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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I used to be the happiest girl in the world,

    great friends, a hell of an awesome family. But, now I feel as if everything is falling apart and it all started with my dad loosing his job. Two years ago, my dad lost his job to a really sucky boss that just broke his heart. He loved his job as a teacher & the kids but...
    beaudsaste beaudsaste 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    I very really make friends

    when I do I can't keep then for more than a month and this with a few other thins make me depressed a lot and I dunno what to do
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    lost my phone with all my videos and pictures. lost all my music from since i was in middle school to now.. everything bad that could happen has decided to happen all at once...
    findsomethinginhope findsomethinginhope 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    Ive been through quite a lot and i feel like ive lost my self battling through them.. My story is quite..i must say uncommon. Basically my whole family lied about my own identity...
    eyeris2195 eyeris2195 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I want to just start off by saying, I know most would not care to reply, and I completely understand. I have gone through this for.. Well my entire life, I just didn't know it. All...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 13-15, M 23 hrs ago

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    It seems like a stupid reason to be depressed considering that there are 7 billion people on Earth, but I can't interact with them properly. They don't seem to like me. I try to...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Take me Away GingerSlim (Chorus) God please take me I can't do it anymore I need a call to say that I'm good Because I just can't take much more Vs1 I feel like Ive caused so...
    GingerSlimSTL GingerSlimSTL 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    i took a quote and reworded it so it is my new mantra i hope it helps someone "I’m depressed, and that’s ok. I will be happy one day, and that’s all i really want. There’s...
    jdub582 jdub582 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I WANT THIS. I had lost 20 pounds over the last two years and it was a great feeling like all the work had been successful and was finally comfortable with my body but lately my...
    Sapphirebee27 Sapphirebee27 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Well, not every summer am I depressed. But this summer, in particular, sucks. I lost the one guy that I really liked to some slutty girl. I have a guy stalking me and constantly...
    BabyHoskins BabyHoskins 18-21, F Jul 26

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Faithlovee Faithlovee 16-17, F Jul 27

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    Things in my life at this every moment just seem to be out of my control and its overwhelming. i feel like i lost all sense of direction. I’m constantly feeling lost and no idea...
    tony183 tony183 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I met this girl at my school, who was different. She was really pretty but she was also very smart... she liked to read and was a trapeze artist. Sometimes I talked to her but it...
    Neon765 Neon765 16-17, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    When I was 10 I lost my nanny, she essentially raised me and my two sisters. All my childhood memories centred around her and when she moved away she only gave 24 hours notice and...
    shell17 shell17 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I had this group of friends whom i was very close to. One day i had an argument with one of them over something very stupid. And we stopped talking. Over a couple of weeks i...
    AreebaHussain AreebaHussain 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    My car broke down and it's my dad's birthday today... It'll be 2years now that's he has been gone. I do feel lost right now. I don't have a family. They are all gone and I'm only...
    whidel6 whidel6 22-25, F 1 Response 17 mins ago

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    I'm so depressed, I was forced to have an abortion by my family I was 22 years old im 24 now my younger sister fell pregnant and my family was so happy and she has her baby now my...
    ssld ssld 22-25, F Jul 26

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    I lost four jobs in my life and I am only 22 years old. I am wanting to move to California as I have multiple jobs lined up there with my own company I am to create. I get so angry...
    Anonymous515 Anonymous515 22-25, M Jul 28

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    I lost my Dad 2012 and I have recently lost my Mom on June 7 it's been a little over a month and I am just now starting to feel depressed. They both passed from cancer and I don't...
    LifeSucksxoxo LifeSucksxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    So Im 22 years old and I've been dating a marine for about 3 years now. him and i started long distance. we did meet in person prior to starting a serious relationships. Him and i...
    ilmdp ilmdp 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    my ex broke up with me and then went on to someone new three weeks later after 4 years. He knowingly played with my heart for three months, in the end I lost out and am depressed...
    ll77 ll77 36-40, F 16 Responses Aug 11

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    I have been lonely from my birth. Family never loved me. Only wanted to make their names shine....and it doesnt matter how many times I do it..i wasnt appreciated much...i never...
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    My best friend and I met around 3 years ago and we were inseparable. Like soulmates. We were always together and it was weird for us to go more than three days without seeing each...
    idiotheque idiotheque 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I was 15 when I lost my best friend to suicide. She was in Foster Care because her dad beat her numerous times and her mother just didn't want to be a mother. About every other day...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    We'll not lost just he left when I was born I am depressed just got everything dumped on me
    battleships10 battleships10 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    I lost the only person i have ever cared about. First thing first, i should have known. I just should have. I'd known Jake for 5 years, hell i'd even been in a relationship with...
    devondoll3 devondoll3 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    Aug. 2. In Between. Sometimes, to get from where we are to where we are going, we have to be willing to be in between. One of the hardest parts of recovery is the concept of...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Aug 2

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    10/05/2014. (d-m-y) I knew him since 2011. I instantly fell in love with him. He proposed to his GF, she cheated on him. A year later, we were in a relation. I loved him, he loved...
    Mayalynde Mayalynde 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    My dad was an addict. He didn't use after us kid were born. But he started drinking when I was 13. And taking all sorts of pills. He tried to stop, but he was so depressed and lost...
    Kaytee120 Kaytee120 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Well haven't lost hope completely, but getting there. I have tried a lot to do what I can to get a job. Nobody seems to want me. I am a business graduate looking for a P.R job. Is...
    Lonelyndepressedgirl Lonelyndepressedgirl 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm mad depressed like I haven't been this depressed in a few months, I want to relapse and if you don't know what that is w.e. I doubt ppl will read this so if you do and don't...
    FamousLastWordsMCR FamousLastWordsMCR 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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