crazy and carefree alter, which is triggered by high anxiety and stress, I don't care as much as I normally would about...
    roseshideinthemind roseshideinthemind
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2013

    I was called delusional today,

    by a close friend. I don't know if she meant any harm by it. But... it hit me really hard. "Sometimes you can be," she said. And I just flashbacked to everything I'd ever told her, all of my secrets. Am I really delusional? Is that what she thinks? Is that how EVERYONE feels I...
    ZenaKarma ZenaKarma
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    The History Of My Delusions

    Before I start I'd like to say that I have no diagnosed mental illness, and the only mental illnesses that run in my family that I know of are depression, and alcoholism (yes it's an illness). It all began at the age of 5. I felt different from other people. Already I did not...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2013
    LYNNEAPPS4646 LYNNEAPPS4646
    51-55, F
    Dec 8, 2015

    Deciding To Trust People

    I believe that you can force your aura (energy) into other people, good or bad and it makes them feel better or worse. Even subconsciously! I think some people I have had in my life change my emotions by having a connection (so we are sharing aura/vibes/energy) but sometimes it...
    ibstraange ibstraange
    18-21
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2012

    As far fetched as it seems,

    I will believe them, no matter what. Thinking that my crush is also my dog. Heck, I even changed my behavior around my dog just because of that. Or that another crush I had is actually an old man cyclist. And I believed that's why I don't see him out of school. They've lasted...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 29, 2015

    Stupid Negativity

    I feel that my mind is playing tricks on me. I believe the devil is in play, even though some people don't believe in them. But I do, in fact the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he doesn't exist. And to that another question follows. How do I stop it...
    Unnorm Unnorm
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

    I can't take this anymore.

    It's horribly frustrating. I don't know what's real and what's not. I don't think I ever have. I will feel deeply that something is true but then Father tells me it isn't. I can't tell if I'm mishearing him and I'm correct or if the devil is just whispering lies in my ear. But...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2013

    It was nothing. Tears fell,

    but still it was nothing. A tinge of no feelings and warmth. I am so cold, that I am no longer here. You may place your hand on my cheek, but I am no longer here. You can no longer feel me and when you enter the house, walk past me. Keep going until you lose memory of me...
    jaexlonaexmuah jaexlonaexmuah
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2015

    Am I delusional? I had a dream

    that I think is important to share, I saw the future and what it could become if we develop correctly as a society or we are doomed. I saw organic machine hybrid city organisms cultivating the universe.
    imjonbean imjonbean
    22-25, M
    Apr 6, 2014

    Can I Be Delusional If I Only “half-believe” My Delusions?

    I have some delusional beliefs that I act on even though I am never fully convinced of them. I know how to think rationally and I can tell that my delusions are false but I can’t get rid of them. I don’t hallucinate or hear voices but it is (not in a literal sense) as if...
    chrysalid chrysalid
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 25, 2012

    Delusional Messiah

    Was diagnosed with bipolar last year after struggling thru 3 months of gloooomy depressioni wish i knew then that psychosis was a part of the picture!!!after taking ssri pills for 2 weeks i chucked em coz life was grand again....juz kept getting better until things spun into...
    pixiewinkle pixiewinkle
    41-45, F
    Aug 26, 2011

    Grandiose Boast (This Is Facetious Please Don't Hate)

    I am the love child of Marilyn Monroe and James Dean. Everywhere I go, my aura screams I am going to be somebody sometime soon. I am more articulate than Homer and I speak with more prose than Shakespeare himself. My voice is that of an Angel, born to earth in the body of but a...
    maezombiie maezombiie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2013

    Its Been Getting Uncontrollably Bad..

    When I was a little girl, I suffered from paranoia and ADHD. My mom thought she could just fix it with innocent medication, and that must of been the placebo that made me believe up until I was 7 that I would be okay. But I was that delusional that I convinced myself Im okay.Now...
    SnakeyMacabre SnakeyMacabre
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

    My Delusions

    My delusions!!!I've tried stepping out of my own perspective/perception only to wonder if I'm just plain nuts.Sometimes I think way to hard about things that I often wonder if I'm talking to myself out loud. I look around to see if anyone is looking at me strangely.  Maybe its...
    dionsworld dionsworld
    26-30, M
    Feb 23, 2011

    Path To Stupidity

    Dont even know why I'm doing this, but it can't get any worse so **** it... It all started when i got a job doesn't matter much but it had a female boss, to which i got attracted to instantly, was thinking on how to get to her, but then it turned out that she has a boyfriend in...
    DeadWisper DeadWisper
    26-30, M
    Nov 10, 2013

    It's funny how the mind

    and the heart can make you so delusional that you end up creating thoughts and feelings that seem not to really exist. I had built up a wall that had not been demolished by anyone for the past years. Now that I was the one who destroyed it, all my thoughts and emotions are...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2015

    My little "delusion" makes me feel like I'm a

    crazy person.. Its hard to fully explain it but I will do my best. I have this strange idea/feeling that I'm this sort of chosen one, or like the only real person that matters... Something like that. I'm not arrogant or egotistical or anything, its just a strange feeling. Like...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Wall Of Conscience

    I have many delusions, the major part of them fit together... and even though I may be the only one who thinks in such a pattern - I want them to be right - I think that they could be true in some other dimension, or, if all the powers and super consciousness energies of the...
    anonymx anonymx
    46-50
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2012

    I Think Now I Am Starting To Realize That I May Have Been Delusion About Relationships.

    I feel like an idiot because I had all these signs that these guys didn't respect me, didn't respect women, and sure as heck didn't love me, and weren't capable of loving me or bonding with me, but I tried to make it work anyway.  I have been accused for the second time in...
    MiamiChill MiamiChill
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 16, 2010

    I Am Definately Delusional..

    ..and I fear it has gotten the best of me tonight!
    Chomieann313 Chomieann313
    31-35, F
    Mar 14, 2012
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