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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I'm that mother. And all that's keeping me from opening and downing every pill bottle in the house is the thought of my children having to live saying these words - "I lost my...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The depression went away i was back to myself. After the summer was over i became depressed again. Everyday i wake up i just stay in my bed my house is a mess . The summer house...
    sadmoma sadmoma 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    My heart aches. My soul crushed. You can read about why, in detail, in my other stories. I don't feel I can truly relate to many people. The one woman I thought I had truly...
    ctguitardude ctguitardude 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Hello everyone! I am at a very low place in my life and would like some insight. I have no one to turn to and I will try to explain the situation the best that I can. And I will...
    B3autiii B3autiii 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I'm miserable! Lately i don't even know myself.. I have never been this depressed! It's affecting my senior year at college, my grades aren't good! Plus i've lost 2 close friends...
    lara15 lara15 18-21, F a week ago

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    I lost my virginity when I was 14. I was a **** addict and I tried self-pleasuring. My classmates taught me to watch ****. It felt good, yes, but now that I am 20, I regret all of...
    arielle444 arielle444 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I would really appreciate some feedback and advice. I don't really know what to do. My younger brother, he's 19, is depressed. He has been for a fair while. He's secluded himself...
    JohnFaith93 JohnFaith93 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    i think i may be getting depressed. since ive lost all the friends who mean the most to me i dont know how to feel. it was so bad that on saturday night i wanted to kill myslef but...
    MaddiJade16 MaddiJade16 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    It's like a dark cloud that likes to hover over me when i'm doing great. I don't choose it, although people think that giving up is my choice. Of course i don't want this. I want...
    ElenaExplaina ElenaExplaina 22-25 1 Response Oct 1

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    My only loving partner would be a foto from newspaper. A foto from stranger. Social anxiety is awful. It cuts u off from everyone u want to be with. So like ,if u see a nice man, u...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I have always been a depressed and I have always struggled to keep it together even when there was technically nothing wrong. I have tried exceedingly hard to battle this without...
    Lexie1516 Lexie1516 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I one day woke up to see that my uncle had been shot and killed and then on lost friends, my friendship with my mother got worse, school got harder, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE :(((( Now...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Usually people would take that as if I'm depressed. But I am not...I'm just lost. 21 years old having no clue what I wanna do with my life. There hasn't passed one day without me...
    ep2610 ep2610 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I'm so lonely. It's been a year since my ex left me - I'm still not over it. His name still comes into my head everyday. Our relationship was good, until I got depressed and that...
    ems177 ems177 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
    Secret179688 Secret179688 18-21 Oct 10

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    October 21. Financial Responsibility. "When I began recovery from chemical dependency, I had to face my money mess stone cold sober, and I really had a mess," said one woman. "I...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    Just lost my hotpocket on the floor :/ #depressing
    EqualityForFemales EqualityForFemales 22-25, F Sep 21

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    I feel like I'm the only person in this world. I'm so lonely and depressed. Two words: **** Life
    JajaMartinez JajaMartinez 13-15, F Sep 22

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    I don't want to tell anyone because I know people are ignorant and judgemental. I don't know who to trust but I need someone. I do not know what is wrong with me. I feel...
    Bubbleemi13 Bubbleemi13 16-17, F Sep 23

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    I feel really low I feel like I lost friends on ep and my old boyfriend messaged me and that my friends was not a nice chat I feel like I don't belong on earth anymore I have not...
    Lewisukbro Lewisukbro 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 24

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    20 years ago today my brother took his own life. You would think after 20 years the pain wouldn't be as bad, but it's not true. Today a milestone anniversary and it hurts like...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 36-40, M 6 Responses Sep 24

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    My boyfriend died this sunday (september 21st 2014). & we were on bad terms....my last kiss was kissing his frozen dead body...& im broken into pieces.... Iv been feeling suicidal...
    msunderstood23 msunderstood23 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    Lost my fiance from my own fault, felt as if she was my soul mate, and I know everyone will just say "Yeah right, there are 7 billion other people. Every guy feels like this about...
    Artimas Artimas 18-21, M Sep 27

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    I was trying to get my life back together.... I was trying to be a better person with the one person who treated me like I was normal and I didn't need to change...Today... my...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 Sep 28

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