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I Am Depressed About My Health

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    Wishes...............

    I wished life could of been better than this.. I wanted better times like the ones I miss, I wish that I wouldn't end up this way. I was wrong to wish happiness because it does not stay. I have only one single wish from now on. My only wish is to be dead, to be gone. My ablity to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    My Health And Why I Left This Site For A While..........

    I just would like everyone to know where i have been for such a long time. I have not been well as most of you know. Between my health and depression on top of that it made me something i am not..I woke up feeling useless unloved. unwanted,I felt like a stranger in my own home. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Why................................

    I don't know why I put up with everything everyday. I thought it was because I wanted to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and Family but...sometimes I find that I don't even feel anything towards them. I hate lying towards them. I hate lying about my life to other people but...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    Chronic Pain, Reflux, Depression, Hypertension, Fatigue...

    Why wouldn't I be depressed with all those medical problems. Actually I'm not clinically depressed anymore--just miserable. And some of the people I went to for help made the situation worse. Some social worker at a local clinic where I went to a peer support group sent me to...
    RG1945 RG1945 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    Living With Pain & Disability

    Everyday it's almost the same thing...it's misery.  I am a 'shut-in,' at 45 I feel like I'm going on 89 years old.  After forcing myself out of bed I am wracked with pain and in tears despite the tempeurpedic bed and the extra lumbar pillow.  I fall asleep after taking a...
    ivoryone ivoryone 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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    I"m Dying Inside...............

    I"m dying inside everyday The pain I face is just not enough to kill me....I've wanted to try but I could never do it and I scare myself so much. Trying to hold on to what. I have my problems isn't that I'm not loved because I know I am. I couldn't stand causing so much pain to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    I Am Sorry

    I am very sorry, I am very sorry for being too sick I am sorry for getting sicker and thinner with time... I am sorry for this ugly body of mine.. I know I look too sick and I am so sorry for that.... I am really trying, praying and begging.. begging to get better not for my own...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I really need someone to talk to. I'm 21. I have no friends. No job. I don't go to school. I have nothing. I babysit every day, as I have for a couple years now. Every day it...
    Goob21 Goob21 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I don't know what happened. I was thinking to myself how glad I was that I hadn't anything significant for perhaps two weeks. I had a strange taste in my throat but didn't think...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    This is going to be long.. So, I'm a student, 16 yo, second year of high school in my hometown. I recently found that UWC in Mostar accepted me, which was a dream come true, at...
    stiksss stiksss 16-17, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Yesterday i hhad a concert for an honers band i was in. my family said they would come. My sister is in band too shes 18 and she usualy comes to my band things unlinke my...
    ilfyst ilfyst 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    The stigma can't be more prominent in my life. From my parents, teachers, coworkers... All I hear is "mind over matter," or "go out more" or "it's all in your head." They don't...
    Littlegirlblue22 Littlegirlblue22 18-21, F Apr 8

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    A couple months ago I moved out of the family home (I was getting a depressed, isolated feeling). I didn't really feel like paying rent and just moved into my car. Have lived out...
    beatingdepression beatingdepression 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Really depressed and miserable because there is so much negativity mixed into the good things in life it's hard to ever feel pure happiness. So many bad memories, prison...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 1

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    How to build a new body in 12 months! This is an amazing story. I'm posting on how it is possible to regain your health. For the past year, I've been reading and finding useful...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15

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    And I have valid reasons to be. My father passed away March 7 from Carbon monoxide poisoning. He died alone, in the pump room, in his own vomit. The last time I called him was...
    Exhilar8 Exhilar8 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    My therapist knows that I have a personality disorder but she probably won't bring it up again. The first time that she even hinted that I might have something mentally wrong with...
    Holmesdown Holmesdown 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I've been depressed for most of my life and I hate it,sometimes I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy,it ****** me off when people think depression isn't a big...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am 15 years old and I would say I have been depressed for a about four years or at least about the time I began secondary school. Some days I just get to a point where I can't...
    safiya999 safiya999 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    For months I have been getting more and more anxious and depressed. I mostly feel fine through out the day...but when night hits, I always have so many negative thoughts about...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Hi Yesterday I went clubbing with friends for a birthday and had a goodnight. I was dancing all the time cause I love to dance and I can dance very good Shaking, twerking and...
    Bluerosered Bluerosered 26-30, F Apr 6

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    I find myself lost scared and hurt just like before but worse my uncle that I am very very close to has cancer it's really hard to see him like this we have always been a strong...
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Ects should be illegal. theyve ruin lives, including mine. too many people are on antidepressants now, people if your depressed invest your time into a physcologist.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Since Christmas I have been sick. It started off as a stomach bug but since then I've had several flues and colds as well as headaches and back pains and knock pains and another...
    llivan llivan 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ever since it happened it became a weird habit . I've been depressed before when I'm out my buddies I show sign of happiness but deep inside I'm so depressed I don't know what...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M Mar 27

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    What random thoughts go through the mind of one depressed person? I decided to expose myself just this once, if not any more in future. If anyone out there relates to this, I know...
    mysteriouseverything mysteriouseverything 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have such a bad reputation I've been denied a service because of reasons my doctor wouldn't tell me. He said it with a smug look on his face. I've been labelled the "worst they...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Mental health professionals tell their patients that it is healthy to laugh. No, I am not a mental health patient. I have both a brother and sister who are psychologists in this...
    redheadwearinglingerie redheadwearinglingerie 41-45, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I mentioned "when I was depressed" to my sister while telling a story and she said "you werent depressed at that time" ... little does she know I was and was about to kill myself...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F Mar 27

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    I fell in love with a guy who has a two year old. At first I truly believed I could handle everything that came with him and his child. The baby mama was civil and I actually would...
    howfarisheaven howfarisheaven 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm living in an abusive household, and it's made me depressed. When I wasn't living here, I wasn't suicidal like I am now, and I wasn't depressed. Tim (my father), yells at me...
    Maelui Maelui 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I have had a really tough year. I guess I have reason to feel the way I do. I don't know how anyone wouldn't. why do I feel so ashamed at being depressed. I know I don't really...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I've listened to the song "How Do You Get That Lonely" by Blaine Larsen. It's a song about a 18 year old boy who committed suicide Unexpectingly. It goes: How do you get that...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 1 day ago