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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2009

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 31-35, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    I'd rather get punched in the face 100 times

    than feel like this. This is hell.
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    I had a friend for 25 years. The last two we fell in love. we spent a few years breaking up an getting back together. She cheated on my and i still obsessively tied to be with her...
    thetripcontinues thetripcontinues 36-40, M 8 hrs ago

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    Actually, it is my wife who is depressed and this has been going on for more than five weeks now. She is under the care of a psychologist and a psychiatrist, but morning, moon and...
    VictoriousRex VictoriousRex 51-55, M 9 hrs ago

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    It seems I think too much. I've been depressed, and then I think further into it and analyze why I'm depressed. I start to see patterns, and I can actually predict when I will get...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I'm twenty years old. Female. Born and raised Italian, but recently transplanted into the UK. I've been depressed since as far as I can remember. Not clinically, though, just a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I lost my father to colon cancer only two days ago. We have been struggling for fifteen months. And all was going positive. The last step was a liver surgery then all the tumors...
    sevgin sevgin 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    So today my boss scheduled a call with me. Now I knew something was up as this guy only ever calls me whenever he freaking remembers he has not called me. He called me up and...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M May 16

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    Here I am once again....this is getting to be a regular thing.. But anyway.... I met this amazing woman...we shared so much..it was though we were cut from from the same clothe...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am almost 18 years. I have been developing a male-ish psychology, but my body says otherwise. I have small shoulders, large hips, embrassing boobs and small hands but large feet...
    anbuopps anbuopps 16-17, M May 5

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    I had been bullied from the time i was in my beginning school years all of the way until 8th grade. Every day was torment, i had barely any friends, almost noone to help me and at...
    Metalgamer Metalgamer 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I believe that those of us who have lost someone to cancer should stick together. We understand each other. We share the pain, anger, sadness, disbelief. I believe that we can help...
    unpredictableprediction unpredictableprediction 22-25, F 1 Response May 11

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    I can't light up my cigarette or brush my teeth in a glamourous way. I can't even tie up my hair :o The cat even bit my bandage this morning and then she tried to sit on it, I don...
    Gangstress Gangstress 31-35, F 9 Responses May 13

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    It was 20 years ago today the 22.05.1995 that I had the accident while at work and got my hand stuck in machinery. Do I miss my right index finger. To be honest of course I do as...
    Chunkyal Chunkyal 46-50, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lost my virginity at age 14 , it was 3 months ago , a week after my birthday . At that moment I just finished getting out of a relationship , my ex moved on real fast he had a...
    ValentinaSz ValentinaSz 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A month ago now I lost my mom to suicide. Most days I still don't fully believe it happened but some days I do. Those are the days that I fall apart, the days where nothing makes...
    julijules1316 julijules1316 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I'm new here at experience project... I am really depressed. A sophomore in college struggling to figure out if I want to change the career path I have been on for so long. I had...
    BlueFields BlueFields 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    I don't know why I get depressed. Sometimes I'll just be sitting there and get super depressed for absolutely no reason...and I have no idea why. I wish I wasn't depressed because...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    Have you ever had a day where you just seem out of it? Like everything in your life seems to be playing out right, but in the wrong way. Like though your family is tearing apart...
    KhaoticPie KhaoticPie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I am so sad I am sick. I don't know what I am doing. I can barely see, having to correct my words. My heart is broken and they can not understand why. The darkness is creeping in...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    No matter how much i try , my father keeps becoming a roadblock, lost everything I am thinking of ending everything now
    FallenOptimist22 FallenOptimist22 22-25 3 Responses Apr 30

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    I lost 25 lbs. I still feel nothing. I look in the mirror. I look the same. I feel the same. The only thing that feels different is my clothes are loose. I am scared that no matter...
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 3 Responses May 5

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    OK, this is really long but it's my story. Hopefully this resonates with someone. It started a few weeks before I got married, and just escalated. The name-calling, intimidation...
    AllieLeigh AllieLeigh 26-30, F 4 Responses May 6

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    Depression is a place, I never thought i'd be. But i'm tied down by its chains and i can't break free. In this prison I'm left chained and bound I try to scream but i can't make a...
    Lyxdesicgal Lyxdesicgal 22-25, F 1 Response May 6

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    I can't seem to "shake" this off. It has been more than a few months since I felt ok. I don't even know how it all started, where did I lost control. I don't know how to respect...
    fgtorres fgtorres 31-35, M 1 Response May 8

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    I feel so empty. I feel so tired of feeling like a screw up to others or that I'm not good enough. I can't catch a break, if I'm not getting laughed at by my co-workers, I'm...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    Just wondering if anyone else feels this way about their life. Younger years I had so much hope for what my life would be and where I was going and what I wanted to accomplish.. In...
    sadie2000 sadie2000 56-60, F May 17

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