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I Am Depressed About My Health

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    Chronic Pain, Reflux, Depression, Hypertension, Fatigue...

    Why wouldn't I be depressed with all those medical problems. Actually I'm not clinically depressed anymore--just miserable. And some of the people I went to for help made the situation worse. Some social worker at a local clinic where I went to a peer support group sent me to...
    RG1945 RG1945 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    Living With Pain & Disability

    Everyday it's almost the same thing...it's misery.  I am a 'shut-in,' at 45 I feel like I'm going on 89 years old.  After forcing myself out of bed I am wracked with pain and in tears despite the tempeurpedic bed and the extra lumbar pillow.  I fall asleep after taking a...
    ivoryone ivoryone 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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    Why................................

    I don't know why I put up with everything everyday. I thought it was because I wanted to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and Family but...sometimes I find that I don't even feel anything towards them. I hate lying towards them. I hate lying about my life to other people but...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    My Health And Why I Left This Site For A While..........

    I just would like everyone to know where i have been for such a long time. I have not been well as most of you know. Between my health and depression on top of that it made me something i am not..I woke up feeling useless unloved. unwanted,I felt like a stranger in my own home. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    I"m Dying Inside...............

    I"m dying inside everyday The pain I face is just not enough to kill me....I've wanted to try but I could never do it and I scare myself so much. Trying to hold on to what. I have my problems isn't that I'm not loved because I know I am. I couldn't stand causing so much pain to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    Wishes...............

    I wished life could of been better than this.. I wanted better times like the ones I miss, I wish that I wouldn't end up this way. I was wrong to wish happiness because it does not stay. I have only one single wish from now on. My only wish is to be dead, to be gone. My ablity to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I Am Sorry

    I am very sorry, I am very sorry for being too sick I am sorry for getting sicker and thinner with time... I am sorry for this ugly body of mine.. I know I look too sick and I am so sorry for that.... I am really trying, praying and begging.. begging to get better not for my own...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    I have experienced a mild depression most of my life, and although it still affects me at times, it has been replaced by anger due to certain situations. I am not going to discuss...
    anothertheletter anothertheletter 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I deleted one of my posts due to negativity about how my face looks so not feeling the best kinda depressed about it to be honest because I didn't think I look that bad...
    Jacob0399 Jacob0399 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    TrollingNRolling TrollingNRolling 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm probably not, and this is probably just me over reacting because i tend to do that. But I've noticed things about me, that I've been paying actual attention to lately. But i...
    catchingyourclouds catchingyourclouds 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I just want to die. I tried so long to find happiness and now I don't even want it, I just don't want to live at all. I have a healthy family who love me and it makes me even more...
    gracexxx gracexxx 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think people often underestimate what depression does to a person. I go from externalization/narcissism in dissociative states to internalization/depression. In other words; I...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am new member but infact have been reading stories/experiences for about six months. It seems to be a good site to express oneself as well as seek advice/suggestions. My problem...
    sologhost sologhost 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    As well as me being depressed, I make my friends depressed... Even if im happy, I still manage to make my friends depressed.... im such a bad friend..
    bpc2415 bpc2415 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The reasons why I feel depressed is because i was going to go to a family wedding but now I'm left alone abandoned at home doing nothing and now I'm drinking more alcohol heavily...
    agdnn agdnn 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I guess I'm weird....I pick a random title and write a story to match it. So I'm depressed now...I don't like that. Nope, not one bit. It makes me sad. Like the time the MP's...
    rick4545 rick4545 36-40, M Jul 24

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    I don't really think I'm depressed. I've felt this way for a while, and I don't necessarily correlate it with one singular event or period. Maybe it started after I changed schools...
    amazingamelia amazingamelia 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I lost a lot of friends and none of them really were that healthy anyway. And the one great one I could talk to who shared stories and had a lot in common with me died not getting...
    BananaBandana BananaBandana 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I refuse to be depressed. I have so many things going on in my life that most people don't even realize. I have family issues, health issues, financial issues, and social issues...
    sweetiepoo sweetiepoo 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I'm on immigration process and am not allowed to work or get a driver's license until I'm authorized. My husband needs to take me places even though he is exhausted with hard work...
    VogueChloe VogueChloe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    hockeydfense hockeydfense 31-35, F Jul 22

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    I was talking to my mom about one of my friends. This friend got in an argument with her parents and needed to get out of the house. Knowing all too well how it feels to be in a...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98 16-17, F Jul 22

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    I'm tired of pretending that I'm happy when I'm actually depressed. I try so hard to keep my "I'm happy" face on all day so I don't have the very few people who care about me to...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F Jul 20

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    It wasn't till today that I realized how much I have screwed up my life! When my parents got a divorce, I became an adult, I gained trust issues, and most importantly, I refused to...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M Jul 19

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    I am not sure why, but I always do, I get depressed and feel low in holidays. The only thing I remember from my psychology class in high school is that when people feel low during...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    1) I am a black female 2) I am a lesbian 3) I'm in an interracial long distance relationship 4) I'm in community college, but will be transferring to a university 5) I love...
    nikaXo nikaXo 18-21, F Jul 17

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    Matthew6307xyx5 Matthew6307xyx5 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Dental filling components, which contain composite, porcelain and silver amalgam, might be utilized to even out tooth surfaces for superior biting or chewing.The bonding method and...
    Aiden9639eed8 Aiden9639eed8 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I am always a little worried nowadays.. But I am too ashamed and frustrated to do really anything about it. If I run I should wear one of those spine supporting things and the...
    KILLsonia KILLsonia 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I don't struggle with clinical depression. I'm not what you would probably think of as someone who struggles with depression. I don't have a chemical imbalance or anything like...
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