I Am Depressed and So Lonely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 286 People

    noattracthere noattracthere
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 2

    I haven't been on here in a while.

    I was doing so well I actually deleted the app off my phone. But here I am, I'm back. I am so lost. I don't know what i feel. I feel nothing. I feel that there is no reason for living. Your whole life you're working towards this goal. But once you reach the goal whats next...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    I lost all my friends.

    I have one friend left, and she's leaving me next year. I am so so so sad. I think I have seasonal depression on top of everything else. There's no point in living anymore. Why do we live? We live to die. There's not much more to it. And once we die what's next? Heaven? Who...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    This home I am living in is

    so depressing, I cannot take it anymore.My mum annoys the hell outta me, she is wrong about many things when it comes to treating my siblings and dealing with their issues, problem is that she is very stubborn and there is no way on earth she will accept any criticism, so I can...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2014
    syukyoo syukyoo
    18-21, M
    Mar 28, 2015

    I'm a chef working long,

    late hours and I'm going through a divorce. I helped him through the death of both his parents, a 6-month unemployment and a very rare disease that has completely changed him as a person. He became physically abusive. I gave everything I had in me to husband and it didn't matter...
    emilybier emilybier
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    I am feeling very useless

    and lonely. I geel as though if I died no-one would really notice. I attempted suicide eight months ago. In the interim I suffered a heart attack and bypass surgery. What led up to the syicude attempt was the loss of my family over the last few years. My sister, wife, and mother...
    downthestretch downthestretch
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    Confued About Why?

    i don't even understand why im depressed, nothing bad happened to me at all and i got to go hang out with my friend for a few hours everything was fine until the very second i got in the car to leave ...my emotions have been on a roller coaster since like 3 months ago.. and even...
    alwaysconfused55 alwaysconfused55
    13-15, F
    Oct 28, 2009

    Help

    recently people have just been either turning away from me or just teasing and bullying me for no reason, my parents try to help me but they aren't the best people to help, know don't just say see a doctor or something like this, i wish i could its just my family just doesn't...
    tig3rbl0od tig3rbl0od
    13-15
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2011

    Scared, Depressed and Lonley

    hello, basicly my story is this about three years ago my life changed. I started to date a married man at work. He played the back and forth game and it broke my heart over and over when he did it. durring that time i really started to do alot of heavy drinking to ease the pain...
    goldberry goldberry
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 26, 2009

    Is Life Worth Living?

    I have prosituted myself to feed my daughter.I am 17 years old and have been though more than alot of people will go though their whole lives.I am engaged and i hate him.I left home when i was 15 and pregnant,well i didnt really leave my mom threw me out,she said i couldn't live...
    sexynwild21 sexynwild21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2009

    Everyone Left.

    And now I am so lonely. It's unbearable.
    flyduckyfly flyduckyfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2013

    im just upset with being lied to my whole life

    and finding out that everything i thought i knew has ben a lie...
    justathought1978 justathought1978
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

    Things Have to Change

    I feel I have got to change the way things are before it's too late. I am nearing the big.. 5 0 and inside feel I like my life is almost over and I am scared! I have suffered from depression on and off all my life since I was about 20. I am currently having C B T and I was...
    balrath balrath
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 8, 2008

    Right Now

     i am very depressed and feel alone.my mom being in the shape she is in is really doing a number to me.i have my father and brothers,but i have never been able to talk about how i feel.my mom is been the only one that i can talk to.i hate being autistic.i am being eaten...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

    I'm back in my original state.

    All I think about is her. All I do is her. When I'm not with her all I want is her. My happiness truly depends on her. She hasn't been out of my head for less than a 1/2 second. My brain is everywhere. Only depending on her had a hurt all of my other relationships. I can't have...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Mar 29

    My Story

    I am 13,I used to be a very social person but today I can't stand being with people and family especially I prefer being alone and I never talk to anybody.i don't have friend that I feel comfterbal to talk to about personal things.most of the time I just cry alone at night and...
    Broken1234 Broken1234
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2012

    10 Years In The Wilderness...

    From about the age of 14 I went on a long, lonely journey and downward spiral of depression, confusion and anxiety that lasted for about ten years. I don't really understand what happened to me or what triggered this change in my life. I went from being a fairly happy-go-lucky...
    FiatHeart FiatHeart
    31-35, M
    Aug 21, 2012

    I Am Depressed and Lonely

    I've never felt that way when i was younger, i was always so positive, so happy, so optimistic. Since i fell in love, i've been going through drama, ive always been depressed,  when we're not together i get depressed and think about hurting myself, and when we're together, i...
    EgyptianPrincess EgyptianPrincess
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 4, 2008

    I've been getting better recently

    but the holidays and spending time with family just makes me feel like crap. And I found out that I'm going to be graduating early and I have no one to tell. The one person who knew what I had been struggling with turned out to be lying to me the whole time and now I have no one...
    nofrankinway nofrankinway
    16-17, F
    Dec 26, 2014

    Just came back home all cute dresses up,

    to maybe get into a fight with hubby then make up and start over. I didn't find him, he didn't reply to my text and when I called he said I'm coming . I just left and so hurt and angry, I'm hiding . And I feel my heart is going explode .
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2014

    Im 13 and half a year ago my mom comitted

    suicide and when she did she left a message behind saying u should die because of u i sufferd but now im in peace. And i REALLY cry every day when and it sucks can anyone relate and be my friend?
    BriTheZombie BriTheZombie
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 26

    I Can't Shake These Feelings

    My name is Maesie and I have depressed for such a long time. There are days that are better than others, but no matter how hard I try I can't lose these feelings. I am so sad. I hate how I look, how I act, I hate everything about me. I want to disintegrate and disappear. I...
    Maesie Maesie
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 20, 2013

    Why Me? I Am Depressed And Lonely.

    I became divorced about 6 years ago, did not see it coming..in a marriage of 16 years. I severed a breakdown for which triggered anxiety. I am separated from my immediate family due to my employment situation. Since the divorce I have found myself alone and depressed. My...
    Paislee123 Paislee123
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 1, 2012

    My Depression Made Me Lonely

    Sine childhood I'm a lonely person. I had depression since when I was a child, I didnt play, never made friends. As adult was the same, no friends, depression destroying me daily. Ijust wanna die, to disappear. I am the saddest person on earth...
    Riqq Riqq
    26-30, M
    Nov 16, 2012

    And here I am on my bed----once again crying my

    eyes out due to how miserably my life had become. I know I can deal with it. I know I can make it better if I want to. But no matter how much I try to, life knocks be right back down. I miss my old cheerful self. I miss having a positive outlook in life. Why am I like this...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2015

    I am tired of been told I am not good at

    anything. I wish I could just give up on everyone. I think i am kind of doing that in a way.
    LadyArt LadyArt
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    I am so sad...I have honestly never felt this

    kind of sadness or feeling...I can't talk..I can't eat...I can't think...I can only stare. All I do is stare and remember how things used to be. I'm not asking for that life back, I'm just not understanding why I can't just be happy. I have a good life, good parents, good...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Jan 11

    Broken

    i feel like part of me has been ripped out....i thought nick was "the one". but like always i was wronge....he broke you with me last night and i shed one tear. and i feel like cutting again. is it wronge not to cry when the one you thought you loved breaks your heart?
    fallenangel16 fallenangel16
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2010

    I'm Crying Again

    I feel like the biggest freak ever and I hate myself right now so much...I am so alone.I feel like nobody in the world loves me.it hurtsi am trying not to want to diei don't even know why i care if i am unlovedit wouldn't be the first timewhat difference does it make anyway...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 17, 2012

    From The Neck Up

    Wow where to begin, I have been depressed since I can remember, and overweight as well.  I was molested by a doctor and although I told my parents about it several times they completely ignored it.  When I had to go into therapy for being suicidal as a teen and the doc asked...
    catFTNU catFTNU
    31-35
    1 Response Apr 20, 2012

    Where Is She?

    i havent had a GF in 3 years. i dont know why. i guess i dont fit the standerds. i feel left out of everything. i feel like a burden to everyone. i cant find "the one". she isnt anywere. no sign of her. i feel ugly when a girl sees me. i feel like im deformed or somthin. i need...
    maverick321 maverick321
    70+, M
    Feb 1, 2012

    How Did I Get Here

    I am almost completely alone. No friends, no one.
    baltguy419 baltguy419
    41-45, M
    Oct 8, 2012
    Skisky Skisky
    26-30, M
    Jun 14, 2014

    Why Me?

    my name is Dawn I have truley been alone all my life I have a sister that is 10 years older than me she was never real happy I came along... My mom was a addict and I was born addicted even way back then?? I do not want to be a whiner or a victim even though I am told I am...
    crickitz crickitz
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2012

    Insecure

    I am a seventeen year old dude. I have depression really bad and have for at least like five years. I don't really know where to start. Everyone I have ever called a friend has left me.  And now I am terrified of friendships and relationships.  I push people away...
    Cadet250509 Cadet250509
    16-17
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2008

    I Have Wasted My Life

    Here I am Sunday morning crying my heart out. I have no friends, no family, not even an enemy. I try very hard to be positive and listen to pastors in church, but there is no help. My heart is in so much pain. I really want all to come to en end. I hear people said, that...
    Maldonado1157 Maldonado1157
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 20, 2013

    My boyfriend has hurt me again

    so I have lost him and everyone is busy and no one has time for me. I am already battling depression everyday so life is a struggle and some days I feel like crying all day in my room by myself talking to no one. I want help from my parents, but they don't like talking to me...
    pikachuux pikachuux
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2014

    I Feel Empty

    I lost my husband three years ago to another woman and was made homeless picked myself up with all the debt he had left me in then I lost my father the man of my life.  I had an argument with two of my sisters, not bothered about that.  It is this living in a flat, no...
    annob123 annob123
    56-60
    2 Responses May 15, 2010

    I am so lonely and feel very depressed,

    I don't feel like I belong anywhere and don't know what to do with myself. I keep telling myself it will get better, I will be ok but how and when and will I really? I have no friends and seem unable to make friends, I just don't have anything in common with anyone. I find...
    littlestormcloud littlestormcloud
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2013

    Lonely But Not Alone

    My GF and I have a 2 yr old who is my whole life my parents even joke that he is a growth on my side becuase I don't go anywhere without him. The problem is my GF just b4 she got pregnat started getting really mean flipping out for the smallest things or will look for...
    Mojochie Mojochie
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 25, 2009

    I am so sad. The pain inside of me is

    such a deep pain that I don't even know how to describe it. I am once again moving in slow motion and I am so sad. I am everything that I don't want to be. I'm over weight I'm not pretty I'm sad I'm ugly I'm alone I'm not smart I'm going no where I have no one. I can't breathe I...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

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    proudmama5711 proudmama5711
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    babyyyelisa babyyyelisa
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    I want to be able to say I'm not lonely just because I'm alone, but it wouldn't be true. I am lonely. I have not one friend and the three I thought I had stopped talking to me it...
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    4 Responses Apr 12
    The silence of the night is breathlessI feel lost and alonelike floating at the bottom of the seaA lost and lonelyforgotten meThe sky shinesfireflies looking downon a lonely and...
    nocool nocool
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    1 Response Apr 11
    I don't let onto people that I'm depressed. I just go through life pretending I don't have a problem. I know I show signs of depression, but people in rl don't take an interest in...
    DragonTheDragon DragonTheDragon
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    1 Response Apr 11
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    Timster91 Timster91
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    2 Responses Apr 10
    Me: *poking my sisters face at 3AM* Sister: *sits up confused* Me: Hi! Sister: Ugh. What do YOU want? Me: Rude much? Anyway, I just wanted to wake you up to say Merry...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Before I found EP, Lonely was just part of the day. It became the norm after ten years of my wife not having any physical touching due to her heart meds. My days were made up of...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    Hi, My name's ---- I'm 16 It began when I was 3rd grade. Me and my parents we're eating Dinner and told me after Dinner to talk to them outside. I finished and went outside. I...
    Nobody1415215425 Nobody1415215425
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    So today I was laying in bed and tears started flowing out randomly. First one from the left, it rolled down slowly, then the right. I wiped them away feeling silly for well...
    odioshi odioshi
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    I'm too old to be depressed. I look at other people and the ones who seem to be depressed are in their teens or early twenties. Maybe I'm just looking at the surface. I want to be...
    ebetheee ebetheee
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    Apr 8
    Well I felt lonely then I got into EP and now it's going away so I guess bye everyone can't do anything about this now, time to be lonely again.
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