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I Am Depressed About My Health

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 32 People

    Living With Pain & Disability

    Everyday it's almost the same thing...it's misery.  I am a 'shut-in,' at 45 I feel like I'm going on 89 years old.  After forcing myself out of bed I am wracked with pain and in tears despite the tempeurpedic bed and the extra lumbar pillow.  I fall asleep after taking a...
    ivoryone ivoryone 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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    Why................................

    I don't know why I put up with everything everyday. I thought it was because I wanted to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and Family but...sometimes I find that I don't even feel anything towards them. I hate lying towards them. I hate lying about my life to other people but...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    I"m Dying Inside...............

    I"m dying inside everyday The pain I face is just not enough to kill me....I've wanted to try but I could never do it and I scare myself so much. Trying to hold on to what. I have my problems isn't that I'm not loved because I know I am. I couldn't stand causing so much pain to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    Wishes...............

    I wished life could of been better than this.. I wanted better times like the ones I miss, I wish that I wouldn't end up this way. I was wrong to wish happiness because it does not stay. I have only one single wish from now on. My only wish is to be dead, to be gone. My ablity to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I feel bad for my artistic skills.

    I am really angry at what my own body is doing to me, I like having my personal touch on everything I own but when you have to tell someone what are those touches so that they make it for you because you literally can't it feels so uncomfortable specially when those touches don...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 18, 2015

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    I Am Sorry

    I am very sorry, I am very sorry for being too sick I am sorry for getting sicker and thinner with time... I am sorry for this ugly body of mine.. I know I look too sick and I am so sorry for that.... I am really trying, praying and begging.. begging to get better not for my own...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    My Health And Why I Left This Site For A While..........

    I just would like everyone to know where i have been for such a long time. I have not been well as most of you know. Between my health and depression on top of that it made me something i am not..I woke up feeling useless unloved. unwanted,I felt like a stranger in my own home. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Chronic Pain, Reflux, Depression, Hypertension, Fatigue...

    Why wouldn't I be depressed with all those medical problems. Actually I'm not clinically depressed anymore--just miserable. And some of the people I went to for help made the situation worse. Some social worker at a local clinic where I went to a peer support group sent me to...
    RG1945 RG1945 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    what a big topic depression who isn't depressed? I don't beleive everyone in life feels wonderful, I love it when you get those people that say I never get depressed, never catch...
    Diciullo Diciullo 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    Looking at the sleazy ads can be dangerous for your computer's health! Confess to clicking on a cheeky ones on EP only to have it blocked by my anti-virus as having malicious...
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    I have had a roommate for the past 6 months... I took him in because he needed a spot, and also because I knew his mom paid the bills. I assumed this meant that he'd be a great...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    So my friend got me a Kindle Fire for Christmas, and one of the free apps was Candy Crush which I'd heard about. So one day when I was bored I tried it out. Oh my gosh the music...
    chronicmisfit chronicmisfit 41-45, M 23 hrs ago

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    Please don't be ashamed or embarrassed about anything to do with your health. It's not your fault, you may feel so but you deserve the care you need. Just because it's not...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Heads up not saying I am depressed but lately I've been feeling so unmotivated, quiet, uninterested, giving up and feel like everything is my fault. I just have the urge to not...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Envying somebody who is about to die or died. This is my feelings right now. Somebody I barely knew had a cancer. That person sent a message to my parents. "I don't want to die...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    joesmithnyc joesmithnyc 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    I feel like a broken record everyday. School, family, and life overall have made me feel overwhelmed. I can't act like myself because I'm too depressed and my school is...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have been depressed over 3 weeks and none of my friends and family realize it because I always fake smile and fake laugh and it's so easy to foul them and I know that they won't...
    Iszy143 Iszy143 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    That moment when smoking with your best friends makes you think more about what's bugging the **** out of you , but you're high and if u think about it for too long you'll end up...
    HolyTears HolyTears 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I've noticed a change in my mood in the past month or so and I think it's because of Spring and Summer approaching. I don't know why but I'm dreading the hotter months and the bugs...
    emjm013 emjm013 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Nothing ever goes right for me it seems like. My asshat husband is going to get everything in the divorce while I'll get almost nothing. He was emotionally abusive to me...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    vagarland65 vagarland65 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I randomly came across this website when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I figured out how to fix it. I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My older brother (24) is an avid golfer who lives in Florida, so he golfs every day the golf course is open. He also apparently tries to eat a very healthy diet, and this, coupled...
    Caridinals21 Caridinals21 22-25, M a week ago

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    I have a balanced diet of fruits and vegetables together with meat and the necessary. Although I have KFC once a week :D I exercise about 2~3 times a week(inclusive of school PE...
    iiTetraLoh iiTetraLoh 18-21, F Feb 3

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    1. I do not believe I will finish this. 2. I am 5'2" AND THREE QUARTERS. 3. I really speak out when something feels wrong to me. 4. I'm an 'INFJ' 5. I believe looking at the world...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Feb 1

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    I dont know if i am really this depressed. I feel sometimes useless and powerless. I was born in a broken family and that makes me becomes insecure in so many ways, ashamed, no one...
    findingmerlyn findingmerlyn 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    My 18th birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and I'm starting to dread it. Why do people make such a big deal out of it, other than the fact that it's the majority age? I've...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M Jan 30

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    I have an enlarged spleen, so whenever I eat, it reacts, psychologically, makes me depressed, and over think, and, tbh, like brings out the dark, paranoid side, physically, makes...
    curiousdweller curiousdweller 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I told my father figure about my depression because I was tired of it, I was tired of feeling empty, I wanted his help, but he said all I wanted was attention. Now I feel guilty...
    Mathers1722 Mathers1722 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I am depressed, but at the same time I am feeling nothing. Surrounded by people, but I feel alone. I have okay days, like today, but still nothing seems to make me happy anymore...
    lekearns99 lekearns99 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I wish I hadn't had so much to drink at my friend's birthday party. I got very upset later because I had way too much, possibly the most I've ever had. I think it was because I'd...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    This is such an important part of your emotional health...being able to laugh! Life is tough, and we all go through difficult situations. Instead of worrying about things you can't...
    Jfour001 Jfour001 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    If you don't know much or anything about something - keep your mouth shut and opinions to yourself. Or better still, go and educate yourself on that particular condition. It...
    lozenbee lozenbee 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Self diagnosed and completely hidden in my real life. I've known for a while now that I'd crept past just simply feeling down to something more serious. I'm an intelligent woman...
    snoopysgirl snoopysgirl 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 29