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    My Sad Life Story . Feel Free To Ask , Maybe Make U Feel Better

    could not say I've never smiled many times I made others smile , some people say I'm funny,but neither could say I am happy or that i have ever being happy. i had good moments my life is like a roller coaster I've never had peace of mind and always...
    JSM1986 JSM1986 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2011

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