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I Am Depressed and Am Suicidal and I Dont Want to Be That Way

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    At the Moment

    I'm not sure that I don't want to be. I know I DON'T want to be depressed and that's why I'm not sure if I don't want to be suicidal. I can't be depressed if I'm not alive...
    Shonnie Shonnie
    22-25, F
    Jul 30, 2008

    How I Saved My Life...

    I used to be like that, and still do, occasionally deal with bouts of depression, however,  it is no longer a constant, and overwhelming force in my life.  It got so bad once, that I actually sat on the bed with the shotgun one day, and felt strangely comforted...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jan 6, 2008


    I feel depressed and angry all the time. My 24th birthday is drawing near but still I live at home with my parents, don't drive, am stuck in a worthless job and can't seem to get my **** together to get into school and do something with myself. I have a loving family and a...
    Atsuko Atsuko
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2010
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