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I Am Depressed and So Lonely

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    Why Me?

    my name is Dawn I have truley been alone all my life I have a sister that is 10 years older than me she was never real happy I came along... My mom was a addict and I was born addicted even way back then?? I do not want to be a whiner or a victim even though I am told I am...
    crickitz crickitz 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2012

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    Just came back home all cute dresses up,

    to maybe get into a fight with hubby then make up and start over. I didn't find him, he didn't reply to my text and when I called he said I'm coming . I just left and so hurt and angry, I'm hiding . And I feel my heart is going explode .
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    im just upset with being lied to my whole life

    and finding out that everything i thought i knew has ben a lie...
    justathought1978 justathought1978 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I'm a chef working long,

    late hours and I'm going through a divorce. I helped him through the death of both his parents, a 6-month unemployment and a very rare disease that has completely changed him as a person. He became physically abusive. I gave everything I had in me to husband and it didn't matter...
    emilybier emilybier 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Confued About Why?

    i don't even understand why im depressed, nothing bad happened to me at all and i got to go hang out with my friend for a few hours everything was fine until the very second i got in the car to leave ...my emotions have been on a roller coaster since like 3 months ago.. and even...
    alwaysconfused55 alwaysconfused55 13-15, F Oct 28, 2009

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    I Just Cant Handle Myself Anymore

    lately I've been cutting allot, everything that happens makes me feel like cutting even more. i know its not right, but at the same time i feel like why shouldn't i? it makes me happy so it cant be a bad thing... I've already been through long period of cutting twice and i quit...
    heretohelps2 heretohelps2 16-17 1 Response Oct 22, 2011

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    10 Years In The Wilderness...

    From about the age of 14 I went on a long, lonely journey and downward spiral of depression, confusion and anxiety that lasted for about ten years. I don't really understand what happened to me or what triggered this change in my life. I went from being a fairly happy-go-lucky...
    FiatHeart FiatHeart 31-35, M Aug 21, 2012

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    Is Life Worth Living?

    I have prosituted myself to feed my daughter.I am 17 years old and have been though more than alot of people will go though their whole lives.I am engaged and i hate him.I left home when i was 15 and pregnant,well i didnt really leave my mom threw me out,she said i couldn't live...
    sexynwild21 sexynwild21 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2009

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    I actually can't picture my life 10 years from

    now, so why bother. ūüėē
    Skisky Skisky 26-30, M Jun 14

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    I Am Depressed and Lonely

    I've never felt that way when i was younger, i was always so positive, so happy, so optimistic. Since i fell in love, i've been going through drama, ive always been depressed,  when we're not together i get depressed and think about hurting myself, and when we're together, i...
    EgyptianPrincess EgyptianPrincess 19-21, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2008

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    Where Is She?

    i havent had a GF in 3 years. i dont know why. i guess i dont fit the standerds. i feel left out of everything. i feel like a burden to everyone. i cant find "the one". she isnt anywere. no sign of her. i feel ugly when a girl sees me. i feel like im deformed or somthin. i need...
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M Feb 1, 2012

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    im so weird it's like i want

    that demon to push me to pull the trigger, end it fast, no life, it would be that simple but at same time i want to see what the future has in store for me yet why have a live when i dont have a life.i am just a waste to this world. i dont get why i write this **** on here maybe...
    lay1 lay1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Everyone Left.

    And now I am so lonely. It's unbearable.
    flyduckyfly flyduckyfly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2013

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    Scared, Depressed and Lonley

    hello, basicly my story is this about three years ago my life changed. I started to date a married man at work. He played the back and forth game and it broke my heart over and over when he did it. durring that time i really started to do alot of heavy drinking to ease the pain...
    goldberry goldberry 26-30 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    This home I am living in is

    so depressing, I cannot take it anymore.My mum annoys the hell outta me, she is wrong about many things when it comes to treating my siblings and dealing with their issues, problem is that she is very stubborn and there is no way on earth she will accept any criticism, so I can...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    Lonely But Not Alone

    My GF and I have a 2 yr old who is my whole life my parents even joke that he is a growth on my side becuase I don't go anywhere without him. The problem is my GF just b4 she got pregnat started getting really mean flipping out for the smallest things or will look for...
    Mojochie Mojochie 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2009

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    Why Me? I Am Depressed And Lonely.

    I became divorced about 6 years ago, did not see it coming..in a marriage of 16 years. I severed a breakdown for which triggered anxiety. I am separated from my immediate family due to my employment situation. Since the divorce I have found myself alone and depressed. My...
    Paislee123 Paislee123 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    I Feel Empty

    I lost my husband three years ago to another woman and was made homeless picked myself up with all the debt he had left me in then I lost my father the man of my life.  I had an argument with two of my sisters, not bothered about that.  It is this living in a flat, no...
    annob123 annob123 56-60 1 Response May 15, 2010

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    My Depression Made Me Lonely

    Sine childhood I'm a lonely person. I had depression since when I was a child, I didnt play, never made friends. As adult was the same, no friends, depression destroying me daily. Ijust wanna die, to disappear. I am the saddest person on earth...
    Riqq Riqq 26-30, M Nov 16, 2012

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    My Story

    I am 13,I used to be a very social person but today I can't stand being with people and family especially I prefer being alone and I never talk to anybody.i don't have friend that I feel comfterbal to talk to about personal things.most of the time I just cry alone at night and...
    Broken1234 Broken1234 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2012

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    Right Now

     i am very depressed and feel alone.my mom being in the shape she is in is really doing a number to me.i have my father and brothers,but i have never been able to talk about how i feel.my mom is been the only one that i can talk to.i hate being autistic.i am being eaten...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    How Did I Get Here

    I am almost completely alone. No friends, no one.
    baltguy419 baltguy419 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    From The Neck Up

    Wow where to begin, I have been depressed since I can remember, and overweight as well.  I was molested by a doctor and although I told my parents about it several times they completely ignored it.  When I had to go into therapy for being suicidal as a teen and the doc asked...
    catFTNU catFTNU 31-35 1 Response Apr 20, 2012

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    My boyfriend has hurt me again

    so I have lost him and everyone is busy and no one has time for me. I am already battling depression everyday so life is a struggle and some days I feel like crying all day in my room by myself talking to no one. I want help from my parents, but they don't like talking to me...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Help

    recently people have just been either turning away from me or just teasing and bullying me for no reason, my parents try to help me but they aren't the best people to help, know don't just say see a doctor or something like this, i wish i could its just my family just doesn't...
    tig3rbl0od tig3rbl0od 13-15 2 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    I Have Wasted My Life

    Here I am Sunday morning crying my heart out. I have no friends, no family, not even an enemy. I try very hard to be positive and listen to pastors in church, but there is no help. My heart is in so much pain. I really want all to come to en end. I hear people said, that...
    Maldonado1157 Maldonado1157 56-60, M 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    I Can't Shake These Feelings

    My name is Maesie and I have depressed for such a long time. There are days that are better than others, but no matter how hard I try I can't lose these feelings. I am so sad. I hate how I look, how I act, I hate everything about me. I want to disintegrate and disappear. I...
    Maesie Maesie 18-21 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    I'm Crying Again

    I feel like the biggest freak ever and I hate myself right now so much...I am so alone.I feel like nobody in the world loves me.it hurtsi am trying not to want to diei don't even know why i care if i am unlovedit wouldn't be the first timewhat difference does it make anyway...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    Broken

    i feel like part of me has been ripped out....i thought nick was "the one". but like always i was wronge....he broke you with me last night and i shed one tear. and i feel like cutting again. is it wronge not to cry when the one you thought you loved breaks your heart?
    fallenangel16 fallenangel16 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2010

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    Things Have to Change

    I feel I have got to change the way things are before it's too late. I am nearing the big.. 5 0 and inside feel I like my life is almost over and I am scared! I have suffered from depression on and off all my life since I was about 20. I am currently having C B T and I was...
    balrath balrath 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8, 2008

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    Insecure

    I am a seventeen year old dude. I have depression really bad and have for at least like five years. I don't really know where to start. Everyone I have ever called a friend has left me.  And now I am terrified of friendships and relationships.  I push people away...
    Cadet250509 Cadet250509 16-17 2 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I am so lonely and feel very depressed,

    I don't feel like I belong anywhere and don't know what to do with myself. I keep telling myself it will get better, I will be ok but how and when and will I really? I have no friends and seem unable to make friends, I just don't have anything in common with anyone. I find...
    littlestormcloud littlestormcloud 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2013

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    I have been lonely from my birth. Family never loved me. Only wanted to make their names shine....and it doesnt matter how many times I do it..i wasnt appreciated much...i never...
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M Aug 13

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    Why in God's good name is everyone depressed, lonely and need someone to talk to on this website. No happy people just sharing the joy?
    wonkadood wonkadood 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's in the middle of the night, and once again I can't sleep.. I've taken my meds, and they're suppose to make me sleepy.. but I'm wide awake.. I feel so low, and am listening to...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    For the first time I can truthfully use this word. I am utterly depressed. And yes I know that after you read this you'll think, "She shouldn't be depressed because almost everyone...
    ForeverSmiling ForeverSmiling 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I feel utterly depressed, because I do feel lonely most of the time. I think it began when I had a disagreement with my parents 2 years ago. I tried writing a letter which I have...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F Aug 10

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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    Sometimes I can feel lonely at random times. I am normally ok with being alone and I am often called the "loner" but right now I feel like I need someone to talk to and express my...
    krick771 krick771 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I feel utterly despondent depressed and lonely. My life is a complete failure.I feel heavy with the burden of it. Nothing I ever do is good enough and I will never be able to be...
    JessieAlone JessieAlone 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Right now I have a girlfriend but as with every relationship (the few I have had) once something goes wrong I'll always assume the worst. I made her very mad and she is right to...
    shyslh shyslh 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I am depressed. My parents don't understand, all they say is "people have it worse" "you're attention seeking" "don't be stupid".... I wish they'd understand.
    Arianna191 Arianna191 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    i feel horribly sad and depressed...dont know what to do...:/...juz keep feeling worthless n useless...need a positive outlook on life...desperately...but dont know how to be...
    ThatPrettyGirl ThatPrettyGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Have you ever felt so alone and worthless that you cried? I just did and have been crying a lot lately. I can't seem to sleep but I finally have some sleep medication. I still...
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 1

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    It really sucks because my best friend just moved and I go to a tiny school and I hate a lot of people there because they're fake and I have no one. I try and talk to some of the...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    maybe someone can offer me some kind words of comfort? i had to move back home becase of financial situations. my parents live in the middle of nowhere. on top of this i cant take...
    lost3458 lost3458 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I feel so fvcking helpless and sad and here's why. Everything. School starts tomorrow & i'm in shock. Summer really did go by , but then again it's only a couple weeks long. For me...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    Sometimes it's hard not to feel so alone. Don't get me wrong I know have my family and some friends who care for me but it's not the same as having someone who is there for you all...
    Findingteesh Findingteesh 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Lonely .-. I have a lot friends, but no one so close, who is there for me when no one else isn't. :c
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 13-15, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I have a boyfriend and I have two good friends but as soon as I'm on my own I get so sad and upset and lonely, it's hard to bare sometimes...
    meansalottoyou meansalottoyou 18-21, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago