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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 22, 2009

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    Yes I cry. Yes I feel sorry for myself. Yes I say I don't no how I can cope anymore. Yes I'm sad. NO I AM NOT DEPRESSED! I don't need medical help. I just need to be heard and...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    She was fourteen when she first felt the emptiness within, a black hole in her soul. She stopped fighting it a couple of months later. She decided to live through the blade...
    RozzebellConta RozzebellConta 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I lost my so called ''true love'' well I thought he was my true love but I am not so sure I believe in it anymore but I want to believe...I want to find someone I connect with so...
    Elisa098 Elisa098 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    hello im new is this EP ; i just want to talk to someone because i really dont feel good !! i feel disappointed because nobody seems to care about me !! the people i always...
    Star123654 Star123654 18-21, F Nov 7

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    I dont really know if I really am depressed, but it seems like I cant ever stay happy for a long period of time. My emotions constantly fluctuate from sadness to happiness. There...
    TyThe90sKid TyThe90sKid 22-25, F Nov 1

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    I am 13 years old and I have been feeling extremely depressed since the last four years, when I shifted to a new residence and changed my school. I remember I used to be very...
    nickyra55 nickyra55 13-15 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I have been depressed again lately they found precancerous cells in my uterus along with that I have been taking care of my cousin who lost his arm in a car accident asking with...
    sweety7268 sweety7268 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost my sister to suicide almost 2 years ago on November 24th.. it haunts me everyday.. We were close at a time and then it went down hill.. I'm reminded of her everyday and it...
    Allaboutacupoftea Allaboutacupoftea 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I lost my father 5 years ago. I miss him so so much. Not a day goes by that I'm not thinking about him. I miss his smile, his smell, his laughter, everything little thing about him...
    nukeemhigh nukeemhigh 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    I lost a great deal of weight last year & I got down to a normal bmi for the first time in my life. Then I got pregnant which was a huge blessing but the weight flooded back on...
    weepingwillow12 weepingwillow12 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    Two weeks ago I hit an all time low, the pain was unbearable, you know what it's like... But over this past week I've felt better (for no reason) I honestly have no clue why? I've...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17 16-17 2 Responses Oct 23

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    I feel really depressed all of the sudden. I try to think there must be a reason. I do have a lot of factors. I feel stuck in a bad home situation, one where I can't keep up and it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Oct 28

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    I'm depressed and today was one of those days when I just couldn't overcome it. I had a really disturbing dream last night and when I woke up this morning I couldn't get the image...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I'm tired of being sick and tired. But obviously I'm not tired enough because I don't care to change my situation RIGHT NOW. I'm so depressed that all I do is lay in bed. I can't...
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I am 16 years old and feel as if I let things get to me more than the average person. I feel lonely in the world. I'm constantly in arguments with the adults in my life, and I’m...
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    A year ago I was depressed and suicidal teenager. Until I met someone, who changed my life. Now we have been together 6 months and I can finally feel myself happy. A couple months...
    Pelmeen Pelmeen 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I didn't think I would be depressed so soon...especially after I overcame it at the beginning of my college semester. Even thoughts of suicide came to mind for brief seconds...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I've been down lately. A lot actually. I am to the point where I just break down when I'm alone and nobody is around. Mostly driving or late at night. I don't want medications. I'm...
    theosupreme13 theosupreme13 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    If someone asked me to describe myself in one genuine word, it would be "stupid". All my life, I grew being told how stupid, ignorant and how poorly educated I am as a person. All...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I lost my baby, my 18 year old son on October 27, 2014 from a heroin overdose. I can hardly stand to even write this as the pain and loss is so unbearable.. I had to come back to...
    SandyIndy SandyIndy 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    You can’t say that the moment when your brought into this world is going to be good. Hey my mom had me when she was sixteen, and she tried charges the guy who she got pregnant by...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 14

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    I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares, I don't see a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Hi. I am writing this because I just turned 21 years old in August and I feel completely lost in life. I have no idea what I want to do with life. I am currently in University...
    kad1102 kad1102 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a Sex Addict I am many things I am a good friend I find it hard to be myself I feel sad I am depressed I am lonely I desire to have people understand me I am a hard worker...
    WayGate1234 WayGate1234 22-25 Oct 26

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    I have lost interest in everything. All thats left is psychiatry. Should I give it a try???
    TroubledIndividual TroubledIndividual 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    Im 22, had 5 different careers start up and fail, broke my back 10 months ago( which has stopped me from continuing my last career). i am trying to find my purpose but i just dont...
    Georgewatson99 Georgewatson99 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 30

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    Well sometimes when life hits you hard...its so devastating that it ruins and shakes your life to the very deep to ur soul. U fall and become numb from inside so much that you just...
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 30

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    I've fallen so deep into this depression that I lost all my friends.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I am going through a divorce. It was very unexpected. Depression isn't even the word I would describe. I lost everything. I had to quit my job and move back in with my parents. My...
    danielkclayton danielkclayton 22-25, M Nov 3

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    In school I feel like no one even notices me. I try to talk to my friends but they call me names or don't even listen. I try to open my mouth and tell my parents but it feels like...
    alleycat888 alleycat888 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I feel like nobody cares about me. I get home everyday from school and immediately lock myself in my room. I feel like I could just disappear and no one would even notice. I feel...
    Jenna7508 Jenna7508 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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