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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2014

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    It came to a point where life is just

    frustrating but I have no energy to deal with it so I'm just tired
    AlmaIsBarelyAlive AlmaIsBarelyAlive 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2015

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 22-25 2 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    I'm glad I'm going to the Drs tomarow to try

    and have him help me find help. I hate feeling like this I was fine all day well I thought so them I went to the mall with my best friend and I just started feeling so depressed nothing triggered it, I try not to think of things. I thought quoting my job would make me happier...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F Jan 14

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2012

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 31-35, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    I'd rather get punched in the face 100 times

    than feel like this. This is hell.
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19, 2015

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 17, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2013

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    My boyfriend gave me a necklace and I lost it. I have searched everywhere what am I going to tell him
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    loosing my brother to a car accident 18 years ago, left me with PTSD. my sister saying I was too " big" to be a bridesmaid in her wedding, left me with self doubt. being diagnosed...
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    Well , I lost all my friends over a guy , the guy was my best guy friend and one of my friend's ex from a year ago but, they were just **** buddies for a week .clearly after her...
    ASA15 ASA15 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I randomly came across this website when I was looking for ways to assuage my unhappiness. I have been feeling depressed for the past year and I couldn't heal myself with...
    Silh0uettes Silh0uettes 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This week has been a struggle for me, this time of year has always been a struggle for me for the past 6 years now. I'm probably going to ramble so I will apologize now, but it...
    LauraBV LauraBV 22-25, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    First my wife left, and the 4 of us continued...after a while the youngest left grade school, one day the eldest went off to college, the army took a son, and before long the last...
    mycupoftea mycupoftea 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I figured out how to fix it. I have to change. But in order to understand what I have to change I have to be able to identify what's causing me pain. My pain seems to stem from...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    Grief is a funny thing. It sneaks up on you, quietly, stealthily, then mugs you of your belongings in a dark alleyway. Sometimes you can feel it coming, sometimes you don't. It...
    PaigeLawley PaigeLawley 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 3

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    The first time I downloaded this app I've met a great friend he was an older guy mid 30's , I don't quite remember his username but we messaged each other daily & have had great...
    chelseamarieee chelseamarieee 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Hello everyone! I have never been to this site before, but I think this is a really cool idea. I don't know if this is relevant to any one else out there, but lately I have been...
    JThomas18 JThomas18 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I dont know if i am really this depressed. I feel sometimes useless and powerless. I was born in a broken family and that makes me becomes insecure in so many ways, ashamed, no one...
    findingmerlyn findingmerlyn 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I like to help the depressed populace because I may not be going through the same situation that they're facing; but depression, that is something I have suffered like so many...
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    My 18th birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and I'm starting to dread it. Why do people make such a big deal out of it, other than the fact that it's the majority age? I've...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M Jan 30

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    I'm depressed because I feel like life isn't getting any better . I feel like I'm trapped in this depressing cage of a life . Every time something bad happens I long for the past...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 29

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    A this time I am kind of 'over rushed' about all my feelings, I am in love, (almost) depressed, I am feeling lonely, hopeless and feel confused, all day long. I just can't make...
    GentleReader GentleReader 13-15, M Jan 29

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    I wish I hadn't had so much to drink at my friend's birthday party. I got very upset later because I had way too much, possibly the most I've ever had. I think it was because I'd...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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