I Am Deppressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 141 People

    Now I'm not complaining

    or trying to tell the world how my life sucks more than yours or anybody's. But for several months now, it's just been building up and the only way to vent it is by putting it down in words. So here it goes.. Ever since high school started I was never really able to find a group...
    electricmadness electricmadness
    26-30, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    Confused and Deppressed

    I deal with depression daily. I have been told that I have a major deppressive disorder as well as major anxiety. I'm on tons of meds but still feel so sad. I hurt all the time. Someone help me!!
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2009

    Down, Down, Down

    I am so far down I see no hope. I am lost. I have nothing to hold onto. There is no reason to be here. I just want to die and leave this cruel world. But where would I go? Hell? That's even worse. So I'm stuck in my hell on earth. I know it's all my head. I'm in my head again and...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

    i feel like killing myself ie it planned out i

    am the most hated perrson in this family im over it i hate my life there is no point on living when my life is like this no one evan cares so why should i i need help
    sadlife320 sadlife320
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2015

    Meeee Tool

    Well I've had my life turned upside down, but now it's finally getting back on track. I miss my love. I am only home when I am with her. But I have started to make great money again and I think things should get better now. I hope..
    deleted deleted
    Apr 8, 2012
    PkMnDweeb PkMnDweeb
    18-21, M
    Jan 19, 2014

    I was deeply in love with a guy.

    The feeling was very mutual, infact he was the first one to express his feelings. Of late he is completely ignoring me. He feels I have become too obsessed. He doesn't feel like talking or meeting me. He says he is fed up with my insecurities. Yes I have a lot of faults n I...
    jerry44 jerry44
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2014

    I Miss Billy:.(

    I finally found one guy who didn't judge me and loved me for who I am and now he's in jail. No one knows how long he will be in jail but right now it's only been 2 days , but I have slipped back into depression and I miss him so much. I can't sleep in our bed with out him. And...
    Emrald18 Emrald18
    22-25, F
    Oct 10, 2013

    The last 6 months i have been slowly falling

    apart. I want to feel free to express myself here. I dont want this to become my new normal I want a partner who will accept me when im depressed. I have lost some self esteem Id like to hear from others how they deal with thier depression
    sassymayte sassymayte
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2016

    My life is kinda " IDK "

    and I don't know what I exactly want to do with my life ! I mean sometimes everything seems so pointless ...
    PersianOnyx PersianOnyx
    22-25, M
    Mar 10, 2015

    My parents told me to stop studying.

    Btw, I'm a college student incoming 2nd year. Ughh I can't believe this is happening, I really didn't expect this. Just because of this one little problem before and now it turns something ughhh. This is the reason why im gonna stop. My parents is now suffering and I cant help...
    Aireena Aireena
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2015

    I never really opened up to anyone before.

    . I've always kept my feelings in & pushed people away.. I've pushed them away because I don't want to get hurt anymore & I don't want to hurt them.. So I've told myself to stay alone & keep everything to myself.. But I know that staying alone is not really nice.. But thats all I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 27, 2015

    Help - takes a knife

    and starts cutting her arm -
    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2014

    Crawling - Linkin Park sums up my life.

    Reality is an illusion of puzzles.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 17, 2015

    I'm a 17 yr old girl.

    I can't handle this anymore. No one Cares about me. My parents hate me and always want me to be more and constantly remind me of all my failures. They make fun of me, not in a loving way, call me names ect. I literally have no friends. I can't handle it I try to distract...
    Stargirl578 Stargirl578
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    No One Cares

    I'm depressed but no one will really believe me. They say "Oh its just regular teenage angst" but all the other kids aren't crying constantly at random times in the day and scratching at their wrists because their mother had to take all their sharp objects away...
    ZombieGothGirl ZombieGothGirl
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2009

    i dont even know why im on this App honestly.

    . the more i keep looking at peoples experiences the more i get deppressed.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 27, 2015

    First Experience With Depression.

        I am 19 years old and a student in college. All my life I have had everything a girl could ever want. I got my own car at 18, fully paid off, I had good grades, went to a private school, had a good paying job, and a loving boyfriend. I was truly happy, I am a naturally...
    Charleslove Charleslove
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 24, 2012

    Am I the only one that smokes on a daily basis.

    Besides that I want more drugs. The main reason for this is that I'm always alone.... SoI feel better on drugs.Although I'd love to hangout with people all the time.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    and i am pushing everyone

    that cares about me away because i am a ****** ******* person
    miamigirl14 miamigirl14
    22-25, F
    Dec 8, 2014

    I used to be expressive.

    I sounded exited, happy even. I wasn't but my voices sounded it. People listened to me. I could tell a story and everyone stood to hear. Now it talk and no one looks my way. I talk to people and they look away, get destracted, or even bored. I've lost my soul behind my voice. I...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    16-17, F
    Mar 21, 2016

    I Hate Myself

    I'm worthless and deserve to die; need I say more. I think I'll take a nice drive out into the country and find a secluded area so I can put a Barretta in my mouth and pull the trigger.
    Jimhut2000 Jimhut2000
    51-55, M
    1 Response Oct 28, 2013

    Like Being In Hell

    Having deppression is like opening ur eyes in hell guess thats why i dnt sleep much cause its hard 2 sleep when the problems in ur life stays with u it keeps u awake its not about the nightmare its about being in the nightmare that u can never awake from.
    Greekvampire Greekvampire
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Nov 14, 2009

    Meeee Tool

    Well I've had my life turned upside down, but now it's finally getting back on track. I miss my love. I am only home when I am with her. But I have started to make great money again and I think things should get better now. I hope..
    deleted deleted
    Apr 8, 2012

    I Hate My Life

    I always get pushed around by my patents and get told what to do they treat me like a slave and never let me do what I want to do. I used to get invited out but my parents won't let me do anything so my friends stop including me and I always feel left out. They are out having a...
    Rheeanon Rheeanon
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2013

    I feel so guilty for feeling this way.

    So many people have it worse than me. I have a lovely family, an amazing set of friends and a perfect boyfriend supporting me yet I still feel this way. I can't help it,everything is just too much and I'm really scared of talking to the people I love and trust,I don't want to...
    OliviaWillow13 OliviaWillow13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014
    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393
    18-21, F
    Jan 26, 2014

    I am many things but broken seems to be the

    best one to describe me.. im very alone.. i dont have much.. my heath is terrible.. the list of things that makes me even a little happy dwindle.. eatting is now a chore that hurts to do.. sleeping is a nightmare that i dread each time i must do it.. i scrape together money to...
    NaomiTheBunny NaomiTheBunny
    22-25, M
    Jul 17, 2015

    I have been clinically depressed

    for as long as I can remember. I'm here to help anyone who needs it.
    brokenwings88 brokenwings88
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2014

    I've always been a depressed person it's just

    what I am I can't stop he ether when I try I just gets bigger sometimes I feel like I'll always be like this but when I get to school lunch is my favorite place to be. 1. Reason cuz I get to sit with my crush 2 Reason is cuz I get to be me for 20 minutes 3. Reason is cuz I'm...
    Singleton34 Singleton34
    16-17, M
    Oct 18, 2014
    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393
    18-21, F
    Jan 29, 2014

    I lose everyone I know on here lots I've only

    had 1 friend that's talks to me daily 1 other that talks to me not that much
    swaged104 swaged104
    16-17, M
    Jun 21, 2015

    From times to times, I get

    so low.. Lower than earth.
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2014

    Me Just Me..

    No one understands. Not a single soul on this here earth. No because they don't care but because they don't know what's it like to go through this stuff.. It sucks going through it.the self harming, the days your just wanna die I have been through all of them. And I wouldn't...
    Bassfisher67 Bassfisher67
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Oct 3, 2013

    I feel so alone http://youtu.

    be/851NxKsneFk this songs how I feel all I ever wanted in life was love I can never have it I try so hard but it don't matter
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 24, 2015
    Rogerxxx Rogerxxx
    26-30, M
    May 29, 2015
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