I Am Depressed And Lonely

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    Tired

    I’m so exhausted. So tired. So sick. Physically weak and emotionally drained, looking for that constant. For that someone to show up who will hold me and tell me everything is fine. Who can show me that my life was meant to be more than just a lonely walk through the woods...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Dec 8, 2012

    Lonely

    I am depressed and spend over twenty hours a day by my self . I  don't know how to make friends anymore but would like to just talk to someone that  understands how I feel. I am a capricorn and Ive not been to sociable but I used to have friends then I...
    woodmon woodmon
    46-50
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

    Some Quotes I Found Interesting

    "I stare and gape at Sunday in the park couples, sidewalk strollers. Fingers laced, heads on shoulders, hearts laid bare. Audacious high wire artists soaring net-less, oblivious or brave. Arrogant idiots I muse from my spectator view. Hoping no one hears the screaming inside my...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Dec 3, 2012

    Outsider

    I’m sitting here watching them have their private conversations, excluding me from whatever it is they’re talking about. I don’t know why it bothers me so much that they do. But it does. I worry to, and I know, truly, that I don’t have the right answers to the questions...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2013

    This is really hard to talk about.

    When i was a child, my parents divorced. Once they divorced, my father and his new girlfriend and future wife/former wife, started abusing me emotionally, psychologically, physically and verbally. I was told i was stupid and ugly, that i was an imbecile, that i would never...
    persephone1407 persephone1407
    31-35, F
    Sep 14, 2014

    Misplaced And Confused

    Well, im back again. Why is it that theres always this part of me thats restless and dissatisfied? I can't seem to shake it, no matter where I go or what I do. I feel like I'm always an outsider no matter who I'm with. And then there's you. I'm still so confused by that. theres...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Jan 1, 2013

    I just need to get out a lot of emotion

    that I have held inside. I don't know where to turn and it never ends. I don't think I am an unappealing person , time and too many attempts at finding anyone is starting to take me down. I am a musician who lives to create original music, well as original as it can be...
    Jonnyguitar877 Jonnyguitar877
    26-30, M
    Oct 8, 2014

    I don't know what my purpose is in life,

    and I am incredibly lonely. I'm extremely extroverted but today and some days, I just feel like I want to crawl in a hole and die. Like I'm not worth the light of day, or something. I am out of my body, and right in my own way. Depression runs in my family, and I'm usually the...
    lsa240 lsa240
    22-25, F
    Oct 24, 2014

    You

    Maybe I wasn’t happy, maybe I felt alone, maybe I was trapped in that darkness. But it was constant, I knew what to expect and even if the dark was lonely, there was some comfort in its familiarity. I was finally accepting the fact that I was meant to be alone. I was finally...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Dec 9, 2012

    Im Depressed And Lonely , I Dont Know What To Do

    I am 14 years old, and i`ve been depressed and feeling lonely for almost 4 years    In school , im always alone , people dont come and talk to me , sometimes they dont even get close to me , i dont know why i try to be nice to people , but none of them understand me,i...
    andresalles andresalles
    13-15
    Sep 4, 2010

    Happy Birthday?

    Am I really that ungrateful? Why is it that people can spend a whole day planning to celebrate me, and do things with me, People that are my friends, that seem to care about me, Why is it that even then I still don’t really feel happy? It’s like there’s this bitter sting...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2012

    My Relationships

    How exactly do people go about finding romantic relationships that are functional? I just don’t get it. You like him but he likes her and she likes somebody else who is actually already spoken for but cheating on that person with another person who’s really in love with so...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Nov 12, 2012

    Cage

    im 17 and ive been feeling pritty depressed for about a year now , i feel totally distance from everybody i dont have any real friends just people i know , i have a very negative relationship with my family i had my first major break up this year and it cut me really deep , my...
    shadowylife shadowylife
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    Alone

    You know, I was sitting here thinking. And I realized something. I had one brilliant moment of clarity in the midst of this fog. I realized why I can’t let myself be open with people. I realized at least to an extent where this depression comes from.It’s because, in one way...
    RAINandSTARS RAINandSTARS
    22-25, F
    Jun 11, 2013
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