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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2009

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    Yeah I'm lost but I'm not lost because there is no destination so in some manner it's good. Just like I'm here and you're there. A destination wouldn't be bad though but hey it's...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    For three years now I have been depressed. It started out as repeated failure, then spiraled out from their to isolation, anti-social disorder and social anxiety. I thought that if...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    oke so i guess its time 2 post some stories so eh i was kinda always depressed already since i was young it started when my parents divorced i had to live with my mom that i hate...
    Mirasel Mirasel 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Hello everyone, I am 15 yrs old and I lost my dad to suicide last year after thanksgiving. I woke up to my mom screaming and calling 911 me and my 3 other sibling were in the...
    Fangedwang Fangedwang 22-25, M 5 Responses Feb 4

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    So much has happened these past 6 months I'm about to literally have a mental break down.... I have battled with major depression for over 9 years of my life but have never seeked...
    Kayyslack Kayyslack 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    Everyone around me DOESNT seem to understand.. I told my friend "im getting 1,300 dollars im looking for a car-", without letting me finish what I was going to say he instantly...
    NotBiasedBAM NotBiasedBAM 18-21, M 5 days ago

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    It's been a long time since I've made a post on this website. I used to vent and express myself here quite a bit in an attempt to feel better, despite knowing that it wouldn't help...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Am feeling so good about myself. I hated my self for being fat persons use to at am lazy why can't you go to a gym or stop eating junk. I would be so depressed i would go hungry...
    sharing2heal sharing2heal 22-25 3 days ago

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    I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ANOTHER DAY!!! IAM GREATFUL, BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL LOST!!! IAM AT A NEW BEGINNING IN MYLIFE,FOR ONCE I SHOULD BE HAPPY,GREATFUL FOR ANOTHER CHANCE!!!!
    poohbear215 poohbear215 31-35, F 17 hrs ago

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    December 21st 2014 I lost my older sister and my best friend. Her husband shot her in the back of her head. I cant believe it still, and I am not sure it will ever be something...
    kellykelly95 kellykelly95 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    All anyone's done today is make me feel stupid and worthless. All I want to do is lay here and cry. I dont deserve any of this. My whole life has been hell. And just when I...
    blackspikex blackspikex 18-21, F Feb 4

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    Hi I just wanted to share this story to you all. So two years ago my dad was diagnosed with cancer. This scared me because I was 12 and I had already gone through my grandma dying...
    romanmichell romanmichell 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 7

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    I used to be a good and sincere guy. But then bullying and emotional home violence and then continued failure broke me. Now I don't have anybody to share how I feel. I need dire...
    anshul2gaikwad anshul2gaikwad 18-21, M Feb 21

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    Recently dumped after almost 5years. Ex doesn't want to reconcile when he's caused 60% of the damage. I've lost trust in this but I still want him. I so depressed and have no where...
    RodriquezAntonio RodriquezAntonio 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    She was like family she listened to me she would sleep with me she was the only one who understood me.. She died today She was my cat I loved her when she died I thought my mom...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I haven't been on here for so long, I used to be here everyday every moment almost. I had nothing, I had broken into so many pieces that I had nothing left to break. I had no hope...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Feb 6

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    There is so much going on at the moment, I don't know how much more I can take. I've been so depressed these past month and a half. My dad lost his job a month ago. My mom has a...
    maloryrose maloryrose 16-17, F Feb 10

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    I am a new member of a club which I hoped never to earn membership to. I lost a person I loved profoundly to suicide on Thanksgiving 2014. This person had a complicated and...
    AdiosPantalones AdiosPantalones 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    I hate this. This feeling that eats away at me inside. The thoughts that go around in my head, keeping me awake so I'm unable to sleep. I think the only reason I haven't ended it...
    AAisUnbroken1995 AAisUnbroken1995 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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    I love my boyfriend but I think I've lost him due to stupid conspiracies of our rivals. I really love him a lot. I want him back.. Someone please get him back to Me.. I miss him...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My husband and I are seperated. Our marriage hasn't been happy. He loves me so much but has 'an only chd' mentality. I have been unhappy for so long and lost respect for him I...
    vangogh7 vangogh7 31-35, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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