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I Am Depressed About My Health

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    I"m Dying Inside...............

    I"m dying inside everyday The pain I face is just not enough to kill me....I've wanted to try but I could never do it and I scare myself so much. Trying to hold on to what. I have my problems isn't that I'm not loved because I know I am. I couldn't stand causing so much pain to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2012

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    Living With Pain & Disability

    Everyday it's almost the same thing...it's misery.  I am a 'shut-in,' at 45 I feel like I'm going on 89 years old.  After forcing myself out of bed I am wracked with pain and in tears despite the tempeurpedic bed and the extra lumbar pillow.  I fall asleep after taking a...
    ivoryone ivoryone 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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    My Health And Why I Left This Site For A While..........

    I just would like everyone to know where i have been for such a long time. I have not been well as most of you know. Between my health and depression on top of that it made me something i am not..I woke up feeling useless unloved. unwanted,I felt like a stranger in my own home. I...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 1, 2013

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    Chronic Pain, Reflux, Depression, Hypertension, Fatigue...

    Why wouldn't I be depressed with all those medical problems. Actually I'm not clinically depressed anymore--just miserable. And some of the people I went to for help made the situation worse. Some social worker at a local clinic where I went to a peer support group sent me to...
    RG1945 RG1945 61-65, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    I Am Sorry

    I am very sorry, I am very sorry for being too sick I am sorry for getting sicker and thinner with time... I am sorry for this ugly body of mine.. I know I look too sick and I am so sorry for that.... I am really trying, praying and begging.. begging to get better not for my own...
    AYearWithoutRain AYearWithoutRain 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Why................................

    I don't know why I put up with everything everyday. I thought it was because I wanted to be strong for my Husband and Daughter and Family but...sometimes I find that I don't even feel anything towards them. I hate lying towards them. I hate lying about my life to other people but...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    Wishes...............

    I wished life could of been better than this.. I wanted better times like the ones I miss, I wish that I wouldn't end up this way. I was wrong to wish happiness because it does not stay. I have only one single wish from now on. My only wish is to be dead, to be gone. My ablity to...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I am 18 and am not a parent (at least not in retrospect) what I am is worried about my mom. My mother is 55, she moved from AZ( where she lived her whole life) with my half brother...
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    I'm having a hard time with my children growing up. They are 14, 17 and 18. All gorgeous and still home. They have become so independent and busy with their lives and it hurts not...
    sue968900 sue968900 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    My son just left to go over seas for a job. I am so proud of who he has became but this is ripping my heart out. My children are my life and it took everything in my power not to...
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    Really depressed and miserable because there is so much negativity mixed into the good things in life it's hard to ever feel pure happiness. So many bad memories, prison...
    Kathryn890 Kathryn890 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I was never worried about my weight growing up I was always athletic and fit until I decided to try a different birth control method and gained 40lbs!! Now I'm over 200 lbs and...
    dbry09 dbry09 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    during my pregnancy I gained 50 pounds after I gave birth to a healthy 9lb baby of 21 inches. I lost some weight, but gained it back due to circumstances. I struggled to loose it...
    sarah025 sarah025 22-25, F 8 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    So I have trouble with loading weight but I really do try to find ways to eat healthier. Working out all more. Trying to get a better body for summer and I think I coming alone...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    Perhaps I should explain my depression in finer detail. Aside from all 4 of my girlfriends screwing me over for some other guy for no valid reason, I have no one to talk to or...
    MegaManZero97 MegaManZero97 16-17, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M 13 hrs ago

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    Had a great visit today and my Pulmonologist told me I don't have to go back, my lungs are 100% and I want to keep staying healthy, and healthier. I still need to loose a lot of...
    TheKnitWitch TheKnitWitch 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    Well I've started the fitness workout programme- INSANITY. And I can definitely tell you...it is insane! 😂 I had done Insanity before in January but I only kept it up for 1...
    Stasn Stasn 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    No friends so lonely and depressed.
    Kathryn890 Kathryn890 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    I think I am depressed. I am 16 years old and gosh do I feel like life is dragging on forever but also flying past my eyes. It all started last year. My family moved to...
    Rubyalexander Rubyalexander 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 11

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    I might be off here for a little while. I'm just depressed and sick, and I don't have the energy to do much on here. I sent in a college application yesterday, and now I literally...
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Depression is the worst. Not because of what it feels like, but because I feel more judged as a depressed person. everyday, people say "today is depressing", "I feel so depressed...
    WeArePilots WeArePilots 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I think I might be depressed. I have been in a lower mood than ever lately. I am shy, lonely, with no friends. I don't do anything except going to school and studying. I see...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    So I'm from LA I really need to get into shape. I recently lost my job, my gf of 6 years and I'm extremely depressed😕. Can anyone help me get back in shape I need it too just...
    CrestofCourage CrestofCourage 18-21, M Mar 10

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Mar 17

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    So for the last few months my husband has been severely depressed. I've been on his side before, but never let others know about it. Plus it was way before him and I met. Not that...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F Mar 3

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    I've had quite a lot of MH health challenges over several decades and my current work situation is making it difficult for me to manage my emotions. Today has really pissed me off...
    LonePony LonePony 36-40, F Mar 5

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    I've been going through a really rough patch. I lost my job at the beginning of the year. I went on one interview, tried to remain hopeful, kept looking for work but not really...
    WildWoman25 WildWoman25 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I'm on so many medications. I need medications to survive so I really need to figure out some kind of health care. I got into a car wreck I'm hurting, can't go to work, living with...
    josh221992 josh221992 22-25, M Mar 11

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    I have social anxiety, I can't: - invite people over - go out with friends - go abroad without family - do sleepovers Without feeling anxious or feeling like I'm going to have a...
    tillygeorrge tillygeorrge 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    You have nothing if you don't have your health. And I'm not referring to being, fit and trim with a thigh-gap, and eating all organic, cage-free, grass fed, glitter-******** food...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 8

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    Ever since it happened it became a weird habit . I've been depressed before when I'm out my buddies I show sign of happiness but deep inside I'm so depressed I don't know what...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I lost 20 pounds to a fad diet, and gained most of it back... I guess I should've been expecting it though. I'm more worried about what I'm eating though, I've been eating a lot...
    trademymistakesXxxx trademymistakesXxxx 16-17, F Mar 17

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    If you have been feeling depressed and you are just tired of it and you want to be in peace, I invite you to surrender the war you have with depression. Our society judges...
    SatsangWithTathina SatsangWithTathina 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    So I usually always try to be healthy but always cheated by having a cheat day where I would eat lots of fatty foods and never got anything good always hot heavier. Until last year...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I mentioned "when I was depressed" to my sister while telling a story and she said "you werent depressed at that time" ... little does she know I was and was about to kill myself...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I fell in love with a guy who has a two year old. At first I truly believed I could handle everything that came with him and his child. The baby mama was civil and I actually would...
    howfarisheaven howfarisheaven 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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