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I Am Depressed About My Health

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    I"m Dying Inside...............

    I"m dying inside everyday The pain I face is just not enough to kill me....I've wanted to try but I could never do it and I scare myself so much. Trying to hold on to what. I have my problems isn't that I'm not loved because I know I am. I couldn't stand causing so much pain to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    Living With Pain & Disability

    Everyday it's almost the same thing...it's misery.  I am a 'shut-in,' at 45 I feel like I'm going on 89 years old.  After forcing myself out of bed I am wracked with pain and in tears despite the tempeurpedic bed and the extra lumbar pillow.  I fall asleep after taking a...
    ivoryone ivoryone 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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    Wishes...............

    I wished life could of been better than this.. I wanted better times like the ones I miss, I wish that I wouldn't end up this way. I was wrong to wish happiness because it does not stay. I have only one single wish from now on. My only wish is to be dead, to be gone. My ablity to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    My Health And Why I Left This Site For A While..........

    I just would like everyone to know where i have been for such a long time. I have not been well as most of you know. Between my health and depression on top of that it made me something i am not..I woke up feeling useless unloved. unwanted,I felt like a stranger in my own home. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Why................................

    I don't know why I put up with everything everyday. I thought it was because I wanted to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and Family but...sometimes I find that I don't even feel anything towards them. I hate lying towards them. I hate lying about my life to other people but...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    I Am Sorry

    I am very sorry, I am very sorry for being too sick I am sorry for getting sicker and thinner with time... I am sorry for this ugly body of mine.. I know I look too sick and I am so sorry for that.... I am really trying, praying and begging.. begging to get better not for my own...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Chronic Pain, Reflux, Depression, Hypertension, Fatigue...

    Why wouldn't I be depressed with all those medical problems. Actually I'm not clinically depressed anymore--just miserable. And some of the people I went to for help made the situation worse. Some social worker at a local clinic where I went to a peer support group sent me to...
    RG1945 RG1945 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    Ok, I know I shouldn't feel depressed but I do. I have always had a great relationship with my dad and thought I did with my mom up until I lost my job of 12 years, 3 years ago. I...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This month is my birthmonth and im awful at bdays, i mean terrible, theyve always been a sad time for me... This year im really getting depressed about it... Ive never really felt...
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    So, I am Native American and where I live there are plenty of them. Many of my friends are hispanic and to them, my race is a joke. I constantly hear how Native Americans are...
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    it seems like i can't catch a break. i don't deliberately try to be bad, but everyone thinks that. i am in trouble almost all the time, and i don't even know why. i'm not rebelling...
    KatieRosess KatieRosess 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    September 16. Revenge. No matter how long we've been recovering, no matter how solid our spiritual ground, we may still feel an overwhelming desire at times to punish, or get even...
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    I always thought that I am an unemotional person who doesn't get too sad or depressed with whatever happens. But, recently all this changed with an incident where I hurt a person...
    amiabadguy amiabadguy 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    this year i decided to get healthy sleep better and at a more regular time and try to ride my bicycle every day and eat better so far i'm doing ok i think .I've slim down a bit i...
    Highheelslife23 Highheelslife23 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    life was good until i hit 18 years of age, i graduated high school back in 2008 and then i started having bathroom problems/ stomach problems which i was told was from ibs and...
    joe0ner joe0ner 18-21, M Aug 31

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    September 11. Conflict and Detachment. In a relationship, there are those wonderful times when things go smoothly for both people, and neither person needs to focus too heavily on...
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    August 20. Honesty in Relationships. We can be honest and direct about our boundaries in relationships and about the parameters of a particular relationship. Perhaps no area of...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I don't know what else to do. Well, I should start at the beginning. Back in January my Mom got really sick. She had double pneumonia in both of her lungs. She came close to...
    JepMasta JepMasta 31-35, M Aug 20

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    August 19. Letting Go of Shame. Shame is that dark, powerful feeling that holds us back. Yes, shame can stop us from acting inappropriately. But many of us have learned to attach...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Aug 19

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    August 31. Denial. I've been recovering many years. I've used denial many times. It has been a defense, a survival device, a coping behavior, and, at times, almost my undoing. It...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Aug 31

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    I don't know what to think or do anymore. I am so depressed and always on the verge of tears or having seizures from the stress. I want to run and not tell anyone where I am going...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I have been really down for the past 2 years. It happened because of lots of things, but the main ingredient was a broken heart. Either way, lots of other things played a factor...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 20

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    last week i work 20 hours a day and lost weight black eye lines . feeling very bad depressed any body there who tell me how i gain weight again and look health handsome again..
    Obaidjan Obaidjan 22-25, M Sep 1

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    August 22. Responsibility for Family Members. "I can still remember my mother clutching her heart, threatening to have a heart attack and die, and blaming it on me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Aug 22

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    August 29. Owning Our Energy. "Learn to keep your energy inside." —From Women, Sex, and Addiction, Charlotte Davis Kasl, Ph.D. For many reasons, we may have mastered the art...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Aug 29

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    My weight lose journey started June this year. Why?Over the years my weight had slowly crept up on me..I kept putting it off, I'll start tomorrow, tomorrow turned into a year and...
    louljp louljp 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    September 8. Stopping Our Pain. "Some of my feelings have been stored so long they have freezer burn." —Beyond Codependency There are many sources of pain in our life. Those...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Sep 8

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    I lost all my social skills from being in the hospital for too long, I lost ambition from being cooped up in a house for weeks, I lost my mind from constantly waking up with...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    August 28. Taking Care of Ourselves on the Job. It's okay to take care of ourselves on the job. It is not only okay - it is necessary. Taking care of ourselves on the job means...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Hey everyone in the UK! I'm sure that you've all had "one of those days" at work, right? But what if you're suffering from more than this? There are people out there who have...
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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Don't even know why i am doing this, but here it goes. I am 22 year old guy, who had his share of sorrow trough most of my life. My first memories as child are of my grandfather...
    TheLostSoulTravaler TheLostSoulTravaler 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    September 5. Step Ten. "Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it." —Step Ten of Al Anon Once we have worked our way to this Step, we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Sep 5

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    I feel like nobody gives an effing **** about me. That nobody cares about me, nobody notices me, nobody wants to talk to me, that everybody hates me, that everybody talks about me...
    gotohell227 gotohell227 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 7

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    Health, to me, is more than the absence of sickness. Sicknesses or injury can happen, but even with them, we can be generally healthy, and without them, we still could still be...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    The more I read about how easy it is for people to **** up their bodies, the more convinced I get that humans should really try to return to a more basic diet. I've been very...
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    I am living in Northern England, rapidly approaching the age of 35, depressed that I've never been able to have a real social life. The problem is that I'm still living with my...
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    You'll want to eliminate  to become inside the nutritious excess weight range for your top. Dropping would also be effective for your health and will make you look and feel...
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    September 14. What's Good for Me? When we are soul searching, be it for the smaller or larger decisions we face during the day, we can learn to ask, is this good for me?... Is...
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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...