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I Am Depressed and So Lonely

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     i am very depressed and feel alone.my mom being in the shape she is in is really doing a number to me.i have my father and brothers,but i have never been able to talk about how i feel.my mom is been the only one that i can talk to.i hate being autistic.i am being eaten...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 4 Responses Jun 28, 2009

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    I Can't Shake These Feelings

    My name is Maesie and I have depressed for such a long time. There are days that are better than others, but no matter how hard I try I can't lose these feelings. I am so sad. I hate how I look, how I act, I hate everything about me. I want to disintegrate and disappear. I...
    Maesie Maesie 18-21 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    Is Life Worth Living?

    I have prosituted myself to feed my daughter.I am 17 years old and have been though more than alot of people will go though their whole lives.I am engaged and i hate him.I left home when i was 15 and pregnant,well i didnt really leave my mom threw me out,she said i couldn't live...
    sexynwild21 sexynwild21 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2009

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    Why Me?

    my name is Dawn I have truley been alone all my life I have a sister that is 10 years older than me she was never real happy I came along... My mom was a addict and I was born addicted even way back then?? I do not want to be a whiner or a victim even though I am told I am...
    crickitz crickitz 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2012

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    I Feel Empty

    I lost my husband three years ago to another woman and was made homeless picked myself up with all the debt he had left me in then I lost my father the man of my life.  I had an argument with two of my sisters, not bothered about that.  It is this living in a flat, no...
    annob123 annob123 56-60 1 Response May 15, 2010

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    im just upset with being lied to my whole life

    and finding out that everything i thought i knew has ben a lie...
    justathought1978 justathought1978 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Insecure

    I am a seventeen year old dude. I have depression really bad and have for at least like five years. I don't really know where to start. Everyone I have ever called a friend has left me.  And now I am terrified of friendships and relationships.  I push people away...
    Cadet250509 Cadet250509 16-17 2 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    I'm a chef working long,

    late hours and I'm going through a divorce. I helped him through the death of both his parents, a 6-month unemployment and a very rare disease that has completely changed him as a person. He became physically abusive. I gave everything I had in me to husband and it didn't matter...
    emilybier emilybier 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    My Depression Made Me Lonely

    Sine childhood I'm a lonely person. I had depression since when I was a child, I didnt play, never made friends. As adult was the same, no friends, depression destroying me daily. Ijust wanna die, to disappear. I am the saddest person on earth...
    Riqq Riqq 26-30, M Nov 16, 2012

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    I actually can't picture my life 10 years from

    now, so why bother. ūüėē
    Skisky Skisky 26-30, M Jun 14

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    Where Is She?

    i havent had a GF in 3 years. i dont know why. i guess i dont fit the standerds. i feel left out of everything. i feel like a burden to everyone. i cant find "the one". she isnt anywere. no sign of her. i feel ugly when a girl sees me. i feel like im deformed or somthin. i need...
    maverick321 maverick321 70+, M Feb 1, 2012

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    I'm Crying Again

    I feel like the biggest freak ever and I hate myself right now so much...I am so alone.I feel like nobody in the world loves me.it hurtsi am trying not to want to diei don't even know why i care if i am unlovedit wouldn't be the first timewhat difference does it make anyway...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    From The Neck Up

    Wow where to begin, I have been depressed since I can remember, and overweight as well.  I was molested by a doctor and although I told my parents about it several times they completely ignored it.  When I had to go into therapy for being suicidal as a teen and the doc asked...
    catFTNU catFTNU 31-35 1 Response Apr 20, 2012

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    My Story

    I am 13,I used to be a very social person but today I can't stand being with people and family especially I prefer being alone and I never talk to anybody.i don't have friend that I feel comfterbal to talk to about personal things.most of the time I just cry alone at night and...
    Broken1234 Broken1234 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2012

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    I Just Cant Handle Myself Anymore

    lately I've been cutting allot, everything that happens makes me feel like cutting even more. i know its not right, but at the same time i feel like why shouldn't i? it makes me happy so it cant be a bad thing... I've already been through long period of cutting twice and i quit...
    heretohelps2 heretohelps2 16-17 1 Response Oct 22, 2011

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    10 Years In The Wilderness...

    From about the age of 14 I went on a long, lonely journey and downward spiral of depression, confusion and anxiety that lasted for about ten years. I don't really understand what happened to me or what triggered this change in my life. I went from being a fairly happy-go-lucky...
    FiatHeart FiatHeart 31-35, M Aug 21, 2012

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    Why Me? I Am Depressed And Lonely.

    I became divorced about 6 years ago, did not see it coming..in a marriage of 16 years. I severed a breakdown for which triggered anxiety. I am separated from my immediate family due to my employment situation. Since the divorce I have found myself alone and depressed. My...
    Paislee123 Paislee123 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2012

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    Just came back home all cute dresses up,

    to maybe get into a fight with hubby then make up and start over. I didn't find him, he didn't reply to my text and when I called he said I'm coming . I just left and so hurt and angry, I'm hiding . And I feel my heart is going explode .
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I Have Wasted My Life

    Here I am Sunday morning crying my heart out. I have no friends, no family, not even an enemy. I try very hard to be positive and listen to pastors in church, but there is no help. My heart is in so much pain. I really want all to come to en end. I hear people said, that...
    Maldonado1157 Maldonado1157 56-60, M 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    Everyone Left.

    And now I am so lonely. It's unbearable.
    flyduckyfly flyduckyfly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2013

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    I Am Depressed and Lonely

    I've never felt that way when i was younger, i was always so positive, so happy, so optimistic. Since i fell in love, i've been going through drama, ive always been depressed,  when we're not together i get depressed and think about hurting myself, and when we're together, i...
    EgyptianPrincess EgyptianPrincess 19-21, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2008

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    I am so lonely and feel very depressed,

    I don't feel like I belong anywhere and don't know what to do with myself. I keep telling myself it will get better, I will be ok but how and when and will I really? I have no friends and seem unable to make friends, I just don't have anything in common with anyone. I find...
    littlestormcloud littlestormcloud 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2013

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    Help

    recently people have just been either turning away from me or just teasing and bullying me for no reason, my parents try to help me but they aren't the best people to help, know don't just say see a doctor or something like this, i wish i could its just my family just doesn't...
    tig3rbl0od tig3rbl0od 13-15 2 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    How Did I Get Here

    I am almost completely alone. No friends, no one.
    baltguy419 baltguy419 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    Things Have to Change

    I feel I have got to change the way things are before it's too late. I am nearing the big.. 5 0 and inside feel I like my life is almost over and I am scared! I have suffered from depression on and off all my life since I was about 20. I am currently having C B T and I was...
    balrath balrath 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8, 2008

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    My boyfriend has hurt me again

    so I have lost him and everyone is busy and no one has time for me. I am already battling depression everyday so life is a struggle and some days I feel like crying all day in my room by myself talking to no one. I want help from my parents, but they don't like talking to me...
    pikachuux pikachuux 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Confued About Why?

    i don't even understand why im depressed, nothing bad happened to me at all and i got to go hang out with my friend for a few hours everything was fine until the very second i got in the car to leave ...my emotions have been on a roller coaster since like 3 months ago.. and even...
    alwaysconfused55 alwaysconfused55 13-15, F Oct 28, 2009

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    im so weird it's like i want

    that demon to push me to pull the trigger, end it fast, no life, it would be that simple but at same time i want to see what the future has in store for me yet why have a live when i dont have a life.i am just a waste to this world. i dont get why i write this **** on here maybe...
    lay1 lay1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Lonely But Not Alone

    My GF and I have a 2 yr old who is my whole life my parents even joke that he is a growth on my side becuase I don't go anywhere without him. The problem is my GF just b4 she got pregnat started getting really mean flipping out for the smallest things or will look for...
    Mojochie Mojochie 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2009

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    This home I am living in is

    so depressing, I cannot take it anymore.My mum annoys the hell outta me, she is wrong about many things when it comes to treating my siblings and dealing with their issues, problem is that she is very stubborn and there is no way on earth she will accept any criticism, so I can...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    Broken

    i feel like part of me has been ripped out....i thought nick was "the one". but like always i was wronge....he broke you with me last night and i shed one tear. and i feel like cutting again. is it wronge not to cry when the one you thought you loved breaks your heart?
    fallenangel16 fallenangel16 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2010

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    Scared, Depressed and Lonley

    hello, basicly my story is this about three years ago my life changed. I started to date a married man at work. He played the back and forth game and it broke my heart over and over when he did it. durring that time i really started to do alot of heavy drinking to ease the pain...
    goldberry goldberry 26-30 1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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    So I really really like my best guy friend I had come out of a bad relationship and was really quite depressed & lonely anyway since then he has always been there for me always...
    GucciTeyaah12 GucciTeyaah12 18-21, F Sep 26

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    So I really really like my best guy friend I had come out of a bad relationship and was really quite depressed & lonely anyway since then he has always been there for me always...
    GucciTeyaah12 GucciTeyaah12 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 26

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    My story is probably similar to a lot of people's but I just wanted to get it out there in the world to tell somebody how I feel. I've grown up in what many would call the...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M 5 Responses Oct 10

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    Hi :) My name's Luca. I've been feeling really lonely these past few years,don't have many friends and I'm depressed.I moved to a new country 5 years ago and it wasn't what I...
    MeAndMySelf98 MeAndMySelf98 16-17, M Oct 2

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    42 about to be 43 married man who is very depressed about being lonely. That explains it. Maybe not depressed just do not understand it. My wife started sleeping on the couch...
    bbaffert bbaffert 41-45, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am beginning to realize the depression that follow's loneliness. When you go on a walk, ride your bike, see a waterfall, hike a mountain, take pictures, and you do this all by...
    benmiller914 benmiller914 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My heart aches. My soul crushed. You can read about why, in detail, in my other stories. I don't feel I can truly relate to many people. The one woman I thought I had truly...
    ctguitardude ctguitardude 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I have always been the happy, go-lucky type of person. I always had a smile on my face...even now i smile more than the usual person, and to most i seem to be the same person but I...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wouldn't say I'm lonely. I have plenty of friends and everything. But I'm lonely in my mind literally. I think about so much stuff. And half of the stuff no one will every knoww...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I am lonely relationship wise. I know a relationship isn't something that should give you the sense of self worth but that's my cause. It makes me depressed when I think about...
    glomilk glomilk 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I feel like I'm the only person in this world. I'm so lonely and depressed. Two words: **** Life
    JajaMartinez JajaMartinez 13-15, F Sep 22

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    I was very close to my father. He was my most if the thing. He was power source,,motivation source and a very good friend. I was also very smart in academics. But two years later...
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    Thanks God, I have everything in my life: family, good friends and beauty. I feel lonely and depressed, though. And I think this is because there has been any boy who really loves...
    sumela sumela 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    I get so sick of putting out effort into finding love. Usually things happen when you least expect them, and for the past two years I pretty much gave up and didn't try or be...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 26

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    It's weird, isn't it? I have lots of good friends. We had lots of great times together. But i knew that they had their own best friend besides me. They had someone they'd instantly...
    alexyay alexyay 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I think it started young. I was left to my own a lot. I got separated from my sister and did not see a friendly face till supper most days. It made me long for kindness and...
    wisemoon wisemoon 51-55 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I depressed because of the loneliness. When can I ever change my life. Going through a routine life can be very depressing, how to get this of this feeling... ...
    Steve2186 Steve2186 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    I really need help. I'm feeling depressed :( and I'm very alone right now because I feel no one cares to talk or to even listen to me . I try my best to care for everybody but...
    helpmeplease10 helpmeplease10 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    So today something triggered me and I just got so depressed but I'm stuck in social situations for the next 4-5 hours
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 1