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I Am Deppressed

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    Down, Down, Down

    I am so far down I see no hope. I am lost. I have nothing to hold onto. There is no reason to be here. I just want to die and leave this cruel world. But where would I go? Hell? That's even worse. So I'm stuck in my hell on earth. I know it's all my head. I'm in my head again and...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Like Being In Hell

    Having deppression is like opening ur eyes in hell guess thats why i dnt sleep much cause its hard 2 sleep when the problems in ur life stays with u it keeps u awake its not about the nightmare its about being in the nightmare that u can never awake from.
    Greekvampire Greekvampire 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Meeee Tool

    Well I've had my life turned upside down, but now it's finally getting back on track. I miss my love. I am only home when I am with her. But I have started to make great money again and I think things should get better now. I hope..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8, 2012

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    Me Just Me..

    No one understands. Not a single soul on this here earth. No because they don't care but because they don't know what's it like to go through this stuff.. It sucks going through it.the self harming, the days your just wanna die I have been through all of them. And I wouldn't...
    Bassfisher67 Bassfisher67 16-17, F 8 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Meeee Tool

    Well I've had my life turned upside down, but now it's finally getting back on track. I miss my love. I am only home when I am with her. But I have started to make great money again and I think things should get better now. I hope..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8, 2012

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    First Experience With Depression.

        I am 19 years old and a student in college. All my life I have had everything a girl could ever want. I got my own car at 18, fully paid off, I had good grades, went to a private school, had a good paying job, and a loving boyfriend. I was truly happy, I am a naturally...
    Charleslove Charleslove 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 24, 2012

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    Confused and Deppressed

    I deal with depression daily. I have been told that I have a major deppressive disorder as well as major anxiety. I'm on tons of meds but still feel so sad. I hurt all the time. Someone help me!!
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 19, 2009

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    I was deeply in love with a guy.

    The feeling was very mutual, infact he was the first one to express his feelings. Of late he is completely ignoring me. He feels I have become too obsessed. He doesn't feel like talking or meeting me. He says he is fed up with my insecurities. Yes I have a lot of faults n I...
    jerry44 jerry44 18-21, F Feb 13

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    I Miss Billy:.(

    I finally found one guy who didn't judge me and loved me for who I am and now he's in jail. No one knows how long he will be in jail but right now it's only been 2 days , but I have slipped back into depression and I miss him so much. I can't sleep in our bed with out him. And...
    Emrald18 Emrald18 18-21, F Oct 10, 2013

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    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393 13-15, F Jan 26

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    I Hate My Life

    I always get pushed around by my patents and get told what to do they treat me like a slave and never let me do what I want to do. I used to get invited out but my parents won't let me do anything so my friends stop including me and I always feel left out. They are out having a...
    Rheeanon Rheeanon 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I'm worthless and deserve to die; need I say more. I think I'll take a nice drive out into the country and find a secluded area so I can put a Barretta in my mouth and pull the trigger.
    Jimhut2000 Jimhut2000 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 28, 2013

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    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393 13-15, F Jan 29

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    PkMnDweeb PkMnDweeb 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Help - takes a knife

    and starts cutting her arm -
    RainChestnut18393 RainChestnut18393 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    valien valien 18-21 7 Responses Apr 8

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