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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I very really make friends

    when I do I can't keep then for more than a month and this with a few other thins make me depressed a lot and I dunno what to do
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    It's another week in hell again. 2 days of lost work and pain levels from 9-13. About me. I'm a 25 year old guy who has no friends and has been mostly a loner my whole life. I...
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    Ok, I know I shouldn't feel depressed but I do. I have always had a great relationship with my dad and thought I did with my mom up until I lost my job of 12 years, 3 years ago. I...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    Don't even know why i am doing this, but here it goes. I am 22 year old guy, who had his share of sorrow trough most of my life. My first memories as child are of my grandfather...
    TheLostSoulTravaler TheLostSoulTravaler 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    The depression went away i was back to myself. After the summer was over i became depressed again. Everyday i wake up i just stay in my bed my house is a mess . The summer house...
    sadmoma sadmoma 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I lost all my social skills from being in the hospital for too long, I lost ambition from being cooped up in a house for weeks, I lost my mind from constantly waking up with...
    VeinsOfMisanthrope VeinsOfMisanthrope 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    Turns out that having a mild heart attack and heart broken could do good things for my body weight. But these appetite problem is kinda worrying me. It's like I've lost my love...
    maryjaneb maryjaneb 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    It hurts a lot. You find someone who becomes a big part of your life, and you need them. Then one day, they aren't there anymore and you're left with that empty space feeling lost...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    A Couple Weeks Ago. I Remember Having Looooonng Conversations With Him On The Phone. And He'd Always Make Me Laugh. We Planned To Meet. It Never Happened. Once I Moved We Lost...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel lost. I do not know why half the time. Maybe it's because I have overwhelmed myself with burdens that when I realize certain aspects of my life that it throws me...
    MiZShortiiE MiZShortiiE 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I'd be lost without my catS. I was a rescuer of homeless cats. I didn't go looking for them, they came one by one by one.... I have 12. :-0 ...yup.. omg! But you want to hear a...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    These memories never seem to fade.. The hurt never goes away.. No matter how hard I try, peace never stays... I'd love a resolution, but nothing eases my mind.. I truly know that i...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I got her back then I lost her again. I'm done dealing with her drama and her bullshit. I'm just done with her. I thought everything would just go back to the way it was after we...
    HeartBreakHero HeartBreakHero 16-17, M Sep 15

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    Long distance loving <3 it can be so overly wonderful! God how he makes me feel, i dont need to worry about anything because i know we will be fine, i know well make it through...
    Tooweak Tooweak 16-17, F Sep 3

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    My dog porky was 13 years old, 3 days ago she gave birth to 5 puppies, in the next two days the rest of her puppies died. She's had 3 litters of puppies, and none have died, except...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I feel like my world is falling under me. Everything's crashing down beneath my feet. The little things trigger everything to be negative to me. I feel alone I am depressed and I...
    xcdreaming xcdreaming 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I hate writing in this group or other depressing type of groups,but yeah i am.It's not anything new been depressed for years now,but sometimes things,get even more depressing...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Who doesnt? Aight? Lost my parents at an early age. Didnt grow up with siblings. I am blessed coz my relatives have been so nice to me. I try to be positive about life. But there...
    Manhater013 Manhater013 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I would really appreciate some feedback and advice. I don't really know what to do. My younger brother, he's 19, is depressed. He has been for a fair while. He's secluded himself...
    JohnFaith93 JohnFaith93 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    i think i may be getting depressed. since ive lost all the friends who mean the most to me i dont know how to feel. it was so bad that on saturday night i wanted to kill myslef but...
    MaddiJade16 MaddiJade16 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    I don't know what love is any more I feel abandoned and I can't trust any one lost my dad lost me grandma in death and me mother never understand she never with me I just wonder...
    saulcabrera saulcabrera 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Last year, I was really demotivated and depressed because of many changes in my life. I have never been a really happy person because I never really knew how to appreciate and...
    littletruebear littletruebear 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I one day woke up to see that my uncle had been shot and killed and then on lost friends, my friendship with my mother got worse, school got harder, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE :(((( Now...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Usually people would take that as if I'm depressed. But I am not...I'm just lost. 21 years old having no clue what I wanna do with my life. There hasn't passed one day without me...
    ep2610 ep2610 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This weekend I went to a close friend's wedding, as a bridesmaid. I spent $200 on the bridesmaid's dress with the most horrendous shoes. I traveled over 700 miles to get to the...
    Grace411 Grace411 22-25, F Sep 2

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    I'm in a transition stage in my life in all areas including personal, not being a college student anymore, just getting a good job, being away from family and friends, heart break...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Sep 4

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    It is about an overall thing. Nobody likes Indians. Nobody likes how Indians look. And you know what's worse? I don't like Indians. Not because of any particular reason since I...
    theo84 theo84 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    i went out today and i was practically smiling and then my classmate greeted me and then theymentioned his name and i was like. He Left. Still smiling then i bought a liter of coke...
    MutedWords MutedWords 16-17, F Sep 6

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    i went out today and i was practically smiling and then my classmate greeted me and then theymentioned his name and i was like. He Left. Still smiling then i bought a liter of coke...
    MutedWords MutedWords 16-17, F Sep 6

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