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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    I'd rather get punched in the face 100 times

    than feel like this. This is hell.
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2009

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 31-35, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    It came to a point where life is just

    frustrating but I have no energy to deal with it so I'm just tired
    AlmaIsBarelyAlive AlmaIsBarelyAlive 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Today, I was at school chilling with my friends, I thought it would be a good idea to bring my homework down to the cafeteria while I eat. As we all left for class, I forgot to...
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