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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Dear friend I want to share with you my

    experience with the mental health services in the uk I'm a dark skinned woman of Asian appearance .people often assume that I'm an Indian woman . I was born in egypt in 1979 but immigrated with my family to the uk at the age of 13 and my family settled in Middlesbrough in the...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    seven years ago i lost my dad to suicide ..befor he died we had a row.. i miss him loads !!>>>then 3 months ago after a row with my boyfreind i to lost him to suicide the last...
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    Erm, I dont really know where to start, I am new to the site, I am not sure this is the right category, its more about life but about relationships too. I am 27 years old from...
    LostGuy27 LostGuy27 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I had a major breakdown a couple of days ago and my family had to call the ambulance cause I was completely out of it. We were almost at the hospital when I began coming back to my...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Jan 3

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    Before I begin positing about my experiences, I'd like the world to know where I am at and where I have been. After my father passed away in 1994 (I was 2 and my sister turned 1...
    SamRoberts3 SamRoberts3 22-25, M Jan 14

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    I lost SOTF...Email me pjline2003@yahoo.com.au
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    I lost my mum to cancer, stage 4 melanoma. she was diagnosed late 2012 and was put on this trial drug. she seemed fine had to eat by a certain time and medication at a certain time...
    Mitchell92 Mitchell92 22-25 3 hrs ago

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    I miss my mum everyday! It's been 3 years going on 4 since she left. I'm still not over it. Everytime I play a memory of her in my head, I'll daze off then cry. When she passed...
    moonela moonela 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    My sister took her life 5 mos ago. I still have to walk myself through this new reality forgetting or finding it impossible to believe that this actually happened. Life is tricky...
    missdioggi missdioggi 36-40, F 14 Responses Jan 9

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    So ive had so many bad things happen to me since 2011 major things. I really don't know how to deal with anything. It started with my ex and two children. He wanted the kids full...
    ImortallyInsane ImortallyInsane 26-30, F Jan 17

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    I was really depressed when me and my boyfriend broke it. It felt so weird. I could barely breathe, my heart felt heavy, I lost a lot of weight, I was always alone (but what's new...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I have been depressed for about a few years now, but from the past six months I have really been feeling totally miserable. Like hitting bottom, but every time I have thought I hit...
    ifelldownagain ifelldownagain 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Last night he came to the conclusion. He looked around the room tired with all his friends all huddled together drinking smoking, playing his ps3 and for a split second he realized...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F Jan 9

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    I feel as if my parents are expecting too much of me, pushing me a little too hard. I know they want me to succeed and everything and I understand that. I will succeed but they don...
    kman312 kman312 13-15, M Jan 14

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    So today I found out my "friend" left my school for good and she didn't even tell me. What the hell is that? No goodbye no nothing? I understand if it was for the best. Maybe your...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    My life went on, every difficulty I faced, I tried to prove to be stronger. On the outside, I looked happy and my life seemed easy going to others. On the inside, I was struggling...
    mewmy mewmy 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    So the last few days have been hell for me because i don't know where i am with my bipolar, all i know is i have spent money i did't have which got me in trouble with my husband...
    BrokenWildChild BrokenWildChild 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Hello. This is my first post since the incident. My father committed suicide a month ago as of tomorrow. I am having a difficult time dealing with the fact that he is no longer...
    graciegirl37 graciegirl37 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have a MA in Psychology and many years of work in large corporations with greats jobs. When I had a baby, my ex husband and I agreed that working from home would be the best...
    lostinthessauce lostinthessauce 41-45, F Jan 3

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    I'm 15, and a week before christmas I lost my mom. She's my world, and I don't even want to keep going without her. Nothing even matters anymore. She'd been dealing with a lot of...
    yellowroses99 yellowroses99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Lemme explain:I did well in school. Got good grades, listened to my parents for the most part. And now I'm feeling lost because I don't have much passion for anything anymore. Well...
    spreadyourwings spreadyourwings 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 9

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    before I was put on lexapro I had a lot of ambition and motivation. It made me depressed and I lost my motivation. I feel like I am never going to get anything done. Once I start...
    Artist156 Artist156 16-17, F Jan 11

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    ((graphic suicide description warning for this)) I lost my mom yesterday. The morning was normal, I said hey and we told each other we loved each other before I left. Recently she...
    KadarKun KadarKun 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Its about my BFF. We are BFFs since 10 years. But when we were 12, she went to another country. And after that she changed completely. She is now like "I don't care". We are...
    tasneemfaiza49 tasneemfaiza49 13-15 Dec 26, 2014

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    Im Aesha, from kolkata, 22 years old. I dont exactly remember when all of this started- according to the ppl around me, Im always sad..never happy...never hang out and do nothing...
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    everyday i put on a brave face. i try to lend out my stregnth to those in need. i try to encourage and inspire those that seem lost and in need of kind words, but deep down in the...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    i can feel myself slipping into a dark place. The place i spent so long in, that i tried so hard to crawl out of. it scares me because there is no hope there, no happiness, no...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M Dec 27, 2014

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    My mom attempted suicide after my parents got a divorce about a year ago. She is still depressed and lonely.
    shortwolf94 shortwolf94 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I have no idea what's wrong with my body. A couple days ago I had tons of weight...maybe up to 8 pounds heavier and I was super depressed. Weighed myself again and i dropped 8...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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