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I Am Depressed and Lost

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    How Many Times Can the Soul Die?

    I never knew my first memories until the winter of 2007.  The memories came flooding back as if a dam had broken that held all my supressed memories of a traumatic childhood.  I was walking to work and I just started crying like crazy right there on the sidewalk. All...
    imax imax 31-35, M 5 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    My Brother Andrew

    I have a Big brother whis is dystroying me at the moment, for many a reason I used to worship him with all my hart, but he is not nor ever been the person I have made him out to be as he is one of the most selfish people I know, he has no intresed in things that do not benift him...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    There Is No Peace...

    No peace Only screams Only anger Only hate No love Just sleep Sleep forever
    j3ky11 j3ky11 22-25, M Oct 7, 2013

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    I am at my end I feel

    so alone im 31 with 2 children. ive been depressed now for as long as I can remember. ive been with my partner he's 39 now for almost 4 years which 2 years of that he's been in jail missing the birth of our son. I recently find out he's has been cheating with a 17 year old. it...
    justme0804 justme0804 31-35, F Dec 11, 2013

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    My Living Hell

      I am living in hell, I live in this flat were I get abuse threw at me peep trying to kick down my door, kept up for days on end and can't live this way any more on top of that my aunt had her legs cut off and my dad broke his foot and got a metal plate put in and on top...
    BlankandCluless BlankandCluless 36-40, F Jun 4, 2012

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago

    and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was pregnant. He still talked to the girl months later. So I been depressed we have been married since February and I think he has stopped...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with

    my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my tears and other things, I can't take it. He has lost the tiny bit of sanity he had before. I'm terrified of foster care but my grandparents are...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Nothing

    depression is like a plague eatting away at every thought in my mind. a filthy rat trapped in a wheel with no place to go. waiting for the day to take that last breath. body and mind flacid and week. eyes gouged out to match the emptyness inside of me. when will it all end? will...
    biiggiig biiggiig 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2009

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    My life has turned completely crappy .

    I wasn't the happiest girl before this but I wasn't feeling lifeless until this situation happened . I was In desperate need of money and I made this video with this guy who swore he wouldn't put it out . Well a few weeks ago I wake up and everyone is talking about me & exposing...
    lonergirl9423 lonergirl9423 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    Whatever i do it just reminds me of you.

    You are my everything. Please god get him back for me. Why is this happening to us? I love you pukulu. Even in my worst dream also i never thought of it. I miss u like hell. Nothing seems right without u.
    1unfortunatesoul 1unfortunatesoul 22-25, F 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    I Know That I Am Destined F...

    I know that I am destined for greatness, knew I was different since childhood and was put here to make the world a better place by helping, teaching, and coaching others to become aware and conscious and be trully free from all boundage. Fast-forward to today and you'll see that...
    kdhooper kdhooper 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Have A Bleeding Heart

    I met the love of my life 9 years ago. I knew I wanted to marry him the moment we held hands. It sounds crazy to say that, but I did.  We ended up getting engaged a couple of years ago, and then in June 2008, he broke up with me a couple of months before our...
    732rm 732rm 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    19....Feeling Lost And Depressed.

    I guess I could start by saying I've grew up with a fairly normal life. With loving parents, great friends, and just the whole world to look forward to. But lately, ever since I began my freshman year of college, I've been feeling so lost, depressed, and lonely. Once the summer...
    Lostanddepressed Lostanddepressed 18-21 1 Response Aug 24, 2013

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    I'd rather get punched in the face 100 times

    than feel like this. This is hell.
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Depressed And Lost

    Depressed and lost, Not again, Had enough, How about it? A decent run, Need it, Find myself, Start livin' again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Need Some Oppions On How To Go About This Please

    ok i asked this before and not much help my old problem was when i was 6 or 7 years old me and my 2 friends kissed a few times not same time i dont rember why or how it came about becouse i forced my self to forget and it worked and then about 2 years ago i happen to run in to...
    jim00012 jim00012 22-25, M Mar 17, 2013

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    My Heart Bleeds.....

    I use to be afraid to die. How foolish was i. I was stupid and young i loved life, and people. I was loved... i think. Im not afraid to die just of how i sked whats wrongwill i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before i go to bed it will be...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Sep 24, 2010

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    Training to be a chef . not 100% sure its what i want to do any more . lonely . cut to feel something . starve because ive lost my appetite . no idea what to do any more or how to...
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 1 Response 33 mins ago

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    What random thoughts go through the mind of one depressed person? I decided to expose myself just this once, if not any more in future. If anyone out there relates to this, I know...
    mysteriouseverything mysteriouseverything 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have had a really tough year. I guess I have reason to feel the way I do. I don't know how anyone wouldn't. why do I feel so ashamed at being depressed. I know I don't really...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    i feel like highschool has just ****** me up.before it i was more energetic,more willing to have fun and was rebel.i was much more happier and i was not so anxious like now.now i'm...
    forkinyoureye forkinyoureye 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    My life has always had a turn to it about 3 years ago my father got ill and to today he is still ill he had a stroke by the way I am 17 my father had a stroke 3 years ago it left...
    americangal americangal 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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      So i just realized that i've been depressed all my life i really do i have no friends or family i ******* hate my life i really want to die and just end this horrible life...
    liamlee454 liamlee454 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I woke up from my coma yesterday. I have been trapped in my head. Seeing the girl I pushed away for a month and a half. She was crying infront of me. On we knees begging. Her brown...
    DeathMayCome DeathMayCome 16-17, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel like I am always living in obscurity, I try to get up and move on with my life but I'm stuck in this nonsense I try my best to get over my depression and my thoughts but it...
    Thedreamer95 Thedreamer95 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was always a dog person until I met my cat. I found her at an adoption fair 5 months after I lost my dog. I was depressed then but her friendly playful dog-like personality...
    Letmebee Letmebee 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I lost my dad two years ago and it hasn't been easy at all ever since. Recently, I have been thinking about him and I feel so depressed. I hate the feeling of feeling empty without...
    kirby95 kirby95 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    Depressed is not just a feeling, after awhile it becomes your way of life, sure i get excited about things i enjoy, sure i'm not moping around all day... but the sparks are gone...
    griff11b griff11b 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    In 2013, I I went down to 190 or 191 don't remember and I was so close to being 189. But last year when my closest friend passed away I was very depressed, grieve and angry a lot...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I've been depressed for most of my life and I hate it,sometimes I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy,it ****** me off when people think depression isn't a big...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Hi. I love my mom so much and I've spent the last 4 ish years trying to get her to like me and I think she does but in the meantime I've lost who I am. I don't know how to get me...
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 1 Response Mar 27

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    I have everything going for me. I'm young, pretty, have a nice body, 4.0 GPA, loving boyfriend...but I constantly think about how nice it would be to jump off a building and end it...
    TakenbytheSky TakenbytheSky 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    I'm going through a tough time and have for a week. Just one of my moods. Counseling did not work, medication for almost three years is not working plus I don't want to be on meds...
    josh221992 josh221992 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Why push on when all you do is go no where? Am so lost I keep looking at who I am and I I feel like I'm something out of a horror movie. Not a **** hottie movie the one that makes...
    DeathMayCome DeathMayCome 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    correction for me... I think I'm losing my friend.. .. I can't say best friend idk if it was even considered a friendship anymore... a real friend would ask what's up instead of...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    My best friend of 10 years decided to cut ties recently. I've never felt more depressed/alone.
    Littlegirlblue22 Littlegirlblue22 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I had a very traumatic experience about 3 years ago. Recently, I knew there was a hole in my memory, but when I tried to remember, I would get very confused. I told one of my...
    BlackDigitalis BlackDigitalis 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    They called me saying they had found the body of my older brother a few weeks ago, hit by a truck, "At least he didn't suffer", they told me, when I had arrived at the hospital...
    Asherix Asherix 36-40, M 6 Responses Apr 9

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    The worst part of it is that it can get worse. I'm at the edge of the cliff between being okay and slipping back down. I've come so far but I've recently realized it might have...
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    If people knew the horrors and sorrow of my life than they would't say the things they've said or do the things they've done. my name is legend to some but for what. to be wasting...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Im overspending now. I overspend money whenever im depressed.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F Apr 12

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    I find myself lost scared and hurt just like before but worse my uncle that I am very very close to has cancer it's really hard to see him like this we have always been a strong...
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I 25 years old and still trying to figure my life out. The things that makes this hard to accomplish is feeling like I have no body to talk to and welling to help with out judgment...
    Whoknew89 Whoknew89 22-25, M Apr 16

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