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    My Sad Life Story . Feel Free To Ask , Maybe Make U Feel Better

    could not say I've never smiled many times I made others smile , some people say I'm funny,but neither could say I am happy or that i have ever being happy. i had good moments my life is like a roller coaster I've never had peace of mind and always...
    JSM1986 JSM1986 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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    Okay so listen up poptarts. There's kinda this thing where I'm sad a whole lot but don't want anyone to worry about me. In fact, I am only writing this because you need to know my...
    oopsoopspsosjxdsi oopsoopspsosjxdsi 13-15, F May 1

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    I have loved the same person for I don't even know how long. To be fair, she doesn't actually know, so I guess there will always be that big "what if" that is killing me. The issue...
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    i feel like a freak on a leash, i took my pills ( my anti depression pills) i just feel so lost. the reason why am i here bcoz i have 7yo son. my husband have my son and im alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

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    So I know what I want to do with my life now. It has been a dream of mine since I could talk. I need to design, build, modify and race cars. I have been getting quite down and...
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    Yeah I'm totally lost. I keep telling people what I'm going to do but never go through with it. I know I can't keep doing what I'm doing because it is depressing me. People at my...
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    i dnt know whats wrong with me is it because of depression or someother thing.I feel so lost and im not happy.i smile and laugh act like everything is fine but im not. i dnt know...
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    These last few weeks have been hard..... I dont know what to do or how to feel..... My depression is getting worse.... People keep telling me that they are going to kill there self...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I'm 21 & I guess I'm just feeling lost. I have all these hopes & dreams but don't know where to begin with them, I haven't received my H.S diploma yet & I don't know what I would...
    HopelessWander HopelessWander 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    I found this website by chance, I was looking for stories - for information. At the time I felt low and depressed - I was confused about everything in my life. I didn't know what...
    AmyKings AmyKings 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    I have a doctors appointment on Tuesday with a new doctor. Fingers crossed he knows what's wrong with me
    thatmegan thatmegan 16-17, F 1 Response May 7

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    Looking out of my window, i saw so many activities. And now the depressing part, I'm wondering what to do with my life after my degree. To pursue my master degree? To build a...
    8slowlyFading8 8slowlyFading8 18-21 3 Responses May 9

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    When I was little and I watched films on Showcase with my parents and watched certain characters die, and saw their actors after the film ended in an interview I use to shout out...
    Tearystar1027 Tearystar1027 18-21 1 Response May 12

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    I left a really great guy. :( He did nothing wrong.. Instead I was battling with my own issues of fear, depression, and wanting to be happy with myself. He had it all together. He...
    Mseducated18 Mseducated18 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13

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    I don't see a future for myself these days. I have so little to work with, financially, educationally, I have no real relationships, out of work and soon to be without a home. I'm...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M 1 Response May 11

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    Another exhausting post. Probably because of this small part of the world already asleep and i'm the only one still wide awake at this odd hour. People say that it's completely...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F May 9

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    i don't know about the things i choose is what i want or not.and its not easy just wanting what u want to have wen there are people all around trying to make judgement on you...
    astrixx astrixx 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    It's harder to decide when I'm aware that I prolly might not have a chance to live. I'm too lost. I dunno if it's worth deciding at this point. I've had to leave to several other...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 15. When I look at myself in the mirror, I feel like the person I'm looking at is not me. Not in a "I used to be that girl" type of way, but that I am a mind or soul trapped in...
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    For gods sake, I know how hard life is but don't binge eat. Everything just gets worse from there....idiot. why did you do it?! You had so many friends and you hurt them so badly...
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    he does live near me. but it's really really bad that there isn't a large body of water between us. Oh well I guess I will just continue to watch you on tv!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response May 15

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    I tried to flirt with a guy at Wal-mart in the snack section or at least that's what i thought i was doing. I did the usual hair flip over the shoulder and fluttering eyelash...
    Kirah13 Kirah13 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    On a recent stay at a psychiatric hospital I met a girl when I fist saw her my mood shifted. The next day when she was alone I went and started to talk to her we became friends and...
    VictorM117 VictorM117 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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    The straight best friend being the girl I'm in love with. It was like a dagger went through my heart when the conversation we had tonight involved her talking about sex and dudes...
    Madamoiselle1 Madamoiselle1 16-17, F May 2

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    Sometimes when people are depressed they make irreversible decisions that they cannot undo. For instance, internet relationships. I met someone who projected facts towards me...
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    Money is gone. I have $200 in my account. I've sent hundreds of resumes. I have 2 interviews next week. In the meantime, I need to pay rent, utilities, car insurance, gas, some...
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    In reference to a post I saw about keeping ones genitals shaved smooth. Ok yes its your junk so keep it like you want, but to me, well here is my preference. I mean at least a...
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    You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul. You are wise and bright...
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    Stop worrying about the little things, everything will work out. You're not stupid, you'll get into university to study exactly what you want to. Dont worry about what people will...
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    All Souls Night - Loreena McKennitt. Beneath a Phrygian Sky - Loreena McKennitt. Huron Beltane Fire Dance - Loreena McKennitt. I guess you could say I am having a Loreena...
    TheWildling TheWildling 22-25, F May 9

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    may 9. I guess no ones wearing underwear today. I'm wearing a Victoria Secrets Pink Lace Thing.
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    I tend to hate technology, and I feel like i'll neglect checking on it, but I guess it's worth it, maybe. I have a hard time meeting people I get along with because I am different...
    Majesticscribbler Majesticscribbler 16-17, F May 18

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    Any good ,quick and easy painless ways to kill your self ? Please help me .. I can't take it .....
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    I've been feeling realy down lately.. First thing first I'm a 15 year old boy and I love playing video games and that's the reason I preety much suck at every ball sport.I never...
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    I have had depression now since i was a kid but its turned into severe depression over the past few years and i dont really remember ever being happy so its hard to fight the...
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    Thank you. Each and every one of you ******** out there who give people crap about mental illnesses and those of you who think you have depression and not even know what depression...
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    I know it's bad to manipulate people, but if I'm manipulating someone into not cutting themselves/self-harming is it really that bad? I just don't want her to hurt herself anymore...
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    Dear relasping14 I just want to say that my cuz is really depressed because you have blocked him on everything and he just wanted you to know that you helped him not kill himself...
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    so many things are uncertain in this life so how does one know for sure whats actually real and who's being honest and true guess perhaps its all a gamble and lady luck decides...
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    I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder after having a nervous breakdown last day senior yr high school. Missed grad&spent whole summer in my bedroom. Ashamed,confused as I was...
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