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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    I used to be the happiest girl in the world,

    great friends, a hell of an awesome family. But, now I feel as if everything is falling apart and it all started with my dad loosing his job. Two years ago, my dad lost his job to a really sucky boss that just broke his heart. He loved his job as a teacher & the kids but...
    beaudsaste beaudsaste 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    15 Years For A Date!!!!

    True story.... I am  a good looking guy...smart...with my own job and apartment...but I grew up with critical parents..nothing I ever did was good enough for them..and so nothing I do is good enough for me. I went on my first date at the age of 30!!!! Yeah yeah I know. Its...
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I very really make friends

    when I do I can't keep then for more than a month and this with a few other thins make me depressed a lot and I dunno what to do
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    so theres this girl that use to be in my group, ill name her allie (not her real name). any who on her birthday party she was super happy, but she invited a girl she liked who was...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 43 mins ago

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    I hate that feeling when I sad but I have no idea why I am sad. I just hate it because than it makes me think about my whole life and it gets me even more depressed :(
    AnaBanana19 AnaBanana19 18-21, F 1 Response 20 mins ago

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    Well, not every summer am I depressed. But this summer, in particular, sucks. I lost the one guy that I really liked to some slutty girl. I have a guy stalking me and constantly...
    BabyHoskins BabyHoskins 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Littlewallflowerx Littlewallflowerx 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I just lost my best friend,she told me I'm not the same person I was and that is true, I'm really depressed and sad lately. I have a lot of problems and she didn't know about them...
    FUFLOOTA FUFLOOTA 13-15, F Jul 10

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    I lost four jobs in my life and I am only 22 years old. I am wanting to move to California as I have multiple jobs lined up there with my own company I am to create. I get so angry...
    Anonymous515 Anonymous515 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I lost my Dad 2012 and I have recently lost my Mom on June 7 it's been a little over a month and I am just now starting to feel depressed. They both passed from cancer and I don't...
    LifeSucksxoxo LifeSucksxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    zmajurazanog zmajurazanog 18-21, M Jul 4

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    Hi, Im the type of girl who has absolutely no care in the world so it seems, but inside I'm so broken. People look at me and they see exactly what I show them. I show them my smile...
    believebeautiful believebeautiful 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I don't really have much friends at all anymore and if I did I'd just drive them away intentionally. My best friend has her own crowd now and honestly I feel so alone deep down. I...
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I had my first real love and then lost it 2 years ago and ever since I couldn't see other girls and I don't have that much friends to help me our (otherwise I would not be up in...
    Moodixo Moodixo 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I am 21, train 5-7 days a week, well travelled, attractive i have been led to Believe. I am extremely strong and fit. Despite all this, i am extremely depressed. My dad is a...
    pr1m3 pr1m3 18-21, M Jul 16

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    Hello. I usually never post anything about my personal life, but this has become too heavy for me. Two years ago, I fell in love with my first cousin. We did not grow up together...
    Deede24 Deede24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I'm so depressed, I was forced to have an abortion by my family I was 22 years old im 24 now my younger sister fell pregnant and my family was so happy and she has her baby now my...
    ssld ssld 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I lost my virginty at age 13 I had I really nice boyfriend and we were dating for a year and a half. I thought it was the right time for it. So I told him and he agreed with me so...
    LetsLiveItOut LetsLiveItOut 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 2

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    I was 15 when I lost my best friend to suicide. She was in Foster Care because her dad beat her numerous times and her mother just didn't want to be a mother. About every other day...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    We'll not lost just he left when I was born I am depressed just got everything dumped on me
    battleships10 battleships10 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    honestly what is there to say but I'm depressed i wake up depressed go to sleep depressed i cry myself to sleep i can give other people advice but i can't take my own advice! i...
    breebreet breebreet 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I'm mad depressed like I haven't been this depressed in a few months, I want to relapse and if you don't know what that is w.e. I doubt ppl will read this so if you do and don't...
    ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Welcome to my hide away, my secrete place. How I arrived I can't explain. Your welcome to if you wanna stay but, everyone just runs away. I hide from those that try to find me...
    mrniceguy1979 mrniceguy1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'm starting to question who I am anymore. I consider myself a very unique soul, but have seem to drifted away. I used to be passionate about so many things (the environment...
    rachh4321 rachh4321 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I hate my depression I've lost over 10 pds and I've had so many thoughts and all I want to do Is sleep. I just need help... So much going on.
    ap05 ap05 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I dont want to do anything. Cant even work up the energy to shower, clean, watch tv, take a walk, go anywhere. I just feel like a lifeless blob. I am constantly thinking and...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    If I was to write every single detail, I'd probably be typing all night. Plus I am too lazy :P But well me name is Emily, I'm 17 years old. I was raped when I was 12 by a...
    Emily97x Emily97x 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 9

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    I was always a "different" person than others. Some would say when I was young I was just going through changes. The older I got the worse my struggle was with myself. I had major...
    MissShotti MissShotti 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I got cheated on and i am still with the same guy. He was the only guy i was with ever since i have been in USA! But i know his very shallow. I am not happy with him but he wants...
    shomal93 shomal93 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    being in along distance relationship can be a pain in a butt now she is gone again and I a m here left depressed my head is spinning ill only be able to see her month end 14 days...
    TEBOGO1992 TEBOGO1992 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I have been living with depression a long time now. At its worst, this mind sickness plunges one into a profound despair that's hard to live through and get past. In that state, I...
    Supersonico Supersonico 31-35 Jul 15

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    I'm sick to death of living. I'm sick of feeling a deep, gnawing depression 24 hours a day. I'm tired of feeling like a useless failure. My social life is pathetic. I'm way too shy...
    holdontilmay holdontilmay 18-21, F 3 Responses