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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    I am afraid today not because I am depressed. But the pain is ready to touch the max limit.. I've bipolar. Was diagnosed when I was in my late teen. Though my mom's friend who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 16

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    Its not that im giving up... i just dont feel like fighting anymore. Im 16 and im so depressed. I dont know why..i dont know what to do..i havnt even been outside in 4 days the...
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I'm 20 years old now, and couldn't feel more lost and confused about the direction my life has taken over the past 2 1/2 years. Ever since I graduated in 2012, I've been all about...
    jetlife631 jetlife631 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Mostly it has to do with my professional and romantic life, or lack there of. I turn 28 tomorrow and I still have never had a full-time job and I live with my parents. I have never...
    goukaryuu goukaryuu 26-30, M Dec 7

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    I am very lost and depressed i dont know what to do.
    iboyildiz28 iboyildiz28 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Ever since me and my ex friend split up I've been depressed and lonely. I have people to talk to at school but we aren't really close anymore since they're friends of my ex friend...
    PsychologyNerd PsychologyNerd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Have so many thoughts in my head right now...idk I'm really messed up emotionally and mentally right now I'm scared to tell anyone how I feel and I don't want to be judged I don...
    BadGirl0312 BadGirl0312 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been on and off for about 8 months now. whenever we go our seperate ways we miss each other terribly and get back together and for a while things are good...
    impulsivehuman impulsivehuman 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    My husband had EMERGENCY heart surgery 2 years ago, we fell behind on all our bills. I had heart surgery a year later. Now I cannot work. I stay depressed. I worry about...
    bet105 bet105 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I've gone through many stuff that no one will ever know in a decade, I've felt pain never imaginable, I've had cancer so rare only 25 cases world wide known, I have a total of 13...
    sharkymaster sharkymaster 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I had to sadly put my little old Oscar to rest, on Monday, and my heart has been crushed. I miss him so so much. He was my soul mate - I believe animals can be soul mates, too...he...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 12

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    I lost my right index finger while at work. For a time after the accident I felt depressed. But in the end I got over it.
    chunkyal chunkyal 46-50, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    People around me know that I have a tendency to get depressed and be sad. But it still hurts when people ask what's wrong and I give an honest answer, "I'm depressed.", and they...
    poopy0219 poopy0219 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I dont know if there is a way out of this. After all this time, ive lost alot of hope.
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 Nov 30

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    Feeling lost in the midst of my thoughts about him because my heart doesn't function emotionally anymore. Don't really trust my thoughts.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 Nov 30

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    Is it possible to thrive for this feeling? I feel like if i ever lost it i would lose myself...but what is it? How can you possibly know what your feeling when its the only thing...
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Do you ever feel so sad that our chest aches.. And your heart beats,but you just feel so empty; so lost..like you're nothing, like your life's nothing and you feel as if it'll...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I am surrounded by a million different shades of grey, each darker than the one before. My stinging, tear-filled eyes strain as I search desperately for color. A scream fills the...
    GirlforGod2 GirlforGod2 13-15 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Okay, does anyone have any advice for me My sweet puppy, Holly has been diagnosed with depression (Yes dogs can have Depression too) She's lost her best friend of 6 years (We had...
    Terrabyte12 Terrabyte12 16-17, M Dec 9

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    i feel like ****..i just burnt our house down by greese fire...everyone got out ok but we lost one dog and have nothing left at all....
    bunnydisaster77 bunnydisaster77 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    Soo I just turned 20 last week and I'm a college student. I can't help but feel completely depressed almost all the time. I try not to talk about this to anyone I know because they...
    collegemisfit collegemisfit 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    December 14. Clear Thinking. Strive for clear thinking. Many of us have had our thinking clouded by denial. Some of us have even lost faith in ourselves because we've spent a...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Dec 14

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    I wondered a lot why am I here. Nothing goes right in my life. I have had to live through so many hard times in my life so far. I'm only 30, but I feel like I have lived a...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I want to get normal. I feel so lonely, I have lost all friends and my girlfriend. I want to live but nobody seems to be able to help me.
    ipulkit ipulkit 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    So my wife is blatantly cheating on me, and has all but abandoned myself and our kids. I sit here and wonder if life is worth it anymore. How do you cope with this kind of life...
    lostneedafriend lostneedafriend 36-40, M 5 Responses Dec 17

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    i feel like the more i am growing up and becoming self aware, i am losing myself bit by bit. i have always been really weird, i have never really fit in, i have always been shy and...
    msr1122 msr1122 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Over the summer I was 130 pounds! It was all in my tummy too I almost looked like I was 3 months pregnant >.> I mean I know some people can work that weight but not me lol. But now...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    All of a sudden it hit me like a huge wave. I can't eat nor sleep & the only thing I do is cry. I lost everyone closest to me and I have no idea how much longer I can do this.
    beatrice69 beatrice69 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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